09/08--
FRI

Today, I am praying for. . .

Protection for Maggie.
Health for Sue Moon. Amen.

~Today I slept, fantasized about Maggie and listened to the New Testament (Acts), watched Rebels and went on theforce.net, and listened to Christian Radio, and checked the mail.
I'm eating White Castle cheeseburgers.

~6B)
*Loon, Hendrick Willem, The Story of the Bible, pp. 33-35.

Today, I hope for. . .
Great things.

~God never wastes anything.

You're never not working.

You never let me down.

~11)
*The Word of the Lord-Elijah Message-Message 47 (Scriptures)

~My cat continues to sleep upon my dining area table most of the day, most of the time. He must like it up there.

Today, I am praying for. . .

My Star Wars Movies to be made. Amen.

~4:01 PM I still have the radio on a Christian music station.

~Keep walking. Soldier keep moving on.
Child, lift your head. It ain't over yet. I LOVE this song! It's so true to my situation.

~I asked Russell if he was at work.

Today, I hope for. . .
God, please help Rick to desire to come over to my house a LOT more often. Amen.

~Today's been a meh, blah day, like the pre-autumn doldrums.
I hardly stepped or stomped on any leaves today because I told myself or God told me not to.
The Mountain Dew: Code Red I had earlier today brought a little happiness and comfort. My empty fantasy about being married to Maggie wasn't good for my brain. I slept a lot today. Didn't really read or put God first. Forgive me, God. Amen.

Today, I am praying for. . .
My joy to be restored.
I pray for blessings for the rest of this rather dull day, and interest in doing something with my day. Thank You that I don't have fears or anxieties right now.

Today, I hope for. . .
Blessings. More hope.
More charity. Amen.
I am thankful that Message 47 of the Elijah Message comforted me concerning Thy Kingdom Come. Amen.

~I'm feeling a lot better now.
I'm on Acts 17.
I gave Ian some advice.
God, help Shane to unblock me on discord. Amen.

~4:53 PM Russell hasn't responded to me yet.

Today, I am praying for. . .
Russell's protection and health. The welfare and protection and health and Salvation of all the Saints. Amen.

~I have been streaming and typing Diaries 3 and 5. God both gave me something to do and restored my joy. Hallelujah!

Today, I hope for. . .
More Scriptures.
Salvation for Colt.
Salvation for Shane
Salvation for E.

~My cat is still up there on the table. He was on the stove drinking bowl water in the sink, but is on the table again. A little faucet water got on him when he got under the faucet today.

Today, I am praying for. . .
Protection for Maggie. Health for R. and Sue Moon. And Salvation for Jack, and Jesse.
And that R. will see the True Light.

Today, I hope for. . .
Maggie.


~My noodles are done cooking. It is 6:38 PM. I took my pills.

LORD'S DAY
SEP
10

Oak Grove, Missouri, USA, North America,
My Apartment.

Slept 'til 4 PM.
Attended Book of Mormon Testimony Meeting All Branch Gathering at Lexington Restoration Branch in the evening. Came home, went on tf.n briefly and slept. Took pills. Brushed and flossed my teeth. Went to bed.

CDT


TUE
SEP
12

Oak Grove, Missouri, USA, North America-
My Apartment

1 I'm streaming RAID still but my stream has ended on YouTube and I am streaming RAID on The Crew, on discord.

2 I ended the RAID stream and started a Star Wars stream.
3 Theory is professing his hatred of time travel in Star Wars, but I believe if it's done right, it will satisfy him.

4 I ate a lot of food.

5 I'm watching hundreds of random facts about the Star Wars movies after I watched a new Star Wars 2023 Timeline.

6 (Erased.)

7 The Holy Spirit is our Advocate, who enforces our Covenant.

8 Jesus expects a return on the book he wrote about us before we were born.

9 Jesus knows who will and who will not come unto him, but the future is not set in stone, so some who would otherwise not come unto him may yet choose to, and them he will in no wise cast out, and some who will come unto him may yet choose to turn away from him, and them he cannot save in His Kingdom, but in Heaven there is perfect Liberty.

10 First there is darkness, then there is light-Joseph Smith, Jr.

11 My cat wants attention.

12 I'm eating breakfast after I feed the cat, then I will drink Pepsi as I make a Hero Wars and RAID stream.

13 Last night I took a cold shower, and washed myself.

14 Although I tried to sleep (I got very little, but dreamed fitfully) I stayed up practically all night last night.

15 I streamed Hero Wars, then RAID, then watched Part 1 of villagers from India reacting to Star Wars IV: A New Hope after they had recently watched Rogue One: A Star Wars Story, which I missed.

16 Then I read Genesis 1-3 of the King James Bible then began Chapter 4 of Rewire Your Heart.

17 The key is reevangelism, but you've got to both know yourself and know your enemy, and the battle is deeper than the fight against sin. If you only fight against sin, you've lost the war. We only do ever what we want to do. The key is the affections of the heart. All sin has its origin in our heart.

18 Tracy is trying to rewire my brain with gift cards and Pastor Pete is trying to rewire my brain with Chick-Fil-A and Monopoly, and I'm trying to rewire my brain with ice cream and sodapop. Maybe that is necessary too but I also need to properly order the affections of my heart.

19 Pastor Pete took me to the local library, then he took me to Walmart, and all my library books are now due on October 10, 2023.

20 At Wal~Mart, Pastor Pete met my uncle Elder Kenny Soper, and Elder Dennis Heater.

21 At Wal~Mart I bought innertube patches and a mouse and mousepad.

22 Then Della came to my house and I gave her my patches and she took my bike.

23 Then Tracy called and we discussed my sleep patterns and incremental, patient heart change, and she had me write a list of things that I can do beneath the words 'patience, consistency, and practice.'

24 Then I made a list of 42 things I can do as an alternative to porn use.

25 Then I listened to John Lennox after Villagers React to ANH Part 2. 'Seven Days That Divide the World.'

26 This Diary will be five entries long, win or lose. I need to break free from the old pattern.

27 Diary 8 should be longer and exciting!

28 I love God.

29 Praise Him.

30 Let the Whole Earth Praise Him.

31 I know God loves me.

32 He so loved me that He sent His Son to Save me.

33 Hallelulia!

34 Hallelulia!

35 Hallelu JAH!

36 I am SO looking forward to Ahsoka 1X5 toninght! I am 100% unspoiled!

37 Though I DID submit my prediction sheet.

38 I predicted that we would see a flashback or World Between Worlds scene from the Clone Wars where a younger actress plays Ahsoka. Oh, I hope so!

39 Last week, I predicted that we would see Anakin's Force ghost, but did not get the five points because it technically was not a Force ghost that we saw, but we did see Anakin, so if I had just said 'we will see Anakin' I would have gotten the points.

40 So I worded tonight's prediction much more carefully.

41 Tomorrow at 3 PM CDT I have an appointment with Teddy.

42 Now I will update Diary 7.

THU
SEP
14-WRITER'S STRIKE DAY 136
Oak Grove, MO,
My Apartment.

Jack said he hasn't heard from Sue today, so she's probably still out sick.

I've been sleeping all day.

I gave the cat his medicine.

I basically spent the day in bed and now I'm streaming The Phantom Menace on The Crew.

I'm also watching Star Wars Santa discussing the Ahsoka show on YouTube on my phone.

The wound on Gandalf's back is healing up.

Tomorrow, Friday at 7:00 PM CDT Rick and I will go to Cindy's to eat pizza and watch Creed. On other Days we will watch 'Alice's Restaurant', Creed 2 and 'Creed 3'.

SABBATH
SEP
16-WRITER'S STRIKE DAY 138-100 DAYS UNTIL CHRISTMAS

My cat was well-behaved while I was out and I rewarded him with two treats when I got home.

Gandalf's wound is really continuing to heal so fast.

I'm listening to Renee Descartes' Meditations On First Philosophy tonight.

I read a lot of the first page of a Copernican Treatise before I went to Cindy's with Rick.

Meditations on First Philosophy is a good, Faith-building book. I've been sleeping for about three hours. It's 2:43 AM. Back to bed.

3:29 AM Up again. I was out for an our as in my sleep I finished Descartes' Work.

Science cannot explain everything, but it can describe everything that can be explained in some capacity.

Christianity inspired John Lennox to get into science. Tonight I am listening to him debate the famous atheist Peter Hitchins.

He says science is a method of discovery based on observation.

But science cannot explain all the mysteries of God, which I believe transcend science.

Science cannot explain the purpose of the Universe, for example, or the meaning of life, or the purpose of humanity.

A lot of suppositions, mythology, and nonsense cleared away by the natural sciences, history and forensic science, and comparing notes, but the questions of Karl Popper, the questions of a child, where am I going, why am I here, etc., can only be covered by Theology and Philosophy, not what we call science (Theology actually IS a revealed Science, with Faith as its first Principle.)

There is plenty of evidence for the Resurrection.

Religious thinking is more difficult for people to accept than scientific thinking because even atheists accept scientific thinking but they often do not accept religious thinking.

Truly you cannot come to a belief in Christ by intellect alone! You have to have a heart change.

You can be rational and a Christian.

"The philosopher Derek Parfit says "No question is more sublime than why there is a universe, why there is anything rather than nothing.
Typically atheists have answered this question by saying that the Universe is just eternal and uncaused. But there are good reasons, both philosophically and scientifically, to think that the universe began to exist."

An ounce of evidence is worth a pound of presumption.

I am what I choose to become.

One Scriptural proof is better that 10,000's of men's opinions.

You can 100% rely upon the Bible, Book of Mormon and Doctrine and Covenants.

6:19 PM I slept all day, getting up to eat breakfast, feed and water the cat, then to eat lunch, and now that it's 6 PM I took my pills and I believe I'm up for the day.

I'm going to be typing this Diary (Diary 7 (New Series)) and another Day Diary 60 (Old Series).

I finally repented at an online Kevin Zadai service, breaking every addiction and destroying every evil altar, a 180 degree turnaround.

Our God is an awesome God!

Praise Him!

Tonight I encountered a new devil and cast it out in the Name of Jesus Christ and by the Power of His Blood.

Jesus Christ cleansed my apartment, me, my cat and my devices and the Blood of the Lamb was struck on my lintels and doorposts of my apartment and porch, and I rededicated my devices to God.

I'm on a new Level.

Praise You, O Father.

Earlier I had cast satan out of me, for I had been doing my own will before I repented.

I'm getting rid of my Captain Crunch and SPAM.