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1/25/2023 11:10 am  #1


DIARY 79 of Brent Sohlden

                                                                          2023 CE

01.25--
WEDNESDAY

I'm making a new website.

Father, I release, relinquish, let go myself from my past.

God is not done with me yet.

He has great plans for me.

https://diarylogsite.boardhost.com

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I see my counselor Tracy at 11:00 AM CDT today and Pastor Pete is also taking me to the library to take care of my book business.

I fed my cat Gandalf at 8:50 AM this morning, half a cup of dry, and changed his water.  That's what he gets per day, for he is a 20 lb. cat.  As a friend told me, he's chonky.

Pastor Pete is one of my best friends.  I know I can trust him.

.....At counseling we talked about obsessive compulsions, and how you can't have a negative positively, but how that you can turn a negative into a positive, and we developed an action plan to combat obsessive thinking and compulsive behavior.

Then Pastor Pete and I did my laundry, then I helped him take Christmas decorations down at his church and we debated Communion, Baptism and Priesthood Authority.  He believes the way I believe about those things adds to the Bible the way Pharisees added Fence Laws to the Torah.  We had a lively discussion.

I took back most of my library books except The Patchwork Devil by Cavan Scott and The Infinite Sea by Rick Yancey.

Because Tyler has Covid-19, I will not go back to Bates City RLDS Branch until Sunday when the bug passes.
Tonight at 6:30 PM I'm going to Pastor Pete's church.

Steve Logan went to Pastor Pete's church on Sunday.

Gandalf is licking himself, giving himself a bath on my loveseat.

More later possibly.

6:08 PM CDT
Shortly after I wrote in my journal notebook and updated my journal site, and then called Rick to see how he was doing, I sent Pastor Pete a Text and he sent me one back to meet him at church and then another one saying he was waiting for me outside my house. I went outside and he and his wife Denita drove me the short distance to Pastor Pete's church, where I helped Denita and Beverly and now am waiting for the 6:30 service to start.

7:03 PM
Still @ church. There seem to be a lot of flies or gnats in the sanctuary flying around bothering people for such a cold snowy day.

Sermon notes:

We have promises in the Bible and we have faith in those promises but do we ever have faith to suffer?

We spent 4 weeks on John 1 and a year on Revelation.

We are doing a Bible study at the nursing home.

Prayer.

We're in the Book of John.

As we study this Book of John, basically a revelation of Jesus...we (know) Jesus is the Son of God. Last week we looked at Nicodemus. This week he (continues) his ministry.

This is the spirit of true discipleship how we see each other in life...

He's following the King James misconception of Jesus not being the one who baptized but I'm keeping my mouth shut.

Does Baptism have to be done by certain people..such as Elders, Deacons etc.

Whether you got baptized by Billy Graham or Elvis Presley it means nothing.

I think Pastor Pete thinks Baptism can be done by the laity.

He certainly doesn't believe it needs to be done by Priesthood.

He called Baptism a baptism of repentance of sin and a mark of identification and acknowledged that Jews used to do it too.

He acknowledged that Baptism showed that people were repenting of their sins.

Pastor Pete believes rightly that Baptism is rightly by Immersion and not by sprinkling because there was "much water" in the place where John the Baptist was baptizing.

God was working. A lot of people were turning in repentance to God.

Baptism is an act of faith according to Rick and Pete agreed it was and also an act of Obedience.

Ceremonial washing.
Levitical Law.
Couldn't touch a dead person.

The Pharisees added all kinds of extra traditions. The reason Jesus and the Pharisees were always butting heads is because they added things to the Law.

Such as ceremonial washing of hands before eating to keep the tradition of the Elders.

They observed many traditions such as the washing of pitchers and cups...

Jesus said you nullify the commandments of God by honoring the traditions of man. (To paraphrase)
The traditions of man are anyone may baptize whether ministry or laity and no Priesthood Authority is needed nullifying the commandments of God in the Book of Mormon and Doctrine and Covenants.

It's not good to judge people based upon your convictions, such as women can't wear pants and men must dress up in suits.

We should not look at other Ministries as a threat...It's all about Jesus...we should not compare.

We saw Jesus baptizing more than John...(paraphrased)

I love doing things with different churches, but some people are like, I've got my church, I'll only (go there).

...when I go to church at a different church (no matter where) I'm at home because they are my brothers and my sisters.

In a wedding its not about the Best Man or the Maid of Honor, it's all about the Bride and Groom.

Jesus must increase, John must decrease. (Paraphrased).

....all of us are to point to Him. We must decrease. Jesus must increase.

Ministry is not about us.

V.31 the one who comes from Heaven is above all.

9:32 PM @ Wendy's with Rick and Cindy.

I won a game of Sorry on the Ludo Club App recommended by Cindy.

Jacki called. He explained a situation to me and I explained a situation to him. I told him I was taking a break from streaming on The Crew discord server because it was something I wanted to do not necessarily something God wants me to do and that I was going to do some soul searching.

Rick Cindy and I talked about life cats music, nutrition, health and ate good food.

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1/26/2023 2:03 am  #2


Re: DIARY 79 of Brent Sohlden

01.26--
THURSDAY

           12:32 AM CDT

When I got home from Wendy's I took my pills, Fish Oil and coconut oil, got my cat to come down from my top desk shelf, then cleaned out the cat box and took the bag and empty cat litter container out to the dumpster.  Then I updated my notebook journal, then wrote in it.  Now I will eat supper and update my computer journal.

                       5:14 PM CDT
I'm listening to The Infinite Sea as I passively listen to Brazilian Portuguese as per Dad.

I slept all day.  I got up to feed the cat, then went back to bed till 7PM, then got up, took my pills, fish oil, vitamin C and Coconut Oil, and ate Tater tots and 3 fried eggs for supper.  Now I'll read Ian's DuckTales 2017 Fanfic as I continue to listen to Brazillian Portuguese.  Later I will read The Patchwork Devil and America's Last Call by David Wilkerson.

Genesis 1-2 IV

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1/27/2023 3:28 pm  #3


Re: DIARY 79 of Brent Sohlden

01.27--
FRIDAY

      I slept all night long, then slept 'til 12:30 PM.
Last night I listened to a Christian Music Mix.  Today I listened to a song on 107.9 Air One.

I got up, called Joey Ha., then texted him my e-mail.  Joey may text me Mauricio Artur Berger's email if he has Mauricio's permission to do so.
                                            I asked Pastor Pete for Pete's email address.

I'm still listening to Brazillian Portuguese.  It is 2:20 PM CDT.

                                                5:59 PM

I ate, then slept 'til 5:57 PM about, all while listening to Brazillian Portuguese in my sleep.  Now I'm watching The Emporer and The King, a Brazillian Portuguese Movie with American English Subtitles.

I'm pausing the movie to clean out the cat box and take my pills and dietary supplements.

Sherlock Holmes in The Patchwork Devil, by Cavan Scott, pp. 54-56

America's Last Call, by David Wilkerson, pp. 90-99


Irineu was a Brazillian Mason, Businessman/Salesman and Industrialist who freed slaves and married his own niece, Maria.  His story is fascinating, though it is unlawful Bibically to marry one's own niece, and Masonry is evil.  But one thing can be said of Irineu: He had integrity.  He believed in a free market.  He believed a State should be an issuer, never a competitor.  He opened a new Bank in Brazil, the Banco Do Brazil.  They mentioned the Platine War of 18 August 1851- 3 February 1852.

He extended industry to the Amazon and brought the Iron Industry to Brazil.

The Estrada-Raiz railroad was first commissioned by the Emporer of Brazil under Irineu.  The Bank of Brazil was forced to close.  Then they moved to Uruguay and opened a bank there.  Irineu was advised that the way his superior saw the world, banks were on one side and governments were on the other side.

Back in the 1850's "The Rothschilds owned half the world".

Irineu Evangeliste Souza went to London to the Rothschilds to raise Capital for what he was doing, "despite the government sometimes".

I see a sinister satanic element in all this.
If the Masons, Rothschilds and even incest is involved, it is not all good, or much good at all, except for the good it did Brazil.

Early on in the film, a slave told the boy Irineu to be careful who his lord was, if a good lord, it would be well, and if a bad lord it would be his end, and to never trust a Boss.

Irineu Souza ended up choosing a very bad lord indeed-money.  It will probably be his downfall.

Railroads are very important and can be very consequential in God's economy, as the movie The Ghost and The Darkness showed.

I'm listening to Spotify again.  This time it's A Million Dreams and Somewhere Out There.

My third song (after two versions of A Million Dreams) is Seasons Change by Ray Boltz.

For supper I had a can of Tomato Soup, then a Little Debbie Fudge Round for dessert.

I never finished the movie but one day someone will tell me how the story concluded.

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1/28/2023 6:22 pm  #4


Re: DIARY 79 of Brent Sohlden

01.28--
SABBATH-SATURDAY

Well, I wasn't able to give up my past, but that is not the reason why I fell last night. It was my overeating and hypersomnia.

Genesis 3 IV

But a fiery, and a flowery and a heated imagination avoid- Joseph Smith Jr.

  God chastened me for denying my past, which is a part of me, and commanded me to make a Fictional Diaries section for my Diary site.

  He says let my other site germinate and grow on its own, for at least three days leave it alone, to paraphrase.

I will start a fictional Diary right now.

I sent Pastor Pete two emails- my Budget spreadsheet and a dual email- 1) A Testimony of John the Baptist's Resurrection and 2) Why I am A Miner.

After writing three entries of a fictional Diary, I called Joy to ask her permission for Pete to use my card for me to go to Jo's sisters' birthday party at China Buffet tomorrow, then called Paul Ludy, then Von B. to give me a ride to Church at 8:50 AM tomorrow.
Then I called David St. to tell him I'm not going to tomorrow's potluck, asking him to give me a ride to the Chinese place after Church.  I left him a message.

Then I called Pastor Pete telling him I was going to my Church tomorrow and David St. was giving me a ride back from Church to the Chinese Buffet and that I had Joy's permission for him to use my card.

Now I'm taking a good shower.

I put my phone on my Spotify Christian Music Mix just so I can barely hear it to sleep to.  I'm watching The Last Jedi before I go to bed.

      I played an RPG game before TLJ, and talked to PokemonSoldier on discord.

                                        11:56 PM CDT
                               The Last Jedi is over.  I'm going to bed.  Church and Birthday Party tomorrow.  Praise You Father!

For the Blessings I have received yesterday, I thank Thee.
For the Blessings I have received today, I thank Thee.
For the Blessings I will receive tomorrow, I thank Thee. Amen.

I will not do as Kylo Ren suggests to Rey and "let the past die".  It's just bad advice. I will NOT give up Star Wars.   And I love her still. Amen.

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1/29/2023 9:07 am  #5


Re: DIARY 79 of Brent Sohlden

01-29--
LORD'S DAY-SUNDAY

As expected, I fell because I gave into the temptations, tricks and traps of the enemy, boasted of the Morrow, overslept, fantasized about Maggie and overate. My attachment to that woman is undeniable, my love for her stronger than the Niagra Falls. In a few days I will have an auditory hallucination where I will think her husband and children will visit my door and I will know the truth: That she is a married woman. But this will be a trick of the enemy to get me to think she is married so that I will give up on her in despair and mutilate half my Diaries and stories on my two websites and as I type this I am reminded to remember my dream and I know someone or ones in Heaven is talking about me. I once saw a vision of Maggie and I walking into the Kingdom together. I messed up last night.   But His compassions, they fail not.  They are new every morning.
I'm surprised that's not a Meme on everyone's phone by now as Jeremiah 29:11 is. (Which is the Meme currently on my phone-"For I know the Plans I have for you, etc.").

I need to focus on finishing America's Last Call so I can return it to the Church Library at BCRB. Paul Ludy is asking for it back.

I made two streams this morning, both called Brent broken.

I wrote another fictional Diary, this one about Ahsoka Tano waking up on this earth after her life ends in the SW Universe.

America's Last Call, pp.99-104

In 2023, be light for Jesus- sign on a church building in Bates City.

I was administered to, the evil spirits cast out of me.

Class by Mark Strychacz

The Lord treats us all equally.
The Plan of Salvation is the same for (each and every) one of us.

He is not a respecter of persons.

Ezekiel 18:25,29 IV
Ezekiel 33:17-20 IV
Alma 16:8-12 RLDS

Colossians 3:25 IV/KJ
Colossians 4:1 IV/KJ

Masters, give unto your servants that which is just and equal; knowing that ye also have a Master in heaven.

Sin is conceived in the heart.

The Father will hold us accountable for even the sins of out heart.

They're trying to create legislation for punishing people for things not yet done in the flesh. Pre-crime. They're making movies about it. Social Credit Score in China.

Mosiah 11:153-54 RLDS

An equality among all men.

This class is about equality.
I love this class.
This Church needs just that-equality!

Inequality=Iniquity.

II Chronicles 19:7

No Iniquity with the LORD your God, neither respect of persons....

God loves us equally and he wants us to treat each other equally and not respect persons.

I Peter 1:17 IV/KJ

Sunday Service

Special Music-Guitar

'Fairest Lord Jesus'- Instrumental.

It is beautiful Ministry.

Gordon, Mark, Tyler and Andrew Holmes are on the Rostrum.

Call to Worship:

I Nephi 3:185-187 RLDS

....Blessed are they who seek to bring forth my Zion at that day, for they shall have the gift and power of the Holy Ghost.

Hymnn: Onward To Zion.

Invocation-Gordon Burns

Offertory-Malachi 3:8-10 -Tyler

God is just wanting us to prove to us that we will trust him if we will not rob him or anyone else on earth....

I, Lord, am guilty of beggary and neediness. Please forgive me. Amen.

Blessing over the offering. - Tyler.

I offer my heart to you o Father. Amen.



Sermon text: John 10:1-13,24-28 IV

Special Music-Guitar and other stringed instruments. -This is my Father's World-Instrumental. It is pleasing and soothing to the ears for this tired soul. It ministers to us all.

Andrew's children and family are quite talented.

Sermon notes:

From the passage I read, there's several parts I'm going to get to.

Jesus has said that His sheep hear his Voice. Ever heard his Voice?

I raised my hand.

"God is not real because we can't see him is an illogical argument." (Because there are some things we can't see that we know are real).

The way God establishes us to learn about Him is through Witness and Testimony.

In our Natural state we cannot see God.  We'd be consumed.

Genesis 4:1-4 IV

Adam and Eve heard God's Voice from the Garden after they were kicked out.



The whole argument for 'you can't hear God' is wrong.

Maybe you say that you haven't heard God.  We'll get to that, too.

Are you willing to believe the report of these witnesses?

Me and a little girl were witnesses of Sympathetic Vibrations, the thing that made a Bridge fall apart.

Matthew 5:16 ff.

Either Jesus was a lunatic, a liar or telling the Truth.
Same with any assimilation of new information.

When you tune a piano, it causes an oscillation of these Overtones.

99% of Andrew's job is making those Beats go away (There ARE other things. I exaggerated (said later))

Elijah.  Wind, fire, earthquake- God was not in those.  Hard to hear Still, Small Voice over those.

He had to hear their effect before he could hear them.

If you're not acting on the effect, you're not hearing God.

If you're given a gift and don't use it, it is taken away.

If you are given a gift and use it, and develop it, more will be given.

It doesn't stop there.

Romans 10:13 ff.IV/KJ

How shall they hear without a preacher?

Faith comes by hearing and hearing by the Word of God.

Blessed are they who shall believe on your word..and be baptized..and receive a remission of their sins.

In the end (God will) (be) revealed to Mankind and no one will be able to deny anymore.

But, that was never supposed to be where we stopped.

There's an organization where they are teaching people how to be prophets.

Brigham Young once said "Don't you think I can call down a revelation from God whenever I want?"

Matthew 27

Ask, seek, knock....

("God heard Joseph Smith and we need not that Mauricio should teach us.")

All things whatsoever ye that men should do to you, do even so to them, for this is the law and the prophets.

"We have the law for our salvation and that is sufficient for us"

(A Bible. A Bible. We have Got a Bible and there can not be any more Bible.)

Ask, seek knock and the (Dalet, door) shall be opened to you.

(Ask! Seek! Knock!)

God rejoiced at the Brother of Jared's Faith. God wants to reveal Himself to us.

I Nephi 2, 3 RLDS Lehi had a Vision and Nephi prayed to have the same Vision.  He saw more than his father saw.

I Ni. 4:7 RLDS 

Have ye inquired of the Lord.

When his brethren said, The Lord maketh no such thing known unto us, Nephi replied 'how have ye not kept the commandments of the Lord?'  You have all heard the Overtones.  You can tell the difference between an 'A' note on a bass guitar and an 'A' note on a piano.
   You've heard them all along and you never knew it.

God has been speaking to you all along and you never knew it.

Maybe you need to train your ears to hear it.

What can you do to hear better?

Disobedience will dull your hearing more than anything else.

Adam and Eve tried to solve the problem of their Nakedness on their own with fig leaves.

(Nothing displeases God more) than when we don't acknowledge His hand in all things.

If you are not listening for the True Overtones, the false will deceive you.

John 10:1

He that entereth not into the door...

:5 They know not the voice of strangers.

:10 Abundant Life.

:26 But ye believe not because ye are not of my sheep.

I told you and ye believed not.

Peter figured it out. It was the Spirit that told him and Jesus said "don't tell anybody".

When Moses asked Jesus Who should I say sent me? the riddle was I AM sent you.

He told them thousands of years ago.

'Moses testified of Me'

It was plain to those who were looking.

He didn't reveal it until just before His Crucifixion.

Galatians 5:14-25

Now the works of the flesh are manifest, which are these,...
they which do these things shall not inherit the kingdom of heaven.
But the fruit of the Spirit.......
Against such there is no law.
Walk in the Spirit....

Those fruits of the Spirit only exist in me when the Spirit is in me.

DC 1 Whether by My Voice or by the Voice of my Servants it is the same.

James 1

But be ye doers of the Word and not hearers only.

There are false prophets. There are false messages. They'll use 17'th century English or take something out of the Scriptures it doesn't really mean.

John 10

But from a stranger will they flee for they know not the voice of strangers.

Believing on the Testimony of others is the Starting Point. That's entering in. That's not for continuing.

We must (listen to the Spirit of God) and be sensitive to it.

Mark Strychacz
one time he was blind in one eye for three days - when he was unbandaged he saw way more light in his left eye than his right.  The light was always there, his eyes just hadn't been open to see it.

Hymn (Joy To The World (Alternate future version)

When I see the Saints singing I see and hear Peace and harmony- as all the world shall be in someday-Nation with Nation, Land with Land, in fraternity, when new arts shall bloom, a loftier race, in earth and fire and Sea and Air, and with the Fifth Element-Jesus Christ our Savior, reigning in our midst and in our hearts.

Benediction-Tyler

Priesthood exeunt.

Time: 12:25 PM
Place: China Buffet, OG, MO
The Party is Gathering.
Pastor Pete is here.

12:36 PM I have my first plate of food.

Time: 1:28 PM
Place: Pete's car, his church.
Pete is talking to a man.

1:35 PM CDT Now my new Diary site, after five days, finally shows view counts. Praise and Thank You God!

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1/30/2023 4:15 pm  #6


Re: DIARY 79 of Brent Sohlden

01.30--
MONDAY

A long buildup of overeating, oversleeping and fantasy, led to my fall last night.  I need to cut out those activities from my life like the fat and bones from meat.  Chop chop chop chop.

I'm watching 'Sword Expert Reacts to OG, PT and ST Star Wars Swordfighting, three YouTube videos by IGN Channel.

I got halfway through Revenge of the Sith last night and never got to PokemonSoldier's DuckTales2017 Fanfic but instead looked at porn and fell.

I had nightmares, thinking myself to be in hell.

Now, this morning, I woke up, finished yesterday's Diet Mountain Dew, fed the cat, and bought another Diet Mountain Dew from KC's on my bike, drunk it and watched YouTube videos.  It is 2:51 PM CDT.  I got up after 11 AM.

Now at 2:55 PM I'm watching the same swordfighting expert analyze The Clone Wars Series. 

That being over now @ 3:17 PM CDT I will now continue Star Wars Episode III Revenge of the Sith from where I left off last night.

Part of my side of a conversation with PokemonSoldier:

I'm just now going to finish ROTS and write a fictional New World Diary I'm copypastaing part of from another source and writing more of than there was in the original source or that I've ever written. I'm making a long stream after ROTS is over with.

                                       9:15 PM CDT

Revenge of the Sith is over and I'm going to KC's to buy ice cream as a reward for a job well done in cleaning my house up a bit and organizing.

I'm watching Star Wars Squadrons.

I'm about to make a lot of streams :

My audio Box Sets of my Star Wars Serious Scripts and Humorous Versions, to be posted on my website.  I need to start over from the beginning because its been so long and I need to focus- a half hour (NOT 40 minutes as previous-that's too long, people don't have attention spans like that for Scripts generally) at a time (time it), posted in Chronological Order, one movie at a time, never two movies or more in one post, and only the Scripts that are complete, NOT the partial ones. (Except Episode 15, which IS complete enough to showcase for all intents and purposes) Stifle laughter, no commentary, and just show my screen, not me. Commentary is for something that has been previously showcased.

It is 9:19 PM CDT (9:16 PM by my computer's clock (now 9:35 PM. I'm going to KC's now. Ciou.). (Left at 9:42 PM) (Actually 9:54 PM CDT.).

10:11 PM I just got back from KC's. My EBT FS BAL is $39.54-----

                   11:32 PM CDT

  I am on video 2 of Star Wars Episode 12: Rise of The Jedi.
I have the Mic off and the Desktop Audio ON.

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2/01/2023 7:25 pm  #7


Re: DIARY 79 of Brent Sohlden

01.31--
TUESDAY

I just fed the cat Gandalf.  I want to go to Howard Cozart's ZionWorks classes on Sundays.  They weren't very active during the holidays.
We have two years to prepare Spiritually and 7 years to prepare physically  before the 7 years of Famine  starting in 2030.

I have now made five multi-part videos, two of them singular, including the one I am currently making The Resistance Strikes Back.

I've been streaming all night long, streaming some Humorous Versions and some Serious scripts, the completed ones and the two I thought were complete. TESB HV has two truncated scenes at least and ANH HV has one truncated scene I or someone or someones else has to fill in or write.  I'm streaming the Serious Scripts on the Odds and HV's on the Evens.

..Tonight, after I stream and get some much-needed sleep, I should visit my friend Rick tonight. But he will say no I can't visit tonight because he had had tests done at the doctor's office and when I will call later to see'f I c'n c'm over, he'll say he be ab't to lay down. So I'll try visiting t'next day.

12:16 PM CDT  As I was streaming Episode 15: DOTS, I used the bathroom again, cleaned out my kittylitterbox and got a Tomorrow's World Magazine out of the mailbox.

DOTS was a singular video.

Today while I'm at Rick's (or tomorrow) (if he lets me visit him tomorrow) I'm going to call Fred and see if they found Jasin. O I do hope so and pray he is found safe and thriving if he has not yet been found o Father! Amen.
The next book book I want to read is The Coming Economic Armageddon by David Jeremiah.

One of my parts of a conversation between PokemonSoldier and I:

All those hours sleeping were not wasted. Meloncholia is where when you are lying awake your conscious thinks and ponders and ruminates and makes dreams plots and plans and when asleep your spirit thinks and your subconcsious and unconscious dream, think, analyze, ponder and assimilate all the information you observed while awake and busy.

        2:02 PM
I'm streaming 'The Empire Strikes Back Humorous Version'.

4:57 PM CDT

I have had supper and finally putting Part 2 of SW 17: EOV.

I am really enjoying it.

At 5:24 PM CDT I completed my YouTube Serious Scripts and HV Series, finally.  It took me 15 1/2 hours of Streaming one approx. 1/2 hour stream after another with 0 breaks.  It was fun!  Thank You o my Father! Praise You! Bless You! Amen.

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2/01/2023 8:18 pm  #8


Re: DIARY 79 of Brent Sohlden

02.01--
WEDNESDAY

Sermon Notes

Speaker: Pastor Pete

The Book of Proverbs is like a grapevine full of big fat grapes.

Read the Bible. It's full of so much good stuff.

The Book of Proverbs has just a Gatlin gun of stuff.

I say so many prayers while I am reading the Bible.

Help me to have Wisdom.

Help me to be honest.

Help me to have discretion.

Prayer.

Sermon text: John 4

If you contrast Christ with the Samaritan woman they couldn't be more different.

In John 4 we're going to see Christ in his Divinity and we're going to see Christ in his Humanity.

Jesus came to the town of Samaria called Sychar.

Jesus was tired from his journey and sat down by the well. His disciples had gone into town to buy food.

Everyone who drinks this water will thirst again but he who drinks the water I give....it will be a wellspring (giving) eternal life.


He was an honored leader. She was an outcast.

He was moral. She was immoral.

He was well versed in religious matters. She was probably ignorant of such things.

A devout Jew would take the long way around Samaria. Jesus intentionally went through Samaria.

The Samarians were the children of mixed marriages.

Jesus had commanded the Jews not to intermingle with the Gentiles.

The Samaritans built their own Temple and in 128 BC the Jews went up their and destroyed it.

In the city of Sychar in the Scriptures was a Shepherd and Sychar was the Capital of Samaria where Jacob's Well was. Jacob met with God and built and altar at that place. It's where Jacob bought a piece of land to bury his concubine Leah. (Rachel his wife was buried under a tree). This is where Jacob's daughter Dinah was ravished. This is where Joseph's bones were buried after they were carried from Egypt (Joshua 24:32).

The 6'th hour is about 12 PM.

Jews did not associate with Samaritans.

Men were not to talk to women.

It's hot at 12:00. Most women would come at a different time. Most women would come earlier. Most women would come in a group.

People get hung up on their traditions that prevent them from doing certain things but the law of God DOES prevent open Communion or bar Baptism without authority because that's where he's going with this.

Eternal life is a gift.

Jesus came to give us a gift.

If you knew the gift of God and who it is that asked you for a drink you would have asked and he would have given you living water. (Possibly paraphrased).

Jesus was moving from the natural to the Spiritual. He was making her curious about who Jesus Christ is.

Jeremiah 2:13
Jeremiah 17:13

Jesus is called the fountain of living waters.

Revelation 22:17 (KJV)

And the Spirit and the Bride say, Come. And let him that heareth say, Come. And let him that is a thirst come. And whosoever will, let him take the water of life freely.

The Cheifs are going to the SuperBowl this year.

Every day I gain ground, sometimes forwards, sometimes upwards, sometimes both.

I went through a dark tunnel and I had a dark spirit cursing me taking away blessings.  That spirit has been cut off and an angel is covering me.  There is a light at the end of the tunnel.

....

I will go to that place and God will give me confirmation of that call (Brazil).

There were two different blessings by God through His Holy Spirit, through His minister nyanboateng on TikTok tonight.

I'm streaming Pirates of the Caribbean for Jacki when I get home from Rick's. Rn the Internet connection is too weak tethering off my 5 G smart telephone. Rick is at Jo's sisters' right now, trusting me home alone.

There was voices that are the spirit of jealousy.  There was a spirit of poverty and want draining resouces from my life.  Provision and Protection is coming.

Father, supply all my needs.  Open financial doors.  Resources, locate me. Amen.  Come from the North, South, East and West, supernatural supply. Amen.

spirit of lack, spirit of poverty, BEGONE in the name of JESUS! according to the word of your prophet nyanboateng.

I was about ready to give up (give up my past). But at that moment the Lord touched me.

..There was a dark cloud hanging over me.  Clarity will come.

Curse of premature death in my family is broken.

1:43 AM CDT

guyontheinternet subscribed to me on YouTube just as I updated my computer journal a few minutes ago.  Praise and Thank You God!

He's got a Darth Vader avatar.  So he subbed because of my Star Wars content! Praise You and Thank You God!

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2/02/2023 3:39 am  #9


Re: DIARY 79 of Brent Sohlden

02.02--
THURSDAY
        1:45 AM
I'm watching 'Reflections' on Daystar TV on Rick's TV.

I want to watch Sid Roth next. 

I need to go to Walmart soon and buy catlitter and catfood for Gandalf (who I saw without a shadow of a doubt that he IS DEFINITELY 100% a MALE cat) (not just THINK like before but KNOW WITH ABSOLUTE CERTAINTY). (I saw his male anatomical parts) and pay Avashawn 15.00 upfront for my CGI template art for my Star Wars movies.

  Father, send me a teacher to tutor me in using UNREAL ENGINE and help me obtain a 6 Terrabyte Solid State External  Drive to hold my Unreal Engine projects on. Amen.

                   1:57 AM
Rick is reading my Sermon Notes I took last night before we The Happy Gang went out to McDonald's which closed at 9 PM.  Present were Pete, Cindy, Jo's sister, Rick and Paul and I, and Jo's mom and Jo's moms' boyfriend.

"I didn't come to say something, I came with something to say" - Rod Parsley, Sermon, DayStar TV.

No anointing of God ever leaves the earth-Ibid.

The ministry under Rod Parsley furthered mine and Rick's Deliverance.

Rick said that I was fascinated with the number 9. This is the 9th entry of this Diary. Thank You Father. Bless you. Praise you. Amen.

Someone said on Christian TV tonight, "Let the Glory Fall." Amen.

3 forty five am central daylight savings time


I just took my pills, Vitamin C, Fish Oil and Coconut Oil.

Last night I learned that the desert in North America is called the Mojave (pronounced Moe-hah-vee) and connects the states of Nevada, California and Texas.

Oregon is between Washington State and California.

Pokémon Soldier is now writing the next completely original from him season of DuckTales 2017 with his OC's Rebecca McDuck who is Huey Duey and Louie's long lost sister, and Ian, Scrooge's and Gyro's and Donald Duck's cheerful maintenance man. I am currently on Pokemon Soldier's fanfic 'Golden Lagoon' starring Scrooge McDuck's antagonistic on again off again girlfriend Goldie and his lifetime rival Flinthart Glomgold, which is the last cartoon I watched in the series so far.

I'm going to finish the Golden Lagoon fanfic then watch more of the cartoon series and probably a Star Wars movie and maybe some Star Wars show or movie or both reactions and other YouTube or possibly bitchute videos tonight after I streamable Pirates of the Caribbean. If I end up going to bed this morning it will be late in the morning. I recently missed two appointments, one with my case manager and one with my counselor because of the Star Wars Script streaming I did. But look at the fruit. As long as I'm doing something constructive like building my websites or reading a good fanfic while I'm watching Star Wars or other movies or videos I should be safe.

I will feed my cat around 5 AM which is in about one hour from one minute from now.

From now on I'm going to be doing the main bulk of my journalkeeping online using my purple journal as a supplement. I know I've tried doing it that way before a hundred times then once again developed some ungodly obsession with needing my whole Diary on paper when I can just print it out someday saving me hours of wasted time and hurting hand and wrist and a ton of paper and a ton of pen ink, and a lot of space.

Maggie is married. If she sees this, I'm sorry. For everything. And if I'd known you had a husband and kids I never would have pursued you.

I'll never bother you again.

Message to avashawn:

So I have bad news.
[2:53 PM]
It cost 25.00 for my catfood and cat litter leaving me with 14 bucks. It takes a minimum of 20 bucks to load my card. (edited)
[2:54 PM]
So I can't pay yet

11:52 PM CDT

Got up, ate a little chocolate mini-donut, then took my pills, fish oil and cocanut oil.

 

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2/03/2023 1:31 pm  #10


Re: DIARY 79 of Brent Sohlden

02.03--
FRIDAY

I could have been mistaken about Maggie being married and as a result I mutilated half my Diaries and stories on my two websites. Sorry, Maggie.

I still love you.

I cleaned my cat litter box, put more catlitter and arm and hammer freshener in it, took out some trash and the waste from the litter, rode my bike up to KC's, bought pizza and reese's cups, biked home and enjoyed them with a cup of diet mountain dew.

It is 1:22 PM. I slept til about noon. My cat Gandalf is perched behind me on the right side of the back of my loveseat, on the top of it.

I'm making a stream called 'Brent funtioning again' on my Brent Koivopolo V channel. I'm getting up to throw my pizza bag and cardstock and reese's wrapper away and to wash my cup and put it in the dish drainer. I washed my frying pan almost as soon after I made three fried eggs in it about a week and a half ago about. But I have no concept of time. 

theinternetguy did not sub to the YouTube channel where I made my Star Wars movie Script streams, but to the other YouTube channel.

I do have ONE new sub on the Star Wars Script YT channel, though, Brittany. 

The other day I washed two plates and they are still in the dish drainer.

I fed my cat this morning at 6 AM.

06:21 PM CDT I just got back from DG after streaming myself taking a nap for an hour or two and biking to DG to buy a White Binder for making a Star Wars Comic for posting to Mara/Luke4Ever as I make it.  I also went to the library, placed a hold on The Last Jedi by Jason Fry and checked out High Republic: Jedi's End by Cavan Scott. It is due March 03rd. My other two library books I already have out are due February 22.

My next appointment with Tracy my Counselor is Wednesday, February 8 at 11:00 AM. I have already made some progress with her counselling me. A new neural pathway was forged in my brain last time I saw her.

I'm going to eat vegetable Rotini and cream of potato soup for supper, take my pills and supplements and bike down to KC's for a pint of ice cream.

I took my pills, fish oil and coconut oil, went to KC's, and am now eating Smile and say "Cheesecake!" strawberry cheesecake icecream from Happy ness by the PINT and drinking zero sugar Sunkist Orange pop.

I'm streaming and on PalTalk and after I finish my ice cream, I will start drawing a new Star Wars comic.

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