07-29--

FRIDAY



After waking from a vivid dream in which I drew hilarious comics and made hilarious movies based off of them , I got up around 2:30 AM and fed Galadriel outside and started streaming.

07/30--



SABBATH







Today I learned about cosmic rays and their negative effect on computers, Gödel numbers, non Euclidian Geometry, the Theory of the Infinite (I had already learned about this earlier) while watching Star Wars videos.







Exponential notation has the ability to produce a number with 73 million digits.







Any system that can do fundamental arithmetic will have statements in it which, though true, may not be provable.







Right now I am watching a Restorationist (RLDS)-themed podcast on the Book of Abraham.







I called Beverly to find out if we can have a boardgame day today.







Christina my GM has been sick lately, so has not been able to schedule a meeting with her, Rob and I to discuss me getting hours.



Dear Maggie, I return to talking directly to you. I am learning a lot of scientific and mathematical things today, some of which definitely prove the existence of the Judeo-Christian God.



Today I watched a Michael Hur Video that caused me deep repentence called "NeoSodomiteism: The origins of the Underground or Sub-cultures" which wasn't what the video was called, but was its subject. This is also the first entry of Diary 50.



Soon I will begin typing in earnest, Dear one, Diary V of Brent Lee Sohlden Koivopolo, which is the basis of everything I believe and hope in, laying out why I do, and what I have testimonies and witnesses for.

68% of this Universe is made of Dark Energy
27% of this universe is made of Dark Matter
5% of this Universe is Ordinary Matter.

10-35m Space Time Planck Scale

10-20m Particles LHC


10-5m Life Cell


1010m Planets Moon

1025m Universe Hubble Space

They say that smaller than planck units and dodechahedrons, there is nothing smaller, that there is a limit to smallness, and a limit to bigness.

But I refute this idea with two Scriptures from Latter Day Scripture:

1 "Limit to Smallness" refuted.

RLDS Doctrine and Covenants 85:9A (LDS DC 88:36, 37):


All kingdoms have a law given: and there are many kingdoms; for there is no space in which there is no kingdom; and there is no kingdom in which there is no space, either a greater or lesser kingdom.

2 "Limit to Bigness" refuted. 

Pearl of Great Price, 
Abraham 3:16

If two things exist, and there be one above the other, there shall be greater things above them; therefore Kolob is the greatest of all the Kokaubeam that thou hast seen, because it is nearest unto me.


Pearl of Great Price ,
Moses 1:4 (RLDS Doctrine and Covenants 22:3B) 

For my  works are without end, and also my words, for they never cease.



 Taken together, these verses spell out endless eternities, kingdoms, dimensions, realms, existences, Universes and beyond, going endlessly outward and inward, and Joseph Smith taught a plurality of Gods, all equally intelligent and powerful and in agreement, never in conflict, none capricious or capable of sin or carnality.

Today I learned that one of the cashiers at a local store is RLDS and I invited him to be an Admin on my Mara/Luke4ever website.

Dear Diary, I just emptied out my hotmail.com inbox, keeping only a choice few emails (out of over 8,000!). I feel a big burden has been lifted from my life.  It is now 9:52 PM.  I had a medium soda today, but earlier today, having not had one ounce of soda to speak of, I got hoppin' mad, swore and shouted angrily.  Fortunately, my bathroom door was shut during most of that outburst, (the neighbors hear me through the bathroom walls, strangely, where there should be the most privacy!) proving beyond the shadow of a doubt that neither soda, caffeine, sugar, or insomnia is the cause of my anger or irritibility, for not only did I not have any caffeine or sugar or soda except maybe two peanut butter and jelly sandwiches, but thats hardly the sugar content of soda, but I had gotten plenty of sleep the night before.

  Dear Maggie, I have three notebooks, two black college ruled five subject notebooks and one wide ruled blue three subject notebook, in which to start my Diary Project. It's going to take a very, very long time to do.

08/03--
WODEN'S DAY

I'm speaking to lack of food and telling it that God is bigger.
I'm speaking to money and telling it God is bigger.
I'm speaking to sickness and telling it God is bigger.

All these things are consequences of my past sins.

I praise God in my circumstances, for Paul while in prison wrote to us to rejoice, and again I say rejoice.

I have had a reprogrammed =13.3333pxLimbrick system, see life almost as if I were a child, with innocent eyes, for several days now and have been clean since July 30.

I am watching CBN News. I like OAN, NewsMax, theBlaze, theFirst and America's Voice, and Andrew Wommack.
I learned about the War of 1812 today. I asked the Holy Spirit to comfort me today and He did.  I don't like Fox News or Tucker Carlson as much because they shun Trump.

You can't add synergy or =13.3333pxsyncretism to Christ. He is exclusive. He came not to bring peace but a sword. Where a good spirit and a bad spirit are there will always be conflict. Where there is a good kingdom and a bad kingdom they will always be in opposition. That is why I cannot continue reading The Third Alternative by Stepen R. Covey. Sometimes there is no compromise.

The Supreme Court ruled today that a Christian flag could fly over Boston, that the denial of the flag was unConstitutional.

I just had a potato. Later I'll have some soup, and possibly some juice and canned fruit.

Today I watched The Bad Batch Season 1 Episode Battle Scars with Star Wars Santa's Group.


Watched an episode of Garfield and Friends, the old cartoon TV series I used to enjoy as a child.

Now I'm watching someone play Jedi: Fallen Order again, on Pluto Gamer.

3:19 PM I love watching (and playing) Minecraft. I used to watch many Minecraft videos a few or several years ago. I watched a Minecraft video earlier today that Jedi Mike had posted and am now watching Minecraft TV.


Pastor Pete delivered to me: Juiceboxes.
Crackers and peanutbutter. Chicken and rice soup.

For which I am very grateful.
Rick gave me 2.00 for which I am very grateful, with which I bought an X-Tra Large Dr. Pepper, for which I am thankful.

I started watching Rise of Kingdoms YouTube videos in addition to Minecraft.


We are raising a generation of engineers, socialists and warmongers, void of morals, rebellious, atheists and agnostics, and who believe that all sciences are lawful, and that all American Leftist causes are just. This is a very scary and even frightening thought.

Today I watched most of the movie School of Rock and will probably finish it tonight and after watching most of that movie, read II Chronicles 25. Before watching more of the =13.3333pxmovie, I will likely read more of The Bible: Fact or Fiction.

I started my Diary Project today by editing Diary I.

Now I will text Pastor Pete, possibly call him if he doesn't respond to the text, and take my pills and finish my soda.

I read Psalms 99.

10:29 PM I finished my soda. I still have half my soup for tomorrow.  After reading pp. 8-10 of The Bible: Fact or Fiction, I finished =13.3333pxSchool of Rock, or am about to be finished with it, then I will probably be doing something else good.

10:54 PM I brushed and flossed my teeth.

Around 11:20 PM I prayed for God to arrange for either Rick or Pastor Pete to take me out to Hardees for a burger sometime. Then around 11:22 PM I cried out to God "I'm hungry! I'm hungry! I'm hungry!" and wept. Around 11:24 PM I got up and ate about half a box of TasteeO's. Now I feel a little better. I have a bloc of Bison meat but can't refreeze cooked meat so don't know how I can make that last four days. I could get meat poisoning if I try consuming the entire bloc in one meal. And one sausage patty. Plus one can of tuna, and a bunch of canned vegetables and things I don't know how to or don't want to cook or cook with. Tomorrow I go to the CSL, but they and Pastor Pete are trying to put pressure on me to get Food Stamps. So far, Joy and Ken are not. Elder Ken confirmed to me that if you stay hydrated you can go without food for 40 days. Joy promised me that I'd make it through this trial. I told them I'm not worried.

I have never seen the righteous forsaken
Or his seed begging for bread

08/05--
FREY'S DAY


7:46 PM Train goes by. Brent needs a job. Life goes on.

08/07--
LORD'S DAY

Yesterday I defiled the Sabbath over four times by messing up with porn.

Today is a new day.

I read the first 74 pages of the book Heaven Eyes by David Almond.

Last night, Rick took me out to eat at Hardee's, then took me to Walmart and got me 50.00 worth of nutritious groceries. He said he felt the Lord led him to do this.

Thank You Father for my food. In Christ's Name, I pray, Amen.

At night I listened to Star Wars videos, mainly about different Star Wars Universe species of races of men.

Around 4:12 AM, I was laying in bed when I saw the outline drawing in detail in my mind of a purple mountaintop.

The war in Ukraine right now is barely being covered by Fox News; CNN is covering it way more.

4:27 AM Rn I'm watching OAN to see if there's any Ukraine coverage.

The woman who testified under oath that Trump lunged at the wheel based 95% of her testimony on hearsay, meaning she heard it from others, and someone said it did not happen. But there is no one to cross examine her.

I've been checking around the news stations. Now they seem to be focusing on military US intervention to prevent Chinese invasion of Taiwan. They say Xi Jin Ping is watching the situation in Russia and Ukraine to see what he can get away with in Taiwan. So one throwaway reference to the Ukraine situation on Pluto Headline News.

I'm watching Star Trek: The Next Generation. It's about a boy who was raised by the Telarian Captain Endar of the Warship Q'Maire, born Jeremiah Rossa and adopted by the Telarians.

At Church, I read the first 46 pages of America's Last Call by David Wilkerson, then after the congregation had taken Communion, went in and paid attention to the sermon by John Martinko about repentance, then came home and took a nap until about 1 PM.

2:14 PM I read pp. 75-124 of Heaven Eyes by David Almond.

I napped from about 2:15 PM-4:15 PM.

I ate part of a bland bowl of homemade mac and cheese at 5 PM and took my pills at 6 PM, Skyping Pastor Pete, though he was not watching me when I took them.

I went to Church at Oak Grove Restoration Branch this evening (I went to Bates City Restoration Branch in the morning) then came home, bought a Dr. Pepper with 1.88 Rick gave me, wherein the young man who is of my faith and I were able to swap testimonies, I then came home and read the first 20 pages of a new translation of the Epic Danish Poem Beowolf, and drank my pop.