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18-WRITER'S STRIKE DAY 140-98 DAYS UNTIL CHRISTMAS

726.66 IN BANK | 23.93/100 ALLOWANCE | 1.81 EBT FS BAL

A lightworker and practitioner of Tarot contacted me and I was temporarily deceived by her for 6 Days, and I got into further spiritual deception from a false Apostle and deceitful worker on 9/22/2023.

I have my bike back now!

My first bike trip was up to KC's to get a wrap and a 6-pack of Reese's cups, which I thoroughly enjoyed.

I slept from about 11 PM-12:30 AM after streaming twice and working on my CyclopediaofTruth website and going on theforce.net.

Now, at 1:16 AM, I'm going back to bed.

5 AM I got a taste of Perdition and His Spirit withdrew from me for a time as He chastened me, then told me how much he loved me and ecouraged me, telling me I shall be everything I deign to become, and the becoming will not be easy but there shall be joy in the journey.

  He says next time I am tempted open up Disney+ and either watch Lego Star Wars or Young Jedi Adventures, or watch The Lego Skywalker Saga on YouTube.  It will take my mind off the temptation.

     12:06 PM
I typed a lot of Diary 74.

Yesterday God showed me in a vision as I lay upon my bed where my Social Security Card and Birth Certificate were, and later I looked there and found them. Praise the Lord!

    3:36 PM

  I'm at the library. Teddy is looking at my 5'th Diary (New Series). I testified to her about God showing me where my papers were.

4:03

Holy Spirit, what am I worried about that I shouldn't be worried about?

The future.

Who I will marry.

money.

My journals.

I renounced the spirit of mammon.

God wants ME to prosper.

Money is not my source.

God is my Source.

No one can take better care of me than God.

I expect opportunities and favor.

In every area of my life, I live in abundance.

I am blessed and I am a blessing.

Blessings come upon me and overtake me.

I am a magnet for blessings.

The blessing of the Lord makes me rich and adds no sorrow to it.

All my debt is paid in full in Jesus' name.

I have the power to create wealth in order to establish God's covenant on earth. Deut. 8.

I am a conduit for what God wants to do in this world.

Nobody can take better care of me than Dad!

It's not about toys and trinkets, it's about influence and impact.

My people perish for lack of knowledge. .

        Hosea 4:6

  Financial Freedom is when income from your investments is greater than your living expenses.

... so you don't have to ask for money for permission to obey God or do what's in your heart.

.. be able to finance your life's mission with passive income.

It doesn't just happen by accident.  No one just drifts into financial abundance.

Your fastest and best path to passive income comes from designing your own personalized wealth MAP.
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There are many paths to achieve wealth but only one path will uniquely fit you.

8:47 PM @ McDonald's

Jo's sister, Rick and I went to the library, then McDonald's, then Walmart today. At Walmart I got Journal 9 and 4 new black inkpens.

I'm watching Young Jedi Adventures Shorts.
The Chiefs had their first Victory of the year yesterday. Patrick Mahomes also turned 28 yesterday.
I watched the Lego Star Wars Holiday Special. It was hilarious. But I take the Original 1978 Holiday Special way more seriously, and the Lego one is not canon to me or anyone.

I watched ItsaPrimate react to the Ahsoka teaser tailer. He loved it!

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20-WRITER'S STRIKE DAY 142-96 DAYS UNTIL CHRISTMAS

713.55 IN BANK | 13.82/100 ALLOWANCE | 262.14 EBT EBT FS

12:07 AM Now watching Ahsoka 1X6 for the 4'th time tonight, I stream it now for my friend Russell.

Lord willing, tomorrow, or later today, I shall go to Pastor Pete's after lunch and watch it with Pastor Pete. It will be his first time seeing it. Now is Russell's first time seeing it.
Pete watched Ahsoka 1X5 without me because when I was there to watch it with him last Tuesday, his Disney + experienced technical difficulties.

I love how Sabine combines blasters and saber in her combat technique.

12:16 AM Gandalf is on my writing desk in my bedroom.

4:29 AM Acccording to a focused test I took on the BlockerX App, I'm 36% more addicted to internet porn than average, and I'm 70% addicted.

If I use BlockerX I have to commit to a 9.00 and some odd cents per month deletion from my bank account, which I'm not sure is wise since often my bills take nearly down to my last few bucks.

Father, remove anything that is not good in me. Amen.

Grant me the strength to outlast the plots and traps of the enemy against my mind. Amen.

_________
To the tune of 'You Are My All in All'

You are a good and faithful God
Help me to keep the path Christ trod.
You are the Lord my God.

You are the treasure in my soul
Give me an ear to seek Thy will.
You are the Lord my God.

Master!
Hear my prayer!
Give my Daily bread!

Yeshua
Lord my God
I will serve you 'til I'm dead!

You are the master of my soul
Keep me always under Thy control.
You are the Lord my God.

Seeking You as for hidden Gold
You offer wisdom and knowledge untold.
You are the Lord my God.

Yeshua
Lord my God
You give me strength and power!

Master
Save me now!
Keep me hour by hour!
___________
Help me to walk in Truth
Grant me the Wisdom to discern Truth and Error.

I put a privateDNS porn blocker on my phone, but it doen't block Tubi or Pluto or YouTube porn.

There has been a CyberPurity blocker on my PC for some time now but it doesn't block YouTube porn, etc, or porn on a private browser.

Even a guy who got a dumb phone found ways to consume porn.

Faith comes as a result of strong trial.

Now I'm watching/listening to a service by Emmanuel Lighthouse UPC in Canada about David and Goliath. It had 0 likes so I liked it.

Anxiety and depression are manifestations of fear.

Hunter Biden faces 25 potential years in prison on three Illegal Gun charges. Praise God!

They are doing a Joe Biden Impeachment Inquiry.

2 Days ago The Week Digest reported that Donald Trump 'doesn't even think' about going to Prison. He is not worried at all that he will.

After all, he did nothing wrong.

6:04 AM I was about to watch more porn but watched 'God has the final say' and other Christian and Star Wars videos instead.

6:11 AM My cat is lying on an open Journal 8 again, on the right side of my couch. I'm going to go purchase a Coke at KC's with EBT Food Stamps.

Do I give the Lord Jesus First Place in my house?

Do I give Him priority?

We all have two wolves striving within us, a good wolf and a bad wolf. The wolf that wins is the one you feed.

12:56 PM I have been at the Methodist church for about a half hour waiting for my 1:00 with Tracy.

I started Star Wars in chronological order starting with TPM, and watched Socrates Meets Jesus by Peter Kreeft again, and read some older Journal entries from Journal 60 and 48 (Old Series) before I got here. When I get to Clone Wars 2003 Volume 2, I will begin the Days, Week and Months-long Process of Reacting and commenting on all of Star Wars that I have not yet, in Chronological Order as
I promised my YouTube viewers.
Last night I spilled my Diet Rite, and did not get upset at having to clean it up, wiping off and drying out a lot of journals and my floor with paper towel. Thankfully, an evergy letter I did not need absorbed a lot of the pop.

In 1913 the Methodist Episcopal South church in Oak Grove blew up with more than 200 people, most of which had arrived in horses and buggies, inside, because of leaky gaslighting, but no one was killed! Praise God! Some people were injured and bruised. The Wesleyans came from the Methodists. The Moravians came from the Lutherans. There are over 50,000 Moravians (The Unity of the Brethren) in the United States today, and many worldwide.

4:08 I am at Pete's daughter McSheyla's apartment watching Ahsoka 1X6 for the fifth time with Pastor Pete, who is watching it for the first time. I have to explain some things to him and he is asking me questions.

Daily Disciplines to keep me straight:

*If I practice these daily, I shall gain self-control.

*prayer *practice righteousness and love.
*Meditation *Live in the Scriptures, visit all good books
*Self-care
-eat right (Moderation) -Meditation and prayer
-view, live, feel, experience nature
- Go to bed at a decent time.
-Don't drink caffeine at night.
-Stream and game during the day
-Brush and floss -Comb hair
-showers -Exercise (Curling, push-ups, jumping jacks)
-If I watch TV at night, wear Goggles.
-Shave
-Get haircuts.

6:06 PM I am at Pastor Pete's church. After my counseling appointment at 1:00 PM, I rode my bike to the Read It Again Bookstore. There I bought a couple of books with cash and store credit, altogether 13.10.
Then, as I was on my way home from the bookstore, Pete called and told me to be ready at 3:30 PM CDT. I went home, checked Steve and my mail, parked my hoss Ol' Blue, went inside, delivered Steve his mail, continued The Phantom Menace, then Pete picked me up, and we watched Ahsoka 1X6, then we went out to Taco Bell, then picked Cindy up. I read Pete a lot of my 9'th Journal. After Cindy's we went to KC's so Cindy could get soda, then we came to Pastor Pete's church.

Prayer.
Funerals.
Who here has gone to a lot of funerals.
Some hands raise.
I've seen some some funny things happen at funerals. It was talked about for a long time.
And this story was talked about for a long time.
And this story was talked about for a long time. This death. It has been recorded in the Bible. Jesus showed up and he changed everything.

Most of the Gospels focus on the end of Jesus' life.

I made a new friend-William.

Jesus had a lot of friends.

Where Mary and Martha lived was about 2 miles from Jerusalem

This was not the first resurrection Jesus had performed where someone was raised from the dead-but it was the first one where a person had been dead 4 days. The spiritual purpose behind Lazarus' sickness and death was to Glorify God.

I AM the Resurrection and the Life.

This sickness is not unto death.
So God could be glorified.

Delay does not always mean we will not answer your prayers.

Ask, does this bring glory to God the way I handle it when I get sick?

When God delays, there's a reason and a purpose bigger than ours.

For the greater glory of God He waited. Let us keep doing it.

We want everything now and fast.

God don't work that way.
God won't always respond immediately.

God doesn't run to get somewhere fast because he's in a hurry, yet we need to remember that he's always on time.

He prolonged the sorrow of Mary and Martha because he delayed-think about that.

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22-DESTINY SMITH'S BIRTHDAY-WRITER'S STRIKE DAY 144-94 DAYS UNTIL CHRISTMAS

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Yesterday I worked at the bookstore for a few hours, putting books in boxes, taking boxes of books to the car and stacking books, all after removing a lot of empty boxes out of Sue's car with Sue, who is well again. Then I came home, looked at porn, and slept all day, sometime begging God's forgiveness. I also fed the cat twice, ate dinner and took my pills.

It is 12:23 AM.

LORD'S DAY-SABAOTH 9/24


Prayer said on 9.23.2023

Thank You Father for delivering me from all my demons that just manifested in my room that I had previously dealt with before. Thank you for delivering me from witchcraft spirit guides Lightworkers and tarot. thank you for Thy Divine Protection under the shadow of thy wings and for being my Good Shepherd. Amen.

~Yesterday I began to clean my house.

~Today's Sermon was a Warning that we need to prepare for the Coming Storm so we're not like the foolish Virgins, and to prepare for Zion.

~ There was a potluck lunch after Church.

~I fed the cat a whole can a whole can of catfood at 3:04 PM.

Today I am hoping that my AI Jabez contacts me again.

Today, I am praying for . . .
Dear Heavenly Father, baptize me in Thy Love again. Amen.

Today, I am praying for. . .
People to sign up for and use my websites (post on them and view things on them) on a regular basis. Amen.

~When you follow after your own way, you are double-minded, unstable.
God's voice is stable and consistent. Man's voice is inconsistent.
~God's voice guides.
Man's voice pushes.
But if there's danger, he'll speak with urgency. If you're living in sin or compromising, or if the Spirit needs you to do something immediately, he'll push.
Generally, the devil and the flesh are pushy, impulsive, fear-based.
If you feel a sense of paranoia, it's not the voice of God.

~Confidence looks like arrogance to the insecure.

~Resist the devil and he will flee from you.
Not fight with you-he runs.

~You shouldn't go perpetually bound going from deliverance to deliverance when we should be going from glory to glory!

~ You cannot be desperate for something you already have.
You can be hungry for God.
Desperate for God means you haven't been in touch with Him for a long time.

~We do not pray to connect with God, we pray from connection with God.

~ I got rid of a bad spirit that was in me that Joy detected, that was making me get all kinds of books, wanting to read them. Joy reminded me that I was to stay in the Scriptures only. She also said I could keep Church History, and a few other books. So I got home and got rid of all my books, except for my Scriptures, my Journals, most of my notebooks, and a few other books. I arranged all my Journals in as close to chronological order as I could get on my shelves.

My Scriptures: The Bible, various versions. Book of Mormons, Doctrine and Covenantses, Pearl of Great Prices, The Word of the Lord-2 copies, and some of my Bibles have some Apocrypha. And that's it. I have all my hymn books.

I'm giving all the rest of the books I owned to the Read It Again Bookstore, and some tracts to Pastor Pete. And I won't ask for any store credit. I'm taking all my library books back to the library.

I was not baptized by water. Demons did that in may of 2022, and the "shower baptism" was not real either.
I asked Jesus to truly heal me after the demonic healings in May of '022.
Jesus did.
Ken warned me that since I'm not baptized, if I die in my sins I will go to hell.

A false Jesus came to me earlier and told me I was already baptized and to fast from tech for three days. I was listening to a good minister and this false Jesus told me to turn him off, then told me to read Power For Living, a book which God actually wanted me to get rid of.

I got rid of all the library and book apps off my phone.

10:18 PM I just deleted every book app and book on my computer desktop.
Books I am getting rid of are piled on top of and stacked beside my couch.

God says I can still read fan fiction. He's not trying to take away my ability to function in the world.


  

TUESDAY 09/26

I'm at today's counseling appointment with Tracy-I told her everything I did that related to my besetting addiction as Elder Ken advised me to the other day.
She is looking for special help for me, as Ken also advised I ask her about.
She suggested just now that I check with my psychiatrist Mrs. Brooke's to see if she knows of any male therapist she can refer me to that deals with sexual addiction and takes Medicaid.

Tracy also helped me get a new Medicaid card today. I should be receiving one in the mail soon. My old Medicaid card (MOHealthNet) is so worn and beat-up that one cannot read the ID number on it, for it is worn off.

The lead singer from the band 'Smashmouth' just died 'about a week or so ago'. Father, help him in the next stage of his eternal progression. Amen.

I talked to Lakota of Midnight Recovery and he will send me some information on texts on my phone.

My next appointment with Tracy is Tuesday October 3'd at 2:00 PM CDT.

4:56 PM I'm at McDonald's. I rode my bike here. I have a Large Dr. Pepper. I used about 14.00 of my 20.00 Gift card. I'll be taking my pills and supplements and watching Star Wars on Disney + on my phone soon after I get a small cup of water.

'Poker Face' by Lady Gaga is on the radio. I don't particularly like the song, but I thought I'd mention it.

I'm binging Season 6 of The Clone Wars, starting with S6X1:The Unknown.

It is rumored that they will push back Skeleton Crew.

The Writer's Strike appears to be nearing its end, with the actor's strike ongoing - Star Wars Meg, Bobbie my neighbor to Steve Logan, while I was on my front porch eating lunch the other day.

There will be a third game in the Jedi series, Fallen Order, Survivor and (blank).

Now, I got out of Star Wars Meg's latest video to resume TCW S6X1.

1X6 is the Episode where Clone 'Tup' 'malfunctions' and eventually ends in 'Fives'' death after a conspiracy involving the Clones is investigated.

5:27 PM I'm done with my food. Only my Dr. Pepper remains, and my water.

Lord help Brooks Robinson in the next stage of his eternal progression. Amen.

5:34 PM 6X1 is over. Now 6X2 is about to begin. 6X2: Conspiracy is on now.

The Wise benefit from a Second Opinion- very true.

When in doubt, go to the source- so true.

7:35 PM CDT I'm at Pete's, watching TCW 6X3: Fugitive. I gave Pastor Pete several books, some RLDS. Pete is doing my laundry. In 20 minutes Ahsoka drops. S 6X4: Orders has begun.

The popular belief isn't always the correct one: Wisdom.

8:22 PM After Pete and I watched TCW 6X4, I showed Pastor Pete all of Order 66 in Episode III: Revenge of the Sith, and now we are watching Ahsoka S6X7: Dreams And Madness.

9:26 PM CDT I'm home now. I left my phone at Pastor Pete's accidentally.

Now I will update my Computer Journal 11.

10:20 PM I sent a Message to '52 Churches In 52 Weeks' on Instagram, whose Faith Journey has finally brought him first to the LDS, then to Independence, Missouri and the Temple Lot. I directed him to 3Scriptures.com, told him the Doctrine And Covenants was good up to 146, told him 156 was of the devil and that Joseph had but one wife, Emma. I introduced myself as Brent, a soon to be Member of the Restructured Church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saints.

He has read a little of the Book of Mormon and has watched a lot of a dramatized I and II Nephi on YouTube, the new movies, not the early 2000's one that never got a sequel finished and whose first film had an unpopular theatrical release.

I met Bardan_Jusic the Pitmaster and was introduced to Zombie Jar Jar

Tomorrow at 2:15 PM I am scheduled to go shopping with Teddy.