11/23--
WEDNESDAY

  Steve's daughter Stephanie came to Steve's apartment around 4 AM and I gave her Steve's keys.

   My cat wants to be petted.  She is fine.  She doesn't seem ill. She is licking her front paw. I kissed her on top of her head and pet her.  She is purring.  She seems ok.

  I switched pens again.  I'm caught up to Clone Wars S4X14: A Friend In Need about Ahsoka, Lux and Deathwatch and I finished Andor S1X12: Rix Road.

   I have not been in Steve's apartment since yesterday when I gave Stephanie the Keys at 4 AM.  I did not watch any more Clone Wars at Steve's house since 4X11: Kidnapped and I watched no Andor there.  The cat is licking my left arm.  One of the things I ate for supper was beans and cornbread.

Rick may come over later.  I'm going to stream Part 2 of Rebels Reactions, from S2X2: The Siege of Lothol-Part 2 on.

There was one time I did go in, when Steve called me to ask me to go in and lock the door of the apartment behind me, but that's it since I gave the keys to Stephanie.

I think I'm about ready to get my own subscription to Disney+.
   Two independent sources, they say, say that either right before or right after Indiana Jones 5 is released, Kathleen Kennedy will be let go from Lucasfilm.

   Lord, let them rehire Gina Carrano then and make Rangers of The New Republic. Amen.  And let them put more Vader footage in Rogue One and resurrect Ben Solo. Amen.

I've been watching It's A Primate ever since I watched him react to the original 6 Star Wars movies in release order, and that was, what, a couple years ago?

The cat is resting against me lying atop my backpack.

I need to take my pills and clean out the catbox.

Andor 1X12 was gritty for Star Wars but some parts were StarWarsey.

I love my cat.  She's still absorbing the telemetry from my backpack.  She's no longer lying against me.  She is in deep rest.  I hope Rick comes over later.

I had a dream that I saw a lower heaven and found out in a higher heaven that I was born on April 10, 1957, although I doubt what this could mean.

I've streamed up to SW: Rebels S2X15. My cat is sleeping on my backpack again.

  I got to 2X16.  Now I'll stream my homeboy ItsAPrimate reacting to Book of Boba Fett and possibly other things.

  On second thought, he's not through with The Mandalorian yet, so I'll stream his Mando reactions first.

11:37 PM I am still on Mando S1X1.
Now I'm on Mando S1X2.

Rick is not coming over.  He's going to Jo's sister's tonight.
Now I'll sleep stream Mando and go to sleep.

11/25--
FRIDAY

This Diary's just
one entry long.


Rancors are Muchi's species. In Return of the Jedi, Luke killed him. Muchi was a pup in The Bad Batch.

Boba Fett, the new Daimyo of Tatooine, received a new Rancor to replace Muchi in the Rancor pit in The Book of Boba Fett.


Written with the assistance of wordtune Edge Extension.

    My phone has 0% charge.

I rededicated my laptop and phone to God this morning.  He told me to do good things only on them.

  The last App that I installed on my phone before it ran out of battery was Telegram.  I need to buy a new charger to turn my phone back on so I can Log In to TG (Telegram) on my Desktop so that I can text a Scambot claiming to be or represent ItsAPrimate on TG so that I can supposedly get a Playstation as a reward and prize for showing his YouTube videos some love, but it was just a Scambot trolling his YouTube Channel.  I thought I had won a Playstation 5 in a free giveaway.  I need to get a TV and a DVD (Blu Ray?) player.

7:36 PM CDT My phone is charging.  I had Pastor Pete and Denita take me to Walmart where Pete gave me 13.00 of the 30.00 he had for me to buy a phone charging cord.  I bought a belkin charging cord, which I am using with my onn charger.

     I listened to German and read more of High Republic Adventures Volume One before Pete got here.

    Galadriel is playing with her pink and blue collar toy.

I fed the cat the last of the catfood Della bought her today.

My phone has 13% charge.

My phone has 12% charge.

I have Telegram on my Desktop now.  I gave the scammer claiming to represent or be Primate my address.
       I asked Pastor Pete for a TV and a DVD player.

      I contacted Brother Howard about his Sunday Afternoon classes.

      I'm going to take my pills, then call Rick now.

      My phone is 39% charged.

      There will be a potluck lunch Sunday at Bates City RB and fun and games that evening.


   The Scambot told me that in order to get my 1 PS5 console, one M1proMac book, 2 dual sense ps5 controllers with 2 game discs, I needed to save up $133.08 to cover shipping costs.

11/27--
LORD'S DAY

'Praise to the Lord the Almighty the King of Creation' is being played on Violin by two guests from another Branch.  It is beautiful.
      Paul Ludy and our class he led talked about God's plan for immigration in a chapter about the Land of Promise (America) and its Abundant Resources.

Brother Clayton is our guest.

         Alma 14 
                  The Sons of Mosiah

  "This is my life and my light, my joy and Thanksgiving."
"My joy and my great Thanksgiving."

"Ye will teach your children to love and serve one another."

      RDC 46:9B
   
                      You must give thanks unto God in the Spirit for whatsoever blessings you receive.

      The children of the guest sang a beautiful song to the tune of 'We Limit Not The Truth of God' and 'When Holy Ghost Shall Come in Power'.

The Guest Minister is speaking.
    

           In everything give thanks for this is the will of God concerning you- Paul the Apostle.

         We ought not to take the necessities of life for granted.  We ought always to assemble ourselves together and be mindful of our blessings.

          Thank you, God, that we have much in abundance of food to choose from when we go to the grocery store. Amen.
How many of us ask for our Daily Bread each morning (because we don't know where our next meal is coming from)? Probably none of us.
                  We need to cultivate a spirit of Thanksgiving.

 I just pondered and counted my blessings.  I have more than a lot of people can say they have.  Thank You, Thank You, Thank You, God for my Blessings!

                           If we count our blessings Daily, our spirits will always remain strong- Zig Zieglar.

     I considered, and pondered more blessings, Thank You, Thank You Jesus, Thank You Lord for my blessings! Amen!

       The eagles gather to the carcass. (-the Church in Apostasy.-) where the Saints are gathered.

    We need to keep the (Saturday) Sabbath holy and keep (Sunday) the Lord's Day.

  What we do on Sabbath and Lord's Day matters to God.
         
      Walter Weldon was given a message to the Saints in the 1990's to keep the Sabbath Holy.

    Football can be an idol.
TV itself can be an idol on Sabbath and Lord's Day.

(What about video games.  It's a greasy and smooth trap to slide into. O Forgive me Lord! I was playing a video game in Church today! Forgive me. Amen.)

  The Ministry of Presence can go a long way. (Just showing up for Church, and being in the presence of the Saints).

A Thankful Saint will keep the Sabbath (and Lord's Day) Holy.

This is our time to study.

It's the goodness of God that leadeth to Repentance.

With our spirit of Thanksgiving, We are going to be in time period that will be a time of great want, when our times of prosperity will dry up.  This nation will be humbled because of its sins.

  We are beginning to turn away from the commandments of God.

          Q. 4 Endowment

  Must the people and ministry of the Church pass through a great trial or calamity or judgment?

         A: Yes. Men think they have arranged ways that shall guarantee their security regardless of their worthiness in the sight of the Lord.  Those ways will fail.
Men think now they are so wise there will be no more panics
or depressions
or times of mass unemployment
or great want.
   In this they know not the future.
         The present abundant streams of prosperity shall dry up-
Conditions shall change,
           for like the backwards swing of a giant pendulum, it shall swing farther back than ever before....
Power now in the hands of man to destroy cities will be used.
Cities and strongholds will be thrown down,
                                                               even as shown to the prophets of Ancient America.
          By all these things
               shall the heart of the world be humbled
and the hearts of the people of the church as well.
         By these things shall you understand that it is only as you lean very heavily on the arm of the Lord's power that His great work can be done.
Always there has been a great trial before a spiritual blessing.
  And thus must it be now-
      Men in general must learn obedience by what they suffer.

                            Book of Mormon prophets concur.

             Ward Hougas

  God will gather the righteous from all over the world.

   Jesus died for the sins of the world.
           
       We have been warned and forewarned to prepare ourself.

When the enemy is upon us it's too late.
    
    Those who think they are going to be Raptured..our preparation is for them too.


           It is always darkest just before Dawn.
       
          Our foundation must be sure. It cannot be shaken.

         Our foundation has to be upon the teachings of God and His Son.


     If we are Obedient he will help us through.

(We need to trust Him).

We have an opportunity to dwell in the gates of the Holy City if we want to.  We need to prepare now.
    

     If we are slow to hearken unto the counsel of the Lord he will be slow to hear our cries.
     
Keep God's commandments.
We live by every word that proceedeth out of the mouth of God.

What do we do with God's Love?
    We serve.
Zionic people are thankful people.
 (Let us) rise up and hunger and thirst after righteousness for the sake of God.

                                             * * *
Thoughts to ponder:

*Unless the Holy Spirit fills, the human spirit fails.

*Reflect on your present blessings--not on your past misfortunes.

*Spiritual investments reap eternal dividends.

*What you do in secret reveals the content of your character.
 
*Wisdom isn't the acquisition of knowledge; it is knowing which knowledge is worth acquiring.

*He who has God has everything.  He who does not have Him has less than nothing.

*God loves a cheerful giver-until he brags about what he has given.

*A genuine faith sings songs in the darkest night.

It was a good sermon; but the RLDS Church is in Apostasy, and without the Message of the Sealed Book of Mormon and the Priesthood Authority of the Restructured Church, we cannot have Zion, for the SBOM tells us exactly how in Acts of the 3 Nephites..
And the Sealed Book of Mormon tells us other vital things.

We need to stop talking about building up the Kingdom and start building it up.

11/29--
TEU'S DAY, CALENDS OF GREGOR, ELEVENTH MONTH, CALLED NOVEMBER ANNO DOMINI TWO THOUSAND TWENTY AND TWO


This might come as a surprise and a shock to you, Constant Reader, but I am a New Man now, sanctified, Born Again, filled with the Spirit, forgiven, being saved, Baptized and Confirmed Member of the Restructured Church of Jesus Christ Latter Day Saints. Cleansed. Pure as the driven snow. I believe on my Lord Jesus and trust in him, for He has brought me through so many situations where I literally thought its the end. He has done more for me than any man or woman on earth has for me. He has blessed me so much I can't even number all His many blessings. Last night I had so much fun at the Bates City restoration Branch playing fun games and socializing and having a blast with a happy and blessed bunch of Saints. I am no longer going to lament over my past sins or write out a litany of my sins and repentance, or bore you with way too much minutiae or drivel. This is a record of God's doings in my life and a record of how I use my life to bring glory to God. I still like and watch Star wars, write and edit humorous Versions, and stream and play videogames, but even this glorifies God for there is good in these things, and in what I choose to play/watch.

I am writing directly on my website at the library the day previous to today's Diary entry. I came to the library yesterday to type up some of my diaries I haven't typed all of yet, and finished one. I'm sure my cat wants to see me when I get home tonight. I'll clean out her litterbox and ask Rick for more catfood and trash bags for my trash really needs to be taken out and I only have one more trash bag left that Rick gave me. Wednesday I go to Walmart to pick up my Depakote and to Pastor Pete's to watch Willow, watch more Clone Wars and do laundry. Dec 10 is a feast at Bates City Branch and Dec 17 is a Christ's Mass party at Pastor Pete's church, starting no later than 3 PM. I need to bring a dish to pass and a White elephant gift if I am able to procure one.

Haley called. She found my BFMA Packet and has two copies, one for her and one for me. Our next appointment is December 1 at 12:30 PM. The next New Moon is December 23. Lord, send Representatives of Thine and Thy Church to my apartment to serve me my first Cup and Bread on that date. I pray, hope and wish it so. Amen.


I went down to Casey's, bought three boxes of White Castle Cheeseburgers, and a pint of Dough For It Ice cream.

Now I will do a EBT Balance Inquiry on my phone and call Colt's Mom and tell you, Constant Reader, the results. I think I will go to the library again today. Yesterday I finished High Republic Adventures Volume One. Today I will take HRA Volume 2 to the library with me and try to read it and finish it at the library before I get on the computers there.

I can't drown out my voice with my voice. All throughout my Record my voice is still my voice.

But I am still a changed man.


Colt's mom said she saw Colt on Thanksgiving and he is doing good.

My EBT Food Stamp Balance is $67.72------------------------------------------------------------

I'm at the library. I gave some people the URL to my Star Wars website, reconciled with Ben McLean, Read All of High Republic Adventures Volume 2 and turned it in, told an andor and a Rebels story on discord's Sheiv's Lair general channel and on Mara/Luke4ever canon fanfic, advertised my journal space for people to keep a public diary and The Star Wars fanfic in the Sheiv's #plug-yourself channel, and am about to type more of Diary 60 on my website.


I also brought Diary 59 to type and fill out more blank entries to the machine of, but don't know if I will get time to get to it, for it is eveningtide--5 minutes til 7, and it the computers shut down at 15 minutes til 8 PM Central Daylight Savings Time.   Today I learned that a van you drive is short for vanguard and a fleet of vans is a fleet of vanguards. I learned this in HRA Vol. 2 and a male librarian confirmed it.

My EBT Food Stamps Balance is $65.47--------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

I obtained a red and black web made by a kid named Dylan.


I watched Twitch streams of Primate and then someone else playing shooter and wrestling games on my smartphone today.

When  I get home, after I take my pills, send Pastor Pete a text saying I took them, and take care of my cat, I need to fulfill the words of my mouth to Jacki at 4:00 today and stream Primate's continuation of reactions to the Star Wars Rebels TV Series that originally aired on Disney XD before the launch of Disney + and the Advent of its flagship Star Wars live action fare, The Mandalorian, followed closely by the book of Boba fett, Obi-Wan Kenobi, Andor and Tales of the Jedi. Ahsoka, which I saw a trailer for at home today but cannot share in SW News and Information on my website because the file attachment is too big that the media is on, airs next year.  Skeleton Crew and one new SW videogame every six months including a remake of Knights of the Old Republic (I hope they don't put a bunch of Woke junk in it!!!!!! Amen), Eclipse (ditto. Amen) and Jedi: Survivor, the Sequel to Jedi: Fallen Order, and lots of High Republic material and of course, the Acolyte, is just ahead.

At the beginning of next month when Joy gives me spending money, I need to prioritize and my FIRST THREE PURCHASES WILL BE 1) Catfood. 2) Cat litter and 3) Trash bags, even if those three things take every dime of my spending money. O Father, my Lord Jesus Christ, please ensure Joy gives me at least enough spending money for me to be able to procure those three items so I don't have to be a bum and beg Della to buy me anymore or rick to give me catfood and trashbags, and I am not an undue burden or drag or leech off them. Amen.

Last night, I went to bed around Midnight and slept all night and half the next day, imagining like my imagination as on wings of eagles what my life could be like soon and myriads of ways in which God could bless me during the day, then ending the imagination story, and letting it drop and fade into vanity, then doing some stuff on my computer, then coming to the library. I got a Pepsi at DG and read all of Star Wars: High Republic Adventures Vol. 2, then turned it in and got online, getting on discord with 2-factor authentication. If you thank the Lord for the Pepsi or Coke or whatever food and ask Him to take out its impurities, then you shouldn't have to let your conscience bother you about some 'natural' ingredients. The food is blessed and remember Paul's advice and to avoid offense and not to judge others for what they do or do not eat and drink or for what days they do or do not observe. Remember that all things are to be received with Thanksgiving and that whatsoever is not of Faith is sin, and remember the words of the late Prophet Kim Clement who told us we shall eat our delicacies again, and we shall no longer eat the flesh of our children. Plus an elder, Gordon, advised me that it's ok to have a "Pepsi" once in a while. Forgive me O Lord for so much judgment of others that I did. Amen.

Now I must go home. Library is about to close. But I want to show the librarian A my website befre I end my Internet session, so if her shift has not yet ended, and if she is not busy, I will, then go home.

12/01--
THURSDAY

Yesterday Pete dropped me at the library during his meeting before church and I played Wolfenstein 3-D, then played it later last night at Wendy's. It was fun.

I came home from Rick's to take my pills and give the cat wasser.

I took some library books to Rick's. He gave me a book on Bible Discernment and Doctrine which I will donate to Pastor Pete's church prayer room when I finish it, giving me incentive to finish it.

I have a lot of books out of the library, all due late in December.

I'm making a concerted effort to read them. I am finding new energy to  perform and complete many tasks.

Tomorrow morning at 9AM I have an interview at Wendy's for a possible job opportunity. If no one gives me a ride I will start early and walk. At 12:30 PM tomorrow Haley will be here and she will finally give me my copy of the BFMA paperwork.

Perhaps I can do a side hustle collecting and cashing out on virtual real estate I buy with in-game diamonds I dig up, with PayPal.

I am halfway watching a documentary on YouTube about the secular view of the Nephite and Lamanite cultures in Central and South America, conquistadors, Columbus, Charlemange and Archaeology, which I saved to Watch Later and my newly-created History, Anthropology, Geology and Sociology Public Playlist on my Brent Koivopolo V YouTube Channel.


I will never delete my watch history or ever pause my watch or search history again on my Brent Koivopolo YouTube account for accountability, sewage and all.


I'm leaving the rest of this Documentary and whatever Autoplays on YT after it on for the cat Galadriel, and now at 1:36 AM biking back to Rick's place. Ciou.

  Rick and I had a heart-to-heart, getting some issues out in the open, and I told him that when he comes to my house, he shoud make it clear to me that we need boundaries and I must work on not being pushy, unpredictable or overbearing.  We further talked and we established boundaries, and I apologized for many ways I have violated them in the past.

   Rick told me it's not good to be too over-analytical; that if you look at something from too many angles, it can trip you up.  For example, Rick says, if you are noticing patterns in your life, if you are over-analytical you can distort the pattern and it can lead to confusion.  This can be patterns between yourself and other people or patterns of behavior, he says.

   I read in a book and told Rick that when you are in a Manic state, you can make false connections.

  Rick and I agreed that before I go over to Rick's place or he to mine, we will make flexible plans by phone for what we will do there, and not deviate too much from those flexible plans.

   3:40:34 PM CDT I'm listening to The Infinite Sea, the Sequel to the Movie The Fifth Wave, which I watched several years ago at Beverly's old house with the Happy Gang, and really enjoyed it.

   I bought the parcel of land (Virtual Real Estate) in Oak Grove, MO (Mayor: Horseteeth) that I live in and boosted the rent once by watching an ad. It collects $0.00000000A rent every second and 30% more than Common land because the particular parcel I live on is Rare, Above Epic! Plus I can boost the rent ever so often. All this on my Atlas Earth App. I walked to and all around Casey's and Rick's house and found a bunch of blue diamonds with my diamond locator on the Oak Grove map, including one in Pastor Pete's church's parking lot. I spun the wheel twice and watch an ad in the shop and as a result have 5 Atlas Earth in-game cash. I need 100 in-game AA Cash to buy another parcel of land. Location, location, location! I need to strategically choose the locations of all the parcels I buy. At 5.00 of rent accrued, I can cash out with PayPal, and rent accrues every second of every day!

When I make money on apps, I need to report it as 'other income' to the tax people.


  Tweet I sent to Elon Musk today:


Brent Sohlden

@blsohlden

·

36m

@elonmusk

Hang in there. I know you are going through a lot of difficulties right now. You can't expect positive change without resistance and pushback.

   Haley wanted me to reapply for BFMA today saying that was one of the options they gave her but I flat out refused, emphasizing the urgency of continuing the process of getting Mary as a payee, continuing the process from where we left off, and telling Haley that Joy said this must be over by years' end and about Joy's Ultimatum; that Joy had the power to go down to the bank and close my bank account. That Joy is fed up of waiting. That there was supposed to be a meeting between Mary and Social security Two Months from the time I Registered for BFMA, but now it has been over five months, so Haley said she would try to contact Mary and I told her I would try to send her an email.

I will send her an email Friday, December 2nd.


Haley may take me to my Counseling appointment at Grace UM church Monday, December 5 @ 2:00 PM.

I overslept and did not end up going to my Wendy's interview.

I have three Time Travel Books out of the library, fiction novels.

I need to prioritize reading America's Last Call, so I can return it to Paul Ludy's library.

Rick let me borrow a Communication Skills College Textbook.


6:41 PM I'm watching It: Chapter 2 on Peacock TV.