10/28--
SABBATH, SATURDAY.

Through the ministry of Vlad Savchuk, I was delivered from every spiritual spouse, generational curse, soul tie, demonic bondage, Lillith, night creature, Incubi spirit and Succubi spirit, and aborted every demon seed planted in my life, fantasies or dreams. I got rid of several more familiar objects - obsessive journals. 33 good journals remain. This is the 23'rd Journal of my New Series.

Both the Fall Harvest party/hayrides today of the RLDS Church and Pete's house have been cancelled today due to the rainy weather.

Every chain is broken. I receive freedom right now in the Mighty Name of Jesus and by the Power of His Precious Blood!

I receive breakthrough in Jesus' Mighty Name!

My cat is eating his food. It is 3:14 AM.

4:53 PM Earlier this morning Fredd and Jaysin his handiman came to my apartment, looked at my stove, and found out that somehow my gas had been turned off. Maybe I did that when I had attempted to shut my water off back when my sink needed to be fixed and I had confused the water for the gas.

10/30--
MONDAY

After I walk up to Rick's to get my bike and bike up to KC's to get Diet Mountain River, I plan to work at the Bookstore later today.

I'm still streaming. It is 5:54 AM.

1:19 PM CDT At 3:30 PM I'm going to, Lord Willing, pay my rent bill at the bank today.

Sue didn't need me today. She had an appointment.

4:25 PM Rent paid, I'm playing RAID. I read Joshua 2 earlier today. Ronda Rousey is Rank 6, Level 52, Ascension Level 2. I beat Kaerok Castle Level 5 in 12 seconds, my best time.

IG 5:36 AM Av's time. I'm down to 831 sp.
6:05 Av's time. I'm on Player Level 44 now. I got there a several minutes ago.
6:11 PM I'm up to 19,199 sp.
I have 1,689 Mystery Shards, 4 Ancient Shards, 1 Void Shard, 0 Primal Shards, and 1 Sacred Shard. I was Logged out suddenly when Brent's window collapsed again. His OBS Streamlabs also mysteriously disappeared. The next day he couldn't open discord. Today and yesterday his nujournals App was giving him all sorts of problems.
6:50 PM Brent opened up the RAID App on his phone.
Brent restarted his computer.

7:15 PM He closed his RAID phone App.
7:18 PM I have 401 Gems, and I'm up to 89,555 sp. Ah, back online. Now I'm back up to 40 Multibattles again because everything reset. I'm doing 20 Multibattles on Brimstone Path.
7:54 PM I have 217,419 sp.
7:59 PM Av's time Now I'm back down to 40,019 sp but my Wretch is now Rank 5, Level 11, Ascenscion Level 5, and bringing him up to Rank 5 rewarded me with 100 Red Gems! Now he's Level 15 and I now have 39,019 sp. Praise God!
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WARNING: THIS ENTRY HAS STAR WARS SPOILERS








11/01--
WEDNESDAY

I'm watching 'Detrans' on Prager U, which is a very good program.

Tonight, after I got home from Rick's, I watched "Qui-Gon reacts to Anakin's Fall to the Dark Side". Last week I watched Part 2 of the series, and before that I watched "Qui-Gon and Anakin react to Ahsoka Series".

Now I'm watching the Disney + Special 'Light And Magic'. I'm streaming it on discord. Earlier I streamed a creation science/James-Webb Space Telescope/Quantum Cosmology/Multiverse video on discord for my friend Russell on discord.

1:30 AM I'm watching another Prager U video now (the Detrans film over) called 'Can Anxiety Be a Good Thing? She says Anxiety is a natural, normal thing, and we can adapt anxiety to our advantage. Sometimes its beneficial to lean into your anxiety and sometimes its beneficial to pivot away from it. Think of five things that can be a better use of your mental energy than a dead end topic. Make this list when you are in a calm state.

Sleep is a foundation of Mental Health. Audiobooks are good for sleep because you can close your eyes, and even if you are awake, your body is relaxing.

Now I'm watching Episode 2 of Light and Magic.

You should put your thoughts and feelings into words. It increases self-awareness, which increases problem-solving skills. It helps us think rationally.

The way to feel better about things is to talk it through.

Life is full of risks. If you never take risks, you never get anywhere. Playing is safe all the time stagnates your progress.-BLS

The good part of anger is setting boundaries for yourself.

Today I'm starting a Novel.

It will be about a young man who keeps a Diary and what he writes about.

6:40 PM I'm at Pastor Pete's church. Satan did NOT want me to come here today, begging me to stay home. But I will be out with my friends and at Walmart tonight.
I got 100.00 allowance today, and 40.00 on my VISA NetSpend card and 56.00 CHCOH.

They're singing about resurrection now. Being buried with Jesus and raised unto New Life truly happens to its fullest extent at True Baptism with Authority and Confirmation. I pray this happens soon. I need to learn self-control, and God needs to deal with my heart. I wrote the first line or two of my Novel earlier today before church.
Chris called me, an old friend from FWOGC that I gave some Book of Mormons to. Unfortunately, he got eyetested.
One day he said, guess what, I got eyetested as if it was good news. His parents probably made him think it was.

Change my heart O God! May I be like you. Make me more like you. God is great! Amen.

How Great Thou Art (Worlds Version) is on. I'm singing along. It is beautiful.

My God how Great Thou Art!

Next we're singing Jahovah Rapha, God our Healer.

It was a good song.

God's promises are yea and amen.

We continue our study of John. Pete is going out of state later, then coming back, Lord willing.

Bob Johnston's surgery went good.

Prayer.

You are Healer.
You are Great.
Lord we love you, we need you.
You have so much for us in our walk with You in your presence and your Spirit and your Word....
Amen.
We are studying John 12.

The hour has come for the Son of Man to be glorified.

Jesus said, Father, Glorify my name.

The Father said, I have glorified it and will glorify it again.

Sometimes we experience things, we hear things, we see things, and it's for a witness.

I, if I be lifted up from the earth, will draw all men unto me.-Jesus.

Satan has no power over us if we listen to and follow Jesus.

We can only fight demon spirits in Christ.

When we sin we are slaves to sin, and it has victory in our life.

There are some things we just won't let go of; that we hold on to, and it just brings us down.

For me (Brent) its porn.

It seems every time I go to Rick's I fall when I come home. Why? Do I get bad spirits transferred to me from his house?

When bad thoughts come to your mind you have a choice not to think that thought and to think of Jesus and the Scriptures instead? -A woman.

Me: We have a choice not to dwell on that thought.

There are hidden ordinances kept hid from the foundation of the world that has to do with the fullness of the Priesthood that the RLDS Church missed out on. Joseph Smith, Jr. got very wet and looked into the heavens. Joseph Smith III got very wet but did not look into the heavens. This has to do with Baptism for the dead.

Jesus is the Lamb slain from before the foundation of the World. There is no peace in Jerusalem at the present (Hamas invaded it) but there will be and I pray for it. Amen.

Jesus came as the suffering Servant, the Lamb. Jesus shall return as a conquering King, the Lion.

Jesus referred to Himself as Light many times.

Walk while you have the Light before Darkness overtakes you-Jesus.
Work for the Night is coming When for many of my people the opportunity to assist will have past. -Jesus.

Put your trust in the Light while you have it so that you may become some of light.

His public Ministry is ending. The crowds is ending. Chapter 13 is coming, smaller group.

Even after Jesus did all these miraculous signs, they still wouldn't believe in him.

What about areas of our life where we doubt, where we still don't believe?

Even though you have all the evidence, the witness.

They could not believe because as Esaias says elsewhere, he has blinded their eyes and deadened their hearts. This he said because he saw the glory of Jesus.-Paraphrased.

When a person starts to reject the light, he becomes hardened where he cannot believe. -what Pete says as a counter to 5 point Calvinism.

I Thessalonians-They perished because they refused to love the Truth and be saved, for this reason God sent them strong Delusion that they may believe lie...

The LGBTQ+ people are with the pro-Hamas protestors, which is very Delusional since Hamas wants homosexuals dead.-A man.

Prayer.

We don't want to shut our eyes or close our hearts to how you may be working in our lives or around us. Lead us into your truth.

Help us go outside of our boxes. ...Amen.

IG- My Av Brent spent over 15.00 on Red Gems, opening up 10 free slots for new Champions and I have 166 Diamonds/Gems left over, now 161, now 156, now 151, now 146.

I just got a Squire. I have 516,190 sp. Now I have 141 Diamonds. Brent has a chocolate shake.
My Ronda Rousey is Level 55, Rank 6, Ascension Level 2.

Now Ronda Rousey and three DeathKnights are going through the Sewers of Arnoc.

IRL-We are at McDonald's and Cindy, Rick, Jo's sister and I are going to Walmart after this.

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11/03--
FRIDAY

12:05 AM CDT The reality of the entire history in the Koran and the life of Mohammed is being debunked before my very eyes and ears. I feel a void in my head.

I'm listening to/watching YouTube and SonLife Broadcasting Network simultaneously, and for the first time I'm reading Romans 7 in the Expositor's Study Bible. The reason I still struggle is apparently because I am under law, not under Grace, and because I do not yet understand the Doctrine of Sanctification as it relates to Jesus' finished Work on the Cross, which according to Jimmy Swaggart, is why I don't have perpetual Victory yet.

As one man said, 'I believe in instant victory, but I don't believe in instant maturity.'

My counselor says its 'small wins over time' but neither satan nor God have time for that nonsense. God says in the Bible that we are not to procrastination the hour of our repentance, and that the only practical advice the Scriptures offer for sexual sin is to just stop doing it NOW!

My counselor also contradicts Scriptures when she says that negative reinforcement is detrimental. Where is the fear of the LORD in that and why then did the Qumran Essene Community and the ancient Church practice penance?

I think modern day psychology got into her beliefs, that may be demonic in nature.

Islam has NO deep foundations at all. There is NO archaeological evidence for Islam at all!

Contrast that to the Bible and Book of Mormon which have new archaeological evidences every day!

I already rejected Islam as a True Religion, now I officially reject most of the official history and traditions of Islam. So much in the traditions of Islam and the Qu'ran are completely falsified!

When Muslims face East to pray they are not actually facing Mecca.

Nabbateans instead of Noti in Ahsoka Humorous Version.

Google Maps does not take the curvature of the earth into consideration.

ASSTER is better, but is very, very expensive.

The Qui'bla's in Mosques were originally facing Petra.

Not Jerusalem.

Not Mecca.

The Dome of the Rock has been built and rebuilt 11 times. The original Citadel is directed straight toward Petra.

Why Petra?

All Mosques from all over up to 706, all faced Petra, even 80 years after that. In 702, a new Qui'bla was built facing half-way between Petra and Mecca. It directs to nowhere.

Why?

By 726, four Qui'blas facing in-between Petra and Mecca.

In 727, the first Qui'bla facing Mecca was built.

By 771 AD, still way more Qui'bla's faced Petra than in-between.

In 876 AD the Qui'bla's were finalized toward Mecca.

The Meccan Qui'bla's were more inaccurate than the others.

Petra was at the center of trade.

The directional Qui'blas were to help them survive in the desert.

The Meccan Qui'bla's were more innacurate because they were based on roads, not the stars, as earlier.

The History of the Qu'ran and Muslim Traditions could be based in Petra, not Mecca, because the details fit much better.

Islam after all, didn't come out of a vacuum.

Mohammed may have lived in the 9'th Century, not the 7'th Century.

The Sosthenans were destroyed by the Arabs by 652 AD. The Sosthenans were Zorastrians.

The Jews and Christians have a prophetic line. The Arabs don't. The Jews and the Christians have a Scripture. The Arabs don't. So the Arabs create that, becoming the False Prophet System that it is today.
They stole the Black Stone from Petra.

Then someone in Damascus died.

Mecca was chosen to hide the Black Stone.

When Muslims go to Mecca they go between the two hills seven times.

Mecca was a pre-Islamic Pagan sanctuary.

They've taken over the form and put their own meaning behind it.

There are three devils there.

Mecca didn't exist in the 7'th Century.

The early Muslims didn't call themselves Muslims, but by several names.

692- coins with Mohammed's name.

The Dome of the Rock is above the Church of the Sepulchre, not the Jewish Temple.

No reference to the 'Miraj' on any part of the original inscriptions of the Dome of the Rock. The inscriptions attack the Sonship of Jesus and the Trinity Doctrine.

"Trinity is not a Doctrine about God, Trinity is what God is"- Apostle Arthur Oakman.

660- Mohammed appears in the Chronicles of Sabaus, a non-Muslim source.

The first Dome of the Rock was built AD 690, in Jerusalem.

I believe Mohammed existed because we know he had many wives, one as young as 4. Also, The New Testament Greek Writings copies are numerous and some very early.

The 10% textual variant is restored by the Inspired Version.

But another very reliable source of Truth, the Iliad and the Odyssey, wasn't written down that exists until over a thousand years after the Blind Bard Homer penned them.

But the records of Mohammed are in the same century he lived at the earliest, and only several centuries at the latest.

Mecca is not referred to until 731 AD, but comes into existence 717.

Still I believe Islam is largely a fabrication. Much of the Qu'ran is borrowed from Jewish Apocrypha and Christian Sectarian Writings.

I believe Mohammed saw an angel in a cave, a Jinn (a demon with a horn in the back of his head) who grabbed him three times, and that he knew it was a demon, then his wife encouraged him to continue receiving the revelations, and I know that Mohammed received the false revelations, in a cave because he could not read nor write at first, and the power of the Qu'ran is that Jinn who gave Muhammed those evil revelations. This may have happened in Petra or near it. It may have happened in the desert near Petra among the Nabbatean nomads.

4:57 AM By faith, I received again the infilling of the Holy Spirit with the evidence of speaking with other tongues, under Donnie Swaggart's Ministry.

Ahaseurus (a Title) husband of Esther, was the father of Cyrus (a Title) who was the father of Hatepes or Artaxerxes (a Title) who was King of the Medes and Persians at the time of the Last Stand of the 300 Spartans.

I was delivered once and for all from the Mountain of pornography and the spirit of homosexuality, and shook them off in the name of Jesus.

1:04 PM CDT At work, before my first break, Sue and I sorted, alphebetized and shelved Historical Romance Novels until I nearly ran out of room on the shelves for them.

Today this morning I fed the cat a can of filets and ate a Reese's peanutbutter cup. Two nights ago I brushed my teeth. Here at the Bookstore my phone, which was only on 13% charge when I left home, is charging.

Sue agrees that Hamas is evil.

Before my second break, Sue and I continued alphebetizing and shelving Historical Romance Novels.

Before my first break a man brought in two and a third boxes of scifi, western and action/adventure books, some by Clive Cussler. Before my second break a woman called in wanting some Romance Authors we did not currently carry. We also got rid of two whole Authors' sets of books by them of Romance Books to make room for more Romance Books on the shelves. This is called 'pulling them'. Sometimes pulled books go to the thrift store and sometimes they are Recycled depending upon how Sue feels.

I'm waiting 'til Sue can help me continue doing what I was doing. I'm on the 'C's', in 'Coulter'. Stacks of books are in the way. Back to work.


Before I went to KC's, then back to the Bookstore to get my phone and charger (I got a Mountain River 20 oz at KC's with my VISA NetSpend Card.), I shelved all the Historical Romance, with a little help from Sue, up to the letter 'E', to 'Enoch'.

I love my job.

I clocked out at 3:20 or so.

I made 51.00 about store credit.

I got tablets Joseph Smith's History by his mother Lucy and went to the convenience store, back to the Bookstore, then home.

Now I'm making a stream at home and cooking homemade mac & cheese.

hope. real hope.

love.

I washed out my bowl and finished my Mountain River and some more of my Reese's cups. Now I'll play RAID on my stream.

Before, I had the Deliverance without the heart change, and I was living under Law.

Now I have a changed heart, am Delivered and living under Grace. 

11/05--
LORD'S DAY-SUNDAY

be joyful always.

I cleaned out Gandalf's catbox and he got into the hallway again. I'll try to let him come in on his own.

It's 1:30 AM and I'm still streaming.

1:32 AM The cat came in and is drinking water. He then walked to the middle of the floor by my coffee table, to the left side of it.

After I typed that last line with my onscreen keyboard, the cat climbed onto my coffee table, to the right side of my computer.

I went back to bed until 8:18 AM, then fed the cat dryfood, and I'm about to give him fresh water to drink.

I slept most of the day, streamed and played RAID, and ate rice for supper and took my pills.

I'm at Bates City Restoration Branch to see a Life After Death class - Part 1. I invited Rick but he didn't feel like coming here today.

They had us sign in and gave us folders.

I want to know where the doctrine that little children who died before Age 8 must be tested in the short season. That would mean Resurrected people are still tested. Is their salvation still in jeapordy when they've been to heaven? I want to believe the truth. I want to know where the doctrine came from. It could be true. I used to believe (and still do) that the first two levels of celestial glory are still for testing.
That may be where the untested children are. The Doctrine and Covenants says that Terrestrial Glory is for those (adults and children above Age 8) who died without law.

To wait upon the Lord is to prevail. It's not waiting around hoping something happens. But you shouldn't rush in either.

According to Jim Noland, Joseph Smith, Jr. taught that the little children needed to be tested first, after Jesus taught it to Adam and Eve, and there are Scripture verses for it in the DC.

Isaiah 41 IV.