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03/27--
MOON'S DAY-YOM SHENI
Satan has been sending many people to me trying to get me to invest in Crypto currency or Bitcoin. Many of these people are young women, some asking me to consider them as potential mates, to distract me from Maggie.
Right now I'm listening to the New Testament, after listening to a Believing Radio station on the radio, called Bott.
12:05 AM I'm at Rick's. Scooter came up to me, climbed up onto my lap, rubbed herself against my hand and licked my hand and let me pet her.
Rick gave me a chocolate brownie Cindy baked. It was delicious.
I'm going to get some catfood from Rick soon.
Rick and I are talking and watching North Woods Law.
A seven-mile wide tornado wiped out a small town in Mississippi yesterday, killing 26 people. It also went through Alabama and Georgia, 200 mph winds, but didn't do as much damage. It was an EF-4. The newsanchorman said, "Help them, dear Jesus."
A tornado hit Los Angeles, but mostly caused property damage, a couplde days ago or thereabouts.
After watching Dan Abrams on News Nation, we are watching true severe weather stories on The Weather Channel. June 23, 2016- 10 inches of rain in just 12 hours- the flash floods took 23 lives.
In 1977 or 78, there was a massive flash flood, Rick tells me, in the Plaza in Kansas City. Numerous cars were washed away. He thinks the death toll on that was about 30. They had pictures on the TV. All the cars were hung up on bridges and everything. The businesses were shut down. The floodwaters completely engulfed the Plaza where all the roads converged. The rain came down so hard and so fast that the aqueducts couldn't carry it away.
Bootsy let me pet her, and she didn't hiss at me.
4:38 AM
Now satan has sent a female lightworker or witch High Priestess to me, who claims she was attracted to me when she saw my profile (as in drawn to me, not romantic attraction). I rebuked satanh, yet told her she was worthy of the love of Jesus and He could save her, so I showed mercy to an enemy.
I dug at least two more micrchips out of my face last night.
6:43 AM
Taking a cue from Nerd of the Rings on YouTube, and giving him and another person credit, I started to make the attempt to influence the Lord of The Rings Narrative on Mara/Luke4ever.
I got up and made a Wolfenstein 3-D stream beginning Episode 6: Confrontation yet again.
I did some research on Lightworkers and it has everything to do with the New Age Movement and Witchcraft and Nature Worship, and also making friends with your shadow self. These things are all demonic and evil.
My cat is really thirsty. He is drinking a LOT of water.
Stage 1 of Roleplaying Fun was called out by Difficulty Tweak as an unworkable system.
Stage 2 of Roleplaying Fun saw the addition of Magnificent Warlock Dude and Gaming Dude of 2023 as GameMasters and I tried unsuccessfully to base it off of Fate.
Stage 3 will have a few of the rules of Fate but will be a completely different RPG system, only one that works.
At 11:10 AM, after a very long nap, I turned on Acts KJV, left the English discord server where so much satanic workers were coming from, cut off several discord contacts, and called for another Roleplaying Fun Staff Meeting, which will be at a convenient time for my two staff and I.
About a year ago the Fate Devs (Developers) griefed the Rule Site turning it into a storefront and breaking all the links to the rules so that the only way to play is to pay for the rulebook with a physical copy.
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TUESDAY
I'm streaming, beginning at 9 PM last night, the Prequel Trilogy in Call 2 of The Crew Server on discord. I'm currently on the beginning scenes of Revenge of The Sith.
"I don't want you to put a gap between movies. I want you to play all 9 movies tonight. I have decided. I have spoken."- God's instructions to me.
It's not a burden because I get plenty of sleep during each Episode of Star Wars.
I biked to KC's yesterday night and got a Coke. Earlier I had had Reese's and Mountain Dew: Code Red. Anakin just met his fate and is now entering the Temple.
I'm going to drink more of or finish my Coca-Cola now.
Cody just gave Obi-Wan his lightsaber back and now the time has come.
At 4:28 AM I awoke to "3PO come in 3PO!" and I said to myself "remember what you're doing."
I'm going back to bed.
At 5:07 AM, I awoke to the end credits of A New Hope and put on ESB.
At 7:09 AM I awoke from bed, went to the bathroom, then switched the end credits of The Empire Strikes Back to the beginning of Return of The Jedi.
When I was an older teenager, or young adult (at least 17 or 18), I had stopped watching Star Wars for a long time. I owned a copy of the Star Wars Special Edition VHS Tapes my Sister's Aunt had given me for a Channukah present.
One day I told myself to either read Three From Galilee or Watch The Empire Strikes Back. I had been trying to completely follow the will of God. I heard, You have a choice.
God was trying to let me know that although I was doing His will (or thought I was) I still had Liberty of Choice.
I watched The Empire Strikes Back and fell in love with Star Wars all over again.
Around 4:07 or 4:09 PM I finished streaming The Star Wars 9 Movie Skywalker Saga on Call 2 on The Crew server on discord, then watched a couple or a few Episodes of The Clone Wars, streaming them, then biked to KC's, grabbed a Mountain Dew: Code Red, then came home and streamed more Clone Wars Season 5.
Now I'm on The Radio in The Crew with some depressed adults and teenagers who are playing Minecraft and talking immoral guttertalk.
Lord, Open a Door for me to witness to them. I know if I try to force my way through a door I open myself I'll make a mess of things. In Christ's name, Amen.
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03/29--
WEDNESDAY
I think there's good drugs, good drugs used bad and bad drugs.
(Note: All forms of Marijuana are a bad drug.)
Left Behind: The Kids Book 1: The Vanishings pp. 45-70.
Sherlock Holmes: The Patchwork Devil by Cavan Scott, pp.62-73.
Teachings of Presidents of the Church-Joseph Smith pp.xiv-8.
I spent time chatting on The Crew and on r/StarWars discord servers and streaming The Mandalorian and The Bad Batch on Channel Brent discord server. I don't know if anyone watched. I need to finish catching up on The Bad Batch before I do today's Watch Party on YouTube. I left the house to buy a whole Turkey Sub and a Cherry Coke at QT, because KC's is closed this early in the morning. Then I chatted on r/Star Wars discord server, from whence comes my quote of myself at the top of this entry.
Found this in an Internet Search for Darth Vacuous:
Saga- Does anyone remember Darth Vacuous, Purp, SDpeak and the Humorous Versions?-study888, Jedi Grand Master
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03/30--
THURSDAY
So now today is Reading day for me. At 7 PM I'll try to get some of my books read from.
My next appointment with Haley is next Tuesday April 4'th at 9 AM. By then I should have two job leads.
I can search for local jobs hiring near me with a Google search.
Tracy rescheduled today's Counseling appointment to tomorrow at 12:30 PM.
Haley and I discussed moods and meds and Social Security. Next week, she and I will call Social Security together.
Around 3:20 PM CDT Della is taking me shopping at Walmart.
Last night I made a Spear of Destiny Stream. I beat the boss Trans Grosse. I will make a short Spear of Destiny Stream now, before I go shopping.
7:31 PM I made a short Spear of Destiny stream, went shopping, picked up Steve's medications (Della paid the co-pay and Steve paid her back), then I came home, gave Steve his meds and Della her money, put my groceries away, ate dinner, took a shower, took a nap, and did my accounting, then cleaned Gandalf's cat litter box out, scrubbing it with a sponge, which I threw away, and soap, and another sponge in the shower, drying the litterbox out with my towel, then putting fresh cat litter in it and sprinkling in Arm & Hammer deororizer. Then I took my trash out, put a new trash bag in my trash can and washed my hands. My catlitter box needed changing VERY badly.
Now I think I'll read for a while, starting with the Scriptures, then read from some good books, then maybe fiction if there's time.
9:04 PM I took my pills and Fish Oil, drank Apple Juice, read a little of Romans by Paul the Apostle and The Power of the Blood by Mary K. Baxter, then napped, then called Rick and asked if I could go over to his house. He says he'll call me back after he eats.
10:10 PM I'm listening to Believing Music as I wait for Rick's call and watch The Phantom Menace.
I read Ian's DuckTales 2017 fanfic 'The Richest Duck In The World' as I was waiting for Rick's call. I don't want to jump the gun and call him, because when he says he'll call me, he usually does if I wait for his call. I believe the AI on Spotify has improved so that it is better able to choose songs based upon my interests than it used to be.
The podrace is starting. It is 10:14 PM.
At 10:42 PM CDT During the Jedi Council Scene or just before it, Rick did call, and told me there may be threatening storms today and the possibility of tornadoes tomorrow, and told me that I can go over to his house and go with him to the post office and to take his trash out. I'm leaving now, with my phone, laptop, cords and the book Last Full Measure by Jeff Shaara.
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FRIDAY
When I woke up around 1 AM, my phone needed to install one of those nefarious updates, so I installed it, then it "optimized my Apps" then I started Diary 91.
I did not end up either using my laptop or reading Last Full Measure at Rick's. After he dropped his trash off and picked his mail up, he dropped me off at my home.
My cat Gandalf has not used his catbox since I cleaned it out and changed the litter and freshened it, several hours ago.
The wind is really starting to pick up. The chimes out on the front porch are going crazy.
At Rick's, I had listened to music, eaten off-brand cheetos and a dark chocolate square, taken home some beef stew in a pouch, watched Animal Vets in Mexico on TV (they plied their services for free for the Mexicans), and listened to part of 'The Full Blessing of Pentecost' by Andrew Murray, a book I have read before.
When I got home, I went straight to bed for a while.
4:07 PM I was at home when I heard clearly and distinctly 'Tornado Warning' over the town crier. It was difficult getting Rick to leave his house, and Rick and I picked up Cindy, and we came to Pastor Pete's church. We talked to Pete and Denita here, then they left. Turns out there is a High Wind Warning in this area until 7 PM. Cindy saw hail at her place and heard the thunder go -pop- -pop- -pop- -pop- . I saw heavy rain earlier. At the same time Pete said he saw no rain. I saw no hail. When Rick left his house he heard wind that sounded to him loud as a freight train.
I called and left Beverly a message. We saw thunderhead clouds all around.
Rick asked me to go spot and I did and there is a very strong wind blowing from the West.
I'm showing Cindy and Rick/streaming on The Crew, The Phantom Menace.
The movie is inspiring a lot of conversation about other movies and shows and cartoons, war and family.
4:43 There is still a fairly high wind from the West, but the clouds have calmed down, and a man told me the wind might pick up.
We all checked, and we're going to McDonald's. We're not going to worry about it anymore.
5:59 We are out at McDonald's. Cindy thought of it first, then I spoke her thought. I finished showing/streaming TPM, then S1X1 of Andor. Now I will continue S6 of The Clone Wars. I had already finished S5.
I had a McChicken, lots and lots of fries, and a Sundae and pop.
I will not be going to Pastor Pete's church next Wednesday because that day they are taking Communion there.
Well, I watched the Fives arc. It was very good.
BrentSohldenKoivopoloV — 03/14/2023 12:47 PM
Ok, here's my basic outline for the rest of Star Wars Episode 11: Thrawn Strikes!
Ok, here's my full outline:
I. OUTLINE
II. Script (not written yet)
I FARSHA IV
1A Ship Identification
1B Jedi Council Meeting
Discuss:
-Finn has rank of Jedi Youngling
-Rose should be Knighted
-Discuss Ramifications of Fall of Sullust.
-Discuss Thrawn
-Discuss Luuke
(Joruus C'Baoth not known to them yet) (Is Luuke the Master or the Apprentice? If he is the Master, who is the apprentice. If the Apprentice who is the Master?)
-Discuss War Strategy.
-Discuss Noghri hunting Rebel Cells
-Discuss feasability of Rey allying herself with the Noghri
-Send Jedi on Missions
A) Send Jedi to fight Imperial Death Squads
B) Other Missions.
II SPACE BATTLES
IIA BATTLE OF CHRISTOPHSIS
-REBEL DEFEAT
IIB BATTLE OF KUAT
-REBEL VICTORY
IIC BATTLE OF BILBRINGI
Looks like a DEFEAT but a VICTORY is pulled out of a hat.
III END SCENE
A Conversation between Thrawn and Palleon. CUT TO
CHIMERA COMES AT US, NOSE FIRST, then every section of the ship lights up, followed by many DREADNOUGHTS and HUNDREDS of Star Destroyers as the IMPERIAL MARCH plays louder and louder then
FADE OUT
Directed By
Screenplay by Brent Sohlden Koivopolo V
Executive producer, etc, and
End music and end credits. (edited)
[12:47 PM]
My basic outline for the rest of the film ^
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Scroll up to see it
[12:48 PM]
To be read in conjunction with the first part of my Episode XI Script if you so desire.
[12:49 PM]
Contest still stands
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Name the freighter in Star Wars Episode 11. Go up and read where it shows up first. It saves the day, and it is quite old
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It's going to have an important part in the rest of the movie
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It has to be some freighter used earlier in SW Legends that could be consistent with canon or in Canon that could conceivably have shown up years later mothballing on that moon
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Winner gets credit for naming the ship. It has to be an existing ship
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From somewhere in known SW lore or history (edited)
Rick The Adraxian — 03/22/2023 6:33 PM
Got yah one... The Vessel
BrentSohldenKoivopoloV — 03/22/2023 6:35 PM
You know, that just might work. It would be terrific to mention and show something from the High Republic Era in Star Wars Episode 11 (edited)
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Going once
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Anyone else have an idea?
Zeon1 — 03/22/2023 6:36 PM
H*** yeah use the Vessel
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And bring best boy Geode back
Laughing emoji 1
BrentSohldenKoivopoloV — 03/22/2023 6:37 PM
Oh, yeah, have Geode be sleeping in it, and help Ghent in the battles of Chrystophsis, Kuat and Bilbringi
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Kuat and Bilbringi are to stop Thrawn's Empire's production of warships
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But unfortunately, the Empire takes Christophsis
Rick The Adraxian — 03/22/2023 6:38 PM
Geode.... My man
BrentSohldenKoivopoloV — 03/22/2023 6:39 PM
Any ideas for how I can write those three battles? Admittedly I don't know how I'm going to write them. I've written space battles before
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But specific to shipyards, no
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And any ideas for the Battle of Christophsis?
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And not only that, Luuke has to face Ben and Rey a second time, but someone has to intervene and save them. It can't be Ahsoka or Mace this time, they come into play later
[6:42 PM]
That's a vital series of scenes I left out of my outline above
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It will be Jedi Master Klon who rescues them (Klon is a Male Twi'lek)
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You know, we haven't seen The Millennium Falcon in Episode 11 yet. I think Lando and Chewie need to play a big role in the Battles of Kuat and Bilbringi
BrentSohldenKoivopoloV — 03/22/2023 6:46 PM
Poe and Finn can be hotshot X-Wing pilots
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This Episode is where Finn starts flying an X-Wing
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Poe will have BB-8 in his ship; Finn will have R2
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I realize, even with my outline, how little I've thought this out
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I need all the help I can get. @Rick The Adraxian will already get credit in my Episode 11 Script for his The Vessel idea
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Maybe you guys can see angles that I'm missing. Just one Jedi Council meeting and three space battles and a lightsaber fight isn't enough for a whole movie
We need an underlying plot
And @Zeon1 will get credit for the Geode idea
Zeon1 — 03/22/2023 6:53 PM
You don't have to, lol
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It's only common sense
BrentSohldenKoivopoloV — 03/22/2023 6:53 PM
It's ok, you deserve it b/c I would have never thought of it
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I need to make a new Episode 11 outline with your ideas
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What can I do to fill out my movies.
[6:55 PM]
Even George Lucas asked people to help him write/evaluate his scripts
[6:56 PM]
First, see what I have typed already and give me your thoughts on that
[6:56 PM]
Episode 11: Thrawn Strikes!
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WEDNESDAY
When I woke up this morning, I read from a digital copy of Joseph Smith the Prophet and his Progenitors by Lucy Mack Smith his mother, then slept some more, then got up, fed my cat and ate Honey Nut O's for breakfast after I prayed and meditated, then I called Pastor Pete and left him a message, telling him I had a night of victory and slept all night, and that I took my pills yesterday. Then I set up my pills in their pillbox. Then I wrote in my journal.
There is a lot of journal material I still want to type. It will take a long time.
I went to the library yesterday and turned in The Last Jedi Cross Sections and renewed Sherlock Holmes The Patchwork Devil by Cavan Scott. The library has a new policy that you can renew books one more time than normal.
Yesterday, Pastor Pete took me to Lee's Summit where we picked up chairs. They were in the backyard of a HUGE mansion.
Pastor Pete did my laundry yesterday. I watched the Season 6 Clovis/Banking Clan Arc of The Clone Wars at his house, on Disney +.
I bought a whole bunch of books on Play Books, then deleted them two nights ago.
I also bought, for 5.00 apiece, 10.00 worth of books at the local bookstore, which I thought were good books, but I threw them in the dumpster.
If you do something in your own strength, then you have to maintain it in your own strength. God isn't going to bless it.
God wants us to rest by taking everything to him. He wants us to rest in the midst of the storm as he did.
I have about 20.00 on my Visa Netspend Card. I need that to pay for Disney+. I have 15.00 CHCOH.
I haven't been going to the convenience store to the convenience store to get snacks lately in the last several days.
I went shopping the other day. Della took me. She also bought me catlitter. A couple days later, when I got my allowance, I walked up to Taco Bell after putting 40.00 on my Netspend card, then ate a Chalupa and KFC steakfries and two cups of Pepsi there for lunch, then walked up to Walmart and bought a large bag of Meow Mix catfood, which I brought home with the assistance of Gordon, Della's husband. Gordon drove me and my catfood to my house.
My cat has used the litterbox a lot since I cleaned it out thoroughly.
Yesterday, I let the cat out during the high winds as Steve and I were sitting out on the front porch. My cat looked out the front of my front porch, excited, flicking his tail back and forth. When he tried to go off my front porch, I brought him back onto it.
One of the best ways to bring the cat in is with a treat. Shake the bag.
Or sometimes I just carry him in.
Or call him.
Or close and open the door until he races in.
I got a care package.
I got socks, shavers, healing cream, toothpaste, a toothbrush, sope, dishsoap and more! I let my cat play with the paper sack the care package came in.
Now I'm eating tater tots, garden vegetable rice and cream of celery soup.
I didn't like it.
I'm about to get my laptop out and type all this.
I made a YouTube video calling out to Maggie Savoie to come over.
I'm taking a nap as Mike Matei plays and reacts to 1991 Action 52 games in the background.
2:18 PM I switched Mike Matei to the Book of Daniel KJV audiobook.
5:02 PM I started listening to Waiting On God, a Devotional by Rev. Andrew Murray from Aneko Press (and stopped listening at 5:57 PM CDT) after Daniel was over, and just got up. I ought to eat a Beef pot pie for supper, testing its internal temperature for food safety with my food thermometer, and take my pills, fish oil and coconut oil.
I asked God to strip me of all knowledge but what he wanted me to know, and to give me every blessing He intended for me to have, "like rivers of water running in the streets".
5:52 PM CDT I put my clean laundry away and then took a good, hot shower, then made my bed somewhat, then called for a ride to my appointment with Brooks tomorrow and for a ride to Church in an hour, at 6:40. Then I took my pills, fish oil and coconut oil, then started cooking my beef pot pie. At 6:02 PM my food is done. I'm putting my shoes on, then temping my food, then eating.
My food was too cool in the middle so I cooked it for another minute and a half, then it was hot enough all over internally.
Pastor Pete called. He can't give me a ride to Independence tomorrow.
We ought to patiently wait expectantly for the answers to our prayers and petitions to God.
My food is eaten.
I'm going to Church.
I turned my heat off yesterday, but it's no where near hot enough for my air conditioner yet.
Paul Ludy will be here soon to give me a ride to Church.
6:43 PM He is here.
6:54 PM CDT I'm at Church.
8:10 Von is giving me a ride to McDonald's, where my friends are going tonight I have socks to pick up during our time of fellowship.
8:26 PM I'm having Sprite; Jo's sister is having Diet Dr. Pepper and Paul Jo's brother is having Unsweet tea.
Rick, Bobbie and Cindy are here too.
Jo's sister, Paul and I are sitting together. Rick, Bobbie, and Cindy are at the other table.
I'm having a Fanta Orange.
Rick ordered something for me: A surprise.
11:32 PM CDT The surprise was a McChicken and a Medium fry. Then he bought me a rainbow journal and 100% coacoa Dark Chocolate bar at Walmart. Rick and Cindy got groceries.
Paul Ludy may be taking me to my Med doctor's apartment tomorrow at 10:20 A.M.
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AFTER MIDNIGHT
Last night I watched The Mandalorian S3X6: Guns For Hire at McDonald's on my phone. SPOILERS
Now Bo'Katan has the Darksaber and Christopher Lloyd was in Star Wars. It was a spectacular episode, with references to 'I,Robot' and 'Alice's Adventures In Wonderland' in it. It also had battle droids and a droid cantina, and Ugnauts.
After our shopping trip, I came home, called Paul for a ride to my Dr's Appointment tomorrow, cleaned out the catbox and let the cat out (he came in on his own), freshened the litterbox, and ate my chocolate bar, then typed the last part of my 231'st Diary, then turned on YouTube and discord and started my 232'nd Diary. I've been on Call 3 of discord's The Crew Server since I was out at Walmart with my friends, videocamera on. The people on The Crew that watched enjoyed my "adventure at Walmart".
At home, I reconnected with an old acquaintance who mixes music very well on discord and am watching a Spider-Man cartoon right now.
3:35 AM
In the Darkest Night,
When you've searched for hope everywhere--
just because you can't find it,
don't believe it isn't there.
-'cause it's there!
-Partly from Jamey Denison,
Don't Be Puzzled By the Missing Pieces-God Holds the Puzzle in His Hand.
this was common among all the sects--all united to persecute me- Joseph Smith, Jr.
And still are, to this day, until the time comes when we shall all see eye to eye, when the Lord brings again Zion.
Concerning the fact that in Michigan I did in fact see Jesus Christ and talk with Him face to face (I was lying back in my bed as my spirit knelt to worsip him, so I was transfigured before him) and He did in fact tell me there was more than one God (after looking up) but unto me there was but one God. And that I later, in Missouri, at the place I lived from 2015-2017 before I got my apartment, I did in fact get a strong, strong testimony for the Book of Abraham and Joseph Smith Jr's King Follett and Plurality of Gods sermons, I echo the words of Joseph Smith the Prophet: "I knew it, and I knew that God knew it; and I could not deny it, neither dared I do it--at least, I knew that by so doing I would offend God and come under condemnation."
-Times And Seasons, Vol. III, p. 727, RLDS History of the Church, Vol. 1, p. 11.
*sigh* God, I need you now. I need you right now. My soul thirsts for you. I wait for you. In silence, I will wait for you.
Last night's experimentation with transcendental meditation and lucid dreaming yielded frightening, potential deadly and hyperse x u al results. It is a doorway to the demonic. Father, forgive. Amen.
Never count your breaths. This is transendental meditation. When a therapist, Psychoanalyst, Counselor, etc, advises you so to do, say NO.
I am to be patient and not to concern myself with Maggie being the one for me, although she may be. I need to not concern myself with it, or it may never happen.
Forgive me, Father, for spending so much time concerning myself with her. Amen.
The evil spirit that caused the birds to accuse me of being a Spirit denier, and caused a loud booming voice to misdirect me with truths, half truths and lies and the same evil spirit that caused mine and Maggie's voices and the imitating spirits' voices to be carried over the many miles on the wind, has been dealt with, when I, as the Scriptures direct, asked God if this spirit was of the Lord, and He did not give me that spirit, so I said in a loud voice, This spirit is not of the Lord, and cast it out in the name of Jesus Christ. I saw its face. It is a vampire that drained my confidence, making me tired.
You are so good to me, God! Thank You once more for your deliverance. You are
awesome!
Aftermath: Empire's End, pp. 266-271.
What treasures doth the Book of Abraham contain? God told me I can get back some of the books, but not all of the books, I deleted, later, especially the books by Blatavsky.
I think I should somehow obtain by faith and read the fulness of Abrahim's record before I'm ready for the depth of Blatavsky's researches into Truth. Or is it the other way around? Will Blatavsky's treatises serve to prepare me for reading the rest of Ibrahim?
Musa's record, in Genesis 5 IV, is what I was talking about in Diary 82, the Diary whose final two entries I just posted on DiaryLogSite in relation to the Free Masons, like unto the Kingmen of old, who seek to supplant lawful Authoritee, subverting all free governments. And these things were had from Cain, or Perdition, who is the father of Satan's lies.
A faithful record shall be kept, in which Joseph Smitg Jr shall be called an Apostle. I'm not sure that record exists yet. If it does, or when it does I wish to read it. Is it the Book of John Whitmer? If so, I am borrowing a copy.
But the Book of John Whitmer had a sorry ending, messed up, disqualifying it as a faithful record, so no.
Could John the Beloved have kept such a record?
O Father, how I wish to read more from Ibrahim and more from Yochanan!
When I bought the Best Writings of Joseph Smith I was expecting his Diaries, letters and Sermons. Instead I only got the basic deal, stuff I shouldn't have needed to pay for. It was a letdown, but hopefully there will be some value in it. I should compare the RLDS to the LDS Lectures on Faith sometime.
At 9:45 AM Paul Ludy should be here to take me down to Independence for my appointment.
Music Downloader Playlist
1) Over the Horizon Samsung 03:33
2) Somewhere over The Rainbow Israel Kamakawimo'ole 5:07
3) Place In This World Michael W. Smith 3:58
9:40 AM Paul came and picked me up.
I love the Big City. We're crossing the overpass into the Big City now.
10:13 AM Turns out, my appointment isn't 'til tomorrow at 10:05 AM. I'm waiting for Paul to pick me back up, sitting on a bench.
O the Wonders of His Love!
O the Wonders of His Light!
O the Blessedness of His Beloved!
O the Thunders of His Might!
O the Brightness of His Glory!
O the simplicity of His Story!
O the Glory of His Heaven!
O the Kingdom and its Leaven!
Paul Ludy picked me up. We have some stops to make in the City of Independence. Dee is with Paul.
We stopped at a house. I stayed in the car. They went in.
I'll update my DiaryLogSite.
11:20 We went to another house to make a delivery, then we went to the Truman Station Post to pick up some mail, now we're back on the freeway.
12:21 PM Paul took me home and I made lunch and checked the mail. A voice told me to go to the bookstore and buy a book, but I checked this out with a message of a Man of God on TikTok who said if we have sinned against a Holy God we must Open the and seek God. So I said, nice try, Satan, I might have fallen for that yesterday, maybe even earlier today, but I'm learnin' to be discernin', and I opened up one of my Book of Mormons to the Book of Helaman and sought God and repented.
Then I heard 'you can write in your journal now'. Again I checked the TikTok message and God said through him that God gave Adam life and that life was the light of men and that He (God) created us to have emotions, to hate, to love, etc., so I closed it and now am expressing those emotions in my journal.
Man lives by every Word that proceedeth from the mouth of God, not proceeded from the mouth of God. (This Word was later confirmed to me on TikTok by a Woman of God). We must seek to Living Prophets, for we can use what has proceeded from the Mouth of God to justify any wickedness or belief, which is one of the reasons why there are so many sects and divisions in the world. Prophetic guidance is a need, not a want. Without it we are lost.
Yes, Lehi and Nephi had the Brass Plates, but Nephi and Lehi also also provided prophetic guidance and they also needed the Liahona.
But beware of false prophets, for they come in sheep's clothing but inwardly are ravening wolves, and TikTok has plenty of them.
My course of action:
First: Ask of God in meditation.
Or, if I want to do something, ask God if I can or may, AND if I hear yes, check it out with Living Prophets or a multitude of Godly Counsel.
I was deceived five times today, and almost deceived a sixth time, until I learned how not to be.
O, God, teach me more ways to escape deception! Amen.
Deception is deceptive.
Sometimes, instant obedience is required, rarely, in a life or death situation, or to give a prayer or testimony, etc, but nine times out of ten you should ceck instructions in your head out with Godly Counsel.
1:11 PM Just woke up. Laying on bed with journal open, about to get up briefly, then sleep more.
3:02 PM I napped more. When I awoke I saw 'buy it all'. I sought counsel on this from a woman of God and she said "I'm not sure, ask him, he'll tell you'. I asked God, but answered myself with a 'yes, buy the books' but I said I think he said yes. I told her this but the Lord dropped in her spirit, 'The answer is yes or no. He is a God of order. He's not a God of 'I think or maybe'. When she said that I had an 'aha' moment and realized I was being deceived and the answer was 'no'. She heard 'that helped' I confirmed it to her. This woman rebuked the spirit of heaviness from me earlier, and prayed for my mortality to be swallowed up in immortality, and asked everything dead under the sound of her voice to come alive.
Slumber. Weariness. The state I live in-according to her.
One step at a time. Just flow in the Lord, she says.
Lean on Him brother and continue to do so says user36112363...
theshepherd is praying for my deliverance from many things, soul ties, third eyes, unhealthy relationships, etc,. idolatry.
We will no longer eat slop with the pigs but will eat in heavenly places. There is no lack in heaven.
Too much prayer for the same thing can be unbelief. Don't pray out of a heart of 'I wonder if he's going to do it' but out of a heart of 'it's already done. It shall be done. It will be done'.
I believe this Word is for me through Prophet thetiktokpreacher
"I am going to hold you more accountable this year than I did last year because you have been serving and giving with your time, talents and treasures, and if you are faithful I will not only bless you but I will pour out the windows of heaven.
He also prophesied over CAVE-I and said it was a good idea.
The next three or four months will be the most challenging months in my life but if I can get through them I will be free forever.
Change my circle of friends. Be with progressive people. (My dreams have indicated that I need to do this) (But use what I've got)
If I'm not worthy of the reward, I won't get it.
Take time to earn the purity that is before me, be righteous, no more shady stuff behind closed doors.
Think outside of the box.
All those crazy dreams got to go.
I have been under attack.
In 24 hours I will receive the best news ever if I don't do anything shady behind closed doors until then.
10:17 PM I watched and streamed several episodes of Season 6 of The Clone Wars, then a bitchute video while I bought a Mountain Dew from KC's.
NOW, back to The Clone Wars: Season 6X13: Sacrifice
10:51 PM My Mountain Dew is finished. Season 7 of The Clone Wars begins.
At long last, I am watching Season 7 of The Clone Wars, and streaming it.
11: 59 PM On Season 7:Episode 4: Unfinished Business.Last edited by Admin (4/07/2023 1:10 am)
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FRIDAY
AFTER MIDNIGHT
On The Clone Wars 7X4. Later this morning is my appointment with Brooks.
Wednesday, I missed an appointment with Tracy my Counselor. I hope she does not refer me elsewhere as a result, but she may just. She did warn me.
My Mountain Dew makes me feel all jibbery-jabbery inside. I need to get to bed soon. But I'm not going to bed until I've streamed all of Clone Wars Season 7 and Part of Volume 2 of the Tartovsky 2003 Clone Wars Microseries, then Revenge of The Sith and the Final 3 Episodes of Season 7.
A connexion between Star Wars Episode 7: The Force Awakens and Star Wars The Clone Wars Season 7: Episode 5 Gone with a Trace: Han said 'Moof-milker' and one of the Martez sisters said 'Moof-milker'.
That was no accident.
What I wrote in the-coal-mine in Santa's Covert:
BrentSohldenKoivopoloV — Today at 2:48 AM
Someone worthy needs to raise enough capital to buy LFL from Disney.
[2:49 AM]
If I said this in the cantina the mods would want to ban me, so I put it where it is safe, in the coal mine
[2:50 AM]
There needs to be a Great Divorce.
[2:50 AM]
And GL should regain creative control, at least somewhat.
[2:50 AM]
But Star Wars has grown beyond George Lucas
[2:53 AM]
Now that KK will head Disney, she can stay out of SW' hair once this great Divorce happens. We don't need Marvel ruining Star Wars by trying to combine with it
[2:53 AM]
It would combust; it would be a REAL mess
[2:54 AM]
The WBW better not have Dr Strange poking his ugly mug in
[2:54 AM]
in Ahsoka
[2:55 AM]
like the rumors say
[2:55 AM]
Star Wars and Marvel are neither capable of amalgamation nor cohesion
BrentSohldenKoivopoloV — Today at 2:56 AM
Put them together and both would fall apart
I'm going to bed. 'Night.
After Haley took me to my appointment with Brooks (which went well), I slept 'till 4:50 PM, got up and started making Macaroni and Cheese. Earlier I gave Gandalf water and fed him.
My next appointment with Tracy is Wednesday April 12 at 2 PM.
My next appointment with Brooks is Friday, June 16 at 12:45 PM, the appointment itself at 1:00 PM.
5:25 PM Imma go back to bed. Pills taken. Something I found in my bed is sitting on my bedside nightstand.
9:13 PM I just got up. Between 10 PM and 10:15 PM Rick is picking me up and he, Jo's sister and I are going shopping at Walmart. I'm buying Diet Mountain Dew, I think, for Paul's birthday tomorrow. I don't know if I'm getting anything else. Actually, I'm getting regular Mountain Dew for the party.Last edited by Admin (4/07/2023 9:18 pm)
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SABBATH-SATURDAY
9:41 AM My cat just used the catbox.
At 4:15 PM Rick is picking me up to take me to Paul's birthday party.
I finished typing my entry for September 23 of last year in Diary 57, on Mara/Luke4ever.
I need to eat some Honey Nut O's.
Last night's shopping trip was good. Rick bought me Honey Nut O's, Mountain Dew: Code Red (a 2-Liter), bananas, whole mushrooms and I bought Mountain Dew for the party.
12:01 PM I typed 09/24 and 09-25/2022 on Mara and Luke4ever in Diary 57, and Imma 'bout to type 09/26. 09/27 is already typed.
I read Moonvasion Part 1 and part of Moonvasion Part 2 of Ian's DT17 Fanfics yesterday. Today, after the party I may read the rest of Moonvasion Part 2 and start watching the DuckTales 2017 Season 3 Cartoons.
Rn, I'm going to type what I have of 04/08 in Diary 232 on DiaryLogSite, then start typing the entry for 09.26 in Diary 57 on Mara/Luke4ever.
12:49 PM I filled in the Journey entry for 09.26.2022 AD.
12:55:19 I read the Journey "57" entry for 09-27-2022 CE and am about to finish typing the Diary entry for 09.28 and 09.30 (I apparently did not write a Journal or Log entry for 09-29-2022 AD).
But first I will update Log 232 on DiaryLogSite.
3:12:20 PM CDT 1 hour, 3 minutes 'til Rick picks me up for the party. I finished typing the Log entries for 09-28,09-30 and 10.1 2022 AD/CE. 10.1 was the most important of the three.
I'm about to proceed to read more of my "57'th" Log after I call Rick right now, after I type this Log Update.
There is a gold (yellow) ribbon in the journal I am writing in currently, and it is a Rainbow journal.
7:13 at Cat and Art's house in Grain Valley, Missouri. We ate. I had some 7-Up and 1 cup of Cherry Pepsi. The kids are on an Egg Hunt. Me and one of of the kids play football with some neighbor kids earlier. One of the neighbor kids got a scape on his elbow, then they soon went in, after the injury halted gameplay.
We, for this party, had brats, hotdogs and hamburgers cooked on the grill. I had 1 brat and two burgers.
Cindy gave me two DVD's and some candy for a Resurrection Sunday present.
Rick, Cat, Cindy and I talked about ghosts and poltergeists earlier.
Earlier, I showed Rick part of a bar reaction to Mando Episode 22 (S3X6) and tried to get Cat, who has Disney +, interested in watching Mando and Ahsoka on their own (she and Art)
Cat gave Cindy a jacket.
Cat is playing a Believing Radio Station as Party Music.
The cake has not been cut yet.
Beverly and Barb are here.
Paul manned the grill.
We all had a good time.
Look back at my older journals and find the mercy of God in my life-the radio.Last edited by Admin (4/09/2023 1:42 pm)
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SABOATH-LORD'S DAY-RESURRECTION SUNDAY
I stayed up all night streaming the 2-D Microseries of Clone Wars 2003 Vol. 2 of Part 2-The Outer Rim Sieges, Ghost Hand and the Invasion of Coruscant-Part 1, Revenge of the Sith, Isaiah Part 1 (though I don't think that was heard by anyone but me), the Last Four Episodes of The Clone Wars Season 7, and Part of Season 1X1 of the Bad Batch: Aftermath.
Now I'm at Church..
I died for you. Live for me.-Early Morning Worship.
This morning as I was waiting for Von Brotherton to pick me up for Church, I read from Sealed Moses Chapter 9 in the SBOM.
I made a new discovery, but cannot tell it here.
I brought my 232'd Log, the SBOM and the Expositor's Study KJV with me to Church today.
There was a lost blind man. Mark Nunn gently said to him, "hey, buddy, you look lost" and offered him his arm to guide. He accepted.
When the woman telling this story thought of Mark's experience, the Holy Spirit flooded her and told her that it was an illustration of her life. She was lost and Jesus offered his arm to guide.
The Holy Spirit also made known to her (or was it to Mark and she was reading his whole Testimony?? I don't know.) that the Church of God, too, was lost, casting about left, and right as the blind man. He assured that Jesus was her (the Church's) leader and will guide His Church, and is beside it.
We are studying God's Plan of Salvation, a Book God wanted CoC Brother Richard Rupe. We are on p. 5.
Shakespeare uses 34,000 words in his literature. By comparison the Book of Mormon uses 3,000 or 5,000 words only (one source, Nibley, a Utah Mormon source, says 3,000, and a different, unverified Source (at least unverified by Paul Ludy) states 5,000) repeated throughout.
The evidence does not lie, if it is true evidence, and you can't fake history (However, people try to revise it and establish that Revisionist History as fact, as both the CoC and Utah Mormons, do, sometimes without a source.)
A liar has to have a much better memory than one who tells the Truth all the time. A liar has to always remember what he said many days ago so when he adds to the lies he doesn't contradict himself.
And the Book of Mormon nor the IV of the Bible never contradict themselves.
SEE ENTRY FOR 4/06-THURSDAY-BOTTOM PARAGRAPHS
The '3 or 4 months' was not a prophecy intended for me. I am now free forever. Other parts of the prophecy were for me. If this is wrong, time will tell.
Bro. Andrew King is today's Guest Speaker.
I forgot to take my pills last night; I shall take them tonight. I forgot to take them after I got home from the Birthday Party. It was an honest mistake. Before I left for the Party it was too early to take them.
I'm glad that not taking them is not a common occurrence but only once-in-a-while.
The Love of Jesus Christ is the Love of all Loves!
Like the blind man, I was that blind, lost man for those last several months, casting about right, and left, not knowing where I was or where I was headed or what I was doing, fighting demon, demons and this demon and that entity, sometimes at the mercy of the enemy, sometimes at the mercy of God. Throwing myself in Temptation's way over and over again and feeling powerless to stop each new enemy's advances, often lost and clueless, and often spiritually bankrupt, losing everything, then gaining it, then losing it again and gaining it once more. Now, at the other side of living like that, I just want to say THANK YOU, THANK YOU, THANK YOU, O LORD! YOU HAVE BEEN MERCIFUL! YOU HAVE BEEN KIND! YOU HAVE BEEN O SO GRACIOUS, DEMONSTRATING YOUR LOVE AND YOUR GRACE TIME AND TIME AGAIN TO THIS UNWORTHY CREATURE WHO IS lower than the dust of the Earth, for even the earth particles obey your every command, turning this way and that, and I have been disobedient and rebellious time and again. But I hope in Christ Jesus, for Thou Christ redeemed my soul from an awful hell. THANK YOU, Praise you and Bless You forever, my ever Trustworthy Friend and Father. Amen.
Sermon Text:
And I heard as it were a great multitude....for his wife has made herself ready....(and the garments are the righteousness of the Saints). . . .
-Revelations
Sermon:
Bro. Eric asked a Missionary Elder:
What Is The Great And Marvelous Work
The traditional answers would be:
-The Book of Mormon.
-The Restoration.
-Priesthood Authority Back to earth.
-The Church.
Bro. Eric answered: No.
It's to bring all of His children home.
We have to trust that we Truly have a Victory in Jesus Christ.
The world is designed to drown out our faith. What is our first thought When getting up in the morning?
Maybe it's watching Star Wars.
I (the Priesthood elder) tend to pray first, but my mind (can) tend to wander to other things.
There are many things in the Old Testament that can relate to things in life.
The Israelites were in bondage to Egypt for about 400 years or so according to different sources shorter, and it feels like I'm in bondage to Babylon or sin, and I need a Savior.
God said I AM THAT I AM is a name to remind you of my covenant.
He made a promise with them that He would always deliver them.
God has made a covenant with us that we will Rise Again.
Moses and Aaron showed signs to the people.
They trusted Moses and Aaron to set them free.
Pharaoh said ('no free time. Make brick but gather your own straw)
There is joy in moments. You think 'I'm never going to go astray.' and then life happens. . . and sometimes we doubt and we lose our trust or we feel God isn't there.
(So we ask) "Why is this happening to me?!"
"Do you think He has a plan? Maybe you should trust him."
I think God has given us these Testimonies in the Scriptures for us to remember and to not do as they did.
10 Plagues. 9 of those Plagues required Israel to do nothing.
But the 10'th, Passover; required them to kill the Passover Lamb and strike its Blood (on their lintels and doorposts.)
It must have required some faith and trust.
Their faith gave them some form of Salvation.
But something more is required.
Satan wants to destroy you.....sometimes in these moments we become so overwhelmed with fear.
They were surrounded (by mountains, the Sea and the Armies of Pharaoh.)
God would Say to you: Fear ye not. Stand Still and see the Salvation of the LORD. The Egyptians you see on this side of the Sea ye should see no more. . . ."
(We are taught) don't do that, do this, everything you've ever enjoyed (stop doing) it's all about dying..but it's also about living.
The Core of our Covenant.
When we entered the Waters of Baptism. He asks us to (Love as he Loved).
When He made that Covenant at Mount Horeb what happened? They died. (Their children received the Promise.)
Abraham, the father of our faith . . was willing to follow.
How many times did God try to Call Israel out of Egypt?
How many times does he try to call US out of Babylon?
God asked Abraham to offer Isaac.
Abraham loved God with all his heart, more than anything.
He trusted God, that God would provide a Scapegoat.
Testimony of a healed headache.
God wants us to Trust him.
Not just trust in him but trust in his Promises.
(We tend to) look backward to where we're from instead of looking forward to where we're going.
God has a Promised Land, a Celestial Glory, for us.
Fear Not: Stand Still and see.
Many struggle with fear, depression.
So many times we are like the Children of Israel: 'Where are you?'
(Learn how to) suffer well.
When (the suffering days come), instead of shaking us to the Core and making us doubt. (trust Him as your Rock)
Be the Buffalo and not the cow. A Buffalo will head headlong to face things. We should go headlong to face our problems.
To be a stranger and Pilgrim on this Earth as Abraham was is not easy.
God is not out to take your (enjoyment) away.
Testimony of knocking on doors.
Trust in the LORD that He has a Victory for you; that He has called you to the Marriage Supper.
It's hard to submit to his will.
He will lead you just as Mark was trying to lead the blind man to get to the Bus Stop, he will lead you.
. .Jesus is the Way and if He had not come there would be no redemption. . .
(there was a resurrection) the sting of death was swallowed up in (Christ)
..if they be good to to the resurrection of (life) and if they do evil to the resurrection of endless damnation.
The Holy Spirit has convicted me (Brent) that I need to put Him first every day.
If I have some doubts, look at that Cross.
The devil is the father of all lies. He wants us to think that we're un worthy.
God wants us to follow him.
When I got home I ate lunch and streamed some of the Bad Batch, then watched 'The Chosen' at Church, then came home and ate dinner and streamed 'Rebels' as I slept. Goodnight.Last edited by Admin (4/11/2023 5:17 pm)