06/08-
THURSDAY

12:28 AM  After that I had taken my pills and sups, I drank a can of Diet Rite as I continued reading Kit' 's Series of fanfics about Tara the Padawan.
       My cat is sleeping soundly and happily and contentedly on his left side on the floor in front of my glass table.  My can of Diet Rite is not empty yet.
      I'm not going to type any of this Diary until I am done writing in it.

Curiosity always attracts the curious or a teacher-Nancy Drew

You are not confined by the limits you place on yourself-  Blind Jedi Master of Blind Padawan in 'The Archivist's Shadow or The Nowhere Story' by Kit'.

12:43 AM Gandalf got up and walked a couple of feet over to beside the left side of my glass table and now is resting on his left side again.

12:55 My cat climbed onto my couch and lay down on top of my Book of Mormon and current Book of Mormon journal on my right loveseat cushion, on his right side, after I got out of the bathroom.  I'm still drinking the can of Diet Rite and reading 'The Archivist's Shadow' by Kit'.

1:20 AM I'm not done with the Stories yet.  I'm closing my laptop for the night and going to bed.  Goodnight.

1:37 AM Before going to bed I cleaned the catbox, careful to gently shut and not slam the doors as per Bobbie and earlier Fred, and read a little of God's Plan of Salvation by Rich Rupe about Jesus being the Everything, or The Alpha and Omega..  My cat is still and currently eating more of today's dry food feeding.  Also before going to bed I finished my can of Sodium, Sugar, Caffeine and Calorie-free pop, and put the rest of the cans in the fridge, taking out an old empty vegetable tray that didn't need to be in the fridge.  Earlier, when I went up and down the stairs, I crept up and down them quietly, so Bobbie can rest for work and church. G'night!

10:43 AM My cat slept in my bed most of the night.  After I went to bed God told me 'Don't forsake your love.  Maggie will be with you shortly' and explained the difference between the words 'soon' and 'shortly'.

When I woke up the cat was already out of my bed, and I got up and fed and watered him.

I ate Golden Grahams without milk or water for breakfast, started drinking a Diet Rite and resumed Kit' 's stories, but stopped and rested, lying on the loveseat for a while.

12:02 PM The cat is lying on my prayer altar.  I'm in a Telephone Appointment with my counselor Tracy.

He got down off my altar.

Tracy and I talked about three strategies when I am angry or tempted:

-Turn on my radio.
-Take a walk.
-Journal.

2:38 PM I finished typing up The Three Kinds of Christian Churches and finished updating my Media Tracker Book.

I called Pastor Pete and asked him in a Voicemail to call me back.

Now I'll eat lunch.

3:35 PM  I have not eaten lunch yet. As I was washing a dish to prepare for lunch, Pastor Pete called me back and I told him I was done typing the tract he wanted to read, and would send it to him in a text.  I sent him the text, then reviewed the tract and my notes on it, and listened to Jarom 1 on my phone and my laptop.  Then I started listening to the tract and cooking my food. My cat went and lay on my bed by himself.  My cat came and lay  on my loveseat, on the left cushion, and I ate lunch.  I had chicken nuggets and tater tots.  It was good.

I logged my reading for the 6'th and the 8'th in Beanstacks library tracker.

Now I'm taking a nap, on my bed.

4:20 PM I confirmed my appointment with Audrey Brooks on June 16, 2023.  Now Comprehensive has merged with Burell and is called by that name.  I called Sarah who may be my next Case Manager and asked her for a ride there.

  After I finish checking my text messages, I'm resuming my nap.

An energy drink that a young man had told me about and a woman had told me was not an energy drink, I was going to try, but for a warning from a cashier of what that energy drink, Body Armor, had done to a friend, that stopped me in my tracks.  I got Propell Fitness Water instead.

I'm listening to the audiobook The Merry Adventures of Robin Hood and watching and streaming The Empire Strikes Back.  My cat is lying on his left side over to the right beside my loveseat.

    I called Rick.  He says he'll call me back because he just got out of the tub.

I fed Gandalf a can of wet food today, along with his dry food, and signed to him that I was going to give him some wetfood to get him to come into the house.

Rick called back. He's going out with friends. I'll have to do something else tonight.

I ate noodles and cream of chicken soup for dinner.

As The Empire Strikes Back and Robin Hood played, I read from The Instructor by Gomer T. Griffifths and the comic story Art of War from Star Trek the Manga by Wil Wheaton.


A link to the above mentioned tract: The Three Kinds of Christian Churches | Maraandlukeforever (boards.net)

06.09-
FRIDAY

I streamed and watched The Simpsons episodes Marge v. The Monorail and Itchy and Scratchy Land tonight in Chill Zone.  No one watched but me.

Before that I watched Finding Jesus 2 on Watchify after I fell.  It was a very moral kids' movie.

8:36 AM I fell again.

1:52 PM I got rid of all the TV Watching Apps except Disney + and Samsung TV which is not an app, on my phone and replaced them with an MMORPG game.

Now I'm going to try to get rid of Private Browsing on my web browsers on my laptop.

3:44 PM Although that did not work, and I fell again, Pastor Pete called me, interrupting me in the middle of watching porn thankfully.  He said it's a heart matter, between me and God and only God can change my heart.  He suggested fasting as a possibility, which I am doing now.  Pete had read the tract The Three Kinds of Christian Churches (link to it in top entry), with my notes, and asked me how the Reunion Service was.  I told him it was about The Spirit of Christ-the Spirit of Peace-the Peace of Christ, and that I had peace during it.  Pete said, wouldn't I like to always have that peace? I said I would always like have the joy and peace of Christ and I was tired of living defeated. (Not my description).

I went to lay down, cuddled up with my cat.  Satan came to me and in pacific words told me he was God and I had to give up my religion, the Book of Mormon, The Sealed Book of Mormon, Maggie and Star Wars and return to the simple faith of my childhood. . .. Only believe, he later said, and I shall enter into the Kingdom of Heaven, that this Celestial, Terrestrial, Telestial Glory didn't exist, there was only one Heaven, and there would be no Temple because Satan and his emissaries knew that man would never be willing to build it, and to worship him, lest he throw me in hell.  I resisted and defied Satan, telling him repeatedly to get thee hence.  

4:09 PM  I read from pp. 137-139 of God's Plan of Salvation by Rich Rupe.  In those passages, I read of the Great Spirit's visit to the Indians of old, who washed off their warpaint and started gathering stones at the Temple Lot, in Independence, Missouri.  In 1929, as The Word of the Lord-Elijah Message prophecied, excavation began to build the temple, but for some reason it was not started then. Why?

       I read The Word of the Lord-Elijah Message combined Messages 7&8 this morning before I fell the third time.

    This is also related to the building and Heaven-Given plans for the Temple.

Lectures On Faith 1:11B-18
Hebrews 11

I told God I feared Him-that He was able to cast both body and soul into hell, and truly repented with tears and weeping.  I told God I would rater be called a child of God rather than enjoy the pleasures of sin for a season, that the season of unrighteous pleasure was over.

Wonders, Volume One:Show Me God, pp. xv-xix.

I sat on my front porch and Satan tempted me as I took a walk, then I talked to some neighbors, then walked back to my house to get my journal, phone, pens and charger, then came to Rick's house, installed Pluto TV and put COPS on for Rick, then wrote in my journal.

Mike Pence has spent the last three years selling out Donald Trump.

My ulterior movie for downloading Pluto again to get Newsmax again, which Rick's TV lacks.  PBS is laying out a Primae Facea case against Trump Rn in the Court of Public Opinion.

8:11 PM The couple, Beverly and the kids are here.  We had goulash with real garlic and Parmesan cheese for supper.  I watched Star Wars Young Jedi Adventures S1X2 and played Lord of the Rings.  I also went on Twitter.  Rick watched some Westerns after he watched PBS News and COPS.  COPS is supposed to come on Fox Nation tonight.

We are in the back yard.  We just ate.  The kids are writing and drawing.

I explained some Star Wars and historical concepts to one of the kids, then they watched movies, then we played games, then I left Rick's, then I took my pills and drank water and a can of Diet Rite, and read Part 2 of a fanfic by UltramassiveUbersue.


 

06.11-
LORD'S DAY

        Last night I had a can of pear halves then went to bed.  When I woke up, Gandalf was resting his head on my right shoulder, then his forepaw and his head on my shoulder.  He really loves me.  I woke up around 6:20 AM and fed him.  Just now I gave him some fresh water and said 'there you go' but he has not drinken it yet but is laying by my feet.

This morning's verse was 'the just shall live by faith.'.

     This morning before Church I read two fanfics, one by Mira_Jade and one by devilinthedetails.  I also participated in a social thread about where the Star Wars Characters would be on the political spectrum and liked a post about the humanization of zoo animal characters in the Penguins of Madigascar.  At 8:00 AM I need to call Della to remind her to take me to Church this morning.

9:13 AM CDT Early Morning Worship was about the Full Armor of God and Divine Protection.
      There is a board outside in the foyee representing the path of eternal life and contrasting it to the ways of the world that lead to death.
 Pray Morning, Noon and Night.

     Class is on God's Plan of Salvation by Rich Rupe.  The Class is on Replacement Theology or Supercessionism.
  "Every one of us is unique, and can touch someone others can't touch.  We shouldn't judge or we're in danger...There's fun in putting the pieces together."
-Gordon

2 Nephi 12:73-75;70-72;76-78 RLDS

"If we would examine ourself, we shouldn't worry about the judgment of others."-someone.

   In the Church library, I did some more reasearch on the Temple, and shared it with two people.  In 1955, one of the Leading RLDS Church Authorities F. Henry Edwards, wrote in Question Time that the Zion Temple would be built based upon the instructions of future revelation.  This was ignorance, for there was by this time plenty of past revelation commanding them to build the Temple in Zion, and how, and with what materials, and exactly where to build it.
        The Temple MUST be built, for there are GREATER works to do than the Temple building.
           All God needs is eight men who are ready.
                In Zion shall be the only People who are not at war with each other.
     We must let the Holy Spirit guide each of our purchases.
                             To abide the judgment of the Holy Ghost (the Ananias and Saphira judgment), here is the character you need "all those whose words had been just and true, all those in whose hearts was no guile or deceit", can abide the judgment.  Those who cannot abide the judgment of the Holy Ghost are "all those who forgive with their lips, but not with their hearts; all those who have not spoken the true sentiments of their own hearts."

   A man told me that in section 108, part of 107 and 109 it was talking about the Temple in Nauvoo, Illinois.  I told him that Temple was torn down but must be rebuilt and that the Temple in Far West was not even started, but must be built.  I had a vision that beams went from one weather vane of the Temple, to the other, all across the United States wherever RLDS Temples were built, though I did not tell this man of the dream, now you know.

       When I got home from Church I reached into the Diet Rite box to get a Diet Rite can and the Lord had created three additional cans of Diet Rite for me! Praise God!
    I remembered to say my Noon Prayers today.

      I need to clear off my prayer altar and display the Scriptures on it.

               I corrected my "74'th" Diary.

Turns out that I have a lot more of Diary 74 left to type, but here's the kicker-He wants me to type it on my DiaryLogSite before I copy and paste it on my Mara/Luke4ever site. So I will.
    I'm still drinking the same can of Diet Rite I started earlier today.

4:30 PM I talked to Joy.   She gave me a Spiritual pep talk that I needed.  My thought-life is my first line of defense against Satan.  It's like a bunch of angels with guns lined up against Satan.  Satan's looking for a hole in my defenses where he can get in.  I'm on Day 2 of victory.  This is my Second Day. God will expand my time left a little more with each day of victory but if I mess up, I would have to start all over again.
      God told me this Diary 250 would change my life.  I know it will.  At 5:15 PM-5:30 PM Della is picking me up and taking me to an RLDS Church Service at Waldo Ave. Beranch in Independence, Missouri.  

I need to call Pastor Pete.

I updated him on my progress.

 He cannot take me to my appointment on June 16, 2023.

   On a YouTube video that is about Heir To The Empire Rumors, I wrote a comment: (thanks for giving YouTube comments back to me, O Lord!  Amen!) Comment: It is what it is.  I accept whatever they do.  I'll just adapt Episode 13 to it.  The Rumors are about Dave Filoni's Movie.

       Della (or some Agency) gave me four Books and one CD from the Odessa Hills Reunion:

*The Priesthood Journal
A Quarterly Magazine
Reorganized Church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saints
Use And Abuse of Spiritual Gifts Vol. 6 April 1, 1940
Number 2
*Letters To Ron by
Harry L. Doty
*Extraordinary Blessings of an Ordinary Christian
by May Elliott
and
*The Master Sculptor
Plus other stories and sermon ideas from the 
Armed Forces
Newsletter
Written and Edited by
Pershing Tousley.
Chairman, Armed Forces Committee

  I'm watching a Variety Interview of Diego Luna and Hayden Christensen | Actors on Actors.

6:36 We had a song service, and the sermon prelude is about Unity.  This is part of the Summer Series of the Pastors of Zion and CMRB.  There will be refreshments.

     No one on the rostrum is above the office of Elder.  How sad.  I believe that's intentional gatekeeping on the part of the POZ.

From now on I will no longer concern myself with who my wife is going to be, nor am I going to be a sign seeker.

    When a wrong happens, don't let it get cold.  Don't just counsel patience, right the injustice: Do not keep score.

Don't withdraw rather than deal with the situation and can grow into bitterness, and that bitterness can get worse and worse.

Don't compare yourself with other people.  Compare yourself (with Christ.)

(Decide against yourself to do thy Father's will.)

Brent: Unlike nature, we can go against our own will and do the will of the Father.  Nature automatically does the will of the Father.

Andrew King: If nothing changes, will the Church survive?

We can work on ourselves, but while we are working on ourselves we can be a light and inspiration to others, to kingdom-building enterprises.  We need to do all we can ourselves and keep God's commandments and His Sabbath Day  Holy.

God himself will have to see to the building of the Temple; he may have to raise up a people to do it.

Pray against all evils.

Maggie is the one I'm going to marry.  Don't forsake her.  Remember the kiss.  But don't seek for signs.

A parent's life is a child's guidebook.

06.13--
TUESDAY

     The video was only 51 minutes long but I did not post it to YouTube because a sex u al demon manifested in it, so I streamed The Simpsons Episode The Front and Treehouse of Horror XXVII (Russ only saw the second one with me) and then Kenobi S1 Episode 4 then The Clone Wars S3X6, then bed.

I fell big time.

Shane's evil angels told him to cut me off again because weed gives him more joy than he allows God to give him. When I tried warning him not to be a signseeker and tried to correct him, he cut all ties with me.  He accused me of leading him down a dark path because he knew true facts and took them to the extreme without wisdom to balance his knowledges.
  

06.15-

THURSDAY



2:30 AM At Walmarts, Rick bought me some groceries and Centrum Men's Multivitamins and Coconut Oil capsules, Almond Milk, and frozen stir fry potatoes, and two two-Liters of Diet Rite.



At home, I put my groceries away, cleaned out the catbox, took out my trash, took my pills and supplements and ate Doubled Egg Potato Salad and poured some Diet Rite, and did other things and streamed part of III Nephi, Family Guy, Simpsons, Kenobi (3:20 AM then Loki S1X1) for Russ. Fred and Jay never came back to my house today, neither at 4:30-5 PM, nor at any time today or last night. I need to call Fred tomorrow and tell him that that even with the water to the bathroom sink turned off, there is still a leak on the bathroom floor there.



3:33 AM As I was streaming Loki 1X1 for Russ, I watched Sheiv the Wise play a playable preview of the SW Open World Open Galaxy game Star Wars Outlaws coming in 2024. It looks awesome! It was a YouTube video. The video is not over yet but the gameplay is.

Diary 251 can be found here: diarylogsite.boardhost.com/viewtopic.php?id=78

Other Diaries can be found here: maraandlukeforever.boards.net/board/83/diaries





And other places on those two sites.



This computer Diary is a continuation of those.



Seeing I will probably run out of free raum to put Diaries on those two sites, I am now going to keep my New Diaries on this site.



LAST NIGHT, after streaming Loki S1X1 and promising Russ I'd go to bed, I decided to stay up until Dawn, and (and it was for the purpose of this) I took a tumble and a deep dive on my phone and laptop all night and in the morning.

Just like I had said I wouldn't do, I beat myself up over it.



Fortunately, I see my counselor today at 3 PM CDT.

Either it was my idea or God told me to publish my Diaries on a more public website, making them visible to more than just bots.



I will probably update this Diary Entry soon, or a little later in the day.



8:44 AM CDT I texted my counselor to verify our appointment later today, and called Fred. He and Jay should be here around 9:30 AM today.



God cannot take away my agency or ability to or desire to break his commandments regarding purity, but I can rewire my heart to replace desire for sins of the flesh and sins of the heart with desire for God. My counselor has a book I gave her to borrow that is all about that subject. Elder Eric Odida prophecied that all in that room would be over our impurity addictions by June of this year. June is here. I hope my counselor makes or finds time to read that little blue book so she can work with its precepts with my treatment and counseling. We have made a lot of progress in our sessions so far. She learns about a new thing about me with each visit.

God has repeatedly told me that I am in my crossing the red sea moment, and the Egyptians I saw on the other side of the flood I will see no more, in more than one way, through more than one means. God has constantly restored and delivered me and brought me up from the depths, especially in the past two or three years. He is IOUEA, the great I AM, the Everlasting Father of our Lord Jesus Christ. He has promised. He will deliver me finally and I shall be free and see good in land of the living and rejoice with Jesus in His Kingdom on earth and in Glory. I don't believe there is a limit to the number of glories we can ascend to going up as we eternally progress as Joseph Smith has before us. But Joseph Smith is a small g god, as the Sanctified Restructured and Reorganized Saints Latter Day and Former Day (and other valid sects) (see RLDS/LDS Doctrine and Covenants 76 for Sainthood/godhood qualifications) and Jehovah and Jesus and the Holy Spirit and the Holy Ghost and all the big G Gods are God (big G), One, Three and many, consubstantial with the Father of All, God from God, One God, a Trinity without end.



9:29 AM CDT I had a banana, Doubled Egg Potato Salad and a cup of Diet Rite for breakfast and washed a bunch of dishes, and put them in my dish drainer to air dry.

Gandalf has not been eating his dry food for the past two days so I gave him wetfood today. I cut my right forefinger on the inside of the can dishing out the food so I washed the cut, put Neosporin on it and a Band-Aid. A lot of things fell when I was was putting the Neosporin back up in my medicine cabinet and I swore loudly. Lusting and anger are hand-in-glove twin sins. I did not handle my frustration correctly. I did not use God's name in vain (very rare for me) but I shouted 'Damn' and 'Damn It Stop it all' multiple times because the more I tried putting things up with a bandaged hand and one whole hand, the more things fell. I asked God to forgive me for my anger.



9:37 AM Jay's here. He's got a new line for beneath my bathroom sink. He's working in my bathroom now as I type.



10:01 AM CDT Jay left at 9:55 CDT and told me the job was done and that he had turned my water back on in my bathroom sink.



I'm going to go check it out.



10:13 AM I checked it out. It's good.



The two additions to The Force Awakens Humorous Version are as follows, and I wrote both:





Previously written:



SC 29 INT MILLENNIUM BUG-DAY



FUN:WHAT'S GOING ON NOW?! i'M ABOUT TO LOSE MY LUNCH! ! !



Inside the COCKPIT, BOTH BB-GUN and RAINBOW are working to put out COUNTLESS FIRES. RAINBOW is coughing from ALL THE SMOKE. NO ONE is flying the ship.



My two Updates:



The ship hits the ground again, dragging on it.



BB-ACHE hurries to pilot the ship again after spraying fire retardant spray on the several more fires.



BB-ACHE pilots the ship out of the atmosphere. The TIES follow. FINN blows them out of the sky.



RAINBOW and FUN embrace.



Suddenly a loud CLANG is heard.



FUN:We're being boarded!



=12pxRAINBOW: Let's put on gasmasks and flood the ship with toxic gas.

FUN:Why would we want to do that?



RAINBOW:It's in the script.



The three go into the repair deck as the ship is flooded with dioxins.



The ship is boarded. In walks....



INDIANAJONES:Where am I?



HANDS OFF:I don't know.



CHUNKALUNKBarks)



HANDS:Oh right, my spectacles...oh, my, Chunky, we're home. Who are you? I see me in a fedora, and with a whip.



INDY:I want to go home. (Clicks the heels of his boots three times) There's no place like home, there's no place like home...



Fades out of GFFA.



HANDS:Who's flooding this ship with gas. I spent years building up an immunity.



CARY EWWWWWWWWWLES:How can you use the same joke twice in the Humorous Versions?



HANDS:Hey, it fit.



HANDS looks into the mechanic's deck.



HANDS(CONT'D): Hey, come out of there, you three.



They come out.



RAINBOW:You're Hands Off.



HANDS:In the flesh.



RAINBOW:You made the Hal Kessel Run in 161/2 Parsecs.



HANDS:13!I used to boast that it was less than 12 but I just wanted to impress people. Actually it was more like 14 1/2, but any rate it wasn't no 16!





For more Star Wars and other Humorous Versions, go to maraandlukeforever.boards.net/board/213/humorous-versions-finished-product



Gandalf wouldn't eat Friskies Indor Meaty Bites so I threw all today's dry and wet food away and washed his dish and tried Fancy Feast Fish and Shrimp feast Flaked and he did take several bites of that but turned away from it. Apparently he either doesn't like it or is depressed and not hungry. He's probably depressed because Jay came over and interrupted his cozy routine. Gandalf hid underneath my bed for a long time today.



1:23 PM I checked my bathroom floor by my sink and lo! It was majorly leaking again. I called Fred again and he said to turn the valves beneath the sink cabinets off and the sink on. The valves were very wet and leaky when I turned them and I told Fred this.



I called Rick and told him the cat wasn't eating and why I thought he wasn't. He said the cat will come around and it won't hurt him to skip a meal or two, or a couple meals is what I think he might have said.



I went to Walmart earlier today with Pastor Pete to care of some business there.



I'm making a three hour video that I hope to post to YouTube later.



Fred and Jay should be here later this afternoon.



My counseling appointment will have to be by Telephone in case they show up while I'm gone, at least that will save me a hot and sweaty bike ride.



I texted my counselor and told her this.



I have been playing Roleplaying Games with Green Ice Cream.





6:15 PM CDT Rick is with me right now at his house. I took a bike ride earlier today. For lunch I had salad with cherry tomatoes and French dressing, and blackberries for dessert.



Beverly, the couple staying here and their kids are off on a car ride to somewhere and Rick is about to bathe while I stay in the living room on my laptop.



I did a lot of work in planning the Star Wars Humorous Versions today by helping Ultramassive Ubersue to gather the relevant thread links together. I put them in Chronological Order in a blue notebook.



I feel cool. The air conditioner is on. I had the air conditioner off at my house. Rick says the cat should eat tomorrow. By the time I left my house tonight Fred and Jay had not come over yet. I left them a note if they should arrive in my absence.



Maybe Beverly may be able to give me a ride to Burell Behavioral Health tomorrow around noon. She has to take someone else to an appointment in Independence that is after mine.

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