03.25
TUESDAY

After a nightfall, satan tried convincing me I only had to ask forgiveness and not get onto my face mouth to floor and weep and howl, confessing my sinfulness and sins. Then I did so.
I'm watching Kitchen Nightmares with Gordon Ramsey and The Phantom Menace. It's 12:04 AM CDST. I'm listening to Hope In The Night with June Hunt on BRN 92.5.
I paused and muted all that to stream.

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3.27
THURSDAY
[Writing last Sabbath (Saturday)/] Elder Von Br. told me that you need to exercise self-control when it comes to lust and we discussed the following Scriptures:

"Let no man say when he is tempted, I am tempted of God, for God cannot be tempted with evil, neither tempteth he any man."
and
"But every man is tempted, when he is drawn away of his own lust [desires], and enticed. Then when lust hath conceived, it bringeth forth sin, and sin, when it is finished, bringeth forth death."

-James 1:13-15 KJ/IV

And last night I was enticed by satan to look at porn but resisted the temptation and did not give in.[/last Saturday]

[Writing Tuesday/] On 12/6- Wednesday 2023 I wrote, "Howard C. gave me the key to resisting temptation. Read the Scriptures out loud, or have them read out loud on my computer or my phone, then rebuke the devil and the demons that are tempting me. It worked twice so far, and I have had two nights of victory so far. One Day at a time."
I add, do what works! I have to learn to recognize when satan is tempting me so he cannot block out the deception or the consequences from my knowledge, so I can do what is necessary to fight and obtain the victory every time, and never give in.

"I should read 'Like Dragons Did They Fight.'


N.B.* On January 4, 2024 I wrote, "I need to have discipline and self-control, turning my sexual needs and desires into prayer, opening them up to God, being responsive to God's wisdom and getting into the Scriptures Daily, fasting sometimes, and living life without complaining, (as it said today, Tuesday, March 25, in Jesus Calling for today how He hates the deadly sin of complaining), letting all my LEGITIMATE complaints be to God."
(Emphasis added today, Tuesday, March 25, 2025).
...I need to mine the Scriptures for treasures and the more I mine the more treasures I will find.
When I gain Wisdom and search deep knowledge, when I speak I will have something worthwhile to say (See II Nephi 13 RLDS).

It's like digging a well. The shallower the well, the dirtier the water.
Dig deep the well.
Drink a deep draught.
Deeper still.
A little study intoxicateth the mind.
Drink deep from the well.

Study, study, study, pray pray pray, and keep the Adversary at bay -Seventy Jim Noland.

There is a fifth level of knowledge of the God.

What is His (Their) favorite color? What is their favorite flavor of ice-cream?
Do you really KNOW your God?
Also having experiential knowledge of God is important as well.

[Tuesday/] At 5:25 PM CDST started third entry of John Winthrop's Diary,.. and @ 5:28 PM CDST I read all of Entry 4, th'd entry of ship journey Log.
I came to the library after taking Rick out to eat at Mexican Place-cheesecake for dessert-I had shrimp, avacado and lettuce, he had enchilada. He had chips and tea, I had water and no chips.
At around 5:35 PM I called Mark BRADY for a ride to men's group after the Lord convinced me I need fellowship with like-minded Believers, and at 5:37 I started Entry #005 of Jn's Diary, Thursday, April 1&2, AD 1630.

At 5:40 PM I read Saturday, 3'rd and Sunday 4'th 1630. Lots of Oceanic storming, followed by fair, clear weather. The Day before the weekend some troublemakers were caught piercing a  case of liquor, or forcing it open, were openly whipped, kept in Leg irons and given bread and water that day. It was during a fast so those two landmen were out of line.
5:51 PM Made headwaye;
Got to Entry for Thursday, April 08, 1630 AD;
stopped there to update today's Log. Internet shut off intentionally at home to avoid overage charge with xfinity. Can use 'net in Pete's Parking lot if I need to, or justly want to.

The water here in this new Universe is so different and the air so heavy with alkaline smell. How I got here was like turning a key with my teeth and a 360 degree turn of my body.
My cat got taken here with me. She finally gave in and drank the water here, desperate for drink.

Today (Thursday) (back in my world), I got up at 1:00 AM, listening since McDonald's WiFi hotspot to Marie Corelli's The Life Everlasting. When I am in sock feet, Tomorrow likes to play at my feet, from which I withdraw from her into my blanket.
Rn Tomorrow is sleeping on the centre of my bed, licking her paw, as I write my Log at my White Writing Deske. This is the laste Entrie of this Log.
This Excelsion believes in neither forgiveness, prayer, nor the Devil, though his views on karma and the eternality and preexistence of the immortal soul and nonbelief in biological evolution and the belief in the mathematical expression of all things including Gods are Truths that most Common folk never grasp. The seven-pointed star is a sign of the Rosicrusians I believe, and they believe in God but forfeit their souls as once Faust did according to Legend. Excelsion is a Force Realist who believes that the Human Soul is a microcosm of the Universe.  Though he espouses some Truth, his Buddhist aversion to suffering and Faustian adherance to forbidden knowledge make him a Cainan Cultist and child of the Devil, or a child of Perdition and satan. I hope the heroine of this book does not fall for these wiles.
Many people's idea of love is money, sex-attraction and worldly attainment, thinking gain to be Godliness.
But Godliness with contentment is great gain.
We all have dreams and aspirations.
Our enemies are the world, the flesh and the devil and his minions.
God will intervene to prevent our madness if our madness would c onfound His Eternal Plan.
Case in point:
He set cherubims and a flaming sword, turning all about to keep the way of The Tree of Life, lest fallen man should eat and live forever, frustrating the Great Plan of Redemption, making God's word return to him void, making God a liar.
So man cannot, even if he puts his mind to, do all as he Wilt.
Case in point.
Man tried in vain to build a tower to get to heaven and God confounded their languages, and man left off building the tower. Also what God has put together (a marriage) let no man put asunder, even if the woman you married <or the husband> was not your "soul-mate".)
Also the "Law of Attraction" also known as 'The Secret' is New Age and demonic.
There are always spiritual forces, which the God-imitator Excelsion denies, (and claims that God is created), at work, and they NEVER sleep, and they are active and agressive.
A powerful Dark, but a powerful Light to meet it, outshining the Darkness just a little more than the Darkness.
I need to keep in mind that The Life Everlasting by Marie Corelli is a work of Fiction, and is a product of Ms. Corelli's study of the occult and possibly limited experience in a partial light commingled with a subtle darkness which ensnared her.
The "light" that surrounded the heroine of the story poked, prodded and hurt her, then she was covered in darkness and passed out, then she drank a glass of wine and told there was no such thing as evil, and, and magic was used on her, and she was taught the correct view of Dualism. I did not believe in Duelism, but all things are not a compound in one. Why I did not believe in Dualism- Cosmological Dualism, not Soul Dualism- is because of Charlie Ward- a New Age teacher who, like Excelsion <actually I'm thinking of another late New Age teacher that I watched on a DVD> has some credible Truth, does not believe in Cosmological Dualism, and says, from first-hand information that Iran has no nukes, that the Ayotalah Komaine is working with, not against, Trump.
Now Excelsion says Truthfully and credibly that if you think thoughts of health and love and beauty, youth, health, love and life are yours to obtain, and I believe it, but as good as Excelsion's beliefs are to some degree, he is a false apostle, a deceitful worker. 
You need to pray about what you will do-don't just rely on Trump to do it, or for God to do it-you need to do something, and Russia has agreed to a cease-fire in the Black Sea with Ukraine due to peace talks in Saudi Arabia.
Don't get in the way, don't cause trouble but do something.
The Light will expose the Darkness.

'There is nothing good or bad that thinking makes it so' is a false statement because some things negative must be thought so, if the Bible and Book of Mormon and DC and SBOM be believed.
And the control of the body with the soul is demonic according to Watchman Nee and Rebecca Brown M.D.
Disease can be prevented through a healthy diet and lifestyle, but that does not preclude us getting sick from time to time. Denying that we are or were ever sick is denying reality. The Bible encourages us to accept both age and maturity as reality, and welcome.

'Life is always perpetuated from the joy of life' is true.

There is a beautiful side of evil -Johanna Michaelson
Sin exists.
Death is not Life.
They are opposites.

Excelsion teaches that Love is not an emotion- a lie, and the heroine of the book believes that no spirit can lie-which is also a lie and Excelsion readily admitted that him and four other men had placed her under magic spells, and he taught her free love and against married love-just seeking your "soul-mate" (and probably fornicating with him/her)-which is why satan is trying to get me to think I'm already married to Maggie- and basically taught the heroine of the book the pain-and suffering-denying doctrines of Mary Baker Eddy and Christian Science.

If there is no Death-which there is-then why then would God bid us choose Life or Death?

Death exists-so choose Life!

If there is no evil, then what are depression, fear and jealousy?

If nothing of ill report is ever to be believed, then that is denying reality.
That is not justification for believing rumors unless you go to the horse's mouth.
And you should not spread rumours whether they be true or false-Joseph Smith III.

Controlling the life forces by which you are made with your soul is demonic.
Instead, let God control you, so he, not you, are on the throne of your heart.

The Russian president and Ukraine agreed to a partial cease-fire-for 30 Days-but there is no border ceasefire. Putin won't agree to it. Ukraine is a hub for [blindness] and [CP] sex traffiking.

Neo-Nazis are ethnic-cleansing in Ukraine.

Woke up at 7:34 AM after a morningfall listening to Psalms and there arose such a clatter from belowe as men raised a ladder to the roof of the house next Door to clean the gutter.
It is a warm Springe Daye.
I'm beholding a beautiful Sunrise.
I will have a cold glasse of milk.
After the colde glasse of milk slaked my thirste, I Doordashed Whataburger and put Advantage Multi for cats monthly topical medicine on my cat's back, between Tomorrow's shoulderblades. Then I looked at an olde budgete and cancelled HP Smartfriend Teche Supporte, and leveled out my energy (evergy) bille, all bye phone. I tolde HP that the best time to call me was before 3 PM CDST, and called Mark BRADY at <his>  work and tolde hime the Good News, I did God's Commandments, doing the Lord's pleasure. (Psalms 103).
By my laptop was the trap and by it and by God was my deliverance, and by my phone, and my tame words.

O Lord, how manifold are thye works!-Psalm 104
The Lord will rejoice in His works.
I will rejoice in the Lord.
Praise the Lord
O Give Thanks unto the Lord.
Talk ye of his wondrous works.
Seek His face forevermore.
-Psalms 104, 105.

2:04 PM I budgeted Part One of my money on a spreadsheet, then helped Bobbie with her laundry for the glory of God, then beat my mats and swept down my stairs and the porch, then I swept and and vaccumed the apartment, and now I will clean my bathroom. I cracked open two windows and turned on my air conditioner and took out a broken fan and some trash, and gave Tomorrow fresh water and before I clean  my bathroom I will go shopping with Teddy. She is waiting outside.
2:56 PM CDST We went shopping. Our next appointment with her is Wednesday, April 2 @ 1 o' the clock PM CDST.
3:26 PM CDST As Mark suggested me, I Googled how to troubleshoot my tablet connectivity problem stead of calling tech support..ite workede.
I'm working at the Bookestore and taking my tablete, journale/loge and phone, charger and John Q. Adams' Log with me. Been listening to Praise Music on Life88.5 on the analoge Radio as I vacuumede and God shooke things up when I sang along and danced to 'Shake Like You're Changed'. My cate Watchede me.
However though I was ablee to bee mye owne tech support for the connectivity on my tablete, I still needed to calle Roku Teche supporte for howe to gete my Roku onn Voice remotes to charge.
The Internet here gave no help. But the free Tech Man gave the simple solution of just trying to charge them with a differente corde. It worked.
To solve my internet connectivity problem on my tablet, I unplugged my router, warning Steve this time, and shut down both tablets, and when I pluggede the routere back inn ande powerde the tabletes backe on, they connected. That was the first solution Googleplex gave mee.
Praise God!

God has a hope and a plan and a future for me.
My children's children will also see the goode of the Lande.

6:22 PM CDST At work, I finished Alphabetizing the stacks of Romance Novels on the floor, then pushed back a bunch of Nora Roberts Romance Novels to make room for the First of the A's of Regular Romance. But I think I should, on second thought, start at the beginning, with Historical Romance when shelving them next time I work, Lord Willing, and Lord Willing I'll discuss that with Sue.

I have an hour 15 min. til close at library.
For first 15 min, I shall print Journals.
For 15 min. Ishould type Jn. Q. Adams.
For 15 min. I should update my Diary. Then for a half hour I can read Jn. Wnthrp's Diary.

Instead I took some time printing Diary XVI and then God commandeth me to migrate my Old Diaries on Mara/Luke4ever all onto othere DiaryLogSites I Admin, and then delete them from Mara/Luke4ever or it cannot prosper.

Star Wars Santa said many people he asked complained that they did not like my journals being on the site and it was a turnoff for them.

In migrating my Journals/Diaries, I got to Diary 42 (Old Series). Before I made three, hour-long, migration streams, I made three half-hour long streams where I read random Diaries from my shelves after clearing off my loveseat. 

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*N.B. (Latin) Nota bene -Note well

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