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1/31/2024 9:50 pm  #61


Re: 2023 BEN-ACH LEE SOHLDEN KOIVOPOLO V

03/11--
SABBATH-SATURDAY

         This morning I fed Gandalf, went to the bathroom, poured water down my bathroom overflow drain, got my socks and shoes on, changed from my shorts to my pants, tried calling Pastor Pete, Boosted my rent on my two parcels of virtual real estate and gathered one Diamond and spun for 4 Atlas Bucks and watched an Ad for 2 Atlas Bucks on Atlas Earth, updated and prayed over my phone and put my wallet in my pocket, not in that order.  I also rechecked out The Last Jedi by Jason Fry the Audiobook on my Libby App.

I tried calling Pastor Pete again, and he didn't answer, so I texted him, 'are we doing anything today?'

     He was at the hospital visiting Bob Johnston, who has cancer.

   I slept all morning, until 2 PM.  Mark Griffin took me to the library, where I got three books.

I listened to NPR and Bott Radio Network on the radio.

    I ate White Castle Burgers for lunch.

Sometimes our desire to do the right thing is in direct opposition with popular opinion.

        I finished Star Wars The High Republic Jedi's End Whole Number 15: The Fall.

                     6:39 PM CDT (5:39)
     I took a long nap, then got up, ate dinner and took my pills and supplements, and ate walnuts.  Then I set all my clocks and my watch ahead one hour.

    I cleared off my couch and piano today.

    Sometimes when I'm idle and lying in bed I hear what until tonight I thought was 10,000 Maggie imitators, but only one Maggie.  But today I learned that they are all 100% false and I never actually knew Maggie's actual thoughts.
God has tried telling me this before.

In DuckTales 2017, one of the characters said 'sometimes you can hear 10,000 voices carried on the wind all agreeing with you"
So mine is not a unique experience.

  I slept all day today except to eat meals and go to the library.

I took my pills around 5 PM, or 5:20, or a little later, but before 6.


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1/31/2024 9:50 pm  #62


Re: 2023 BEN-ACH LEE SOHLDEN KOIVOPOLO V

03/12--
LORD'S DAY-SUNDAY

                                          1:01 AM CDT Yesterday, I spent zero money, had zero caffeine, zero sugar and drank zero sodapop.

                                          8:30 AM CDT  I'm waiting to be picked up by Paul Ludy.

                                          8:52 AM CDT I'm at Church.

                                           10:34 AM CDT
                              Ask not that you may consume it upon your lusts....
                                             Don't ask for things just so you can enjoy them.

                                     I claim your Gift, O God. Amen.
       I wish to follow You, and take Thy Name upon me.

                       This life is a probationary state.
       I wish to strip myself of all uncleanness and deny myself of all ungodliness and endure to the end. Amen.

    Why art thou cast down O my soul? Hope in God, for I will yet praise Him, and see good in the land of the living, and I shall dwell in the House of the Lord forever.  Amen.

   On the day of Obergegefell and the other homose x u al ity Supreme Court Decision, the sun was lightened in the West and darkness spread in the morning from East to West.  This is the gross darkness of RLDS Doctrine and Covenants 105.

         The Law of Love-
                  All our lives, decisions and actions should be based on this.

     The literal establishment of God's Kingdom on Earth- the Final Victory- Zion.

Zion must be - Albert Carmichael.

RDC 2A It is not the work of God that is frustrated, but the work of man.

                            Be prepared to let go of anything I take from you, but never let go of my hand. -Jesus Calling.

                           Lord haste the day when my faith shall be sight-the clouds be rolled back as a scroll-the trump shall resound and the Lord shall descend.  It is well, it is well with my soul.

There is a potluck today.  I'm sitting at a table.

                          12:02 PM CDT  I ate well.

                            12:14 PM CDT         Paul Ludy is giving me a ride home.

                                   4:18 PM CDT I slept until 4:00 PM, then called for a ride to Church, then made a egg, sausage and cheese croissant in the microwave for supper.

                                      After I ate my Croissan'wich, I slept 'til 5:21 PM and got up, grabbed my journal, pens, coat and keys, ands came out here onto my front porch for more adventures.

                                         5:49 PM  I'm at Church.  I called Rick.  We may hang out after Church.

                                          Tonight, we are watching 'The Chosen'

                                           7:10 PM CDT        Rick wants me to call him tonight at 8:30 PM CDT.  The 'Chosen' Episode was about the beginning of Christ's public ministry.  In it, a leper was cleansed and a paralytic was healed, and Jesus taught.  Nicodemus talked to a fellow Pharisee of not putting God in a box, walking the old paths but keeping our eyes open for new things.  It was a message everyone in the Restoration needs to hear.

                                              7:38 PM  I took my pills.  I had zero sodapop today.  I had some caffeine in the chocolate cake I had at potluck.

                                           7:46 PM  I called Pastor Pete.  He might take me and a group of others to see a movie.  I told Pete I took my pills and my caffeine intake for yesterday and today.

   Although we will not be going to see it at the movies, I wish to see 'The Jesus Revolution' about the Jesus Movement that started in California in the 1960's.

              The hours between 3 and 5 AM, the veil between worlds is thin.  If I get woken up at that time, use it to talk to God.  Sometimes God wants to just hear our voice and look into our heart -Shane

                That's what God meant when he said to pay attention to those numbers.

                                     8:37 PM Ok, I called Rick, and he will get back with me.

                                    10:37 PM Ok, we're at Wendy's.  Rick bought me some food.  I watched a woman react to Kenobi S1X3 on my laptop. then I put my laptop away and got out my journal.

                                      10:55 PM Ok, they're open 'til Midnight tonight.


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1/31/2024 9:51 pm  #63


Re: 2023 BEN-ACH LEE SOHLDEN KOIVOPOLO V

03/13--
MONDAY

                This morning, I fed the cat, then slept until 1 PM, then biked to KC's, where I grabbed a pizza slice and a Coke, came home, rejoined r/StarWars on discord, watched Minecraft, and I  should have put God first today.  Father, forgive me for not putting You first today.  Amen.
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I'm listening to the Dan Bongino show.

Now I'm listening to I Need Jesus podcast.

                          10:13 PM CDT
            I'm listening to Alma Chapter 1 RLDS and watching Perry Mason.  I watched a TV show I didn't like and an Episode of The Clone Wars at Steve's house, 5X1, then helped Steve find out when he went in to the hospital because of his stroke last November with my journal and I watched It's A Primate react to Clone Wars 5X1 and an episode of Rebels that introduced Thrawn to Canon, and part of another episode of Rebels that I turned off because I don't want to watch it yet, not wanting to be spoiled because I haven't seen it yet.  Perry Mason is a good show.  Justice was done in Alma 1 as Justice was being done in Perry Mason, in fiction and in nonfiction.
       Now, the Nephites are about to fight the Amlicites in nonfiction.
       On my computer, Diary 77 is open.

Now I'm watching Wanted:Dead or Alive, one of my favorite old Western shows.

I was tempted to go buy ice-cream but I decided against it because I haven't earned it.

Of the $100.00----- Emily Brotherton gave me, I have $55.00----- +$10.00----- left.

    Amlici was just slain with the sword, in Alma 1 RLDS.  The Amlicites and Lamanites fled and the Nephites are pursuing.

    My appointment with Haley tomorrow is cancelled because she is having car trouble and will not be in the office tomorrow.

       Tomorrow at 3:00 PM, Pastor Pete will pick me up and he may take me to see a movie.

  Last night and today I asked God to dig the sin from my heart and cleanse my mind, heart and conscience and spirit by Jesus' Blood.  I also asked God to cleanse me by His Spirit.

                                                     11:23 PM
      I'm going to brush my teeth, floss my teeth and put my pajamas on and go to bed.

  If I am woken up in the middle of the night I will talk to God, and have Him look into my heart.

  If I do not repent, God shall utterly destroy me.


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1/31/2024 9:51 pm  #64


Re: 2023 BEN-ACH LEE SOHLDEN KOIVOPOLO V

03/14--
TUESDAY

        I can't sleep and I will talk to God as I make a Wolf 3-D video.

After making a particularly challenging Wolfenstein 3-D stream, God giving me victory after victory, I biked to KC's in the cold to grab a Coke and a cup of chocolate chip cookies and started reading a friends' story.  I love the story.  I started reading it from where I left off in it and am still reading it now.

  I finished my friends' stories, then wrote a basic outline of the rest of the film Star Wars Episode 11-Thrawn Strikes, and shared the Outline with Ian and Star Wars Fanon.

   I asked in a contest what people think I should say the mysterious old freighter in one of the Scenes I wrote earlier is, from past Star Wars material.

    I have a lot of questions for Difficulty Tweak about Fate Tabletop game.  The slow buildup to when I and others can start enjoying it the way I always dreamed will take a lot of reading and understanding on all our parts.

   From this day forward I swear to IAOUE that I shall never go back to pornography or self-pleasuring, again, EVER!

Brent Sohlden

I want to walk in Wisdom's paths, and truly REPENT!

    I am hearkening to the counsels of Wisdom, and Wisdom is abiding with me today.  Wisdom caused me sore repentance.

    Pastor Pete picked up my laundry ands took me and Denita out to an awful human interest story movie.  It was full of garbage.   But it had some ok parts, and God got under the radar in a few scenes.  Troy, Jo's sister and Paul Jo's brother also went out with us to see this 'PG' movie that should have been 'R'.

     Then Pastor Pete, Denita and I went out to a Mexican Restaurant, where we talked about my financial independence goals and Joseph Houle.  Denita told me that I am not too young to get Medicare.  Others tell me I am.

   I told Denita about the show 'So help me todd'.

   Then Pastor Pete drove me home and he prayed for me.

Now I'm home.

I need to take my pills and fish oil.

I bought a Visa Netspend Debit Prepaid card.  The pin is set; the card is signed and activated.

001) 5.00----- to Hung Cao's Political Cause.

002) 10.99----- At end of billing cycle, April 14, I'll be charged again.. Disney +. Cancel anytime. + tax.

Cancel through account settings.

Note: Cancel on April 09'th unless I put 10.99 more dollars on my card at least.

NETSPEND BAL: 21.01-----


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1/31/2024 9:52 pm  #65


Re: 2023 BEN-ACH LEE SOHLDEN KOIVOPOLO V

03/15--
WEDNESDAY

   I got up at 4 AM, started watching The Rise of Skywalker, then  paused it, went to sleep, got up at noon, watched more of it, paused it again and am about to bike to KC's to grab a Coke.  Then when I get back I will eat something for lunch, and watch more of the movie.

  I'm making meatballs with Sweet & Sour Sauce dip for luncheon.

    Lunch was good.  I'm going to be reading one or two of a discord user's pre-High Republic Star Wars Fanon articles after I watch Star Wars content on Disney +.

They cancelled Willow.  That's good.

The Rise of Skywalker is over. Now I'm watching Mando 3X3, which came out early this morning.  I am 100% unspoiled.

Episode 19: The Convert.

Coruscant is only one of a handful of city planets known as an Acumenopolis.-Episode 19, Mandalorian.

Oo, space popscicles, space street magicians and space jugglers.

Oh, wow!  They mentioned the Coruscant Accords!

Pershing and his former Imperial female friend are breaking Parole.

   I'll have to call the agreement in Episode 10 the Second Coruscant Accords.

Oo similar musical themes to Lord of the Rings!

S3X3 of the Mandalorian was TOTALLY AWESOME!!!

    I swept down the hallway stairs, let the cat out for a bit, cleaned out the catbox, swept the front porch clear of leaves, and swept the sidewalk out front almost clear of leaves.

     Now I'm continuing S5X4 of SW: The Clone Wars.

            I rearranged some of the Boards on Maraandluke4ever and started a new thread and renamed a board.

      Now as I watch Star Wars I will start some new threads and make a necessary change to Star Wars Episode 17 in light of Mando 3X3.

   Now I'm watching S5X5 of The Clone Wars, which I have never seen before.
                 I created a new board on mara/luke4ever, Character Arcs.

           A train is going by.

           My cat is sleeping soundly and happily by my side on the right cushion of my loveseat.  I'm sitting on the left cushion, waiting for the train to go by, so I can unpause CW5X5.

Clone Wars S5X5 made me make an alteration to a thread I posted on Mara/Luke4ever about Lux.

     Now CW S5X6 is about to begin.

     Now CW S5X7 is about to begin.

       Today we are on John 5.

         5:28 (NIV) Do not be amazed at this, for a time is coming when all who are in their graves will hear his voice.
             29 and come out--those who have done good will rise to live, and those who have done evil will rise to be condemned.

  I took my pills before I came here.  I'll have to wait on dinner until my friends and I go out tonight.

         Prayer.

"We need You to lead us, so we're following You, not behind us, pushing us."- From Pastor Pete's prayer.

    Is there enough evidence to convict you for being a Believer or Christian?

      Joy acknowledged I was Baptized the night I told her over the phone.

       Last night, I pronounced IAOUE's name correctly, and asked Him to save me.

      Din D'Jarin had two witnesses of his Baptism- Bo'Katan Kryze and a sample of the Waters beneath the Mines of Mandalore.

     One Witness isn't enough to convict in a court of Law.

           If I Witness of myself, Jesus said in the Inspired Version, John 5:31, yet my witness is true.
John 5:32 in the NIV states
"There is another who testifies in my favor, and I know that his testimony about me is valid.
33 You have sent to John and he has testified to the truth. 34 Not that I accept human testimony; but I mention it that you may be saved
36 I have testimony weightier than that of John.  For the very work that the Father has given me to finish, and which I am doing, testifies that the Father has sent me.
37A And the Father who sent me has himself testified concerning me."

"They did not really love God.  They loved their ideas about God." -Barclay.

  God gave them the Torah, and they believed in it and God, yet they missed the most important thing.

       Pastor Pete has been watching the testimonies of Muslims and of Jews and they have been stretching him.   Father, please help him to expand his studies and his mind to listen to and read testimonies of Mormons and RLDS.  In Christ's Name I pray, Amen.

A movie about Abraham by the makers of 'The Chosen' is coming out at the end of this month.
    If you don't believe Moses, how will you believe me, for Moses wrote of me-Jesus.

   The Lord will raise up a prophet like unto me (Moses) .  Him you must hear.

         That prophet was Jesus Christ.

Have you ever felt impressed to send someone a  text, or a message, or to call them?

Maybe they were on God's mind.

Have you ever just happened to call someone and he/she needed your ministry?

.. Wherever you and I are at in our lives, God wants to use us.

Prayer.

    The steps of a man are established by the LORD, when he delights in his way -Psalm 37:23 (ESV).

    Rick, Paul-Jo's Brother Paul, and Jo's sister, Pastor Pete, Cindy and I are out at McDonald's.

We're going to Walmarts.

   Today at Walmarts, Cindy Day bought me:

     -Almond Milk
    -Tater Tots
   -Oops! All Berries Cereal
   -Great Value Sugar Free Syrup
   -Mild Cheddar Cheese
   -Shart Cheddar Cheese
   -DVD: Misery
   -DVD: Dances With Wolves.

  Now I continue CW S5X7, then I will read two or one of my new discord contact's stories.

         I sent Grand Wizard Man links to my Star Wars Serious Scripts and Comics.

      On my phone, I am using my blsohlden discord account.
      On my laptop, my BrentKoivopoloV discord account.

    I finally fulfilled my dream of streaming Star Wars with many people in the voice chat.  Thank You, Father, and for all my groceries, movies and for the care package Haley dropped off this morning.  Amen.

We are on the 'buying the droids' scene.

  Now Luke just lost Uncle Owen and Aunt Beru.

     I witnessed to some people in The Crew Server about the Truth about homosexuality.

     I watched part of the first episode of Andor and streamed it on discord, then made a Wolf-3D stream, simulcasting it on discord, because A) I was due for one and B) I wanted to show Legend.

     Arius Valdayn is turning out to be a great friend and potential ally.


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1/31/2024 9:53 pm  #66


Re: 2023 BEN-ACH LEE SOHLDEN KOIVOPOLO V

03/16--
THURSDAY

4:35 AM Father, I am so grateful for the grocery help I received last night and for the two DVD's Cindy bought for me, and for my laptop and The Crew discord server, and for Mike Matei.

4:58 AM I am passively listening to Brazilian Portuguese on my Wolf-3D Stream as I listen to a Librivox Recording of Henry Koster's Travels In Brazil Volume 2.

5:03 PM Yesterday Pastor Pete did my laundry and early, early this morning I put my clean clothes away.

11:58 AM Oh it's terrible and completely my fault.  I broke my oath to God four times this morning.  I feel so ashamed and I hate it.  Please forgive me.  Proverbs says it is better not to vow than to vow and not pay.  God may visit me with utter destruction which could come upon me suddenly without remedy if I do not learn self-control.  I don't believe in once saved always saved. That is the Doctrine of the Nicolaitans.

I'm watching and streaming SW:TCW S5X9: A Necessary Bond.

Now I am watching (and streaming) that Droid Arc I've been hearing about. I love it so far!

    That Second Episode of the Droid Arc, A Sunny Day In The Void, was positively spectacular!

  After S5X13, I'm showing Revenge of The Sith.


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1/31/2024 9:54 pm  #67


Re: 2023 BEN-ACH LEE SOHLDEN KOIVOPOLO V

03/17--
FRIDAY-SAINT PATRICK'S DAY

      I'm watching S!X2 of Mila in the Multiverse.  It's slow-paced but ok so far.  I don't think I want to watch it anymore.  It's woke.

    I'm finishing Revenge of the Sith.

   I had Toasted O's.  I'm going to have Tater Tots.

I had a good shower today.

       What legodude494 told me after reading my star wars scripts:

"They're good, you've put some time into them and made them generally connect together well from what I've seen"

     From about 11:30 PM to now I have been going through intense spiritual warfare.
-->One of the incidents is that around 11:57 PM, some demons said, 'In the name of Jesus Christ, help him let us in", then they said, very loudly and angrily, "DIE!"

    The other night Junk_bow looked at me through my cat's face witn a very scary, scaly monstrous face and said "You're dead meat!".

  There are other nights I went through spiritual warfare that I did not write about or mention..


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1/31/2024 9:56 pm  #68


Re: 2023 BEN-ACH LEE SOHLDEN KOIVOPOLO V

03/18--
SABBATH-SATURDAY

  Today I should not buy or sell or do any manner of work.

I should be in the Word of God, pray and worship God and the Lamb.


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1/31/2024 9:56 pm  #69


Re: 2023 BEN-ACH LEE SOHLDEN KOIVOPOLO V

03/19--
LORD'S DAY-SUNDAY-SABAOTH

                                                          3:17 AM
                         I was not in the Word much yesterday, didn't pray, praise and worship much, and worked a little.  Please forgive me, God.  Amen.

   God has an interesting way of showing you that he's forgiven you of serious offenses against him.  This morning before  Church, I was inspired by The Holy Spirit to turn my keyboard piano on and play 'In The Garden'.  Then when I got to Early Morning Worship, the Scripture and teaching were both about the Song 'In The Garden,', then we sang 'In The Garden' as an Opening Hymn.'  Thank You, Father for forgiving me and showing me thine forgiveness! Amen.

      When the Gospel was preached, the people started working.

     In order to be healthy, you have to work.

  When people retire and do nothing, they pass away in two or three years.

   Lord, help me not to be anymore idle, but industrious.

   RDC 68:4F Now I, the Lord, am not well pleased with the inhabitants of Zion, for there are idlers among them; and their children are growing up in wickedness; they also seek not earnestly the riches of eternity, but their eyes are full of greediness.

II Thessalonians 3:10 For even when we were with you, this we commanded you, that if any would not work, neither should he eat.

RDC 60:3E Thou shalt not idle away thy time; neither shalt thou bury thy talent that it may not be known.

There are NO shortcuts.  If I want to get to the City, I had better start to plough, a workman not ashamed. I had two dreams, which warned against shortcuts to the City New Jerusalem, where I was in a lesser or fake city- with a gate wide enough to permit an elephant, when the gate to the true city is narrow, and an elephant wide, and I and others were trapped because we had tried taking a shortcut to the City of Holiness, Zion, a New Jerusalem.

Zion is the Reality of Realities, and we are going to be partakers of it if we are faitful -- from Gordon's sermon.

WHEN I got home from Church, I ate a Turkey Ranch wrap, drank Coke, ate donuts, switched on The Mandalorian and The Book of Mormon audiobook, and slept.

Now, at 1:27 PM, I'm up.

NEW EBT FS BAL: 257.80-----

I have a new ally: Nathan H.

I've been doing a lot of cleaning and organizing today.  After Church and pills and calling Pastor Pete I'm going to be searching for my Star Wars IV rewrite, posting it if I find it among my journals on my journal shelves, and writing out a hardcopy of SW 13&14 and possibly 15, hopefully adding scenes and details.
      There is a potluck at Church next Sunday.

We are watching an Interview with the man who plays Jesus in The Chosen called 'The Immense weight of Playing Jesus'

Failing at that, we are watching the Episode of 'The Chosen' 'Invitations'.

"Don't worry about which men others think are important"-Jesus in 'The Chosen'.

It was the Episode that had John 3:16, Moses, Joshua and Matthew, Son of Alpaeus, and Nicodemus.

We had a lively discussion after the film.  We had a guest come and watch the movie with us today. He had a lot of wisdom to say, during the discussion.


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1/31/2024 9:57 pm  #70


Re: 2023 BEN-ACH LEE SOHLDEN KOIVOPOLO V

03/20--
MONDAY-FIRST DAY OF SPRING

        I bought an X-Tra Large Coke, drank it, took a hot shower and went to bed.  Last night I hunted down a story I started, a ANH rewrite, and found it early on in my search, plus a new Journal to finish typing.

                                                                        3:41
                                                        I added Diary 60 to my DiaryLogSite and now I will continue typing it and my story, which are in the same notebook.  My cat is here to my left side, on the left cushion of my loveseat.  I need to feed him at 6, washing out his cat dish with sope and water and giving him a Fresh hal-cup of catfood.

I had to borrow catlitter from Rick the other night in order to clean out Gandalf's catbox.  He gave me a third of a big bag, about.

                                       7:08 AM
                                       After typing a lot of my perfect world, perfect Maggie story, I biked down to KC's and got:
                                         *Lay's Wavy Original Chips.
                                          *Peanut Butter Me Up ice cream-1 pint
and
                                          *A 20-oz of Mountain Dew: Code Red.

   I wrote a To-Do List and a List of Achievements in the Back Reverse Upside-Down portion of this book.

My New EBT Food Stamp Balance is 242.64-----

As I lay there on my stomach in bed just now, having sinned greatly and taken a shower and gotten dressed, listening to The Book of Mormon, I said to God

                "Do unto me as seemest thou wilt, whether to heaven, hell, perdition or The Lake of Fire, Celestial, Terrestrial or Telestial, wherever you want to throw me, or save me alive and give me another billionth chance."

I also had earlier after I sinned, called on the name of the LORD, begged forgiveness, and threw myself on His mercy.

I also said "I'm a wretch".

I had also cast the demons out of myself and my apartment, or tried to.

STILL listening to the Book of Mormon, Brent did type more of Diary 60 and DIARY 88, then  took a swig of his sodapop and wrote a brief narrative entry in Diary 88 before continuing to type more of DIARY 60.

He had had two showers recently.

He had just seen, in Diary 88 what living a full, repentant life was like and he wanted that back.  He remade his oath to YHWH, and pledged to serve Him forever, with all his heart.

He wanted out of bondage.  He reclaimed in the name of Jesus Christ the anointing and deliverance from bondage he had gotten at the IHOP-KC service earlier.

He reclaimed every administration he had ever gotten for lust, in the name of Jesus Christ.

He also reclaimed the administration he had gotten to cast the familiar spirits out, in the name of Jesus Christ.

God received him with Joy, and there was Joy in heaven when Ben-Ach Hale Koivopolo V submitted to Him.
He surrendered all to the Lord Jesus Christ.
He had talked to Mark Sohlden earlier that day. They were on good terms.

Soon afterward, Ben-Ach made  a Wolf 3-D stream, then watched some Star Wars videos on YouTube.

  Then he went to take a nap.


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