2026 AD

CDST

March

13
FRI

11.30 A THE DAY BEFORE

I messed up by watching a documentary cartoon about a couple in drug and music culture who got married and grew old together that brought me to tears at the end then repented myself and watched some of The Historical Jesus then now I'm going to the Book Store read Bridge of San Luis Rey more Diary of a CEO by Lindell then work until 3 4 5 or 6 come home and crash or hang with Josh N and crash. Won't be doing any comps today until I wake up in the evening to take my meds and if I do it will be a roleplaying fiction comp with my IG character Grik Spiceminer. I started one last week or two but span of comp ended so I'll recycle or rehash parts of the original story in my new fic comps. I planned that out (about the comps) as I was walking to the convenience store this morning. Jesus said to me the preparation of the heart in man and the answer from the tongue is of the Lord.

Mark Edward Sohlden:
Look at how you try to please the world and God at the very same time!!!!
Look at all your writings
You are not Hot!!!
Evidence hands down1111++++!!!!!!
Your works judge you
You think simply to highly of your self that it is impossible to fool you
That simply is not true
As you are not hanging onto every word coming out of the lips of Jesus

Brent Lee Sohlden:
When I sin I ask God for forgiveness and I never said I cant be fooled. In fact I have admitted to being fooled many times about many things
I am not trying to please the world. In fact most of my opinions are diametrically opposed to how the world thinks and feels
I just live in the world but not of it so I can win as many to Jesus as possible


I have complete confidence in the way I live.

I live by faith
I live by the seat of my pants
I live by trust
And I live by every word that proceedeth forth out of the mouth of God
I don't go looking for trouble and whenever trouble finds me my God delivers me from my troubles time and again
I live the Law of Love
When I mess up I own it, confess it and attempt again to forsake it and study to be delivered
I forgive, love and try to be kind to all and love and pray for my enemies
I help my neighbor
I am nothing before the Lord and admit my wretchedness and unworthiness and seek to be cleansed from the stain of the world and every sin when I am baptized and confirmed in the Restructured Church
I live in the world and not of it, using the things of this world in the manner designed of God when I am righteous
I seek Wisdom, understanding, knowledge learning, experience and godliness, always try to improve my life and love God with all my heart mind soul might and strength and I only love one woman whom I hope can love me to as she once expressed she did.
I am creative and curious, and not a pushover.
I have limits and boundaries.
I have intelligence that many see but many know much more than I, and there are many way wiser than I will ever be.
I hope to be a husband, father, grandfather, author, poet, playwright and am already SEO of many websites.
I'm not good at much and there is much I can't do but one thing I believe I am fitted for is endurance and I have a testimony of the Living God and of his word that I am sure of.
I have left houses and lands, and a love (in one place who I think followed me out here) and goods and lands and parents and hobbies and siblings 900 miles to follow Jesus and changed my religion and beliefs twice to get closer to His Full Gospel. I was baptized once by someone with no authority which availed me nothing but showed Jesus that I was serious about Him, the second time by a man who did not have authority to baptize because a greater Epoch was coming around the corner and will be Baptized a third time this time by True Authority and will then be Confirmed into the New Covenant of the Sealed Book of Mormon .
I have been to heaven, tried to get into the gate of a higher glory but was not permitted to enter, been to hell at least 6 times, been to the Realm of the Dead, been to Perdition been to Kingdoms of no glory and seen Jesus over and over again and he confirmed Joseph Smith's plurality of Gods Sermon to me at least twice.
I LOVE JESUS
I LOVE GOD
I LOVE THE FATHER, SON OF THE GODS
I LOVE THE HOLY GHOST
I LOVE THE HOLY SPIRIT
I LOVE MAGGIE
I LOVE ALL MANKIND
I LOVE ALL MY ENEMIES
I LOVE MY NEIGHBOR AS MYSELF
I LOVE MYSELF LAST
This is my confidence
Amen

Mark Edward Sohlden:
DEAR MEMBERS AND READERS, FIRST OF ALL
IF YOU ARE NOT COURAGEOUS ENOUGH TO STAND UP FOR ALL TRUTH OF GOD, WHAT ARE YOU?

ARE YOU OF THE CHRIST IF YOU SEEK NOT TO FIND WITH HIM HIS ONE IN NINETY NINE LOST SHEEP?

IT IS SOOOOOOOOOOOO EASY FOR ALL OF YOU READING THIS STATEMENT TO SIMPLY COME ON BOARD, REGISTER SIMPLY, BY FOLLOWING EASY
INSTRUCTIONS, AND SIMPLY HELP LEAD OTHERS TO JESUS, WHO CAN FURTHER LEAD US ALL TO THE FATHER...TOGETHER..

AND IF YOU DARE DECLARE US APART, AND NOT AS ONE, WHAT ARE YOU DOING? ARE WE NOT ALL CALLED TO BE ONE IN CHRIST FIRST?

WE ARE ALL ONE IN OUR PERIL, THAT IS RIGHT, IN OUR LOSTNESS, LOOKING AT GOD THROUGH A DARK AND FOREBODING GLASS, AND SEEKING TO FIND
HIM, BUT IF YOU SEEK NOT YOUR FELLOW BROTHER WHO YOU SEE, HOW CAN YOU THEN SEEK THE FATHER WHOM YOU DO NOT SEE???

RAVENOUS BEASTS DECLARE THEIR DOCTRINE, NOT OF JESUS, NOT OF THE FATHER, BUT SIMPLY THEIR CONCEPTS AND THEIR PRECEPTS, FAR SHORT OF THE PERFECT
PRECEPTS LED BY HEAVEN.

THEY SAY THAT THEY HAVE BEEN FOUND? SO, IF YE BE FOUND, HELP ALSO OTHERS TO BE THE SAME WAY AS YOU ARE!!!--TO BE FOUND IN THE EXACT SAME LIGHT,
OR THE TRUTH INVARIABLY IS FAR FAR FAR FROM YOUR HEART EVEN NOW.

THE RAVENOUS BEASTS HAVE DECLARED THEIR PRECEPTS AND CONCEPTS TO BE GREATER THAN GOD HIMSELF???

FOR NOT ONE OF THEM IS WILLING TO DIE IF ABSOLUTELY NECESSARY FOR THE TRUTH, THAT ....


ONE...

JESUS LIVES...

AND TWO

IS SEEKING ALL WHOM GOD LOVES EQUALLY, AT ALL TIMES, IN EVERY PLACE THAT MAN CAN BE FOUND.

ARE YOU ALSO SEEKING WITH JESUS THOSE THAT MAY BE LOST, OR ARE YOU DECLARING THAT YOUR SELVES ARE MUCH WISER THAN THE WISEST OF ALL??

ARE NOT GOD'S WAYS WAY PAST FINDING OUT?
ARE NOT GOD'S WAYS HIGHER THAN ALL THE HEAVENS AND INFINITE CREATIONS?
WHO DOES SHAKE THE STICK, ANY ONE OF YOU?

CAN ANY ONE OF YOU MOVE THE MOUNTAINS LIKE THE GOD OF ALL HEAVEN?
CAN ANY ONE MOVE THE MYRIAD OF COUNTLESS STARS?

WHO DECLARES ANYTHING LESS THAN WHAT HAS BEEN DECLARED BY ALL THE PROPHETS COMBINED ABOUT OUR MERE NOTHINGNESS IS NOT SEEKING THE TRUTH THAT ALL THE PROPHETS INCLUDING MOSES HAVE REVEALED.

YEA, AND IF YOU YOUR SELF HAVE BEEN MISLEAD BY THESE RAVENOUS BEASTS, FROM SUCH TURN AWAY, WHILE THERE IS STILL TIME IN YOUR PERIOD OF
PROBATION.

IT IS CLEARLY STATED THAT ALL OF US HAVE AT ONE TIME PROVOKED OUR GOD, ON EARTH????

NOOOOOO, BUT IN HEAVEN WHERE WE WERE ALL AT FIRST SPIRITUALLY BORN, NOT HERE ON EARTH IN ONLY OUR TABERNACLE FORMED OUT OF THE DUST.


AND EACH ONE OF US WAS GIVEN AT THE FIRST AN ETERNAL RECORD TO VIEW, AND ONCE VIEWING IT, WHAT DID ALL EXCEPT JESUS DO?

IF YOU DO NOT UNDERSTAND OF OUR USE OF FREE AGENCY GRANTED TO US WAS USED WRONGLY, YOU HAVE NOT SOUGHT TO GAIN UNDERSTANDING
WITH ALL YOUR GETTING EVEN NOW.

Brent Lee Sohlden:
Yes. Stand up, stand up for the truth. Tell all the truth you know the best way you can. Everyone can be each others light. We cant hide our light Christ gave us under a basket but we must put it on a candlestick that it may light up the whole house. I have said personally to Mark that Jesus Christ told Betty Jean Edie that we, all of us were all in heaven before this world was, in premortality, and we all begged God to stay with Jesus, but Jesus had to convince us all to come to this earth upon which we now stand so that we all can learn to love one another better. We cannot live without each other. Please if you are reading this, sign up and post to mine and Mark's various websites open to posting and share your Testimony of Jesus or share the things that make you happy, bring light to your life, or that you feel could bring light truth and happiness to the lives of others. Share in testimony, in fiction, in Diaries, in poetry, in prayer, in posting music videos and Sermons, and in encyclopedia and book catalogue entries, even if you don't believe in Jesus you have something to share because everyone in some way is searching for God. Jesus loves you all -Brent Sohlden, Mark's Amulek to his Alma.

4.18 THE DAY BEFORE

Change of plans. Read the Bridge of San Luis Rey pp. 144-180, finishing it. Now I will, Lord Willing, Work, then go home, watch Disney's The Hunchback of Notre Dame while reading Les Miserables, Scarpetta and Diary of a former Crack Addict Turned CEO by Mike Lindell.
Before work, I'll update my comp Diary. I'm not going to hang out w/Josh N. today (unless if'n I can somehow squeeze him in my schedule), nor do a fic comp. Perhaps tomorrow, when I've gotten plenty of rest and I can be more productive I'll do at least two. As I told Master Drachen, I pace myself. He gives me, as God does, a great deal of automanoty, saying do it how you wilt, when you wilt, just get it done. I can get all the sleep I need tonight when its dark, so I won't not dar crash during the day whilst this half the world is awake. Tomorrow in even I will be on the phone doing Leia things. Later4now. Upd8ing comp Diaries., DiaryLogSite1 and BrentLogSite1.

So here's how today went down.
I got home (Sue gave me a ride) and invited Josh N over and he came over for about two minutes or so then left for the night to take antacids for his stomach. I continued listening to The Return of Sherlock Holmes while playing RAID Shadow Legends and watching Diney's The Hunchback of Notre Dame which is now about to end at 10.16 P the day before


Now a Sherlock Holmes tale I'm not familiar with about a Priori School is on. I ate cream of mushroom and noodles soup and a peanut b u t t e r sandwich for supper.

Tonight after Victor Hugo's Hunchback of Notre Dame I'm planning on reading Victor Hugo's Les Miserables in bed until I'm tired, sleep and do it all over again tomorrow

At the Bookstore I had shelved and alphabetized YA books.

2.39 P I listened

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