04/28--
FRIDAY

Brent got up at 1:34 AM Central Time Friday Morning and started a new Diary. Yesterday God had called him, in an audible voice, a Fern. Like a Fern, Brent grew up in sunlight and shade, so produced mixed health benefits, some good and some bad, but his children would be numerous, as he would reproduce in abundance. Also some people mistook him for a bad person, as Ferns resemble in appearance, but are not hemp or weed. Also, Ferns produce no flowers, so they are not as colorful as others; more black and white, because he saw life as bad is not good and good is not bad and they don't mix well, and good and evil are also distinct. But Ferns are a vibrant green, having some color, because he saw a drop of light in dark and a drop of dark in light, and he saw that Truth is rarely one sided, that many stories had at least two sides, that Truth could also be cubical or even multifaceted like a Diamond.

An AI chatbot asked as a topic starter the day before Friday the 28th:  'What would you do if you woke up to a day everyone would be gone without a trace?'
Brent responded: 'Explore the world and survive using all the food they left behind. And read the books they left behind. Still keeping the commandments of God  Eventually I'll have to learn how to hunt, gather, sow and reap
I would ask God to take a woman out of my rib and side and marry us and we'd repopulate the earth
I'd teach our children and grandchildren the history of our earth up to the Great Disappearance, and Geography, Maths, Science, Doctrine, Theology, Music, and in many other fields of knowledge and learning.'

He posted that response in The Crew discord server and sent it to Star Wars Santa.

Also that Thursday Brent had tried making friends with the female Identity Seer and the day or two days before that the female Annabel Lucas. He knew Maggie would show up in his life again, because she had shown up at his doorstep several days ago, the same day both Stephanie and Haley had been there the same day, so he knew neither woman would ever be more than friends with him, but he attempted to share the fullness of the Everlasting Gospel with both women by sending each a link to 3scriptures.com and instructing them how to use the site.

Thursday he had made Part Three of his Star Wars Clone Wars/Bad Batch/Rebels Watch Party. Two people had joined him briefly.

He had called his friend Rick around Midnight and tried to help him get much needed sleep by suggesting he turn the TV off after the Seventh Day Adventist Teacher was over and read 'til he fell asleep.

Thursday he had started reading in Bruce Wilkinson's Spiritual Breakthroughs Book something by Andrew Murray about going from being a carnal to a spiritual Christian.

Now, at 2:05 AM, he could not sleep so he decided he would watch Season 3 of the DuckTales 2017 Reboot for a while.

After he watched several episodes of Season 3 of DuckTales17, he sent links to the three Dungeon Scripts he had worked on so far that he still had to Ian and went to bed at 3:48 AM Central Time.

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After trying to get some sleep while talking with God and playing Simon & Garfunkel's "The Sound of Silence" in his head, as his cat slept in his catbead twice and on the floor of his hallway near his bookshelves once, he couldn't sleep (he had had 3 16 oz bottles of Pepsi and one X-Large Fountain Drink of Mountin Dew : Code Red the day and night before) so he got up at 4:52 AM Central Daylight Time and cleaned out Gandalf's litterbox, took the waste out to the dumpster outside, washed his hands and opened the King James Bible and began to read Second Chronicles Chapter 8, then wrote in his Diary.  At 5:10 AM, a train went by his house, going East down the track towards Bates City from Grain Valley. At 5:17 AM Brent finished 2 Chronicles 8. Then he listened to "The Sound of Silence" song on YouTube.

When his phone had charged a couple percentage points from 0%, he turned it on, went to the Play Books App, and Downloaded Compassion: The Spirit of Truth and Wonders of the Deep. Keeping Wonders of the Deep open, he typed his Journal/Log and changed "ambient/positive energy" chakra and third eye opening New Age/Buddhist music which was what a Muslim would call Haram to him, to 'Nonstop LDS Songs | LDS Music Compilation | Non Stop Favorites | LDS Songs', Subscribed to that YouTube Channel that it was on, then started reading 'Wonders of the Deep' by M Shele De Vere with great interest, a book that he had heard of years ago, and that God gave him permission to read. He was inspired by three things: 2 Chronicles 8:18A 'And Huram sent him by the hands of his servants ships, and servants that have knowledge of the sea;', the DuckTales Season 3 Episode 'the Harp of Mervana', Disney's 1990's movie The Little Mermaid, and his own personal experience. He intended to type Part 1 of a fictional Diary he had started writing two days ago onto his DiaryLogSite website as he was listening to the music and reading 'Wonders of the Deep'.

After he did all of those aforementioned things for a while he went back to bed at 6:52 AM Central Daylight Time.

At 9:30 AM CDT he got up and looked on his calendar thinking he may have had an appointment, and saw that Jedi:Survivor came out that day, so he went back on YouTube.com to look for someone playing it for the first time, and broadcast it on discord.

Before watching and streaming 'Jedi : Survivor', he watched and streamed 'Beyond The Clone Wars', the sequel to 'Revenge of the Clones'. He liked the perfect, happy joyous ending.

Now during the early morning hours, as he lay in bed, God had said to him, that most people who load the content of his Mara/Luke4ever website were bots, and his website was not generally well known yet and he must wait and be patient, and build that wall as Jesus had told him, and that people's excuses were real excuses (...) but they did not want to be bothered with using his site because they had so much on their plates, and that people didn't click on the link to his site when he advertised it because they saw it as clickbait, and theforce.net was so well-trafficed because it was a popular and established site.

Now Brent had a satisfactory answer, so he would wait and be patient. It wasn't that he had zero Members on his site, because he had at least three that would probabably be good for his site in the future, and a fourth was working on the Humorous Versions that he was in contact with on discord, one Arius. Brent created a board that morning for his Dungeon Screenplays and comics, and advertised it only in The Crew server in the promotion channel, where someone posed as him, pretending to be him, which he alerted his boss Jacki to after saying something about impersonation being against policy in the promotion channel.

Now, at 12:18 PM, he continued to stream and watch Jedi : Survivor.

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By 2:22 PM Brent had biked to the local library and renewed or checked in and out all his books and chcked out one more, all until May 26, 2023 AD, all due 6 days before he would get his theforce.net priveleges back.

Then he made eleven meatballs in the microwave and ate them with ketchup, paused Brent Streams 10/05/2022 and Librivox's Kidnapped by Robert Louis Stevenson, and resumed Jedi : Survivor as he ate his meatballs, dipping them in the ketchup.

After finishing his meatballs, he rinsed off his plate, and paused Jedi : Survivor, resumed 'Brent Streams 10/05/2022', and watched and shared Prager U's 'How Legacy Media Lied and Misinformed Us for Decades with Ashley Rindsberg' about the New York Times denying the Holocaust and claiming Israel was occupyers and had Muslims in Apartheid, and that US Soldiers came back home violent from Gulf War II and the '1619 project', all lies. As Brent watched this video on his phone, he read pages 93 through 99 of Bruce Wilkinson's Spiritual Breakthroughs book, and in and through prayer, thought that he in one step went from being a carnal to a spiritual Christian. He would know if this took by the fruits or results that were forthcoming, and stood on the Word, that although there was 'no new experience, and no feeling, and no excitement, and no light-but apparently darkness', the thing was done, because he knew God was faithful to 'give to all men liberally' to all those who asked of him.
Then he continued to listen to the video about the new York Times cover ups as he watched himself on TV on the computer on 'Brent Streams 10/05/2022' with great curiosity. He saw that he was babbling, barely understandable, mumbling, and making an extremely pointless stream, and wondered if he had been stewing in his old delusions at the time he made it. He seemed to be writing way too much about the stats of his computer games cumbering his journal space at that time, and he wondered if he had ANY spiritual concerns at all at the time other than 'listening to the Bible'. Then he recalled that just recently he had played lots of games presently, but had not written excessively about them, dispensing with much else like when he had made the video he was now watching. He noticed he had his lanyard and his keys at that time, and his journals were all organized also when he made the live video. Currently his journals were all a mess.

After Brent sent his Uncle Mark a text, Mark called him back and they argued about liberty, agency, foreknowledge, determinism, limited atonement, the future being set in stone (it isn't) what we do in heaven, and what it means to stand in the way of sinners. Our beliefs vary widely about these things. By the time they hung up (Brent apologized to Mark for yelling at him) it was 4:20 PM CDT and Brent noticed that at the time he made the YouTube video that he was playing Magic: The Gathering Arena on his phone at the time.

At least, Brent thought, Mark agreed that Jesus sent us here because he wanted us here and that He had to convince us to come here, now. Only several months before, Mark had thought that we had broken Jesus' heart by choosing of our own volition to come to earth instead of staying with him in Heaven. This he had called the first provocation. That pet heresy Mark had believed for many years. Today he thought he had talked Mark soundly out of believing that man will ever become big G Gods, but little g gods only.

Now, as Brent currently continued to watch and stream 'Brent Streams 10/05/2022' on discord, on the live video he was watching and streaming Star Wars: Battlefront II, then played and streamed RAID: Shadow Legends, in a time before he ran out of memory for the game on his PC and had had to start playing it on his telephone only later on the next year in April.

At 4:30 PM, he prepared to change the stream to where he left off on DuckTales 2017 Season 3, by copypastaing the address in the pinned chats with Ian to the site the DT17 shows were archived on in the address window of a private Firefox Browser tab opened in the same window as the Kidnapped, Jedi Survivor and Brent Streams 10/05/2022 tabs to keep myself streaming on discord without having to change windows. 

Brent found another way to do it, just copypastaing the address from the window with DT17 he already had open to a private browser address bar but had to change windows because I couldn't open up a private tab in the same browser window as the non private window tabs.Last edited by Admin (4/28/2023 4:44 pm)

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04.30--
LORD'S DAY

Brent was up until 1:33 AM, during which time he was hanging out on the radio with people on The Crew discord server. Yesterday after he had listened to Laurence M Vance, he had taken a nap cuddled up with his cat, then streamed first Albion Online (during which he had gotten an X-Tra Large Pepsi Fountain Drink from KC's and talked to a friend there) and then RAID : Shadow Legends from his phone. For the second time that day he got very tempted but instead of giving in replaced it with an alternate activity, but the radio station he was on streamed something lustful and he resisted the temptation to lust, looking away and showing verbal disdain for what was being shown. So the young man stopped showing it, and Brent found himself alone with his thoughts and activities.

What would Brent's life be like in three years, Brent thought, if he continued to improve? He would definitely either marry Maggie or find out she was already married to him, one of the two, and he would definitely found CAVE-I and help make his Star Wars movies, Dungeon shows and other movies. He would certainly give to the poor and needy, widows, fatherless and orphans, and help the downtrodden and oppressed, and be an advocate for a laissez-faire free market economy. He would definitely try to buy Lucasfilm and start the Star Wars + free streaming platform. He knew that would boost sales of DVD's because it would generate interest in Star Wars and way more people who didn't have access to the internet would buy DVD's. He would definitely release The Star Wars 1978 Holiday special on DVD and Blue Rey and canonize the 2003 Clone Wars microseries and the 1978 Holiday special, and delete Ben Solo's death, or use Exegol's energy to resurrect him, or maybe the energy of his and Rey's Dyad in the Force. He would definitely start a school system pre-K-12 and Universities and Colleges that had zero tuition and took zero funding or grants from the Government, to train the next generation of Saints and heroes for righteousness.He would try to do the maximum amount of good in the most efficient way  possible. His funding would reopen the Sanitarium and Resthaven, which would be restored to their original purposes and he would fund the moving and shifting over of the Auditorium, popping off the dome and popping it back on once it is reconstructed moved over to make room for the Temple, then he would help fund the building of the Temple and the Walls of Zion.

He wanted to raise all his future children in righteousness and teach them well, disciplining them in love, and being on the same page with his wife in parenting them.

At 2:13 AM, Brent went back to bed to try to avoid temptation and to get enough sleep for Church later that morning, but satan convinced him that he needed to watch porn and miss church the next morning, pretending to be God, and Brent yielded and fell, and a Church friend had written a letter to him who was concerned that he had not seen him at Church lately, and Pastor Pete had texted him also saying he needed to be in church. He was ashamed now, and had known better. He took a shower and changed his clothes starting at 4:41 AM. He had watched S4X1 of DuckTales the 80's cartoon: Ducky Mountain High, after the porn as an act of self-care, on the Cetus Mobile App.

At 9:27 AM. Brent got up, fed and watered the cat, and cleaned out and freshened the catbox, and took the waste out to the dumpster, and washed his hands.

Then he tried watching DuckTales the original 80's cartoon S1X1-5: Treasure of The Golden Suns Parts 1-5, which were strangely missing from Disney + (along with most of Season 3 and all of Season 4!) but S`1X1 would not load.

In fact, he found, no episode would load except S4X1:Ducky Mountain High, and Cetus was missing at least one whole Episode of DuckTales: S1X1 on Disney +: Don't Give Up The Ship.

Then he said to Ian on discord at 10:21 AM CDT:

 "I would like to know where I can watch Treasure of the Golden Suns Parts 1-5. Of the Original 80's cartoon.
I'm sure you would know.
Yesterday I read a DuckTales comic on my library's Libby phone App.
They're not bad.
By the way, guess what word came out of Scrooge McDuck's mouth in S4X1: Ducky Mountain High of the original 80's Cartoon? 'Hallelulia!' It would never be allowed in the more modern version."

Then Brent left his house for KC's on his bike to try to get a wrap for breakfast to eat.

Brent came back from the store empty-handed, hung his jacket in the closet, and turned on his radio. A CD was playing broadcasting an RLDS Communion Sermon from the Bates City Restoration Branch, continued from the other day when he had popped the CD in. Now, at 10:48 AM, his cat Gandalf was using the litterbox.

At 11:06 AM Brent made and enjoyed a Jimmy Dean potato and egg breakfast bowl for breakfast.

At 11:21 AM, Jesus confirmed by His Spirit that God had said unto Brent as he lay in his bed sorrowing over his sins, feeling like he was unworthy of heaven and Salvation, "Fear not, for I am with you. In time you shall take Communion. Do not forsake your love. Try your best. Don't overexert yourself.  And lo I am with you to the end. Amen".

Brent felt comforted at this. When Brent had asked God for confirmation of the message, initially Satan had come to him and cussed him out, making him feel worthless. But Jesus had then confirmed the Father's  message after Brent had rejected Satan's message, with a burning in his bosom.

Brent talked to Ian for a bit, then went to take a long nap.

Brent got up at 12:14 PM and started Diary 243.

Brent went to the bathroom and then back to bed at 12:32 PM.Last edited by Admin (4/30/2023 12:32 pm)Love is Sacrifice

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05/02--
TUESDAY

     But he had not streamed Monday night after all because he had not been able to find his White headphones that night, but he found them the next day on his glass table.

    The letter was the wrong letter.  He could not have his own bank account based on the letter he got, which was only a copy of his application for being his own Payee.  The bank needed a statement from SSI that he could be his own Payee, and they hadn't sent that yet.

       Haley, Joy and Brent had gone to the bank that morning, but with no results.

Brent took a nap, then showered and changed his clothes.

   Pete called him.  He told him the news - or lack thereof.

After his shower Brent wrote in his journal and gave his cat a new mouse toy to play with.

He smiled as he laughed to himself and watched the cat play with his new toy.  Then the cat climbed up on him wanting attention.  So he pet Gandalf.  Then Gandalf ate some of his catfood, then used the litterbox, then played with the zipper on Brent's backpack and played with one of Brent's shoes that was on the floor, before going and laying down by Brent's glass table, facing the kitchen, head toward the litterbox.

   Meanwhile Brent started cooking homemade macaroni and cheese and eating indulgent trail mix.

05.04--
THOR'S DAY

   Brent still had his five bucks  he had brought to McDonald's Rick had offered  to buy his food when Brent had told him he had five bucks.

   He had just typed up his Sermon notes and yesterday's Journey Entry.  It was 12:14 AM CDT. He wanted to create Dungeon  stories and work on Star Wars Episode 11 tomorrow, or later in the day. He needed some shuteye. He went to bed.Love is Sacrifice

05/05--
FREY'S DAY

  Yesterday I watched Star Wars Visions S2X2, which I liked.

Rick and I watched The Simpsons, Family Guy, COPS and Return of The Jedi yesterday.  Rick came to my house yesterday and I shared with him the story of Joseph Smith's First Vision and the Book of Mormon Plates.

I put The Book of Mormon and a Restoration Voice Magazine by Rick's chair last night,  leaving them there for him to read if he so wishes. 

   I played some Gospel Talks Ministry last night. God called me to come to him through that ministry, specifically, by name.  I came to Jesus, kneeling before him at the altar calls.

Yesterday I cleared off the dining area table and Rick and I ate Velveeta Shells and Cheese after Rick  made us very good salad at his house.

Rick and I talked a lot yesterday about deep matters of the heart.

This morning I fed the cat and gave him water.

Then wrote in my Journey.

  Yesterday I read, on my telephone, Ian's DuckTales 17 fanfic from Season 3:Forging Legacies, 'Louie's Eleven (Plus Two!).

My favorite of the Oceans Series so far is Oceans 13.  I have not seen the Prequel Oceans movie yet.

I bought a Coke and a Orange Pop; the orange pop is for later, after 5 PM when I can't have caffeine.

If I could take a snapshot of yesterday and frame it, it was the perfect day.Last edited by Admin (5/12/2023 11:15 pm)Love is Sacrifice