11/26 WEDNESDAY

12:07 AM I spent some more time w/Josh yesterday, both at his house and mine. We sprayed our houses to prevent bugs, and I did some dusting.

I'm watching Reba S1X3. When I used R-E-B to Search for Rebels on Disney +, something told me that 'Reba' would pop up too. I was right.

N-E-ways, I don't owe Fredd and more than 3 more payments of 50.00, because I'm only paying for mine, according to Fredd.

I watched a tiny bit of South Park the other day, just to see if it had any messages in it I need to know. But I wouldn't want to make a habit out of watching South Park. It is a very vulgar program.

Reba is a good program.

I read a little more Columbo in Josh's Bathroom as he smoked a Black 'n Mild icky stick. I owe Josh 5.00----- USD for Febreeze Spray.

I told Josh N. if he encounters a demon outside to tell it 'you cannot touch me, I am a Child of God.'. It's the same thing I do.

I chided him about Mediums, spells and Ouija boards today and the other day, telling him they were evil and demonic.

"We tend to focus on the smaller issues to avoid the bigger issues" - Reba's Counselor.

I need to learn to let go, work on myself and let Josh self-correct for a while, as I did with Shane. But its so hard because when I see something I am tempted to say something. I need to choose my battles. I said nothing about Troll toys or The Shack book, although I wanted to. I told myself in my mind I needed to choose my battles. I tell him he can do his thing, and give him space, but he gets offended and calls me a child when I don't want to smell it. (I never want to smell it).

"Little problems become big problems when you don't communicate" - Reba's ex-husband.

When 1 AM comes, I'm going to turn my electronics off, brush my teeth and go to bed. It's 12:35 AM CST.

I had a lot of caffeinated sodapop today.

I ate two dinners- half a can of roast beef hash and popcorn chicken.

I told Josh today that you can think the worst about someone but when you come to meet them it may turn out that he or she is actually a pretty nice guy.

Compromise and honesty go a long way and go both ways.

12:39 AM CST Reba S1X3 is over. I learned a lot from (it).

As of now, convenience stores still take pennies.
I finished typing to here at 1:10 AM now electronics off after I crosspost this first part of this entry four other places, teeth, bed, night

....I got up, looked at porn, watched someone else playing and played RAID: Shadow Legends, repented myself on my bed, cast the demons out, took a hot shower, washing all over, went to bed naked on a towel with a blanket over me, slept all night until 10:26 AM CST, got up, dressed, putting on a clean pair grey underwear, same pants and a fresh grey Chiefs Champions shirt, donning my keys, and looking myself in the mirror, going barefoot, then combing my hair, urinate, then hang my blue towel I had slept on on my bedpost, then come into my living room and write in my journal, then update my computer journal, playing more RAID.

How do I feel? Admixture of crumminess and semi-happiness. I have kind of a nondescript feeling right now. I sigh. I feed my cat dry Meow Mix, then return to RAID, and buy an Ancient Shard I earned at Market.

I wasn't able to buy the Ancient Shard, for the Market had refreshed its stock, but Teddy texted me and she cancelled our appointment and I was able to join Star Wars Santa and others for the last part of today's Zoom meeting, then after lunch, Santa and I had a private Zoom call where he helps me troubleshoot OBS Streamlabs.

STREAM LOG PART 1:

001) RAID 1/ SW Santa Guest

I didn't spend any time with Josh today, but I'll be going to Pastor Pete's church tonight because I'm too defiled to go to my Church and I need to talk to Pete about Fortify App, and I want to hang out with Rick.

Pete's church is closed because it is the night before Thanksgiving but I still wish to hang out with Rick.

6:35 PM finds me playing RAID: Shadow Legends. Two of my Snipers (Mystery Ladies) went from Level 1 to Level 4 in 8 Multibattles. I have read Columbo up to p. 40. Tomorrow, barring rain or snow, I wish to go to work. Even if there is snow, I own a good pair of winter boots, a winter hat and a winter coat, so I'd probably go walk to work anyways.

I have been streaming for 4 and a half hours and five minutes. I put all my Westerns together in one place on my shelves. Josh was here twice. He dissassembled my lightsabre. We could not find its charger.

I have now read 5 books of my 10 Book end-of-2025 challenge. Just 5 more to go.

Bye.

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