11/10--
FRIDAY-VETERAN'S DAY

               It rained all evening yesterday. I need to download Mixer and some other things in order to be able to use Unreal.

....Mark Griffin took Morning Is A Long Time Coming back to the library for me and gave me a new coat because it is so cold today (36 degrees).

I had three pieces of chicken drumstick for supper, and now I will take my pills.

. . . .  My new coat has served me well so far.  I got Dr. Pepper 2-Liter and am visiting Rick. He gave me pizza and fruits and veggies to eat, and a small square of dark chocolate. We are watching COPS.

I started the Andor and Rebels Humorous Versions tonight.

We watched Gutfeld tonight, and the late Marcus Lamb.

Rick says the day after Elon Musk bought Twitter, he fired about 2500 employees, and he recalled the majority of those  working at home to start working in the office.

. . . . . . When we don't understand His hand, we continue to trust his heart-Rabbi Rob Schneider.

I was reminded of God's Covenant of Love both at the beginning of last night, and at the heads of the morning .

I heard a beautiful rendition of 'What Child Is This' on 3BSSD Radio.

Galadriel is at home listening to life88.5, prolly wondering when in the world I her Master will finally be home, probably perched atop some piece of furniture.

I asked Rick since my heat is off at home (I turned my AC off earlier yesterday) would the cat be cold. (Paul Ludy told me yesterday that this morning it will be about 18 degrees.)  Rick says not to worry because Galadriel has fur, and she would be colder if she were outdoors, and that she'll be alright. (The day before yesterday it was hot out, yesterday it was freezing at least once (Rick's water for his outdoor cats had a layer of ice in it in the morning.) Today it will be below freezing, and I have to go out in this. I hope Rick will watch the Culture Bubble (German woman) Reaction to Return of the Jedi before I go out in this very cold weather (Thank God for my new coat and my fall jacket! And my hat and gloves! Amen.) (It is after 4:00 AM).

Well, Rick doesn't want to watch Return of the Jedi tonight, so I'll go home tonight.

.....  When I got home I made sure Galadriel had food by pulling down food from her feeding bin, then I cleaned out the catbox, then I tried in vain to get Galadriel to sleep or sit in her new cat bed Della gave me by first leading her in with a cat toy and my jangling keys around my neck, then with a cat treat, but she didn't get lured in by either.  She would love it if she were to sleep there.  It is for her comfort.

After that I set up my stream station, continuing the SW Reaction marathon by Culture Bubble, the German girl in discord Commentary on Culture Bubble's Episodes IV-VI reaction, YouTuber Tab Boland said to her,
                                         You are REALLY good at figuring out the plot. It was very interesting seeing someone watching the films for the first time sequentially and not by release date.  It really raised the stakes and your investment in the Characters in Episodes IV-VI.  I was the 57'th Like on that comment, so the number 57 is redeemed for me again.
Now it should stay that way.

     I said to her, 
                      Please do the Sequel Trilogy. So we can know what you think of them. Some people like them. I like them. Star Wars Santa likes them also. In fact, though Santa is not a Reylo (I am a Reylo) there is a large community of Reylos who are Sequel fans, not all of them Woke. I believe there is much redeeming value in the Sequel Trilogy. Duty, Sacrifice, Love, Beauty, Balance, acknowledging of God, passing the torch to the next generation, healing, water baptismal symbology, friendship and camaderie, and ingenuity and bravery. It is so worth giving the Sequel Trilogy a chance with this in view.

3:21 PM No matter what the circumstances, God be thanked, praised and glorified.

This morning is a new day.

I took a shower and changed my clothes this afternoon, and had two pieces chicken drumstick.

7:38 PM I'm gong out to eat with Rick tonight.

I have been rejected so much in my life. I got a response on the Truth Spirit forum saying from an Admin that LDS Doctrine was not welcome there, which infuriated me because of my pride so much, that  I screamed, yelled and swore at the top of my lungs, and cursed at them in my house. The Lord already forgave me for this crime.  I hate it when I start to witness and I get shut down. I hate rejection. I've had so much of it in my life it angers me now.  Rejection, rejection and more rejection. All my life.  Maybe because I just don't fit in anywhere. What is the root of my anger? Why do I have so much anger in me when I've forgiven everyone that has ever wronged me and I love all men? Why is there still then such anger in my heart.

Rick learned for the first time who Luke's sibling was tonight.

.....Tonight at Rick's on Jacki's server The Crew, I'm streaming The Sequel Trilogy.

Two people tuned in. Rn I'm on 'The Last Jedi' @ the beginning.

To be a Christian, and to believe the right things, is to face rejection. It doesn't make rejection any less painful, but it is to be expected.-Jesus, paraphrased.

Knowledge puffs up, but charity edifies. 
If I have all knowlegde and every gift but lack love, I am nothing. -Paul, paraphrased.

To edify is to build up- from edifice, a building.

11/14--
MONDAY

                                                2:30 AM

My Food Stamp Balance is $3.10.

I was born Brent Lee Sohlden (The name on my South Carolina Birth Certificate) in the Month of October, 11'th Day, 1983 AD. Soon my parents moved to Flint, Michigan. My first job was working as a Custodial Aide at my high school as a Summer job as a teenager.  My second job was working as a Prep Cook at Ruggeros Restaurant and Bar. My third job was working at Walmart after the first time I moved to Missouri. This was shortly after my conversion to belief in the Restoration of the Fullness of the Gospel, strongly influenced by my Uncle Mark and Joy Soper. From Missouri I moved back to Michigan and said goodbye to my dying Grandmother Marge Sohlden. Then God called me back to Zion in 2015 and I got a job at McDonald's and moved into an apartment. While I was yet in Michigan I met and talked with the Lord Jesus Christ, who revealed Himself to me as the I Am The True Messiah. Later I was fired from my job at McDonald's but continued to live in my apartment supported by Social Security payments. I am the author of the Book 'Ways To Know and discern all Reality and truth' and five full Star Wars screenplays and am the SEO of the MaraAndLukeForever fanfic and discussion boards. I am also an Event Coordinator of the discord server The Crew, working from home.

Luke 1:1-55 IV

                                                 5:39 AM

And always, night and day, he was in the mountains, and in the tombs (living in the wildernesses, among the dead, living in the past), crying, and cutting himself with stones (self-abuse).
But when he saw Jesus afar off, he ran and worshipped him (he was religious), and (the demons inside him) cried with a loud voice and said, What have I to do with thee, Jesus, thou Son of the most high God?  I adjure thee by God, that thou torment me not. For he said unto him, Come out of the man, unclean spirit. 


(I said, come out of me, unclean spirit.)

And he commanded him, saying, Declare thy name. And he answered, saying, My name is Legion; for we are many.
And he besought him much, that he would not send them away out of the country.

(Tonight I commanded them, saying, Declare thy name. And they answered, saying, Legion; for we are many. 
And I commanded them to depart out of this country in the name of Jesus Christ.)

-Mark 5:4-7

When thou art bidden of any man to a wedding, sit not down in the highest room, lest a more honorable man than thou be bidden of him;

-Luke 14:8

4 If thou seekest her (vv 1-3) as silver, and searchest for her as for hid treasures;
5 Then shalt thou understand the fear of the Lord, and find the knowledge of God.

-Proverbs 2:4-5

I'm up to Star Wars: The Clone Wars S3X9. I have TCW S3X10-11 to watch, then I'm caught up  to TCW S3x12, then I need to watch S3X13-14, then I am caught up to S3X15, then I need to watch S3X16-22, then I'll be caught up all the way to S4X9, then I need to watch S4X10-15, and on and on to the end of the Clone Wars Series.

Tonight I streamed Reactions to The Rise of Skywalker, the First 4.10 Seasons of The Clone Wars CGI Series, and the Clone Wars 2008 CGI film.

Pharaoh's Armies pursued me across the Red Sea but this morning God fell back on them and destroyed them all.

I thought I would have to purchase a GPU with some of my money to work with Unreal Engine, but found out by downloading Google PC Playgames Beta that AMD, which I just downloaded the other day, is a GPU.

Proverbs 5

I downloaded and installed Quixel Bridge. Now I'm downloading Quixel Mixer.


Comment on a video about whether or not the game app I tried is legit:
Wanda hicks
1 month ago
I did everything they ask said my money was approved.then after waiting for a week it says have to have 100 gems.not one word about any gems until the day they were supposed to pay

Message @avashawn313

The bottom line is that the money-making apps I thought would change my life did literally nothing for me, and I am thankful to God that other people tried them out and got disappointed first so I didn't have to wait a week only to find that I have to pay into them in order to get any money.

There are other ways to launch my filmmaking career. Unreal Engine is promising, and Joy made sure I got a laptop that has the capacity for it.  It however will take a long time for me to learn it because the learning curve to learn the program is very high for me. If I can get the right people to show me the ropes so to speak, then I can collaborate with Jacki, avashawn313 and others, and with a little money invested, it can go a long way. First you dream. Then you do.

Today I turned in my second ILL The Clone Wars Episode Guide by Jason Fry to the local library. I no longer need it and it's due tomorrow.

Posted on PalTalk at 9:09 PM CDT in A Level Playing Field by me:


Church problems are not bad fruit....if that were the case all religious organizations in all christondom would be guilty of bearing bad fruit....it is false doctrine bad dogmas and heresy and spurious works and bad philosophy that is this bad fruit

An example of bad fruit the extreme end of Utah Mormon doctrine and Brigham Young's folly:
By Brent
On PalTalk 9:22 PM


Brent888, [21:20]

Lena if you want a heaven with plenty of heavenly hookupos among multiple god and God with glorified flesh sharing spousaes in orgious polygamy and polyandrous hookus you can go to your heabven

My Food Stamps Balance is $0.71

Yesterday at church I gave Pastor Pete two USD. Now he is holding on to 26.00 for me towards paying down my pet deposit for Galadriel.

Galadriel is lying down behind me on my loveseat. I need to take my pills, my fish oil tab, my vitamin C vitamin and to clean out Galadriel's kittylitter box. I had a 20oz Dr Pepper tonight because I'm streaming on YouTube with =13.3333pxStream Labs OBS. 

Rewire Your Heart pp.39-40.

Brent888, [21:45]

All roads lead to the Father but only Jesus is the way to Glory. When we die our spirits immediately go to God who gave them, then either to hell or a Paradaisiacal state in the heavens, and at the First Resurrection our bodies will reunite with our spirits (whoe long absence from the flesh was considered a bondage), every limb and joint restored, and either go to a glory in the first resurrection or to perdition or the lake of fire at the great white throne judgment. Anyone not found in the Lamb's Book of Life will go to the Lake of Fire and Brimstone. True Christians who kept not their first estate but apostasised or became heretics (such as Judas Iscariot, Marcion, Simon Magus or the Deacon Nicolas (one of the Seven original of the Deacoiate who came up with the Doctrine of the Nicolaitans or Once saved always saved) will go to Perdition.


I put all my stacked books I was going to select and copy out knowledge wisdom and understanding and elucidation and discernment from that were on my floor by the two black stacked crates my laptop currently sits atop, back on my bookshelf, and rearranged and reorganized a lot of my books.

Now I need to clean out my kittylitter box and take the detritus out in one of the many, many, many plastic grocery bags that I have accumulated in my two laptop boxes behind my loveseat over the years, and put it in the dumpster for the garbageman to take away (trash pickup is included in my rent).

At long last, I talked to my uncle Mark after a long time, and we rejoiced together in the Lord.

11/16--
WEDNESDAY

I'm now caught up to The Clone Wars S3X17. I finished the Mortis god arc. Now I have the Citadel arc to watch. I leave for Church at 6:40 PM.

I don't have my laptop or my phone charger. When they run out of battery, I don't have laptop or phone until I get them back.

I'm taking two containers I borrowed from Church back to Church today in my backpack. My cat keeps knocking them into the litterbox, so I had to clean them again. They are not dry.

I just came back from a beautiful Spirit-filled Wednesday evening Prayer meeting.


When I got home my cat was perched atop my wooden chair and I got my cords back for charging my electronics.
 

11/18--
FRIDAY

When I got home from Rick's, I cleaned and deodorized Galadriel's kittylitter box, and made sure she had food and water.

Tonight I went to Walmart and got mostly junk, but not all that much of it. The best thing I got was Great Value Orange Juice. I should have gotten noodles.

Hopefully, I will get a Food Stamps Deposit today.

Rick got to watch COPS for about five hours straight tonight.

Rick and I watched a Reaction to some of The Force Awakens tonight.

I left Life 88.5 on for the cat while I was away from home again.

It is 4:25 AM.

I slept at Rick's, on his couch, with my jacket and coat for blankets, for about 4 hours.

Before I went to Walmart with Rick and Jo's sister, I took a full shower.

Then, after Walmart, listening to a John Denver CD, we all went to the post office to get Rick's mail, then Rick dropped Jo's sister off at her mom's apartment, then he dropped me off at home and I ate half a sub, three chips ahoy cookies and a cup of O.J., the biked to Rick's. Now I'm home.

I slept about all day yesterday.

I'm going to bed.

6:23 AM

This morning my cat and I were attacked by two Deathbringers.

A Deathbringer will knock on your door. If you are foolish enough to open the door or invite them in, then they WILL kill you. But if they come in uninvited you can fight them off in the name of Jesus Christ.

11/21--
MONDAY

For the past two days, I have been dogsitting while my neighbor Steve Logan is in the hospital being treated for a heart attack. I go over there and change her bathroom pads and pet her as I sometimes watch TV and sometimes leave the TV on low for her. Steve was transferred from the ER of St. Mary's in Blue Springs to the ICU in Research Medical Center in Kansas City.

While there, I watched The Citadel Arc, Jedi Lost and Wookie Hunt in Star Wars The Clone Wars, and read Star Wars The High Republic and Sherlock Holmes, books I brought. I also ate over at his house with food I brought and called his sister, daughter and Pastor Pete, and two hospitals.

His chihuahua, Nook-nook, refuses to eat because she is nervous and scared. I think she ate a little, though. I gave her water yesterday and changed her water today.

Yesterday, I went to a Thanksgiving Service at First Baptist Church where Pastor Pete preached a good Thanksgiving sermon about how our Thanksgiving should be a sacrifice. It is not easy to Thank God when things are going wrong. Father I thank you for my neighbor Steve and for Pastor Pete, and for being able to look after his dog.

Meanwhile, I have been taking care of my cat, and spending time with her.

There is another cat in the neighborhood that looks sort of like Galadriel. I wonder if there was some switcharooing going on a while ago....?

8:49 PM

For supper I had Shepherd's Pie and I'm watching Jurassic World: Dominion. I had cheese, tomatoes, spinach and tomato juice, sweet potato pie and Indulgent Trail Mix, and apple cider. For lunch I had six meatballs.

Logan's other daughter Elizabeth is in the hospital in Florida and can't walk yet. She has an eight year old child, Stephen's grandchild.

I watched Elton John sing Crocodile Rock and Goodbye Yellow Brick Road live in concert on Disney+. Most of the show I left on for the dog, on low.

I have my laptop set up on two crates in Steve's apartment so I can write in my Diary and watch YouTube, on my own Sohlden Network.

I took a shower today.

Nook-Nook ate a little more of her food.

So the message of Jurassic World Dominon is that man is not dominant over the world and its resources; nature is and the message is also that we need to alter humanity's consciousness through transhumanism. This is an evil Illuminati message. I think I'll go back to Star Wars.

9:38 PM 

Ok so I am finally going to finish the Umbarran Arc about the Madness of Pong Krell.