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3/28/2023 12:55 am  #1


DIARY 230 OF BEN-ACH

                                                                  2023 CE


03/28--
TUESDAY

I'm streaming, beginning at 9 PM last night, the Prequel Trilogy in Call 2 of The Crew Server on discord. I'm currently on the beginning scenes of Revenge of The Sith.

"I don't want you to put a gap between movies. I want you to play all 9 movies tonight. I have decided. I have spoken."- God's instructions to me.

It's not a burden because I get plenty of sleep during each Episode of Star Wars.

I biked to KC's yesterday night and got a Coke. Earlier I had had Reese's and Mountain Dew: Code Red. Anakin just met his fate and is now entering the Temple.

I'm going to drink more of or finish my Coca-Cola now.

Cody just gave Obi-Wan his lightsaber back and now the time has come.

At 4:28 AM I awoke to "3PO come in 3PO!" and I said to myself "remember what you're doing."

I'm going back to bed.

At 5:07 AM, I awoke to the end credits of A New Hope and put on ESB.

At 7:09 AM I awoke from bed, went to the bathroom, then switched the end credits of The Empire Strikes Back to the beginning of Return of The Jedi.

When I was an older teenager, or young adult (at least 17 or 18), I had stopped watching Star Wars for a long time. I owned a copy of the Star Wars Special Edition VHS Tapes my Sister's Aunt had given me for a Channukah present.

One day I told myself to either read Three From Galilee or Watch The Empire Strikes Back. I had been trying to completely follow the will of God. I heard, You have a choice.

God was trying to let me know that although I was doing His will (or thought I was) I still had Liberty of Choice.

I watched The Empire Strikes Back and fell in love with Star Wars all over again.

Around 4:07 or 4:09 PM I finished streaming The Star Wars 9 Movie Skywalker Saga on Call 2 on The Crew server on discord, then watched a couple or a few Episodes of The Clone Wars, streaming them, then biked to KC's, grabbed a Mountain Dew: Code Red, then came home and streamed more Clone Wars Season 5.

Now I'm on The Radio in The Crew with some depressed adults and teenagers who are playing Minecraft and talking immoral guttertalk.

Lord, Open a Door for me to witness to them. I know if I try to force my way through a door I open myself I'll make a mess of things. In Christ's name, Amen.


 

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3/29/2023 3:16 am  #2


Re: DIARY 230 OF BEN-ACH

03/29--
WEDNESDAY

I think there's good drugs, good drugs used bad and bad drugs.

(Note: All forms of Marijuana are a bad drug.)

Left Behind: The Kids Book 1: The Vanishings pp. 45-70.

Sherlock Holmes: The Patchwork Devil by Cavan Scott, pp.62-73.

Teachings of Presidents of the Church-Joseph Smith pp.xiv-8.

I spent time chatting on The Crew and on r/StarWars discord servers and streaming The Mandalorian and The Bad Batch on Channel Brent discord server. I don't know if anyone watched. I need to finish catching up on The Bad Batch before I do today's Watch Party on YouTube. I left the house to buy a whole Turkey Sub and a Cherry Coke at QT, because KC's is closed this early in the morning. Then I chatted on r/Star Wars discord server, from whence comes my quote of myself at the top of this entry.

Found this in an Internet Search for Darth Vacuous: 

Saga- Does anyone remember Darth Vacuous, Purp, SDpeak and the Humorous Versions?-study888, Jedi Grand Master


  •             If so I'd like to know where they can be found. My apologies to Preacherboy. I was (:.

    This is really a question for the old admins if they could help mre find them

    I used to haunt these boards in their heyday and I find myself returning and I hope I can reconcile with Jandor Tarvin. We had a falling out a bout four years ago. I told him Star Wars was bad, then I posted on the fanfic boards. (See my profile for my current opinion of Star Wars. I think you'll like it )

    If I can find the HVs I can try to get together a ' band' to make all the pieces fit and complete the long abandoned (through my own carelessness and lack of responsibility) story. Its too good to give up.
    I also want to red pen it and delete things like too crude humor and unnecessary expletives. It'll still be very funny, because I still like the classic
    Whack.

    I am yours truly, Brent"study" Sohlden


    Jaya is correct, this belongs on the Fan Fic Resource board. Please repost there.  
    study888, Dec 3, 2009 #1 
  •  Jaya Solo Jedi Knight Registered:Jul 12, 1999
  • They're probably on the Classics Board, but this really belongs in the Fan Fic Resource section. (And yes, I remember them.) 
    Jaya Solo, Dec 3, 2009

In June, I'll have to edit this post and repost it in resource like I was supposed to do in 2009.

I'm going to bed.

9:42 AM  
For the first time in a long time, I had a True and Genuine Repentance.

I'm listening to Stephen Hawking's The Theory of Everything Lectures.

Satan is the devourer, annihlator and enslaver of manklind, who in trying to get us to rebel against our creators, takes away our agency, freedom, liberty, free will and soul and life and living.

That is the purpose of free love, the ultimate annihlation of life and zero population, as satan revealed to me in a dream, trying to get me to turn against the Gods, trying to convince me that it was our benevolent creators who were our devourers and annihlators, when time and time again throughout history Satan has proven how much he hates agency, free will, freedom, liberty, Christians, Jews, any religion save worship of him alone, and humanity in general, proving that Satan is the true Liar here.

"There is somethng like 10 ^ 80 particles in the region of the Universe that we can observe.  Where did they all come from?  The answer is that, in Quantum Theory, particles can be created out of energy, in the form of particle/antiparticle pairs."-Stephen Hawking, Lectures, The Theory of Everything.

"....My spiritual eyes were opened again, and I saw that God had created many universes and that within them he controls the elements.  He has authority over all laws and energy and matter.  Within our universe are both positive and negative energies, and both types of energy are essential to creation and growth.  These energies have intelligence--they do our will.  They are willing servants.  God has absolute power over both energies. Positive energy is basically just what we think it is: light, goodness, kindness, love, patience, charity, hope, and so on. And negative energy is just what we would think it is: darkness, hatred, fear (Satan's greatest tool), unkindness, intolerance, selfishness, despair, discouragement, and so on.
     Positive and negative energies work in opposition to each other.  And when we internalize these energies, they become our servants.  Positive attracts positive, and negative attracts negative.  Light cleaves to light, and darkness loves darkness.  If we become mostly positive or mostly negative, we begin to associate with others like us.  But we have the choice to become positive or negative.  Simply by thinking positive thoughts and speaking positive words we can attract positive energy. I saw this is the case."
-Embraced by The Light, Betty Jean Eadie, pp. 57-58.

And that's just it, O Lord, I believe that just as a single light lights up a dark room (that's Faith belief, part of the positive energy), or as Jesus ate with Publicans (tax collectors) and sinners (the whole need not a physician, but the sick), if I exhibit positive thoughts and positive words and positive streams in the Crew, I can slowly but surely lift up the others on that Server. Help me to continue to be a witness to them, Father, lifting the fallen as Christ lifted me, searching for the jewels embedded in sin, bringing them to Jesus, your Blood washes clean. Amen.

...It's 2:24 PM on a Wednesday and it feels like I've been sleeping all day.

I'm going to call for a ride to Church later right now.

No, it says in Ezekiel, "ye have committed adultery then come in and defiled my sanctuary the same day." I am unclean and must not go to Church until "his compassions are new" tomorrow morning, or on Sunday, and since they're taking a Communion I'm not a part of on Sunday at the RLDS Church, I will be going to Pastor Pete's church on Suday provided I have a Saturday day and night of Victory and don't defile myself with uncleanness that day. And since time hanging out with friends is a time of fellowship, not just a social time according to Bobbie, I must not go there either because since it is fellowship it would be just the same as defiling the sanctuary.

Part 2: The Spiritual Journey of Ben Ach Lee Hale Koivopolo Jones V with Daily Events thoughts and minutae included, etc.-PART 230

03/29--
TUESDAY

I started listening to 'With Christ in the Heavenly Schhol of Prayer' on two devices in my sleep but a few hours into it it was obvious I was not absorbing it.

I did pray today before I went to bed; before I turned the audiobooks on.

After a failed dinner, I took my pills and went to bed.

I got up, watched Mando S 3X5 and TBB S2X15 & 16 with SW Santa, drank Mountain Dew and ate pork rinds.

Major cameos!

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3/30/2023 2:54 pm  #3


Re: DIARY 230 OF BEN-ACH

03/30--
THURSDAY


So now today is Reading day for me. At 7 PM I'll try to get some of my books read from.

My next appointment with Haley is next Tuesday April 4'th at 9 AM. By then I should have two job leads.

I can search for local jobs hiring near me with a Google search.

Tracy rescheduled today's Counseling appointment to tomorrow at 12:30 PM.

Haley and I discussed moods and meds and Social Security. Next week, she and I will call Social Security together.

Around 3:20 PM CDT Della is taking me shopping at Walmart.

Last night I made a Spear of Destiny Stream. I beat the boss Trans Grosse. I will make a short Spear of Destiny Stream now, before I go shopping.

7:31 PM I made a short Spear of Destiny stream, went shopping, picked up Steve's medications (Della paid the co-pay and Steve paid her back), then I came home, gave Steve his meds and Della her money, put my groceries away, ate dinner, took a shower, took a nap, and did my accounting, then cleaned Gandalf's cat litter box out, scrubbing it with a sponge, which I threw away, and soap, and another sponge in the shower, drying the litterbox out with my towel, then putting fresh cat litter in it and sprinkling in Arm & Hammer deororizer. Then I took my trash out, put a new trash bag in my trash can and washed my hands. My catlitter box needed changing VERY badly. 

Now I think I'll read for a while, starting with the Scriptures, then read from some good books, then maybe fiction if there's time.

9:04 PM I took my pills and Fish Oil, drank Apple Juice, read a little of Romans by Paul the Apostle and The Power of the Blood by Mary K. Baxter, then napped, then called Rick and asked if I could go over to his house. He says he'll call me back after he eats.

10:10 PM I'm listening to Believing Music as I wait for Rick's call and watch The Phantom Menace.

I read Ian's DuckTales 2017 fanfic 'The Richest Duck In The World' as I was waiting for Rick's call. I don't want to jump the gun and call him, because when he says he'll call me, he usually does if I wait for his call. I believe the AI on Spotify has improved so that it is better able to choose songs based upon my interests than it used to be.

The podrace is starting. It is 10:14 PM.

At 10:42 PM CDT During the Jedi Council Scene or just before it, Rick did call, and told me there may be threatening storms today and the possibility of tornadoes tomorrow, and told me that I can go over to his house and go with him to the post office and to take his trash out. I'm leaving now, with my phone, laptop, cords and the book Last Full Measure by Jeff Shaara.

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