03/06--
MONDAY

  I am at Rick's.  It is 12:57 AM CDT.  A train is going by.

   I read Ian's Nightmare on Killmotor Hill today.

     I mentioned how I faced my shadow earlier in my journal, and Shane told me tonight that he faced his shadow too.
     I talked face to face with Shane on discord video chat.  Everything is alright between us, and between him and God.
     Ian is more of an empiricist and a Deist.
Although he regularly writes about the paranormal and the supernatural and strange in stories, he doesn't believe in anything that cannot readily and obviously on the surface be rationally explained.
  Whenever I bring up theoretical physics or Theology to him he gets angry at me and tells me he is getting uncomfortable and to back off. He seems very uncomfortable with any discussion of Hermes the Thrice Great.
Ian thinks if what I'm saying is true, then there is no hope for humanity because they don't allow the ordinary man to believe in them and call all who do crackpot conspiracy nuts wearing tinfoil hats and eating raw coffee grounds hiding out in bunkers. They don't allow people (sheeple) to believe in these things because of education (its not peer reviewed by our atheist colleagues. It's not allowed on atheist-controlled Wikipedia so it cannot be third party verified so of course it can't be true.) which is empirical by nature, although that makes me incredulous personally because of the vistas that the now-accepted realm of theoretical physics is opening the Scientific Community up to.
And there is no hope for humanity apart from Jesus Christ who came that the world might be saved, and is coming again, and will not delay his coming, which will be at the appointed time, and according to Sealed Moses, last chapter, when Jesus returns, he will find a people prepared to receive him.

I've been watching and listening to Mike Matei for hours.  I would be allowing Rick to watch COPS right now if not for the fact that my computer needs to charge.
And it needs to charge in a room Rick is not in.
         Rn Pluto TV is on the HallMark Movies and More Channel.

                   I had a lot to eat tonight, but it was mostly fruits and veggies.  I am determined, with God's help, not to mess up with lust tonight after Rick's house.

      Joy says, if Satan comes at us 100 times in a night, resist him a hundred times in a night.

Mike Matei is playing Super Contra rn.
         I am drinking chocolate milk.
   Rick gave me a book about Financial Stewardship by Andrew Wommack today.

He is a Word of Faith preacher.  I trust Word of Faith, mostly.

Jimmy Swaggart Ministries oppose the Word of Faith Movement, but they also oppose the Restoration, so, I'm not putting much stock in their opinion on Word of Faith.

      Even Michael Hur has badmouthed Trump and Kenneth Copeland (who is also Word of Faith).

O how I miss a good Hallmark Romance Movie.
   This film is pretty decent.  It's called 'All Yours!.'

Better than all the erotic romance and Raunchy teen comedy romance I'd been watching by far! (I am fully accountable for those decisions.  It was pure evilness.  It was my fault entirely.  i need to turn from those ways.)
     Satan has hit me with several temptations to impurity tonight but with God's help and for His Glory I have resisted.

  The Coming Economic Armageddon pp. xiii-xiv.

Win-win philosophy-

          One person's gain does not have to be another person's loss.

   -"All Yours"


          This is connected to something the Brilliant mathemetician said in 'A Beautiful Mind' about equilibrium in a previous journal.

                         1:45 AM Finally Mike is playing another game other than Super Contra.

        See, the Mother in 'All Yours' taught her children that they should always want to win, that they should never back down, which is why her kids always fought and argued.
      But there is a '3'rd Alternative'-- a win-win mindset, where equilibrium between two or more parties can be reached.
      Sometimes we need to win.  Sometimes there can be no compromise at all,.
   But Paul said, if at all possible, live at peace with all men.  Wise advice.  And advice directly from God, Paul being his mouthpiece, put in Paul's voiceprint, under inspiration of the Holy Spirit.

        Mike Matei is playing SNES Castlevania.

    The Mother has a boyfriend, but the male Nanny she hired to help out with her two kids, a boy and a girl, is probably the one she'll marry.  Hopefully.  That's usually the way these types of movies run.

      The Mother's name is Cassie.

           She knew him in high school (The Nanny).

   Oh, no, the bottom dropped out.  She fired him.

  I think I want to watch either Wanted Dead or Alive or The Rifleman after this.

      I have a feeling her current boyfriend is going to end up being the bad guy.  I'm calling it.

5 things I am thankful for yesterday and tonight:

*Alternatives to Temptation.

* HallMark Clean Romances

*Strawberries, mushrooms, bananas and dark chocolate.

*Reconciliation with Shane

*The Chosen and its humanizing of the Gospel Story.

5 Goals I have for this week:

*To write more of Star Wars Episode 11 Thrawn Strikes!

* To finish Ian's Season 2 DT17 Fanfics and binge some of DT17 Season 3 cartoons.

*To format more of Attack of The Clones Humorous Version Clowns Attack!

*To do my first Fate Roleplay on Roleplaying Fun discord server.

*To type more of Diary 40, and publish it in two places.

5 Desires for this week:

*To go to Pastor Pete's houseon Wednesday, get my laundry done, and watch the Mandalorian S3X2 and some of S4 of The Clone Wars.

*To watch more of The Last of Us videogame and HBO Max Show.

*For Maggie Savoie to make contact with me.

*For at least one person besides me to join my allsaints forum.

* For someone besides me to post or join (or both) on my Mara/Luke4ever forum.

Well, I did not end up finding out if her old boyfriend turned out to be the badguy, but Cassy did wind up with the male Nanny.

      Now I will watch either the Rifleman or Wanted Dead or Alive unless my computer is charged and we can watch COPS.

   Ok, I WAS going to watch Wanted: Dead Or Alive, but my computer has full charge now, so we'll be watching a little COPS now before I go at 3 AM.

      2:57 PM CDT.
I'm going home now.

                        3:22:50 AM CDT

      @ heimat. I'm still watching Mike Matei, and trying to watch a show I hate: I Love Lucy.

          Lucile Ball was commissioned by an evil spirit to play Lucy in the show, to become a bad example for mothers and housewives.

                        Her character, Lucy Ricardo, is dishonest, childish and untrustworthy in the show.

       SNES Castlevania is still on.  I haven't been paying much attention to it.

                                 6:36 AM CDT
    I forgot my meds last night.   And I never gave the cat wet catfood yet.  Well, now I will give Gandalf half a can of wet catfood.

    I Love Lucy still has not played.  The Pluto Channel has been on for hours as I typed my journal in purple.

      I'm watching a space documentary Rn.

   The curse of knowledge -- once you know something, it's hard to think of what it was like to not know it. - It can make you intolerant of others' ignorance, so stay humble, and remember that we are all still learning, and some will always know more than others, and others who you know more than may know more than you about other things.

-Maggie is living in the house in Bates City, Missouri.
-Maggie has been reading my journals and watching some of my YouTube streams..
-God did promise her to me.
-It will be this year
-I need to keep taking my meds or my Delusions will get worse.

                                                          4:58 PM CDT
                                                           I just took my pills.

                                                                                  5:38 PM
                                              I claimed every anointing I've ever had in the past, cast every demon in me out in the name of Jesus Christ, pleading the Blood over them, and told Joy of my rebaptism and reconfirmation, to be prayed about by Joseph F. Smith for his decision to grant unto me the Right hand of fellowship in the Restructured Church.

               -I need to call Pastor Pete every day at 5 PM CDT and tell him that I am done drinking Caffeine for the day and that I have taken my pills.
 

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