06/07--
WEDNESDAY

2:30 AM  I thought I felt a tremor, and shouted Hallelulia, and Glory, and 'When ye shall see these things begin to come to pass, look up, for thy redemption draweth nigh' and looked up into the sky, and the sang 'Hallelulia, thine the glory. Hallelulia amen. Hallelulia, thine the glory. Revive us again!' Earlier, when I had said 'Hallelulia' the first time I had thought i had heard 'Hallelulia' said back to me.

I was cuddled up with my cat for a while, before he suddenly fell onto my floor and I followed him into my living room. I asked if he was ok. He nodded his head. There's carpet on my bedroom floor. He's going to be ok. He's going to the bathroom right now.

1:47 PM Pastor Pete picked me up and after running some errands took me and my laundry to his house.  Pastor Pete doesn't believe Maggie came into church and kissed me on the head Sunday. He was and the congregation were busy singing and worshping and she came into the back kissed me on the head and zipped out so I doubt anyone else saw her, much less the Pastor who was in the back corner of the room behind a raised partition, busy singing and worshiping. And the singers and musicians up front were also much too caught up in the worship to notice a random woman coming in to the back of the sacntuary and going out. So Pastor Pete doesn't believe my story and thinks it was demonic oppression, only that's not how demons operate. I felt no negative ki with that kiss. And before it came I sensed Maggie's presence and knew she was behind me.

I repented last night of everything I had ever done without God and repented of my whole life without God.

Today I watched S1X1 of Young Jedi Adventures, which I liked, and the Season 2 finale of Star Wars Visions, which was very beautiful.  Now I'm rewatching S1X1 of Tales of the Jedi: Life and Death, about the birth and early childhood of Ahsoka Tano.

I watched a short video computer recording I made of myself last year, then I watched A video of a guy complaining about changes Plarium is making to RAID Shadow Legends, then watched and listened to a brownie recipe video.

I tried making a RAID Shadow Legends video for YouTube but the video wasn't showing up on Youtube anywhere so I gave up. I was able to at least appear to make another video with OBS Streamlabs on my laptop.

I can play Raid Shadow Legends on Bluestacks on my laptop or with the Mobile App on my phone.

I asked for some advice on theforce.net about my laptop running out of memory and I was told I could get a External SSD drive, just back up important files somewhere, and that I could easily bump 8 GB of RAM to 16 GB of RAM with little money or effort, depending on the model of my laptop.

6:28 PM Pastor Pete gave me a ride to Della and Gordon's house and at this time Della is giving me a ride out to a worship service at the Odessa RLDS Reunion.

Della is trying to talk me out of my knowledge of the truth of the Sealed Book of Mormon and wants to show me an article.

The Sermon at Reunion by brother Steve, was about experiencing the Peace of Jesus Christ and the Holy Spirit.

I experienced His peace during that Sermon.

On the drive home, I told Gordon the article Della wants me to read reinforces my knowledge of something I already knew that the supporters of the Sealed Book of Mormon have debunked, and I told Gordon of the Machinist's unbiased (the Machinist wasn't a Restorationist) testimony at Paradise Outfitter's Ministries, that to make a forgery the holes in the plates would all be the same size, but in the Brazil Book of Mormon Plates the holes were different sizes, and I testified to Brother Gordon that I believed first, then doubted the Brazil Work, and fasted for seven days, got a testimony of the Brazil Work, and then when I was reading the Sealed Book of Mormon, got a testimony of it, and told Gordon that Joy and I have in the past received bad feelings for things that were of God because we doubted. Della had told me at least twice that she had gotten a bad feeling for the Sealed Book of Mormon. She claimed it was written by amateurs. I know that is not the case; that is not the sense I get when I read through that Holy Book at all.

After I dropped off my clean laundry on my front porch at home Gordon dropped me off at McDonald's where Rick was surprised to see me. I told Bobbie God told me not to abandon my friends. She wants me to stop getting up to answer phantom knocks. She doesn't believe me when I told her Steve and Curtis hear the phantom knocks too, which they admitted to me (and Bobbie and Shane have heard them too.)

Cindy, Rick, Bobbie, and Jo's sister are here at McDonald's. I need to take my pills as soon as I get home tonight. Then I will read the rest of a certain tf.n member's stories in a series and give feedback (Part 1 of the story is unfinished).  I posted Part 1 (all I've got so far) of Hands Off-Part One-The Solo A Star Wars Story Part One Humorous Version on tf.n today, while I was at Pete's.

After McDonald's we went to Walmart where Rick and the others got groceries and art supplies and Rick bought me a pack of Diet Rite cans.

Pete gave me a new small Diary, which I will fill up before I type any of it.

I will start it at or after Midnight tonight. 

I came home and took my pills and supplements.

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