10/06--
FRIDAY

Dear Diary, this morning my cat was on my chest for a while, then I fed him, then I left to get a Diet Dr. Pepper with my jacket on because it was cold. Then I went to bed until about 9:40 AM and woke up sick, so I called in sick to work. I told her I'd quarantine 7 Days after my sickness was over, and then I'd come back in after that. Then David Str. called and I told him I'd pay 3.00 for juice. Then God gave me a 4'th dollar! Praise God! Then I made two RAID streams so far, as I lay sick in bed playing RAID and drinking juice and water. Then David delivered the juice and knocked but I did not hear the knock or regarded it as a phantom knock and did not respond, so I wasn't able to give him the three dollars yet, but told him over the phone that I'd give the three dollars to him next time I saw him at Church.

I'm getting my blanket, pad, sheets and pillowcase and clothes washed by Pastor Pete today. He picked them up and prayed for me.

I got my new replacement MoHealthNet card in the mail today.

7:47 PM I listened to and read Scriptures and played RAID and streamed and went on theforce.net all day. I'm making my third stream. I had potatoes and chicken fried rice for supper and changed Gandalf's catlitter. I also took out my trash and took my pills and supplements.

10:00 PM I listened to all of I Nephi and am listening to II Nephi. I wrote a story and played Solitaire, Uno and Yahtzee on my bed as Gandalf lay here with me.

10/08--
LORD'S DAY-SUNDAY

7:00 PM I've been sick for three days now, but I don't really feel sick. My last two meals I ate like I was not sick but I've been lying in bed for the past three days, lately watching a lot of One Piece. One Piece continues on from the arc that I started it on all those days ago. Monkey D. Luffy is trying to reunite with his friends after the Death of his brother Ace. The only weakness I feel is from all this excess bedrest, so I feel I'm ready to get up now. I haven't been streaming since yesterday. Yesterday, while I was yet streaming, though no one saw me but God and angels, I messed up. But Dawn came. I'm ready to Start Over. I hope I can fill this Diary all the way up. I had two Days clean. It wasn't much but it seemed like a long time.

7:36 PM I cleaned out the catbox and took my pills and I lost my computer mouse, which makes me feel depressed so I think I'll go lay down on my soft blankets and sheets. Things seem to be back to normal because the cat is sleeping at the foot of my bed lately again.

10/10--
TUESDAY

Be strong in the Lord and in the power of his might - Preparation - the basics before the battle. You have to prepare before the battle.

The last three times I watched One Piece, curiosity about the channel above One Piece Channel led to my downfall and eventually to six hours of seeking porn last night until because I am grounded in the Word and have spent time in His Presence, said a simple prayer over myself, I gave a little cry and a small convulsion, and the demons left me because of the power of the Holy Spirit. Dawn is here. I know I have authority-Believer's authority and that the demons have boundaries they cannot cross.

The level of purity in your life determines the level of power in your life. There are certain levels of demons that you cannot confront if you are not living in purity. God cannot violate our free will.

I ran out of wet catfood but he won't eat the dry kibble I gave him this morning.

'New devils for new levels' is a true "If you're not living in purity, you are in bondage. Instead of walking in Liberty you go from deliverance to deliverance." is a partially true statement. The truth is that spiritual warfare is a constant reality for Believers and Christians. Truly, where the Spirit of the Lord is, there is Liberty. Psalms says that 'Many are the afflictions of the righteous, but the Lord delivers from them all.'


There's a reason why what you've been doing hasn't worked.
You're stuck in a cycle.
The truth will make you free.
Constantly needing freedom. Constantly under attack. Constantly tormented in my mind.

If you don't diagnose the sickness you can't apply the right treatment.

If you don't diagnose the problem properly, you'll never find the cure.

Everyone's searching for answers far and wide
And some who think they have the answers
are as the blind leading the blind.
Tradition says a Believer cannot be demonically possessed but I know better. I thought David had the answers but he is just another blind guide. The answers he gave confuse, not enlighten me. But he was right about one thing: I'm stuck in a pattern, and I don't know the way out, and I know that believing my Aunt Linda was not demonically possessed most of her life or that we cannot have asymptomatic demons in us like the woman who had been in witchcraft and was Saved out of it who later found out she had latent demons deep within her and was delivered or me when I screamed howled and convulsed, is not the way out, but the way to further deception. I must remember that David does not have the fulness of the Gospel and probably does not even believe you can apostasize if you are a Believer. Satan is trying to wear down our faith, and get us to disbelieve. He tries everything God will allow to confuse and blind and deceive Believers like me and Christians like Ken and Joy. I am a hoped-for Christian.

10:17 AM I've been listening to Leviticus, KJV today. I had listened to Jeremiah Chapters in the IV the last few days. I sprayed my apartment and the cat with natural flea and tick spray for cats. Then I sprayed Rosemary Water all over my house, along all the edges.

-Arise and remember the first commandment- to love God.
-Arise and remember the Gospel of Jesus.
-Arise and remember that in Christ we are made free.

I am in Christ, not yet in the Church.
I am a brother of Ken, but not yet a covenant brother of Ken.
Yet I am, because of my knowledge, not a covenant brother with Pastor Pete and won't be until we both join the Restructured Church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saints.

There is only one Junk_bow who splits himself up and does all the voices. He is a familiar spirit/Nephilim. Darth Jar Jar is his son. Darth Rey is Darth Jar Jar's disciple.

God corrected me about a lot of my false beliefs today after I asked Jesus if he loved me and asked forgiveness for all my sins. He assured me he loved me and asked if I loved Him. I told him yes, I love Jesus!

10:58 AM Now I'm listening to a different voice read me the Book of Numbers in the KJV.

2:56 PM Partway through listening to Numbers, I switched to the True Parts of the LDS Doctrine and Covenants Playlist I made, while lying in bed.

I played a little RAID Shadow Legends. Paul is taking me shopping. I will buy potato wedges, a flea collar and catfood for my cat and orange juice.

My cat got hungry so he ate some of his dry catfood and drank some water.

3:25 PM I also got catlitter. I gave Paul Ludy all the books back that go back to the Bates City RLDS Church library. I also cancelled my subscription to Restoration Voice for now.

He that is not purified shall not abide the day - LDS DC 38.

4:16 I balanced my checkbook and put Gandalf's first flea collar on him.

Now I've poured a glass of orange juice about to read a letter from a friend, listening to the LDS DC.

5:15 PM I cleaned out the catbox and cleaned my apartment a little and put all my clean laundry away. I'm about to eat, take my pills and feed Gandalf wetfood.

9:54 PM CDT I took a nap before I ate and fed my cat, getting up at 7:57 PM. I bought a Diet Dr. Pepper. I'm on LDS DC 109. I read RLDS DC 99, 108A, 111 and 114, while I was in bed. I played more RAID.

11:21 PM 52 churches in 52 Weeks showed me a Movie-themed church that had a Star Wars-themed service that was actually quite good which led to World Overcomers church in Memphis, Tennessee on YouTube, by YouTube Channel Serenity Ministries 4 Jesus Christ. I also listened to part of a Holy Spirit video which was on autoplay after LDS DC 133, and I sent Pete LDS DC 133. Also I turned on my radio and 'Love Moved First' and 'God's Not Dead' came on.


At the Internet service I gave and rededicated my laptop and phone to God in a Wave offering, for his use and my needs and just wants.Last Edit: Oct 18, 2023 at 5:54pm by Admin

10/12--
THURSDAY

2:15 AM Well, I messed up. I got an evil desire in my heart at McDonald's suddenly. I tried distracting myself from it by playing 'Sorry' but I got a piece of metal, a staple I think, stuck in the left side of my left foot. Rick is coming over to help me get it out after I already looked at the porn. I feel ashamed and terrible. Forgive me, Father.

2:59 AM Rick has come and gone. It turns out I remembered extracting the staple before I even looked at the porn. and what I have left is a non-bleeding puncture wound, which Rick helped me dress with triple antibiotic ointment and two band-aids. I may need his help dressing it again tomorrow. There will be a tomorrow for me. I am confident of it. O Lord, do not let Dawn be a terror to me. Let Dawn bring healing and assurance. Amen.

5:59 AM Dr. Pepper and Bacon Breakfast pizza bought, (I had a Lg. Diet Dr. Pepper at McDonald's last night after the Fanta Orange) I streamed all of New Diaries 11-20 so far and washed my feet and wound in the shower, and changed into new clothes, redressed my wound, and washed my glasses, drying them off with the three cloths, red, blue and blue.
Several Days ago my cat puked on my new NKJV Bible, making some of its pages dirty on the edges. Rn I just put my yellow 'Love' bracelet back on after having not worn it for several days. I have not worn a Cross for months now, but intend to start wearing one again when I find one. My cat does not play much with the new yarn toys I got him, that I observe. I got Gandalf pet meds-pills-yesterday night at Walmart -6 - and Rene' plans on sending me a hundred more tablets for the same price. This Diary is thick and one wonders what will fill its pages. A life of pages waiting to be filled. My heart is hopeful, my head full of Dreams. But this becoming is harder than it seems. I am very hopeful for the future. I have high hopes. Baptism is only the beginning - the commencement of the Journey. The start of the path, the head of the road. The Holy Spirit will tell Ken when I am ready.

I read the first two chapters of Ecclesiastes last night during my stream.

6:12 AM I just heard a bone-chilling unearthly very interesting horn blowing sound.

I still don't know where my computer mouse is.

7:42 AM Dawn is here! Still streaming, I had a dialogue in the Rancor sparring Pit on theforce.net, then wrote Jeanie M. a Thank You Note, or finished it and put my Second Birthday Card away. I also made my first post in Dr. Who discussion on Mara/Luke4ever.

11:23 AM I ended my stream, looked for porn, but instead of lusting and self-pleasuring I lusted a little at first, but then chose to ignore the nudity and sex and watch the movie for its value as a good action film, thus opening the door for relatively safe Tubi, Pluto and TV viewing from now on, even unto eternity, and in eternity, there shall be nothing bad to watch.

I gave my cat a pill. He seemed to show some side-effects but Mom said they were minimal. I watched a very good show on Tubi called Deputy S1X1, then called Mom again to report that the flea pill was really making him itch, which is good because it means the fleas on him are really agitated and dying.
Mom had told me that after a stray cat she had taken in had died it took her 5 months to get rid of the fleas. I need to wait 3 Days before I give Gandalf another pill if he shows no further major side effects, in order to kill the flealings that will hatch about that time.

When I opened my Tubi App, the sexual selections recommended to me did not allure me at all, and the Least sexual it seemed, the more my curiosity went up. This is a total reversal in my former tastes and desires. I finally, after about a minute's search, settled on Deputy, which I watched with great interest, cheering its heroes on.

I'll be monitoring my cat all day today. I listened to a lot of the Book of Deuteronomy KJV today, getting up to Deuteronomy 13 before I watched YouTube.

I'm wearing my 'Love' bracelet.

12:52 PM I ate lunch and turned Deuteronomy back on. My cat is on my financial desk, knocking stuff over. I called Fredd and told him that my igniter on my stove and my oven work, but my stovetop will not light. He said it's not then the pilot light. He said he'll swing by and look at it.

There be two Fiber Optic Internet Service Companies, BrightSpeed and Socket. A utility line locator worker I talked to recommends Socket over BrightSpeed, but said that he doesn't know how BrightSpeed is on This side of the State.

That 'unearthly sound' I heard earlier was probably either band practice or a Homecoming Parade.

2:51 PM Earlier today I put the last of the books I was borrowing from Rick into his car and also gave him some magazines and newsletters.

My phone is at 64% charge. A flea is on my open Diary on this page, on the corner of it, top left. I'm done listening to Deuteronomy; now I'm on Joshua 3. I've moved from the Pentateuch to the Hexateuch. The Sadduces did not accept Joshua as Holy Scripture, just as the Church of Christ (Temple Lot) and the Church of Christ (Temple Lot-Elijah Message) doesn't accept any of the RLDS DC beyond RLDS DC 64:7B(A), and the Jews do not accept the New Testament and the Protestants, Orthodox, Catholics, Nestorians, Coptics, Evangelicals, Pentecostals, Baptists, Methodists, United Brethren, Amish, Mennonites, and Wesleyans, Albigensians (SDA's, Armstrongites), Unitarians and Church of Christ (American Restorationism) (Cambellites) and Christian Church and Nazarines do not accept the Book of Mormon.

On the converse side, Mormons ought to reject the Qu'ran, LDS DC 132, RLDS DC 147-, and the Baghvad Gita, vedic, pre-vedic and Tao Ti Ching and I Ching and Buddhist texts, etc, including Rigveda, as Holy Scriptures.

Some, syncretists, just believe in a hodge-podge of everything, capable of neither amalgamation nor cohesion.

I got a letter from Social Security saying they gave me 54.00 too much Social Security in July of 2022 as adjusted by recent wage reporting. That is a very insignificant amount, thank God.

Pastor Pete is going to look for a used vacuum cleaner for me on Facebook Marketplace, that I can buy. I will have an appointment with Teddy tomorrow.

3:39 PM I redressed my wound this afternoon after I gave Gandalf his pill, putting a sock over my left foot to hold my Band-Aid in place.

I finished balancing my checkbook for today.

I socialized on theforce.net.

I'm making a third stream. When Fredd comes, if I am still streaming, i'll disable my camera so he's not on camera.

5:42 PM I took my pills, cleaned out my catbox, put more litter in, freshened it, and updated the Diary entry for 12/14/2021 in Diary 13 (XIII) (Old Series on Mara/Luke4ever.) Then I drank orange juice, streamed RAID and will now eat supper. Annie gave me some plates and bowls. I got a new coffee table. It's beautiful. Thank You, Father for my dishes and table! Amen!

10:28 PM I messed up again. I need to give my laptop and phone to Pastor Pete and get a landline installed here.

10/14--
SATURDAY-SABBATH

1:22 AM Awesome! Jesus Is Coming Soon and Revelation are trending on Twitter/X and also someone I reacted to on YouTube, a woman named Sssniperwolf Colt introduced me to, is also trending. The fact that Jesus Is Coming Soon and Revelation are trending is God's doings and marvelous in our eyes.

I don't think I believe ANYTHING 'just because I believe it'. But that doesn't mean I don't have any false beliefs. I may yet believe some things that are wrong. But things based upon the Scriptures such as the Restoration and things based upon the Witness of the Holy Spirit such as the Scriptures I know are not false beliefs.

After I sleep and get up and live out tomorrow until 6:45 PM, I'm going with Rick to Cindy's to watch Alice's Restaurant. I look forward to it.

2:20 PM I just got up and am eating potatoes for lunch and making a RAID stream. I got a new Champion: Scyl of the Drakes. She's good.
3:47 PM I got another good champion. Paragon. He's great! Now I have Witness, a Rare female champion, too. She is an archer.Archer.

I have three bags of bags to give to Cindy.
IG
I got another good, Rare Champion from a Mystery Shard: Twinclaw Disciple.

5:10 PM I gave Twinclaw, Scyl and Witness full sets of armor. I didn't have enough silver pieces to upgrade Twinclaw's Relentless Armor. Now Scyl, Sun WuKong, Alexsandr the Faithful, Ultimate DeathKnight and Ronda Rousey are beating the Magic Queen over and over in the Magic Keep on Stage 8 during a Dungeon Divers Event. During a Artifact Upgrade Event I upgraded many artifacts after equipping them onto my new Characters, and during a summon Rush event I opened about 25 shards and earned 50 Red Gems. My Diamond Mine is on its Third Stage of development, giving me 15 Red Gems every Calendar Day. On my Daily Login Rewards, the next Champion I will get, after many Days of Logging in, is Tainix Hateflower, 30 Logins from today.

IRL: 6:40 PM CDT I spent hours studying 'heart' in the Expositor's Study Bible and learned a lot about The Cross and Victory in Christ. I'm on Exodus 11:10 KJV and Romans 6:15 KJV.

I'm going to read 'til Romans 8:39 KJV while I continue the Exodus-RDC 146 heart study continued when I get back from Cindy's, unless I'm too tired and decide to go to bed instead. Ciao.

Notes I took on YouTube Chat on my RAID Stream:

1-After we ate and watched Alice's Restaurant Rick read Cindy's Bible and Cindy beat me at Sorry
2-Twice
3-Then I read Exodus then Rick and I studied the Gospels then we all continued to talk and watch TV. We had watched Everybody Loves Raymond and Family Feud
4-test
5- Cindy is showing us some of her movies and she gave me Gremlins and Gremlins 2 The New Batch and Blue Bloods is on the TV
6- Now we're listening to the James Bond song For Your Eyes Only by Sheena Easton
7-Rick watched COPS on my phone as Cindy played music for us and I watched Blue Bloods with no sound and then I watched DOG the Bounty Hunter on my phone as Cindy continues to play variety of songs
8- We listened to Johnny Cash Fulson Prison, I Hung My Head and Walk The Line, now Rick and I will soon be going home
9- Rick and I are on the way home listening to Karen Carpenter songs. he will stop at the post office to get his mail before dropping me off at home and you will see me walk in to my apartment on the cam.