Tuesday, August 08, Oak Grove, Missouri,
My apartment.

I cast down the Prince of Oak Grove and the Prince of Missouri, down to the lower demons, doing top down spiritual warfare, binding the strong man, and I declared in the name of Jesus Christ that the Children of Zion shall rise up to build the Temple. I also cast out the familiar spirits in the name of Jesus Christ. Teddy asked after my moods-good generally, meds-taking them and goals-meeting some of them, in the car and at the library, then we watched the first several minutes of Obi-Wan Kenobi, which she'll try to watch the rest on her own. She was already a Star Wars fan. My counseling appointment was cancelled today because Tracy is not feeling well. I finally learned that those audible booming voices were spiritual wickedness in high places, tricking me to my right and causing fear and doubt to my left and it was a still, small voice that confirmed this to me, saying, All is well. But All is not well in Zion. Zion does not Prosper, yea, All is not well in Zion. Yet. But I see a better day coming when they shall see eye to eye, when the Lord shall bring again Zion. 6:28 PM I balanced my Budget Book for the first time. I biked to Walmart and got my pills, then came home and I'm updating my journal, eating noodles and cream of chicken soup, and watching some more of the Obi-Wan Kenobi show. 7:45 PM I turned my air conditioner off and will eat dinner and take my pills, Apple Cider Vinegar, Vitamins C and D and Coconut Oil.

Thursday, August 10, Oak Grove, Missouri-
My apartment.

"Angels were created before humans. Angels were not God's slaves, but, like humans, God wanted servants who would love Him willingly"-King of Glory (so angels and Gods have free agency). Yes "our will will be the Father's will" in heaven (Paradise-The Holy City and the Glory of the Throne, valid message, p. 8, paraphrased), but within that will is perfect Liberty and Agency to enjoy all that God's Kingdom has to offer.
Mark supposes that when we get to heaven every single move we make, every thought we think and action we take will be pre-planned, according to what the Father knows we will like and prefer. This is heresy.
Mark also supposes that when we chose to come to earth, this was the "First Provocation" and it broke his heart. This is also heresy. In Truth, Jesus had to convince us to come here, so we could learn to love each other better. When I resist Mark's heresies, he becomes irate and tries til he is blue in the face to convince me.....
I need positive reinforcement.
During work today, I arranged and stacked many books on shelves and we cleared many spaces, and I sorted many books on a new table and R. advertised the bookstore on Facebook with over 40 photos of various store items and features. I made 60.00 store credit.

Sabbath, August 12, 2023, Oak Grove, Missouri-
My apartment.

My cat is spending a lot of time in my closet and on my dresser lately. Rn he is laying on the right cushion of my loveseat. 8:50 PM I was tempted to live a hedonistic lifestyle because of a false document in a dream, but resisted in my dream. Now I know that document is false, because Satan is giving me these dreams as a pretense for me to abandon the faith. About an hour ago I started reading Russka: The Novel of Russia by Ed Rutherfurd and making a RAID stream, and the cat knocked my laptop off my table. It hit my floor and closed, yet my stream continued! Praise God! I love my cat, Gandalf.

Monday, August 14, Oak Grove, Missouri-
My apartment.

12:49 AM The other day in bed I was dead for about less than a minute, then I went back into my body. I'm streaming U.S. Marshals for my friend Russell. This entry continues to the next page. I ate crackers and popcorn and mashed potatoes for snack, as well as a granola bar. Yesterday, I pretty much slept all day and listened to Star Wars, then LDS music, both after watching and sharing a Kevin Zadai video about the Truth about Nephilim, familiar spirits and hybrids. Instead of going to Church in the morning, it rained-hard, so I stayed home, and fantasized. Forgive me, Father, for fantasizing! Amen. Forgive me, Father, for overeating! Amen! It also rained yesterday evening until before Midnight and is supposed to be clear the rest of the week. My cat is sleeping on the right cushion of my loveseat as the U.S. Marshals are in hot pursuit of Shen and Sheridan in N.Y.C. . Now I will update my computer Diary....4:44 PM Today at work my co-worker and I and Sue sorted through joke and activity books, children's learning books, Westerns, Romance Novels, Art Books, American History, Misc., Religious Books, teacher's books, Biology and Chemistry, and Biographies, as well as children's encyclopedias of various knowledges. Someone called and ordered a short stack of Romance Novels and Sue mailed them. Jesse, Sue's husband (his name is not Tom), came in later in the day. Reading and writing and transmitting Diaries has become a lifelong hobby of mine. When I got home I bought a Pepsi with my Food Stamps and continued a list of books I want to read now, prioritizing them in the order I'd like to finish them. There are over 22 books on my list. I must remember to "visit all good books, but to live in the Scriptures". Read It Again Bookstore has 1 copy of The Lost Books of the Bible And the Forgotten Books of Eden and at least two copies of the Gospel of Thomas. I put all my Dan Brown books in a box for future use, to make room for some of my prioritized books. God wants me to read books ABOUT The DaVinci Code being a deception. He told me definitively that Jesus christ was NOT married to Mary Magdalen. And one Believing author of a book ABOUT the DaVinci Code states that the location of the Holy Grail is KNOWN. Mystery solved, I believe. An open "secret". Meanwhile I am prioritizing books on how to get and stay free and learning and knowledge, and books my Patriarch Vernon F. Darling read and recommended to me. Kevin Zadai said when we get to heaven we'll learn all the hybrids and interplay of the Rephaim with animals the Greek Myths mention actually happened, so I rebought the Iliad, Oddysey and Aeneid today after I had prematurely threw them away several years back. I just finished a Multibattle on my RAID stream. I want to do another one and raise my DeathKnight past Level 10, and level up another of my DeathKnights (I have several). 5:34 PM I discovered I can level up my characters in RAID Shadow Legends by just replaying battles without wasting any Multibattles! Praise God! Thank You Father, for that! 7:37 PM I have two appointments tomorrow - one with my Counselor and one with Teddy. I have to pick up my checks from Joy's house and stop by the bank to change my address from Joy's to my apartment. Also, Teddy needs to look at my Social Security letter telling me I need to apply for Disabled Adult Child Benefits by September 5, 2023 and advise me what to do next. I need the copy of my ID, the SSI letter and a proof of address (probably the SSI letter will do). I will put those things, and more things I may need or should bring, in my backpack now. 8:21 PM I defeated a 30K team for the first time in the Classic Arena at the completion of all my Daily RAID Goals! 9:20 PM I need to go to the library tomorrow. I created three files to put records and papers in. More of Dan Brown's fiction was debunked tonight. The "fact" that Brown's book 'The Lost Symbol' was based upon, that 'in 1991 a document was found in the safe of the CIA Director Ancient Brazil Unknown Material. It's buried by the sword' has no basis in fact, Truth or Reality. I put all my clean laundry away today. Pastor Pete gave me some new shirts. I washed a lot of my dishes today. I'm toweling off my head, drinking water and turning on my AC. It's hot. 9:40 PM I just put all my dirty laundry in my laundry tote. My cat is using the catbox. I need to research Canopy online Content Filter for Pete tomorrow.

Wednesday, August 16, 2023, Oak Grove, Missouri, USA, North America,
My apartment.

I had a dream. I dreamed that I was in Michigan and in high school. Grandma was alive. I was on my way to a Church service, and I went to a preliminary party hoping to see Maggie. And there she was, looking a little different than I remember her. She said she was a Virgin and I was a Virgin. I asked her if she would ever consider going out with me. She said, Maybe. Upstairs, away from the pool, I told her I'd write her and said I didn't want to push myself on her as before. I woke up and behold it was only a dream. It had felt so real. 6:02 PM I had two more dreams about Maggie. Today was a normal lazy day. I'm listening to The Bible and playing RAID. My Novitiate is Rank 2, Level 18. My Ultimate DeathKnight is Rank 6, Ascension Level 5, Level 58. I got Mother Superior today from a Mystery Shard. She's Rare, and recently made. I'm drinking Mio for the second time. Colt introduced me to the water flavorer. It is berry pomegranate. I'm also drinking a bottle of plain water. At 6:30-6:40 Paul Ludy is picking me up for Church. Thank You, Father for for Bluestacks. Thank You, Father for the Bible. 6:15 I took a bike ride around the block earlier after spending most of the day in bed. Then I played, then streamed RAID. My Clan allots me 40 MultiBattles per day, and I have 10 left. I'm about to use my last 10. My Novitiate and my two Chemist Dwarves and Kyoku shall MultiBattle Sewers of Arnoc-Stage 6 10 times. Each of those times I will get 20-23 Tournament Points. I got rid of a lot of characters today and got a lot of characters, but none or one of them is new. It's almost time for Church. I'm on Genesis 24. Oak Grove, Missouri, McDonald's 9:19 PM Church was good. The emphasis is that we are in the last days and this is our final warning; time is running out, but not for those who are doing His will. After Church, Paul dropped me off at McDonald's. Cindy, Bobbie, Jo's sister, and Rick are here. We discussed books and reading. I had a Medium Fry and water. I read in Great Treasures of Knowledge that we must choose to act and repent before the Gate is eternally shut and not procrastinate the day of our repentance. Then I read that we are not to lay a stumbling lock before your brother, not using your liberty to destroy the faith of another. In Church a prayer was said that we'd love each other better.