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04/24--
SUNDAY-LORD'S DAY
My imagined day, conceived of yesterday....
7:30 AM WAKEUP Get ready for Church
9 AM-11 AM Church.
11:30 AM Scripture time
11:45 AM Good book time.
12 PM A good lunch.
Tuna on Pumpernickel. (Unless we have a potluck at Church.
12:30 PM Alone time with God. No distractions.
1:00 PM Good book time. Edge of Divine.
1:15 PM Rest. Nap.
3:00 PM Scripture time.
1:00 PM-4:00 PM SW Movie time.
Revenge of The Sith
A New Hope
4:00 PM Piano Practice.
4:30 PM Scripture time.
4:45 PM Good book time. Edge of Divine.
5:00 PM A Good supper. Listen to Radio/CD's. Beef stew.
Snack: Pistachios
5:45 PM Listen to radio/CD's.
6:00 PM Write in Diary.
6:15 PM Scripture time.
6:45 PM Read Maths book.
7:00 PM Work on website
7:45 PM Write fiction.
8:00 PM Scripture time.
8:15 PM Music book.
8:30 PM Social Media Time.
9 PM Write in Diary
9:15 PM Meds. Teeth. Bed.
My actual day....
Yesterday, with full conviction that I truly needed salvation, without the need to follow a formula as I had in 2019 and 2021, I asked the Father and Jesus to Truly Save me last night.
Shane grieved me last night because he has not kept anchored to his scriptural moorings, but has followed pure experience, erroneously thinking that the powers-that-be or elites, created both religion, and the church and even the Bible, and that the Bible is full of contradictions and can't be relied upon. Even after I tried reasoning with him he said I was pushy and we were no longer buddies and that this is where we part ways. I was devastated, furious, and cried out to God desperately for Shane's salvation.
Last night I had a dream where I was at the Bema seat; the pleasing bar of Christ. Jesus opened my book, looked through it, smiled -absolutely beamed- at what he read, and I was let into the Kingdom!
7:41 PM I took a long nap all day, arising only to eat a large package of chili, and had a couple of daydreams, the first totally unrealistic and the second with a little more thought given to it. In the second daydream, I learned a lot in heaven, married Maggie and used my knowledge to make enough money in one day to remove myself from Social Security, open a bank account, buy a car, and build a starship, taking Maggie through Hyperspace to another planet for a couple of weeks, then returning to earth to work full time at McDonald's: But this was only a daydream. I stayed home from the RLDS Church today and I'm glad I did because the man who preached this morning was a former Book of Mormon Plates Witness who reneged and his sermon was antifaith.
I read the Sealed Book of Mormon before Mark Strycacz picked me up for PM Church this evening, and got to Sealed Moses Chapter 1.
The evening class, taught by Paul Ludy, was on the Resurrection, with homework. I will eventually, maybe next January 2023, add many pages to Paul's Scriptural findings, with focus on the dispensation of the fulness of times, the Restitution of all things since the world began, the Resurrection, the baptism for the dead and eternal judgment.
On the way home I talked to Paul Ludy about the Sealed Book of Mormon.
Words of Moroni 1:33-45
Sealed Book of Moses 1
After joining X-Wing's The Hangar discord server, my friend Rick had his phone on mute accidentally and his other friends Paul and Beverly were concerned for him because they couldn't contact him so Beverly called me and I ran/walked to Rick's house to check on him, and now I am visiting him.
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04/25--
MONDAY
My imagined day, conceived of two days ago....
7:30 AM Wake Up! Get ready for work!
9-11 AM Work.
11 AM Lunch at McD's.
12 PM Call Shane.
12:30 PM Alone time with God.
1:00 PM-4:00 PM SW Time.
-1 The Mandalorian Season 1 Episode 2
-2 The Bad Batch Season 1 Episode 3
-3-4 The Clone Wars Season 4 from where I left off.
4:00 PM Piano Practice
4:30 PM Scripture time.
4:45 PM Good book time. Edge of Divine
5 PM Supper - Fish Sticks. Listen to Radio/CD's.
6:00 PM Write in Diary.
6:15 PM Scripture time.
6:45 PM Read Maths book.
7:00 PM Work on website.
7:45 PM Write fiction.
8:00 PM Scripture time.
8:15 PM Read Music book.
8:30 PM Social Media Time
9 PM Write in Diary.
9:15 PM Meds. Teeth. Bed.
My actual day....
*Haley called me on the way home from work! She rescheduled our appointment to tomorrow @ 9 AM and said she'll work both to find out who my new Psych Dr. will be and to get me set up with an appointment with him/her.
*Joy called me at work this morning before work. She is pleased that I was clean last night and with the activities of talking on the X-Wing voice chat and streaming and going to bed that I chose and told me that I now had my tax return of $1,000.00 in the bank now!
Today is a cold, sunny windy Spring day.
3:01 PM Twitter will soon be under new management! Elon Musk is going to buy it for 44 billion dollars!
4:41 PM Good news! Haley called again. My new Psych Dr. is Audrey Brooks and I see her on May 11 @ 10:40 AM, and I have one more meds refill until then!!
Can't wait to see Haley tomorrow morning at 9 AM! It will be fun!
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04/26--
TUESDAY
My appointment with Haley this morning at 9 AM I did not enjoy.
Haley asked a few questions about my mental health and then left, then I went to bed until 3:06 PM.
I got junk in the mail.
...Good news! Joy is going to get me a good gaming computer with my money! This will be a real blessing to me now that I know mostly what games its ok for me to play.
.....I ate fishsticks for supper and slept all day, daydreaming about married survivalist life during a Zombie Apocalypse. Now I will type a lot of Diary 40
I had Vienna sausages and Pretzel Twists for supper.
A Tale of Two Cities pp. 10-11, to the end of Chapter One.
The Purpose of the Sealed Book of Mormon:
5 Behold, the time has come for you to tear this veil that leads you to remain in this terrible state of iniquity and hardness of heart and blindness of mind, for the words that come from this record, The Sealed Book of Mormon, are like the hard tip of a mallet that shatters the hardness of the rock that covers your hearts hardened by your traditions and as the fire of the refiner who refines and purifies the filth of his thoughts stained by the precepts of men.
6 In those days the Lord will stretch out His hand a second time in order to reclaim His people, who are of the House of Israel, and to do a marvelous work among them for the purpose of remembering the covenants which He made with the sons of men, and to fulfill the promises made to Nephi concerning the descendants of Lehi, his father, in order to recover the remnants of his seed and so that the words of this book, written by the seed of Nephi, come to the seed of his father in the last days and to the knowledge of the house of Israel.
-Words of Moroni 1:5-6.
...11 PM or past Midnight.
Garbage came, emptied dumpster. Train came twice.
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04/27--
WEDNESDAY
I am writing on my loveseat.
I'm going to try going back to sleep now.
Shane texted me telling me Haniel and Michael told him to unblock me and that my prayers was answered.
12:15:16 CDT We're on our way to pick up Colt for his court date.
1:26 PM Colt is here at my apartment. I took a nap until 3:16 PM. Colt is lying on my couch watching funny Internet compilations on his phone.
4:03 PM I'm feeding Colt and I fish sticks and I gave Colt his mail I got -- an overdue notice, and told him the fine will be no more than 2.00 and he could check books out while the fine was still on his account, and told him about the Food For Fines Program.
4:05 PM Colt's fishsticks are almost cooked. Pastor Pete should be here around 5 PM to take Colt to his court date.
..As Colt did stuff on his phone, we listened to Life 88.5 and Bott Radio Network. Anthony Fauci claims Covid is no longer at Pandemic status. He said it on PBS.
After 8:33 PM Colt is going down to the convenience store to get some cigarettes. He'll walk back. His court date went great. He only has to pay a fine.
Colt experienced a Wednesday Evening prayer meeting for the first time today. He gave a Testimony after I did. Colt also learned what administration was and witnessed an administration for the first time. John and Von administered to me for my lust addiction and the spirit of lust was cast out of me.
Dee said she can help with my music education. She wants me to bring Alfred's Basic Piano Course-Book A with me to Church one Sunday.
We dropped Colt off in Kansas City and I handed him his bedroll and Pastor Pete prayed for him and we left. Pastor Pete prayed for me when he dropped me off at my apartment tonight.
I did quite a bit of my dishes today and yesterday, or the day before. Getting that huge frying pan washed after it was so filthy was not easy that day.
I'm nabout to eat a baked potato with Mayonnaise.
I practiced the piano a little today.
..No mail today.
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04/28--
THURSDAY
4:04 AM I'm taking a shower and going back to bed.
5:56 AM CDT I asked the Father if having an original thought was automatically heresy. He pointed me to Einstein, Tesla, Edison, George Lucas and even my own original thoughts Kolap Hu and the Luck of the Draw as examples of Original Thought, and told me without some of these examples of Original Thought we culdnot live without them today. He reminded me of such things as popsicles and McDonald's French Fries also.
I spent a great deal of time just now typing Diary 4-Part 1 on Mara/Luke4ever.
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04-29--
FRIDAY
Yesterday was a VERY special day for me! Today Joy gave me 60.00! Yesterday I worked on Mark Strycaczs' farm helping him clean his barn. It took about 4 hours, was very fun, and we got the job done, hallelulia.
Then I took Pastor Pete out to Chick-Fill-A as I tried it for the first time! It was excellent and good; and the people were Believers!
I got a laptop that's good for gaming today (and I am typing these words on it on 12/27/022, two days after Christmas Day 2022 CE/AD), with 8 Gigabytes of System Memory and a 512 Gigs Solid State Hard Drive inside, perfect for playing Star Wars The Old Republic, which I am downloading right now, after I spent about an hour talking to Shane to see how he is doing and setting my new laptop up.
Shane has completely stopped smoking weed! Hallelulia!
While I am downloading 'Republic' I will type more of Diary 40 on my Mara/Luke4ever site.
A pad came off of my glasses yesterday and I had them fixed at Walmart, and got a scant amount of groceries and milk and my meds and Rick gave me a ride home from Walmart and I updated him on how things were going.
I'm eagerly awaiting my Second Excursion into the World of SW:TOR. Right now I have a lot of waiting to do as the game sets up.
At 3:12 PM The Wait Is Over!
After playing Star Wars: The Old Republic for several hours, I called Rick, who told me there had been some tornadoes spotted on the Kansas side and a big storm is coming around 10:30 PM tonight (as I type this on 12/27/022 AD it is 10:23 PM). I'm nabout to go to Casey's for a little pick-me-up. (Dr. Pepper and pizza) . Rick will keep me posted on the storm.
....I walked down to Casey's, came home, tried to use my new laptop, and, no internet. At first I wailed; complained bitterly, now I'm resigned to it. The internet connection right now is extremely spotty.
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04-30--
SABBATH-SATURDAY
Last night my phone got wet in the pouring rain in my sopping wet pants pocket and today I got the Black Screen of Death. Joy and I may take the phone down to UBREAKIFIX down in Blue Springs to get it working again. I don't care at this point if I lose all my App Data. My life is way more precious than it.
Steve my neighbor got my new computer's Internet working by changing a setting on it, for which I am very thankful, both to him and to God.
Brent and Santa: Today: 2-56 PM
Brent: Well, I got a brand new HP8GB, 512 GB SSD Internal Drive laptop suitable for gaming and all other lawful pursuits, Santa
And my neighbor Steve got it working for me! He a good man.
But I think I need a new phone too. Mine got wet and I got the black screen of death.
SW Santa: That's great Brent, but fyi: that laptop will start lagging on you on livestreams. My laptop has 12 GB, 1 TB and can't keep up with livestreaming.
All laptops have integrated graphics cards, and ALL laptops will start lagging if you use OBS and any type of streaming video. Gaming type laptops have faster processors, which will help, but the issue is always the integrated graphics cards.
Brent: I don't need to stream anyway
I'll just make and post long non-live videos (which I did not do, I streamed and stream a lot--Joy made sure she got the correct kind of laptop computer for me)
I don't want to act narcissistic and stream about Brent, Brent Brent anymore
I can play SW TOR now and I am happy with that
Besides, my old laptop, which I still have can still stream well, just not play videos
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05/01--
LORD'S DAY-SUNDAY
Yesterday I streamed SW: The Old Republic twice, and the video was somehow miraculously fixed on my old laptop.
Since my phone doesn't work, I can't call for a ride to the Bates City RLDS Church, so I'm visiting Pastor Pete's church today.
Yesterday I donated 1.00 to Donald Trump's campaign.
Revelation 1:3 (NIV)
Blessed is the one who reads the words of this prophecy, and blessed are those who hear it and take to heart what is written in it, because the time is near.
At the Bates City Restoration Branch, there's two Ordinations and a Confirmation today, which I'll miss.
We're just scratching the surface- we're using human terms to describe something indescribable and unimaginable- aren't enough words in Dictionary (Paraphrased).
Jesus is the Way.
"I Am the Way the Truth and the Life, no one comes to the Father except by Me."
"The glorious nature of the sunshine- it has a joy in it"-Pastor Pete.
Well, now I have two fully-functioning laptops!
Yesterday I got what looked like a letter in the mail but was actually a Mass Ministry Mailing and not a personal letter at all. I had thought for sure I had gotten a letter from Maggie, but it was a wrong thought.
After church, I napped 'til 4:00 PM.
11:13 PM CDT Woke up to my new computer doing an HP BIOS Update. A pure white cloth with a single small brown stain in the corner magically appeared on my counter.
(By now I've thrown it away 12/27/2022, written before that).
Now I'll watch YouTube videos as I continue to type Diary 40-Part 1.
At 11:44 PM I went back to bed.
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05/02--
MONDAY
I slept from 11:44 PM-6:50 AM about.
I called McDonald's on the Globphone Internet Phone and Megan told me I don't work 'til Friday from 9-11 AM, which is the answer to my prayer.
My Virus Scanner on my old computer found 4 pUp virus threats, which it Quarantined and removed from my computer.
At 12:53 PM, I FINALLY finished Attack of The Clones Humorous Version, on Monday, May 2, 2022 CE/AD.
11:07 PM CDT Today Steve started to help me fix my bicycle, and Pastor Pete took me up to Walmart to get the correct innertube for my bike tire.
This morning God told me I never have to look at porn again if I don't want to. Pastor Pete confirmed that was a good thought.
I called Colt today, who is doing fine in Kansas City.
Today I discovered a free Internet phone; however I only get 14 free Minutes of calling time per day.
For the last couple or few hours I have been streaming Star Wars and Star Wars Humorous Version-related things.
I have gotten a lot of work done on the Star Wars Humorous Versions tonight.
11:37 PM I asked Imagic Maker, one of my co-Admins, to keep my Star Wars News and Information Board Updated from time to time and to please help me with the huge job of formatting the Humorous Versions.
As I watch a video of myself playing Star Wars: The Old Republic, I ponder, Why does every alien species have to look so unnatural? Why can't there be more alien species that look like they belong on earth?
11:53 PM CDT As I sit reviewing what my YouTube Audience missed two nights ago (I was clean last night), and showing the recording of it to tonight's and all future audience(s), I wait for my chance to continue the game from where I left off two nights ago.
Some of my best Jr. High and High-School Projects were the most Creative ones.
I may sell my old laptop to Steve for $50.00 about or his best offer over 50 bucks.
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05/03-
TUESDAY
After staying up all night playing The Old Republic and becoming a Jedi Knight, I tried taking a nap but was relentlessly attacked by Succubi, crossing myself and praying and rebuking constantly, never giving them an inch. So I got up. I'll get all the rest I need tonight.
Steve will probably fix my rear bike tire sometime today. He told me to drop my new innertube off with him.
When faced with your own mortality, shown your better nature and shown your possible future, you can change.
7:37 PM I just watched Season 1 Episode 1 of Loki. It was a good show.
8:27 PM I finished S1X2 This is getting GOOD!
Mobius said something false that Loki refuted: "It's real because I believe it is real." No, I refute that. It's real because it's real. God is not real because we believe we believe in him but He is real because He is real. The Bible is not true because I believe in it, or even because I trust in His Word. It's true because it's true.
9:38 Finished S1X3.
10:26 PM Finished S1X4
I'll watch the last two episodes another day or tomorrow and go to bed now.
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