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LORD'S DAY-SUNDAY
12:15 AM CDT
This is the second time I've been at Rick's today. He let me have pizza and chocolate milk. He left me here alone as he went to Jo's sisters'. Now he's back.
I read S2X2 of PokemonSoldier's DT17 Fanfics while Rick was gone, where he introduced Dickie.
We are watching Father Spitzer's Universe on EWTN.
"Buffalo Soldier" was on before that, preceded by two episodes of 'Gunsmoke', preceded by the movie 'Arrowhead' made in 1953, starring Charleton Heston.
66% of young scientists believe in God, while only 12.3% are atheists according to Spitzer.
Genesis 21:1-10 KJV
I have to get home now (12:55 PM CDT). Night.
5:52 AM
As I lay facedown on my bed after having listened to God's Manifested Power by Smith Wigglesworth for a while, I heard, at 5:52 AM, Scrooge McDuck say "Out wit yew" as I saw a huge pile of garbage exit me. I feel inside as if something bad is missing and something good is replacing it. The audiobook, which I will now continue listening to, has Scriptures in it not in the Bible--in interpretations of Tongues!
I continued listening to the audiobook at 5:53 AM.
Isaiah 61:1-3
The Spirit of the LORD God is upon me (us) because the LORD hath anointed me (us) to preach good tidings unto the meek; he hath sent me (us) to bind up the broken-hearted, to proclaim liberty to the captives, and the opening of the prison to them that are bound;
To proclaim the acceptable year of the LORD, and the day of vengeance of our God; to comfort all that mourn;
To appoint unto them that mourn in Zion, to give unto them beauty for ashes, the oil of joy for mourning, the garment of praise for the spirit of heaviness; that they may be called trees of righteousness, the planting of the LORD, that He might be glorified. (Bishop Carl Cedarstrom.)
(c.f. Luke 4:18-19 KJ)
My Inspired Version is at the RLDS Bates City Restoration Branch, sitting on the counter. God told me I need to go to Church and get it because I need it. Just three more hours.
I need sleep.
12:08 PM I didn't end up going to church or Church this morning but will go to the Bates City RLDS Church this evening instead of going right to Rick's to watch the beginning of the Superbowl game. I'm not getting groceries until Tuesday, Lord Willing.
12: 58 PM CDT
I'm listening to more of Smith-Wigglesworth's Book.
I fed the cat.
Jacki asked me to leave the Winterhome discord server for now so I did.
I created a new discussion forum, , for All Believers in and on Christ.
1:50 PM As I continued to listen to Smith-Wigglesworth, I cleaned out the kittylitterbox and made myself some mac and cheese for lunch.
Soon Howard will pick me up to take me to Bates City RLDS Church.
Now I'm waiting on the front porch for Brother Howard to get here. I got a text from him saying he is on his way, at 5:39 PM CDT.
Around 5:46 PM CDT I edited the Rules of my AllSaints Forum.
I slept a lot of the day, listening to Smith-Wigglesworth in my sleep and finishing it when I got up later.
6:00 PM
I got my Inspired Version back. We are watching, or about to watch, a video.
Examining
Sam Weston's Theory 2014
"Who killed Joseph Smith?"
Paul Ludy prayed "help us to seek and find and be a witness to others."
Hemlock knots.-Look it up.
Now they are examining Gary Smith's theory.
Also the Lyon Brothers.
Chapter 4: A New Theory
"You can't get to the truth by holding on stubbornly to what you believe; you have to be open to wherever the evidence leads"-
video, paraphrased.
The Truth is shocking.
Willard Richards and John Taylor killed Hyrum and Joseph Smith, according to a theory that has been around since 1844 AD and has supporting evidence.
"If you want to prove a certain narrative, you'll only find the evidence that supports that narrative."
-Possibly paraphrased, video.
John Taylor wrote DC Section 113 (RLDS) (LDS 135)
Justin Griffith did this video.
I have no reason to doubt Justin's theory, so I am going to believe it.
We are watching The Chosen Testimony as I watch 'Is The Chosen Series Bibically Accurate' already knowing the Video supports The Chosen Series, on silent, on XOTV. on my phone.
I followed DLM Christian Lifestyle on XOTV.
Joy just called. Actually, Lord Willing, I will be getting my groceries at Walmart tomorrow at 12 PM Noon. Joy just called me in Church, and told me this. She did not know I was at Church.
I remember a couple years ago when I first was introduced to the show 'The Chosen'. I love the show.
"Joy regardless of happiness. Hope regardless of (Content?)." -The Chosen Testimony.
The mission of XOTV. is transparency.
The Second video I ever watched on XOTV is 'Ahsoka Tano is Amazing! and She is Really Cool! and my New? Favourite Character! (Drifty Tulip Plays Disney Infinity 3.0 Star Wars playset With Ahsoka Tano. part 1)
and I followed DRIFTY TULIP GAMING
Next I watched Star Wars Battlefront 2 (Takodana and Kamino!)...Defeat The First Order..Stormtroopers! and Defeat the Clone Troopers! Too! (Drifting Tulip Plays Star Wars Battlefront 2 Part 2)
The Philly Eagles are ahead 24-14. It is the 2'nd Quarter.
8:18 PM 3'rd Quarter. Chiefs are catching up, 21-24.
8:26 Now it's 21-27 Philly Eagles.
I'm watching my Third ever video: Episode 3-STAR WARS BATTLEFRONT EPISODE 3 by Drifty Tulip Gaming.
8:36 PM 27-All! There could be an extra point-and it is up and it is good! 27-28 Chiefs!
8:41 PM We are in the 4'th Quarter. First Chiefs lead in the game!
8:45 PM Touchdown!
34-27 Chiefs!
I am now reading Treasure of the Found Lamp (And Love)! by PokemonSoldier.
8:51 PM Now it's 35-33 Chiefs.
8:55 PM Now it's a tie game again.
9:15 PM CDT 38-35 Chiefs with 8 Seconds to go in the game!
9:18 WE WON!!! PRAISE GOD! 38-35 Chiefs!
I finished Treasure of the Found Lamp (And Love)! fanfic.
The fifth video on xotv. I am watching is JakeTV's Ultimate Hardcore Survival!!! Minecraft Ep #1
The Sixth video I watched on XOTV. is Was Jesus in the Old Testament?? by DLM Christian Lifestyle which I'm listening to right now at 11:20 PM CDT while I'm listening to Martin Luther videos on YouTube.
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MONDAY
Today I watched Ronald Reagan and Erroll Flynn and Raymond Massey in 'Road To Santa Fe', a Civil War movie about John Brown the Abolitionist and the Incident at Harper's Ferry.
John Brown was a madman.
Slavery was no less wrong and immoral but that didn't make John Brown any less a madman.
I love Liberty and the freedoms won in the American Revolution and Civil War, Women's Suffrage and the Civil Rights Movements.
Martin Luther and Smith-Wigglesworth were two spiritual giants.
Elon Musk is reinstating many, many people on Twitter who had been wrongfully banned.
I think I've traded one mouse for another. I broke my black moon and star mouse and had to throw it away but now there's a mouse of the rodent variety in this house and I think I saw it go under my stove but instead of chasing it, my cat would rather play with my phone charging cord.
I watched Mork and Mindy for the first time today, S1X1, and it is not good for a woman to live with a man before marriage.
I saw a bunch of abnormal sexual behavior in a movie today. O Lord, forgive me for watching it! Amen.
It is 5:02 AM. I don't think Joy is going to like the fact that I stayed up all night long.
discord messages between me and my boss, Jacki:
Brent: 12:51 AM Have you figured things out yet
Brent: 12:59 AM Can I ask for Cleo for another invite link?
5:12 AM
I'm watching a Star Wars Commentary video that I made a couple of years ago. I'm fascinated by it so far. I made it with StreamYard.
I'm going to comment on my commentary in my journal. I'm lying in my bed watching the video on my phone.
First I talk about how Lucifer wasn't always bad and how he was part of the God Family and how a little bit of intelligence will tell you that, and how Joseph Smith, Jr. didn't start Polygamy; how John C. Bennett, the Cochranites and Brigham Young started Polygamy and tried to pin it on Joseph; and how Joseph fought Polygamy. And that's the truth.
Then I said how the night before I made this video, it was rainy. These were things I said on MeWe. But its like beating a wedge of cheese into a hemlock knot with a corn dodger to get through to people with their traditions, biases and cognitive dissonance.
I spent some time on Twitter today.
Back to video.
"That's easy Believism. Even the devils believe. You must obey the Gospel. That is part of keeping the commandments of Jesus. John 3."- MeWe message to a woman.
Ok, now I'm going on my personal MeWe Wall and advertise the stream.
I sent this stream to I LOVE BRENT, then Hylite, who I mistakenly thought were Maggie and her sister, then to Nerdhalla Network. Then I posted it to the Galactic Federation of Lunar then gave a personal live message to Shane which was a strong warning, then said let's see, where am I...um...ok, then posted it on Brent Sohlden's Server on General, then announced it on Mara/Luke4ever.
Man I'm taking a LONG time to get started!
Now I'm posting Part I of the Prequel Watch Party on Mara/Luke4ever. 5:55 AM Live now. (The time I am making the video.).
Then I made an announcement in Moderation. I made this video on March 22'd.
Then I posted it on GETTR.
I hiccuped or burped, then sighed.
I also posted it on Twitter.
If you're joining me from Vader's Lair, Sheiv the Wise, I'm about to get started from 20'th Century Fox, now.
I took a potty break, showing where I was in the film.
....sigh groan sigh (unintelligible and rapid) I've been on for 33 minutes now.
Famous last words (I guess there was no danger at all.)
The Loyalist Committee.
,,,
I took a nap on my couch and ate and played on my computer.
Now, in the present I'm going to get two slices of pizza, then I will go on MeWe.com.
My video is about an hour and forty minutes into it.
A comprehensive definition of Socinianism:
The Socinians held that humans were created mortal in the beginning and would have died naturally whether Adam and Eve had eaten from the tree or not. They also denied the Doctrine that Man inherited Adam's Sin Nature, and they denied the Divinity of Christ, thus denying the Trinity.
I blew up at KC's over high prices. I blew my top. I was so angry because of how much my food cost. Please forgive me, God. I cancelled my shopping appointmen with Joy today, telling her I was tired and cranky and I'd be terrible at the store. She said the next time we could go is Wednesday.
For the next 5 days:
Pretend I don't have a computer. Only use my telephone for phonecalls and texts.
Starting today.
Use a paper journal.
Don't write in my journal all day. Summarize my day at the end of the day before bed. No fasting required for this adventure.
In the past, I have failed at this.
Do not sleep all day.
Do not overeat.
I may write.
I may read.
I may draw.
Do pray. Do meditate.
Give Rick a rest from me.
Be a watchman on the wall. Seek the fuller revelation.
Don't make a single excuse to go back to technology until the end of the five days.
Clear off your piano.
Amen.
(I messed up and broke my fast the next night)
Go back to your fast on the 16'th of February after you have your day with technology on the 15'th. Start the fast over.
Amen.
.....
Today, as I was riding my bike past Pastor Pete's church to go down to KC's to apologize to the cashiers there for this morning's outburst (which I had carried outside, disturbing the patrons there at the gas islands), Pastor Pete called out to me from the church parking lot. I rode my bike fast up to him and he asked where I was headed and I told him and confessed today's public blowup. He told me he may pick me up later to get my laundry done, so I went to KC's, apologized sincerely, rode on to a Dollar Store, bought a red 1-subject split notebook, brought it back home, got my dirty laundry together and started writing an awesome story about three children who travels to different worlds, quite apart from their wills, and go on adventures with other people whom they meet on those other worlds, to be Book One in an Unnamed Series of Books. I asked God for a good title for Book 1 and a good title for the Series.
When Pastor Pete picked me up, we talked about my porn addiction and he said I come up with new excuses every time and I told him that I just keep trying harder, doing new things every time. "I never hit the same part of the fence twice." I said matter-of-factly.
Then I asked him some questions and he asked me some questions as I wrote more of my story, and we got to his house.
At his house I wrote more of Book 1 of my new Book Series for Restoration children and adults who are young at heart then rested for a while with Pastor Pete resting with me on the other couch opposite me, when I got a sudden idea of inspiration: If they make Ahsoka Tano practice witchcraft in the Ahsoka Series or make her marry someone other than Rex or sleep with Luke or Ezra, then I will take the Episode or Episodes of the show where these things happen if they swrite these things in there and rewrite them on my boards and ask my God that my versions of that Episode or those Episodes become accepted as Canon in the stead of the Episodes Dave Filoni and others wrote, and it will be so.
Then I watched Star Wars Episode III: Revenge of the Sith as I continued writing my adventure story, then Visions, Season 1 Finale (It was very dark and tragic, and Pastor Pete did not see it and I hope it gets a more bright sequel) and the Season 1 finale of Tales of the Jedi (the second time I've seen that Episode) where Ahsoka SPOILERS
beheads the Inquisitor with his own red lightsaber after a short fight where basically she dodged his saber, then she hit him and he hit the ground, and this was shortly before she got back into the fight by joining the Rebels.
Denita got home as the Tales of the Jedi Episode was on and she saw the end of it. I tried getting Denita interested in Star Wars. Earlier I had read what I had had so far of my story to Pastor Pete as he rested his eyes.
When my clothes were done so was Star Wars Episode III just after I finished folding them and Pastor Pete fed me chicken, mashed potatoes, a small snack and a slice of creamy fudgy delicious chocolate cake to celebrate last night's Chief's Victory. That was dinner.
Pete gave me a can of Dr Pepper today which I drank before 5 PM.
At home I listened to The Power of Your Words Disc 2, part of a Sermon by Minister Joseph Prince, and read "Growing Deep In The Christian Life: Returning To Our Roots" by Charles R. Swindoll, pp. 56-57 and put my clothes away, hanging up some shirts and putting some jeans in my chest of drawers.
My next appointment with my counselor Tracy is Wednesday, February 16'th at 2 PM.
Earlier today, I made my bed.
On Friday, February 17'th, Haley may take me up to the Social Security Administration to help me become my own Representative Payee. I don't think they took me seriously over the phone because to this date they sent me no SSI mail concerning the matter, although they said they would. I will bring my bank statement for an ID paper, my Social Security card and a current Social Security letter.
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TUESDAY
FOR EVERY negative thought and fear, replace it with a promise from God's Word.
-Jesus to Peggy.
I should also replace every delusion with them - Me.
In your day of trouble, call on me and I will answer- God to Peggy,
-Psalms 91:3
Psalms 91 Covenant-
God has the answer for every problem known to man in Psalm 91 (except deceit, self-deception, gossip and delusion and fantasy). (Proverbs helps with those things, mostly).
Today, I read Psalms 58, Proverbs 14 and the Book 'The Word Went Forth' by Laura Dewitt James, Bachelor of the Arts (B.A.) I also read Psalm 91, personalizing it, out loud, and called upon the Name of the LORD.
I slept all day, getting up to eat a bowl of tuna, mushroom soup and noodles, slept more, got up, read Scripture and wrote more of my adventure story. Then Steve asked me to keep some of his freezer food in my freezer because he thought he was getting a new fridge the next morning but he never showed up and his fridge started working again.
Last night, I could not sleep because of demonic attacks and manifestations from the from the Enemy, so I went over to Rick's house where Paul, Jo's brother is staying, and stayed, and stayed there 'til 2:30 AM about.
There was a shooting last night in East Lansing, Michigan on the campus of Michigan State University and other places in East Lansing. The gunman put a bullet in his head.
Why do I indent some paragraphs and not every one? It's just me. It's how I do.
Last night I read The Coming Economic Armageddon by David Jeremiah pp. vii-xiii (Introduction & Acknowledgements), Rewire Your Heart (I found it last night on my top shelf just before I left my house for Rick's) pp. 38-42, and borrowed from Rick last night and brought to my house 'The Power of the Blood' by Mary K. Baxter, and I read from 'Last Full Measure' by Jeff Shaara, p. 4.
Now I'm about to put on my P.J. Bottoms, brush and floss my teeth and hop into bed, at 7:55 PM.
For the past two days, my cat Gandalf has been making his daily half-cup of catfood last all day. That's an improvement over him eating it all up in the morning and being hungry at night. On the days I had broken the half cup a day into two unequal feedings, the small feeding at night had been most unsatisfactory to him. Now he is satisfied, due to his own problem-solving skills. His ears pricked up when I wrote that last line.
Here is the content of a text I got today, or part of it, describing the carnage in Turkey and Syria from the recent earthquakes:
"..This morning, officials reported that the death toll now exceeds 36,000, with over 31,000 lives lost in Turkey.
Entire neighborhoods were turned to rubble in an instant. Many of the buildings that are still standing can't be trusted. Children huddle next to their parents, unsure of where they will get their next meal. Many have been forced to sleep in their cars.
....families (are) displaced and devastated by this disaster(.)
...
Another text:
...a massive earthquake has ripped through Turkey and Syria, leaving thousands dead and tens if not hundreds of thousands facing extreme hardship.
One earthquake victim said the strike was "like the apocalypse". Search and rescue workers are digging through rubble for survivors while also fighting frigid temperatures.
O Lord IAOUE, please HELP this situation! Help the dead and dying in the next stage of their eternal progression as you heal the sick and injured there and comfort those that mourn there by the Power of Thy Spirit! Amen.
My taxes are ready.
I cleaned my house up significantly yesterday, and cleared off my piano.
Today, I practiced and played my piano for the first time in a long time.
I actually made an original decent melody almost effectively today, sandwiching that with two small practices.
At the end of the day I checked my texts and Voicemails.
I took out my trash today, and got a Restoration Voice in the mail. I went to bed at 8:46 PM.
I got up at 10:19 PM, not able to sleep, and read 'The Power of the Blood' by Mary K. Baxter, p. 8-18, 'Growing Deep in the Christian Life: Returning to our Roots' by Chuck Swindoll, pp. 58-63, 'Sherlock Holmes in The Patchwork Devil' by Cavan Scott, pp. 57-62, and 'Introduction to Musical Knowledge' by Archie N. Jones, pp. 11-13, then went back to bed, tired again, at 11:56 PM.
I was tempted and got up a little later and watched porn and broke my technology fast, and also watched Star Wars videos and a movie about a 14,000 year-old man.
The three poisons- greed, anger, ignorance.
greed-generosity
anger-compassion
ignorance-wisdom-What they can be transformed to-Buddhist teaching.
Jesus suffered to reconcile all mankind to God by his Blood while Buddha taught we should avoid suffering.
I finally went to bed around 4 AM or so.
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WEDNESDAY
When I got up (the Lord Sustained me), around 8:50 AM, I went up to the Tax place and got my taxes. I will be getting a $71.00 Federal Tax Return this year.
Then Joy game me my allowance.
I'm going to watch the video on XOTV. Why the Devil keeps on MESSING WITH YOU by DLM Christian Lifestyle every night before bedtime as a deterrant to sin, or I planned on it but failed to carry it through.
I went down to KC's and bought a new VISA gift card, came home, registered it and cut up my old one.
But I cannot reload it or put additional money on it because it is a gift card, not a VISA prepaid card.
You may be able to load a VISA prepaid card at an ATM.
Avashawn only takes CashApp so I cannot pay him at this time. The other online payment methods he takes I do not have.
Thank God I will not be wasting any of my 20.00 on my VISA gift card on videogame in-App purchases! Praise God!
According to the New York Times: The Morning:
..The War in Ukraine appears to be on the cusp of a new phase.
Russia has intensified its missile attacks in recent days and called up about 300,000 new troops this winter. Many of them have gathered in eastern Ukraine....
The war is almost a year old....Russia has gained control of Ukrainian territory in the east and South but has been rebuffed elsewhere.
...Russia is a much larger country, with many more resources, than Ukraine
So far, the West has remained largely united behind Ukraine. (I support neither side, Russia or Ukraine. Volodymyr Zelensky's speech to a Joint Session of Congress the other month was basically a New World Order speech.).
.. Germany's chancellor, Olaf Scholz, has refused to say that Ukraine must win the war. In the U.S., some Republicans have criticized the military aid and argued that Ukraine is not America's problem (Hooray for and Praise God for them!).
.... Ukraine has pulled some troops from the front lines and sent them to Germany, Britain and Poland.
... Some Russians, angered by the war, are fighting for Ukraine.
Ukraine is the one that sent a missile to Poland according to people in the know on Quora.com.
I gave $5.00 to PragerU to help combat the Biased Fact Checker Website NewsGuard™.
3:13 PM I bought a Membership to Echo Base Network for 1.99.
This month I have to cancel that subscription or 1.99 that I don't have anymore on that card will be charged to it.
3:33 PM
I spent 3 dollars on Forever Stamps.
3:46 PM I'm about to read a friend's story so I can give him my opinions on it. I already started reading it last year. I've been putting it off. Lord, forgive. Amen.
VISA CARD BALANCE: 13.00 Approx.
Both the Left and Right sides of the political spectrum are united in their hatred for the new show Velma, and it is rated the third worst program on the internet.
@ Church. I may finally get to my friends' story tonight after I hang out with my friends, if I do. Then, if there's time, I may finally get to DuckTales 2017 fanfics tonight.
Church begins in 10 minutes.
IF the LORD brings you to it, He will bring you through it- Dee.
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FRIDAY
12:39 AM CDT
Later this morning at 9 AM CDT, Haley should be picking me up and taking me out to the Social Security Office to see if I can't now finally take positive steps towards becoming my own Payee. I can hardly wait! I have to probably take a mask, however.
Ciao. (Goodnight).
6:45 AM I'm getting another day with technology, then starting my 5-day tech-fast over tomorrow.
I finished connecting my phone to my computer today and reconciled with Uncle Mark.
During last night's disgusting fantasty, he was on my mind and was an Apostle 40 years from now.
I spent 2.00 and some odd cents on a Diet Mountain Dew from KC's using my VISA Gift Card. So now I have about 9.00 left on it.
Meet Josefina, pp. 1-4.
Claim Non-citizen national -just become private? Study that out.
There are six types of evolution!
The Origin of Species by Means of Natural Selection or; The Survival of Favored Races in the Struggle for Life-by Charles Darwin.
Carolus Linnaeus
His followers are called Linnaens
He was a naturalist that proposed that the four major races of mankind came from four different animal kinds.
Charles Darwin's Cousin came up with Eugenics:
Sir Francis Galton, an African explorer and Statician.
There was Eugenics mentioned in Origin of Species according to Ben Stein, in Expelled: No Intelligence Allowed.
Galton also devised the statistical concepts (or rather, discovered them-BLSKV) of regression and correlation.
He was also a meteorologist and geographer and psychologist.
A psychologist is a shrink. A psychiatrist prescribes psych meds.
"The differences between psychologists, counselors, and therapists come down to skills, necessary education, job responsibilities, and other requirements to secure positions in the field. While the three occupations share some similarities, they each come with varying expectations and job titles...
..."
-Googleplex.
The powers that be hypnotized Charles Darwin into believing the Doctrine of Macroevolution according to Michael Hur.
From the Diary of Mason George Washington: "I stopped going to the Lodge..." This disgusted my friend Michael Hutchinson and encouraged me.
FREE MASONRY AND THE HOLY BIBLE: The first 3 paragraphs:
FRIENDS AND FOES of Freemasonry agree that the Institution is “ancient” (Hyrum Smith and Frederick Madison Smith were full-fledged Masons, as was Brazil's Evangeliste "King" to Brazil's Emporer back in the 1850's or so who also was in full cooperation with the Rothschild's who "Owned half the wealth in the world" back then. Joseph Smith Jr (Sr.) and Sydney Rigdon were made honorary 33'rd degree Masons on sight (site?) and wanted nothing to do with the organization, coming out against it, but Joseph preached to them. It is possible that Masons had a hand in betraying and murdering Joseph. (The Secret History of the World, Mark Booth)) — ancient in the sense that it has existed from. time immemorial. (since Satan handed the dark covenant down to Cain, making him Master Mahan, and Cain to Lamech, etc on to Gaddianton, etc (Genesis 5, Inspired Version). In fact, the precise origin of Freemasonry is yet to be ascertained (a lie-they know.), as the early records are lost (Genesis 5, IV is the origin point). Much of its Ritual arid many oi its symbols, passed on from one generation to another largely privates means of oral repetitions (how different from True Religion, which relies more on written Sacred Records than on Oral or written Tradition (unless, of course, you are Roman or Latin Rite Catholic where Tradition trumps truth even if it contradicts Holy Writ)), instructions, and lectures, have all the marks of antiquity. Some of the legends of Freemasonry carry us back into ante-diluvian (pre-Great Flood or Deluge) (the Baptism of the entire Earth, Gaia, by Water) history, back to the days of Enoch- (and before him, to Cain-BLSKV). Others have to do with the patriarchal days of Israels history, with Moses and with Israel's early history in the occupation of the Holy Land (the wicked bow before the righteous, so the devil got to give Holy its due here). The Ritual and symbols are replete with the days of king Solomon of Israel and the building of the Temple. Like all other civilizing institutions of history, Freemasonry has passed through periods of suppression (and rightly so-Freemasonry subverts all free governments) and darkness, and at times was completely lost in historical records, even though it may have been kept alive and perpetuated by secret agencies, and in caves of underground activities.
It is contended privates Freemasons themselves that the Institution has been, “honorable" (we know the works thereof to be good- said of the Gadianton Robbers by a Robber in the Book of Mormon in an epistle) from time immemorial; this Contention is freely acknowledged by most students of history (misguided as they were), by men of leadership in world affairs, by men of letters, who have not enjoyed the privileges of inside information concerning the mysteries (they used to hoard the secrets of the Kybalion and they also adhere to the false science of Astrotheology), tenets, principles, symbols, and legends of the institution. It Is utmost universally recognized that men have been, and are, advanced in morals, elevated in the nobler virtues of life, induced to better living, and indued with high spiritual qualities as a result of membership in the Fraternity and through obedience to its principles and precepts. (When you get to the 33'rd degree you are given a choice whether or not to spit on the cross (or the Bible). If you don't you are told you passed the test, but you never advance any further. If you spit on them, then you are told that Religion is the opiate of the masses and you advance to higher degrees you did not know existed before.)
So far as recorded history has been preserved it is a well established fact that men of the highest eminence, monarchs, patriots, statesmen, dignitaries in religions and educational institutions, and recognized leaders in every movement for the advance of the race and for the progress of civilization have counted it both an honor and a privilege to have a place in Freemasonry (in other words there's a big old club and we ain't in it-George Carlin) and to devote their energies to the promotion and security of the Fraternity, In fact, membership in the Order contributed much to the qualifications and proficiencies of their services to humanity and to society. Many in the early history of Scotland, England, and France are reported, with reasonable authenticity, to have been Masons. The great majority of the fifty-six signers of the American Declaration of Independence (but thank God not all) were Masons; George Washington was famed as a Mason; it is authentically reported that most of the generals in the Revolutionary War were Masons; fifteen of the men who have occupied the White House at Washington as presidents have been Masons, and two others had proposed to unite with the Order, but were overtaken by death before these proposals were carried out.
8:44 AM
(retrograde.)
time- I wrote this before I copied out the preceding Freemasonic matters.) WAY before.
I'm sitting out here on my front porch, waiting for Haley to pick me up to take me to the Social Security Administration in Independence, MO, wearing a mask and holding some papers, books and my Social Security Card.
I thought she was here at 8:58 AM but it was my neighbors across the street.
That Masonic Bible is something I have been desiring to read for years, O Father, thank you O Father that the Internet has it. Amen.
Haley will be here closer to 10 AM.
My phone only has 36% charge. Praise God! Now I can charge it more!
9:05 AM Phone is charging! 35% charge! (Because I took a minute or two before putting it on its charger).
I let the cat play with two inkpens just now.
I published Mark's book The Vastness of God: A New Dimension to Mara/Luke4ever and am listening to the beginning of Tinian On Trial: Star Wars Tales of the Empire Audiobook on YouTube just before Haley gets here to pick me up.
The viewership of the finale of The Book of Boba Fett was 36% higher than that of The Mandalorian according to a report reported by Sheiv the Wise on YouTube.
10:11 AM @ Social Security Administration Office, wearing a mask. My number is 295.
284 is up. The wait should be no longer than 45 minutes or less.
10:29 AM 5 numbers ahead of us.
My next SSA phone appointment is Wednesday, March 22 @ 9:46 AM.
They will ask me some basic identifying questions, such as Mother's Maiden Name, etc.
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02/21--
TUESDAY
12:00 PM CDT
My landlord Fred came over and set several mousetraps. Hopefully we'll catch several mice.
I haven't had anything to eat yet today. I think I'll eat some donut holes.
I'm watching Brother Urbrother Ashaar on TikTok as I listen to an RLDS CD on my radio.
After I visited my neighbor Steve for a few minutes and posted some of Diary 82 on my Mara/Luke4ever website, I made Tuna and Noodles for lunch, and ate it.
4:00 PM I made a post in my Mara/Luke4ever Progress Diary and made a Star Wars video about the Message of the Sequel Trilogy.
I had Beef, Broccoli and Rice and Sunkist orange sodapop from KC's for supper. It was ok.
7:02 PM I'm taking a shower and changing my clothes. A Rick and Morty analysis is on YouTube and a woman who paid over a 1,000 dollars for organizational gadgetry is on TikTok, on a loop.
7:40 PM CDT I took a hot shower and cleaned my glasses, and meantime the gadgetry changed (it's a different video) and the analysis went from Rick and Morty Season 1 to Season 2. This time she spent 9999 of her nation's currency on the various organizational products.
Rick and Morty really is a terrible show.
I want to watch Ant Man and The Wasp.
Kang the Conqueror is literally Satan.
I've been hearing a lot about and seeing a lot of examples of TV and movie characters 'breaking the 4'th Wall' which 4'th Wall was originally a Shakespearean stage play term.
I put the cooling platform back under my laptop. The platform was behind my sofa (loveseat).
I got a new Member of mara/luke4ever: tunys.
Lazy_Raven actually likes the show 'Velma'. If he/she likes it, and Primate reviews it, I'll try to find some redeeming value in it.
I'm going to watch Blind Wave react to SX1 of Velma (but it did not exist, so I watched someone else react to S1X2).
Mindy Kaling created the show Velma, and self-inserted.
According to Channel Awesome, 'Velma' is trying to 'be important,' trying to 'save the world', and being too politically correct.
Shaggy is black. There is no Scooby.
I started with S1X2 and I love the show so far!
What's important is the Truth, not Fred's image.
Don't like the lesbian reference.
Oh, the irony is delicious in this show.
I don't like the way the show sissifies and infantilizes men and makes women ubersmart by contrast to the wimpified men in the show.
They made Daphne and Velma lesbian lovers. That is gross, terrible and dispicable.
But all-in-all, the bottom line is, the show isn't half as bad as they're making it out to be.
I hate how in court, Velma puts 'Grey's Anatomy' over The Holy Bible and swears on Shonda Rhimes.
And it's Jinkies, not Jeepers.
It's terrible to make fun of widowhood. When I heard that joke, I put my hand over my mouth and half knee-jerk laughed, half gasped.
I think they're trying to offend everyone while trying at the same time to offend no one.
And that's why it works as comedy.
The Left hate it because it offends them and the Right hate it because it offends their sensibilities (sometimes to a good effect and sometimes to a very bad one.) It tries to cover all its bases.
I'm not watching the rest of the series unless Primate reacts to it and it is censored. It has nudity.
I'm not watching Episode 3 this late at night because my neighbor was banging on the ceiling/floor because I was laughing too loud because of Episode II, so I'll wait 'til another time to watch Primate's reaction to more of the series.
9:01 PM CDT Now I'm watching overarm loser, Benjamin, react to clips from A Pup Named Scooby Doo.
9:05 PM I'm watching Rukiya Reacts reacting to Scooby Doo 2: Monsters Unleashed
I do NOT like Scooby's choice of boots.
Yes, Jinkies, that's how you say it, not 'Jeepers'.
She said it! Velma said 'Jinkies!'
I don't like the 'Makeovers' and 'clubbin' ', or the Sir Mix-a-Lot song.
I do NOT like Shaggy turning into having a woman's body!
I do NOT like Fred saying 'talking's for wimps' to Daphne.
This kind of ended like 'The Monster Squad'.
And the ending of 'Ghostbusters 1'
Gayness seems to be contagious in this world. They are literally teaching children that half of the world's population is gay. (It's really only literally 0.002% of the world's population but as they say, the loudest voice in the room is often heard the most).
9:40 PM CDT Now I'm about to watch MellVerse play THE LAST OF US PART 1 on Playstation 5: Survival Difficulty correlating to Episodes 1 & 2 of the HBO show.
They have a show called 'I Saw the Devil' now. That's appalling!
This is the Remake of The Last of Us.
They're up to Resident Evil 8 now.
I was delivered from my porn addiction under Brother Urbrother Ashaar's ministry earlier today. He said 'It's now or never.'
We have two years to spiritually prepare and 7 years to physically prepare for what's coming.
I think I'll post what I have of Diary 83 to Mara/Luke4ever and DiaryLogSite while I'm watching The Last of Us.
I like a kid's sense of moral oughtness. "We should have helped him."
Meet Josefina, pp. 10-19.
EBT Food stamps Balance $222.49-----
11:51 PM My cat is lying on top of one of my Sealed Book of Mormons again.
VISA Gift Card Balance: 5.60-----
12:23 AM Gandalf is lying on top of Diary 44/82/81.
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02/22--
WEDNESDAY
12:53 AM
Junior Woodchuck Rule 2: All Junior Woodchuck Rule 2: Junior Woodchucks must be open to the unknown in their quest for the truth.
Now I am open to swamp creatures. They are real.
I have seen slimes on a video on the Internet, and long ago posted it on my websites.
And years ago I saw a real Unicorn in Wales, and also posted that.
Webby: There's only one way to find out: Do research!
Ok, here is all the information we have.....we have (these bits of information) and a whole lot of question(s).....(in absence of) records, (there is personal testimony). Who's dealt with (subject) the most?
1:18 AM There are five minutes left in The Last of Us Part 1.
4.59: VISA Card Balance I got cheated; God put some money back onto my card.
I watched about half of S2X8:Truth and Consequences and the first part of Toy Story 4.
I want to watch 2019's The Death of Superman.
I forgot to take my pills last night.
I'm going to make 6 Wolfenstein 3-D streams-Full Episodes. 1-Parts 1, 2, etc & c.
Then I may tackle Spear of Destiny.
8:40 PM Paul and Dee dropped me off after Church at McDonald's where I'm eating and hanging out with my friends.
Brothers Gordon Burns and Mark Strychacz administered to me for my lust problem. Pastor Pete prayed for me this morning over the phone.
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02/23--
THURSDAY
3:39 PM CDT
As I was lying down, taking a nap, (It was my second nap of the day), I asked God to give me Innocent, New eyes. He told me to go wash my eyes. I washed my eyes with water. Then I lay back down and twice asked God to clean my mind.
Around 1 PM I rode my bike down to the Oak Grove Community Services League and volunteered, sweeping and Swiffering the floor and breaking down boxes.
I worked out a budget with my financial planner Michael. I may consult with him in the future.
I applied for a electric bill assistance program.
When I got home, still streaming, I cleaned the catbox and called Pastor Pete and told him I volunteered. He invited me to a Men's Breakfast at his church Saturday morning at 8 AM CDT.
My EBT FS BAL $209.13-----
'Destroyed' or 'perish' means an act of eternal and endless perishing and endless destruction. Annihilation is a false doctrine. Perishing for an endless duration for the worst offenders.
In Hebrew 'forever' can be as short as 3 days, according to a Seventh Day Adventist.
10:20 PM
I watched/streamed/reacted to a first time reaction to the movie 'The Abyss' tonight.
I spent a lot of time typing my 81'st and 83'rd Diaries tonight.
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02/25--
SABBATH-SATURDAY
My EBT FS BAL is $193.67-----
I'd better slow down there on my spending!
PATERNOSTER-OUR FATHER
7:55 AM
@ pastor Pete's church at Men's breakfast.
There was good food here.
After our meal, Pastor Pete opened the Word to us about walking in the Spirit (going with instead of against the wind), then we all talked, then he continued his sermon.
Sometimes we overanalyze things...we need to look for the true meaning, not what we want the meaning to be.- Herb.
2:13:24 PM CDT I listened to the story of King Richard the Lionhearted, the Crusades, King John, King Philip, King Louise and the Magna Charta.
Now I'm going to drink more orange sodapop with zero sugar and play and stream more Wolfenstein 3-D, Episode 3, on Don't Hurt Me difficulty level.
..I streamed for about a half-hour. I also played 4XMy Empire. (Not on the stream.).
Joy and Fred signed my rental contract earlier.
10:53 PM
Just before an Angel of God was about to plunge a sword into my heart (I saw him) I got down on my knees, faced East in my room, bowed my head and called upon the name of the LORD twice, "IAOUE, help me!" and he told me he offered me help, and to read Romans Chapter 8 and a lot of 'Rewire Your Heart' from where I left off, and to bring 'Rewire your Heart' to my next Counseling appointment.
Romans 8:4 That the righteousness of the law might be fulfilled in us, who walk not after the flesh, but after the Spirit.
Romans 8:8 So then they that are after the flesh cannot please God.
9A But ye are not after the flesh, but after the Spirit, if so be that the Spirit of God dwell in you.
13 For if ye live after the flesh, unto sin, ye shall die; but if ye through the Spirit do mortify the deeds of the body, ye shall live unto Christ.
11:18 PM
I read all of Romans 8 (IV). It was delicious.
12:39 AM
Before I went to bed again, I called upon the name of the LORD, "IAOUE, work all in me, that I may work all for you".
Later I got up, answering another phantom knock, and then read two pages of Scriptures in Jesus Today (pp. 26-27 ((58--63)).).
In the midst, I asked God's Spirit to help me fix my gaze on Jesus, that I may live victoriously.
Then I asked Him to cleanse me afresh through His Blood so I can live victoriously and serve the Living God.
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02/26--
LORD'S DAY-SABAOTH-SUN'S DAY
God assured me that to wholly follow Him, I would not need to give up Wolf 3-D, Star Wars or good movies, but could have them in abundance, reminding me of the necessary jobs of Audie Murphy or the fictional character Luke Skywalker and the good their actions brought about. That's what I had been so scared of. I was scared to relinquish control.
LORD, I have trusted in Thee and I will trust in Thee forever.
IAOUE, I surrender all to You.