11/07~~
Tuesday

Under the Ministry of Isaiah Saldivar, I was delivered from the spirits of lust, immorality, abnormal and perverted sexual desires, gluttony, hatred and rebellion for authority, a dark countenance, hypersomnia and insomnia, recurring nightmares and night terrors, fear of death and some animals, bipolar, schizophrenia (though I still have to keep taking my medicine), the demon trying to get me to blaspheme, and many more demon spirits, were cast out of me. I also got rid of the spirits of rage and uncontrollable anger and behaviors I do not desire to do, and depression and doubting my salvation, tiredness while reading Scriptures or praying, fogginess of mind or daydreaming, restlessness in a Church or spiritual setting, and personal uncleanness (bad hygiene) and when I got rid of that one I immediately took a cold sponge bath/shower, and looked for but found no deodorant, and changed my clothes.
4:20 PM God truly delivered me this afternoon, or is about to. Praise God. Over 20 demon entities manifested, screaming, and some spoke. I am watching 7 steps to cast out demons by IsaiahSaldivar. As I started watching it a demon from within me shouted angrily "How dare you!"

1.) Make sure the person is Saved and wants deliverance. Don't do deliverance on an unbeliever. Manifesting a demon doesn't mean a demon leaves. Screaming usually means some demons are leaving, and coughing and puking and choking. It's a gag reflex because demons go out through the front door - the mouth.
2.) Lead them through renouncing -calling them out and renouncing them and the choices and lifestyles and decisions that opened the doors for them, and dealing with unforgiveness and verbally saying the demons must leave.
3.) Confront the demon. Call them out. Demons are comfortable in churches. Call them out by name.
4.) Bind them and send them to the Abyss.
5.) Find out why the demon doesn't leave. Remember that even if you "sold your soul to the devil" or made a deal with a demon, you can still be redeemed from that because your soul doesn't belong to you, but to God.
6.) Check 2 or three more times to see if someone's there. Call the demons out by name, ask if they are still there. Ask the Holy Spirit for words of knowledge. Look for body language. Look them in the eyes, the windows of the soul.
7. Holy Spirit, fill me and protect me.

4:54 PM I dealt with and am fully delivered from the spirit of Lillith.

Thank You, Father for my deliverance!

I went out to Wendy's with Rick, Cindy and Jo's sister. I read Jacob 3:142-4:1 in the Book of Mormon silently, then read 4:2-7 out loud to Cindy and Rick, then Cindy said 'hey, hey, hey, read silently.' Then Cindy said 'I'm going over there, while I'm there you can read out loud, I can tell you wanted to. Then I read Jacob 4:8-13 to Rick, the Rick said, 'Brent, read silently'.
Rick asked me what Translation I was reading, and I told him I had been reading The Book of Mormon.
We talked about the bookstore, and what Pastor Pete believed and Watchman Nee. I told Rick I was very limited in how much I could spend today, and I had only spent 10.00 and they had given me my sweet tea for free, on them, although I had said I'd pay for it.
In the car, we had discussed King David's story because I had been listening to I Samuel in the car. He asked me if chronologically David had slew Goliath before he met Bathsheba. I told him about his first wife Michal, Saul's daughter and why he rejected her after she despised him in her heart, and how David had taken Abigail Nabal's wife as a polygamous wife. I told him about David's many wives and concubines, and we discussed Solomon's 200 wives and 400 concubines. I told him if I get married one wife is enough for me. I told him the Book of Mormon called having more than one wife an abomination and even the Bible said that Kings should not multiply wives to themselves nor horses.

Earlier today I listened to the first several chapters of Genesis, and took a two walks to Rick's, and a walk back home from Rick's about 5 PM, after I took my pills and made dinner, and ate it when I got home from my first walk.

Alma 14:61-68.
Helaman 2:7-9.

I was going to buy a nice purple journal in a zip pouch when I was stopped by the thought, its not a need. I had got up to the counter with my purchase when that thought came to me, I said, never mind and I put it back. Then Rick suggested I use a legal pad for a journal without the knowledge that I had already started this 28'th journal on a legal pad, which I told him, and when I got home, I knew it was the LORD.

Cindy, Rick and I discussed courtship, marriage, cohabitation and dating, and boyfriend/girlfriend relationships. I told them courtship without planning to marry is pointless, and there is a difference between courtship and dating, and boyfriend/girlfriend relationships have a Jezebel spirit behind them.

We discussed Brazil and the First and Second Invitations and the coming of the Lord in Glory, and how the Day of the Lord would come as a thief in the night, and Jesus was coming very, very soon and we needed to get ready.
I told them of the coming anarchy in the streets and of negative prophecy and preaching being beneficial. I told them its good to know of these things because we need to be prepared.

Later they gave me free lemonade. We discussed little children being alive in Christ, how children go straight to heaven below Age 8 (Rick asked me where I got Age 8 and I stated 'The Doctrine and Covenants'), and also discussed the Age of Accountability (Catholics believe little children go to Limbo and Baptists believe, according to Rick, that the Age of Accountability is 11 or 12 (If I quoted him correctly. I know he did say 12 as one of the ages.). We discussed the Resurrection and Final Judgment, where generally people go when they die, whether there is a 'heaven for animals', also we discussed burial. Cindy said the Chinese are buried standing up, and Rick said Indians were sometimes buried above ground, and that a lot of funeral homes bury people facing East based upon Jesus coming back from the East.

Alma 14:61-68. (2'nd time reading that passage tonight. I opened right to it a second time.)

12:53 AM I'm home, streaming and have typed today's Journal and its entry. I'm going to brush my teeth and go to bed. Bye.

11-10~~
Friday

Yesterday at work, Sue and I alphabetized and shelved the last of the Historical Romances, to the letter 'Q'. Today Sue alphabetized and we shelved the Paranormal Romance books and started on Regency (The Mad King George and his son- the time of Jane Austen-generally Vanilla) Romance Novels. Then, on the opposite side of the shelf from Regency and Paranormal, Sue put all the regular Romance books away while I put Barbara Cartland Regency books away until about 5:30 PM, then I biked home, fed the cat, and biked to Rick's.

Next week, Cindy, Rick and I will be watching Circus Noah at her apartment and eating food.

Yesterday I updated my RAM Device story (one of them - the one I published on theforce.net to a much wider audience) using my phone.

God wants me to read Church History by Williston Walker, Joseph Smith's History by his Mother, and RLDS History of the Church Volumes 3 & 4. That gives me a lot to read + the Good Books - the Holy Scriptures of our Faith, standard of Authority.

I listened to the books of Deuteronomy (last chapter) and Numbers today.

The violence continues in the Gaza strip and there was a shooting in or at Independence Center in Independence, Missouri today- they said it was gang-related.

I listened to more of The Case For Christ today at the Bookstore and am listening to it right now at Rick's while about to eat a Tostino's Pizza while Rick eats leftovers from when the two of us went out two a Mexican Restaurant last night.
Last night I had a pile of grilled chicken, avocados and tomato and lettuce salad and rice, and Rick had the same thing. Last month we also went out to the same Restaurant and we both had steak, bacon and shrimp on a bed of rice covered with queso. Last time I didn't eat chips and salsa and Rick did. Last night we both did. Both times I was hungry enough to finish all my food in one night. Last month we had dessert. Last night we didn't.

11/12~~
Lord's Day

Last night, I was administered to by Brothers Von, and Paul Ludy, to exorcise all of my demons.

Today as I slept, at 4:45 AM a dream demon put two red slashes on my right foot. I got up and said 'Father, Father' and crossed myself and my feet and prayed that God would heal and uncurse my foot. The demon had assaulted my right foot directly.

I'm going back to bed. Father, Son and Holy Spirit, protect me. Amen.

I got up around 3 PM, fed the cat, started a Pacocha Broadcast and made and am eating homemade Mac & Cheese for lunch.

5:57 PM I'm on my 19'th song and I also had some of my Journals read out loud.

8:28 PM I fed the cat some beef shreds in gravy. I have started my Second YouTube Broadcast. 4/30 MultiBattles on Nightmare Difficulty on Stage 7 of Kaerok Castle-Boss Level. I'm getting a lot of silver pieces and Hero Coins.

I joined the Official RAID Shadow Legends discord server tonight during my YouTube stream. I'm listening to Kent Hovind on my phone.
I'm going to try out five November RAID promo codes. None of them worked.

10:26 PM For my MultiBattles I earned 281K coins and 600 Hero Coins. Now, after some purchases, I have 117,252 coins. I made three Taquitos for supper.

11.15~~
WEDNESDAY

1:27 AM I'm watching RAID Shadow Legends videos - 1 of them I made myself two Days ago-and watching Ahsoka 1X6, where we are reintroduced to two important main characters.

My can rewound the Star Wars show to the reunion between two friends, as he ran across my keyboard. Now the show is over again.

3:44 PM I'm now going to make my "83"'rd RAID SHADOW LEGENDS GAMEPLAY Broadcast.

I messed up the last one I did and deleted it permanently from YouTube, and am redoing it now.

I slept most of today, having weird dreams and daydreaming about a robot and woke up to a neighbor raking leaves outside, then went back to sleep for a while until about 3:30 PM.

Yesterday I balanced my checkbook. I will have just 8.72 left in my bank account by the very end of the month before I get next month's SSI payment. Would have had over 30 more had the billing cycle for evergy remained consistent and charged me early next month instead of at the end of this month.

I studied the English, Spanish and German Dictionaries a little today and read a little of Lectures On Faith 5, Questions and Answers.

I read II Hermas Command VII:1-6.

I have found the root of my problems-porn and daydreaming about courtship, marriage and fantasy stuff. These desires leave me empty inside and keep me up at night or cause me to oversleep. They keep me away from my Church and out of the Scriptures. I need to discuss this with Pastor Pete and my Counselor Tracy.

Saturday the 18'th at 7 PM Rick and I are going to Cindy's to watch Circus Noah and eat food. Tonight after Von takes me to Church, and drops some food off at my house, I'm going out with my friends to either McDonald's or Wendy's. On Tuesday the 21'st starting from about 4-5 PM, we're having a Thanksgiving Dinner at Pastor Pete's church.

I bought 5 Essential Maths books with my store credit and a book of Jesus' teachings for Beverly. I have 360.11 of store credit left.

*Arithmetic
*Algebra
*Geometry
*Trigonometry
*Calculus.

... Church was excellent God's presence was there so strongly!
I testified that I was on the beginning of my Faith journey and have been all my life, and when I am baptized, when the Holy Spirit tells Elder Kenny that I can be, I can't wait to start in that Path, and make it to Celestial Glory, and serve and love others so that they too can go to Celestial Glory. I said Faith had a lot of potential, and I must wait.

We are at McDonald's now.

Several Days ago I dug into the sore on the eft side of my left foot and pulled out a three millimeter wooden sliver, then Rick advised me to swab alcohol on it, then put Triple Antibiotic Cream and a Band-Aid on it, which I did.

11-17) Friday

I am a Believer On Jesus Christ who has power to become a son of God.

I have some problems. Just last night I listened to a rather lewd audiobook and acted out on myself to it.
Doing this invited demons into me that I had previously had expelled from my being. Just now I expelled them again and they shrieked.

I lost my wallet yesterday but thankfully to God I found it on my bed later that night.

Howard C. also told me not to get discouraged when I stumble.

I absolutely LOVE watching and listening to people give their opinions of Star Wars, positive, negative, or in-between.

Right now I'm watching Niatus, Ryan Kinel, MauLer, StarWarsSith66 and Darth Melvin discuss their varied Star Wars opinions, while three RAID videos-two of my own-are on.

I had a cup of Pero.

I witnessed to a woman of the Book of Mormon and the RLDS Church, citing Isaiah 29 and Paul, and pointing her to Church History and prayer.

Now I'm taking a screenshot of my entire RAID Shadow Legends Roster.

Last night I was again entangled in sin, and begged God's forgiveness. I cast the demons out of me again.

RAID is downloading Updates.

RAID is updating.

RAID is running.

According to them I should upgrade Kyoku then Scyl of the Drakes.

Then Sun Wukong, then Alexsandr the Faithful.

My phone is updating.

I'm learning a lot about RAID Shadow Legends that I never knew from a Beginner's Guide on YouTube.

I wrote a letter to my friend David Str. about the fullness of the Gospel.

Before that I made my second RAID show.

I'm watching a man play a Star Wars videogame.

I watched some other YouTube videos and listened to the radio. More demons left.


Where can I grow in areas of selflessness and obedience, and surrendering my will to God?