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Friday, July 28 Oak Grove, Missouri-
My apartment.
1:01 AM I was just on the phone with Rick. He found his cat and they got her to drink a little bit of milk.....Blue Springs, Missouri, the Freeway-I-70 East. 10:13 AM Got a copy of my original State ID at the DMV. Teddy and I were 12'th in Line. The wait was probably almost an hour. On the 1'st I will get a paper check in the mail from SSI which I can use the copy of my ID to deposit in my own bank account which I will open then. Ahsoka comes out August 23. Oak Grove, Missouri- Exit 28 off I-70 We're in Oak Grove.....Oak Grove, Missouri- My apartment. 7:47 PM I slept from about 11 AM-7 PM to catch up on my sleep, then got up, took my pills and cleaned out the catbox twice and took out the trash, giving Steve his mail.
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Sabbath, July 29 Oak Grove, Missouri-
My apartment
Never abandoned! Never forsaken! Wait upon the Lord and he shall strengthen thee. Wait, I say, upon the Lord. Thank You, Jesus, heaven changes everything! We are in a state of eternal life now. Life more abundantly! In the light of eternity I have hope! I am never alone!..4:15 AM I keep waking up about every 2 hours. Digital Fortress, Dan Brown, p. 16. God, Gaming, Streaming, books, and Star Wars-my life....I slept from about 7 AM-about 10:27 AM, streaming and playing RAID...got Tallia back. Entering His Presence, Rabbi Schneider p.12...12:57 PM Digital Fortress, p. 38..Now Joy believes that everything about the Order of Enoch in The Sealed Book of Mormon was made up, which is an impossibility since Mauricio didn't know English when he translated the Sealed Book of Mormon into English. Joy won't even let me have any SBOM's to distribute, deceived into thinking it's not time for them yet.
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Lord's Day, July 30 Oak Grove, Missouri-
Faith Community church
"Father, forgive me for receiving two false revelations that countered every promise thou hast given me from my youth. Accept me into Thy Kingdom on my Second Baptism and Confirmation and accept my True Repentance THIS HOUR! Amen! And grant me strength to endure the wait for Maggie. Amen." -This prayer was confirmed after I prayed it. Oak Grove Missouri-My apartment 12:46 AM
.....Shane's friend Jordan sent me a cypher:
T g m5by bv b 6 4njjh 4kv
Which I cracked:
To get Maggie be pure 6 (or 9) until 4 AM.
I got this message at 3:25 PM CDT
Yesterday at Pastor Pete's church Pastor Pete prayed for me for my lust addiction to end. We had our fourth Bible study and it was a prayer service. Pastor Pete was in charge. I see potential in him to be an elder. Discovering The Book of Mormon And Its Gospel Gems , Frank L. Stribling, Jr. p. 8 Lost Symbol, Dan Brown, p. 7. Origin, Dan Brown, p. 144. I took copious notes in Origin, countering nearly every antifaith statement Dan Brown made in what I've read so far, and underlined a lot of things in all Dan Brown's books....I got my check in the mail today. I got subscibed to Disney + today...Maggie did not arrive today..I did not go to Church today. I may have gotten the code wrong. I need to get back into the Scriptures.
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Monday, July 31 Oak Grove, Missouri-
My apartment. 3:29 AM John 6:24, an oft disputed verse, says exactly the same thing in the Inspired Version as it does in the King James Version, Maggie: And the passover, a feast of the Jews, was nigh.
Ever since I changed Gandalf's litter to a new brand of litter, he has not used his litterbox. This concerns me...I made 2 YouTube videos, one without sound and one with, and my cat used his catbox. I'm watching myself play and playing RAID: Shadow Legends. I'm about to go to KC's to grab a Coke....6:16 AM CDT My last 11 hour RAID Stream is still up on YouTube and I am making another one currently. During the last one I ate breakfast pizza and drank soda. I had already eaten my breakfast pizza and drinken my Coke before today's stream began....Downtown Oak Grove, Missouri-Read It Again Bookstore. I may have cracked Jordan's cypher. Also, I got two cypher and secret code books (for kids level) at the Bookstore and The Dead Sea Scrolls Deception by Michael Baingent, Inferno and Deception Point (both by Dan Brown), Dr. Who Mad Libs. At the bank before work and I opened up my own bank account and deposited 930.00 into it. In a week that amount will be reduced to 902.50 as the money for my checkbooks is taken out. The checkbooks will be mailed to me. My bank statements will be via my Bank phone app,. which gives me alerts when my account is used or if the amount in the bank climbs above 1,900.00, and I will daily receive an alert saying how much I have in the bank. I worked a lot today and am on break. I sorted adult learning books from kids' books in the back aisle and jokebooks for a shelf and two clear plastic bins and a shelf of many sorts of kids, teens and teacher's books. Ciao.
Oak Grove, Missouri-My apartment. 5:45 PM Power For Living, Jamie Buckingham, p. 3. I got SSI Direct Deposit set up, set up my xfinity Bill, T-Mobile Bill and Joy attempted to set up my electric bill. No luck with electricity yet.
Praise God for all we were able to accomplish today. Amen.
P.S. I have a LOT of reading and studying to do!
P.P.S. I need to return to my First Love-Jesus!
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Tuesday, August 01, 2023 Oak Grove, Missouri-
My apartment.
I slept all night, got up at 6:47 AM, went to the bathroom, fed and watered the cat, ate breakfast, then the cat used the litterbox and I wrote in my journal, then read pp. 24-31 of The Best School Year Ever by Barbara Robinson. When I finished, my cat was on the kitchen counter by the unwashed dishes. Then he got down onto the floor and drank some of his water. After this the cat perched on the left side of the top of my loveseat and I read pp. 8-11 of Power For Living. Then I put my shoes on and biked to KC's to grab a Coke, taking out Steve's trash and beating the rain. 9:35 AM Today is the First Day of the Rest of my Life. 10:07 AM Joined the ClanQuesting Clan on RAID: Shadow Legends. Everyone there is active. All my library books are due August 15, 2023. At 11:10 AM, I'm going to the Bookstore to spend my store credit and later to the library to pick up two books I have on hold....The Books I got at the Bookstore: *Star Wars: Dark Apprentice, Kevin J. Anderson. * The Long Walk, Stephen King * Christian Doctrines, J. M. Pendleton * Barnes' Notes on the OT and NT * Star Wars: Before The Awakening, Greg Rucka *Red Storm Rising, Tom Clancy *The Green Mile, Stephen King The Books I got at the Library: *The Diary of Anne Frank *Purgatory: A Prison Diary, Jeff Archer...My telephone counseling appointment went well. I played her a READ ALOUD plugin version of Diary 1 (This Diary) and we discussed my life currently. She says I seem happy. No luck on electricity bill today; Joy was busy. She advised me what to budget my money on. 3:00 PM My cat is grooming himself. I had salad for lunch. I'm planning on doing a lot of reading today. I'm in for today. My air conditioner is on. It's too cool in here now. I'm turning it off. Genesis 7:1-27 IV, A Berlin Diary, William L. Shirer p. 7-8, Discovering The Book of Mormon And Its Gospel Gems, Frank L. Stribling, Jr., pp. 8-9, Purgatory: Wayland, Jeff Archer, pp. 1-8. 9:13 PM I buy Pepsi, come home, drink more water, towel my head off, turn my air conditione back on, and back off later. I watch Young Indiana Jones Chronicles, drink some of my Pepsi, read three articles on overcoming pornography, talk to Pastor Pete about it twice, both about walking in the Spirit and about Canopy content filter, and one of those articles was in Tomorrow's World Magazine and the one I'm still reading is a web doc called Like Dragons Did they Fight. Earlier today I watched Star Wars IV: A New Hope.
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Wednesday, August 02 Oak Grove, Missouri-
My apartment
I went to bed at 9:44 last night, then got up and looked at erotic videos on my phone on YouTube, then slept 'til 1:28 AM. Fortunately, I got enough rest to rejuvenate my pancreas. I think I'll build up the AINLA section of my Star Wars website tonight. Yesterday I added a Dr. Who Section. Pornography makes up 12 percent of the internet. It's that 12 percent that Canopy can help with....2:24 AM I put the AINLA languages in alphabetical order (on paper) and read from pp. 61-63 of The Diary of A Young Girl by Anne Frank-The Definitive Edition edited by Mirjam Pressler, which includes previously unpublished material and is the 75'th Anniversary Edition. Last night I had noodles and cream of potato soup for supper. I'm updating my Diary and drinking the rest of my Pepsi and going to bed....3:04 PM I get up at 12:33 PM and play RAID: Shadow Legends on my phone, stopping around 1:20 to buy Cherry Coke, and play until about 3:09 PM, when suddenly and unexpectedly my Case Manager Teddy calls and we go to McDonald's. While I am in the car with her, Joy calls and tells me how to set up autopay with evergy, my electricity company. At McDonald's I meet a man named Ron whose cousin happens to be Mark Hamill. I give him the address to my Star Wars website. Next Friday, August 11, Teddy and I will be back at McDonald's around 2:00 PM to see a Manager who is in at that time about my 2022 paycheck stubs. We go to the library. Our meeting goes well. I tell her I've had ups and downs and sometimes sleep too much and have been taking all my meds and my moods have generally been good. I check out The Reagan Diaries and chat with the librarian. Purgatory, Jeffrey Archer, pp. 9-20.
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Thursday, August 03, Oak Grove, Missouri-
My apartment.
"Brent wants to do what Brent wants to do." is an oft repeated quote of Joy's.
Let's talk about priorities.
Every day:
-1.) Put God first.
-2.) Do all duties and responsibilities I need to do that day.
-3.) Rest of the day is mine.
-4.) Saturday is devoted to God all day. There are some things I should not do on Sabbath.
-5.) Go to Church on Sunday and Wednesday.
Go to the RLDS or Restructured Church, unless God commands me to visit elsewhere.
I can live life haphazardly if I want to, but eventually it will catch up with me. Eventually I will not succeed at life if I continue to live haphazardly.
I need to not drink soda at night and go to bed at night...12:08 AM I streamed Mando S3X8 for my friend Russell, followed by S1X7 of Star Wars Rebels. Now he's going to bed and so am I.....Inferno, Dan Brown, pp. i-iv, 1-24, Genesis 50, KJV. I got up around 2 AM and read and watched the movie Demons about a girl named Jewel who had a demon because her father figure abused her, which was a substitute bait and switch movie for the movie Angels And Demons, starring Tom Hanks as Harvard Professor of Symbology and Art History Henry Langdon, on Watchify, biked to QT for a Coke (which I just finished just before 8:24 AM CDT) and at 5:23 AM it is raining hard. I also typed more of A Berlin Diary by William L. Shirer, entry one. Exodus 1-7, KJV. At 5:27 AM I heard a loud thunderclap. Deception Point, Dan Brown, pp. iv, 1-3, Power For Living, pp. 12-13.....My cat puked twice this morning on the floor. I am watching The Christ Slayer on Tubi on my laptop account. I changed my relationship status on MeWe to 'single currrently' and sent a follow request to Aly. The day's not even half over. Night and soda combined trigger me to look at porn. Like certain combinations of cosmetics in Batman, 1989. Avoid the combo.....I got up at 12:00 PM and checked my mail. It was all bad news. I have only until the 11'th (9 days) for McDonald's to produce all my 2022 paychecks or SSI could cut off my SSI. Also I owe Fred 49.00 in an unpaid pet deposit because only 1.00 of 50.00 got paid on July 25'th....Success in setting up evergy autopay. Pastor Pete doing my laundry today. Got catlitter- first purchase on Debit card! Joy has good news for me from Ken. I will walk to Joy's tomorrow evening after I rest from work, McDonald's paycheck obtaining and bank pet deposit billpay, to go see what that news is. Began a General Activities Log. I work tomorrow. Ran into Caleb at Walmart. Gave him my number.
P.S. Commit thy works unto the LORD, and thy thoughts shall be established.
P.P.S. Where God guides he provides.
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Friday, August 04 Oak Grove, Missouri-
My apartment.
I got my 49.00 Pet Deposit paid at the bank after work today, and I mailed my 2022 paycheck stubs off. Ken and his sister went up to Pike's Peak. When they got back I was warned that this is my Final Warning to worship God only. When I used to do my lust thing I was worshiping the devil. This is my Final Warning. I love You Lord Jesus!
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Sabbath, August 05 Oak Grove, Missouri-
My apartment.
After I posted the Kevin Zadai video, Let's Get Permanent, which was dangerous to Satan's kingdom, Satan sent choppers, which I fought with Psalm 91, then at 1:23 AM he sent a Momentum Breaker. Glory be to God! ....With Maggie, I had prophesied to myself a lie, and that lie was beginning to come true. A dream I had today showed how potentially destructive that lie could have turned out to be.
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Lord's Day, August 06, Oak Grove, Missouri-
My apartment.
Yesterday I slept all day, watched Mike Matei play Zelda, read a chapter of Purgatory by Jeff Archer, streamed RAID: Shadow Legends, watched villagers react to Attack of The Clones, and streamed two Episodes of Star Wars Rebels for my friend Russell. Then I went to bed until 1:57 AM, then got up to write, updated my journal on my phone, and went back to bed....Today I sat in for the Sermon of an RLDS Communion Service, then went to Pastor Pete's church and caught the end of a revival sermon by Pete, then Cindy gave me a beautiful bag for my laptop. I like the bag a lot! Thank You, Father, for it! Then I walked to KC's to grab a Coke and ran into Art and one other person from Pete's church, then walked home and watered and fed Gandalf. The RLDS Sermon was about the Parable of the Fig Tree, and the story of a young man, an orphan, who found the RLDS Church after having been blessed there as a baby, unbeknownst to him. Von B. told me there was something he felt he'd like to tell me but he needed another Priesthood to back him up. (He had preached the Sermon today). I called Joy before Church and Joy said Ken said The Holy Spirit will tell him (Ken) when I can worship with the Restructured Church. After Pete's closing prayer today he encouraged us to get into our Scriptures; to just start somewhere with verse 1....If you do not watch yourselves, and your thoughts, and your words, and your actions, and your deeds, ye must perish, and now remember and perish not-Mosiah, paraphrased. The Jeremiah/Ezekiel (SBOM/Hebrews 8:8) Covenant was emphasized to me three different ways today-".and they shall be My people and I will be their God." I took a nap until 3:56 PM. God came to me today. The prayer I wrote on July 30, 2023, was right on. I should have listened to Jordan. The dream I had yesterday was from Satan. The '10,000 voices on the wind' are all imitating spirits-irregardless of the accuracy of how close what they transmit are close to Maggie's actual thoughts-every time I hear it I must rebuke the devil; not a single one of them is actually Maggie-or Brent. And we should NEVER AGAIN answer ANY phantom knock.
I had prophesied a DIFFERENT lie to myself actually three of them about what Satan wants my destiny to be and about someone else, which were starting to manifest. Two of these had nothing to do with Maggie and all three were delusions.
Also the Diaries of Sister M. Faustina, Ascended Master Jesus, Sacred Heart Jesus, the "chaplet of divine mercy" and the Jesuits are all deceptions that will lead anyone following them carefully down to hell, thus cheating their souls. The reason the "Jesuits were martyred in the Americas" was because the Indians recognized how evil they were and because of the way they treated the Indians.
I took a walk around the block today in the evening. I gave my cat a can of wetfood. He really likes Friskies Pate Poultry Platter-since it is the Lord's Day and nothing can go to waste (that does NOT mean you have to eat garbage) I wrapped up what he did not eat in aluminum foil and put it in the fridge for tomorrow. I'm eating KC's BBQ chips now.
Cracking DaVinci's Code, Jim L. Garlow and Pete Jones, pp. 25-46. I ate raw corn on the cobb today. It was yummy! I cleaned out the catbox at least twice today and took out the garbage. Tomorrow my 2022 paycheck stubs should go out in the post. I gave Pastor Pete the book 570 by Dr. R. Ben Madison to read. Rick is still getting over his sickness. His cats Bootsy and Scooter are back on their regular eating schedule and as far as I know the kitten Feisty is doing fine. Joy told me I have at least a month before the great change comes that is why it is our Final Warning, which kept me from the hour of temptation at least twice to-day. Ciao.