01/23-
MONDAY



Less than a half hour before 2:12 a.m. on January 23, 2012 I dreampt that I was sitting in a Community of Christ congregation, and behind me someone stood up and spoke under the influence of the Spirit. While that person spoke I felt God's Spirit very, very strongly, but since I was in a CoC congregation I thought I might not be feeling God's



Spirit but some other spirit. I decided that it wasn't the Spirit of the Lord I was feeling and said “It's not the Spirit,” but God's Spirit remained heavily upon me as I sat and thought.

Then I thought, 'maybe it could be the Spirit,' and asked to see a copy of the message. At first the priesthood man said “not now,”[or something to that effect] but I insisted and he started to give me a very abbreviated version with only a few lines, but I saw the whole thing in a desk [or other piece of furniture], which was scrawled most sloppily. I obtained it somehow and read it. It seemed like whoever took the notes added to them and something [probably more than one thing] that the Lord had said was missing: that we were supposed to continue worshiping in the Methodist style. I asked several members of the congregation if they remembered that and one black woman said she did. Then I was so happy and proclaimed to the entire congregation that God spoke to all groups of the Restoration – the Restoration Branch Movement, the JCRB, etc., and he spoke to all Christian groups, whether it be the Wesleyans, etc. Then my dream ended, and when I woke I felt the Holy Spirit burning in my heart.
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UNDATED, PUT UNDER OCTOBER


We receive those circumstances that reflect the thoughts we secretly harbor.



Sheba is probably, might be, modern Yemen.





Psalms 42-83 are addressed in the Hebrew Text to Elohim rather than to Jehovah!



Those were notes on TV watching.

11/22-
THURSDAY





Father of glory, thank you for your love, mercy, kindness and truth. Thank you for keeping me and preserving me through all the years! Thank you o thank you for your grace! Thank you for Believers' television and the Restoration! Thank you for the fellowship I have with Protestants. Thank you for Dad, Mom, my half-sister and half-brother. Thank you for my friends, Shane and Kyle, my other friend, James, Jay, Tim, and Jason. Thank you for the sky and nature and the stars and science and math and the arts. Thank you for even the inner earth Thank you for our two suns and our moon and the planets and for the heavens and the heaven of heavens. Thank you for music and holy dance and song! Thank you for the cross! Thank you for its deliverance, salvation and healing which flows from it Thank you for my baptism, confirmation and the times I took Communion worthily! Thank you for my Patriarchal Blessing and my administrations. Thank you for my pastor friend and my other friends at the local church, and for Al and my other friends at the other church, and for my Restoration friends Aaron, Ben, Paula, and for Joy and all my others brothers and sisters of the RLDS! Thank you for your Son Jesus Christ and for the Holy Ghost! And finally, thank you for the many blessings Thou hast given this year. Thank You praise You and Bless you for all this and for the hidden blessings of things to come, in Jesus' name I pray, Amen and Amen!
 

04/27-
WEDNESDAY                                  

Approx. 11:59p.m.-12:08a.m. Putting groceries

away and listening to EWTN. Good

divorce advice. Also discussed a saint,

Constantine’s mother. Drinking pint of chocolate milk.

12:09a.m ………..Daily Mass is on EWTN[.]………

12:19a.m. put Red out. The priest just kissed

the Bible after reading X it and singing in Latin.

I admit I’ve hugged the Scriptures before

but I don’t think it’s right to kiss them.

One thing I like about the Roman Catholic church

is that the church is always open.

12:26a.m. let Red in

……..

12:30 a.m. – 12:30 a.m. [likely 12:26 a.m-12:30a.m.]

Finished putting groceries and bags

away, finished chocolate milk.

Father Wade Menezes is giving the sermon.

12:30- 12:3 1:32 a.m. (approx.) Watched TV.

approx. 12:38 a.m. My stepmother called me to tell me

to bring the dog in.

Catholic Christians believe they have the

fulness of truth.

That^\’s/\ the first time I have ever

heard the term ‘lay apostle’.

It is a misunderstanding of Scripture.

All The laity are not apostles.

The scriptures say [Christ] “in

whom [Christ] we have apostleship….”

but that is talking about those

with the holding of apostle, not

the Members. non-priesthood

Members.





They’re using fermented wine

diluted with water. The priest

ceremoniously washed his hands. That

part may be legit, for the priests

in Moses’ day had a laver to

wash in. Also I like the burning

of candles, which we did once in

Israel’s Gathering Restoration Branch.

The ringing of bells during service.

They rang them while the priest prayed

the transubstantiation prayer.

They It rang before and after he said it,

and a third time after the prayer

for the wafer sun god wafer .and wine.

The bishop of the church is called Robert.

06/15-
SABBATH-SATURDAY


I walked to and from the Library today and checked out 3 books. I have 7 books checked out. See documents on Cicero and on A Divine Revelation of Heaven. The other book I took out today is The Rage Against God: How atheism led me to faith. (I didn't finish Rage Against God til many years later) I turned on my TV today around 6p.m. and took notes on SonLife Broadcasting Network and Catholic television Network.