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10/16--
MONDAY
I woke up at 9:30 AM under the weather, so I called in sick to work and stayed in bed 'til 3:30 PM. My cat affectionately wanted attention, kneading me and nuzzling me.
I got up. Gandalf ate a little dry kibble from yesterday. Then I dumped his old dry kibble into the trash, gave him some fresh water, and gave him some fresh dry kibble, and the cat chowed down on it, then drank water.
This morning, I had given him half a can of salmon patte catfood.
Last night, I had given him some - a lot of - salmon when I made myself noodles, salmon and tuna, no mayo or cream of mushroom soup in it, because they have Senamyx, even Great Value Brand does.
I redeemed my KC's points on my KC's telephone App for about 5.00 of KC's Cash, but when I bought Diet Mountain River, about the only soda I can find without Senamyx (I can no longer eat their cookies, donuts or ice cream, or brownies) 20 oz, I used pocket change to buy it with.
I watched Ahsoka 1X1 on Disney + last night and Deputy 1X2 on Tubi and the Music video Castles. Last night and this morning I watched a well-made video on rocks and took a buch of screenshots. I listened to Instrumental Christian Music all night and all Day.
I can eat White Castle burgers. I can also eat Tai Pei rice dinners. And Barrilla and Great Value Noodles.
I ate dinner (at least a first dinner), fed the cat half a can of wetfood and did a lot of dishes, and am making a stream.
Praise God! I'm now on Level 2 of r/starwars discord server!
It is 8:30 PM and my cat is sleeping at the foot of my bed as I stream.
9:42 PM Praise Gods! I'm on Level 4 of r/starwars discord server!
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10/17--
TUESDAY
One Day until Midweek Recharge.
At 3 AM I woke up suddenly. I asked God to look into my heart and what did he see there. He said He saw Purity and Balance.
Brent had ended his stream last night, said goodnight to Russell, watched Deputy S1X3 and Ahsoka S1X2 and brushed and flossed my teeth and gone to bed. Now he was up on his couch watching Gothic's audio Pococha broadcast, restless and his cat was sleeping on his bed still. 'There's so much more out there..layers upon layers of truths..you need faith activated to find these truths and there are many false roads... start with the Jesus of the Bible and rely upon that which is written in the Scriptures as your Standard of truth and to guide you' he had written to Gothic as Gothic lay in bed listening to Ancient Aliens..'He certainly is searching' Brent thought. 'Father, help him to find the answers he seeks in You! Amen!' he prayed. Now the cat was on his coffee table, to the Left side of his laptop. Instrumental Christian Music played on his laptop and Brent just soaked it in. He felt calm, at peace, passive...at rest.
Sun goes up
Sun goes down
And the wind goes round and round
And the rivers run into the Sea.
Seasons change
Leaves they fall
But you know through it all
God watches over you and me
Now his cat was snuggled up against his leg on his couch. He told his cat 'I'm glad you're here, Gandalf' as he pet him, then the cat climbed onto his coffee table.
4:21 PM A Mod, I think, came on and told me to restart my broadcast, so I did. I played and listened to the audio of The Empire Strikes Back, Hebrew Music, Star Wars Music and Spotify Music. The Hebrew Music started and ended with 'Days of Elijah'.
I took a long nap after I ate Fish & Chips for lunch. Gordon Ramsey's Fish and Chips have no Senamyx. And it's very good Pollock fish, and french fries.
At 5 PM I'll have Sweet & Sour Chicken and more Vanilla Ice Cream. Now I'm listening to The Ringer-Verse Podcast about Loki S2X1, which I still have not seen.
This Podcast has a video element, not just audio. I beat myself at a game of 'Sorry' (as opposed to winning against myself, which I did not) just before my cat could mess it up.
6:20 PM I watched Villagers React to Believers singing 'Because He Lives'. Their reaction was very good. They felt in touch with God, though they still kept being syncretists. I listened to a Star Wars Podcast, then watched Legal Eagle on YouTube before that. Now more Christian Instrumental Music is playing.
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10/18--
WEDNESDAY-PRAYER MEETING NIGHT-68 DAYS UNTIL CHRISTMAS
I'm over at Pete's getting my laundry done, and Pete and I watched some of Rebels S1X15 Fire Across The Galaxy and S2X1 The Siege of Lothol: Part 1, and Pete cooked and we ate barbecued meat and peas.
I had a telephone appointment with Tracy. It went well. She sent me a list of zoom meetings. I prayed over the list and found two options on early Wednesdays.
I found out David Diga Hernandez is a charismatic deceiver who supports Benny Hinn the Simoner.
We watched Siege of Lothol Part 2 after finishing Part 1.
6:26 PM I corrected three Diaries, cleaned out the catbox, took my pills and vitamin C, fed the cat, ate ice cream and now I'm going to the RLDS Church in Bates City tonight. I unsubscribed from David Diga Hernandez and subbed to DappyTKeys. I'm taking three bags of bags (forgot them Saturday), three dollars for the Orange Juice David Str. had bought me and a Thank You Note for David Str. to give to Jeannie M. for me, to Church. Time to go.
I gave David Str. the card for Jeannie M. and the three dollars for the orange juice and got a bunch of cards for different occasions and a KJV Bible and some brownies from Cindy (she only took one bag of bags this time), and I made 4 cards out to friends. I ate nuggets and fries at McDonald's and bought 4 bags of cheese and one gallon of orange juice from Walmart. I went to McDonald's with Beverly, Rick and Cindy. I went to Walmart with Rick, Cindy and Jo's sister. I went to McDonald's, then Walmart, after Church. Church was awesome!
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10/19--
THURSDAY
Dear Diary,
today I went to work at the Bookstore from 1:30 PM about to 3:15 PM about. I divided Romance Novels into four categories - Regular, Regency, Paranormal and Historical Romance. Then I got Diary 21, then I bought a 20 oz of Mountain River with Food Stamps. I've been making two streams all day today - Brently streams 1 & 2, More than well and Brent After Work, which I'm making now. I'm watching a Star Wars Explained Ask Us Anything livestream. I played a little RAID today, and watched and streamed some of my previous RAID streams. I read a little Elijah Message and D&C, underlining in them. Bye.
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10/20--
FRIDAY
Brent was mad. Mad Mad MAD! He even accused Ken and even God of hating him in his rage before the world, in a tirade against himself, impatient, tired, wanting Dawn to haste, wishing that it wasn't 'not even 3 AM yet'', fearing the 3 AM hour, tired of fighting demons, yet not wanting to faint, looking for hope he had a hard time finding and afraid to die before he could get real help and thinking his time was up, warning the world of the inevitable fall of America and the devaluing of America's currency, wishing to be financially independent, complaining about FDR, Socialism and his landlord constantly raising his rent, praying to God for an increase in his SSI so that he could afford Covenant Eyes and any future rent increases. He wanted to be rich enough to help people with his money, and lamented not being able to get rid of his laptop and phone because of all his responsibility on them. He did not want to go to hell. He wanted to be baptized and to go into the Kingdom of God Saved. He wanted heaven. He wanted God. He wanted Celestial Glory.
I ate a can of sliced peaches. My cat keeps trying to get on my laptop keyboard as I stream. He likes to hang out in the bottom shelf of my shelving unit by my big desk. He has been on the shelf above the bottom before.
I owe 35.28 to evergy, which will be taken out on Autopay November 02, 2023.
I have 290.45 in EBT Food Stamps Rn.
I woke up with the sniffles this morning and called in sick for work, but got better in a few hours, but if I'd gone to work Id've missed my appointment with Teddy, so I'm thankful 1) that I missed work 2) and that the game I chose to play was not a sexual or erotic game, though it was listed as one, and that the worst thing it has in it is swearing.
My next appointment is Friday at 1:45 PM
I'm going in to work from 1-3 PM today if I do - I plan on it. Sue gave me permission. I'm feeling a LOT better now!
11:49 AM Turns out the game was just a Demo which ended I think before the more racy content was introduced.
I plan on going to a birthday party tomorrow at Cat and Art's house at 4 PM, if I do, Lord willing.
My appointment with Teddy went well. I read her and she read some of my 20'th Diary. We talked. We hung out at the library to talk about my life. She asked if I still had my meds in the car and I told her I have been taking them and only missed one day several Days ago in months.
2:53 PM At work I vacuumed, swept, Bisseled and picked flecks off the floor, and we unloaded and loaded boxes of books, bags of bags and other recyclables into and out of Sue's car. I got a Reference book - Joseph Smith's "New Translation" of the Bible, my 22'nd planned and hoped for Journal and a canning book for David Str. I spent 11.00 store credit today. The Journal was free because it was damaged.
I read the Prayer of the Apostle Paul (+ colophon) in the Nag Hammadi Codexis today. It could be legit.
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10/21--
SABBATH-SATURDAY
At home, I'm making my 8'th stream, babysitting my stream with old RAID streams. All night long as I slept soundly living in Victory, I made my 7'th stream. Rn I'm at Cat and Art's house, where there will soon be a bitrhday party for Rick. We are watching Knight Rider starring David Hasselhoff. I like the program. I did not bring my laptop or my phone here because I can't use the Internet here.
The couple that lives at Rick's house's kids are here.
Cat turned the light on for me so I can write better. Thank You, Father. I'll go outside after this episode of Knight Rider is over.
I feel good right now, and have a clear conscience, and confidence toward God.
I bought two 2-Litres of Mountain River and a big bag of ice on the way here at the Grain Valley KC's.
Knight Rider's AI car is named Kitt.
Knight Rider is Michael Knight.
Yesterday, I said "For some reason, my mouse is under my bed." Then I looked under my bed, searched a little and lo! There it was! Praise God!
6:16 PM Right after that episode of Knight Rider, or Kitt and Michael, ended and I went outside in the yard, Paul prayed for the food and he did not know I was coming out then. Praise God! The food was good. Beverly made most of it. She is a good cook. Then the boy and I got firewood for the fire and put it on the fire. Then I ate chips and a second cup of Mountain River. The boy just put another stick on the fire.
6:49 PM Rick and I had two pieces of cake.
I am sitting on a bench, watching the fire. This has been a good party. Rick is inside, watching a Cop Show called On Patrol on the Reelz Channel.
8:04 PM CDT I watched part of the new 2023 Haunted Mansion Movie starring Owen Wilson and Danny DeVito, but a seance'/Ouija scene made me decide to go back outside and sit out the movie. I went to sit by the people outside by the campfire but smelt weed so I went back to the front porch. I hate the smell of weed and wish it wasn't legal.
9:40 PM After playing several ball games at night with the kids, the smell of weed gone, I went and sat by the fire on the porch swing with Paul, Jo's brother. I'm here on my bed playing RAID and streaming with my cat Gandalf grooming my arm, and himself.
IG- I am training Ronda Rousey up to Level 60. She is Rank 6, Ascension Level 2, Level 45 currently. I sacrificed my old faithful Level 40 Ascended Vulpine and one high rarity Champion to Rank Ronda up to Rank 6. I bought a new Vulpine Hound and a new Windtalker, from the Market, which I had also gotten rid of all the ones that I had previously had.
IRL- My 10'th RAIDstream ever, RAID SHADOW LEGENDS GAMEPLAY 010, mysteriously went in to 'buffering mode' while I was gone and refuses to play anymore. I switched the video at 9:49 PM CDT to RAIDstream 011. Currently in realtime 10 MultiBattles are going on in the game I am playing now as my previous stream plays in a window beside the game. Currently, at 9:51 PM CDT, i'm on my 8'th MultiBattle at X1 speed. At 9:52:24 PM CDT I changed the current MultiBattle to X2 speed.
I still have not updated today's computer Diary entry on nujournals Brent site, in Volume 4-Diaries 16-20, in Diary 20, on the entry for Saturday-Sabbath, October 21, 2023. I had a very good day. I took most of a 2-Litre of KC's Mountain River home from the Party.
10:54 PM Earlier, after the party, I took my pills & Vitamin C, then read zazoram12's story ideas for Episodes 10-12 of Star Wars. They were good.
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10/23--
MONDAY
Yesterday at church, Pastor Pete ministered on sexual purity and the heart.
I am on my 11'th stream - Brent Pure. I have been streaming for 2:39:31.
My wound is healing.
It's scabbed over. It is no longer red. The swelling has gone down. It still hurts a little.
IG - I only THOUGHT I had gotten rid of all my Windtalkers. After training one up to Level 20, I found I had a Level 9 one.
IRL - I fed Gandalf my last can of catfood this morning until I get more.
I slept until 2:51 PM, got up and played more RAID Shadow Legends, started my 12'th stream, then planned on eating lunch.
3:55 PM I played more RAID as I ate White Castle cheeseburgers and half a cup of Mountain River and drank water from a waterbottle and ate KC's vanilla ice cream, then read Joshua 24 KJV on my phone, then wrote in my Diary.
5:00 PM I'm caught up in my Budget Book now. I plan to feed the cat dry kibble and take my pills and Vitamin C and eat supper.
At 5:55 PM, after shopping at KC's, I sat down to a plate of beef and broccoli rice, which the cat tried getting into.
6:22 PM Supper eaten, I listened to myself minister about abortion, homosexuality, euthanasia and the Word of God, then I listened to Jacob 2 1908 (RLDS).
I turned the air conditioner on today.
I read Psalm 60 and a little from the RDC today, RDC 8 and part of a later Section.
10:49 PM I went to sleep for a while but I'm now up playing RAID and waiting for Rick to call.
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10/24--
TUESDAY
I called Rick around 2 AM and we touched bases.
God wants me to get my Scriptures back.--my Apocrypha. And my Endowment.
He says that the Holy Men who Baptized and Confirmed me really did. 1) They shook my hand and it was solid. 2) What I felt in my heart when I was Confirmed cannot be faked. 3) I was not given due process when Ken said I was no longer Baptized.
God, please give me the Writings and Teachings of Joseph Smith, Jr. back. Amen.
How I know I am in a Saved State:
I: I am Baptized and Confirmed.
II: I called upon the name of the LORD.
III: I confessed with my mouth my Savior Lord and Believe in my Heart that God raised Him from the dead.
IV: I asked Jesus to save me.
4:59 PM CDT Today is the Day I installed Covenant Eyes on my phone and laptop!
It's the final step! I got rid of my two crystals, I got rid of my Dreamcatcher, and the very next Day, I get Covenant Eyes!
It cost 18.99/month + tax. I can pay that. I don't have to pay 'til Oct 31, 2023 AD.
I sent Pete an invitation to be an Admin/Ally on my account.
Jose' Ole' Taquitos have no Senamyx in them.
It's really raining out there!
I budgeted my money--I can fit in Covenant Eyes easily! Praise God!
I told Rick about Covenant Eyes.
8:36 PM I clashed mightily today with my Master Tay in the Rancor Pit as the landscape changed around us to hills and valleys.
IG - I trained and fed Ronda Rousey up to Level 49, Rank 6, one of my Brutes to Rank 2, Level 5 and have been training up my DeathKnights. Most are at least Level 10.
IRL - It's still really raining out. I had the last of my 2-Litre of Mountain River, and I ate Jose' Ole' Tacquitos for supper.
IG- I opened up three mystery shards and got a Level 1, Rank 1 DeathKnight, a Level 1, Rank 1 Novitiate and a Level 1, Rank 2 Word Bearer.
I sacrificed the Novitiate to a Trogladyte Lizard.
I ranked one of my Level 20 Novitiates up to Rank 3 like another one already is.
I opened up three more shards, a Level 1, Rank 1 Novitiate, a Level 1, Rank 2 Crusader, and a Level 1, Rank 1 Sister Militant.
I increased the Novitiate that I just Ranked ups' skill 'Harrying Shot' to Level 2 (Damage + 5 %) by sacrficing the Novitiate I just got to him.
IRL - 11:05 PM I streamed and am streaming the rest of Tales of the Jedi 2023 Anthology Series for my friend Russell.
I sent Russell a link to theforce.net.
11:24 PM I'm going to make a Rebels Season 3 Stream.
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10/25--
WEDNESDAY
12:44:19 AM CDT
Several minutes ago 'The Lord Jesus Christ' was the top thing trending on Twitter/X!
This is God's doings and marvelous in our eyes.
2:26 AM The LORD called me to a sacrifice of all my secular movies, the worst of my secular music and many of my video game Apps. I gave up RAID Shadow Legends and pledged to only make Gospel and Star Wars videos (and Diary videos of course) from now on. I hope to influence Rick and Cindy for Jesus.
2:50 AM It's still raining. Earlier I biked to KC's in the rain and got Ruffles Original plain chips (Cheesy has Senamyx), KC's chocolate ice cream and a 20 oz of Diet Mtn River.
It was raining fairly hard when I got home. This was at night.
When I tried going to bed tonight fighting against surrender I was convicted by the Spirit that I needed to make a greater sacrifice for Him, prompted by a video on YouTube that brought conviction, though I fought it.
3:41 AM Now it's raining HARD, and the wind is really blowing. I'm making Brently Streams 17.
3:47 AM I just unplugged my laptop to prevent power surge.
4:23 AM Diary 20 streamed, I shall proceed to read from RLDS CH III and sleepstream, until 11:30 AM later today.
At 5:55 AM, after I had cast Junk_bow and Lillith out of my room, and after some spirit had tried eating out my left eye, after I had fallen asleep I was awaken with the words 'e ye are at the sevent.'
I was sleepstreaming RAID. The seventh battle, if I'd have gotten there, it would have eaten my eye out. I turned it off, long before it got there. No more sleepstreaming RAID.
Tonight at church, Pastor Pete recommended the 11-hour audiobook Experiencing God by Richard Blackaby. At McDonald's I started listening to it with God's permission. The fruit was that in the car after McDonald's it led to a discussion between Rick, Cindy and I. I asked Cindy if she had ever heard God's Voice. She said no, but claimed he had spoken to her inn her heart and through the wind. But she said she never heard Him say words to her, when I asked. Rick related that once his mother Bobbie (not my neighbor) had been woken up by God's voice in the night and told to play the organ for church, but didn't know how. She had then stepped out in faith and received organ lessons. I testified that the Lord spoke to me. Rick asked that if the Lord spoke to someone often, where would then faith be? I said that if God speaks to you, then you use your Faith to obey what you hear. I told Cindy that if she listens she'll hear God speaking to her. I told them to think about these things, then said I loved them and goodbye and apologized to Cindy for talking/laughing/singing too loud and went indoors to my cat, who was feeling rambunctious when I got home and wanted to play, so I gave hime a mouse toy. Now he is under my coffee table.
I let go of Maggie and my demonic "experience" being "baptized and confirmed". That was all demonic. The familiar spirit has been lying to me about Maggie all my life. I had Maggie in a cage, not allowing God to work in her life.
I need to submit to Ken and let him Baptize me.
There are plenty of fish in the sea.
But Maggie is not my fish.
I broke the soul tie we had and it didn't hurt.
Really I always knew this and Joy already knew.
God, give me the wife you have in mind for me. Amen.
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10/26--
THURSDAY
A time a stranger showed me kindness was when a man at the library once gave me two Baby Ruth bars - Senamyx free - out of the blue.
I'm listening to Experiencing God and watching A New Hope. I was in bed seeking the will of God. It's 12:13 AM and my cat Gandalf is on my coffee table.
We may be going to Cindy's next week to watch a movie. Tomorrow Pastor Pete and I may set up the Covenant Eyes system.
I gave a canning book to David Str. that I could give him because of my job at the Bookstore.
It is not as good to say 'What is the will of God for my life?' as it is to say 'What is the will of God?' because when you focus on God's will, it puts your life in perspective as it relates to the will of God.
Cards were given to me so I gave cards to others.
Now, just Experiencing God is on. A New Hope is over.
What do you want me to do at the Bates City Restoration Branch? Do you want me to sit by David Str.?
God, I don't want to just 'do that which is right in my eyes.' I want to walk in Wisdom's paths. I want to seek the Old Paths. Teach me Thy way. I invite Thee Holy Spirit to teach me how to walk with and in You. Amen.
Pastor Pete and I met in his office and set up Covenant Eyes and my Budget on an Open Office spreadsheet. When I got home I filled out a Disability Determination form from Social Security. They want me to take another test at an office also.
Holy Spirit, I want to walk with and in You, not ahead of you or falling behind, but with You and with my Lord Jesus Christ. I don't just want to know more about you, I want to know you. Teach me Thy Way. Amen. I don't wish to walk out of step with Thee again.
It is Well, It is Well with my soul has been a special song to me all my adult life, for I am blessed for it to be well, well with mine soul.
Read Word of Lord-Elijah Message and end of Joshua, and have been listening to Judges and Ruth today on my Bible phone App, and now I Samuel.
Sue Moon really doesn't have any volunteer work for me to do until at least Monday.
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