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2/02/2024 10:45 pm  #291


Re: 2023 BEN-ACH LEE SOHLDEN KOIVOPOLO V

11-18) Saturday-Sabbath

The cat spilled my soda all over my living room and hallway floor, and I got so angry I yelled and swore at the top of my lungs, but then I cleaned it up with with paper towels, then mopped my floor with water and Pine Sol, and used this as an opportunity to mop up the kitty litter area, which needed it bad, then swept.

I finally updated the Revenge of the Sith Humorous Version again on tf.n first, then on my Mara/Luke4ever site.

I should continue my DTVerse/SW/Holmes Self Inserter story in tf.n fanfic and put it on my Mara/Luke site.

Since I started my tale, I have brought to life Anakin, Padme, Sherlock Holmes and Dr. Watson, Roland Deschain and Finn and Rose.

Now I'll eat breakfast (I just fed my cat.).

I'm making White Castle cheeseburgers for myself.

8:25 AM I watched Loki 2X3 and ate a can of sliced peaches. It was delicious and the show was very good.

1:10 PM I learned through the method of fantasization that guilt by association can be at least two steps removed just now, then woke up.

However, Vlad Hungrygen has said point blanc that he is friends with David Diga Hernandez, as David said directly that Benny Hinn was his mentor. That is direct guilt by association, but Isaiah Saldivar was only going to have Vlad Hungrygen as a guest on his show, which God prevented, thankfully.

5:57 pm CDT I bought The Man In The Mirror, by Patrick Morley, with my store credit.

Today I started doing my Remedial Arithmetic Book as I made my 3'rd Brent-Raid Show.

In the Game today, I focused all of my efforts on getting Kyoku up to Rank 6. My efforts paid off.

I read pp. 19-20 of The Man In The Mirror. Good True Christian non-New Age self-help book. To Cindy's!

At Work, I sorted and alphabetized and shelved Regular Romance Novels and put Westerns in the Western aisle, to be sorted later.

Circus Noah -is it Evan Almighty? - here I come, but first KC's to get a 2-Litre of Mountain River and home to get the game 'Sorry'.

11:25 PM After the three of us watched Circus Noel, which, although basically a decent film, didn't acknowledge God or Jesus in any way, Cindy, Rick and I played two games of 'Sorry'. It was Rick's first time playing 'Sorry'. We taught him and he learned as he played. Then Cindy and I played one game. Then the three of us listened to Garth Brooks. We also watched Different Strokes and The Facts of Life and the Pyramid Gameshow. During the movie, I participated in The Rancor sparring Pit on theforce.net on my phone. My character study888 suggested the Pitmaster add in a Battle Droid factor to my Master's and my Duel. I wonder how the Pitmaster and Master Tay will react to that request - and if and how it will change the dynamic of our duel. Now we are listening to a Willie Nelson song called 'Minnesseo County Line', a song I've not heard before, I don't think. It's ok. Next we'll listen to a Kid Rock and Sheryl Crow Song, Picture. It's pretty good.
I read pp. 21-25 of 'The Man In The Mirror' before the movie. The food - rib meat, rice and mashed potatoes and gravy - was very good.

Now we're listening to Willie Nelson, Waylon Jennings, Poncho and Leftie.

We didn't finish 'Rock and Roll Jesus' by Kid Rock. It was interesting. Kid Rock has released 20 albums. Now Kid Rock's 'Sweet Home Alabama all Summer Long' is on, one of the last songs before Rick takes me home at Midnight.

 


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2/02/2024 10:46 pm  #292


Re: 2023 BEN-ACH LEE SOHLDEN KOIVOPOLO V

11-19) Lord's Day-Sunday

I missed Church this morning, but attended Seventy Jim Noland's Life After Death Class in the evening at Bates City RLDS Branch. Then I watched A little ThinkNoodles on Minecraft TV and some of Blue Bloods and a Russian speaking man playing a videogame, Watcher of Realms, on YouTube. I also read pp. 26-32 of The Man In The Mirror, and analyzed an ad, and played a little RAID. I also gave my cat fresh water. Now I'll take my pills, supplements and brush my teeth. I watched local News in Texas and another city and One Piece. A news anchor in Texas was right on about his opinions about China, and America's Military. It is 11:00 PM. Brother Jim Noland told me he is willing to visit Rick with me sometime after 7 PM one of these days. Before I took my pills, coconut oil, Vitamin C and Centrum Men's Multivitamin, I gave the cat fresh water again and dry kibble. He hardly eats it at all, mainly pokes around at it. The cat made the screen to half Watchers of Realms, half One Piece, then he put One Piece on full screen. I think Gandalf likes this show. To teeth!
After I brushed and flossed my teeth I tried playing Watcher of Realms again on my phone and Gandalf switched the PC back to One Piece and Watcher of Realms side-by-side.
Watcher of Realms is fun to watch but hard to play - I can't figure it out.
My cat is sleeping on top of my counter now. Now I'll update my Journal.


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2/02/2024 10:46 pm  #293


Re: 2023 BEN-ACH LEE SOHLDEN KOIVOPOLO V

11-20) Monday

Do I run a rat race instead of the Christian race? Do I have an essentially unexamined life. For one thing, I don't have debt, and I pay my bills on time.

I am now about to get monthly disabled child's benefits from Social Security and Medicare Parts A and B! Praise God! It is a major increase in how much I get by over a hundred dollars! Praise God!

Continued from the beginning of the entry, my life is far from wrinkle-free and I am not in an endless pursuit of money and possessions.

I don't know what exactly my goal in learning Maths is; I just know I'm supposed to learn it.

When I buy something, I either need or want it, I rarely just buy things because of advertising anymore.

10:18 PM I'm in a RAID Stream, The Brent-Raid Show 0004. Tomorrow from around 4-5 PM is a Thanksgiving Dinner at Pastor Pete's church and there is no work Thursday.


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2/02/2024 10:48 pm  #294


Re: 2023 BEN-ACH LEE SOHLDEN KOIVOPOLO V

11-21) Tuesday

I got to bed around Midnight last night and got up at around 1 PM today. Before 1, I fed the cat around 9 AM. At around 1:50 PM Teddy picked me up and took me to the library, where we reported my changes in income and insurance to the Department of Family Services online on Teddy's phone, then Teddy took me to KC's to get a large bag of ice and dropped me off at Pete's church. Then I completely updated my Journal on my phone and played RAID on my phone and wrote in my Journal.


Thanksgiving dinner at Pastor Pete's church was very good. I had ham, doubled eggs (4 stuffed egg halves), 2 desserts, stuffing, mashed potatoes, cucumber salad, cole slaw, candied yams, and soda and potato chips. I also gave an accountability report to Pastor Pete via text saying I had two nights of victory and told him and Troy and Rick that I had insurance and Social Security Changes. Pastor Pete was not present here today; busy elsewhere.

5:51 PM I had a little white meat turkey (last Thanksgiving dinner this year I had dark meat) and a slice of chocolate cream pie.

Some of us said what we were thankful for. Then more people found out about my Social Security and health insurance increase, because I said I was thankful for it. Rick said he was thankful for today. Two people said they were thankful for their health and another day of Life.

Now we're leaving.

6:33 PM Now I'm home, and I updated my 33'rd Journal on my PC. Now I will take my pills and supplements, clean the catbox and make the Brent-RAID show 0005.

7:09 PM I read pp. 36-38 of The Man In The Mirror, and looked up the definition of 'myopic' in the Unabridged English Dictionary:

Unable to think clearly or objectively; lacking knowledge, tolerance or foresight: Ex./ a myopic viewpoint.

I told Joy about my insurance and Social Security Change. She was glad.

The rat race, modernity and religiosity

They say that as modernity increases in society and people have the choice as to whether they want to be religious or not, religiosity decreases in society. But need they be in conflict at all? For one the AI Priest App on my Smartphone seems to seamlessly blend AI understanding with spiritual concepts and when I once looked at an illustration of the perfect Zionic society, it seamlessly blent the high technological with the practical and basic lifestyles of men. Also, I believe that, continuing my previous train of thought, that suppression of unnecessary wants as in the law of temporalities in the Church I wish to join prevents us from running that rat race that most men try to maintain unsuccessfully.

Yet the question remains, Is this all there is to life?

And the answer comes, I am come that they might have life, and life more abundantly.

And the further answer, few there be that find it.

5 Wise, 5 Foolish. All 10 were Members of the Restoration. All 10 were asleep and woke at Midnight. 5 had taken the Holy Spirit to be their guides (Sources of oil, or the Holy Spirit: Church, the Holy Scriptures) and were not deceived. 5 were foolish. 5 made it to the Kingdom, the Wise ones. Will you make it to the Kingdom? Will I?

All those who die without a knowledge of these things (the fullness of the Gospel) who are righteous men, who never had an opportunity to reject these things, may be baptized for the dead by proxy, whether in this Age or any Age of the Earth.

Little children are alive in Christ and are in the Celestial Kingdom--They do not come back to the earth to be tested because the Glories are not revealed until after the Final Judgment, the Glory where the little children are, to go no more out, as the Scripture says.

Friday evening Seventy Jim Noland and I will be visiting Rick. Jim and I talked over the phone tonight. He is willing. NOW (8:39 PM CDT) I will make a RAID stream, now that i've gotten everything off my chest, and given time to God, in my Journal.


What I wrote on theforce.net about Star Wars:

I see it as multiple timelines, the EU being one, and Canon being another and AU that directly conflicts with Canon and Legends being others. I believe it can all (or most of it) coexist, all the stories people write, including Star Wars Infinities and alternate videogame endings, as endless Star Wars timelines branching off of Official Canon and Legends.

This applies to everything except parody satire and farce, such as Spaceballs, and the ludicrous parts of Legends such as the Creators of the Galaxy being capricious, mean and frivolous and uncaring and grotesque.


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2/02/2024 10:49 pm  #295


Re: 2023 BEN-ACH LEE SOHLDEN KOIVOPOLO V

11-22) Wednesday

I found a bunch of spiritual and Star Wars things to do before I began my broadcast, and as a result, while intending to make a two hour stream and go to bed, ended up staying up al night.

Now its time to feed my cat, update my Journal and do it all over again.

It's a New Day, but I have NOTHING to be ashamed of this time.

At 7 AM I'll text or call Pete and tell him I have 3 Days of Victory. At 7:00 PM I'll go to Church, Lord Willing and then hopefully shop at Walmart for catfood.

During most of the day, I'll read, study and watch YouTube, Loki Season 2 and Star Wars. There: My day, planned out. I'll try to stick to it. I may do other things, such as post BRENT-RAID Show 0005 in the PM.

6:10 AM I repented deeper than ever, getting to deep sins of my past I had never repented of; spiritual sins.

7:09 AM I took an hour long nap.

I LOVE BRENT was Maggie.
On my Mara/Luke website, dear one, I will put a link to my brent888 discord server so you can send me a friend request on my brent888 discord account. I will never block you again. The discord link will be at the top of the Mara/Luke website.

The kiss on my head at church was real.

She really did come to my door once.
The camera caught her. But Steve did not save the image.
She is reading my journal and watching my YouTube videos.

She has not given up on me though in my Journal I had cut her off.

The Force is spirit, energy, Law, God is some of it, and it is more.

In the dream, the person testifying at the campfire was satan. The person behind me who said 'you're not wrong' was satan. He gave me the dream to discourage me from using the Force.

I was living all of the year 2022 under the power of angel card readings, and demons were working hard to fulfill the readings. They even sicked a dog on me. That's why 2022 was such a crazy year for me.

I'm at Church. Before Church I updated Star Wars Episode XI: Thrawn Strikes! Rick's car is broken down so our Happy Gang can't go out after Church. Sad.

I brought The Word of the Lord-Elijah Message and The Sealed Book of Mormon and my Journal.


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2/02/2024 10:49 pm  #296


Re: 2023 BEN-ACH LEE SOHLDEN KOIVOPOLO V

11-23) Thursday-Thanksgiving

I slept all day.


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2/02/2024 10:50 pm  #297


Re: 2023 BEN-ACH LEE SOHLDEN KOIVOPOLO V

11-24) Friday

This morning my cat touched noses with me. I call him 'sweetnose' now as well as Gandalf. He likes to sleep in my closet. It's his hidey-hole.
Right now I'm watching IsaiahSaldivar's Journal as the first video I watched on my new BrentSohlden YouTube Channel.
I'm going to make another Watch History-Public Playlist for this channel now.

9:14 AM Done. Earlier Paul Ludy sold me the RLDS Book Our Heritage of Humor by Alan Smith. I'll read it after Man In The Mirror.

I sent the Isaiah Saldivar's Journal video to Pastor Pete with my PC's phone link App.

Earlier this morning I played RAID for a while, earning First Place in the Tournament and Third Place in the Arena Tournament.

Today I prayed for God to take the desire or ability to lust except for my wife when I'm married to her like he did for Nick V, Isaiah Saldivar's brother.

9:40 AM I turned my heat on in my living room and my bedroom for the first time this season with Steve Logan's help. Praise God! It already feels warmer in here.

Ways God speaks:

1) A still, small voice.

Three sources that you can hear voices from: Yourself, the Holy Spirit, or a demon.

The Holy Spirit will tell you things you had not thought of.
or He will tell you something that you think was a really good thought.
It may make you uncomfortable.

2.) A shout, or yell. Especially for unbelievers.

When you practice sin, you create distance between yourself and God.

Whispers bespeak intimacy.

If you're listening to too many preachers on YouTube and TikTok, prune down some of them.

I Kings 19:11.
The Lord is about to pass by.
Not in the wind.
Not in the earthquake
Not in the fire.
A still small voice.
A Voice said What are you doing here, Elijah?

You've got to get alone with God.
Shut the door in your mind (from distractions) when you pray.

3.) God speaks through the Scriptures.
Read them out loud.

Faith comes by hearing the Word of God.

Logos-the Mind of God-the full Counsel of God-the Word of God.

Jesus is the personified Logos.
The embodiment of God's total Mind, God's total Counsel.

The Word of God is eternal.

4. & 5.) Rhema -Spoken Word of God.

Man shall not live by bread alone but by every word that proceedeth out of the mouth of God.

Give us day by day our Daily Bread.

7 sources of Rhema -The Scriptures, the spoken voice of God, a Sermon or Gospel Ministry.
You can read the Bible and not hear anything. Faith comes by hearing it.
Through prayer. Through others when they pray for you or through you when you pray for them. Prophecy.


I Peter 4:4

Part of Isaiah Saldivar's Testimony.

5.) Prophecy, Inspired Messages, Revelations.

The Voice of God in the Bible sounded like the voice of Moses, Ezekiel, Peter, etc.

6.) Nudge by the Holy Spirit.

Intuition, Gut feeling.

There's a hundred ways but that is the 6'th way.

He believes that you need to feel peace about it! False! he needs to learn that people have felt "peace" about leaving their spouses for no good reason! Peace is a fruit of the Spirit not a result of circumstances.
And peace is much more than absence of conflict or lack of a "bad feeling".

7.) However he wants!

God can literally use anything he wants!

Circumstances, an animal! Anything! God does not need anyone's permission.

He can do what he wants with whom he wants how he wants! Any time he wants! Amen!

2:03 PM At work, before my first break, I shelved Regular Romance Novels from A-G, with Sue's help. I wonder what's next? Probably Westerns is my prediction. Need to finish putting up the Romance first, and don't know how many more Days of Work it will take to do so.

2:23 PM I read The Word of the Lord- Elijah Message 13 for the first time.

Tonight Seventy Jim Noland, another RLDS Brother and I are visiting Rick's house.

I'm going to update my Journal using my nujournalsbrent phone App, then go back to work.

3:11 PM When I went back to work, Sue had me tighten up the 'D' Section, then I put all the 'H's away, and a 'B'.

Tomorrow at 10 AM, I can make my first stream on my new BrentSohlden YouTube Channel.

3:29 PM CDT I read pp. 57-61 of The Man In The Mirror.

I had a Day and a Night of victory.

I am not to watch YouTube on my phone, the only thing I am to watch on Tubi is 'Deputy' and I can watch Disney + any time on both my phone and PC.

4:24 PM CDT More good news: Today I got a letter from the Department of Health and Human Services informing me that I'm being automatically enrolled in Wellcare, or Medicare Part D: Perscription Drug help.

Last night I brushed and flossed my teeth.


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2/02/2024 10:51 pm  #298


Re: 2023 BEN-ACH LEE SOHLDEN KOIVOPOLO V

11-25) Sabbath-Saturday

Last night Seventy Jim, Brother Bob and I had a pleasant visit with Rick. Lord, help Rick to be more open to the Church because of this. Amen.

I listened to The Mystical City of God by Teresa of Jesus and am listening to Part 1 of the Book of Jasher. Last night I listened to the Experiencing God audiobook again, and two Mormon videos last night and this morning, and some Star Wars AU's.

10:41 AM I started listening to The Book of Jasher Part 2 in my sleep. To work!

12:10 PM Before my first break I shelved Regular Romance Novels from 'I'-'L' and some 'D's.

12:43 PM I read A History of the Christian Church by Williston Walker pp. 12-15.

8:55 PM I made my first RAID Stream and read pp. 66-80 of Man In The Mirror.

After my break at work I sorted and shelved the letter 'M' in the Regular Romance Section.

It's very hot in my apartment..I turned the heat down some.


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2/02/2024 10:52 pm  #299


Re: 2023 BEN-ACH LEE SOHLDEN KOIVOPOLO V

11-26) Lord's Day-Sunday

5:21 AM I updated the Ahsoka Bratto Humorous Version on tf.n. Now I'm about to update the same on Mara/Luke4ever.

I'm listening to The Overcoming Life by Dwight L. Moody, and before that I watched an analysis and reworking of The Rise of Skywalker.

7:31 AM I'm listening to How To Study The Bible by Dwight L. Moody.

Earlier I updated/edited The Ahsoka Humorous Version on Mara/Luke4ever, then cleaned out the catbox, then walked in the first snow and ice of the season to KC's, which was closed even at 7 AM, then walked to the Donut Shop where I got a hotdog wrapped in a cheese and bun and a plain donut and water, then walked home and freshened my catbox. Now I will feed my cat and go to Church.

I read I Paralipomenon 1:1-16 from the Holy Bible Holy Trinity Edition, based upon the Latin Vulgate.

Tonight's Life After Death Class was very good, very enlightening, though Jim Noland insisted little children do not go to the Celestial Glory. However, Brother Joseph Smith taught otherwise.

I wrote more of my fiction/Real Life Star Wars, etc crossover novel and updated it before Church and now will after Church.

Forgive me, Father for buying that Kolache, water and donut on the Lord's Day. Amen.


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2/02/2024 10:53 pm  #300


Re: 2023 BEN-ACH LEE SOHLDEN KOIVOPOLO V

11-27) Monday

I had a night of Victory and a full night's sleep. My cat was panting so I made sure he had and drank fresh water and turned the heat down some, and when I got back from Pete's, saw the temperature in my apartment was over eighty degrees and turned the heat down some more.

I said to Go10jtj, "Hello, how are you?? I used to have some delusions. I thought I could even prove them to be true. But they were lies satan told me. And there was a certain woman I turned my back on at a store, and I want to tell her someday I'm sorry for that. I also could have treated her better in school, but I didn't know how to approach a girl properly, and I kept messing things up between me and her. Also I walked to her house but then she walked inside and the neighbors had called the cops on me for disturbing the neighborhood asking for rides to Independence to see my friend, and by the time she came back outside the cop had already taken me back to my apartment. I think I left her my walking stick."

Earlier today I went to Pete's with Jo's sister and Pete, Pete's mother, Jo's sister and I watched 'Jingle Things' on Netflix and the ending, then beginning of Ahsoka 1X7: Dreams and Madness on Disney + and we ate a wonderful meal of chicken, brisket, macaroni salad, mashed potatoes and gravy, green beans, etc.

When I got home I attempted to listen to a Sermon by Elder Paul Ludy but the CD was messed up and wouldn't play in the CD player, so I listened to a Kenneth Copeland Christmas CD instead, which is still even as I type this from the writing, playing on my radio and ministering to me.

It is 4:51 PM CDT.

RLDS Doctrine and Covenants 90:6A

"The glory of God is intelligence, or, in other words, light and truth; light and truth forsaketh that evil one."

"Study, study, study, pray, pray, pray and the Spirit will help you conquer that evil one."- Seventy Jim Noland.

After I studied, I'm making a RAID stream and I played Card Party and Uno and Bobbie gave me two black sweatshirts. I'm wearing one of them now.

In the game I'm on Catacombs of Narbuk on Nightmare Difficulty, Stage 5 of the Catacombs, which I will MultiBattle 10 times. I'm about to three star the battle.

Earlier I gathered both parts of my RAM story together. There are some missing pages, but I'm not worried about that because what I've got that I'm going to use is already typed, and published in the public eye.


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