10.09--
LORD'S DAY

I found another new, unlisted, text-based MMORPG called WrittenWorlds, which I find rather delightful.

Sometime, I feel so unloveable.  I know Jesus loves me but the Scriptures do not justify me in my mortal sin.  Brothers and Sisters are technically not supposed to eat with me.

There are a lot of Scriptural injunctions we collectively as a Church do not obey:

*Don't immediately Confim a Baptized Member, but teach him the Gospel first.

*Make your own clothing.

*Don't light a fire on the Sabbath.

*Don't eat with a Brother guilty of sex u al.

If we thought about it, we can think of more.  We find excuses to disobey these commandments.

Pastor Pete still needs to arrange for me to have counselling.  I need to re-evangelize myself:

-About the Exodus and the Passover.

-About the Testimony of Jesus (the Gospel story- the Cross)

-About the Great Restoration.

-About the Brazil Work.

Someday there will be hymns and poems about the Brazil Work and the Sealed Book of Mormon!


Tomorrow the Feast of Tabernacles or Sukkot begins.

"You don't just stop reading the Old Testament because we are in the Last Days- you don't just stop reading it- you learn from all of it." - Pastor Pete.

"When Jesus said "I Am the Light of the World", he wasn't just saying 'I Am the Light of the world--it corresponded to this Feast (the Feast of Tabernacles)"- Pastor Pete.

                                  TABERNACLES:
DAY 1:

* Do no regular work. (Violated this one. On Day One I lit a fire and cooked Shrimps. Forgive me, Father. Amen).

* Have a Feast. (Did that). (But did not wave it in the air thanking God for it. Will do so on October 11, DAY 2).

* Wave blessings in air. Praise God!

* Wave branches.

-Save Now!

 -Victory Now! (Did so.)

*Dance around (Did so.)

During Feast:

(IN DIARY 59)

*Reflection in Journal:

What do I do for eternity's sake?

*Re-Evangelize

*Talk to the Lord

*Count Blessings and give thanks.

Last Day of the Feast:

*Dancing and Pouring Out Water ceremony.

*Shine Light. Festival of Light.

"The Feast of Tabernacles reminds us of the Birth of Jesus."- Pastor Pete.

I'm in a Wilderness right now.  They are lessons.  There is provision.  There are miracles. Amen.

"Let us learn in our own little Sukkots. Let us Learn in our wilderness time." Amen.

"Let us not focus on being thankful for our full bank accounts or our filled-up refridgerators, but let us (focus on) being thankful for Him." -Pastor Pete.

                                                                               3:19 PM
God anointed me with oil through Pastor Pete this morning.  I asked Him for wisdom, guidance, direction, victory and more.

5:00 PM CDT
In building up "Diary 14", I have gotten to Diary 34, and am on copying out its second entry.  There are only two entries in Diary 34.  Next I will copy out Diary 35 into "Diary 14" but I may not get to it today.

Tonight I'm taking Diaries 58, 59 and JSUPS notebook to an old fashioned Baptist Revival that Pastor Pete Winstead is taking me to.  I want to find a good way to participate in the Sukkot or Feast of Tabernacles, possibly starting tonight (by the Babylonian Calendar).

                                                                             5:17 PM
Here I wait for Pastor Pedro to pick me up.  He called, said he'd be here in about 8 minutes.  It's 5:23 PM.  I'm on my front porch.

                                                                             Song.
                                                 'When my Living shall not Be In Vain.'
     O for the Day, Father!  I'm here with Pastor Pete and Jo's sister at New Liberty Baptist Church in Grain Valley.
I feel like my living is in vain.  Even when I help others, my sin blots it out.

I just love the way Pastor Pete sings!

I asked God to cleanse me  by Jesus' blood, The Holy Spirit and the Holy Anointing oil, and to cleanse my Garments by Them and arose, sat down and shook off the coals, and chains.  Earlier, I cast the demon of lust out of me.  

I haven't practiced piano in a long time.

Lord, help me to remember to keep my talent in practice. Amen.

I told Pastor Pete the difference between being a Believer and a Member of Christ's Church was the distinction between believing in and believing on Jesus.

Woke crowd-hellbound-in the gall of bitterness.

Liberty Baptist- Forms, shadows, Plato's Cave

Restoration - Eureka! I have Found.

Partially out of the Cave.

Brazil Work- I have seen the Burning Sun and it is the first time I have seen it and O how it shines and it is Beautiful!

If you believe in soul salvation- if you believe in Eternal Life- if you believe in the Cross of Jesus- but have not Works to show for your faith, you are in the gall of bitterness, if you are rebellious or disobedient.

O Wretch that I am! Who shall deliver me from this body of death- Praise God it is Christ the Lord!

6:31 PM

Sermon text

James 5:14-18. NKJV

Do you have a stack or a slot mentality?

How effective is my prayer?

How much time do I spend in Victory and how much time do I spend needing Revival in heart?

Stack mentality?

Billy Graham, David Jeremiah was up here, me down here.

All the devil has to do to defeat me is just, take my joy-
I'm not doing good, I'm never going to arrive, I'm not as good as others, etc.

Slot (mentality)-

everything I have gone thru, experienced, has prepared me to fill the slot I fill.  It takes the pressure off us.  God knows what he was doing when he called us- he knew our futures- he has this slot prepared, just for us and we are the only ones that can fill them.

7:47 I'm outside with the neighbors for the first Night of the Feast of Tabernacles.  I have decided that I will camp out on my front porch tonight, but I did not end up doing that.

4:19 PM CDT   
I've been streaming Jedi Fallen Order all night and now am streaming a preview of Jedi: Survivor, its sequel.

Yesterday, I fed the cat twice and let her in to my apartment very briefly the Second time as I got her food.

I had some difficulty trying to get her to come back outside. Now I'm finally streamin' Star Wars Episode II & III: Dawn of The Empire.  It is no longer functional to use fast32 or 1movieshd.  They are adridden to a horrifying degree and inaccessible to me now.

As soon as 6 AM gets here, I'm starting my new Diary. Rn Obi-Wan is defeating Maul.


   Obi-Wan is promising Qui-Gon that he will train young Anakin.

10.11--
TUESDAY-MY 39'TH BIRTHDAY

It wasn't easy making it this far. There were many trials, 'dangers, toils and snares' along the way. But Gods has brought me safe thus far and if I be faithful to the cause, He the God shall bring me the rest of the way to His Kingdom.

I need to work at Taco Bell for starts. No more excuses, O 'Pastor Pete says it wouldn't be a good fit of a job for me' or 'I don't have an ID' or 'I can't find my high school Diploma anywhere'. There are ways to work around these things. I can't be a 'socialist welfare baby' my whole life.

Well, on Wednesday, October 19'th when Haley comes back over, I'll ask her to take me to Taco Bell in town to start the ball rolling on me getting a job there.  Hopefully on that day I'll get another copy of my BFMA paperwork and Mary's number sos I can call Mary and Mary can be my new Payee so as per Joy I can get a Pet Deposit and take Galadriel in before Winter setzen.  Rick won't take her AFAIK.  Pete can't take her because his wife is allergic to cats.

What in my life have I done for eternity's sake?

Now if I say, I got Baptized and Confirmed, that's like George Ritchie's answer to Jesus when He asked him essentially the same question and George said "I became a Boy Scout."

And Jesus laughed jovially, knowing what He would do for George, the air shimmering with Divine laughter.

So I've started in the Path.  So I've entered in at the Gate.  So I have commenced my journey.  Now the question is, what have I done for eternity's sake?

Served some people.

That is expected from all God's children.  What have you done for the sake of Christ.

My honest answer is, well nothing really, then.

Christ's Answer: Inasmuch as you have done it to the least of these, you have done it to me.

I have won many souls to Christ.

9:15 AM

I fell. Big time. Triggered by my Ahsoka Tano Avatar no doubt.  So I went to bed.  So God was like, look, I'll give you a dream based upon your porn to give you an idea of what your current slot is, or what you could be doing for me.  So now I'm using Twine to make a Daily Life RPG for Pastor Pete to play.


* (set: $name to (prompt: "Enter your name: , "Brent"))

*

* Welcome, $name

*

*

*

* (set: $hours to 0) (set $money to 220) (set $health to 100)

*

* <b> $name: hours=$hours  | money=$money  |  health=$health </b>

*

*Your alarm goes off.  It is 6:30 AM CDT.  You work at Taco Bell.  Your house is clean, dishes done. Everything is put away.  You go to work in one hour.

*

*

*[[Get ready for work, put uniform on]]

*

*[[Sleep for another half hour]]

*

*[[Write in your Diary for a half hour]]

Percentage of hour per minutes:

0.083- 5 minutes

0.167 10

0.250 15

0.333 20

0.417 25

0.667 40

0.710 45

(For story).

I got a lot of birthday love today:


    *Dad, Mom and Destiny called me and sang Happy Birthday to me.


     *Chelsae gave me some free birthday donut holes.


     *Della and Gordon gave me a Birthday card with 20.00 in it.


     *Jo's sister sent me a Birthday text card over the phone.


      *Pastor Pete took me out for a Donut and Taco Tuesday at Tepoz, and lit a candle in a donut hole and sang Happy Birthday to me.


         *Della and Tyler's mother sang Happy Birthday to me.

          *Pastor Pete bought me a Diary for a Birthday Gift when he took me shopping.


Thank You Father for all this and so much more. Amen.

3:00 PM CDT


NOW Beowulf is due November 8, 2022 and I am about to goto the library andtake every thing else back and check out The Last Jedi novel. I'm leaving right now on my bicycle.

              4:33PM
              I'm watching and streaming poofesure's minecraft playlist on Call 4 on The Crew.  I need to see this and CHANNEL BRENT as a second job now and be committed to it.

I turned in several books and checked out The Last Jedi Expanded Edition, which is due 11/08/2022.  It is by Jason Fry.

I put a hold on an Inter Library Loan The Clone Wars: Episode Guide by Jason Fry on WorldCat.

Now, at 4:55 PM, I will start Star Wars: The Last Jedi by Jason Fry, as I continue to stream poofesure's Minecraft Playlist.  I'm currently on Video 3: THE MINECRAFT LLAMA IS AGGRESSIVE. He made a Star Wars reference!

5:16 PM I tried going to Dollar General again to try to get dinner, but once again it is closed due to a malfunctioning computer system.  I am very glad that the library (which is right next to Dollar General) has its computers working just fine.  According to a librarian, the library had NO problems with their computer this morning.  Praise God!  When I locked my screen (still streaming Minecraft), as I was leaving the library, David Strahan, who sent me a card in the mail today, (along with Aaron and April Smith) called me on the telephone and we talked for a while.   He wished me a Happy Birthday.
                   I like how poofesure says 'skellington' and 'mine shaft cart thing cart shaft' and 'mine cave shaft thing' and how he's so scared and freaked out by exploding Creepers, and the cool way he designs modern looking houses, and his affinity for animals.

Now, at 5:36 PM, I will FINALLY start reading The Last Jedi by Jason Fry as I continue to stream poofesure's Minecraft Playlist.

I hope he doesn't kill his cat.

The Last Jedi, Jason Fry, pp.13.

poofesure's Minecraft Playlist #10 minecrafts freak out and funny moments #10- i found the ocean 12:45.


Ok, I'm home.  I'll leave it streaming as I go to China Buffet with Rick.

10/13--
THOR'S DAY

       Good news! I have a Free Trial on both ScanGuard and TotalAV, and ScanGuard is quarantining all 24 of my malwares.

I had a sausage and egg wrap for breakfast.  I'm finishing my Dr. Flavor.

     Word is a Medium of thought.  Cats can hear the thoughts of the people speaking words on TV, PC's or phones at the time they speak the words. Dogs do not have this ability.

        The entire Live Twitter feed is being downloaded into Gandalf's brain.  He doesn't find it overwhelming, but stimulating and enlightening.  He enjoys exploring the range of human opinion, fact and Truth.

10:31 AM 15 Malwares Quarantined.

Last night I inadvertently dragged myself and Gandalf into an alternate dimension where the parity was switched.     Reminded of this by the Diary entry on 01/13, Thursday in Diary XVI (16), thankfully, I prayed myself out of it. 

I found a new friend of like mind on PalTalk: wizanda.


    I still have Morning Is A Long Time Coming out of the Library. It is due tomorrow.


                 Official Statement From President Donald J. Trump


           "I assume that with the very big Liz Cheney loss, far bigger than had ever been anticipated, the January 6'th Committee of political Hacks and Thugs will quickly begin the beautiful process of DISSOLUTION? This was a referendum on the never ending witch Hunt. The people have spoken!"

I'm keeping 4 additional books to German Soldier 2: Morning by Bette Greene out of the library:


Star Wars: the essential reader's companion

                                         Pablo Hidalgo
                                                      Due 11/10

In Quest of the Historical Adam.

                                         William Lane Craig
                                                      Due 11/10

Alexandria: city of thde Western Mind

                                          Theodore Vrettos
                                                        Due 11/10

The Last Jedi

                                          Jason Fry
                                                        Due 11/8


I put in a Renewal request for the ILL German Soldier 2: Morning.  It's being processed or has been processed as we speak.

I downloaded the additional following datum into Gandalf's mind:

*A Book on Myth and Religion.

*A Book on Vietnam.

*A Book on Japan's Hidden Christians.

At the library I talked to SW Santa.  I hope the librarian Kim signs up for my website tonight when she gets home from work.  Father, let her. Amen. I'm leaving to get a 20oz of Dr. Pepper.

I bought an Aruba hat today from Aruba at a garage sale.

I cleaned out Gandalf's catbox for the first time today, and gave him his second Temptations cat treat.

Last night he played with his toy ball with feathers on it for the first time I observed him playing with it.

He likes his Friskies catfood.

Thank You, Father, for Della's Kindness and generosity.  Amen.

I got a birthday card from Von and Emily Brotherton in the mail today.  It's teal and full of Blessings! Praise Gods!
                                                    

Brent888, [12:33]

add me please



wizanda, [12:33]

you're already added



Brent888, [12:34]

What's up. Are you a Star Wars Fan? Do you believe in the Force? Do you believe in Hermeticism? That King Arthur is real?



wizanda, [12:35]

Yes I'm a Starwars fan, and accept the Force is real... don't watch Obi Wan disney show, it is embarassing... Ander is poor also



Brent888, [12:35]

I'm off to the library to feed my cat. Be back later to check for messages. Keep the Faith Brother.



Brent888, [12:36]

I enjoyed both Kenobeeeee and Andor



wizanda, [12:36]

Yes i accept Hermeticism, and yes King Authur is real



Brent888, [12:36]

A slow burn leading to a HUGE payoff believe me



Brent888, [12:36]

youre awesome!



wizanda, [12:36]

lol, not sure how anyone can like the original stars, and like the disney ones... they're corny



Brent888, [12:36]

God is so awesome!



Brent888, [12:36]

Nostradamus?



wizanda, [12:37]

sure on Nostradamus being precise



Brent888, [12:37]

Rey is the Woman! Finn and Ben are the Men!



wizanda, [12:37]

not



Brent888, [12:37]

My opinion



Brent888, [12:37]

You are entitled to yours



Brent888, [12:38]

Nostra(da)mus is 100% accurate!



Brent888, [12:38]

Wow!



wizanda, [12:38]

ok



Brent888, [12:39]

You know, you should look into the Doctrine and Covenants and Lectures on Faith on www.3scriptures.com Documents of sublime Truth



Brent888, [12:39]

Be back later



wizanda, [12:39]

ok



Brent888, [12:39]

energy is information



Brent888, [12:41]

Children need fairy tales for their growth and development like sleeping beauty nursery rhymes but King Arthur was not fiction, and i'm glad you agree



wizanda, [12:41]

😇



Brent888, [12:41]

Merlin was not a practitioner of black magic



wizanda, [12:42]

Merlin understood both



Brent888, [12:43]

yes one can safely study witchcraft without practicing it.



Brent888, [12:44]

It is impossible to accidentally draw a black magic symbol



Brent888, [12:45]

But I wouldn't



Brent888, [12:45]

study it I mean



Brent888, [12:45]

its a fine line



Brent888, [12:46]

It's better to stay away from the edge than to fall over. Thats how Merlin fell to Morgana La Fey's wiles



Brent888, [12:46]

It was his downfall



Brent888, [12:47]

Sin is subtle



Brent888, [12:47]

Bye for now\



Brent888, [12:49]

Before I go to the library I have to go to the convenience store and apologize to them for the behavior i exhibited there this morning when they couldnt load my PayPal card



Brent888, [15:46]

I'm back but I'm going away again briefly to get soda. Just got a cat. He's one of a kind.



Brent888, [16:18]

I'm back with my Dr Pepper. I'm streaming minecraft on the discord server The Crew. want an invite?



Brent888, [16:20]

I may be going to a funeral soon. A Gideon, a man I loved, an elderly man died and my friend Pastor Pete is going to his funeral. I asked if I could come with.



Brent888, [16:21]

My cat Gandalf is sitting on a chair beside me at my laptop on my table. What are you studying today Wizanda?\



Brent888, [16:24]

I'm reading the Danish Epic Beowulf, Rewire Your Heart, Romans 5-8, Hebrews, How To Win Friends and Influence People, The Last Jedi by Jason Fry Expanded Edition the Kybalion and a few other books.



Brent888, [16:25]

But God is the Giver of Wisdom. Man's wisdom and knowledge puffs up



Brent888, [16:27]

All voices or words in books must line up with God's word. Any part thereof that does not line up with God's word you must throw out. I.o.w. chew the meat, spit out the bones. children are like sponges. youth are like strainers if they have discernment. Mature men are like sieves.



Brent888, [16:29]

Young children tend to accept all data that comes through their senses as legiti(m)ate because their brain waves are Theta, or the dreaming state. Older children, youth and mature men operate in Beta Waves. They are more discerning.



Brent888, [16:31]

In most dreams even a little in lucid dreams things that don't make much sense in real life happen constantly and one's Theta dreaming mind just tends to accept it as normal.



Brent888, [16:31]

Ok, I'll shut up and let you talk now Sir

10.15--
SABBATH

5:30 AM I streamed me playing AI Dungeon.

I'm watching Tabletop YouTube Channel playing Cards Against Humanity.

I uploaded five telephone screen recordings to my Brent Koivopolo YouTube Account.

Cards Against Humanity Krazy Kombos.

1. Do the Dew with our most extreme flavor yet. Get ready for

"Mountain Dew ___"

Winner! A. Stalin
            B A disappointment salad 3'rd
            C Ebola    2'nd

2. Today on MythBusters, we observe how long A_____ can withstand B______.

A Ice
B Heat

3. Good King Wenceslas looked out on the Feast of A____________.

A The Sun Engulfing the Earth.

4. I use A__________ to protect my virginity.

A Nazis.  I won an Awesomeness point according to a Live player for this one, and the card and the point.

5. I don't really Know what my mom's job is, but I think it has something to do with A__________________.

A A complete inability to understand anyone else's perspective.

Out of the four I saw, I thought that was the funniest card.

I'm pausing my The New Testament Stream, still streaming RAID after my phone screen broadcasts, and am about to stream Marie Corelli's 'The Life Everlasting. Then, after I get back from getting ice cream for a night of purity, I will erase all the screen recording videos from my phone to Make room for more videos later.

Last night I cleaned up Gandalf's (Galadriel's) cat puke for the first time.  I made some of my own Cards Against Humanity Cards.

"Whatever we strongly will to possess comes to us in due season" - Marie Correlli, The Life Everlasting.

Pastor Pete wants to do something with me and someone(s) else today if he/they can..
I don't know what it is.  It's a surprise.


Gandalf (Galadriel) wanted out today. Then he (she) quickly wanted in.


*For Daily Life Twine Game


    I lose 10 health if I stay up all night.


If I get 4 hours exactly of sleep (doesn't have to be all at once) I regain +10 health.


6:19:32 @ Pastor Pete's.  We are having a bonfire/cookout.


      Colt called Troy recently.  Pete doesn't know much else.

I watched Andor 1X6. it was awesome!

We're sitting around the campfire in the dark, talking.

When I get home I need to take my pills and feed the cat.

9:48:38 Beverly dropped me off at McDonald's where a kind guy who works here gave me a free Diet Dr. Pepper and Rick gave me a free Peach Turnover. Thank You Father!
  
  Rick and I are sitting here at Hardees eating, drinking and talking amiably.  Pastor Pete gave me some chili to take home.

11:34:45 @ Rick's. I left Rick's to feed my cat, change his water and set up and take my pills, then I took my bike back to Rick's.  We are watching TV.

12:00:38 AM I took a nap on Rick's sofa.  We are watching a special on Italian cooking, on CNN.  Now we are about to watch a half-hour segment of the Late martyr Anthony Bordain, on his show Parts Unknown.  Tonight he is in Soel South Korea trying Korean Fried Chicken.

Anthony went into the dark corners of his mind in the form of the streets he walked.

    People will find a million ways to sin.

  Just about everything Anthony has been doing on this show is some form of debauchery.

10.17--
YOM SHANI

5:28 PM I have an interview with Jacki The Captain, Owner of The_Crew discord server for the job opportunity of being an Event Coordinator.

   Jervis, a One Piece fan, told me about it early this morning as I was streaming a Playlist of Johnny Cash songs on YouTube on shuffle on discord on The Crew's Call 4 voice channel that is still on, on the song "DADDY".

   Rn I'm Re-journaling.  I plan on making my re-journaling my Official Journal, writing only One Page Per Day The whole rest of the year. It will be a very fun exercise.

7:09 PM  I fed the cat  , cleaned up cat puke from my right foot, cleaned up cat puke from the floor for the second time in my apartment  , went number one in the bathroom,  added songs to my Spotify Playlist with my telephone, listened to Spotify on my phone, and all while continuing to Stream Johnny Cash on vc 4.

I also made a couple of mistakes in my re-journal and raged, yelling, screaming and cussing.

Forgive me, Father and please mitigate the conseqquences, having mercy on me. Amen.  Be gracious to me.  O let not circumstances begin to disfavor or malfavor me again! Amen!  Be gracious to me in my circumstances! Amen. Have my neighbors and landlord show mercy to me.  Amen. Forgive me for my rage, for it was fierce and unnecessary, and exceeding sinful! Amen.

7:21 PM
I'm streaming Rachael Lampa feat. TobeyMac - Perfectly Loved (Official Lyric Video.).

7:24 AM CDT
Now I'm streaming 'My Favorite Things' by Julie Andrews.