07/18--
YOM SHANI-DAY AFTER LORD'S DAY

I messed up today, and God said that I did not even consult my list of alternate activities, and to consult it next time I get tempted. Pastor Pete wants me to show him my list tomorrow and to tell him which activity I chose. I watched almost two Episodes of the Obi-Wan show tonight after I got home from the library and from Wendy's. While I was watching them, I was organizing my Humorous Versions on my website and also worked on The Mandalorian HV. All night long I listened to IHOP KC. They prayed for abortion to decrease and adoption and foster care to increase in China.

I got a Disability Determination summons in the mail today, as well as my CashApp card. I activated it just about as soon as I got it. I had a large Dr. Pepper and a Medium Chocolate Frosty today.

I'm going to work on typing three Diaries today:

Reagan's, Edmund C. Briggs's and a Confederate Chaplain's.

I rented a ChromeBook today.

At the library and Wendy's I hung out with Rick and one of his best friends.
 

07/20--
WODEN'S DAY

11:58 AM I practiced some more Python coding and am watching Hardy Boys. I watched Wanted Dead or Alive. I watched The Rifleman. I watched Bob Ross.







I talked on the Old Republic discord server Star Command voice chat, then played my Blakefettlee and Grik Spiceminer characters on Old Republic. On my Blakefettlee character I joined Trade Federation, Star Command's Imperial side Guild.







Dear Diary, it is so good to have all of my dirty clothes clean and to be in fresh clean clothes this morning.







I couldn't figure out Python so I'm stepping back again for now and playing Clash of Clans and watching Star Wars Battlefront II streams. My cellphone has 100% charge now. It had 30% charge when I was watching Hardy Boys. It is 4:20 PM. Paul Ludy will be picking me up for Church at 6:30 tonight.







I'm listening to a Fox News Podcast as I play Clash of Clans.







I unlocked a gem mine on my island.







Dear Diary, Pastor Pete gave me my clean towels back as I took my pills in front of him and suggested maybe that since he knew I was taking them now, maybe someone could call me and remind me to take them from now on.







I continued to watch SW: Battlefront, read part of an article on the World since 9/11 in Tomorrow's World Magazine intending to renew my subscription and get a booklet on the veracity of the Bible over the phone, but the office was closed because it was after 5 pm. Then, continuing to watch Battlefront, I typed a little of How The Lord Would Have Us Think And Feel About Zion by Earl Curry.

07/22--
FRIDAY

Discord Messages I posted in General Chat in Star Command discord server:



BrentKoiV(GrikSpiceminer)NoLegcy — Today at 1:32 AM



Watching Newsmax, Robocop 3 and a Weather Underground Documentary.

I can switch tracks in my mind rapidly and pay attention to up to 3 things at once





2:05 AM Robocop 3 is over. Rick thought "It wasn't bad."



2:54 a.m. @ heimat My laptop is 18% charged. My phone is 44% charged. I'm done watching what I watched of the Weather Underground Documentary and Newsmax is still on.



I accidentally left my black sun and moon mouse at Rick's so instead of calling him and bothering him, I'm using Joy's hot pink and black mouse instead. I'll go pick up my black sun and moon mouse another day when I return Rick's white dress shirt to him.



Rick put me on the spot, forcing me to think tonight when he asked me to define Communism. I said it was a system of government or an idea leading to a system of government where you make money, not for yourself and others, but only for others, and where the government tells you where to work instead of you choosing for yourself where to work. Later I added and we discussed how it is a form of physical and mental slavery and often suppresses religion. Rick said Socialism wasn't the same thing as Communism. He said it can be a step to it and I said it was a step to it. Later I said that Communism wasn't a victimless system of government. We also discussed the Black Panthers, Charles Manson and whether or not Martin Luther King, Jr. was a good man (he wasn't). I talked about how Trump didn't used to be a righteous man but became a righteous man.

Rick mentioned how China had elements of Democracy in it. I said back to him, Yeah, just the parts of it that suit them.



3:07 AM Now I'm watching a Documentary on the 1970's on Newsmax and am about to watch Stinchfield on Youtube.



I watched a video about how villains are becoming weaker in cinema and a Star Wars fanfilm called Dark Times and checked some of my email and participated in Quora.com and now will watch Stinchfield.



It's been a strange July. Strange July. It will be a hypnotic November. Oh, Christmas.



I ate tuna and noodles for supper yesterday with mac and cheese box noodles.



I called Pastor Pete and took my pills. He trusted me yesterday that I was telling the truth about taking them.



I watched half the Obi-Wan Kenobi series a few days ago. I may watch the other half again after The 70's: Decade of Disruption on Newsmax TV.





The People's Temple and Jim Jones' grape Kool-Aid, Black September, the Children of God's 'hookers for Jesus' destroying young girls' lives, the Women's Liberation Movement, the Palestinian Liberation Movement, early LBGTQ+ groups, so many faces of evil.





4:06 AM "Mr. Gorbachov, Open This Gate! Tear down this Wall!"

The 1980's Decade of Decision is on on Newsmax. I'm watching it. And Stinchfield.



I had no idea Fat Albert and the Cosby Kids was an 80's thing. I had always thought it was a 70's thing.



Reaganonmics caused an Econmic Boom? ? ? ? ? ? Dad always taught me it destroyed our economy!!!!



Mark Chapman read The Catcher In The Rye and it made him want to kill John Lennon? ? ? ?

I read Catcher In The Rye in high school and loved it and it didn't make me want to kill anyone!!!!



I want to call Christina at McDonald's later this morning and ask her if I can talk to her Boss Rob sometime and see if I can finally get more job hours. I'm tired of being without job hours and I feel I'm stable on my meds and ready to return to the workforce.



4:15 a.m. My phone has 47% charge and my computer has 95% charge and now I'll watch Stinchfield.



Today I learned the difference between militarism and militarization. Militarism is evil. Militarization can be good or evil depending upon how it is used.



The late 1980's: Holes in the Sky.

From the Red Sky Prophecy.



Although Socialism, Communism and Fascism are evil, McCarthyism was evil also.

As witchraft is very real yet the witchhunts in Salem Massachussetts and the worse ones in Europe were evil also, McCarthyism was a modern day witchhunt. Speaking of witchhunts, this is the third Trump Witchhunt so far, this one about his supposed Jan. 6 crimes. O Lord, may it not stand. May it not come to pass. Amen.



Now Grant Stinchfield is talking to a man from the NRA about the freedom of the Constitutional Right to Bear Arms and the way they are circumventing it in the State of New York, moving towards Socialism (because when they take our guns our Bibles are next) on my telephone right now.



After Stinchfield, I will watch Kenneth W. Hagin, followed by Kenneth Copeland, followed by Joseph F. Smith's Brazil Plates Testimony.



They said something untrue on Stinchfield when they said the right to bear arms wasn't always a partisan issue. Taking away that right was always a partisan issue in every country where that right is abrogated.



I downloaded and signed up for Rumble, and also downloaded The Epoch Times and PragerU Apps on my Smart Telephone.



Kenneth Hagin only believed in Revelation from the Word of God. I believe in Revelation from the Word of God and in Revelation from Heaven.



I'm passively listening to Das Kästchen again. My newest YouTube account reminded me to.



Just knowledge isn't enough. Knowledge acted upon is what counts. Satan tries to suppress or obfuscate the Truth or the knowledge.



It's not just the Truth that makes you free. It's Knowledge of the Truth and Acting on the Truth that makes you free.



The Devil recognizes Authority.



The difference between power and authority:



A traffic cop standing in front of a line of traffic putting his hand up doesn't have the power to stop those cars but he has the authority.



While I was in the middle of listening to Kenneth W. Hagin, I remembered that Eric Schmitt or someone else was called a rubber stamp for Biden while Greitens was an abuser, and I asked Google why they say Eric Schmitt was a rubber stamp for Biden. I came up with zilch, and also a definition of 'rubber stamp' in politics, but my research was not fruitless at all, for I found a Wikipedia article about Betsy DeVas, whom I found out resigned as Secretary of Education before her term was up because in a letter she wrote to trump she accused him of inciting the violence on Jan. 6 caused by Antifah, Soros and his bused in thugs and other misinformed and misled troublemakers more than likely. So I googled just what Trump's exact words were on January 6, and found the entire speech he gave that day, which I am watching now and have taken notes on.



Here are my notes:



The American People will not take this anymore.



The election was stolen.



They did a good job last night.



We will never give up. We will never concede.



We will not take it anymore.



We will stop the steal.



I will lay out evidence for the win.



Joe: 80 million votes? No.



Never been anything like that.



Third world country elections are more honest.



We will not let them silence your voices.



Crowd chants 'Fight For Trump'

(Trump did not know what they would do)



When they chanted that, he thanked police for doing a great job--meant he wanted law and order. He asked them to let police come up.



Hopes Mike Pence does the right thing. States want to revote. Got defrauded. Want to recertify.



All Pence has to do is send it back to the States.



Crowd chanted "We love Trump"



We will not take the name off the Washington Monument.



Signed into law cancel our heroes go to jail for ten years. It all stopped.



We still have Congressional Seats under review.



It's out of control.



They're using the Pandemic as an excuse to defraud (the election system).



Jim Jordan is out there fighting.



If this happened to the Democrats, there'd be hell all over the country. You're stronger. You're smarter. You're not the ones who tear down this nation.





(Does this sound like he's encouraging violence, or discouraging it!)



Joe Biden said I want to get rid of America First Policy.



Get them to fight. And if they don't fight we have to Primary the he-- out of the ones who don't fight.



(That's what he means by 'Fight'.)



"Explosions of bull----" caused audience to scream and chant "bull----."



We look at the facts--and our election was so corrupt that we've never seen anything like it in (the history of elections).



Suppresses thought. Suppresses speech.



No third world country would even attempt to try what we caught them doing.



If Mike Pence doesn't come through for us, it be "a sad day for our country."



"We're going to walk down to the Capitol and cheer on our brave Senators and (probably won't cheer on the ones who are not strong)....Demand that they.....to peacefully and patriotically make your voice heard.





Our country has been under siege for a long time.



We created Space Force.



Our Military has been entirely rebuilt........................("in three years. People said it could not be done")



Right to Try.



We took care of our vets.-we got accountability done.



Now we have the right to fire bad people in the VA.



The VA Accountability Act.



You couldn't do that before.



"Now we're out here fighting"



(He meant a peaceful march!)



With only 3 of the 7 States in question, we win the Presidency of the United States.



Vote was illegally gotten.



It took them 4 years to devise this rig..





Change the votes--10,000 in Michigan.



You're leadership has led you down the tubes.



China totally destroyed these people.



You gotta let people live.



You gotta do the right thing.



The Media asserts that there is no evidence of fraud.



We defeated the ISIS Caliphate.





He laid out a list of proofs that the election was stolen.



We will march down Pennsylvania Avenue and take back our Capital.





(As defined above (people aren't stupid enough to forget what he just said in the same speech but the Media seems to think we are) he meant a peaceful march to encourage the strong Senators on Capitol Hill to do the right thing, in Hopes that the election results would be turned over to the States by Mike Pence and vetoed, not the violence that Trump had no control over that was just misguided people being stupid, thugs and ruffians, bought and paid for by Soros and Antifah!)



I shared the video on Twitter.



I am watching a Grace For Purpose video, Warning for His Children.



God is not to be mocked.



God hates sin.



We think we can take chances on his kindness and mercy, his Grace and Love, but we forget the justice and judgment, the anger and severity, the jealousy and fierceness, the fear and terror of God.



We need to repent now. We need to repent before the storm comes and sweeps us away!!



8:24 PM CDT I called Christina at McDonald's and asked if I could have a meeting with her and Rob about me getting more hours. I told her I was a lot more stable on my meds and I apologized to her for preaching at McDonald's and told her there were probably some other things I shouldn't have said or done there. She said she would call Rob and probably get back to me around Monday or so.



I turned The Epoch Times App onto a special on what really happened January 6, and shared it on Twitter.



9:05 AM I ate a bowl of Tasteeos and took out my trash. I had a discussion about the Work in Brazil with Joy.



I'm going to bed now.



I called Paul Ludy today. If Mark Strychacz is available, they will come out today and they will cast out my familiar spirit by the power of the Spirit of God. The power of any other spirit cannot even be compared to the matchless infinite Endless eternal power of any big G God (for they are all in some way Spirits) or the Spirit of the Living God. It is only limited by our unbelief. Howbeit this unbelief cometh not out but by prayer and fasting.



God finally came to me and told me the reason that my website gets virtually no signups and postings. Mormons or people of the Restoration faith are generally taught that Star Wars is taboo, while Believers who are not Mormons are generally taught that Mormonism is taboo, so it's a seesaw effect, and atheists and agnostics get turned off by the religious aspects of my site. But not to worry: The time for my website to prosper will come soon.





Paul Ludy just called. He and Mark Strychacz should be here at 6 PM today.



I told Joy today over the phone that I was a Member of the Church.





A spiritual giant passed away today. Vernon F. Darling, who gave me my Special Blessing passed into the eternal world about an hour or so ago. I didn't want to let him go. I asked the Lord to comfort me and read and hilighted my Patriarchal Blessing the Father gave me through him. When I lay down, the Lord comforted me by saying that we think this life is the be all and end all and we don't look at what's ahead. Then he discussed with me what I want out of this life and told me the truth about why people were not joining and posting on my site.



10:22 AM The Real Story of What Happened on January 6 by The Epoch Times is now over. I took a short nap that was probably longer than I realized.



10:39 AM After reviewing and correcting today's Journal/Diary/Log/1'st Chronicle entry, I am going back to bed, probably for a long while.



I got up around 11:20 AM or so, changed into clean clothes, got out my Monopoly game out of my closet, which gave me an incentive to clear off my dining area table. Upon doing this, I remembered that I wanted to renew my Subscription to Tomorrow's World Magazine, so I did, and also ordered the books The Bible: Fact Or Fiction and another copy of Principles of Health. I found out that I have already ordered Marijuana: What They aren't Telling you three times and thus cannot order it again, but fortunately I recently found my only copy.



About 1:10 PM I finally finished clearing off my dining area table. I put in the disc Hymns of the Restoration in my Radio, a disc which used to be defective, but I tapped the CD player three times and said you will work in the name of Jesus! and the disc played!!!! Praise Jesus! Glory be to the Father!



Now I am listening to Kenneth Copeland and drinking water because the Kenneth W. Hagin video I chose ended.



I need to call the library and see if the Anthology of Music is in. Then I need to call Rick so I can go over to his house give him his shirt back and pick up my mouse.



I put on David Klinkenburg-The Carol of Emmanuel CD and am listening to another Kenneth Copeland video.



My new gaming and streaming rules, per God (and he reminded me when I failed to write them down when he first told me them):



*Limit gaming and streaming to 2 hours/day.



*Limit Star Wars to 4 hours per day.



* If Gaming includes Star Wars: The Old Republic, I can still have 4 hours of Star Wars daily.



2:26 PM I finally fully set up my Monopoly game after reading from Og Mandino's A Better Way To Live, and prayed in faith that God would send someone to play Monopoly with me.



I am to keep it set up until the person comes.



3:33 PM Approx. 1 hour of Star Wars.



LOTR Theology



Istari



Low-level angels



Gandalf

Radagast

Saruman





Sacred Flame-The Force



Ern-God



Valar-Guardians of this world.



Melkor-Lucifer. His melody was discordant.



3:43 PM 1 H 1 minute of SW.



A Method of learning:



1. Context-Broadening

2. Dopamine Priming

3. Singular Deep Dive

4. Challenge Sandwich

5. Getting Broody

6. Fake Deadlines



*I want to take up painting.



*I ought to give Stephen King's writing routine a try.



Don't skimp on the morning multivitamin!



"If you are not completely embarrassed by the person you were twelve months ago, then you haven't grown enough."



I am very embarrassed by the person I was even two months ago!



For scheduling:



The less structure there is, the better. - Elizabeth Filips.



I got inspiration on 7/22/2022 from Elizabeth Filips' on YouTube 2 months ago: How I Consistently Study with a full time Job: My scheduling formula. I want to hear it. It is 5:00 PM.



______



Add a rewards system! (For learning and production) Don't forget to plan my meals.



God is moulding my character. I am the clay. God is the Potter.



Debbie Wood commented on a video: (7 months ago)

....HE who is Mighty, hath done great things for me....



A wife should never question and argue with her husband in front of the kids. It is stealing her husband's respect.



"It's never too late to instill Godly principles to your child"- Rhonda Stoppe



"...Kids pick up on hypocrisy early on...."-Lina K 7 months ago.



Never raise your kids for what people think of you."



I had the evil spirit or spirits cast out.

07/24--
LORD'S DAY





When Mark and Paul cast the demon(s) out of me, Mark told me that if they come back, I have the power to cast them out.





Last night I resisted and resisted going back to porn but eventually satan overpowered me twice. The second time I just walked right into it. At 3 AM some demons manifested in my room and I rebuked them in the name of Jesus Christ. If Satan hasn't given up on me yet, I must be doing something right.





I know exactly why "the universe won't let me forget Maggie". For years, through fantasy, daydreaming and witchcraft I have been manifesting Maggie, and she may be an unwilling participant in this.





O God forgive me!



I don't even know if the first paragraph in today's entry is true. A voice told me it. I erased it. It basically claimed Maggie moved from Michigan to Missouri last night.





My selective awareness causes everything that reminds me of Maggie to jump out at me. It is a form of sign-seeking, but if God wants to bring Maggie into my life the natural way its his business, but I'm open to any pure girl at this point.



Six Principles of The Gospel Six Principles of Transgenderism (TG)





Faith                                                                    Doubt that you are your own sex.



Repentance                                                          Repenting of being your own sex



Baptism                                                               Gator Gate





Laying on of Hands                                               Surgery



Resurrection                                                        Sex change



Eternal Judgment                                                 Sex change irreversible





The Manifestation kept me in bondage to being a kid, to my familiar evil spirit, to my fantasy, daydreaming and delusions. To my porn. It was a vicious cycle.





I went to Pastor Pete's Church this morning. There was a potluck lunch.

07/26--

YOM SHLISHI



Conversation I had on PalTalk:



Lena: Hello brent



Rens: Lena, feel as if you are on the mend?



Brent: Lena how are you?



Lena: I'm ok



Lena: how are you?



Lena: yes a little rens. just a suffy nose and head..



..



Brent: I'm good. I withstood temptation twice today and cast a demon out of my apartment so I am great



Rens: A clean conscience, Brent?



Brent: What a great thing



Rens: It is, yes



Rens: (Reads Ephesians 5) How are you nich?



Rens: gbu nich



Brent: Joseph Prince said how Satan loves to attack especially women



Rens: Even the New Testament says a woman needs power on her head because of those fallen angels.



Rens: Women tend to be captivated by sweet nothings.





Why do I believe that the entire Sealed Book of Mormon is the Word of God?





1. The unlikelihood of the Unity Center Sisters getting hold of the flash drive with the SBOM manuscript on it.



2. The unlikelihood of Mauricio not having been supposed to use the Urim and Thummin to translate the SBOM into Portuguese.



3. The words of the 2020 AD Revelation through Joseph F. Smith: "For if you have no desire to follow my words, I will remove the light and opportunity I have given, and you will fall back into the emptiness of your past. Verily thus saith the Good Shepherd, Your Lord, Your God. Amen."



4. I cannot find any doctrinal errors in the book.



5. In another revelation the SBOM was called 'the Word of God to this generation'.



6. We were warned by God not to fall under the same temptation that Mauricio fell unto.



7. Acts of the Three Nephites 14:58-59



Behold, will you reject these words preserved by My own hand for a wise future purpose? Will you reject the words of the prophets and all the words spoken by Me, Jesus Christ, in this record? Will you deny the power of God and the gift of the Holy Spirit given to thee by the laying on of hands of those who have authority to do so?

Behold, in so doing, you will erase forever the flame of the Holy Spirit who dwells in your heart...



8. Prophets are not infallible.



The Holy Spirit said:



Son, as long as you live, Satan will use what you hear and see (and how you feel - Perry) against you, stand on my Word-Perry Stone.



Kenneth Copeland is a Faith Specialist.

Joseph Prince is a Grace Specialist.

I am a Generalist. If it's about Truth and the Gospel, I'm preaching it.



2:09 PM



After rising from sleep around Midnight + 19 minutes, I stayed up the rest of the night on my laptop, trying to take a nap with my Sealed Book of Mormon and Why I Believe in the Bible by Phyllis Robinson and restless, I got up to go buy notebooks at the Dollar Store and hang out at the library, but suddenly remembered that I was supposed to have an appointment with Haley this morning, so I called her. Surprisingly she picked up and she told me she had gotten sidetracked today and we rescheduled for tomorrow moring at 8:30 a.m and later in the day she texted me then called me and we talked again and we moved it up to tomorrow morning at 9:30 a.m. I need to report to Independence or Kansas City courthouse for Jury Duty in August and I am going to vote in the Primaries in the first days of August. Also in August I need to call Social Security and tell them I didn't make any wages in June to set the records straight. I am still waiting for a call from Christina my GM to call me to McDonald's soon to meet with her and her Boss Rob to discuss me being more stable on my meds as of late so as to be able to in Rob's eyes get hours to work at McDonald's.



At the library Colt called me. I challenged him to check out Teen Challenge which is near him on Kansas Side, described the program to him and told him it had an 80% rate of success, challenged him to get a free Bible from someone, and check out International House of Prayer-KC. I also admonished him to acknowledge that Christ gives him the power to say no to his addiction, but to claim every victory because God don't get the victory for him. I also told him how my life was going, that I was fixing on improving my study and personal habits and that I'm coming out of my addictions and delusions, and before we hung up told him Jesus loves him.



My phone has 20% charge.



I had a productive day at the library.



I need to study videos on improving study habits and practice what I learn.



8:13 PM Today I earned the name 'V'th'. I saw a '5' burned onto my mind's eye to let me know of this.



I need to start making my schedules and stick to them, and learn how to speed read and learn good notetaking skills.



I can also learn Gregg shorthand on YouTube.



I want to buy a Telescope.



ChromeBook fiirst- first goal.

Digital Camcorder- second goal.

I need a 'I can' mindset.

Telescope-Third goal.

A good one, too, not a second hand one.

4'th goal: a big, big monitored Dell Desktop to sit atop my big desk, next to my Router.



Debbie Norman will be able to get me lots of 5 and 3 subject notebooks for my subsequent (and some of my past??) journals.