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WEDNESDAY-88 DAYS TIL CHRISTMAS
It's been one year today since Johanna died.
Tonight after prayer meeting I was administered to by Bros. Von and Mark Strychacz for spiritual healing from spiritual damage
I watched Misery, Kenneth Copeland and Joseph Prince at Rick's and Rick is now at Jo's sister's.
Kenneth Copeland suggested finding Scriptures related to life issues and writing out petitions and declarations based on them and having my family sign them. I will.
I have been reading Acts and Romans in the Expositor's Study Bible.
I will take my pills, feed Galadriel and write and type a fiction story (I couldn't find the story the next day and didn't look for it that night, but did something else instead) when I get home today. It is 11:08 PM. I need to check QuikTrip to see if they have a Senamyx-free Quart of chocolate milk (they do not). If not, I'll get ice cream (the ice cream quarts were not Senamyx-free either. Nor was the wrap I got. Lord, forgive me and take the curse off me for eating it. Amen.).
Joseph Prince says fruit cannot be imitated and that God justifies the ungodly. True. While we were yet sinners, Christ died for us-Romans.
The fruit of believing right is to live right.
Joseph is studying Romans Chapter 5 and I was just in Romans Chapter 5.
We have peace with the Creator of the Universe. We are as if we never sinned at all!
Justification is Awesome! In Hebrews I will learn about Sanctification!
Our position with Christ is favor with God forever. It is a permanent boon (unless we fall away and draw back to Perdition). But we are not of them that draw back for faith is mixed in me the hearer. (Hebrews).
I remember my first journals beginning with Diary 7 or so. My Aide Cheri Clarke didn't like their Spiritual nature. She once told me 'I replaced Barmeow with Maggie and Maggie with God'. I wrote that at least now I worshiped the right God.
I asked John Martinko to inquire from his mother, who believes in the Brazil
Work and the Sealed Book of Mormon, whether she knew anyone who was traveling up to Warrensberg to the First Branch of the Restructured Church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saints. It is my hope and prayer that I can attend it. I will surely bring the SBOM.
I am a spirit.
I live in a house called a body. My eyes are the windows. I have/am a soul. Even some robots have souls. The Earth Gaia has a Soul. The sect I encountered on PalTalk teaches that only God has a Soul. I don't know what sect teaches that. Even plants have souls. Trees. Rocks. Some call that animism, but I believe there is a lot of truth in that Aborigine doctrine.
The AntiChrist Obama will persecute Israel and Israel will be saved. There will be 144,000 High Priests 12,000 each from each Tribe of Israel. The Beast will betray and kill Pope Francis the False Prophet. Obama the Beast alone wants to be worshiped. He will exalt himself above all that is called God. Biden is Obama's mouthpiece. There will be a Fake Rapture event. Obama will look just like our conception of Jesus Christ. Obama will also "Save the World" during the "alien invasion" during which many will die. (The Bible code II), gaining the favor of millions worldwide. He will sit in the Temple of God declaring that he is God. (3rd Jewish temple). It will take time to cleanse the 3'rd Jewish Temple after Jesus destroys Obama the Beast by the Word of His Mouth because of the Beast's Image in the Temple. It will still be causing deaths about 70 days after Jesus returns. (Could be wrong about the exact facts or days here.).
I tell you these things before they happen so you can be prepared not to be deceived.
In this Season (Kim Clement) the Church is birthing the Kingdom. There will be 7 Days of Darkness.
No water, electricity, fuel, food shortage, money crash.
11:33 PM Mike Huckabee is on.
When Rick gets back, we will finish Rob Reiner's Misery and I will go home, feed the cat, take my meds and type and write my story..
If a sermon (or Protestant Gospel Talk) is over the heads of the audience, though it was deep, it was a poor sermon-Huckabee. It should engage the understanding of the heart.
I'm watching Kindergarten Cop 2.
12:01 AM Watching Star Wars Visions 1X1 on fast32.
12:17 AM CDT Now I'm watching S1X2 of SW Visions. Still watching Kindergarten Cop 2.
So far I like Visions 1X2 the best.
"Just because you say"no offense" doesn't mean what you said wasn't offensive"-K.C.2
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FRIDAY
Tonight I biked to the library and picked up three library books:
Either/Or,
SØren Kierkegaard
Due 10/28
The Concept of Anxiety,
by SØren Kierkegaard
Due: 10:28
Morning is A Long Time Coming,
by Bette Greene
Due: 10/14
from: Boonslick Regional Library. An ILL.
From WorldCat.
I took back The Force Awakens Audiobook, having finished it and placed a Hold on The Last Jedi novel. (They didn't have the Audiobook in-system.)
Then I walked to Lickskillet Days Day one, mingled with the crowd, explored some of the booths, and, with prayer for God's power and help and blessing, handed out tracts and Witnessed of Jesus Christ.
Then I came home and had vegetable noodles and goat cheese for the second time (delicious!) for supper.
Then I took my pills and sent Pastor Pete Winstead the following text:
Me: (7:23 PM) Took pills
Tuesday
Wedneday
Thursday
Friday
Now I'll watch SW Visions S1X3-5 then The Last Jedi.
8:16 PM I really liked Visions S1X3: The Twins. It was exciting and creative.
1X4 was very good!
Episode 5 was my favorite so far.
9:02 PM Now watching Star Wars:The Last Jedi.
I had victory last night.
Not the night before.
My theory is that the reason every time I go to Rick's I fall when I get home is that at Rick's I eat and when I eat I feed my flesh. Next time I go to Rick's and from now on I'll tell Rick I'm not eating there. Not even water.
During the scene where General Leia floats through space, it's not that that sends her into a coma, but the energy she expends keeping Admiral Ackbar and others alive. Although Ackbar is in a coma, they claim he is dead so that Vice-admiral Holdo can take command.
Romans 8:29-30
A combination of the Expositor's study KJV and its notes and the IV.
29 For whom He (God) did foreknow (God's foreknowledge) He also did predestinate to be conformed to the image of His Son (it is never the person that is predestined, but rather the Plan (if he/she chooses to accept it-BLSKV/Oakman), that He (Jesus) might be the First born among many Brethren (doesn't mean that Jesus was Born-Again as a sinner (but He was Saved as a Saint-BLSKV, LOF 7), as some teach, but rather that He is the Father of the Salvation Plan, having paid the price on the Cross, which made it all possible).
30 Moreover whom He (God) did predestinate (to be conformed to the Image of His Son), them He also called; and him whom he called, him he also sanctified (KJV says justified; the Spirit restored the correct word as 'sanctified' through the Prophet Joseph Smith.-BLSKV); and him whom he sanctified, him he also glorified.
After The Last Jedi I watched the last Several Episodes of Season 1 of Resistance.
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SABBATH
I found a good Text-Based MMORPG game, Syrnia.
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Game log: study3600:
When I first entered the town of Sanfew from teleporting with an orb from Tutorial City 9, I put myself to work cleaning jail cells for 2 gold pieces per minute, not wanting to be an idler. My Avatar Brent ate Stroopwaffel as I completed the tutorial and he ate donut holes as I worked. He then put the chocolate donut holes away, listening to Star Wars Santa watch and react to Andor. I kept working. As I worked, my Av Brent read the game's Manual. As I continued to clean the jail cells, Brent read the Advanced Manual. With 81 gp in my pocket, I headed to shops. The shop listings showed me some interesting shops in Isri and Endarx.
I rode my horse to Rynir Mines.
I started mining tin and copper ore.
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I got another Mara/Luke4ever signup: Iamthepurpleguy!
Praise God!
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study3600: SYRNIA
I'm on Fishing Level 2, Woodcutting Level 3, Cooking Level 2 and Mining Level 5.
At 9:15 AM CDT I rode my horse to Lisim.
I fished for a while.
As I fished, Brent reviewed the notes he took on the game.
After I was done fishing, I rode off to Rynir Mines, then continued northeast to Harith. Realizing I had no wood to cook with, I rode northwest to Eully, then continued Southwest to Isri, where there was much timber. I started cutting wood as my Avatar Brent listened to Star Wars Santa talking with Jason Ward about Star Wars.
I am on Woodcutting Level 4.
After I gained 52 wood and Woodcutting Level 6, my bronze hatchet broke and I headed East to Eully, then rode back West to Isri.
I bought an ax, chain mail and a new hatchet. I can't equip the ax or chainmail yet. I bought an extra hatchet for when it breaks.
I made Haste and rode SouthWest to Valera, passing through, and continuing West to Endarx, to smelt and Smith armor and leggings.
I made 3 bronze chainmail and wasn't able to make the leggings nor equip the bronze chainmail yet. I decided to go back to the jail in Sanfew and earn more gold. So I began again to clean the jail cells, as my Avatar Brent continued to listen to Jason Ward and Star Wars Santa. (CONT'D V)
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iamthepurpleguy sent me a message in binary telling me that Maggie has attempted to reach out to me and to heed her warning. The text of the heading of the message on my board was 'angel'.
(Per God today, I was not to type this until today, 04/08/2023 AD)
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study3600: As Brent contiues to watch Jason Ward talk to Star Wars Santa, I am making more and more gold pieces cleaning jail cells.
Then Brent logged out.
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I made great strides towards getting my apartment clean today, clearing a lot of boxes off my floor.
5:39 PM At Lickskillet Days. I'm following Pastor Pete around and he is passing out tracts.
We're here with Megan C. and Jo's sister and Megan C's two boys. I passed out some of Pastor Pete's tracts today.
Jo's sister also passed out tracts.
Now we're sitting on the curb by Judabuy's Tasty Kitchen LLC popup food truck and Tacos El Gallo On The Road. Pastor Pete is talking to Megan C. Jo's sister is off to the right somewhere. We are on the Left-most end of Lickskillet Days fair.
7:18 PM We are in the center of town. Jo's sister and Pete had funnel cakes. I had a hamburger.
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LORD'S DAY
12:30 AM THE NIGHT OF 10/02 Tonight I posted in the tf.n Unban Request Forum:
I am ready to submit. I have humbled myself.
It has been at least four or five months since I have been banned.
I request to be unbanned.
The reason I created the sock was because I mistakenly thought my account had been deleted.
I will not double post.
I will not promote my fanfics.
I will read the Fanfic rules and FAQ's.
I'm sorry for my conceitedness and pride.
Today I did not go to Church because, as I told to Gaming Dude of 2022, a Catholic " they take Communion on the first Sunday of each month and I try to avoid their Communion because I have a different Communion to take which I will take on a New Moon and every Sunday afterward." I "only went to" Pastor Pete's "church for several minutes, then left, went home ad slept untin 1:15 PM." Then I slept all day until 4:30 Pm about, when I ate food. I also had a 20oz of Dr. Pepper after God had assured me at my prayer altar that McCrae foods (Dr. Pepper, 7-Up, A&W products, RC Cola) didn't have Senomyx yesterday or the day before.
I'm listening to Genesis. It's a more modern translation than the King James.
Last night I had Victory. That made Pastor Pete happy. This day ends at 6Am tomorrow.
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study3600: SYRNIA
My Av Brent couldn't sleep so he logged back into the game at 2:15 Am and I continued scrubbing the jail cell floors, and cleaning out the chamber pots. Now I had had 66 gp in my pocket. At 2:17 PM Av's time I had 68 gp in my pocket; At 2:18, 70. About 30 seconds later, 72, and I decided to call it a day, and ride my horse to Rynir mines, then back to Lisim, wielded my hatchet, or one of them, and rode my horse to Valera, then East to Isri, where I cut more wood.
As Brent worked on his Diary Indexing Project, I cut wood.
At 2:37 AM Av's time, I gained Woodcutting Level 7. Brent is busy typing up Diary 56 so Maggie can read it.
At 3:55, I went to Eully Market and bought another pick ax.
Then I rode back to Sanfew to work more. As I worked, Brent kept typing Diary 56.
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For three days I can only do 4 things with tech:
1) Journals.
2)Syrnia
3) Phonecalls
4) Texts
I cannot go on theforce.net until 3 days from now.
4:34 AM I'm tired, yet I desire to play more Syrnia and type more journal. I only have room in my inventory for two more things. Yikes! I dropped all my seeds in Sanfew.
4:51 AM I'm going to Casey's to get a wrap and ice cream.
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study3600: I cooked some shrimps then accidentally dropped my sword and dagger. So I armed myself with a hatchet and started walking NorthWest to Eully.
After I bought some weapons, at Eully, I armed myself with a dagger and headed SW to Valera, where I trained up my health, defense, strength and Attack stats.
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YOM SHANI-MONDAY
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study3600:SYRNIA
After I fought rats and gained 7 Hit Points, my Av Brent went to Casey's to get a wrap and chocolate peanut butter chunk ice cream, but failing at this he just got the ice cream.
Then I went to Lisim to fish for shrimps.
Then Brent logged out.
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1:24 PM I'm at Pastor Pete's after a long nap. We stopped at the library to check see if anything was in. Nothing was. We are watching Andor.
Now I'm watching Resistance S2X4. I watched S2X1-3 before that here at Pete's.
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study3600: As Brent watched Resistance Season 2, I fished for shrimps. He had logged in at Pastor Pete's house at 3:13 PM CDT his time. I had 59 shrimps.
At 3:50 PM CDT Av's Time I'm at Level 47 overall Level.
I went to Isri to cut wood.
Then Brent my Avatar Logged out and went home.
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I offered to let Pastor Pete borrow RLDS Church History Volume 1 but he declined but acknowledged maybe a different day.
Now I'm home. I'm about to watch more of Resistance Season 2 and play more Syrnia, both on my computer.
For the second time in as many days (though not for more than a few minutes yesterday) the cat Galadriel is in my apartment. This time (though not yesterday) I let it in on purpose. She's just lying there on my floor by my loveseat contentedly licking herself, giving herself a bath. Twice I told her not to claw my couch.
Twice I told her not to go beneath my prayer altar. Twice I told her not to walk on top of my backpack with my laptop in it.
I replaced the 9V battery in my smoke alarm with a 9V battery Pete gave me today, and hung it back up.
I gave Galadriel a handful of catfood on a small dish.
I ate two gourmet cookies, popcorn and two glasses of sweet tea Pete gave me to consume.
She ate all the food I just gave her.
I pet her.
I pet her some more and told her to stay out of some papers on a metal RLDS chair Pete gave me.
I shouted 'hey' when she tried to get on top of my altar and she got off it, then I told her not to play with my headphones cord.
7:42 PM CDT
Pastor Pete called and he strongly suggested that I kick the cat out before I get in trouble with my landlord. I had chicken strips and tater tots for supper.
My xfinity essentials Internet went out and a router reset did not restore it. But I have a backup-T-Mobile Data. I'm watching Star Wars Resistance Season 2X10 from where I left off when my Comcast xfinity internet went out, using my Mobile Data to continue watching it. It cut out just as I was emailing my letter to Donnie Swaggart.
Having a charm to ward off a curse on you is like buying protection from your enemy to stave off a greater enemy; like buying protection from the Mafia to ward off the Illuminati..
Kazz's name is K-a-z-z.
At the beginning, Niko kept telling Kazz he was cursed so Kazz started believing it, but when the moment became critical, and he no longer had his talisman, he said and believed "I am not cursed" and he triumphed.
My website is not cursed in the name of Jesus! Amen.
I still need to wait out my ban until June 1, 2023, but tf.n Admins are glad that I've turned over a new leaf.
I'm on S2X11 of SW: Resistance.
8:32 PM
@ Rick's. Got an X-Tra Large Dr. Pepper. On Star Wars Resistance S2X12.
I watched up to Star Wars Resistance S 2X14, then went home. A Technician is coming over tomorrow at 10 AM to fix my Internet problem.
I've been up all night playing video games.
I played Cue Trading Card Game,
Magic: The Gathering and AIDungeon.
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TUESDAY
I got a little bit of sleep.
8:39 AM Playing Cue Card Game with BobbaFett. I traded Chlorine (I had 2) for a Bottlenose Dolphin.
8:50 Am I'm playing in a league now against Aziraphale.
My Nurse Shark Triceritops Iguana Combo beat him/her!
I won my first game in a Leage!
I went from Rank 20 Atom to Rank 19 Bunny.
My River Ganges Circe and Green Butterfly combo won!
I'm playing against BobbaFett in the Leagues now. I lost Round 1. I lost Round 2. I lost round 3. I will watch an ad.
I'm playing with my starter deck now. I'm playing against mort. Won round 1. Nature cards are very powerful. Space cards are weak.
The Very Large Array, and Earth are powerful cards.
The Horsehead Nebulae is a powerful card.
Lost Round 3.
The Hubble space telescope is a powerful card.
I won against mort!
Now I'm on Rank 18 Corgi in the Leagues!
Not I'm facing TickorMan again.
Nature not as powerful Very Large Array!.
Space Shuttle Discovery powerful!
Won Round 1!
Carina Nebulae powerful!
Nature+Spartan powerful combo!
Horsehead Nebulae more powerful than 2 shark combo.
I won round 3!
I won! I'm watching an ad!
I'm on Rank 17 Wasp in the Leagues!
Nature not as powerful as archangel.
Myth not as powerful as nature.
Very large Array Earth and Nuclear Power is a strong combo.
I'm up against ⊥scoelho
lost Round 1 and 2.
Nature and myth pretty good combo against archangel but doesn't push it over the top.
Lost in League.
I'm playing against rip-rip-fizz.
rip-rip-fizz beat me.
Only in Cards, the Universe and everything by Cue can you get an Ankh, then a bendy straw.
Not all space cards are weaker than nature cards.
Lotus temple and earth not powerful enough combo against two shark+ 1 nature combo.
Nature weak against a good deck.
Judge Clay beat me!
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WEDNESDAY-YOM KIPPUR
With the help of a YouTube walkthrough, I finally beat the Magic:The Gathering Arena Tutorial by beating Nikol Bolas the Dragon. Then I beat a couple few color challenge opponents.
Today I beat a league game but did not move up beyond the Wasp Leage. (17).
The Magic: The Gathering App stopped working for now.
Today Haley picked me up around 10:40 AM CDT and took me to Comprehensive Mental Health Services, to the office of Dr. Winkler, MSW Where I did my Annual Plan, giving a Mental Health and a Physical Health goal.
When I got home, I slept til 3 PM CDT when I got up and made and ate homemade taco salad made of tortilla chips, spinach, cabbage, Wolf Chili from a can, Ro-Tel, and Taco Seasoning.
Then I went to Pastor Pete's church after getting on my laptop after a while, then bought Quart ice cream and Dr. Pepper 2 Litre at Casey's.
Then Rick took me Hardees get two dbl Chsbgrs and a apple turnover.
I showed Rick me playing Cue and showed him my SW Topps card collection or most of it.
Then Rick brought me home and I continued streaming and watching ancient Sith Lore on YouTube.
Yesterday I cleared off my Loveseat and Table.
Stream of consciousness
I love the mountains, I love the rolling hills thrills I pill I thrill worldly waste I'm paste why do I say I paste I taste like waste like hog I'm Log. I need speed I don't smoke weed I don't do speed I'm freed. I'm not thick as a chick that's in my mind I'm fine. I like Star Wars and some cars I like stars. I like card games I passed AIMS. I'm not lame. I use the Force of course it's Norse. Love is good I'm good God is good I am not God. Praise God. I love Maggie. I love God more than I love Maggie or Aunt Aggie.
I'm not saggy. My clothing is not baggy. I'm shaggy. I love Maggie. Maggie is good. Maggie is not God. God is good. God is God! Praise God! Alleluia! I wish Vader had turned back to the lightside early or had never turned to the Dark. I like sharks. I don't fear much dark. Even the dark is light to God. I'm odd. I love God. That's not what is odd.
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10.06--
THURSDAY
6:23 AM
I NO LONGER have a 'Brent's Channel' on The Crew discord server. I passed up too many opportunities to broadcast there. It is ok.
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I am currently streaming Vader Canon Comics on mute with closed captioning and The Book of Acts Audiobook. It is not the KJ but a more modern translation.
I'm doing a Scripture Study on the Holy Ghost and the Holy Spirit. I started an hour or two ago. I am keeping it in a Teal Notebook, 1 Subject, 200 pages.
I am keeping Diary 58 in a small 120-page notebook of index cards wirebound. I started copying out Diary 32 in "Diary 14" which starts with Diary 57. I need to go turn off my alarm clock.
I poured water down my floor overflow drain and plunged my toilet twice yesterday. I took my pills around 2 AM yesterday.
3:16 PM I have discovered quite by accident the philosophy of the Post-Nero Roman Philosopher Epictetus, making the axiom, in Research you only find what you are looking for, quite untrue, as I was searching for the writings of Copernicus.
I have rediscovered Marie Correli and am now in the process of listening to her book The Life Everlasting.
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study3600: I cut enough wood in Isri to build a house, and built it in Sanfew near where I work. When my house was built, I put a lot of my excess inventory items in it, then mined. After mining for a good long while, I went to smith.
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Epictetus is a good stoic philosopher.
3:44 PM While streaming, I spent a lot of time building up my Library of True Knowledge Group on MeWe.com.
My Goals are to get The Expositor's Study Bible-Romans 5-8, and Hebrews, Rewire Your Heart, Beowulf and Morning Is A Long Time Coming Done very soon. I intend (but will find that I cannot, not because I lack the ability but I can't seem to muster up the energy, even to read them personally, to myself-BLSKV) to read them on YouTube.
4:33 PM CDT
I posted a YouTube Video going over every Imperial Inquisitor that we know about so far in three different places on Mara/Luke4ever.
4:21 AM
YouTube:
*Expositor's Study Bible
Romans 5:1-8;
"What Does 'Justification By Faith' Mean" by Gabriel Swaggart;
*Morning Is A Long Time Coming, pp. 29-36.
Discord:.
The Crew
Call 4:
Visions 1X7;
Rogue One;
Resistance S2X15-18;
Return of the Jedi (I slept through a lot of it; it was a lot longer of a movie than anticipated-BLSKV);
The Force Awakens;
Revenge of The Sith.
I played a lot of Syrnia last night. I have been inviting Rick over to my place frequently but he hasn't come over yet. It has been months since Rick has visited me at my place. I've had Purity and Victory tonight. Had it not been for my The Crew server Discord friend Jacki telling me they wanted a movie night on The Crew and had The Captain not given me permission, I would have been impure tonight. Praise Gods!
I think that Michael Hur makes a lot of assumptions where his Source is silent to him in his Truther videos.
1.) He assumed the Council of the Heavens was false gods.
2.) He assumed Laban was a woman.
3.) He assumed the Force was an evil power akin to witchcraft.
4.) He assumed Donald Trump and Kenneth Copeland were bad men.
I'm watching and streaming The Force Awakens right now, followed by Revenge of the Sith. It is 4:47 AM. I had cookies tonight. I need to lay off those sweets! No more ice cream, brownies or cookies for a while! For my own health!
Plus I'll save money I need to save for groceries.
My current Food Stamp Balance is $197.83.
My next appointment with Haley is October 10 @ 9 AM. I need to call Haley and ask her when my next appointment with Audrey Brooks my Psych Dr. is, and for a copy of my BFMA introductory packet and insist to get Mary my new Payee's number because I lost it.
Ventral cannons online.
Fire!
Nice shot!
We're going back to Jakku.
BB Unit. Orange and White. One of a Kind.
That droid has a map that leads straight to Luke Skywalker.
Oh you got to be kiddin' me!
They crashed in the Badlands..
Get Poe's Jacket...on Jakku.
A Jakku Jacket on a hot hot planet!
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FRIDAY
604 AM Someone let the cat in to the apartment hallway and I let the cat into my apartment briefly this morning.
The Force Awakens is still on.
8:09 AM Revenge of the Sith is down to its final duels.
Since two good non-pornographic ads are up on 1movieshd (the max amount of popup ads) then my Star Wars Marathon will continue with Mando Season 1X1-2.
8:55 AM
Sith is over. Mando 1X1 is on.
12:10 PM Pastor Pete did my laundry and we watched Andor S1X5 and Rebels from where Pastor Pete left off. 'Droids In Distress' and we are watching 'Fighter Flight'.
1:22 PM CDT
I just watched "the best of" Rifftrax Star Wars Episodes III, VII, VIII, IX, Rogue One and Solo.
8:21 PM
Now I'm streaming.
*Rewire Your Heart pp. 24-25.
*Either, Søren Kierkegaard, pp. 43-44.
2:20 AM Hearing a noise twice outside, I just got up to feed Galadriel and go to the bathroom.
2:23 AM I shaved my facial hair down a little so it's not as wild looking.
I've had two nights of Purity and Victory.
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SABBATH
There has to be a mental state between Theta and Beta because one can have lucid dreams, and children who are 5 and six often don't just blindly accept everything. I know that from personal experience.
7:13 AM I think I'll just go back to bed.
"People say the good Lord fills the stomach before the eyes. I haven't noticed; my eyes have had enough and I am weary of everything, and yet I hunger." -Either, papers of A.
I have noticed. I have had my fill to eat, yet I keep my hunger for more of God's goodness.
Starting two days ago, I am rewarding myself with one sweet - pop, cookies, donuts, ice cream, etc. for every two days and nights of purity - to trade one fleeting pleasure for another one that is not sinful (I failed at this. I ate sweets even when I was sinful anyway-BLSKV). Today I had ice cream.
11:28 PM
Tonight on my way home from QuikTrip, it dawned on me that every time I commit mortal sin, I contribute to National Sin, which brings judgment on America. Forgive us O Lord, for we as a nation have sinned!
12:46 PM I started a story in Fan Fiction AU about bringing Star Wars characters into my Universe. I'm watching the ST:TNG Episode Starship Mine.