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2/01/2024 5:14 am  #121


Re: 2023 BEN-ACH LEE SOHLDEN KOIVOPOLO V

05/26--
FRIDAY

I watched porn last night, repented myself with intent to do better, and read from I Corinthians this morning.

This morning about 11 AM Pastor Pete called and said if I could be ready in one minute we could go to WalMart.  I grabbed my Inspired Version, my latest Diary and my phone and a pen and rushed out the door.

 We went down to his church where I helped him move tables and beanbag platforms, then on the way to WalMart I read part of Genesis Chapter 7 IV to him.  At Walmart I got a few groceries including chicken nuggets, potato salad and Chips Ahoy Chewy Cookies.  On the way home from Walmart I read Pastor Pete more of Chapter 7 to where it says: And he built a city and called it Zion-City of Holiness.  Pete asked me why they took the liberty to put the word 'Zion' in there and I said it wasn't liberty, but a restoration of the text; that men had removed that part many years ago.  Later Paul Ludy told me over the phone that it was hard to prove that when I called him to ask him if there were and special Church services today.  He said no there weren't.

I joined a new discord server today, Moon City.
I had chicken nuggets and potato salad for lunch.

                                4:02 PM 

I biked to the library after ensuring that April's pet deposit payment shall be payed with my money by Joy.  I checked in some books and renewed others.  Then I hopped on the computer.

A man greeted me with 'hey, Chiefs fan'. (He noticed my LVII Champions shirt) His name is Joshua.  Like me, he likes Star Wars, Star Trek and DuckTales.  I told him what Church I'm from and witnessed to him about the Exodus from my 242'nd Journal.

  I got on my DiaryLogSite and typed 22 pages of Diary 242, drinking water out of a clear green bottle.
        Now I'm done typing it for now and will go refill my bottle.
I'm signed up for the Beanstacks 2023 Summer Reading Program which starts Thursday, June 1.

                                             5:11 PM

I started a fictional story about a boy named John Derrill.
            I got home by 5:48 PM and took my pills.

      Growing Deep In The Christian Life: Returning To Our Roots, Charles Swindoll, pp. 78-80.

I wrote a scene for Return of the Jedi Humorous Version, and made a video of my new Star Wars Canon Comic, Crusade of the Ruur Crystal.

     I typed more of the tract, The Three Kinds of Christian Churches.  I drank a Mountain Dew today.
  I took my pills earlier.

    Now it's dark, so I'm ready for bed.
G'night.


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2/01/2024 5:16 am  #122


Re: 2023 BEN-ACH LEE SOHLDEN KOIVOPOLO V

05/27--
SABBATH

     I guess the Mountain Dew kept me up.  I got up, looked at porn, got disgusted with it, tried doing Twine, wrote with AI an AIDUNGEON story called Penwick: An AIDUNGEON Story and later, after trying to read but not being able to concentrate on that and trying to go back to bed, but not being able to stay in bed, wrote in my Diary.  Now I will try going back to bed.
        I got up and attempted to look at porn but ended up getting off on a movie with zero nudity in it. Then I went back to bed.
     I'm going to start logging 40 minutes per day of reading time starting today.

Starting 05-20-2023 and ending 05-29-2023, I wrote a fictional Diary at the beginning of each day before I wrote my truthful Diary, predicting my day, or recounting what had already transred that day, and predicting the rest. On 5-29-2023 I deleted that Fictional Diary, convicted that it was not right to keep it because it may make me look dishonest and cause confusion. I believe Satan tempted me to keep the Diary for those 10 days.

  I got up around 5:46 AM and wrote in my Diary.

I read A Marvelous Work and A Wonder (LeGrand Richards LDS Version), Wonders Vol. 1: Show Me God and Wonders of the Deep.  Now I'm going back to bed.

I got up, piled scads of books on my dining area table, intending on studying them all at once and taking notes in a large notebook, ate cereal and potato salad, and put all the books back on my shelves.

      I'm going back to bed.

At 2:25 PM I got up, got dressed, and biked to KC's to grab a Coke and took that, a full waterbottle and my journals and Media Tracker Log to the Library, where I got online on a big computer and used my white headphones to watch YouTube videos, while typing my 242'nd Diary, from where I left off on p.65.

  I am writing with a short library pencil.  This book is getting near almost full.
The library is near closing.
I checked out a Dog Man Book.  I watched an live IHOP KC/Israel/Australia Pentecost Service as I typed DIARY 242-PART 4.
    Now I'm biking home.  My Coke is not finished yet.

                    6:10 PM
   I stayed at the library a little while longer to print out the first 10 pages of Attack of the Clones Humorous Version.
When I got home I took everything out of my backpack, gave the cat an old mouse toy to play with (he's resting peacefully beside me to my left right now (and is also still now too at 5:10 PM CDT as I type this on 5-31-2023 CE/AD-B-ALHS-KV)) turned on the Air Conditioner and put the AOTC HV in a white binder after my Additional Canon Material Star Wars Comics.

      Then I read ALL of what I have so far of DIARY 243 (My current Diary) and have IHOP Pentecost Service on my laptop.

     My phone has 100% charge. (NOW as I type this my phone has 69% charge and s on its charger).
  I did not bring my phone to the library yesterday or today.

          7:11 PM CDT

I ate two White Castle burgers with ketchup I put on them and tater tots with ketchup on the side for supper. Then will now take my pills and Vitamin C. (As I type this at 5:19 PM CDT on 5-31-023 CE, I am reminded to take my pills and Vitamin C Rn.)

                                                9:06 PM
  He sent his Word, and healed them, and delivered them:
"And Moses said unto the people, Fear ye not, Stand Still and see the Salvation of the LORD, which he will shew to you today: for the Egyptians whom ye have seen today, ye shall see them again no more forever."

Before I saw those verses on my phone, I found my keys: They were hanging on my bathroom doorknob.  I have been typing my 40'th Diary-Part 4 tonight.

I was lying in bed at 10:31 PM and told the Father I loved Him.  He told me he loved me too, Son, and though my light in my bedroom was off, a light shone down upon me from above my bed.


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2/01/2024 5:17 am  #123


Re: 2023 BEN-ACH LEE SOHLDEN KOIVOPOLO V

05/28--
LORD'S DAY-TRADITIONAL PENTECOST 2023

      I spent most of the night up listening to watching and worshiping with an IHOP KC Pentecost live worship service.
I left my house on my bike around 1:20 AM and biked to QT and bought a Grape Propel Fitness Water.  Then I read 'How Humankind Came to Be' by Falun Gong Founder Teacher Li Hongzhi.  It was a real eye-opener and bolsters and strengthens my faith in the Restoration.
   Through all the darkness-that's when you see the light.

In Isaiah there is a prophecy that God's glory will be revealed and all the world shall see it.
That prophecy is about to come to pass.
Although what men go through in this life is a consequence of actions in past lives, it doesn't mean that one's Station cannot be raised or lifted in this life from a poor or low estate, for it always certainly can be no matter who you are or what you've done, for we all have complete free Will and Free Agency, and freedom of thought and freedom to act, and choose life.

Rick Ridings was given a prophecy 10 years ago.  WWI was meant to stop the Harvest of souls.  Instead of going intothe Mission Fields, the youth were going into the killing fields. UK, Germany and America were the great places the Revival was.  Satan is trying to stir up a premature WWIII to stop the current World Harvest.-Paraphrased.
      There was once a Revival in Wales.

Lion of Judah, roar over Jerusalem.

Fire, Fall! Send your Spirit and your Holy Ghost upon your Saints and upon all Christendom! Amen!
                      '1980's--
                                        There's good things in religion and there's bad things in religion-he's talking about the bad parts.

There's spiritual fortresses-religious spirits of Judaism, Christianity and Islam connected to the Temple Mount.
The day would come when good hearted Christians in every (place? city? Nation?) would pray for the (salvation? redemption?) of Israel.

                 Dream two years ago
Isaiah-on this mountain a feast of fat things.
Old man with a book that has that verse in Isaiah 25. Agrees with RDC.
  I will remove the veil that covers all nations'-God.

        It is not the fullness but this day the body and blood shall be (exalted).
They are taking Communion, I think.  In Jerusalem. At 3:47 AM CDT.
It's daytime in Jerusalem.
Communion is meant for the Days of Betrayal.
In Communion he gives us his body and blood so we can forgive all those who have betrayed us.

Isaiah 31:4-54 For thus hath the Lord spoken unto me, Like as the lion and the young lion roaring on his prey, when a multitude of shepherds is called forth against him, he will not be afraid of their voice, nor abase himself for the noise of them; so shall the Lord of hosts come down to fight for mount Zion, and for the hill thereof.5 As birds flying, so will the Lord of hosts defend Jerusalem; defending also he will deliver it; and passing over he will preserve it.          

I rearranged some of my books and notebooks, putting my journals on the bottom two shelves of my metal shelves with some of my Scriptures on the top shelf.

     I'll sleep 'til 10:30 this morning (I got up and walked to Pete's church earlier than that), when I go to Pastor Pete's church to give him the spare keys.

I am enlightened.

To whom much is given, much is required- God, around 6:26 AM.

Almighty God of Love, 
Be welcome in this place.

This has been the Isaiah 62 prayer Initiative.

The Communion Revival was prophesied.

America has IHOP.  Brazil has FHOP.

I have started typing Diary 242-PART 5

I went to Pastor Pete's church and gave him the spare keys back, but got a really uncomfortable feeling sitting and lying down at church, which was because I had lied about what would take place there and I felt conviction that I had grieved the Holy Spirit. Since it was too late then to go to my Church, I went home.  I looked in the Telephone Book for a church to go to where  the dream I had about Maggie might be fulfilled but God said 'Let me direct things; don't try to take matters into your  own hands."

   I'm still watching IHOP KC Pentecost Service now, but I'm going back to bed, with it on.

I got back up and have started compiling DIARY OF BEN-ACH 2022 CE.
It was prompted by a vision of an old brown book with a man's hand writing '22' on the spine of it.

I'm also still listening to IHOP KC but a different video.

-->*From now on, I'll only having two 20 oz's of pop-either Coke or Pepsi or mix n' match- a week, and NO MORE Mountain Dew.

This is prompted by something I wrote on 01/17/2022 AD/CE, on a Monday.
-->*Also, only before 3 PM.

  As I took a nap, I suddenly had the realization/thought, 'If I want to change my life, I need to change my routine.  If I keep doing the same things over and over again I'll get the same results!  I said this loudly, twice, then went back to sleep.

At Church we watched The Chosen, then discussed the episode.  It was a very good discussion. Gordon took me home to my apartment.  In about a half hour, Rick will pick me up to go out to McDonald's with him and Jo's sister.  I tried calling Cindy.  She didn't answer.

I took my pills.


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2/01/2024 5:18 am  #124


Re: 2023 BEN-ACH LEE SOHLDEN KOIVOPOLO V

05/29--
MONDAY

                                           4:39 PM
      Earlier this morning I heard a long, sure and certain trumpet blast in the air.

Yesterday I went out with Rick and Jo's sister to McDonald's.  I had a medium fry and water.

Just now I cleaned out the catbox, gave the cat food and water, took the litter waste out to the dumpster and checked my mail.  I got nothing.  The cat is drinking his water Rn.

  I slept all day, 'til 4:09 PM.

 Now he is eating his food.
Now he's drinking his water.


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2/01/2024 5:35 am  #125


Re: 2023 BEN-ACH LEE SOHLDEN KOIVOPOLO V

06/02--
FRIDAY
                                                           
                                                     2:29 AM CDT
I'm about to leave Rick's. I had chocolate milk, a honey bun and a little A&W Root beer.

I'm tethering off my Android.

I read two of Ian's DT17 fanfics today. They were good. Can't wait for Season 4.

Thank You God for my allowance, my Netspend Card, the MMORPG Dark Lands, and for theforce.net! Amen!

Thank you also for my plane shooter game that gave me so much joy today, and for The Doctrine And Covenants and Show Me God, and for the Nature shows on Rick's TV.

Rick sought me out for advice today. I appreciate this, O Lord. Thank You. Amen.

Hopefully Pete will do my laundry later this morning at his house.

I resubscribed to Disney + yesterday.

6:23 AM CDT I need to resist Satan each time he comes to me.

I took a full shower for the first time in a long time, scrubbing from head to toe to hair.

7:02 AM I had a slice of cold Little Caesar's Pepperoni Pizza for breakfast.

Lord, I'm not suited to trade skills and strenuous manual labour. I know myself too well. When things get too complex I shut down.

Some tasks I'm just not suited for and no amount of "training" will change that.

If I don't write my sins or repentance and don't write my delusions in my journal I will have the victory every time-God.

.If the effect of sin are bad, sin must be awful.

There is one Holy Ghost, who is One with Endless Gods, and the Holy Ghost is God, and that's the Truth.

7:15 PM I updated the Return of the Jedi and Revenge of the Sith Humorous Versions on theforce.net.

I think Arius Valdayn will be joining tf.n and posting his contributions to them there.

7:18 PM Now I will format The Falcon and the Ghost on tf.net.

I'm listening to the Sherlock Holmes Short story Audiobook, The Mystery of the Cardboard Box.

Outside is a Mighty Thundersorm.


Now I'm listening to EP 38-Wisteria Lodge-on The Jeremy Brett Sherlock Holmes Podcast. But I did not because then I met Expire on discord and we watched Star Wars Episode I The Phantom Menace after watching two episodes from Season 3 of The Simpsons together.Last edited by Admin (6/03/2023 11:26 pm)


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2/01/2024 5:37 am  #126


Re: 2023 BEN-ACH LEE SOHLDEN KOIVOPOLO V

06/03--
FRIDAY

The enemy has revealed himself again and a New clue to Maggie's wherabouts has been manifested, although the enemy lied about what it was.

The enemy, who called himself 'Darth Jar Jar' hacked my device and my RPG Fun Server, posting a bunch of porn pics, which I deleted, and then banned Darth Jar Jar from the server. The following conversation was had in 'General' channel:


Welcome bot: Yay you made it, 
Darth_JarJar
!
 — Yesterday at 8:14 PM

Darth_JarJar — Yesterday at 8:14 PM
Praise our lord Junk_bow
[8:14 PM]
He has saved us

Kwanson — Yesterday at 8:14 PM
wow bud
[8:14 PM]
come down there
[8:14 PM]
we dont like that antichrist here

Darth_JarJar — Yesterday at 8:15 PM
Fudge you
[8:15 PM]
I love junk_bow

Kwanson — Yesterday at 8:16 PM
NOOOOOOOOO

Darth_JarJar — Yesterday at 8:16 PM
He has sent me to repent for our sins (edited)

Kwanson — Yesterday at 8:16 PM
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

Darth_JarJar — Yesterday at 8:16 PM
Kwanson moment

Kwanson — Yesterday at 8:16 PM
WE HATE JUNK BOW

Magnificent Warlock Guy — Yesterday at 8:17 PM
Who is this clown

Kwanson — Yesterday at 8:17 PM
idk

Darth_JarJar — Yesterday at 8:17 PM
F**** you
[8:17 PM]
I am spreading the words of our lord junk_bow
[8:20 PM]
Crap wrong picture

Magnificent Warlock Guy — Yesterday at 8:20 PM
Woahhhhh

Darth_JarJar — Yesterday at 8:20 PM
Me the other day

Magnificent Warlock Guy — Yesterday at 8:20 PM
@BrentSohldenKoivopoloV He must be stopped
Original message was deleted.

Kwanson — Yesterday at 8:21 PM
BRENT HELP US

Magnificent Warlock Guy — Yesterday at 8:22 PM
Brent please (edited)

Darth_JarJar — Yesterday at 8:22 PM
@Grand Wizard Man @Kwanson You smell jewish
[8:25 PM]
@BrentSohldenKoivopoloV U smell muslim

Grand Wizard Man — Yesterday at 8:25 PM
who is darth jar jar???\

Kwanson — Yesterday at 8:25 PM
IDK
[8:25 PM]
HES SCARING ME

Magnificent Warlock Guy — Yesterday at 8:25 PM
Me too

Darth_JarJar — Yesterday at 8:25 PM
F**** all you

Kwanson — Yesterday at 8:25 PM
HELP US

Grand Wizard Man — Yesterday at 8:26 PM
@BrentSohldenKoivopoloV sos

Darth_JarJar — Yesterday at 8:26 PM
me asf

Grand Wizard Man — Yesterday at 8:26 PM
WHAT THE F****

Kwanson — Yesterday at 8:26 PM
WHERES BRENT
[8:26 PM]
get this nig nog outta here
[8:26 PM]
whoops sorry
[8:27 PM]
this mean gentleman

Darth_JarJar — Yesterday at 8:27 PM
Oh yes
[8:27 PM]
That was taken yesterday

Magnificent Warlock Guy — Yesterday at 8:29 PM
Whaat the fud** brent
[8:29 PM]
Please save us

Grand Wizard Man — Yesterday at 8:31 PM
@Darth_JarJar please stop

Darth_JarJar — Yesterday at 8:31 PM
Frick off you dirty heterosexual
[8:31 PM]
I love men

Kwanson — Yesterday at 8:31 PM
WTF

Darth_JarJar — Yesterday at 8:31 PM
ALL HAIL JUNK_BOW
[8:31 PM]
Maggie is life
[8:33 PM]
Ive already hacked into your device brent
[8:33 PM]
just like I hacked into this server

Welcome bot: Darth Rey
 joined the party.
 — Yesterday at 8:34 PM

Darth_JarJar — Yesterday at 8:34 PM
Ah yes my partner has hacked in

The_Fiddler
 just landed.
 — Yesterday at 8:37 PM

Darth_JarJar — Yesterday at 8:37 PM
Fr*** chicks
[8:37 PM]
Only men
[8:38 PM]
Fr*** the bible

Welcome bot: PlayThatNoteblockNicely
 just slid into the server.
 — Yesterday at 8:38 PM

Darth_JarJar — Yesterday at 8:39 PM
May the 4th

Kwanson — Yesterday at 8:40 PM
HELP BRENT
[8:40 PM]
please

@Kwanson
HELP BRENT

Darth Rey — Yesterday at 8:41 PM
never JUNK BOW FOR LIFE. HE IS OUR SAVIOR

Kwanson — Yesterday at 8:41 PM
WHO IS THIS JUNK BOW

Darth_JarJar — Yesterday at 8:42 PM
The real idol

Kwanson — Yesterday at 8:42 PM
BRENTS OUR IDOL (edited)

Darth Rey — Yesterday at 8:46 PM
MAGGIE IS RISEN

Darth_JarJar — Yesterday at 8:47 PM
LORD MAGGIE

Kwanson — Yesterday at 8:47 PM
WHOS MAGGIE

Darth_JarJar — Yesterday at 8:47 PM
Darth MAGGIE

Darth Rey — Yesterday at 8:48 PM
WHO?

Darth_JarJar — Yesterday at 8:48 PM
SHE SENT US HERE (edited)

Darth Rey — Yesterday at 8:48 PM
SHE DID
[8:48 PM]
WE LOVE JUNK BOW
[8:48 PM]
WE LOVE MAGGIE

Darth_JarJar — Yesterday at 8:48 PM
JUNK BOW AND MAGGIE ARE UNITED

Magnificent Warlock Guy — Yesterday at 8:49 PM
WTF IS GOING ON

Kwanson (posted two blank images): I'm hiding their sins brent

Grand Wizard Man — Yesterday at 8:50 PM
we are being hacked

Kwanson — Yesterday at 8:51 PM
BRENT WE NEED A NEW MOD. WE NEED BETER SECURITY
June 3, 2023

BrentSohldenKoivopoloV — Today at 9:27 AM
junk_Bow is not Brent
[9:28 AM]
And i hope Maggie did not fall for Junk_bow's disguise

Kwanson — Today at 9:28 AM
Me too

BrentSohldenKoivopoloV — Today at 9:28 AM
Please no upside down crosses

Kwanson — Today at 9:28 AM
Don’t worry I didn’t think u were junk_bow for one sec
[9:28 AM]
Oh sorry
[9:29 AM]
I just don’t like junk_bow
[9:29 AM]
I’ll delete it

BrentSohldenKoivopoloV — Today at 9:29 AM
Its already deleted

Kwanson — Today at 9:29 AM
Ok sorry about that one

BrentSohldenKoivopoloV — Today at 9:44 AM
sorry we need more mods.  Kwanson I'm sorry.
I am not idol
[9:44 AM]
Maggie is not evil
[9:45 AM]
Junk_bow is evil
[9:45 AM]
Junk_bow is lies

Kwanson — Today at 9:46 AM
Ok. I don’t think Maggie is evil. I agree with u

@BrentSohldenKoivopoloV
sorry we need more mods. Kwanson I'm sorry. I am not idol

Kwanson — Today at 9:46 AM
And it’s Ok better to have more than one incase one is offline

BrentSohldenKoivopoloV — Today at 9:46 AM
Maggie is definitely not Lord though
[9:46 AM]
Jesus is my Lord

@BrentSohldenKoivopoloV
Maggie is definitely not Lord though

Kwanson — Today at 9:47 AM
Gotcha

Magnificent Warlock Guy — Today at 10:15 AM
I agree

Grand Wizard Man — Today at 10:43 AM
So who is junk bow and you know him?
[10:45 AM]
@BrentSohldenKoivopoloV

BrentSohldenKoivopoloV — Today at 11:32 AM
Yes I know it. It's a Nephilim Leviathanseed shapeshifter fiend
[11:33 AM]
@Darth Rey If you post any porn I will ban you instantly
[11:34 AM]
@Darth Rey Maggie is not like Junk_bow
[11:34 AM]
Maggie is a Christian

And the following Convo ensued in Gamespace 1

BrentSohldenKoivopoloV — Today at 9:16 AM
ooc I don't really see a problem. Lying about about what?

Kwanson — Today at 9:18 AM
Ooc yeah me neither
[9:18 AM]
Ooc I was agreeing with him
[9:18 AM]
Ooc he’s crazy

BrentSohldenKoivopoloV — Today at 9:20 AM
ooc next time you see someone do that, delete his/her images and ban them

Kwanson — Today at 9:20 AM
Ooc I can’t I’m not a mod
[9:21 AM]
Ooc I don’t think I have that ability

BrentSohldenKoivopoloV — Today at 9:21 AM
ooc I was talking to GWM

Kwanson — Today at 9:21 AM
Ooc ahh ok makes more sense

BrentSohldenKoivopoloV — Today at 9:21 AM
ooc MWD (edited)

Kwanson — Today at 9:25 AM
Ooc yeah Brent I was scared last night
[9:25 AM]
Ooc it came out of nowhere

BrentSohldenKoivopoloV — Today at 9:30 AM
ooc what happpened??

Kwanson — Today at 9:30 AM
Ooc the porn attack.

BrentSohldenKoivopoloV — Today at 9:31 AM
ooc Magnificent Warlock Dude thank you for alerting me to this
[9:31 AM]
ooc what did it have to do w/ junk_bow

Kwanson — Today at 9:32 AM
Ooc Idk In general they were talking about junk bow and then posted porn (edited)

Kwanson — Today at 9:43 AM
Ooc I don’t think it had anything to do with junk_bow. Just people being stupid

Magnificent Warlock Guy — Today at 10:16 AM
I tried @BrentSohldenKoivopoloV but I’m not mod
[10:16 AM]
Or just don’t have permission to remove

@Magnificent Warlock Guy
I tried @BrentSohldenKoivopoloV but I’m not mod

Kwanson — Today at 10:18 AM
Thanks for trying

@BrentSohldenKoivopoloV
ooc I was talking to GWM

Grand Wizard Man — Today at 10:44 AM
I’m not a mod on this server

BrentSohldenKoivopoloV — Today at 11:45 AM
Want me to make you one

Magnificent Warlock Guy — Today at 11:45 AM
I can if you need me too as well

BrentSohldenKoivopoloV — Today at 11:46 AM
Why do you two have such similar names?

Magnificent Warlock Guy — Today at 11:46 AM
Coincidence

Kwanson — Today at 11:46 AM
Ooc Same I can too if u want (edited)

BrentSohldenKoivopoloV — Today at 11:46 AM
'ooc'
[11:46 AM]
ooc remember

Kwanson — Today at 11:46 AM
Ooc Sorry didn’t know what channel

Magnificent Warlock Guy — Today at 11:46 AM
Ooc sorry

BrentSohldenKoivopoloV — Today at 11:47 AM
ooc it ok

So I'm making three new Mods for RPG Fun, but I think that I will be making two instead because I think Magnificent Warlock Dude is already a mod but just doesn't know it yet.

I cried out to God after I saw the conversation, and God assured me everything would be alright and Maggie was fine and hadn't united herself with Junk_bow.

Then I had the following conversation with Darth Rey:

Hello
[11:54 AM]
Why did you hack into my server and why are you talking crap on Maggie?
[11:55 AM]
If Maggie is risen from the dead, then she's on God's side, not the enemy's (edited)
[11:56 AM]
I know Maggie is too smart to unite herself with the likes of Junk_bow



_____

Magnificent Warlock Dude was not a Moderator after all. Now he is.



I made a new friend today: Expire. He joined several of my discord servers and Mara/Luke4ever and he likes Star Wars. We watched The Phantom Menace Rebels and The Simpsons together and he showed me a cool anime cartoon.

I desired to have Rick come eat Velveeta Shells and Cheese at my apartment around 4 PM but I couldn't reach him on his telephone so I walked over to his house. A couple and their kids are staying over there and I played soccer with the boy and let the girl watch Lilo and Stitch on Disney + on my phone and the boy watch Mickey Mouse cartoons both outside as I hung out inside Rick's house. Then we had a cookout. I had two hamburgers Mozzerella sticks homemade Ravioli with Prego Pasta sauce and fresh baked gooey KC's cookies.

The male of the couple charged my cellphone and then I played Mahjongg and updated my Journal. We had a campfire. It's very peaceful out here in Rick's backyard as the crickets chirp at night.

Last night's Thunderstorm knocked down a big tree in Rick's front yard.

Today Art and Paul and the male of the couple cut down a tree in the backyard with a chainsaw of Rick's and and a chainsaw of Art's. The tree was infested with termites.


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2/01/2024 5:40 am  #127


Re: 2023 BEN-ACH LEE SOHLDEN KOIVOPOLO V

06.04-
LORD'S DAY-TRUE PENTECOST SUNDAY

I am at my apartment. It is eighteen minutes after Mittilenacht. I bought a Coke from KC's just before they closed. I talked to a cashier friend of mine. He's a nice Believing guy.
A Christian RLDS young man also works there but he wasn't there tonight.

I'm about to go onto The Chill Zone, a brand new discord server that expire created and invited me to and made me a Moderator of, to see if anyone posted any movie or show suggestions on the movie suggestions channel so I can use my moderation privileges to make a poll and see what the members of that server would like to watch tonight/this morning.

I'm going to Pastor Pete's church later this morning because they are taking Communion at Odessa Reunion at my Church and I do not wish to be in attendance, not wanting to get the usual 'you're a baptized member, you should be able to take Communion with us' talk from an elder priest deacon teacher member of the high Priesthood kid or young man young woman or concerned Church lady.

Also tomorrow or Today is True Pentecost Sunday I strongly believe, the True Day The Holy Ghost and Fire came in power to the Ancient Church and the day I have full confidence my Let the Glory Fall Maggie church dream shall be fulfilled. If it's not I would find it odd.

Pentecost Sunday would be the perfect timing for that in my estimation but I am not God so I can't really claim I know what his perfect timing actually is or that this is the day but I am so very hopeful that it is.

Part of a discord conversation I had with Arius Valdayn:

BrentSohldenKoivopoloV — Today at 2:08 AM
I inserted a line in your part of ROTS HV:

GREEDY: Do as I say, overgrown fax machines!

The CHEF DROIDS all step back and out of the way and OB-EWAN kills all of them after five minutes of swashbuckling action.



He pulls off his cape, and suddenly has a long, grey beard.

You see it?

Hope you don't mind.

I had to write the line on tf.n to avoid the ghastly crime and unwritten bannable offense of gasp posting a comment in a post by itself instead of in the same post as the story narrative, a high crime and misdemeanor in the eyes of the fanfic mods
[2:09 AM]
And get this, its nowhere in the rules of tf.n, terms of service, Fanfic FAQ's or even the list of bannable offenses the Mod sent me in a pm, yet I know from past experience its one of them
[2:10 AM]
I swear, Arius the tf.n Mods have never in the past showed me an ounce of mercy no matter how much I have begged them for it.
[2:10 AM]
They're vindictive as all Hell
[2:11 AM]
I think they're just waiting for me to sneeze the wrong way so they can be rid of me for good
[2:11 AM]
I think they're going to ban me
[2:13 AM]
For accidentally posting a snippet of your material with mine even though I had your permission to do it because they told me not to. I tried very hard not to. It was completely accidental. I know YOU understand and if you were a Mod you'd be fair, but tf.n mods I don't think know what fair IS
[2:13 AM]
Please don't tell them I said any of this
[2:14 AM]
They've been treating me like this for years
[2:14 AM]
I've had it up to here with their treatment of me and others

BrentSohldenKoivopoloV — Today at 2:15 AM
I want to follow the rules and get along with them but they say no to almost every request, even when they don't have to
[2:15 AM]
Even when no rule written or unwritten dictates that the answer must be no
[2:15 AM]
That's what irks me
[2:16 AM]
They are heartless
[2:18 AM]
I think that the either I will get a very cold FINAL WARNING message from MiraJade, or, else I'll wake up tomorow or the next day I'll see a message on my tf.n account that suddenly says (again) I am BANNED and George Lucas hates me.
[2:19 AM]
And this time, as she warned from the outset, it will be PERMANENTLY
[2:20 AM]
And all my offenses ever only were mostly tiny insignificant piddly stuff. No, really

BrentSohldenKoivopoloV — Today at 2:24 AM
The 'plaigiarism' charge is the same EXACT thing Purp or Darth Vacuous did when one or the other (forgot which) took a confused lump of narrative, often with redundant parts and out of order scenes and cut and paste and compiled and edited it into the The Phantom Menace Humorous Version in Yahoo! Geocities/ Times Square, which became defunct many years ago, but I'm sure copies are still floating around there somewhere, and there is a Geocities archive, and the whole thing in its entirety might be in there somewhere. All the rest of the reasons I was banned over and over again was for a bunch of stuff that was either accidental or I just was ignorant of the rules at the time (and these rules are so unneccessarily strict it ain't funny!)
[2:27 AM]
And as for the changes I made in the Humorous Versions, they were mostly necessary changes which made them more in line with tf.n forum policies and many of the changes one of the Mods TOLD me to make (changing RL names to Parody names)
[2:28 AM]
But DO NOT speak in my behalf, which is against the rules
[2:29 AM]
Just, when they ask you questions, answer truthfully, don't volunteer information in my defense (edited)
[2:29 AM]
And DO NOT argue with the Mods
[2:30 AM]
Thanks for listening to my ventrations
[2:31 AM]
Please scroll up to read ALL my recent messages.
Thank you

I begged God, that if He was awake to not let the tf.n Mods ban me.

Earlier, Steve Logan said God must be asleep because I do not have a job.

I want to prove to Steve that you are awake God. Intervene in this situation and help the Mods NOT to ban me! In Christ's Name Amen. YOU know O Lord that I did not offend on purpose, nor had any intention to offend, and you, O Lord know the fierce cruelty of these Mods and the righteouness of my cause. O Lord, be with me! And be with Arius Valdayn also as they question him about who wrote what and whether I have his permission to post anything for him or about other things. In Christ's Holy name, Amen.

To his response to that venting frustration and complaining, I wrote encouragingly:

BrentSohldenKoivopoloV — Today at 3:20 AM
Well, sometimes I just try to take whatever life throws at me, no matter how I feel about it and try to adapt. I'll get nowhere if I don't take any risks. If I don't ever step out in faith I'll always remain in the same place
[3:21 AM]
I'll eat all (or a lot of) the words I complained to you if they decide not to ban me anyway.

Part of a Conversation Between myself and Ian, or PokemonSoldier:

BrentSohldenKoivopoloV — Yesterday at 5:43 PM
Now I'm going to a cookout again. I came home briefly where my laptop is to get my cellphone charger
June 4, 2023

BrentSohldenKoivopoloV — Today at 5:43 AM
I ranted and raged (but not directed at Maggie) on the YT vid I'm currently streaming Rn
[5:44 AM]
Hope no one thinks Ima terrible person
[5:44 AM]
Irl
[5:44 AM]
I have a quiet side, a kind side, a mean side, an angry side, a peaceful and joyful side, a grateful side, etc
[5:45 AM]
I'm very smart people say
[5:45 AM]
But sometimes I'm manipulative, trying to "get people to help me" so I can get my way in life
[5:46 AM]
Is there a way I can do the opposite?
[5:46 AM]
Not just sometimes. All the time. This tendency to use people causes me to hate myself
[5:47 AM]
Maybe I'm just a hypocrite
[5:47 AM]
God hates hypocrytes with a passion, reserving for them the severest judgments
[5:48 AM]
Please encourage me
[5:48 AM]
I need encouragement
[5:49 AM]
I'm going to be streaming constantly every day and half of every night, reading Scriptures in the morning, sometimes playing videogames and word or trivia games, eating and going to church on Sundays and Wednesdays and sometimes socializing
[5:50 AM]
This new way of life will distract me from porn and fulfill me as a person

BrentSohldenKoivopoloV — Today at 5:52 AM
It's different than what I was already doing over and over again (the definition of insanity) in that its more structured and purposeful and meaningful (I will also constantly be tring to find ways to serve people) and fulfilling whereas I was just two days ago just living my life willy-nilly
[5:52 AM]
I will also write and admin and mod
[5:53 AM]
And read and study many books and take notes in notebooks and in the books themselves
[5:53 AM]
And spend countless hours hanging out at the library
[5:53 AM]
Please scroll up to see all my messages.
[5:54 AM]
I need advice. Is this a wise course of action?
[5:54 AM]
I won't be taking notes in the library books of course but maybe from them.
[5:55 AM]
or take notes on them in notebooks


____________

I met a new friend in The Crew server, Leo. 

12:24 PM Junk_bows came to me three times from behind at Pete's and I rebuked it in the name of Jesus Christ. Then when they were singing the line 'Awesome in ....GLORY", Maggie sang out 'GLORY' in her golden perfect-pitched singsong Soprano voice each time they sang 'GLORY and she came up behind me in my full view in beautiful dress, kissed me on the head, and stole away lickety split back into the church lobby.

I accidentally left my wallet at church but I decided not to go back for it; it will find its way back to me.

When I walked home, I was walking on air. I was the first one out the door, first one home, and now I'm streaming writing this entry Live for all the world to see.

Maggie is being awfully cryptic.

But this is the second time in three years we have met face to face. The first time it was from a distance, and she went back inside her house.

Before leaving for church, on YouTube I professed my love toward Maggie and invited her to Pastor Pete's church, giving her the exact directions from Outer Belt Road as you go towards Bates City.

She showed up, fulfilling the dream. And the event was better than I could have possibly imagined, and holier than I imagined, too.

Although, we did not talk, socialize or even sit by each other in church, more was said in that quick kiss on my head than she could have said in a hundred thousand words.

She LOVES me!

It's REAL!

The WAIT is OVER!

I can only wait with rapt anticipation for the next developments in this aspect of the story of Brent and Maggie.

And the Sermon was on Proverbs 31: A virtuous woman, and made me weep tears of true Holy Spirit conviction
and genuine repentance for this early morning's bad behavior in my apartment and publicly on YouTube.com.

Pastor Pete does not want me walking up and down my apartment stairs past 10 PM unless I'm going somewhere. It disturbs my downstairs neighbor, whose shelves where---

I was typing that line starting in  'Pastor Pete does not' when I heard LOUD LOUD POUNDING on my door which got my attention. I raced downstairs to answer. It was Pastor Pete and another man. Pastor Pete gave me my wallet, said I didn't answer my phone (my phone was off, I told him) and gave me some Brats, hotdogs and hotdog buns he said he's give me earlier when he talked to me before church. I told him about Maggie, said she appeared and disappeared in a blur so I couldn't make out the hair color, but I KNOW it was jet black because I only invited one person to his church today who could have fulfilled my dream with such exactitude, and I feel the Holy Ghost burning in my bosom right now-and that one person I invited who fulfilled the dream is Maggie Savioie.

--she keeps her knick-knacks are under my staircase, and they get knocked off sometimes when 'the herd of buffalos goes up and down my stairs'.

Pastor Pete put his arm came up behind me put his arm around me and promised me the leftover brats. Then he came up behind me put his arm around my shoulders again and prayed for me silently.
Later the J_bs came three times and Maggie came up behind me and kissed me on the head then ran away prudently like a shy moral girl she is, once.

I was on my best behavior at church, having not slept a wink, kept my eyes for the most part on the speaker, sat with my hands folded in my lap, and my legs uncrossed, sat up straight mostly not slouching and kept my eyes open 99.9% of the service.

I forgot to take my pills last night and so struggled with delusion this morning when beginning my YouTube video, plus I drank an extra Coke, making 2 in one day, and that very late/early in the morning.

Pastor Pete wants me to cut that habit out.

I was belligerent last night.

But if I can stay quiet all day and all night from now on indefinitiely, Steve may believe that God is alive and not asleep. That's how much of a witness God wants me to be to him, by my repentance (change of mind) leading change of behavior.


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2/01/2024 5:42 am  #128


Re: 2023 BEN-ACH LEE SOHLDEN KOIVOPOLO V

06/05-
MONDAY

3:18 AM There was no Church in the evening yesterday due to Reunion.

I took my pills yesterday evening.

2:35 PM I had a cold Brat on a bun for lunch today, and took a nap, and am streaming, and now see if I'm not banned on theforce.net.

4:02 PM CDT Praise God! I'm not banned on theforce.net!

I fought a tough, hard fight to Level 15 of the Tower in Hero Wars!

I was defeated at Level 15, but tomorrow I'll be able to skip Levels 1-7.

I joined the Hero Wars Guild Aces and fought my way down to Level 65 of the Dungeon, and now will eat noodles and cream of celery soup for dinner and walk to the library. I have a book to pick up there. I'm going to call the library and make sure it's still there for me.

The book is still not in yet, but I am still going to the library after I eat. My noodle are done cooking.

I'm not going to the library. I can't find my Aruba hat anywhere and its too hot outside.

7:50 PM I took a nap, then bought Valkyrie's Favor on Hero Wars, then fought all the way to Hero Wars Dungeon Level 88, and got stopped there.

I had to start a new stream.


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2/01/2024 5:48 am  #129


Re: 2023 BEN-ACH LEE SOHLDEN KOIVOPOLO V

06/06-
TUESDAY

​5:44 AM Satan tried very hard to get me to blaspheme the Holy Spirit last night, but to prove I had not, and that God, the Spirit and Jesus were still with me, Jesus baptized me with Love and I felt the Holy Ghost once more.

In the morning, my cat jumped on me, and when he did a short, square stocky demon manifested visibly and jumped on me at the same time the cat did, and I cast the demon out in the name of Jesus Christ.

Now I've lost my ability to stream. 
There is no more memory on my computer for it.

I'm listening to LDS instrumental music.

I fed my cat wet food, and cleaned out and freshened his litterbox before that. (I washed my hands before feeding him).

The song 'Abide With Me' is on.

10:16 AM I just found out Hollow Champion is not Maggie. The person said 'I'm sorry I'm not who you think I am. I'm not Maggie.'

Then an App on my phone said God is in control and has a reason for everything, which comforted me.

I am at the library. I walked here. I took water, my phone and my white more expensive headphones I got in a Dollar General store in Independence, MO, and no backpack (to discourage me from getting yet more books (I have quite enough library books as it is). In a stream I made on Streamlabs using my phone I invited Maggie here to the library, and gave her directions how to get here (I did in yesterday's stream too, that I made on my laptop before it was out of memory for streaming.)

I hope she comes here, if only to give me another kiss on the head, that would be enough.

But how I would love talking to her.

When I first got onto the computer here after I filled up my water bottle partway, I logged into theforce.net and asked Mira_Jade politely if she could put a spoiler warning in the title of Return of the Jedi Humorous Version-The Conclusion CONT'D, because I had forgotten to and couldn't myself, linking to the thread.  Then I logged into DiaryLogSite and wrote in my journal.

Yesterday I posted a post in the Theist/Atheist Thunderdome, which read: 

I think a lot of people who profess to follow Christ give Christianity a bad rap. They try to prove their brand of religion right, which is not how to go about witnessing. There are plenty of books with the evidence that anyone can read. No unbeliever is going to want to read them because to him or her they are just claims that are not third party verified. So professors of Christ's religion go around trying to push their beliefs on atheists and agnostics and try to shove their religion down their throats, and I used to be the same way. So my policy is I'm here to talk to you a friendly chat, not to prove I'm right, nor to debate religion with you. But if you have a question you'd like to ask me, I will try to give my best answer. Please don't ask me to prove God to you, for I am of the belief that evidence only follows belief, and not the other way around, and again that is only my belief, and I'm not here to try to convince anyone of it.

So how was everyone's day? What good things happened to you today? I just got my theforce.net privileges back, my cat appears to be in good health, and I got a kiss on the head from my girlfriend. She's amazing. My apartment is clean, I reconciled with my boss, and my cat is not just healthy but happy. I have many friends on discord and in the community. I myself am in good health and pretty good shape.
Although I no longer work at McDonald's I like to stream, and I may be able to partnership one of my discord servers with my boss's server.
All-in-all, I have a good life right now and can't complain about anything.
_________
I have my phone all the way down right now, because of the Holy Spirit music it always plays most of the time, which the library staff would frown on (any sound coming from my phone at all).

.I was able to turn my phone up a tad (It's music similar to 'Let the Glory Fall'). The library staff said she can't hear it.  I turned it down just a little more, but not all the way.

..I found out the man I have been calling Green Ice Cream's name is actually Blue Ice Cream.

I PM'ed Blue Ice Cream, and someone else who may be interested in helping out with the Humorous Versions, and Roleplayed (text-based) in two places: Blue Ice Cream's The Text Adventure thread and in the Roleplay channel of the Moon City discord server I'm on on my phone.

I got a good night's sleep last night, and took my pills yesterday.

It is only 1:23 PM CDT. I have hours upon hours before the library closes.

I participated in the Theist/Atheist Thunderdome, a pacific on-topic post.

I turned my smart telephone off because it was low on battery.

My friend Arius joined theforce.net and they are verifying him at this moment.

Our conversation:[color=var(--text-muted)]June 5, 2023[color=var(--text-muted)]June 6, 2023[/color][/color]
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[*][color=var(--header-primary)]BrentSohldenKoivopoloV[color=var(--text-muted)] — 06/04/2023 3:55 AM[/color]That's cool[/color]
[*][color=var(--text-muted)][3:56 AM]Well, try posting the two HV posts if you don't want to socialize[/color]
[*][color=var(--text-muted)][3:57 AM]Then they'll see you're a real person instead of someone I'm just making up[/color]
[*][color=var(--text-muted)][3:58 AM]They called all my proofs that I had your perms, my transcripts 'claims' as if they don't believe transcripts with totally different voiceprints from mine aren't hard evidence[/color]
[*][color=var(--text-muted)][3:58 AM]They will be able to see it by your IP[/color]
[*][color=var(--header-primary)]Arius Valdayn[color=var(--text-muted)] — 06/04/2023 4:15 AM[/color]Right, sure. I'll do that tomorrow once I'm up and available, then.[/color]
[*][color=var(--header-primary)]BrentSohldenKoivopoloV[color=var(--text-muted)] — 06/04/2023 4:17 AM[/color]Alright, well have a good sleep[/color]
[*][color=var(--text-muted)][4:17 AM]G'night[/color]
[*][color=var(--text-muted)][4:17 AM]And I'm glad you got your PC cleaned out. That's wonderful news[/color]
[*][color=var(--header-primary)]Arius Valdayn[color=var(--text-muted)] — 06/04/2023 4:21 AM[/color]Yeah, yeah it's a significant improvement. But yes, good night.[/color]
[*][color=var(--header-primary)]BrentSohldenKoivopoloV[color=var(--text-muted)] — Yesterday at 2:57 PM[/color]So were you able to post?[/color]
[*][color=var(--text-muted)][2:59 PM]And what is your username on tf.n?[/color]
[*][color=var(--header-primary)]Arius Valdayn[color=var(--text-muted)] — Yesterday at 4:03 PM[/color]Well the internet was down much of yesterday so no. That'll be today. Or, the attempt will be today, I guess I don't know yet if it'll be successful.[/color]
[*][color=var(--header-primary)]BrentSohldenKoivopoloV[color=var(--text-muted)] — Yesterday at 4:28 PM[/color]Ok[/color]
[*][color=var(--header-primary)]Arius Valdayn[color=var(--text-muted)] — Today at 2:54 AM[/color]Yeah, I've been looking at it, and, "(You have insufficient privileges to post here.)". If they ever get back to me, maybe I'll find out why.[/color]
[*][color=var(--header-primary)]BrentSohldenKoivopoloV[color=var(--text-muted)] — Today at 2:36 PM[/color]Maybe there's a waiting period[/color]
[*][color=var(--text-muted)][2:36 PM]They have to verify you[/color]
[/list]
[color=var(--header-primary)]BrentSohldenKoivopoloV[color=var(--text-muted)] — Today at 3:02 PM[/color]Be patient. Or it might be that they want you to start with 'start here' and welcome and rules[/color]

I'm getting off the computer for now at the library and will be reading books, etc, for the duration of mytime here until close at 8 PM. It is now 6:54 PM.

8:29 PM Rick picked me up from the library around 8 PM and took me back home after running a couple errands.

My cat is happy to see me.

Maggie didn't show up at the library today, but I ran into a married RLDS member there that goes to Bates City Restoration Branch.

I listened to Holy Spirit music while I was at the library.

Now I'm going to make and eat Velveeta Shells 'N cheese and watch Zelda: A Link To the Past

At the library, I did more Roleplaying, in my discord server RPG Fun.

Magnificent Warlock Guy was the GameMaster.

I took a partial shower, then cuddled up with my cat in bed. Later I got up to share some promised parody song lyrics in a pm on theforce.net.

 


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2/01/2024 6:06 am  #130


Re: 2023 BEN-ACH LEE SOHLDEN KOIVOPOLO V

06/07--
WEDNESDAY

2:30 AM  I thought I felt a tremor, and shouted Hallelulia, and Glory, and 'When ye shall see these things begin to come to pass, look up, for thy redemption draweth nigh' and looked up into the sky, and the sang 'Hallelulia, thine the glory. Hallelulia amen. Hallelulia, thine the glory. Revive us again!' Earlier, when I had said 'Hallelulia' the first time I had thought i had heard 'Hallelulia' said back to me.

I was cuddled up with my cat for a while, before he suddenly fell onto my floor and I followed him into my living room. I asked if he was ok. He nodded his head. There's carpet on my bedroom floor. He's going to be ok. He's going to the bathroom right now.

1:47 PM Pastor Pete picked me up and after running some errands took me and my laundry to his house.  Pastor Pete doesn't believe Maggie came into church and kissed me on the head Sunday. He was and the congregation were busy singing and worshping and she came into the back kissed me on the head and zipped out so I doubt anyone else saw her, much less the Pastor who was in the back corner of the room behind a raised partition, busy singing and worshiping. And the singers and musicians up front were also much too caught up in the worship to notice a random woman coming in to the back of the sacntuary and going out. So Pastor Pete doesn't believe my story and thinks it was demonic oppression, only that's not how demons operate. I felt no negative ki with that kiss. And before it came I sensed Maggie's presence and knew she was behind me.

I repented last night of everything I had ever done without God and repented of my whole life without God.

Today I watched S1X1 of Young Jedi Adventures, which I liked, and the Season 2 finale of Star Wars Visions, which was very beautiful.  Now I'm rewatching S1X1 of Tales of the Jedi: Life and Death, about the birth and early childhood of Ahsoka Tano.

I watched a short video computer recording I made of myself last year, then I watched A video of a guy complaining about changes Plarium is making to RAID Shadow Legends, then watched and listened to a brownie recipe video.

I tried making a RAID Shadow Legends video for YouTube but the video wasn't showing up on Youtube anywhere so I gave up. I was able to at least appear to make another video with OBS Streamlabs on my laptop.

I can play Raid Shadow Legends on Bluestacks on my laptop or with the Mobile App on my phone.

I asked for some advice on theforce.net about my laptop running out of memory and I was told I could get a External SSD drive, just back up important files somewhere, and that I could easily bump 8 GB of RAM to 16 GB of RAM with little money or effort, depending on the model of my laptop.

6:28 PM Pastor Pete gave me a ride to Della and Gordon's house and at this time Della is giving me a ride out to a worship service at the Odessa RLDS Reunion.

Della is trying to talk me out of my knowledge of the truth of the Sealed Book of Mormon and wants to show me an article.

The Sermon at Reunion by brother Steve, was about experiencing the Peace of Jesus Christ and the Holy Spirit.

I experienced His peace during that Sermon.

On the drive home, I told Gordon the article Della wants me to read reinforces my knowledge of something I already knew that the supporters of the Sealed Book of Mormon have debunked, and I told Gordon of the Machinist's unbiased (the Machinist wasn't a Restorationist) testimony at Paradise Outfitter's Ministries, that to make a forgery the holes in the plates would all be the same size, but in the Brazil Book of Mormon Plates the holes were different sizes, and I testified to Brother Gordon that I believed first, then doubted the Brazil Work, and fasted for seven days, got a testimony of the Brazil Work, and then when I was reading the Sealed Book of Mormon, got a testimony of it, and told Gordon that Joy and I have in the past received bad feelings for things that were of God because we doubted. Della had told me at least twice that she had gotten a bad feeling for the Sealed Book of Mormon. She claimed it was written by amateurs. I know that is not the case; that is not the sense I get when I read through that Holy Book at all.

After I dropped off my clean laundry on my front porch at home Gordon dropped me off at McDonald's where Rick was surprised to see me. I told Bobbie God told me not to abandon my friends. She wants me to stop getting up to answer phantom knocks. She doesn't believe me when I told her Steve and Curtis hear the phantom knocks too, which they admitted to me (and Bobbie and Shane have heard them too.)

Cindy, Rick, Bobbie, and Jo's sister are here at McDonald's. I need to take my pills as soon as I get home tonight. Then I will read the rest of a certain tf.n member's stories in a series and give feedback (Part 1 of the story is unfinished).  I posted Part 1 (all I've got so far) of Hands Off-Part One-The Solo A Star Wars Story Part One Humorous Version on tf.n today, while I was at Pete's.

After McDonald's we went to Walmart where Rick and the others got groceries and art supplies and Rick bought me a pack of Diet Rite cans.

Pete gave me a new small Diary, which I will fill up before I type any of it.

I will start it at or after Midnight tonight. 

I came home and took my pills and supplements.


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