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5/28/2023 12:48 pm  #21


Re: 2022 BEN-ACH LEE KOIVOPOLO V

01/21-
FRIDAY


                      I work from 11-1 PM today at McDonald's.

                       ACCORDING to Junk_bow, whom God told me did not lie to me about these facts, truths it employed to bait the hook to try to seduce me again yesterday morning, on the day I showed up on Maggie's doorstep, she was shocked, not even knowing I lived in Missouri and having not heard from me in years, and wondering what in the world I was doing at her doorstep or how in the world I had gotten there, so she said 'what the hell is he doing here?'
By the time she opened her door, ready to greet me with open arms, I had left to bug her neighbors to her left.  She walked outside to look for me and saw me coming toward her, but had to go to the bathroom bad so turned and walked back in, and by the time she came back outside, the police had already picked me up to take me home.
  She asked the neighbors what had happened, who told her the police had come and taken me away in their cop car, so Maggie had gone to the Bates City police station to  bail me out, but I wasn't there, and God told me that they wouldn't tell her where I lived.  Now she is, like me, wondering when I will ever come back to her doorstep, and has no knowledge of where I live, my number, address or email, because they are not available to her online.

12 minutes 'til Time.

I left my laptop and phone at home.  Colt filled out all his paperwork for Hardees today.
When he had worked there earlier a couple weeks ago, they had never officially hired him.  He had to fill out his forms on snagajob today to even be paid.  Now, hopefully, he will be able to work again, and to pick-up hours at H y -Vees as well, for he and I applied for HyVees the same day, and on that day we both wrote and uploaded Resumes to HyVees in Oak Grove.  I hope to work at McDonald's and HyVees at the same time. The other day I prayed to God to lead me to the right second job and the next day he led me to apply for HyVees. If I work at HyVees, that will keep me out of trouble and get me out of the house.  Plus they are laid back at HyVees and it is not as labor-intensive there, and I'll get to push shopping carts again!!! 
     I read from The Science of Star Wars today.
When I got home, I called the library. Three of my books are considered lost at the library, so I need to turn two in and recheck them out and turn the third in. Of the third I made Part One of a Star Wars Storybook YouTube video and while I was making it, Colt went out and about.
Then I made supper, and while I was cooking it, my Landlord came over with an ultimatum and my new contract: If he hears of Colt staying overnight one more day, he will start my eviction process. When Colt gets back home, I will have to break the bad news to him that he must not spend one more night here past 10 PM. Ever. He is welcome to visit me as oft as he likes, but he can never stay the night again. Period. He won't like the news at all. But it's not over. I will fight this. The reasons (excuses and man's dumb uncompassionate laws) are that mine is a one bedroom apartment and Colt is a friend and not family. I promised my landlord that until I had fought, possibly hiring a lawyer not to fight my landlord, mind you, but to fight the law he upholds, and Colt can be my roomate (he's not yet), I will not allow him to stay the night again.

Now I need to call Pastor Pete to see what he can do to help.

Pastor Pete says there is nothing he can do right now, so I called Priest James Bullard, whom I left a VoiceMail with begging his assistance, for Colt does not have enough money himself for a motel room at this moment, but will soon, for he will soon be working, I told him. It's supposed to be cold tonight. I told both Pastor Pete and James that Colt absolutely COULD NOT stay here another night, and why. James Bullard is, at least as far as I know, the current Treasurer of my local RLDS Branch. Last time it was Elder Mike helping the transient Steve (the one who stayed overnight for seven days and did drugs behind my back) but Steve was uncooperative and wanted to do his own thing and sing his own discordant song. Colt is not like that at all. The Lord assured me I did not sin with my lips when I argued with my Landlord, using every argument I could think of in Colt Staying Here's Defense, and that even if stone cold drunk, Cold will always leave whenever I tell him to leave. The Lord has really been working on my friend Colt.

Tomorrow I work from 10-2.
Colt left me a note that said Faith from HyVees called while I was at work, and I called and spoke with Angel who said I could call Faith back tomorrow, which I said that I will after 2 PM (when I get off work).

My next appointment with Taylor Brady is Wednesday, January 26, 2022 CE at 12 PM.

My next appointment with Traci Wentz is Tuesday, February 22, 2022 AD.


I raged because I had thought that Pastor Pete nor James were able to do anything and that they had no compassion but I was wrong. James is not accountable to himself only, but to his Elders. I was angry with him and yelled at him using the d word and after Pete called me back and offered possible solutions, I left James another message to James' Voicemail apologizing for yelling at him and calling him my Brother and telling him I loved him.

I changed Grik Spiceminer's path from Mercenary to Light Side Force Disciple tonight on Dark Jedi Brotherhood.

RAMTAC Solutions

3 days ago (edited)

The big issue at hand is. Jon Favreau initially wanted to do a boba Fett show but Disney told him he was dead. So he made up a new guy in Mandalorian armor to be a ba* a** gun slinging bounty hunter. But then he convinced Disney to bring back Fett. Except you can't make a show about him as a big bad bounty hunter because it's like a competing show about basically the same two characters.



Now we have a new Boba Fett who is trying to find his way into the universe again and either no one remembers him cuz it's been 7 years or no one gives a s*** cuz they don't really remember him.



I think the boba Fett we were hoping he was gonna be is now dinn Jarin and this new Boba Fett is going to end up being godfather.



Only thing that doesn't make sense is, he wants to be a crime lord, OK, great, but what crime are you creating? It seemed like bib Fortuna wasn't in charge of Jack and s***?



You gotta find some racket otherwise he's just a nobody who does nothing.



You could start offering protection for payment but we already saw him hire the people he's supposed to be protecting others from.



Fetts gonna have to get into the drug war but I don't know if Disney wants to touch even space fantasy drugs or go into the selling illegal military ships or something the new republic is gonna want to really clamp down on.
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Although now I understand why Din D'Jarin was created, and why the nature of Boba's character had to be changed, I just can't agree with this man's criticisms of The Book of Boba Fett, and think that Boba Fett now is a much stronger character than he ever was before, and has made very righteous decisions both in how he treated and respected the Tusken Raiders and how he run's Jabba's former crime syndicate.

 


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5/28/2023 1:00 pm  #22


Re: 2022 BEN-ACH LEE KOIVOPOLO V

01/22-
SATURN'S DAY-SABBATH

Colt came back to my apartment last night after 10 PM, and gave me a whole lot of Christian things and a bottle of 7-Up.  I told him he couldn't stay overnight anymore and why and he promptly left after getting his watermelon Crush drink out of my kitchen.

According to my GM, I don't work on the 26'th of January, and I wrote Feb 22 in the Ask Off book.  My GM gave me my W-2's today.

                  12:50 PM CDT

Manager Kaitlyn let me go home early today shortly after my lunch break, and I hung out with my friend D.J., son of the Patriarch Mike, for about 15 minutes after work, giving him my website and phone number, inviting him to hang out with me sometime, inviting him to be one of my website Admins and telling him about recent Star Wars developments and the Sealed Book of Mormon, the second invitation, why he should read it, its contents, who translated it, into what two languages it was translated, and how he can get his own copy.  When I got home, I called and left a message for Colt that I had gotten home early and he could come visit me as soon as possible whenever he was ready, for he had called me at work this morning asking what I was doing. I had told him I was working, and he had asked if he could come over today and I had told him he could after 2 PM, so when I was left off early, I called the number Colt had used to call me and left a message for him.

            The 7 Year Tribulation is NOT seven earth years, but Seven Prophetic years, or Time Periods. Kevin Zadai has seen the next nine earth years of this Time Period we are now living in Prophetically.

Hebrews 12:1-2 NKJV


The scent of water gives hope to plant, man, insect and beast.

I called Faith after 2:30 PM after Colt visited. We set up a HyVees Interview for Monday, January 24, '022 AD.

        When Colt came over he came with a large screen TV he found in the trash with a cracked screen but it did not work, so I suggested to him that after he works and gets his ChromeBook, he can buy our TV and mounts to mount it above my two-cornered black office desk in my living room, and I will get Xfinity on it. I told him he could buy a better TV than the one he had found I think. I put the old TV in the dumpster for him. We tried to get the Internet on Colt's laptop to work, but it has been trying to load the same Youtube Video on my account since last night, according to Colt, and I believe his word about it.


I told Colt my adventures in interdimensional travel and in the Realm of The Dead, and about Junk_bow's constant attempts to seduce me fully. I told him that what I had told him about Ludington and the kkk Nazi Dr's and Maggie and I being lovers and all those other things may not be true but that what I related to him today I knew beyond the shadow of a reasonable doubt to be True, for I had experienced it. I also explained the relations to each other and nature and appearance of the Godhead to Colt, at least partially, what his mind and heart could accept right now, and a little of what he was now partially opened to because he had read from the Brazil Testimonies of his own volition and called them 'good'.

Some dreams, visions and experiences I believe are good and are/were of God:

The whole world was telling me no, no, no as expressed in a song. Then a Christian song came on that said yes as Maggie and I no contact danced to it.

God told me Maggie would soon be close to me again  several months ago, but she didn't like me fawning over her.


I was in my Grandma's bedroom bed in Michigan after she had departed, though at the time I was sleeping across the hall from her room, and I could sense my Grandmother Marge Sohlden's presence. The bed I was sleeping in was a musical instrument on which I made beautiful Godly music. This means that I was moving and operating in the Gifts of the Spirit.


 I was flying through the air with my hands stretched out in front of me over a beautiful house in the beautiful Kindom of God like Superman. I saw my dog Buster. The flying means I was moving and operating in the Gifts of the Spirit.

I had washed my dishes and I flicked water off my hands to dry them as I had seen my Uncle Ken do and as Joy had told me not to do, and soon I was using the Force to leap up my apartment stairs, mocking the actions of Palpatine and Maul when they were seducing Anakin and Ezra Bridger, like as "I'm too weak, I- I-" and really being as powerful as major Force assisted leaps up the stairs. There was a lot of me fully submitting myself to the wills of Gods in this dream as my life became rather wondrous as I began to exercise my Gifts and live my fullest surrendered life.

It was many years from now and the Plague of Flies mentioned in the Doctrine And Covenants was upon the earth. Maggie and I were walking in a house in the midst of the thick flies as I saw a man on a bed whose eye had fallen out of his socket.

We were trying to get Nephi baptized. He had some misunderstanding, possibly concerning DC 156, and desired to be baptized by a woman. As I watched the baptism from a perching place or rafter above, I watched as the woman said 'I baptize you in the name of the Father, and of the Son and of the Holy 
Spirit. I opened my mouth Authoritatively, displeased but not the least bit surprised, smiling and corrected, "Holy Ghost". I told Nephi then, "Don't worry, we'll get you baptized."

I wanted Grandma Marge to take me to a Conference. She wanted to go to the JCRB Conference but I was curious and wanted to check out the Community of Christ Conference which was going on at the same time. At the Conference, as we sat, there was a projector screen. Suddenly Grandma screamed in her way of screaming when she was aghast at something. "aaaahhhhhh" "aaaaahhhhh" I looked at the screen and there were transvestites being shown as the song "I pray for Americans" was being played on the Audio. I blurted out "I do pray for Americans..that they don't have to (listen to or something, forgot my exact words) this (trash or crud or something, forgot my exact wording.)" A man who resembled Wolf Blitzer in his appearance came to my pew and touched me with some substance and my spirit went outside of my body into oblivion and I got the most awful, horrid sensation. After I woke up, I began to refer to this wicked Ordinance as AntiCommunion.

Later on, days later, or a year later, I dreamed another dream where we decided at the same juncture to go the JCRB Conference instead. At the Conference, a possessed child stood up, and in a gravelly, demonic utterance, said, "The Force is Awakening", which would be fine for Star Wars because it is Fiction, but for Reality, or our Existences, since the actual Force needs neither to be brought back into Balance because it is always balanced and always was and always will be, nor does it need to be Awakened, making the demon(s)'s utterance completely against Nature herself. This does not by ANY means make Star Wars bad. Fiction is Fiction. Reality is a thing another.

Many Days later I Dreamed a Third Dream where instead of being rude in the First Community of Christ Conference I just got out of my seat and left quietly. The Wolf Blitzer like man followed me but before he could touch me I walloped the top of his head with a shovel and he went down fast.

Last year I had a Dream where Maggie was in Oak Grove in a building on a hill behind my Apartment House, and she called me. I mentioned Star Wars and she hung up. I called her back and apologized. I asked her if she was married and she said, 'No'. Then she asked me if I were married and I said 'No'.

At 4:07 Colt's machine finally started working because I desired to write in my Diary that it finally started working again at this time. Desire is strong. 

Hope is strong when it is not wishful thinking.





Ciou

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5/28/2023 1:05 pm  #23


Re: 2022 BEN-ACH LEE KOIVOPOLO V

01/23-
LORD'S DAY-SUN'S DAY

Around 4:40 AM, a big, tall muscular male demon with a huge sword swung his sword to the floor threateningly in the bottom right hand corner of my room by my bathroom. I went and grabbed my staff and told it I was a servant of the Lord Jesus Christ, and I asked God to anoint my staff, consecrate it and set it apart to be a Spiritual weapon, to be able to strike down any enemy that would have malice toward me physically. Then I struck the demon down, holding the staff the way the Tuskens taught Boba Fett to hold his staff in The Book of Boba Fett.

Church was great! Although Colt did not show up this morning, the bass was not on, whereas before it had been so loud it hurt my ears. Most of our music was acapella with good  live drums. After church, Pastor Pete took me out to a Mexican restaurant in town, where we discussed Colt, Maggie, and Joy getting over her sickness.
I just watched The Clone Wars Season 3, Episode 16, which is about where I am on my Star Wars Saga Binge. After Clone Wars is Revenge of The Sith, and after that is The Bad Batch, Rebels, Solo Part One, Rogue One and A New Hope, The Holiday Special and The Empire Strikes Back, etc., etc.

Text message I sent Pastor Pete just now at 3:11 PM:


www.maraandlukeforever.boards.net I would really appreciate feedback from the ordinary average Joe you who is not that into Star Wars on what you and they think of my new Star Wars scripts on the Movies and Shows board on my site and since My website is now about a year old and I have few supporters and members and none of them or even my admins and mods do much (at least yet NEways) I would appreciate it if you or people in your families and friends signed up and posted on my site...its so more than Star Wars. In General Discussion you can talk about almost any topic under the sun and you can count to a million and share thousands if your favorite music and video selection on some boards. God bless Pastor Pete and May the Force Be With You! Live long and prosper 🖖 🖖

I'm listening to the Hardy Boys Book What Happened At Midnight tonight, followed by 'In Our Time' by Ernest Hemingway as I write more of my Seventh Diary, a love letter to Maggie, continuing from where I left off in the video that preserved quite a bit of the first part of Diary 07 based on 'New Diary 6' where the Original Love Letter started that I started writing last year before foolishly deleting and throwing all my (or most of my) Diaries and my two flash drives away and getting rid of certain pictures, and changing Ahsoka's Dialogue in a scene in Episode 12: Rise of The Jedi. 'New Diary 6' was a compilation of the end of 'New Diary 1' and the beginning  of 'New Diary 2'. Part 2 of Diary 7 (there is no division, however, in the work except a several day date gap and a dedicatory and consecratory prayer in the beginning of the first entry of Part 2) is the whole of 'New Diary 3' insofar as there are not a few pages or more missing from the text.

Colt was here for a few or several hours and we talked a lot about quite a few things and played Uno. We listened together also to Josh and Theory Guy talking Star Wars on YouTube on Colt's machine. We got about halfway to 400, with Colt with way less points, way in the lead, with agreement to possibly continue the game on another day.

I am liking this Hardy book. When have I not liked anything Nancy Drew or Hardy Boys. It's all satisfying to read, listen to and watch, just like Sherlock Holmes is and John Grisham usually is. Cool! The narrator of this audiobook said she was a Ham Radio operator! That's awesome! Ciou4now. I took my pills around 7 PM and a half hour later, I will be able to finish the last few swallows of my delicious Dr. Pepper.

  Proverbs 23
 II Chronicles 15-16 IV
John 12:27-50 IV
II Peter 1:1-11 IV
II Peter 1:3 NIV
The General Epistle of Barnabus 5:18-24




 


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5/28/2023 1:26 pm  #24


Re: 2022 BEN-ACH LEE KOIVOPOLO V

01/24-
MONDAY

2:10 PM CDT

    I have an interview with HyVee store today at 3 PM, which I'll walk to once I finish lunch. After my Interview, if I get the job, I will look in the back of the building for a place I can park my bicycle in the future.


                            3:09 PM CDT

The Interview went very well. I believe I will get the job. Faith said she will call me in a few days.

    4:15 PM CDT
I just watched The Book of Boba Fett Season 1 Episode 4 for really the first time on my telephone. I am about to Start the Mandalorian 1X1 on my computer.


     Steve told me a lot of people at H y -Vee quit because they had to get eye-tested. I said, Are you sure? He answered in the affirmative. I may have to get a religious exemption.

              5:04 PM CDT
That was the first time I had really seen any episode of The Mandalorian 
straight through and it was excellente par excellance! ! ! ! Now I will watch Clone Wars Season 3X17.

If it's the Second Battle of Geonosis Arcs, I will skip them to what is after them.

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5/28/2023 1:40 pm  #25


Re: 2022 BEN-ACH LEE KOIVOPOLO V

01/25-
TUESDAY

What if carrying around a "Religious Exemption" Card is just as "hazardous to my health" as the eye- test? What if it's the equivalent of 'The Number of his name'? Well, during my interview, Faith never once said I needed to be eye-tested nor asked me if I was, so for now I'm not going to worry about it.


 The next times I work at McDonald's are Thursday from 10-1 PM, and Friday and Saturday from 10-1 PM.

12:55 PM Colt's visiting.

I think I've asked them about it before, and they require neither eye-test nor glasses, since they're local and possibly not corporate, and the SCOTUS struck down the Eye-test Beta or Eye-test v. 2.0 requirement the other day, so I can still work at McDonald's also.

4:18 PM Colt and I are nabout to go up to the Laundromat. I will be taking my laptop. There may be enough money leftover for Little Caesar's Pizza for dinner. We won't have money for crazy bread, though. After all, Colt says jokingly that we're both crazy enough without it.
  4:56 PM At Keep It Klean Laundromat. After we are done washing our clothes, I have budgeted my money so we may have enough money for pizza, crazy bread and a 2-Liter of Soda.

  A shirt a customer was wearing and Colt introduced me to a rapper whose music I can relate to in a lot of ways named NF.

The CoC man named Ken who helps with laundry will be here next on February 8, then the 22nd. He comes the Second and Fourth Tuesdays of the month, and he is there from 6PM-8PM.

9:09 PM Colt just left my apartment. We enjoyed dinner, watched YouTube videos and an episode of Family Guy, and ate Fruit By The Foot. I joined Theory Guy's website last night and so far have earned about 1.80 of cryptocurrency which I may be be able to cash out either on PayPal or CashApp once Theory Guy has his cashouting set up on his site, which is coming soon.

Although a step down from the Mark of the Beast system, having some crypto or bitcoin assets without having the actual Mark of the Beast is almost unavoidable these days on the internet and can cashout into actual money that I can spend. God kind of pushed me into it because I was opposed to the idea. Also, Clyde Lewis of Ground Zero has some bitcoin in his portfolio, and it may be a wise investment in today's market.

After I threw my pizza box in the dumpster and put Catalyst: A Rogue One Story on my radio, and took my pills and Apple Cider Vinegar tab, I put on www.fast32.com and put on A Simpsons Parody of Star Wars Episode I starring Maggie Simpson and the Unibrow Baby.

11:07 PM ......which was no longer available (as Clone Wars Season 3: Episode 17 would not play the other day) so instead I watched The Simpsons Season 33: Episode 6&7: A Serious Flanders, a parody of a big budget Hollywood Movie, that was excellent, funny, and had an excellent and satisfying ending. I also watched about 2/3 of Season 33: Episode 5 before that.

         12:42 AM   I read Part 2 of my Star Wars Storybook Video Series, finishing the First Book of the Series. Because of a Community Guidelines Strike, I am currently not allowed to upload anything to YouTube or stream anything on YouTube. I am planning now on Streaming Albion on Twitch and Discord on my machine as I watch Family Guy on Colt's machine. Ciou. The next entry begins not too long from now seeing it's the midnight hour. Bye!

 


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5/28/2023 1:52 pm  #26


Re: 2022 BEN-ACH LEE KOIVOPOLO V

01/26-
Today Book of Boba Fett 1X5 came out, and later today I can show Blind Wave's reaction to it to my Case Manager Taylor Brady as a further intro to Star Wars if she has time today. Hopefully she has done a little bit (or a lot) of her own independent research by now, but if she hasn't, that's fine. Watching bits and pieces of BOBF 1X5 shouldn't give anything major away to her, and I will question her about the results of any if at all research she may have found time to do since she watched a little of Revenge of the Sith with me during our last appointment. Today I should find out if she ever got a hold of Mary or visa versa. I should also find out if Dr. Wentz was able to send the letter to the Jackson County Jury Board that may excuse me from having to lie one way or the other when I have to choose: Am I married or single? And because I am not mentally competent to serve on a jury, it would be great if I was excused again. Don't know why in the round world my name comes up so often.

Taylor Brady is sick yet again and couldn't come to my appointment, so once again everything is put on hold.

STAR WARS LIVESTREAMS! SCHEDULE

Brent"study36"FinalWarning"KoivV — Today at 12:00 PM
I deleted all previous schedules because I am starting afresh.
[12:03 PM]
01/26-
WEDNESDAY

THESE ARE APPROXIMATE TIMES:

12:15 PM Book of Boba Fett Blind Wave 1X5
12:35 PM The Mandalorian 1X1
1:30 PM Break. Open chat. Others may stream music and videos.
[12:04 PM]
2:30 PM Clone Wars 2003 Volume 1
3:30 Mike Matei plays a videogame of your choice
[12:04 PM]
4:30 PM Clone Wars 2003 Volume 2
[12:05 PM]
5:30 PM The Holiday Special-Part One
[12:05 PM]
6:00 PM Church
[12:06 PM]
7:30 PM The Holiday Special-Part Two

Brent had recently been reminded of a part of his Diary that was now seemingly lost. He sat down to retype what he could recall of that part of his story which he felt took place around 2020 AD.
Brent was depressed. He lay in bed for days, getting up at every knock or supposed knock, pining for his Maggie to come back into his life. Suddenly God told him something and he was filled with faith. For days he faithed against faith and hoped against hope and believed against belief that the things he believed to be true about his and Maggie's past were true and accurate. Then his friend Shane accidentally put him in a Truther FaceBook Messenger Group, and Brent stumbled across a letter by one Donald Marshall which gave him all the proof he needed that he,like Donald, had been to a DUMB, for his and Donald's experriences, the way Brent remembered them in his visions, dreams and revelations, bore many similarities and his faith was no longer faith but knowledge, ah but Brent would doubt again. The last time Brent had written this, it had been much longer, but he had shortened it this time. 
He had just watched parts of The Book of Boba Fett Season 1:Episode 5 and Colt was no longer staying overnight at his place. He longed for Maggie, needed her to face what was coming upon earth and upon America and upon Zion. He had gone to hell and back for her sake, had walked eight whole miles and shown up at her very doorstep, only to be disappointed by complaining neighbors, who drove him away before Maggie could get to him. He had given his number and address to Maggie's sister and six people in his life had pretended to be Maggie, one to try to seduce him, one to try to convert him to Catholicism (and he was a man), one who loved him but didn't want to disappoint him by revealing that she was not actually Maggie, one who was possessed by demons, and some goofy kids who had forged letters claiming they were from Maggie. Brent was tired of waiting for he had waited for more than 20 years.


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5/28/2023 2:13 pm  #27


Re: 2022 BEN-ACH LEE KOIVOPOLO V

01/27-
THURSDAY

LET IT BE KNOWN THAT I BRENT SOLEMNLY SWEAR AND TESTIFY THIS DAY BY THE LIVING GOD that this morning Google MAPS said I was in Bates City at the time I walked there but when I opened it to show my friend to prove it to him, all record and data that proved I had walked about eight miles to Maggie's doorstep in Bates City Missouri had been completely erased as if my phone had never been to Bates City last year. The powers that be want to make me believe the whole thing never happened and they don't want anyone else to believe it, either. That record of my walk to Bates City on Google Maps on my phone had been there for many months previous since I got my phone back after my walk to Bates City around October of 2021. This I swear and set my seal to and Testify in the Name of My God Jesus Christ, for there is None Greater, Amen and Amen. 



6:50 PM I am talking to you from Colt's Machine as I am listening to a full breakdown of BOBF 1X5 on it. Colt was here earlier today and we made stuffing with ground hamburger meat in it for dinner.
Two videos are uploading to YouTube on my machine, Parts 1 and 2 of my reading to my Audience of a Star Wars StoryBook.

Today I was overjoyed when I heard rumors that Lucasfilm was going to bring Ben back to life for Episodes 10-12 and that it may be a Thrawn Trilogy as I desired (and I asked God for more power to change the Star Wars narrative and told publicly of my Star Wars ideas, Scripts and original characters) but disheartened when a deleted record that was right there on my phone's email this morning was deleted, presumably by Google or whoever is above them, before I was able to use the Google record to prove to my friend that I was in Bates City around October of last year when God led me to Maggie's house.

Me to Shelly Savoie tonight:


Brent"study36"FinalWarning"KoivV — Today at 11:39 PM
Guess what, shelly? The powers that be erased the record that I have ever walked to Bates City to see your sister
[11:41 PM]
It was there on Google Maps this morning, and when I tried to show Colt to prove to him that I had walked up to Bates City down the railroad tracks not knowing what state or city she lived in, being led straight to her doorstep,
I say when I tried to show Colt my best friend in missouri the proof of this, the data had been completely erased
[11:42 PM]
I think some people don't want us together and they don't have either of our (mine nor Maggie's) (tell Maggie Brent said "or, nor", she'll laugh, trust me) best interests at heart.


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5/28/2023 2:22 pm  #28


Re: 2022 BEN-ACH LEE KOIVOPOLO V

01/28-
FRIDAY

If I am serious about the dream God has given me, then I must prepare a place in my Day to seek His Direction.

"There are many obstacles I am going to face and many roads from which to choose to get to my dream.  I'm going to need God's help in navigating the path to it. Regular quiet time with God is imperitive"-The book I am reading.

I feel a little under the weather-sick to my stomach and nauseous. But I'll survive.  I'm streaming HALO Infinite. Colt was over earlier today. My landlord met him. I sent Joy my paycheck stubs today. I need to give Joy my W-2's, Apartment Inspection Notice and new Lease Contract tomorrow. Joy is still sick. I prayed for her today. Star Wars Santa told me people were turned off by the religious things on my website and my journals which is why people didn't participate so I put all those things down at the bottom of my website today, because I can't in good conscience delete them.


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5/28/2023 2:25 pm  #29


Re: 2022 BEN-ACH LEE KOIVOPOLO V

01/29-
SATURDAY

I am at Rick's, visiting with him, and earlier today I hung out with Colt at my apartment. We ate popcorn and hamburgers and had a lot of debates and conversations. Out on the front porch I read him Proverbs 29. I am about to finally watch The Clone Wars 3X17.  It is 12:08 AM.


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5/28/2023 2:27 pm  #30


Re: 2022 BEN-ACH LEE KOIVOPOLO V

01/30-
LORD'S DAY-SUN'S DAY

TWO NIGHT'S AGO. as I was streaming HALO Infinite, I fell asleep during the feed on my bedroom bed around the time in the game that I am watching right now at 12:28 AM CDT, and my dreaming mind made up an ending to the story, and I wasn't aware of it, and now I am watching what really happened.

   I am about to finally watch Clone Wars 3X17 on my telephone.

   Yeaah! Some Hondo! And while I watched a very short six-minute documentary of why The Empire Strikes Back works as a film with the perfect structure.

     No matter what side he's on, bad guy, good guy, Hondo is a survivor.

"Speak softly and drive a big tank"-Hondo

Some Jack Nicholson/Ted Roosevelt in there!

If he can hold his own against a direct assault by Anakin Skywalker, Hondo's doing pretty good.

....Hondo did try killing Anakin by pushing him in front of the tank's laser blast, but he did make good on his word to call off his men after Anakin spared his life.


"Choose what is right, not what is easy."-CW08S3X18: The Doomsday Device, starring Mace Windu.

I am about to work on Diary 07 on my Mara/Luke4ever website.


10:46 AM I returned from Pastor Pete's church to get away from that loud constant bass drum. I had a serious talk with Pastor Pete about my porn problem then I lay prostrate facing East casting dust on my head in the prayer room with the door shut, confessing my sins to God, then in the sanctuary I searched the Scriptures in my mind and found that they can't justify me in my sin nowhere in them, so as I walked home I reasoned with myself how that I wasn't even fighting, I was just telling satan, ok, let's go. I have not resisted unto blood. I ought to be fighting my addiction 'til there's no fight left in me. If I didn't fight, and if I didn't have a laptop or phone, Pete agreed that I'd just find another way to get porn, and I know I would from experience. Pastor Pete told me I should not get to a point where I am complacent and ok with my sin, or like I implied to him today, satan's lie that God was ok with it and understood. I need to see the reality of it; the abomination of it; how I crucify Christ afresh each time I do it. Pastor Pete told me I need to get serious with God and my desire to serve God should be greater than my desire to do my sin. I won't be free 'til that happens. Pastor Pete prayed for me.

2:53 PM CDT Colt left, leaving his green coat here, after I left with Pastor Pete in his truck to help him move a refrigerator he bought from a woman at a house in Blue Springs. When Pete dropped me off at home, Colt was gone. I left the doors unlocked for him in case he returns.  He took the keys so he will be back today.  

3:05 PM CDT Earlier God let me know that I am clean and pure and free now that I have made things right with Him and up until now I had not been truly forgiven. When I told Pastor Pete this he said I have the Victory but really, God, You have the Victory which you have granted. Lest I should go back to my old ways, I must remember that God doesn't forgive unless you are willing to repent fully, and you can't play games with God, serve two masters or two gods--and God had told Gina that I needed to get on the ark or stay off it.


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