01/19--
THURSDAY

                            12:00 AM
  Dave Filoni is about to run Star Wars into the ground, introducing a place called the Great Beyond in Star Wars: Ahsoka and Skeleton Crew, in which Light Side Force use is mixed with Magic (they don't mix irl) by Ahsoka and possibly others.  This is an outrage and pure carelessness!
   Father, rip Star Wars out of the hands of Disney and Filoni and give it to someone worthy to carry the Star Wars name. Amen.

     I like strong female characters and leads, unlike Knights of Melvin.  Nothing se x ist about it.

  2:07 AM

I agree that free speech should be limited, but who gets to decide who gets to say what? Liberals? Big Tech? Leftists? The Woke Crowd? Marxists? Socialists? Communists? No! Conservative-valued people should be the Watchers, with Watchers watching the Watchers to keep the Watchers in check, all accountable to the Bible, the Scriptures and to God.

I just posted the last part of what I have written so far of Star Wars Episode 11: Thrawn Strikes!.

What do I mean by limited free speech?

Saying things like "fire" in a crowded building, or instructions on bomb-making, or calls to arms against lawful governments, or anti-Semitism (not complete banning of it, and not banning the Bible, for it is generally not an antiSemitic work), but things like racism, "homophobia" and sexism and "conspiracy theories" should be allowed to be freely expressed, and even antiSemitism to some degree, and companies ought not to fire anyone for their political (or otherwise) opinions, but to fire based on incompetance or other reasons not related to what they posted on Facebook or Twitter, etc.


I would never play the MMO game State of Survival because it is all female lead characters! Star Wars by contrast has plenty of both strong male and female leads.

I reinstalled Tubi on my phone and unblocked all Apps and websites I had blocked.  It's a crutch, and I had not been able to watch any ads that go with apps and it blocked YouTube although I asked it not to.

I have spent the last two hours watching/listening to PragerU videos about Free Speech, stopping child =13.3333pxtrafficking and supporting the police.  I biked out to QT in this fog.  There were only two cars out on the road.  I attempted to buy a Southwest wrap and Half-Baked Ben and Jerry's ice cream but by 1:27 AM, or 2 AM my food stamp card was not yet reloaded although it is the 19'th.  It should be reloaded by 7 AM today, so I wasn't able to buy them, so I biked home.

  So here I am, not to pick apart my own life with a microscope, turning my eye wholly inward, but to turn my eye upward to Jesus and the Cross, the Source of my Freedom.  As Neil Anderson said in the Devotional Daily In Christ, "I don't believe in instant maturity, but I do believe in instant freedom."
So if I'm struggling, I'm not free at all.
Now I want to examine Jesus -His word - and see wherein my freedom lies.  --

269.43 is my EBT FS BALANCE

                                                --

I can't find 'Rewire Your Heart' anywhere, but I didn't panic, get angry or tear my house up looking for it.  I must have misplaced the book.

--
  The game State of Survival does NOT have all female leads as I thought.

I am streaming zombie games and my 10'th Diary, which mentions The Walking Dead and WWZ, as I gobackto the store I was at last night before I messed up (hence me trying in earnest to study out my Freedom and Deliverance this morning) and get the Southwest wrap and ice cream I wanted last night, so a late night snack became instead a legitimate breakfast. Ciou.

God has told me repeatedly to go to Brazil.  He said fly a charter jet.  He said, pack light- laptop, phone (get an international calling plan) journal and Scriptures and a few good books.

I still need confirmation of this call.

I prayed to God for confirmation of my call to go to Brazil to come from an unlikely source and for me not to go looking for it.  Amen.

I now have wider views, more expansive desires, more ambitious holy aspirations to do good; do well.

Fear not to do good is a Scriptural injunction I take to heart.

                      : )

 And remember the poor, the hungry, the needy and the naked, the orphan and the widow, and the fatherless, the downtrodden, oppressed, sick and afflicted and addicted.


                      : )

EBT FS BAL 247.77

I went to Casey's (I'll call it KC's from now on) before 5 PM and got an Italian Wrap and an X-Tra Lg. Mountain Dew: Code Red (MD:CR) Fountain Drink. I saved the second half of my drink for tomorrow when 5 PM approached. I'm taking Pastor Pete's advice and buying pop or getting it for free (caffeinated pop, that is) but not having any Caffeinated pop after 5 PM whatever 
Time Zone I happen to be in at the time. 

11:07 PM
I reached Player Level 13 on InfiniteMagicRAID!
I went shopping.  Rick took me.  Jo's sister went.

NEW EBT FS BAL: 95.32-----

I still have today's soda I bought before 5 PM.

01.25--
WEDNESDAY

I'm making a new website.

Father, I release, relinquish, let go myself from my past.

God is not done with me yet.

He has great plans for me.

https://diarylogsite.boardhost.com

DiaryLogSite-Journalkeeping

I see my counselor Tracy at 11:00 AM CDT today and Pastor Pete is also taking me to the library to take care of my book business.

I fed my cat Gandalf at 8:50 AM this morning, half a cup of dry, and changed his water.  That's what he gets per day, for he is a 20 lb. cat.  As a friend told me, he's chonky.

Pastor Pete is one of my best friends.  I know I can trust him.

.....At counseling we talked about obsessive compulsions, and how you can't have a negative positively, but how that you can turn a negative into a positive, and we developed an action plan to combat obsessive thinking and compulsive behavior.

Then Pastor Pete and I did my laundry, then I helped him take Christmas decorations down at his church and we debated Communion, Baptism and Priesthood Authority.  He believes the way I believe about those things adds to the Bible the way Pharisees added Fence Laws to the Torah.  We had a lively discussion.

I took back most of my library books except The Patchwork Devil by Cavan Scott and The Infinite Sea by Rick Yancey.

Because Tyler has Covid-19, I will not go back to Bates City RLDS Branch until Sunday when the bug passes.
Tonight at 6:30 PM I'm going to Pastor Pete's church.

Steve Logan went to Pastor Pete's church on Sunday.

Gandalf is licking himself, giving himself a bath on my loveseat.

More later possibly.

6:08 PM CDT
Shortly after I wrote in my journal notebook and updated my journal site, and then called Rick to see how he was doing, I sent Pastor Pete a Text and he sent me one back to meet him at church and then another one saying he was waiting for me outside my house. I went outside and he and his wife Denita drove me the short distance to Pastor Pete's church, where I helped Denita and Beverly and now am waiting for the 6:30 service to start.

7:03 PM
Still @ church. There seem to be a lot of flies or gnats in the sanctuary flying around bothering people for such a cold snowy day.

Sermon notes:

We have promises in the Bible and we have faith in those promises but do we ever have faith to suffer?

We spent 4 weeks on John 1 and a year on Revelation.

We are doing a Bible study at the nursing home.

Prayer.

We're in the Book of John.

As we study this Book of John, basically a revelation of Jesus...we (know) Jesus is the Son of God. Last week we looked at Nicodemus. This week he (continues) his ministry.

This is the spirit of true discipleship how we see each other in life...

He's following the King James misconception of Jesus not being the one who baptized but I'm keeping my mouth shut.

Does Baptism have to be done by certain people..such as Elders, Deacons etc.

Whether you got baptized by Billy Graham or Elvis Presley it means nothing.

I think Pastor Pete thinks Baptism can be done by the laity.

He certainly doesn't believe it needs to be done by Priesthood.

He called Baptism a baptism of repentance of sin and a mark of identification and acknowledged that Jews used to do it too.

He acknowledged that Baptism showed that people were repenting of their sins.

Pastor Pete believes rightly that Baptism is rightly by Immersion and not by sprinkling because there was "much water" in the place where John the Baptist was baptizing.

God was working. A lot of people were turning in repentance to God.

Baptism is an act of faith according to Rick and Pete agreed it was and also an act of Obedience.

Ceremonial washing.
Levitical Law.
Couldn't touch a dead person.

The Pharisees added all kinds of extra traditions. The reason Jesus and the Pharisees were always butting heads is because they added things to the Law.

Such as ceremonial washing of hands before eating to keep the tradition of the Elders.

They observed many traditions such as the washing of pitchers and cups...

Jesus said you nullify the commandments of God by honoring the traditions of man. (To paraphrase)
The traditions of man are anyone may baptize whether ministry or laity and no Priesthood Authority is needed nullifying the commandments of God in the Book of Mormon and Doctrine and Covenants.

It's not good to judge people based upon your convictions, such as women can't wear pants and men must dress up in suits.

We should not look at other Ministries as a threat...It's all about Jesus...we should not compare.

We saw Jesus baptizing more than John...(paraphrased)

I love doing things with different churches, but some people are like, I've got my church, I'll only (go there).

...when I go to church at a different church (no matter where) I'm at home because they are my brothers and my sisters.

In a wedding its not about the Best Man or the Maid of Honor, it's all about the Bride and Groom.

Jesus must increase, John must decrease. (Paraphrased).

....all of us are to point to Him. We must decrease. Jesus must increase.

Ministry is not about us.

V.31 the one who comes from Heaven is above all.

9:32 PM @ Wendy's with Rick and Cindy.

I won a game of Sorry on the Ludo Club App recommended by Cindy.

Jacki called. He explained a situation to me and I explained a situation to him. I told him I was taking a break from streaming on The Crew discord server because it was something I wanted to do not necessarily something God wants me to do and that I was going to do some soul searching.

Rick Cindy and I talked about life cats music, nutrition, health and ate good food.

01.27--
FRIDAY

      I slept all night long, then slept 'til 12:30 PM.
Last night I listened to a Christian Music Mix.  Today I listened to a song on 107.9 Air One.

I got up, called Joey Ha., then texted him my e-mail.  Joey may text me Mauricio Artur Berger's email if he has Mauricio's permission to do so.
                                            I asked Pastor Pete for Pete's email address.

I'm still listening to Brazillian Portuguese.  It is 2:20 PM CDT.

                                                5:59 PM

I ate, then slept 'til 5:57 PM about, all while listening to Brazillian Portuguese in my sleep.  Now I'm watching The Emporer and The King, a Brazillian Portuguese Movie with American English Subtitles.

I'm pausing the movie to clean out the cat box and take my pills and dietary supplements.

Sherlock Holmes in The Patchwork Devil, by Cavan Scott, pp. 54-56

America's Last Call, by David Wilkerson, pp. 90-99

Irineu was a Brazillian Mason, Businessman/Salesman and Industrialist who freed slaves and married his own niece, Maria.  His story is fascinating, though it is unlawful Bibically to marry one's own niece, and Masonry is evil.  But one thing can be said of Irineu: He had integrity.  He believed in a free market.  He believed a State should be an issuer, never a competitor.  He opened a new Bank in Brazil, the Banco Do Brazil.  They mentioned the Platine War of 18 August 1851- 3 February 1852.

He extended industry to the Amazon and brought the Iron Industry to Brazil.

The Estrada-Raiz railroad was first commissioned by the Emporer of Brazil under Irineu.  The Bank of Brazil was forced to close.  Then they moved to Uruguay and opened a bank there.  Irineu was advised that the way his superior saw the world, banks were on one side and governments were on the other side.

Back in the 1850's "The Rothschilds owned half the world".

Irineu Evangeliste Souza went to London to the Rothschilds to raise Capital for what he was doing, "despite the government sometimes".

I see a sinister satanic element in all this.
If the Masons, Rothschilds and even incest is involved, it is not all good, or much good at all, except for the good it did Brazil.

Early on in the film, a slave told the boy Irineu to be careful who his lord was, if a good lord, it would be well, and if a bad lord it would be his end, and to never trust a Boss.

Irineu Souza ended up choosing a very bad lord indeed-money.  It will probably be his downfall.

Railroads are very important and can be very consequential in God's economy, as the movie The Ghost and The Darkness showed.

I'm listening to Spotify again.  This time it's A Million Dreams and Somewhere Out There.

My third song (after two versions of A Million Dreams) is Seasons Change by Ray Boltz.

For supper I had a can of Tomato Soup, then a Little Debbie Fudge Round for dessert.

I never finished the movie but one day someone will tell me how the story concluded.

01-29--
LORD'S DAY-SUNDAY

As expected, I fell because I gave into the temptations, tricks and traps of the enemy, boasted of the Morrow, overslept, fantasized about Maggie and overate. My attachment to that woman is undeniable, my love for her stronger than the Niagra Falls. In a few days I will have an auditory hallucination where I will think her husband and children will visit my door and I will know the truth: That she is a married woman. But this will be a trick of the enemy to get me to think she is married so that I will give up on her in despair and mutilate half my Diaries and stories on my two websites and as I type this I am reminded to remember my dream and I know someone or ones in Heaven is talking about me. I once saw a vision of Maggie and I walking into the Kingdom together. I messed up last night.   But His compassions, they fail not.  They are new every morning.
I'm surprised that's not a Meme on everyone's phone by now as Jeremiah 29:11 is. (Which is the Meme currently on my phone-"For I know the Plans I have for you, etc.").

I need to focus on finishing America's Last Call so I can return it to the Church Library at BCRB. Paul Ludy is asking for it back.

I made two streams this morning, both called Brent broken.

I wrote another fictional Diary, this one about Ahsoka Tano waking up on this earth after her life ends in the SW Universe.

America's Last Call, pp.99-104

In 2023, be light for Jesus- sign on a church building in Bates City.

I was administered to, the evil spirits cast out of me.

Class by Mark Strychacz

The Lord treats us all equally.
The Plan of Salvation is the same for (each and every) one of us.

He is not a respecter of persons.

Ezekiel 18:25,29 IV
Ezekiel 33:17-20 IV
Alma 16:8-12 RLDS

Colossians 3:25 IV/KJ
Colossians 4:1 IV/KJ

Masters, give unto your servants that which is just and equal; knowing that ye also have a Master in heaven.

Sin is conceived in the heart.

The Father will hold us accountable for even the sins of out heart.

They're trying to create legislation for punishing people for things not yet done in the flesh. Pre-crime. They're making movies about it. Social Credit Score in China.

Mosiah 11:153-54 RLDS

An equality among all men.

This class is about equality.
I love this class.
This Church needs just that-equality!

Inequality=Iniquity.

II Chronicles 19:7

No Iniquity with the LORD your God, neither respect of persons....

God loves us equally and he wants us to treat each other equally and not respect persons.

I Peter 1:17 IV/KJ

Sunday Service

Special Music-Guitar

'Fairest Lord Jesus'- Instrumental.

It is beautiful Ministry.

Gordon, Mark, Tyler and Andrew Holmes are on the Rostrum.

Call to Worship:

I Nephi 3:185-187 RLDS

....Blessed are they who seek to bring forth my Zion at that day, for they shall have the gift and power of the Holy Ghost.

Hymnn: Onward To Zion.

Invocation-Gordon Burns

Offertory-Malachi 3:8-10 -Tyler

God is just wanting us to prove to us that we will trust him if we will not rob him or anyone else on earth....

I, Lord, am guilty of beggary and neediness. Please forgive me. Amen.

Blessing over the offering. - Tyler.

I offer my heart to you o Father. Amen.



Sermon text: John 10:1-13,24-28 IV

Special Music-Guitar and other stringed instruments. -This is my Father's World-Instrumental. It is pleasing and soothing to the ears for this tired soul. It ministers to us all.

Andrew's children and family are quite talented.

Sermon notes:

From the passage I read, there's several parts I'm going to get to.

Jesus has said that His sheep hear his Voice. Ever heard his Voice?

I raised my hand.

"God is not real because we can't see him is an illogical argument." (Because there are some things we can't see that we know are real).

The way God establishes us to learn about Him is through Witness and Testimony.

In our Natural state we cannot see God.  We'd be consumed.

Genesis 4:1-4 IV

Adam and Eve heard God's Voice from the Garden after they were kicked out.



The whole argument for 'you can't hear God' is wrong.

Maybe you say that you haven't heard God.  We'll get to that, too.

Are you willing to believe the report of these witnesses?

Me and a little girl were witnesses of Sympathetic Vibrations, the thing that made a Bridge fall apart.

Matthew 5:16 ff.

Either Jesus was a lunatic, a liar or telling the Truth.
Same with any assimilation of new information.

When you tune a piano, it causes an oscillation of these Overtones.

99% of Andrew's job is making those Beats go away (There ARE other things. I exaggerated (said later))

Elijah.  Wind, fire, earthquake- God was not in those.  Hard to hear Still, Small Voice over those.

He had to hear their effect before he could hear them.

If you're not acting on the effect, you're not hearing God.

If you're given a gift and don't use it, it is taken away.

If you are given a gift and use it, and develop it, more will be given.

It doesn't stop there.

Romans 10:13 ff.IV/KJ

How shall they hear without a preacher?

Faith comes by hearing and hearing by the Word of God.

Blessed are they who shall believe on your word..and be baptized..and receive a remission of their sins.

In the end (God will) (be) revealed to Mankind and no one will be able to deny anymore.

But, that was never supposed to be where we stopped.

There's an organization where they are teaching people how to be prophets.

Brigham Young once said "Don't you think I can call down a revelation from God whenever I want?"

Matthew 27

Ask, seek, knock....

("God heard Joseph Smith and we need not that Mauricio should teach us.")

All things whatsoever ye that men should do to you, do even so to them, for this is the law and the prophets.

"We have the law for our salvation and that is sufficient for us"

(A Bible. A Bible. We have Got a Bible and there can not be any more Bible.)

Ask, seek knock and the (Dalet, door) shall be opened to you.

(Ask! Seek! Knock!)

God rejoiced at the Brother of Jared's Faith. God wants to reveal Himself to us.

I Nephi 2, 3 RLDS Lehi had a Vision and Nephi prayed to have the same Vision.  He saw more than his father saw.

I Ni. 4:7 RLDS 

Have ye inquired of the Lord.

When his brethren said, The Lord maketh no such thing known unto us, Nephi replied 'how have ye not kept the commandments of the Lord?'  You have all heard the Overtones.  You can tell the difference between an 'A' note on a bass guitar and an 'A' note on a piano.
   You've heard them all along and you never knew it.

God has been speaking to you all along and you never knew it.

Maybe you need to train your ears to hear it.

What can you do to hear better?

Disobedience will dull your hearing more than anything else.

Adam and Eve tried to solve the problem of their Nakedness on their own with fig leaves.

(Nothing displeases God more) than when we don't acknowledge His hand in all things.

If you are not listening for the True Overtones, the false will deceive you.

John 10:1

He that entereth not into the door...

:5 They know not the voice of strangers.

:10 Abundant Life.

:26 But ye believe not because ye are not of my sheep.

I told you and ye believed not.

Peter figured it out. It was the Spirit that told him and Jesus said "don't tell anybody".

When Moses asked Jesus Who should I say sent me? the riddle was I AM sent you.

He told them thousands of years ago.

'Moses testified of Me'

It was plain to those who were looking.

He didn't reveal it until just before His Crucifixion.

Galatians 5:14-25

Now the works of the flesh are manifest, which are these,...
they which do these things shall not inherit the kingdom of heaven.
But the fruit of the Spirit.......
Against such there is no law.
Walk in the Spirit....

Those fruits of the Spirit only exist in me when the Spirit is in me.

DC 1 Whether by My Voice or by the Voice of my Servants it is the same.

James 1

But be ye doers of the Word and not hearers only.

There are false prophets. There are false messages. They'll use 17'th century English or take something out of the Scriptures it doesn't really mean.

John 10

But from a stranger will they flee for they know not the voice of strangers.

Believing on the Testimony of others is the Starting Point. That's entering in. That's not for continuing.

We must (listen to the Spirit of God) and be sensitive to it.

Mark Strychacz
one time he was blind in one eye for three days - when he was unbandaged he saw way more light in his left eye than his right.  The light was always there, his eyes just hadn't been open to see it.

Hymn (Joy To The World (Alternate future version)

When I see the Saints singing I see and hear Peace and harmony- as all the world shall be in someday-Nation with Nation, Land with Land, in fraternity, when new arts shall bloom, a loftier race, in earth and fire and Sea and Air, and with the Fifth Element-Jesus Christ our Savior, reigning in our midst and in our hearts.

Benediction-Tyler

Priesthood exeunt.

Time: 12:25 PM
Place: China Buffet, OG, MO
The Party is Gathering.
Pastor Pete is here.

12:36 PM I have my first plate of food.

Time: 1:28 PM
Place: Pete's car, his church.
Pete is talking to a man.

1:35 PM CDT Now my new Diary site, after five days, finally shows view counts. Praise and Thank You God!

01.31--
TUESDAY

I just fed the cat Gandalf.  I want to go to Howard Cozart's ZionWorks classes on Sundays.  They weren't very active during the holidays.
We have two years to prepare Spiritually and 7 years to prepare physically  before the 7 years of Famine  starting in 2030.

I have now made five multi-part videos, two of them singular, including the one I am currently making The Resistance Strikes Back.

I've been streaming all night long, streaming some Humorous Versions and some Serious scripts, the completed ones and the two I thought were complete. TESB HV has two truncated scenes at least and ANH HV has one truncated scene I or someone or someones else has to fill in or write.  I'm streaming the Serious Scripts on the Odds and HV's on the Evens.

..Tonight, after I stream and get some much-needed sleep, I should visit my friend Rick tonight. But he will say no I can't visit tonight because he had had tests done at the doctor's office and when I will call later to see'f I c'n c'm over, he'll say he be ab't to lay down. So I'll try visiting t'next day.

12:16 PM CDT  As I was streaming Episode 15: DOTS, I used the bathroom again, cleaned out my kittylitterbox and got a Tomorrow's World Magazine out of the mailbox.

DOTS was a singular video.

Today while I'm at Rick's (or tomorrow) (if he lets me visit him tomorrow) I'm going to call Fred and see if they found Jasin. O I do hope so and pray he is found safe and thriving if he has not yet been found o Father! Amen.
The next book book I want to read is The Coming Economic Armageddon by David Jeremiah.

One of my parts of a conversation between PokemonSoldier and I:

All those hours sleeping were not wasted. Meloncholia is where when you are lying awake your conscious thinks and ponders and ruminates and makes dreams plots and plans and when asleep your spirit thinks and your subconcsious and unconscious dream, think, analyze, ponder and assimilate all the information you observed while awake and busy.

        2:02 PM
I'm streaming 'The Empire Strikes Back Humorous Version'.

4:57 PM CDT

I have had supper and finally putting Part 2 of SW 17: EOV.

I am really enjoying it.

At 5:24 PM CDT I completed my YouTube Serious Scripts and HV Series, finally.  It took me 15 1/2 hours of Streaming one approx. 1/2 hour stream after another with 0 breaks.  It was fun!  Thank You o my Father! Praise You! Bless You! Amen.