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01/31-
MONDAY
Satan is trying to make everyone think I'm crazy, trying to make me myself think I'm crazy, and pushing my buttons for me to get myself so upset and so loud and frustrated and angry by messing with my computer that the neighbors want to call the police on me and if that happens, I will NEVER get out of Ludington EVER, my spirit will be cooked, I will lose my virtue and my very soul will be damned. Hope dies with the slamming behind me of a prison door. I was joyful earlier as I set up a timer app with Star Wars Santa, which was very complicated and complex to do and I could not have done without him, and then some entity I believe satan sent or satan himself deleted and uninstalled completely the timer app from my computer in an eyeblink, and when this fact dawned on me that all that work me and Santa did was for nothing, I raged and swore, daring the neighbors (Nicole and Matthew) to call the cops on me so I would be committed in a mental hospital, hellhole, torture chamber the rest of my life. I was more upset that Nicole had threatened calling the cops on me when I was arguing loudly with Uncle Mark the other day, treating me like a second class citizen who has no right to exist, (and not knowing the stakes involved if I should ever get back in the clutches of the Dr's or the law again) (people always, always have the fact that I, a harmless dove of a man who has never once committed a crime or even been a danger to myself or others, unless of course they were the bad guys or my captors (those were bad too), but in those cases they were righteous battles of self defense and defending others' rights of life and liberty), was beforetimes in mental wards, to hold over my head as a threat if I dare 'not to have good hygeine? ? ?' if I dare make one mistake taking my meds? ? ? Last time I made a mistake on my meds I wasn't locked up-I simply worked it off and drank plenty of water--there are solutions that don't involve locking you up and throwing away the key! Last time I went off my meds, I stabilized myself on them again and never went to the hospital once except outpatient to get a blood draw, though at least three people that I know of conspired at that time to try to get me committed. Eventually I was stabilized. Satan would love nothing better than to take away my freedom, life and soul. Ludington would be my ultimate destination if I were again the victim of any arrest, even though it is illegal to extradite anyone to any state from the State of Missouri, these people are above the law. Their law is Mahan. Their order is Illuminati, Knights Templar, Jesuit, High Level Freemason, Satanist, Witch. Their functionaries are evil Nazi kkk Dr's and politicians and others. They have their tendrils in the Military. Their head is Obama. their prophet, Pope Francis, their religion Chrislam, and their Agenda the Georgia Guidestones. Their medical program is MHS, the head, Michigan, USA. Their war is peace. Their freedom is slavery. Their knowledge is ignorance. Their Constitution is the PATRIOT ACT, Machiaveli's The Prince and Saul Alinsky's Rules For Radicals, and Mien Kampf, and The Communist Manifesto. I am for peace. They are for war. Their religion is temporary until Obama declares himself the god in the 3rd Jewish temple, at which time the religion will be rent in pieces. I have spoken.
McDonald's, or at least some of them, if not all, uses human meat in their hamburgers. This is documented and there are pictures that have been circulated on the internet to prove it. They may change this evil practice at any time and thus be redeemed.
Also, before 1990 AD, McDonald's used beef tallow to cook their golden fries in, which was healthy. Now they use refined vegetable oil which in excess causes hypertension, and evil dr's prescribe bad medicine to treat the symptoms of, not cure hypertension, some of which medicines can potentially stop your heart in some cases, along with a whole plethora of other terrible and sometimes potentially fatal side effects. The best solution for lowering your blood pressure is not not eating fat or cholesterol, but cutting back on refined salts, sugars and vegetable oils, eating fish, beets and leafy greens, and simple exercises.
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02/01-
TUESDAY
MIDNIGHT CDT
YESTERDAY, I BOUGHT FOR 0 DOLLARS AND 0 CENTS much very good Jewish Literature on my Amazon Kindle Telephone App.
Yesterday I spent a lot of time with Pastor Pete, helping him with a little light work and talking to him and a man from his church and that man's wife.
I have the week off.
Colt visited me for about 45 minutes give or take yesterday. While he was here he voluntarily typed a little of my seventh Diary as I dictated it to him, then he went to visit a friend.
Me, Colt, and an older woman named Malinda Kay may soon have a religious discussion/Bible study.
Today I started writing a book for Pastor Pete to show him what the KJV Bible says about the teachings of my Church.
I went to the library and turned in the books Star Wars Galactic Adventures, Dark Apprentice by Kevin J Anderson and Dewey Defeats Truman, and rechecked out God's Secretaries: The Making of the KJV Bible yesterday. I put another hold on the middle two books.
I ate two toaster scramblers from Pillsbury for lunch and a Large Dr Pepper no ice and a Large Fry from McDonald's (most of one) for supper yesterday.
I did a lot of spiritual warfare yesterday.
Today, at 12:13 AM CDT I finally start my Star Wars Supercommentary simulcast on discord and Youtube. And here...we...go...3...2...1....
Action!
Some SW ideas:
The death of Luke's snowspeeder gunner Dak led to his discouragement, echoed in SW Episode 8, Santa. Before the Battle of Hoth, Dak had said, Right now I feel like I could take on the whole Empire myself, and Luke replied, I know what you mean....then tons of tragic things happened to Luke, losing his nephew to the Dark Side, his temple, his academy, his students, daughter Jane, Son Jace to the Dark Side and then to Ahsoka's blade, son Anakin off into exile secretly to take the Barish Oath, and also Luke losing his wife Mara to Kylo Ben's wrath, losing his nephew Dennis by Ben accidentally impaling him with a saber, he exiled himself on Achch-To and cut himself off from the Force, knowing the Jedi Order would die with him, and then, in the Last Jedi, Luke, discouraged, told Rey, do you think I can just face down the Entire First Order with a lightsaber, recalling the words of his snowspeeder gunner so many years ago on Hoth.
More ideas, and a comment by Messr EmperorsWrath endorsing them:
(PAGE 1) The plot is perhaps during Mando, Gideon is Qi'ra's apprentice, as Qi'ra's the Maul Clone's. The Maul clone steps in and turns Jace Skywalker to be Lord Cadeus, who attempts to sacrifice young Anakin Skywalker to the god of the
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dark side, rescued by Ahsoka, who loses her left hand in the duel, in which she defeats Cadeus.
She replaces her left hand by a light blue crystalline, beautiful hand she constructs herself.
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Maul's Clone's first apprentice is a sexy Twi'lek female Sith Lord named Darth Talon whom Jane Skywalker slays while Ben Solo Luke's nephew is a preteen. The Maul Clone's soldiers give rise to a resurrected Imperial remnant, explaining the Zabrok tribal markings on First Order stormtrooper helmets. Eventually Snoke trains an apprentice, then when he is defeated, he seduces Ben Solo. The Maul Clone is defeated by Luke.
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Maul's Clone soldiers and remnants combine with Snoke's command of the Imperial remnants giving rise to the First Order. Grogu is secreted away in exile to fight another day. After Episode 9, episodes 10-12 are the Thrawn Trilogy where Rey is Lady Palpatine.
Yoda's secret wife was Yaddle and he always knew about Anakin/Padme. Their legitimate child was Grogu.
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Comment: Emperor's Wrath 7 minutes: This is a very well-thought out narrative. I think this actually might work with the ST and Disney should definitely consider using it. Great work.
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02/02-
WEDNESDAY
2:53 PM CDT
Good news! My Case Manager Tested Negative for Covid and feels better so we will have an appointment tomorrow at my apartment starting around 12-12:15 PM CDT. We just touched bases over the phone.
I spent the day in bed.
Tomorrow I have to give Taylor Brady my Jury Duty papers and she has something for me to sign and she should be able to get that Jury exemption letter in.
5:46 PM
There is a HUGE Storm in the USA that started in the Rockies..MAJOR rain and snow!
There are FEET of SNOW outside. My STREET was plowed and my sidewalk was shoveled. Joy CALLED to tell me my LANDLORD told her he was pretty UPSET that I had disobeyed him earlier when I had put COLT up in my house all those days he had no place else to stay in the WINTER and that I had ARGUED with my LANDLORD about it when he told me COLT couldn't stay anymore. He told JOY today that I was on the VERGE of being kicked out, and JOY told me to be on my BEST BEHAVIOR from now on. I need to CONTROL myself and not yell and scream or swear loudly anymore.
COLT was here yesterday night but left before 7 or 8 PM, and I slept all night and day. Jesus just assured me that everything would work out the way it is supposed to.
There was a Thus Saith The Spirit, directed at me at Pastor Pete's church Sunday:
"Thus Saith the Spirit, seek first the Kingdom of God and all these things shall be added to you, in their time, in their place and in their manner."
That is to my best recollection and the way I remember it, and could be paraphrasing, either slightly or a lot.
Satan tried hard at least twice to get me to blaspheme the Holy Ghost today, and Junk_Bow assaulted me yesterday, and also satan filled my head with doubts and worries today. Before I could fully give in to or be ravished by Junk_Bow though yesterday, Colt suddenly came over to visit.
6:35 PM CDT
PRETENDNG to be the Voice of Jesus, Junk_Bow tried discouraging me from pursuing my wife Maggie, telling me she just wasn't interested in me that way and never was, and that if I didn't let her go, give her up, my life would become crazier than it ever has been, and my past didn't happen. J_b also tried telling me that once I gave up Maggie all my porn would be gone.
Then Jesus Christ encouraged me, telling me I LOVE BRENT is a woman I loved from my past and if I found out who it would be heartache, and that I didn't have a chance with her because I was married to Maggie. God also told me I LOVE BRENT was NOT Maggie.
There are two kinds of lizard people in this world, who have souls, one from another planet and one from a completely different reality, each with their own agendas.
Some of the lizard people look like the Maggie Savoie body and facial type. One is the Queen of England.
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02/03-
THURSDAY
I had an appointment with Taylor Brady today and talked to Pastor Pete today.
I showed Taylor Brady the latest Episode of The Book of Boba Fett: Season 1X6.
It was her first time seeing Grogu or Ahsoka. Or Din D'Jarin.
Message I sent to Shellly Savoie today:
Shelly, there's got to be something your sister can do. My landlord believed all kinds of false accusations and half truths and truths blown way out of proportion against me and now he has given me a notice to vacate by the end of February from my place of greatest security. My apartment is a fortress, at the center of a cross on a map, given to me by God in answer to my prayers and heartfelt desires. Joy my spiritual mother told me that my two apartment doors are my first and second line of defense against any attack and nothing gets through that second door as long as it is locked. My landlord tricked me into signing my notice to vacate. He knew that I thought I was signing my contract and he covered the notice to vacate up so I wouldn't know what I was signing. Isn't that illegal?
[12:26 PM]
Your sister only lives about eight miles away from me.
Taylor Brady echoed the words of Jesus that he had said to me last night, the exact words, "Everything will work out the way it's supposed to. If you can't stay here, perhaps you can stay somewhere that's better."
I take that, although that last part may be paraphrased, as a message of comfort from Jesus Christ.
My jury exemption letter was signed by me, and I told Taylor all about my belief that I was Maggie's husband, and gave her more details about where Maggie lived, and about that October night and day that I had walked there, and more details on what had happened that day.
Pastor Pete says he'll call around to see if there's a place I can stay.
I'm not talking to Joy about this (Fred my landlord will tell her anyway) because her first solution would be to send me packing back to Michigan, where my life and soul would be forfeit.
I just got to sit back and let things play out, as Cad Bane said to Cob Vanth in yesterday's Star Wars Episode. Also, in yesterday's Episode Grogu was given some of his childhood memories back.
3:54 PM CDT I completely submitted to the will of the Father, laying my Isaac down, Dying to my own self, as I lay on my bed. God blessed me, saying blessed shall I be in my coming, blessed shall I be in my going, blessed shall I be in my downsitting, and blessed shall I be in my uprising, and my seed shall occupy the heaven. Junk_bow's Acolytes also tempted me as I lay on my bed.
I told Matthew I forgave him and he said 'Why?' and I told him he's moving out and Fred's evicting me because of him, and he told me yes they were moving out but he never discussed me with Fred. I said it was Nicole then, and I forgive her, and that that day their daughter thought that I was yelling at her, I was not.
As I was eating noodles that were looking like dead Maggies (J_b's Acolytes) I desperately cried for God to push and pull me out of those lower dimensions and to fight my battles and to change my eviction notice into a contract renewal in the name of Jesus Christ.
Before this happened I called and left Pastor Pete a message asking him about legal options, telling him about the way Fred tricked me into signing the notice to vacate.
I don't know what is going to happen now. I'm scared but God has assured me over and over again that all will work out the way it's supposed to.
4:33 PM CDT It feels like the flames are already at char broil temperature! Junk_bow's minions are after me all over my apartment, even now. They promise if I have to leave here they will have all power over me. Pastor Pete says after a couple of days he will talk to my landlord and he has an application for another place. The deads are presenting themselves to me all over the place, as they did when they dragged me into the Realm of the Dead. I will fight them until there is no fight left in me!
They've let up, now that I've exposed them to the light. Focusing on my laptop helps. Keep on praying. They're manifesting again-in color. I covet your mighty prayers.
5:40 PM CDT Sometimes it is not what you are doing, it is where you are.
I called Pastor Pete who told me to read the Scriptures, so I opened them and the KJV did not help, even when I read parts of the last chapters of Revelation out loud and the deads still manifested to me in the Bible's pages, so I called Pastor Pete back and he told me I needed to get out of the house and I reminded him of the time I was walking around Bates City and everywhere I went the demon spirits were trying to devour me, and he told me to go to Rick's for fellowship, which I did after stopping at Casey's to buy a xlarge Dr. Pepper.Pastor Pete had prayed for me. We had plead the blood of Jesus Christ.
When I got to Rick's I thought it had worked but when I started pecking away at my journal, the dead Maggie minions started manifesting themselves to me. After finishing The Return of the Jedi Radio Drama, I'm going to try a new tactic. There is secular sometimes sex u al music on Rick's TV right now from the 80's which may be attracting the deads, so I'll do something new.
The song "We Got the Beat" by The Go-Go's doesn't seem to attract the deads. When the song "Tainted Love" started to come on, I asked Rick's permission to turn the TV channel so I turned it first to DayStar, then to Trinity Broadcasting Network. Now I will put praise music on YouTube and read the Book of Mormon on
3Scriptures.com .
Conversation I have been having with Shane Mykel Jones for the past several days:
Brent: Shane, I need your advice
I LOVE BRENT — Today at 9:09 PM
Who is Diana?
Brent"study36"FinalWarning"KoivV — Today at 9:53 PM
An angel told me that if I found out who you were I would experience heartache and told me to be careful. You don't have to be Maggie. Please don't pretend to be.
[9:53 PM]
You're someone else.
[9:54 PM]
I was shown a picture of you wearing a green facemask creme.
[9:54 PM]
I thought you looked like Diana
[9:55 PM]
Maggie lives here, in Missouri. I don't know who you are but you cannot be her. If you were, the angel would not have warned me
Conversation between me and I LOVE BRENT
And the person who showed me the woman with the green crème on her face claims (and I believe strongly that she is, I have no reason to doubt it) Maggie's Sister Shelly
What does your angel recommend I do in this situation?
Scroll up for all my messages
Shane: Idk right now Brent, I'll have to pray about this and it will require time and fasting bud. Just be patient and wait okay.
You also do the same.
Brent: I believe God told me that I LOVE BRENT is a woman from my past that I don't have a chance with and if I knew who she was it would be heartache but its not Maggie. Also my background check says I'm married and I believe that I married Maggie then that memory of marrying her was erased from my memory along with other memories erased earlier.
She lives about 8 miles away. I walked to her house in October
Hmm something is going on here🤔
I'll look more into this a little later right now I gotta get my life and everything together I just lost everything but what I have in my room everything I'm back to my life before FWOGC just with a few perks and differences I lost it all in 5 months bud. All I got now is what's in my room that's it I only have a hand full of friends now also. I don't know what God has planned for my life but it cost me my job etc.
You have a great day Brent
It may seem like the end but that's when the miracle may happen I hope
Jesus assured me that everything would happen the way it was supposed to and told me in church through a man that seek first the kingdom of God and all these things will be added unto you in their time in their place and in their manner
Please take time and read my diaries there is so much more there than I can say here www.maraandlukeforever.boards.net
My next appointment with my Case Manager is two Wednesdays from now at 11 AM. Taylor plans on giving me a ride out to Independence in order to talk to the Social Security office directly because Mary still hasn't been able to contact her or she Mary and they don't seem to be doing anything about my Social Security case. I really must rely 100% on Jesus at this juncture because awaiting me at my home may be more Junk_bow minions and what hey of it get worse than it was last time it was home. Here at Rick's it was miniscule, and it's a race against time because I'm to be out of doors by midnight at the end of the Month of February and the cops are of the belief that I'm on a downward spiral and I don't think neither Taylor Brady nor Shelly nor Pastor Pete believeth my story fully nor even Colt about Maggie, true as it may be.
When I turned my praise music in a loop on YouTube, Let The Glory Fall (Not the same version as in my Maggie dream, which I couldn't find), and played Alma Chapters 11 and 12 aloud on my machine, and turned the TV on Daystar and TBN, it lifted me up, and up, and up, and up according to God, and now the food Rick is feeding me, El Montery Burritos, will nourish and sustain me, instead of the opposite. Selah.
8:26 PM CDT I'm talking to you from my telephone web browser 4G data plan on TMobile. EWTN news is on TV. I watched a video about Cad Bane's live action appearance in yesterday's Star Wars episode, having put God first, before I got the idea to have Rick turn the TV to EWTN. Then Rick changed the channel and I learned that the WWF wrestler from the 1990s The Million Dollar Man became a Believer in Christ and we discussed abortion legislation and "spiritual snakehandlers" and now we're watching a special on anti-Semitism. Earlier I walked around Rick's house praying and praying for no evil things to encroach upon these premises again. My laptop is charging in the room Colt used to sleep in.
According to Jonathan Cahn the world is returning to paganism and conversely the church must reciprocate and return to the way it was in the Book of Acts: Revival and I added Restoration.
According to a Revelation of the Holy Spirit to Jimmy Swaggart there are about to be many who will be accepting Jesus as their Savior. This great soul harvest is in conjunction with great revival and great Restoration. I believe the Brazil work is the crux of all this. And the Restoration needs the Message of the Cross just as Jimmy Swaggart Ministries needs the Restoration.
An LDS Man inqired of the Lord concerning the True Book of Lehi:
The Book of Lehi
Posted on February 4, 2018 by Pure Revelations
Many have wondered what is contained in the 116 page manuscript that was lost to Martin Harris. I have inquired of the Lord about this on two occasions. I look forward to reading Lehi’s witness. These journal entries were recorded last year:
“I asked the Lord why Lehi’s record had to be the unfortunate part of the Book of Mormon to not be included because of Martin Harris’ losing the manuscript. The Lord said that the record would be shared some day. It contained some information like what I had seen, but also an added portion from Moroni announcing that the words of the prophets are to teach us how we can come to the Lord and know him and be saved. That He will lead all those that hear His voice to a land of promise and we can know Him and see His face. There were some portions of Lehi’s writings that quoted Isaiah and also another prophet, Zenos I think. Also a couple of his visions of what would transpire in Jerusalem when it was destroyed.”
“I asked about the Lehi manuscript, the 116 pages that were taken by Martin Harris and lost. The Lord said they would have added about 35 pages to the Book of Mormon. He said that Martin’s wife knew where he had placed them and made arrangements for wicked men to come into her home and take them. She denied any involvement to her husband, although she knew full well what happened. It was a plan of the Adversary. Today, the documents are hidden up in a box somewhere out east. When the translating begins, these plates will be retranslated and the record will be restored. At that point, it will not matter if the original manuscript is revealed.”
Part of a conversation in the Down The Rabbit Hole Think Tank fb Messenger Group after 11:00 PM CDT
King of Hearts: Do many of you on here actually care about waking the masses up
Brent: I do
King of Hearts: you know it's impossible right
unless they want to wake up
Brent: I want people to be saved
King of Hearts: from what
The rapture?
tribulation I mean
Brent: Jesus came not to condemn the world but to save the world
King of Hearts: the bible is mostly controlled opp it seems
n I was born again Christian
Brent: Mormons have the smallest hell and the biggest heaven
King of Hearts: Mormons is totally bs
Brent: Many will be redeemed from hell
King of Hearts: you not awake if you a Mormon bro
Brent: I'm not a Utah Mormon
King of Hearts:
anyways yea the masses are blind
It's all bs
all religious
Brent: Yes they are they love lies
King of Hearts: I miss some of the lies
Since don't want wake up
Brent: No they are controlled by satanists
Satan wants to take away freedom to choose from all
Satan control this cosmos this world system
He offered all the kingdoms of the world to Jesus
He refused
Do you like Star Wars? I wrote episodes 10-17 but 10 11 and 16 aren't complete yet. 17 is written but not all typed. I published some religious things and my diaries are pretty wild. www.maraandlukeforever.boards.net humorous versions of sw are a little pg13
1877 901 4300 Joseph Prince tell him I was restored in the following week as Prince did prophecy
I heard Joel Olsteen give his testimony of how God brought his wife Victoria into his life tonight and I prayed for Joel Soul, that he would find his foundation again, and I got a word from God from Joel that I was on the verge of God's timing being my time for the fulfillment of all my dreams and opportunities, contracts and blessings, better than I thought, as Jesus had afore prophecied to me. Earlier T.D. Jakes had talked in an interview with Matt Crouch about our wildernesses and said if I admitted I was in a wilderness, God would work.
There are four levels of imagination
1)Dreams at night
2) Making up fiction stories in your head
3)Your third imagination involved with your third eye the realm of your fantasies and daydreams
4) The realm of the purely demonic, such as automatic writing or purely demonic inspiration.
Most of Sir Arthur Conan Doyle's stories came from his third imagination except for the one he wrote at the end of his life, which was from his second imagination, which is where the grand majority of Star Wars is from, the second level of imagination.
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02/04-
FRIDAY
2:21 PM CDT
I returned home round midnight and the Emissaries of the Dead still continued to and continue to bother me even after I tried casting them out and played praise music and the audio Book of Mormon all night, but God told me to just ignore them because they can't harm me if I don't allow them to. 'I rebuke you all, you monsters, by the power of the Holy Spirit' I said them. 'Go away in the name of Jesus Christ'.
They are diminished now.
Pastor Pete is talking to Fred my landlord and Rick my friend exploring options. Taylor Brady told me she would 'do research'. I presume about me being married to Maggie. I told Colt, whom Fred forbids to visit me anymore at all because he believes that Colt was still spending the night when he was not (and he believed also that I was currently off my medicine), and told Colt that I would talk to Pastor Pete and that I would put all of Colt's stuff, from his laptop to his suitcase, to his personal records, at Pastor Pete's church where Colt could pick it up. Lord, I pray that Pastor Pete agrees to this. It was Rick's idea. Maybe if I tell Pastor Pete that it was Rick's idea, he will agree to it.
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02/05-
SABBATH-SATURN'S DAY
Two Important Responses to the Documentary This Changed Everything on YouTube:
Blood Covenant
3 months ago (edited)
This was a really good history lesson and supports my theology that the Church should stay out of politics. Every time the Church gets control of and tries to bring the kingdom of God to earth through human governments, it always goes horribly bad.
Karen Robinson
3 months ago
If Anyone decide to listen this is the SAMETHING going on in 0ur Country today , how such a nation so free and yet so divided can fail this test.We have just elected a catholic president willing to do the bidding of his puppet master ( he will unite the church and the state. All catholic on Supreme Courts. Pope visited Our halls of congress with standing 0vation. We have been losing freedoms after freedoms. Each President will tell you.about A new world order (a great reset) no one is hiding this stuff/ please 🙏 and give your hearts to Jesus !!!!! Come out of these false churches. Jesus is coming back.
Today I accomplished two things:
Sleeping.
Eating.
6:06 PM CDT I took a good shower, napped more, then took my pills. I will play Albion on YouTube Live feed now.
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02/06-
LORD'S DAY-SUN'S DAY-SUNDAY
1:00 PM CDT I took all of Colt's stuff and put it in Pastor Pete's church and left Colt a message telling him it was there.
[12:58 PM]
Keep praying for me this new application for an apartment that takes me into an unfamiliar area where I have to stay on Social Security to live there and I can't have pets, or easily get to McDonald's Pastor Pete's church Joy's or HyVees's or WalMart or the laundromat because I don't drive and where I will be miles away from Colt or where Rick lives, I say this application just feels wrong and I believe God is telling me to wait on it, and Pete is going to plea to my landlord Fred for mercy.
Meanwhile I will fast and pray today.
I listened to most of the Book of Mormon as I slept and napped, from I Nephi 1 to Moroni 10, then a lot of historical documentaries about early Christendom, along with lots of praise music.
Satan tempted me sore as I made my lunch today (I'm fasting snacks today). The temptations continued as I tried laying on my bed. I'm going to call Rick and find out if I can go over there for a while to escape these foul fiends.
I'm glad I did not chase that 750 dollar rabbit down that hole. It took months to even complete two deals, the second one I didn't even complete and would have taken even more time to complete and I found out you have to complete 20 deals to get enough credits to earn 750.00. I probably couldn't in good conscience do most of what it required.
After trying to tempt me somemore with its bodies, Junk_bow told me its biggest lie yet: that it was God and Satan, and at the final judgment the Saints would go to hell and the sinners would be exalted to heaven. I fought this lie with all my fighting, fighting it's twisted logic until there was no fight left in me. Then God talked to me about the opposing spirits in all existences and beyond that were always at war, the spirit of Order and Peace, and the spirit of Chaos, Destruction and Wantonness.
Then Junk_bow told me "Now that he's done blathering..." and I said to him/it "That proves that there IS someone you don't like up there" which, after it tried denying, it tried tempting me with its bodies again, which I resisted, then Junk_bow left me, and I slept for about an hour and a half before getting up to report on what happened to you the world of people.
4:28 PM CDT
I am not, nor ever have been, nor ever shall be, a monster. All my life I believed, and was told, I was, by many people. And Maggie has believed she was too. But God told me today that I am not a monster, but a Child of God, created in His image, by Jesus
Christ, who is the Great Creator under His Father in Heaven.
Rick is at an antiques store by Bates City Barbeque today with some of his friends, and when he gets home, he will be hitting the sack because he didn't sleep much last night.
6:51 PM CDT I have good news. God had oh so much mercy on me today and he woke me up
I was faced with eviction and Fred my landlord granted the next two months' grace period on the condition that my friend Colt never visits when he is drinking and that I stay quiet and never lose my temper or stomp around like I had before, disturbing the neighbors
Plus, God had the victory over me and my porn use today as I resisted the devil and his temptations
To God be all the Glory
And now, as Paul Harvey would say, The Rest of The Story:
Pastor Pete prayed that God would prepare Fred's heart and that Fred would have mercy on me, and that God would have mercy on me, before calling my landlord Fred and talking with him. The first person I told the good news to was Colt, via a message, then all my truest Internet friends on discord, Shane included. Thank You Father for Fred's and your mercy, and for my friend Pastor Pete's intervention and prayers. Amen.
Someone stole my FaceBook account. But now that means that this day, am I Brent, completely off of and free from, FaceBook.
After 7 PM CDT and before 11 AM CDT I'm using headphones and if I talk I talk LOW.
7:54 PM I have Catalyst: A Rogue One Story on a CD on my radio listened to by headphones, and am watching Clone Wars Season 3, on very low, in my living room. I am about to type more of Diary 07 as I do these things. The Episode I am watching is a Boba Fett episode where he tried to kill Mace Windu.
Adversity is friendship's truest test.
8:51 PM I just finished the Clone Wars Season 3 finale, Season 3 Episode 22, and listened to Disc 6 of Catalyst: A Rogue One Story. I typed a lot of January 21'st's entry for 2018 in Diary 07. Now I'm going to take my pills and use headphones to watch some of Clone Wars Season 04.
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02/07-
MONDAY
I believe I have apologized to Maggie, and indirectly asked her if the things I believe about us are true, and also told her I'm willing to just be friends if that's what she desires. I also invited her to sign up and be an administrator on my site.
I can only hope it is her. She meets all the parameters. I asked her some specific questions concerning identification and she answered correctly to all of them.
I ended the first part of our conversation with some things to remind her of her grade school days. I'm hoping that we can at least be friends for friendship with her is better than a thousand marriages to other women.
My next hours at McDonald's are not until Saturday February 12, 2022 AD from 9-1 PM.
Colt has an interview with HyVee's on Tuesday, February 8, 2022 AD @ 12 PM CDT.
I told Maggie happy birthday, and that I love her.
As I was telling Maggie about me and some things about my life, she suddenly blocked me. I literally wanted to die, and told her sister all my dreams were crushed (that's not the words I used). I went sullenly to Sonic from the library, having gone to the library from Joy's, having been to Joy's to get spending money. At Sonic, as I sullenly sipped on a peanutbutter shake I wasn't really delighting in, God comforted me and cheered me up. I tried eating then at a Mexican restaurant which only lets you order with their app and does not wait on tables with menus like they used to, then tried Hardees, but though the restaurant was open, there was literally no one inside, not even behind the front counter, so after going to the bathroom at QuickTrip, I ate supper-a ten piece McNugget-at McDonald's where I am now, sipping on a Large Dr. Pepper, no ice. I
literally have 29.00 and some odd cents.
Make that 26.00 and some odd cents. I bought a medium fry. It is hot, golden, fresh and delicious!
Me to Shane Mykel Jones, written as I make the YouTube video, An Ordinary Stream-Part 2, Part 1 made at McDonald's:
Well, pray for me. The real one talked to me, at least a little, and when I was telling her about my lifestyle and my friends she suddenly blocked me
[7:30 PM]
All my dreams came true, then were literally dashed to pieces
[7:30 PM]
That's what it seemed like to me at the time
[7:30 PM]
Then I ate my sorrows away
[7:32 PM]
God comforted me, but I must have said SOMETHING to really tick her off. I don't know what it was. I told her she could correct my Diaries if there were untruths that satan told me in them. Perhaps one or more of those untruths was intolerable to her.
[7:34 PM]
I even told her that I was willing to be friends with her if thats all she wanted but just from a cursory reading of my diaries anyone can see that I can't live without the girl
[7:34 PM]
I've been through so many trials like you wouldn't believe for her sake
[7:35 PM]
I wish I knew what her religious beliefs were, or whether she went to any more colleges after the one she went to in California
[7:36 PM]
But I don't think, Shane, that she wants anything to do with me because I did some horrible things in my past to her and said some evil words to her as well back then.
[7:38 PM]
Six people or entities have pretended they were her and now the seventh, actually her, and will it be just more disappointment? You don't know the great lengths I went to just to find out that she was still single and living in Missouri. I had to walk eight miles, cross a tall train track bridge, walk all night and half the day, carrying heavy, heavy luggage the whole way
[7:39 PM]
I also had to go through woods and avoid being consumed by evil sub demons who were trying to lead me everywhere but where she was, in order to destroy me
[7:42 PM]
Then I faced eviction, but God had mercy on me and brought me through that crisis, and losing my health and sanity, avoiding the mental hospital, an attempted poisoning, all kinds of temptations and manifold seductions of demon seed, and the Jury Duty Crisis which would not have ended well had it not been for the intervention of some unknown party
[7:42 PM]
Satan's thrown everything he can throw at me at this time that God will allow me to throw, kitchen sink inclusive
[7:44 PM]
And now that I'm in contact with first her sister, then her, she flat out rejects me as if I'm nothing to her. We may have had bitter moments in grade school, but were plenty of good moments between us too and at times she let her feelings for me back then show, Shane. There were times I rejected her, or rejected her friends efforts to get us together.
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02/08-
TUESDAY
Excerpt from The Science of Star Wars Ⓒ 2016 by Mark Brake and Jon Chase, I claim FAIR USE for informational purposes:
"The Walt Disney Company acquired Lucasfilm in November 2012. On April 25, 2014, Disney announced that all previously released expanded universe media would be rebranded as Star Wars Legends.
..A new Disney division, Lucasfilm Story Group, would in future warrant that all forthcoming media were non-contradictory to the films, each other, and works written since the announcement. Given they are part of a similar story, however, content and characters based on Legends media may appear in the new "storytelling approach." On June 16, 2016, it was announced that Legends content would be included as downloadable content in the video game Star Wars: Battlefront."
Me to a person or entity claiming to be Shelly Savoie, Maggie's sister, that was not her, today:
Brent"study36"FinalWarning"KoivV — Today at 9:42 AM
Today I looked at Junk_bow in the eye and told her goodbye forever because I didn't need that junk she offered anymore. The Father forgave me for all my sins. The Junk_Bow offered temporary pleasures for no gain. Your sister the Rainbow is the fulfilment of my hopes and dreams in God, for she is the Rainbow.
12:30 PM @ Hardees. Colt just came here from his interview @ Hyvees. I am writing to you, my Diary, from a Blue 3-Subject OMNI notebook, talking to Colt.
We ordered a couple of cheeseburgers and some curly fries and are having a good time eating and talking.
Now we will leave and go to my apartment for a while. Pastor Pete dropped Colt off this morning. Currently, Colt is staying with Pastor Pete.
1:57 PM Colt followed what he thought he had to do to a friend's house, suddenly cutting out on hanging out with me. Pastor Pete called just after he left and told me not to pursue Colt, for Colt may be just visiting a friend. Colt and I were given a ride part of the way home from Hardees by one of Colt's friends who is a Believer, who gave him some advice. Pastor Pete asked me for Colt's phone he's usings' number, so they can stay in touch.
I pray, Father, that, You Bless and keep Colt, in Your Everlasting Arms. Amen.
Colt and I discussed the Eternal nature of Christ's Sacrifice earlier.
Will there be a Book of Boba Fett Season 2?
Colt read a few parts of my Diary and saw his name in it, and "a bunch of religious [things?]".
Was every last deliverance, every last struggle, every last battle, every last Divine Intervention, every last Victory, every last uphill climb, leading to my destruction? No. I refuse to believe that.
My faith holds firm.
Colt is God knows where, doing God knows what.
He had a good thing going with staying at Pastor Pete's, but he cut and run to follow the voices in his head to go do stupid again, in the words of Pastor Pete. I pray that wherever he is, whatever he is doing, Thy mercy finds him.
Joy wants to trust in the arm of flesh because of her impatience.
"Just call me. I'll take care of everything," says the demonic voice of Dr. Reddy, who has two options: Option A: Eyetest. Option B: Eyetest. And wants to take me back out of the protective dove's nest of Case Management Services. I'm trying to get out of bondage, not go back into it.
I'm supposed to be being trained how to budget my money and be self-sustaining, because right now I can't even make forty dollars last three days; and on top of that, I'm not allowed to save my money.
I'm trying to break free, and Satan doesn't like it, so he's setting up situations where it appeared that I was yelling at the neighbors' daughter when I wasn't, but Fred will believe anything negative anyone says about me.
O God Intervene. I have laid my case out before You, civilly, without my previous yelling at you or my previous fit I just had. Amen.
4:28 PM Pastor Pete called. We discussed Colt and the Neighbor's daughter situation and Pastor Pete agreed with me that the Neighbor's daughter situation doesn't seem too serious, and I told him with Colt I'd hope for the best, for he could be just doing business with friends.
Years ago, I read a comic, and here was the plot of the comic:
A man and a woman from two different dimensional realities shared the same apartment. In the end, she left her reality to be with him. Could the same type of thing be going on with Maggie and I? Could her house in Bates City be on a separate dimensional plane than my apartment, a way station to get to my enraptured self?
I could almost be certain I was just talking to Maggie, who was out on my front porch, albeit in another dimensional plane, and invisible to me, and I to her. Maybe that's the missing element. Maybe that's why discord is so unique, because it can connect us, and she blocked me for my own safety.
Maggie, if this is wrong information and untrue, then I want to know it. Only you can tell me.
5:14 PM CDT Maybe the person I thought was Maggie was another spirit sent to test me and the real Maggie was dead and I just now resurrected her fully in the name of Jesus Christ.
A voice asked me "You could have resurrected Johanna. Why didn't you?" I said "Because I love Maggie more."
I remember at a Mexican restaurant, as Pastor Pete and I were discussing Maggie, and I heard people taking about us (our conversation) and saying, clearly "A Dead Woman."
"And bring my Maggie up, all the way up to where I am, in the name of Jesus Christ. Amen."
And maybe I saw the spirit of a Dead Maggie go out of and into the house in Bates City, and heard its voice.
At any rate, she'll be here soon, for I brought her to me, and no power in the second heaven or earth or hell can keep that woman from me and I will marry her. Mark. My. Words. All that stuff satan tried convincing me was true about us is not. Some dreams were violent, leading to confusion, but the True Dreams were from God.
I finally put 2+2 together, and completed the equation.
Praise God! I solved the puzzle. Thank You, Father, for this! For all this! Bring my Maggie to me! Amen!
Me to Shelly Savoie:
Brent"study36"FinalWarning"KoivV — Today at 6:00 PM
I just had two major delusions today. I can self correct but my Diaries stand as is. Ask your sister to unblock me and copy and paste portions of my diary or what ive said to you that she takes issue with to my discord dm chat with her so we can discuss them civilly, and not get into blocking wars. I tried letting go of your sister today, too, but the feelings all came back like an avalance, even stronger.
I made myself elbow macaroni and cream of mushroom soup (Not name brand) for supper. It's delicious!
Good news! Colt came in, and he hadn't drunken a drop! Pastor Pete is proud of Colt. Colt just went out to clear his head and visit friends.
I showed him three YouTube Videos and then Colt can show me three he likes. Pastor Pete should pick him up later and bring him to his house. Colt found a cellphone that was abandoned and wet. He put it in rice. He hasn't turned it on yet.
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02/09-
WEDNESDAY
Soon, I will look around my apartment for an appropriate charger for the cellphone Colt found yesterday. Twice it was taken out of the riss, first by me, then put back in by me, then taken out by him after Colt and I came to my house after church.
At church we studied Revelations 18.
Today, for the main part of it, I had a righteous, upright, selfless all-day, productive daydream, as I mounted up my imagination with wings as eagles, expressing my heartfelt desires before my God after a godly sort.
It was basically a fiction story I made up in my mind and heart about how God may orchestrate parts of my future. Then Colt called me as I was about to get on my laptop and told me that today was Wednesday when I asked him what day it was, and when he said he was at church, I told him at least twice that "I had to get my b u t t to church." He asked "I thought you couldn't join with this church." I replied "No, not join, but I can visit" and reminded him that currently I was kicked out of the RLDS Branch I am a member of until the Elder there can invite me to his house to determine if he thinks I am ready to go back, and told him it was because I had warned them not to take the "eye test". I also told Colt that I called the Elder a Pharisee, but, Lord forgive me for this, for in doing so I disobeyed the Scriptural injunction to "rebuke not an Elder".
Amen.
At church I showed Bob, who was raised RLDS, the website 3scriptures.com.
8:43 PM I was not aware of it, but Colt took the phone when he suddenly took a walk, not coming back to my apartment, but walking, eventually, to Pastor Pete's church for Pete to pick him up and take him back to his house, showing up precisely when Pastor Pete called me to ask me where Colt was. Colt told me over the phone that he found a charger for it. It remains to be seen whether Colt scored with a new phone, or a phoneless soul will be lucky enough to get his/her phone back after losing it. It depends on whether the phone is empty of data or id, or has an assigned person attached. If it belongs to someone, Pete, the Chaplain of the Police, can give it to the police, and they can help its owner and it to be reunited.
I played Mozart for Colt like, Bach better. I like Mozart better. Next time he is here, I'll play a Bach Stream just for him.
Ciou. Bye!
P.S. Rn I'm listening to Mozart and Disc 7 of Catalyst: A Rogue One Story. Right now the Force and the interconnectiveness of all life is being discussed.
Mozart is helping What i am hearing in the Book become part of my psyche more easily, as I more easily learn Star Wars, as the flow of the music helps the Star Wars Information Slip into my mind and heart.
Mozart is music from and for the heart, and builds up the mind.
Mozart's music was totally inspired by God.
Bach's tones are more discordant, like Thunder and Earthquake, in the words of Colt, but I believe, no less Inspired.
Anier. Ciou. Bye!
Love, Always, Brent Koivopolo V
If Rogue One explains a plothole, Catalyst explains a Superweapon.
P.P.S. Tomorrow I will to make the YouTube Video, An Ordinary Stream-Part 6, then play Albion, probably during the stream, and these after a video call with Star Wars Santa after Colt and I go to the library. I may still owe Colt Bach the next day after all that.
Later I will take my pills tonight, then take my supplements I'm taking tonight, Apple Cider Vinegar, Vitamin D, B and Centrum Men's. I don't take all my supplements every day, but stagger them, sometimes (most of the time) very widely. My pills I take nightly. Anier. Ciou. Bye!
Love Always, Brent V.
In Star Wars, the Emporer is using the Dark Side of an entity that is always working against him, and the Jedi are using the Light Side of an entity that is always working for them.
Good always wins.
God wins always. Anier. Bye!
Ciou!
P.P.P.S. Everyone likes to see the Death Star blow up. But keep in mind that there were billions of people in there, many, many of them innocents who had just made the wrong career choice.
If you want an idea of the heart of God, look at David. David was thirsty; he was famished with thirst. Some of his strong men broke through the enemy lines and got him a drink of water, but David was like, "People DIED for this water! I'm not drinking this!" and he poured the water on the ground.
Ciou! Bye!
I love Mozart's music!
And muted trumpets are just cool.
David and Goliath was in the 11'th Century BCE.