2023 AD CONT'D

02/27--
MONDAY

   I'm listening to Heavenly Angelic Choir music to counter all the bad I listened to and watched earlier.

  The wind is really gusting outside, blowing very hard, and the rain is pouring down.

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I am a shadow of Junk_bow.

My mother had to stay off her feet when she was in labor with me.

  My destiny is irrevocably tied to Maggie's somehow.

Junk_bow is a dream demon.

I broke free and became my own person when I faced my mirror last year.

Yesterday I went into Pastor Pete's church's prayer room and prayed, and God told me one day I'll wake up and I won't be addicted anymore.

Pastor Pete said he hopes that day comes sooner rather than later.

I really fell tonight, before I wrote today.  It is 3:43 AM.

5:31 AM

The reevangelism project.

Each day in my journal, I will spend some time reminding myself of the Great Gospel.

01 Jesus came in the fulness of time to save us from and take away our sins.  He was baptized in Bethabara beyond Jordan to fulfill all righteousness.

02 On this side of the world, Jesus came to MesoAmerica to the Nephites and Lamanites to establish Zionic conditions conditions all over North and Central America.

03 In 1830, after 1260 years of Darkness, God restored His Church and Priesthood to the earth, through his Prophet Joseph Smith, Jr.

04 In 2017 AD the Angel Moroni gave Mauricio Artur Berger the ability to translate the Sealed Book of Mormon by the Gift and Power of God.

05 The Book Sealed of Mormon will be given to the earth when mankind accedes to the instructions given in the Sealed Book of Mormon.

Oh I fell.
Oh I fell before I wrote at 3:40 AM today.  Oh I fell greatly.

I did a lot of damage to my mind.

  I even fantasized about being married to Maggie as I was recovering.  Dear Lord, forgive.

Amen. 

  Rewire Your Heart, pp. 44-45.

       I'm struggling through the book.  I resisted the truth.

  Yesterday I read more of PokemonSoldier's DuckTales17 Fanfics and finished watching Season 2 of DuckTales 2017, and faced my fears.

   Then I tried again to experiment with Lucid dreaming but I learned that it is ineffective without Transcendental Meditation, chakras and Third Eye Opening, and you often have a hard time distinguishing between when you're dreaming and when you're awake and have to do reality checks. Not for me.  I listened to Angelic Choirs singing, Ave Maria and Hymns-lots and lots of Hymns.
      Steve borrowed about a cup of  Almond Milk from me.  His new refridgerator gave out on him and he lost most of his food.  I told him that trials were part and parcel of life and that Believers went through more intense trials than nonbelievers.  He said he knew about that. (or didn't know about that ? ?) (Maybe I misheard him ? ? )
  Last night at around 8 PM CDT Steve and I watched an episode of The Last of Us, the HBO MAX miniseries.
        The first part, I had watched in video game format on YouTube streamed by th3birdman.

Rn I'm watching Th3birdman play The Last of Us Part 2 I thought corresponding to the Last of Us HBO TV Series, Part 2.  No, this is the old game, posted 2 years ago, in 2021.   It is basically the same story.  The new game is the PlayStation 5 reboot.
            Steve is not interested in the game.
    In yesterday's episode of The Last of Us Miniseries, Ellie and her black female friend went to an ancient derelict shopping mall, had fun, danced, kissed, were about to have sex, but were attacked by a zombie and both got infected. In the end of the show, Ellie was stitching a man's wound up.

       In this game I'm watching I saw Ellie cured from that Infecting.  She and the man had to escape the hospital, him carrying her.

      What I'd like to get accomplished today is to make four YouTube Playlists and several Mara/Luke4ever playlists of my SW HV's and Serious Scripts, then type some of my adventure Story about Constance and Eustace, Bruce and Termna, Mant and others.
       Then I want to start a new fictional Diary about Anakin waking up in Ohio after being in the Netherworld of the Force.

  To Whom it may concern- It's going to get better! - Mike McLure, Jr.

  Zeon the Digger is now reading my scripts.

 Joy is using my money to pay the pet deposit for my cat!

Star Wars Santa is listening to Episode 12 rn.
 

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