09/19--YOM SHANI

Haley came over and asked after my moods and meds.  I told her my meds have been working for me and my moods have been up and down.  We agreed that it was because sometimes I'm up and do things and sometimes I get tired and go to sleep and sometimes I go to sleep because I'm bored.

This morning I took a shower and changed my clothes.

After my appointment with Haley I took a long nap.

Then I read about Nimrod in the Book of Mormon.

Miksheyla is bringing me an enchilada to eat. Miksheyla is Pastor Pete's daughter.

The enchilada was good! Rick is taking me and possibly Jo's sister to Wendy's later to get a Frosty.

I'm sweating a lot. It's hot!

8:57 PM Rick is taking his supplements and cleaning out his catbox. I took my pills around 6 PM. I'm listening to The Force Awakens Audiobook by Alan Dean Foster.
Earlier I watched Star Wars YouTube videos critical of the Obi-Wan series.  I love the Obi-Wan Series and don't really see the flaws in it.

9:51 PM I'm at Wendy's with Jo's sister and Rick. Frosties are delicious. We are all having chocolate Frosties.

My neighbor's Sister-in-law said she looked and Galadriel is a female cat.

Rick, Jo's sister and I are sitting around talking and drinking water, listening to a Revelation Hebrew Studies Conference Call Recording.

1. Revelation is a Traditional Jewish Apocalyptical Text.

2. Revelation expresses anti-Roman sentiments.

3. Revelation is a real letter. It's a public message meant to be read out loud.

4. Revelation is a prophetic message.

09.21--
WODEN'S DAY-95 DAYS UNTIL CHRISTMAS

12:21 AM


 My desire not to get shocked is currently greater than my desire for porn.
                    I admit my desire for porn drove me to hurry up and finish copying out what I had written as JSUPS material at Rick's house into Brent's Diary 56 while I was lying there on my bed, but it was obedience to God which prompted me to end Diary 56 in the beginning of Diary 13 and start copying out a completed DIARY 42.  The results or fruit of that proves positive the rightness of it. Diary 42 is the Diary I was rebaptized and reconfirmed in, right there at the end of the first entry, after a day of trials and confusions.

   The thought of being zapped (he was just teasing; he would never actually do it) with a taser is enough aversion therapy to scare me into purity compliance (but even THAT did not work because it was works based, a form of law, and my desire for sin was stronger than my desire to not get shocked-BLSKV).  Plus I have my 'snap-the-rubber-band' therapy. (Which only works when I want it to). Plus the blue book 'Rewire Your Heart'. Plus free counseling.

    As I was out meditating on my front porch yesterday, the Holy Spirit told me that unless I change, I'll still be following the same life patterns ten years from now, and Maggie will wait that long for me to finally change.  The sooner I stop fantasizing and daydreaming and the sooner I stop PMI, then I will get Maggie as a wife all the sooner.  That is paraphrasing with great liberality the Holy Spirit's affirming message to me. In other words, nothing will change until I change, and as Pastor Pete told me on 09/26/2022 AD, what I'm doing now ain't working, though I am making great strides towards that change.

Tomorrow I should be called by an 855 number and get a food stamps interview.  Actually, I mean later this day I believe I will ask Gordon and Della to take me to the Wednesday Night Prayer meeting tonight.  I need to be spiritually recharged.

Today at 8:04 AM I got an AIDungeon account!

6:36 PM @ church.

My first AIDUNGEON adventure was a Star Wars yarn where I was a Jedi and helped the Rebellion against the Empire, and my  second AIDUNGEON adventure was a Steampunk adventure where I was a kindly-affectioned punk.  I put Maggie in both stories.

Worshiping God with all my strength is worshiping God with all of my will.

The music ministry is particularly edifying this evening.

Pastor Pete anointed most of us, including me.  There is power in that anointing.  He has a calling.  God called him as a minister.

The Social Security Administration has determined that I am still disabled, and so will be continuing payments for the forseeable future.  Praise Gods!

   The suffering itself is not what produces maturity.  It's only a tool God uses to bring us closer to Himself. - Pastor Pete.

Everybody you encounter is probably a tool from God. - Pastor Pete.

09.23--
FREY'S DAY

Although I called Destiny yesterday and left her a message, telling her happy birthday, she hasn't called back yet.

Yesterday at the library I watched Live Free Or Die Hard and It's A Good Day To Die Hard.  Tonight (early morning) I watched a lot of The Siege.

  I started playing Rise of Kings yesterday.  Since I'm not addicted to videogames, they don't affect my brain like they do a hardcore gamer.

I have been listening to the Audiobook of The Force Awakens for the past several days.  I am on Disc 6.  There are 9 Discs Total.

I turned off my Air Conditioner Unit yesterday and opened a window.

Yesterday, at the library I got the following books:

Heaven Eyes Due 10/20
Chains by Laurie Hause Anderson Due 10/20
Beowulf:A New Verse Translation by Seamus Heaney © 2000 Due 10/20
The Trail of Lost Time by R.A. Montgomery Due 10/20
Hardy Boys Clue Book: #4 Talent Show Tricks by Franklin W. Dixon Due 10/20
Hardy Boys Secret Files #19 The Race Is On by Franklin W. Dixon Due 10/20
Hardy Boys Secret Files #6 The Bicycle Thief by Franklin W. Dixon Due 10/20
Hardy Boys Secret Files #11 Robot Rumble by Franklin W. Dixon Due 10/20
The Force Awakens Audiobook is due 10/13

I'm watching the YouTube video from The Star Wars Obsession:
Star Wars: Is Andor The Sleeping Giant With The Matcave and Hawk'sHolocrons

"From an academic standpoint, the humanities include the study of history, philosophy and religion, modern and ancient languages and literature, fine and performing arts, media and cultural studies, and other fields" March 1 2018 action.nationalhumanities....

"The humanities include the study of ancient and modern languages, literature, philosophy, history, archaeology, anthropology, human geography, law, religion, and art"-Wikipedia

I'm reading Antiquities of the Christian Church, Philo of Alexandria and Josephus.

I watched Star Wars Santa react to the first episode of Andor Season 1 which premiered two days ago on Disney +.

09-25--
LORD'S DAY-SUNDAY

This morning, I missed the opportunity to go to the RLDS Church so I went to Pastor Pete's church.  He said we may be able to hang out on Tuesday.

I'm still waiting on my Food Stamps Card to come in the mail.

I'm making a hamburger for dinner.

@church. Paul Ludy gave me a ride.  We are watching, or about to watch, a Church History Presentation-
Part 2 of it.  I missed Part 1.

We are in the calm before the storm.  I could be prepared if I speedily repent of my idle thoughts and wicked doings.

We need.


          *Storehouse.
          *Temple.
          *Walls.
  
            I can't give back access of my Diaries to nonmembers.  I am unable to.  The Proboards site won't let me.

   1873 the RLDS Saints orgainized a Branch in the Independence Courthouse after 40 years of wandering.

Persecutions, doubts, division and the enemy stirring up confusion is not bad fruit.  Bad fruit is polygamy, men's blood atoning for men, Adam-God Doctrine and c.  The Restoration did not have bad fruit.  The Utah Mormons do.  The 'bad fruit' of the Brazil Work is equal to the so-called 'bad fruit' of the Restoration.  The so-called 'bad fruit' of the Restoration is equal to the so-called 'bad fruit' of Early Christianity.  Good fruit is sound Doctrine, not lack of problems.

Early Christianity, the Restoration, RLDS and Brazil Work have/had problems, but have Sound Doctrine, thus good fruit.

        Believe in God.
   His Plan Is Perfect.
             
                Deuteronomy 32:4   
                2 Samuel 22:31
                Alma 19:97 RLDS

This morning I was anointed by Pastor Pete and rededicated my life to God.

Again, I decided not to watch entertainment when I got home, or read fiction, reserving the Lord's Day for God.

Last night I chose not to purchase soda because I looked at the ingredients and there is likely Senamyx in Dr. Pepper and in Casey's brand Soda, A&W products and in 7-Up.

Tonight I got my second non-personally invited member to my boards, jedimara23.  I am so excited! Praise Gods!

It's so much better to be forgiven than to pretend that you were never in sin! -IHOP KC song.


I confessed some deep sin and rid myself of my familiar spirit I thought for good.  I fought a spiritual battle.  I must not eat out alone on my birthday this year. (I did not eat out alone that year.)

Maybe I can get Pastor Pete to take me to Chick-Fil-A.
Goodnight.

I need to get some more bed rest tonight right now.

09.27--
TUESDAY-YOM SHLISHI

Pastor Pete is making me Nacho Salad with Ground Beef and Taco Seasoning I bought yesterday with Food Stamps.  I am watching S1X1 of Andor and drinking water.

1:30 PM I also watched some of How the West Was Won and read a little of the Kybylion today while waiting for Pastor Pete to call me.

3:21 PM I'm going to fold my clothes now. I watched S1X1-3 of Andor and am watching the latest Episode of Rings of Power.  I made Andor S1X4 predictions with Star Wars Santa.

4:06 PM On my way to Walmart in Oak Grove with Pastor Pete.

5:18 PM Eating chocolate ice cream at home.

I had the Victory last night.

According to the Jimmy Swaggart Bible and my own experience, I do not understand the Cross as it regards sanctification trying to maintain Victory by rulekeeping, which guarantees failure, so am under Law, not Grace.

Anyone trying to overcome sin by their own efforts is walking in the flesh, not in the Spirit.

We must always look to the Cross.  Jesus must never be separated from the finished work of the Cross.  To do so is to produce another Jesus.

  In fact, proper fruit can only be brought forth by the Believer constantly looking at what Jesus did for us at the Cross.

    I wrote the following letter to Brother Donnie Swaggart:

   Dear Donnie Swaggart,
What do you think of the following statement from Battlefield of the Mind Devotional by Joyce Meyer?

   "...That's the secret of living the victorious Christian life - we move ahead little by little.  It's an inching forward over months and years.  Most of us can understand that.  The same is true in the battle for the mind.  We don't roust Satan in one big blow and then live in victory forever after. We win one small battle and then we are ready to move on to the next one.  We may have a few major victories that come suddenly, but not many of them."

   Is this wholly true or can we have much more instantaneous victory?
Can you counter her statement or is she right?

How can this sister's statement be related to sanctification as it regards the finished work of Jesus?
I personally still struggle and what do you think of Brother Rev. Andrew Murray?

                                                                  Sincerely, Brent Sohlden.


Tonight I tried Hummus for, I think, the first time and it is delicious!  I'm using it as dip for Great Value Tortilla chips.


In fact, if we do not understand the Cross as it refers to Sanctification, then in some way we are still living under that old Law, or some form of law!

I'm on Disc 9 of The Force Awakens Audiobook.

I've been streaming all night. I'm about to watch Andor with SW Santa.

     SW Santa isn't started his Watch Party until after 4 AM.  He might start it tomorrow morning at 6 AM, as I seem to remember he has done before.

I started a Round Robin in Star Trek Fan Fiction called Ocean Trek. This show stars Captain Sarkers "Sparky" Thompson of the DEEP OCEAN 1.  I am hoping and do pray for its success. Amen.

I got a Quart of Chocolate Milk, and am about to start the Obi-Wan and Andor Humorous Versions.



My reply to Victor Von Doom c o c k's assessment of Andor S1X1-3:


I am glad that you Victor are willing to acknowledge the good things. I think you will enjoy the rest of the Andor series more than the first three episodes and NO ONE will hate the Ahsoka series and I think that Tales of the Jedi will be pleasing to many. I predicted that many would be disappointed by the Kenobi series and I was right. I personally liked the Kenobi series. Hey, I even liked the Ewok Movies Caravan of Courage and Battle For Endor and consider them and the Holiday Special canon. The worse thing about SW IMO is TG characters which are not part of canon in my personal head canon, but are split off int single sex characters of opposite genders in multiple timelines. I believe strongly that this should be the opine of the majority of the fanbase except the woke crowd. As Jesus said, they have their reward.