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9/09/2023 5:17 pm  #131


Re: 2022 BEN-ACH LEE KOIVOPOLO V

05/09--MONDAY AFTER MIDNIGHT CDT I can't sleep because a powerful snarling beast attacked me in my bed. 1:59 AM CDT I read some good Star Wars and Lord of the Rings information. I'm holding my cross to Ward off that demonic creature. 4:09 AM I went back to sleep but had a two-hour living nightmare.  I'm  holding my cross over my chest as I sleep now. 7:36 AM Although my Cross protected me in my sleep, my dreams continued to be haunted all night by this mysterious entity. (he seemed to be attached to my new phone). (I heard a voice last night that said 'give me my phone back' coming from outside). 10:35 AM I'm finally getting up from bed and letting my guard down. Last night I listened to Part 1 of the CD set, 'The Power of your words' by Joseph Prince. The number '22' keeps popping up in this Star Wars Documentary I'm watching. A Tale of Two Cities, pp. 12-16, to the end of Chapter 2. 3:49 PM  I took a nap with my guard down until about 3:30 PM, then read from 'A Tale of Two Cities' in bed.  I think I will play 'Uno Card Party' for a while.

4:14 PM After playing a few rounds of Uno and levelling up, I read a good Star Wars article, and now I'll watch TV.

5:32 PM I spent quite a bit of time with Steve out on our front porch talking with him about various subjects as I used various Apps on my phone.  I downloaded a Bible and prayer app, and started listening to Genesis.  He said he didn't want to hear it, so I said I'd take it upstairs.

On my FreeTV App on my phone I have both Newsmax and The Walking Dead Channel, and Bob Ross, whom I learnt today from Steve had been a painter based in Missouri.

I'm on Genesis Chapter 2.
I had Dr. Pepper, bought with PayPal and some change.

6:17 PM CDT As I was a-typing Diary 7-BA, I noticed I was very hot so I tried opening my windows.  Failing at this, I requested the assistance of my neighbor Steve, who helped, but told me and Joy, whom I called and put on SpeakerPhone, that I really am in need of an air conditioner and some box fans.  Joy eventually agreed, and Steve says he will ask Fredd, my Landlord, if he can give me one, and Steve says he will help me regulate the temperature on it, or Thermostat.  I then changed my kitchen and living room trash, then swept dust off my floor I had knocked and brushed off my circular rotating fan.  I need to now open more windows.

6:23 PM Now there's much more air circulating through my house.

   A friend sent me a verse of the Day on the 5'th of May:
           Revelations 21:5


               And he that sat upon the throne said, Behold, I make all things new.  And he said unto me, write: for these words are true and faithful.

                                                                    - God Bless You!


    Now I will go wash my dusty hands.

   I'm on Genesis 12 now.
                    The railroad that runs a block from my street, Kansas City Southern, runs throughout the United States!  This according to Steve, who once came right through Oak Grove down the railroad track where  a train is running now at 6:41 PM today, on a passenger train on his way to a far off state.  That train could be going anywhere!

I'm on Genesis 13.

I took my pills earlier, and drank water.

"Right believing leads to right living. This is for you!
Beloved,
believing right is the key to everything God wants to do in and through your life.
Many people fall into patterns of thinking that focus on their sins and mistakes.  But Jesus didn't die for you to be mindful of what you've done wrong (After all, he's already forgotten it-BLSKV.)  He died and rose again so you can always believe right and trust in His finished work and unconditional love for you."

Father, help me to ponder this, and help me to do some serious soul-searching. Amen. 

"What you believe will determine what kind of life you live.- If you believe God's love for you is tied to your behavior, your life will be focused on yourself--your actions, your mistakes, your accomplishments.  If you believe you have to fix your problems before you can come to God, your life becomes about works, striving to be right, or struggling to make up for a mistake. . . .

       *Right believing puts your focus on Jesus.
        *Right believing brings calm in any storm.
       *Right believing opens the door to favor, wisdom (which I really need, because I lack much wisdom and Common Sense-BLSKV), and opportunity.
        *Right believing is the key to victory in every situation."

Father, help me to ponder this. Amen.

"His love is based on who He is, not what we do."

Father, help me to ponder this. Amen.

I'm on Genesis, Chapter 18.

"His love for you is not contigent on your performance.  He loves you even in your failings.  That's why it's called Grace.  And this is the start of overcoming your areas of defeat."

Father, help me to ponder this. Amen.

7:41 PM I listened to The Power of your words, Disc 2.

"The more I say it, the more I'll believe it;
   the more I believe it, the more I'll say it."

Father, help me to ponder this. Amen.

As I listened to the CD, I made a Salmon and Mayo sandwich on Pumpernickel Bread, slicing two slices off the loaf with my copper knife.

  Tomorrow I go to the Community Services League again with Pastor Pete to get more food help.

It has been very helpful because I have not had enough money left over from paying all my bills lately to buy very many groceries, not to mention buying my new phone and laptop.

This sandwich, which took a lot of effort and clean-up to make, is absolutely delicious!

7:49 PM Now I am listening to Disc One, Merilyn and Sarah Hickey's 'Miracles Are For you.'.  This will truly build up my faith!

7:53 PM I washed my dish.

I'm going to play Star Wars: The Old Republic, not broadcasting it, for a while, as I listen to these faith-building C-D's.

8:18 PM I had some Pistachios. I asked for help in discord for the Star Wars game.


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9/09/2023 5:18 pm  #132


Re: 2022 BEN-ACH LEE KOIVOPOLO V

05/10--
TUESDAY

             12:24 AM I've been playing The Old Republic for hours. I've gone from Tython to Coruscant again, and completed a mission on Coruscant called 'Stolen Weapons', and I'm streaming.

I actually got to fight alongside a Togruttan character named Ahsoka Tano!

1:45 AM I'm still up. Although no longer streaming, I'm still playing The Old Republic, which I learned tonight, is not officially Canon, likely due to its multiple timelines.
My character, Grik Spiceminer, is meditating in the park right now.

"A wonderful fact to reflect upon, that every human creature is constituted to be that profound secret and mystery to every other."- Charles male privatesens, A Tale of Two Cities, Chapter 3.

A Tale of Two Cities, p.16, first paragraph of Chapter 3.

Proverbs 10

Proverbs 10:32A The lips of the righteous know what is acceptable;

Diamond and Silk is on, It is 2:13 AM.

I can't wait to hang out with Pastor Pete tomorrow. If we go to the CSL early enough, then Joy, Cecil and I can go out to eat.

Since the Righteous Elon Musk bought Twitter (which will take about 6 months to take effect), O'Biden Harris HWWBush Soros Charles has created a Ministry of "Truth" to replace "misinformation" with disinformation.

Opponents of the upcoming Roe v. Wade overturning are getting violent, and making the Antichrist symbol (an 'A' with a circle around the top) as grafifti.

     The Ministry of "Truth" is focused on policing speech, will target the MAGA supporters, and will be under the Department of Homeland Security.

The term 'disinformation' was coined by none other than Joseph Stalin.

6:48 AM I rededicated my phone to God this morning. Fredd should be by this morning to install my new air conditioner.

7:10 AM Pastor Pete will pick me up after he goes to preach at the nursing home today, and take me to the CSL.

Joy can't go out to eat with me today, and I can't spend any more money 'til Friday when I get my next Paycheck.

I work Friday and Saturday from 9-11 AM.

Tomorrow at 10 AM Haley is picking me up and taking me to see my new Psych Dr. Mrs. Brookes, at 10:40 AM.

Tomorrow I get theforce.net privileges back.

On Friday the 27'th of May, the Obi-Wan Series premiers on Disney +.

8:18 AM I took a full shower, put on a clean shirt and different clothes, and shaved. I feel refreshed and renewed!

Pastor Pete will be here to get me around 9 AM.

I had salmon sandwiches for breakfast.

It's a bright, sunny day!
There is a cool, pleasant breeze in the air!

8:26 AM I'm on Genesis 36, KJV

My phone has 98% charge and I am on Genesis 37, KJV.
I am on Day 2 of my Prayer App.
(PAGE 551)

We are all mysteries to each other, and most of us only seem to be able to judge each other by what we observe.

8:49 AM Pastor Pete and I are outside the CSL, waiting for it to open.

10:01 AM I read Pastor Pete today's Diary entry up to 8:49 AM.

10:19 AM I'm taking a nap.

1:41 PM When I made my eight mile journey down the railroad tracks and down the highway to Bates City last October, I also walked an additional 2-3 miles to the 8 to get from the town of Bates City to the neighborhood where Maggie lives, down an interminably long paved asphalt road and through some woods.

It is noted that today is the 10'th of May-that's Maggie's middle name, on the day before I get theforce.net privileges back, and 10=2X5.

2:31 PM I played Uno Card Party then watched YouTube videos, all while talking to my neighbor Steve.

12:24 AM I've been playing The Old Republic for hours. I've gone from Tython to Coruscant again, and completed a mission on Coruscant called 'Stolen Weapons', and I'm streaming.

I actually got to fight alongside a Togruttan character named Ahsoka Tano!

A software got downloaded to my computer called ' Raedon software' and I probably need to start another stream and restart my computer to get rid of its screen blurring effects.

Actually, I shut down my computer and turned it back on.

The 'Raedon software' appears to be gone!

1:45 AM I'm still up. Although no longer streaming, I'm still playing The Old Republic, which, I learned tonight, is not officially Canon, likely due to its multiple timelines. My character, Grik Spiceminer, is meditating in the park right now.

"A wonderful fact to reflect upon, that every human creature is constituted to be that profound secret and mystery to every other."- Charles D i c k ens, A Tale of Two Cities, Chapter 3.

A Tale of Two Cities, p. 16, first paragraph of Chapter 3.

Proverbs 10

Proverbs 10:32A The lips of the righteous know what is acceptable;

Diamond and Silk is on. It is 2:13 AM

I can't wait to hang out with Pastor Pete tomorrow. If we go to the CSL early enough, then Joy, Cecil and I can go out to eat.

Since the Righteous Elon Musk bought Twitter (which will take about 6 months to take effect (Twitter just kicked off Mike Lindell for no apparent reason), O'Biden Harris HW W Bush Soros Charles has created a Ministry of "Truth" to replace "misinformation" with disinformation.

Opponents of the upcoming Roe v. Wade overturning are getting violent, and making the Antichrist symbol (An 'A' with a circle around the top) as graffiti.

The Ministry of "Truth" is focused on policing speech, will target the MAGA supporters, and will be under the Department of Homeland Security.

The term 'disinformation' was coined by none other than Joseph Stalin.

Pastor Pete will take me to the Community Services League this morning.

Joy can't go out to eat with me today, and I can't spend any more money 'til Friday when I get my next Paycheck.

I work Friday and Saturday from 9-11 AM.

Tomorrow at 10 AM Haley is picking me up and taking me to see my new Psych Dr. Audrey at 10:40 AM.

Tomorrow I get theforce.net privileges back.

On Friday the 27'th of May, the Obi-Wan Series premiers on Disney+.

8:18 AM I took a full shower, put on a clean shirt and different clothes, and shaved. I feel refreshed and renewed!

Pastor Pete will be here to get me around 9AM.

I had 2 salmon sandwiches for breakfast.

It's a bright, sunny day!

There is a cool, pleasant breeze in the air!

8:26 AM I'm on Genesis 36, KJV.

My phone has 98% charge and I am on Gen. 37, KJV.

I am on Day 2 of my Prayer App.

We are all mysteries to each other, and most of us only seem to be able to judge each other by what we observe.

8:49 AM Pastor Pete and I are outside the CSL, waiting for it to open.

10:01 AM I read Pastor Pete today's DIARY entry up to 8:49 AM

10:19 AM I'm taking a nap.

2:31 PM I played Uno Card Party, then watched YouTube videos, all while talking to my neighbor Steve.

4:14 PM I think I will work on my Diary, then my Humorous Versions, today.



 

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9/09/2023 5:25 pm  #133


Re: 2022 BEN-ACH LEE KOIVOPOLO V

05/11--

WEDNESDAY

YESTERDAY AT 4:37 PM I worked on my DIARY, which was simply a matter of sharing what I wrote on my New Journey DIARY App in a couple of texts to Pastor Pete, then copypastaing those texts to my Mara/Luke4ever App on my Smartphone.

YESTERDAY AT 5:12:38 I ate supper and started listening to Joseph Prince's two-part CD set on Hesed and Emmett, or Grace and Truth.

YESTERDAY AT 5:22 PM I'm drinking orange juice and playing The Old Republic.

YESTERDAY AT 6:14 PM Well, I didn't get much accomplished on the game tonight, but I made a new friend, Creon.

YESTERDAY: I hope and pray I get an AC Unit soon, Father. I'm logging out of the game now. Part One of Chesed Grace and Emmett is over.

TODAY AT 4:18 PM CDT

I posted a request in the unban forum on the car ride home from my appointment.

This morning around 10 AM, Haley picked me up and took me to Independence for my appointment with Audrey. It was a teleappointment this time. She refilled my prescriptions.

When I got home, I watched the Series Finale of Star Wars Rebels, ate lunch and took a long nap, until 4 something PM. Now I am listening to the end of the King James Version of the Book of Genesis on the Bible App.

5:54 PM I had an experience with the Holy Ghost and He told me some things.

6:43 PM I brought my Sealed Book of Mormon to Prayer Meeting tonight because God directed me to and Mark Strychacz asked me questions about it, about who wrote it and about its origin and we discussed it.

6:56 PM CDT I love you, Father!

I love you, Brent. It is not because of what you have done, but because of who I am. I find no fault with you at this time and you are not condemned. In time, you shall be baptized and confirmed in my name. Be vigilant and hearken unto your elders. Do not forsake your love. Be patient. The fulfilling of your dreams shall not be long. I am with you even to the end. Amen.

Confirmed at 7:11 PM.

8:10 PM The LORD told me that as I sat in my seat in Church.

At 8:42 PM today, I learned that I was unbanned from theforce.net.


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9/09/2023 5:28 pm  #134


Re: 2022 BEN-ACH LEE KOIVOPOLO V

05/12--

THURSDAY

Tomorrow, or later this morning (it is now 2:42 AM) Haley will call me and schedule an appointment with her for next week. Hopefully next week I can show her Part 4 of The Force Awakens.

I spent hours reading other peoples' and editing mine and posting new fanfics, followed by spending a lot of time in tf.n Forums Community.

One of the fanfics I posted on tf.n was SW: Episode 16: Vector Prime.

I also started a Legends Fanfic set during the time of Star Wars: The Old Republic.

Della drove me home last night from Church with her husband and grandson in the car.

After Updating Revenge of The Sith Humorous Version, I pray, Lord, that some Members of tf.n catch on to the vision for the HV's and contribute to the pool of Humorous Writing talent!

And now that my tf.n sig is back up, more attention will be drawn to my Mara/Luke4ever website, HV's and Serious Star Wars Scripts!

7:14 AM I am on Leviticus 10 in the KJV, in listening to the Bible on my Bible App.

...I have spent the last two hours or so communicating on discord and I edited Fanon. I got the information wrong and a kind-hearted Wikipedian fixed the format and adjusted the information to match reality.

..I am Uberglad Dass I watched or am watching an old stream dass reminds me to errinerten to continue the activity that that alt Strom was dedicated to: The purpose which es was made: To show love and support to as many Star Wars Website board and Domain creators Admins and owners as I possibly can in one day or many months or years.

So far, since they were the top two on the list that were doable, I have only shown love to the Creators of Dark Jedi Brotherhood and Boba Fett Fan Club, then I stopped there, though I intended to join way more that day, because the processes of joining and participating in just those first two were so long and involved.

I hope I will run into a large block of simple 'sign up and post' Websites sort of like tf.n or mine.

I plan on posting and participating in as many as I possibly can.

It is 9:20 AM and I am listening to some fantastic, beautiful and fun mostly secular Christmas music, which started with Bing Crosby's 'White Christmas', included 'From Atlantic to Pacific' and now 'Have Yourselves a Merry Little Christmas' just ended, and 'Pacific Island Christmas Greeting' (Milake Kiwi Maka or whatever it is (Mellee Kaliwi Maka I think).

'The Wise Way to say 'Merry Christmas to you'.

I'm currently watching Mike Matei play the Famicon Star Wars game, as I streamed it last year, on the irreniterning video mentioned above.

Earlier I sent imagic maker a message asking him politely to step up his Administration Game, then apologized for being too harsh and demanding (I stayed up all night and get demanding when I lack sleep and complain a lot.)

9:31 AM 'It's Beginning to Look A Lot Like Christmas' is on. Switching it to Spiritual Christmas Music after this song ends.

9:33 AM First song: Angels From The Realm of Glory. One of the Secular songs earlier, when I was playing The Secular Christmas Music, was 'Santa Baby', a fun song.

For some reason, God was getting on me to include that detail.

When I begin the continuation of this quest soon, after I finish watching this Strom, I will try 'Army of the Force' again first. The first time I tried it, the site was seriously Under Construction and needed a lot of work.

I will try it Werst, unless there are new SW sites in the Wiki SW site Directory that I have not tried yet that come first before 'Army of the Force' in Alphabetical Order on the Directory. I am not on a quest to 'try all the SW niches', but to get involved in them and help them all grow, irregardless of whether or no people reciprocate and then help my site in turn, to grow also. I do this not for gain, but to show love, for Star Wars fans and for people, to 'do unto others as I would like to have done unto me.' And also learn ways I can better improve my own site. Now that I am back on tf.n, I can more easily step out in this fashion, have two foundational bases, tf.n and Mara/Luke4ever.

So far, Dark Jedi Brotherhood has provided to be both rewarding, challenging, and O so worth it, to participate and have a Jedi Master like Master Raz. He is an awesome Master and extremely helpful and accommodating to my weaknesses, and understanding of me, and we have a LOT in common. I think it is safe to call Jedi Master Raz a friend, for I count him as such.

I also need to continue reviewing the fan sites I join or check out, on my MaraandLuke4ever WEBSITE PROMOTION AND REVIEWS BOARD, even if no one else posts reviews on it, hopefully, at least for now

10:09:44 AM After I am done watching this same stream, I will start the long-time-coming Part 2 of the Stream I am watching now and continue my massive, far reaching project.

I will will be doing it my whole life.

 I get involved where Star Wars is concerned. It's what I naturally do.

God has given me over 5 or more dreams foretelling future Star Wars or possible Star Wars scenes and when I daydreamed about how I wanted SW III: ROTS to end, it mostly came to pass and I practically wrote the beginning of the film, and named General Grievous before the makers of Star Wars invented him. This is because the same Holy Spirit that inspired me inspired the creators of those parts of Star Wars.

..That's all I will write for today.


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9/09/2023 5:28 pm  #135


Re: 2022 BEN-ACH LEE KOIVOPOLO V

05/15--
SATURDAY

? Help!!!


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9/09/2023 5:29 pm  #136


Re: 2022 BEN-ACH LEE KOIVOPOLO V

05/16--
MONDAY 

7:14 AM I worked 2 hours Sunday.  Ernie gave me a ride home in the rain.  My bike is still at McD's  I came in to work and asked if I could work.

   I spent  the nihht sleeping at Rick's.
  I'm walking to McD's, and taking my bike home.  Ciou.


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9/09/2023 5:30 pm  #137


Re: 2022 BEN-ACH LEE KOIVOPOLO V

05/17--
TUESDAY--

2:36 AM  The Luscernivi and J_b drove me from my house and (future) home (needs a woman's touch to be a home) and I tried in vain to sleep more than about two hours (or get two hours rest with fitful sleep in between) but succubi, invisipeople and Luscernivi drove me from the couch to my Diary.
  Yesterday, I took Joy and Cecil out to eat at a Chinese Buffet, I told Joy the truth about Maggie and I's betrothal (marriage since 2002) and the tearing down by what I had thought to be God of the truths about our shared past in Ludington, Missouri we had had.

4:45 AM I tried to watch the ending of Return of the Jedi on fast32, was suspended between waking and sleeping by the Luscernuvus' mental assaults, then Rick suggested I take a walk at night to clear my head, so I walked up to QT, got a pick-me-up, and severed finally the deep soul tie between the J_b that had started the I LOVE MAGGIE and I LOVE BRENT accounts on discord to fool my wife and I, her way before me, and then me, and by the time Maggie, or Hollow Champion found out I was her Brently, she assumed it was just Junk_bow again, so immediately (just about) blocked me, as I blocked J_b's I LOVE BRENT account three times and still have it open for some reason, but I will now (8:45 PM 5/17/022) before continuing to type this entry. (Now at 8:48 after blocking, deleting and muting Luscern Prime (the Leader of the Luscernivus), the same demon who shook me in my bed at 16, and knocked on my door at Dad's when I was an older teen about to view a pornographic VHS tape, and knocked on my door in Michigan the second time I lived there, I continue my Record 

I started the serious story challenge on tf.n and Green Ice Cream, a MMORPG video game developer, became the second Member of a SW board to respond to a game I started.

6:34:54 Not able to sleep because the plurality of fiends called Luscernivi wouldn't relent (and still won't, so I bought (waste of money, sorry Lord, I could have just sat there and saved most of my remaining money. Forgive me. Amen.) and ate a hash-light and an egg and got paper and to write, so I write), I biked to Wal-Mart.  I bought pink-eye relief for my pink-eye, then biked to McDonald's.

  At 7:00 AM, I will show my eye to my GM to see if she wants me working today.

.
8:00 AM I'm at my apartment.  My GM told me to call her Friday (next time I am scheduled to work) and tell her if my pink-eye has cleared up.  I was then sent home. 

10:16 PM



I am about to experience the greatest trial of my life.  It is always darkest just before the Dawn.

   Junk_bow and Luscernivus' ' are artistic-these copycat demons of Maggie Marie May Koivopolo V, Brent V, or anyone in the world satan happens to assign them to to try to seduce, fully seducing and devouring some, or  trying to seduce, or succeeding at fully seducing then devouring reciprocating love interests who are or were a threat to satan's kingdom (they are shapeshifters and bisex u al)- and pros at what they do.  But they do have such a profound hatred for their God that they live to corrupt his art: nature's canvas.
   Thank God I have never seen the fiends' handiwork at Church.

                           I will go through my past Diaries with Mags' help, excise every last pennyweight or ounce or micronomer or microscopic crumb of Delusions and falsehoods as a project we can do together.

I'll tell her after our 2002 marriage (Chaplain Avery married us at Hurly Hospital while a restraining order Junk_bow had gotten out in Maggie's name to try to stop the wedding was still in full force) consmmation, but she already knows as of 5/19/2022 CE. Today I proposed to the Luscernivi or Junk_bow her/its/hiself possibly, their lord and chief, thinking it was my Woman (after I had proposed to it and one night I had waken up and it had been beside me in my bed and it claimed it was now my wife (between then and now I broke my engagement, then told it "I Divorce you, I Divorce you, I Divorce you"), telling me that while I was sleeping we had been married, yet split into a waking body my sleeping self was not privy to and a sleeping body, the woke body having married it on October 11, 2022 AD in the Lawn and Garden center of Oak Grove Wal-mart Supercenter married by Restructured Church Elder Cecil Owen Soper (which was all a bald faced lie. During this whole progressive deception and seduction, I never allowed us to go all the way (though I got to first base with my fingers and my mouth, or this is the way I had percieved this, and it had given me a bu t t massage), after it had convinced me that it was my Pearl, who in reality the actual genuine article is my wife. The fiend, whom I thought was Maggie because at this point I was under the delusion that we had not yet married,  said "yes, yes, yes, absolutely I will marry you."

              12:15 PM Pastor Pete arrived.  He counseled me, anointed my doorposts and lintel, me and him, he prayed for me, I anointed Junk_bow or perhaps just one of her lesser Luscernivi Acolytes, anointed me and Pastor Pete, and drove the Luscernuvi away, but not out.  Junk_bow or the Luscernivi Acolyte of Junk_bow assigned to play the role of my "wife", this fiend in disguise and I talked and planned  the wedding ceremony, because HaSatan had deceived me into thinking I had only, only been betrothed to Maggie, whose full name is now Maggie May Marie Savoie Sohlden Koivopolo V (a name she accepted at her second house in Oak Grove, Missouri on 5/18/22 CE, as she spoke to me from a remote location through her microphone at her door) at this point, always convincing me that it was improper and wrong to believe my own heart which had always reminded me of my 2002 marriage to my Child of Light, Margaret Sohlden, and after that conversation, later Pastor Pete arrived.

After I called Joy and told her what I could of the exorcism, the fiend I trusted all too easily that I thought to be my girl, Maggie May left the house, and audibly told me "I love you, too."

Also, after Pastor Pete left, I washed my face, splashed it with cold water three times, and cleaned my glasses. 

I rearranged some material on my Mara/Luke4ever website, created a new board, and later participated in a creatively fun RPG board by Green Ice Cream, whom received from Alan Stevenson a folder of Game Ideas I had given Alan, mentioned earlier in my Diaries.  It came around full circle.


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9/09/2023 5:30 pm  #138


Re: 2022 BEN-ACH LEE KOIVOPOLO V

05/18--
WEDNESDAY

Wow! Glad Im still honest and have integrity! Good thing I have overcome and gotten the victory through Christ for the Glory of All Gods through His (The Father's) Son's shed blood, my porn addiction. Thank God I had had a prophecy fulfilled toward the obtaining of Maggie my Betrothed and Affianced, given to me over two decades ago, "You won't sleep a wink" and experience to help others, Colt and one other to avoid Luscernuvi advances were had by Brent, and that all my Delusions (as well as the truths I had cast out with them) are cast aside like menstruous rags, my Patriarchal advice that God's Wisdom was greater than the cunning of the adversary, and had I not been certain twice that today was not another day and would later find out that thisx day of doubt and trial was the birth of a new kind of life and kind of living my wife had already entered at this point, that and more, I would not have lived to write these words!

Help!!! Could only get less than an hour and a half total of pure REM sleep, not safe to try to sleep anymore! Lord, hasten my AC Unit's arrival, Amen.

Rick heard of what Luscernuvi are, either from the Bible, or Theological scholarship: Imitating spirits.

12:47 AM When life gives you stay up til 6:30 AM when you have to call your landlord about coming over tomorrow to install your apartment's new AC Unit or die from a heat no AC Unit has power to prevent, make oks, so I'll set up a workstation out on my front porch all night and have fun with my laptop writing stories playing games and watching videos with my headphones preventing noise to irk the ire of sleeping neighbors and NEWAYS having a generally good time until 6:25 AM, when I need to prepare to make the call. 

But for cryin' out loud, BE QUIET while doing so and listed to the thunder and the sweet relaxing pitter patter of the rain.

3:46 AM OR WHATEVER TIME IT IS WHERE YOU ARE Which I cannot possibly know because I became the first person besides some of the Gods in history to be granted the power to jump between multiverses going back and forward from one timeframe to another rapidly and I got all the sleep I needed when after Maggie and I's Second Date I (who sitting miles apart from my honeybunch on the loveseat, nodded off, so she left), God paused time to give me at least a century of needed catch-up sleep.

In my first life I followed God but I tried to follow the Illuminati too.

8:16:35 AM  I woke up with my towel faded and my clocks gone haywire.

                                                      I paid Steve Logan 20.00 to help me fix my air conditioner, which Fred brought over this morning.  Steve looked at it.

The real Maggie May, my cheerleader, but never to my knowledge was one in school, but ran Track, played softball (where in 7'th Grade she had once broken her thumb) and was on the swim team, and social wise, Maggie loved to eat Coneydogs at Angelos Coney Island with her friends as a young teenager.

Green (Blueberry Cheesecake?) Ice cream (when life gives you green milk, make green milkshakes), my acquaintance on tf.n, was incredulous, and asked if I was joking when I dropped the opportunity of a lifetime (every Gamemaster's  Dream) that for him came way out of left field, Center, home plate and Straight Outta Outer Space, Compton and Lynwood and he actually asked me to explain a sentence I used with him so innovative he couldn't wrap his mind around this no-paradigm-imaginable-for-such-a "What-in-the-hey-is-this" kind of very very ahead of its time concept, and and the sentence that describes it.  So I wordcrafted a detailed contextual explanation of each clause of the sentence, birthing an ultimate MMORPG (Text or videogame, or Combo of both, or either or, nor)


The sentence:

Blue Ice Cream....I know you can't right now because you're way too busy being the Game Master of the Text Adventure. But you can train others to do what you do and send them over to my site (link in sig) to help improve my SW all time era RPG boards which make SWTOR KOTOR KOTOR 2 and RuneScape combined look like Super Mario Brothers 1 or maybe even Atari's Pitfall if combined with this context discerning real intelligence controlling command responses technology with my boards, and I can make them admins or the RPG mods or both. I do not expect any action to be able to be taken on this intel for at least a year an d a half. It was always on my heart to create the Ultimate MMORPG. I'm patient. See you someday. May the Force Be With you.



The interpretation:


Sir, I will define each term and try to give context for my meaning of the overall sentence, because it is ahead of its time.



"My RPG boards":- maraandlukeforever.boards.net/board/161/star-wars-mmo-rpg

"which make...and Rune......combined look like .........." : my version of SW RPG has the potential to be a game which makes the best of the features of the best and most innovative RPG's all rolled into one superior game, as good as that would be look like the most basic 2D side scrolling non RPG in comparison with a Game that my Boards could Become.

"...if combined with this...............technology":- The RPG Boards that I invented on my site could only become that superior, like the most complex RPG imaginable (again, that makes the Superior hypothetical game look like Atari by comparison) if combined with the system you use to interpret peoples endless creative commands on the gamespace described at the start of an adventure or puzzle that instead of an AI which does not understand context which interprets the same basic commands in only a very finite set parameter of ways and often not at all what the player meant or intended at all because the bot can't discern the intent or tone of a nonlinear (creative, abstract) command but a real person can give creative responses to creative commands as he thinks and his mind does not operate on an algorithm, (example, in war, Clones are immensely superior to droids because unlike AI, a human mind can adapt creatively and the game becomes infinitely more interesting and fun and eventuality become limitless, unlike SW:TOR where three different options at each choice point only give a limited amount of ways the story can go. In a videogame with every response preset, there is only a finite eventuality continuum. So to use say a real thinking man to give a creative response to whatever the Jedi or sith wants to say or how he wants to respond to the situation is the most advanced MMORPG technology imaginable that I can think of right now.

"...with my Boards":- This Ultimate MMO RPG is possible if your kind of tech (not used, say in a Text Adventure, but rather applied as in the SW:TOR example provided above) is combined with my innovative RPG Boards on my site which is linked at the top of this PM.

10:05 PM

At 10:02 I became a Member of the Restructred Church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saints, Baptized by Timothy, a man once resurrected on earth, one of the Three Nephites, who volunteered to do because I had resurrected Nephi Eli Timothy Soper and also once I resurrected Moroni, and one of the Three Nephites Confirmed, and for the first time in my life, through that Confirmation Ordinance, Jesus baptized me with the Holy Ghost.

Then, the Prophet Samuel healed my limp by making both legs the same length , (I love God) untwisted my spirit, made my spiritual sex organ grow back that had been clawed off in hell, we talked, and he is still here waiting for Maggie and I to marry and consummate our vows (not that fiend here. Sam has in mind the genuine article, a few miles away from me).  I am one with the Force and the Force and the Force is one with me. We are one with the Force and the Force is with us.

I am one with God and God is with me.

We are one with God and God is with us.

We are children of  the Living God, gods, and on the first New Moon that I am able to, will take my First Communion.

Ciou4now.

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Re: 2022 BEN-ACH LEE KOIVOPOLO V

05/19-
WORLD LIBERATION DAY-THURSDAY

I was thirsty so I went up to Casey's where the cops threatened to lay harm to my person even after I promised to stay quiet and shut up, then said I had to leave or they would arrest me, so I started home down 9'th St where Pastor Pete's sentinel stands. Ahead of Moses was the red sea. Behind me pharaohs Army pursued. Across the sea was The promised Land, safety and sanctuary. But God made me fast and when I ran across the wave I felt God's pleasure propel me to reach my hand into my right pocket, grab my keys, (I had them) and open seal one. Once through seal one, I closed seal one, the one still technically breachable, locked it, climbed the stairs to seal two, which is impenetrable, opened it, crossed the threshold, closed it behind me, locked it. The cops eventually gave up, and they had only chased me because they had wanted to see if I was ok anyway. The next day my paranoia made me a prisoner in my own house.


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5/20--
FRIDAY


I'm watching some streams although I hear demonic reactions that I delusionally think are broadcast all over town, as well as the one voice that I delusionally think reflects or mimics Maggie's actual thoughts, but is a familiar spirit.


At 3:43 AM I earned the Holy Spirit of Promise also known as Another Comforter or the very spirit of Jesus Christ shed abroad on all those who are just and true.


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