03.28
FRIDAY

[Writing last Sabbath (Saturday)/] Today, when I got my phone back from the Bookstore (I had accidentally left it there charging on Friday), I called Pete to warn him about the March 25'th Deception, then called the local library, but there were no holds in.
I'm making a second Diary/RAID Stream today. I got a Medium Pepsi on the way back to my house. At Casey's I saw Apostle Albert Fike, who looked at me and walked out of the store.
The way I write money amounts (I have 303.36d)<in Food Stamps> and write non-chronologically in my Log these Days and spellinge okkasionally, mirrors the Journalkeeping style of John Winthrop, who kept his flesh in subjugation with self-flagellation. Although this is not needed, his warfare was finished, his course to the glorious end (he lived before the fullness of the Gospel broke forthe on the earthe and will be baptized for the dead - someone will stande in fore himm. Self-control is a welcome substitute for self-flagellation. Von settethe the example. The Scriptures contain sufficient that a young mann can be kepte in the waye, thoug some selfe-helpe books contain thinges that can helpe.

Although I write non-chronologically in my Logs, I have always, from the beginninge and will always, keep a day-to-day journal, establishing date and day for each day, for an example 12/12-TUE or 01/08-FRI, etc., &c. Bute I've taken to not alwayse Writing onne the exact date or day I am writing on, but often Dayes in advance. I started thise practice because of trying to only write half a small-page-per-daye in the beginninge of Log Series 26-Part I.
I will leave a blanke space for anything Extra I Write Sunday-Thursday, then freewrite on Friday next. I'm starting this 2'nd Log of Series 26 on DiaryLogSite1 onne a different Journal Postinge space than Log Series 26 Part 1 was written in.
I need to read 5 or 6 theforce.net fanfics in order to earn the other Logbook I got today. Ciou.
My two laptops are staying out of my bedroom from now on and my phone is also not ever going back in my bedroom again and NO MORE soda or streaming at night - water at Waffle House, Wendy's etc., &c. After Joy detected a bad spirit in me that just wanted to get a whole lot of random books and read them, I had gotten rid of most of my books. Then (God told me and spiritual warfare confirmed) God gave me better books, although he gave me many, and more Scriptures. These books have a purpose rather than being random. I prayed Pete give me Sonic Drive-In Gift Cards for every 5 Days I get victory in Christ. Last night was a victory in Christ, but today only makes one Day, because yesterday was not a victory. Only if I get the victory tonight until the morning will it have been One Day of Victory for me. God warned me that if I should die in this sin, I will go to hell.

Von gave me the key.
He, being in the Priesthood, was able to help me more than Mark Brady, RU, CR, Pete or David Bowden combined, he being in the Priesthood as a guide through the Mists of Darkness, or the temptations of the adversary, so that I may obtain the path to the Tree of Life and eat the fruit thereof unashamed. I need to further inquire of Von about what to do to take heed lest you fall if you think you stand if I see the man <last> Sunday.
I'm not a psychopath. I learn from experience.
I got rid of each and every book God told me to get rid of,  then a powerful demon left me, shrieking as it left through my mouth.
I need to keep my Radio on when not streaming, or music, or Movies/shows. While selecting Movies or shows on TV or PC or phone or tablet, have the Radio on PC tablet or analog (or YouTube Music or Spotify music or iheart radio) tuned to a Christian station. Only listen to Classical when I'm not attempting to select TV shows or movies to watch. Same goes for any other type of music or radio station. Only Christian as I make TV/movie selections or watch DVD's. And NEVER in my room.
I should also play Christian music or Christian talk or Christian videos while playing games, when practicable.
No music or noise while reading Scriptures.
No noise while sleeping. Put all electronics up.
I actually have one day of Victory because I claim the victory for yesterday. I was wrong. It was the Day before that, Thursday, in the daytime, that was not a Victory. That night WAS a Victory. I put my phone up before bed and switched my laptop off.
At 10:48 PM last Saturday night I saw Jesus' image when I asked to meet the Holy Ghost. It was accompanied by the most beautiful feeling ever which blanketed my body.
I had given my cat a feeding of dry, after two feedings of wet, dry after getting rid of all those books. At 10:45 PM [52 by my blue digit digital alarm clock] Tomorrow ate some more of that dry food, she saved for now and drank water out of a round, deep white bowl. I love Tomorrow and I love the Holy Ghost.
11:26 PM As I watched Columbo S09X01, I learned on the Radio that for a Christian works of supererrogation are impossible because we are commanded to be perfect, and you cannot improve on perfection. Always being anxiously engaged in a good cause we are commanded to do anyway so works of supererrogation are impossible. [/Last Saturday]
[Writing Sunday/] Then I ate mac and cheese and potato wedges from Buffalo Wild Wings for a late dinner and watched Columbo S09X02 and read Star Wars: The High Republic Adventures Volume II: Quest of the Jedi, as I continued to listen to Bott Radio Network on my PC.
[Writing Sunday/] Von Br. told me when I asked him that the Scripture 'Let he that thinks he standeth take heed lest he fall' means when men pat you on the back, don't get a big head but give all glory to the Father. It's basically a pride check. I passed this on to Mark Brady last Sunday, who may be able to fix my bike. Pete and I touched bases, as he gave me a ride home from his church, where Della and Gordon had dropped me off after RLDS Church was over. I charged my doorbell finally. [/Sunday]
[Writing Monday/] I'm going to find some Star Wars fanfics to read. I gave 5.00 to DOGE to make my taxe<rebate><=>s 661.00 instead of 666.
I Doordashed fried rice again - only this time it was from a different Chinese Store so I  could get Shrimp fried rice. I'll tell you how good it was when I've eaten some of it. Listening to 92.5 Bott Radio Network as I play RAID Shadow Legends. It's delicious!
As I watched Return of the Jedi, played RAID and listened to Michael Youseff, studying RLDS Doctrine and Covenants 46 and the End Appendix of The Endowment, I discovered that I have been using and operating in spiritual giftedness most of my life, as I went, once more, over a list of Spiritual gifts and ways of blessing and recognized myself as exercising many, but not all, of them. I stopped in the middle of the list, at least for now. [/Monday]
[Writing Tuesday/] God told me several Logs back not to put my trust in the arm of flesh nor to eat my own nor any blood. I knew from the start that its Grace not law and I need self control and its my heart that needs to change but I also need Maggie and to be a Son of God. I've been trying the wrong combinations of things and trusting in the arm of flesh too much. I pray you let me into the Kingdom upon my second Baptism and Confirmation upon this my True Repentance O Father! Amen. Have either Ken or an Apostle confirm to me that that experience in May was genuine. Amen.

[Writing Wednesday/] I was about to go to sleep around 12:13 AM CDST when I heard a voice say, 'never sleep; never dream'.

I sent Shane's friend Jordan the following message: Please ask Shane to unblock me. I've gone furthur down the rabbit hole and need guidance

This is the lande of Dreamse and Madness. In bed, whenever I visualize something, whether accidentally or on purpose, it manifests physically (or rather, spiritually) and I have to fight it.  The exceptions to this seem to be religious things and Star Wars.
I asked The God to surround me with the Paraclete as I slept and dreamed and as my dreaming mind attempted to dream it was endless repetition.

I remember that when I was in the Realm of the Dead when I attempted to visualize Star Wars IV way back then it had attacked me like everything else. Here is different.

1:36 AM CDST I watched the couple Definitely Not Definitive react to the Season 1 Finale of Rebels. One of them made a remark that the Episode was like Christmas morning for Star Wars fans.

Then they reacted to the Rebels Shorts.

9:12 AM I found Star Wars Sleep ASMR called Sleep You Will: Good Knights Sleep and fell asleep to it. I woke up at 9 AM, and am about to feed Tomorrow dry and give her this world's water. (I know I'm still in this world because I drank the water this morning. The water still tastes diffrent.)

3:26 PM CDST The water tastes normal again and the alkaline smell is no longer in the air! Tomorrow and I are home!

5:46 PM I'm sitting on my front porch waiting for Elder Von B. to come pick me up for Church.

I tried taking a shower before Church but the water was mostly ice cold.

I have $373.55d in the bank. When I get my SSA payment, Lord Willing, on April 3, 2025, I'll pay my rent, Lord Willing. Then I'll get my tax rebate, Lord Willing, over 600 dollars and use it to pay May's Rent.

Darrell L. presided. The Sermon text was, Let your bodies be a living sacrifice, wholly, acceptable to God, which is your reasonable service, and be not conformed to this world but be tranformed through the renewing of your mind.

The Holy Spirit was strong at the prayer and Testimony meeting.

At McDonald's. Closes at 10 PM. After McDonald's we (me & Rick) may be going to Wendy's. I'm having a Filet-o-Fish with tartar sauce, cheese, sliced onions and lettuce, two large unsalted fry and a Coke. Rick had a Chocolate shake and water.

Today (Friday), at 2:05 PM I'll eat a ham, Romaine Lettuce, Cabbage, bread and Dijon Mustard sandwich, then I slept 'til 5:22 PM CDST, and drank more chocolate milk, then went back to bed.

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