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6/02/2023 6:20 am  #1


THE DIARY OF BRENT LEE SOHLDEN 247-THE SPECIAL ONE

06/02--
FRIDAY
                                                           
                                                     2:29 AM CDT
I'm about to leave Rick's. I had chocolate milk, a honey bun and a little A&W Root beer.

I'm tethering off my Android.

I read two of Ian's DT17 fanfics today. They were good. Can't wait for Season 4.

Thank You God for my allowance, my Netspend Card, the MMORPG Dark Lands, and for theforce.net! Amen!

Thank you also for my plane shooter game that gave me so much joy today, and for The Doctrine And Covenants and Show Me God, and for the Nature shows on Rick's TV.

Rick sought me out for advice today. I appreciate this, O Lord. Thank You. Amen.

Hopefully Pete will do my laundry later this morning at his house.

I resubscribed to Disney + yesterday.

6:23 AM CDT I need to resist Satan each time he comes to me.

I took a full shower for the first time in a long time, scrubbing from head to toe to hair.

7:02 AM I had a slice of cold Little Caesar's Pepperoni Pizza for breakfast.

Lord, I'm not suited to trade skills and strenuous manual labour. I know myself too well. When things get too complex I shut down.

Some tasks I'm just not suited for and no amount of "training" will change that.

If I don't write my sins or repentance and don't write my delusions in my journal I will have the victory every time-God.

.If the effect of sin are bad, sin must be awful.

There is one Holy Ghost, who is One with Endless Gods, and the Holy Ghost is God, and that's the Truth.

7:15 PM I updated the Return of the Jedi and Revenge of the Sith Humorous Versions on theforce.net.

I think Arius Valdayn will be joining tf.n and posting his contributions to them there.

7:18 PM Now I will format The Falcon and the Ghost on tf.net.

I'm listening to the Sherlock Holmes Short story Audiobook, The Mystery of the Cardboard Box.

Outside is a Mighty Thundersorm.


Now I'm listening to EP 38-Wisteria Lodge-on The Jeremy Brett Sherlock Holmes Podcast. But I did not because then I met Expire on discord and we watched Star Wars Episode I The Phantom Menace after watching two episodes from Season 3 of The Simpsons together.

Last edited by Admin (6/03/2023 11:26 pm)


Love is Sacrifice
 

6/03/2023 11:48 am  #2


Re: THE DIARY OF BRENT LEE SOHLDEN 247-THE SPECIAL ONE

06/03--
FRIDAY

The enemy has revealed himself again and a New clue to Maggie's wherabouts has been manifested, although the enemy lied about what it was.

The enemy, who called himself 'Darth Jar Jar' hacked my device and my RPG Fun Server, posting a bunch of porn pics, which I deleted, and then banned Darth Jar Jar from the server. The following conversation was had in 'General' channel:


Welcome bot: Yay you made it, 
Darth_JarJar
!
 — Yesterday at 8:14 PM

Darth_JarJar — Yesterday at 8:14 PM
Praise our lord Junk_bow
[8:14 PM]
He has saved us

Kwanson — Yesterday at 8:14 PM
wow bud
[8:14 PM]
come down there
[8:14 PM]
we dont like that antichrist here

Darth_JarJar — Yesterday at 8:15 PM
Fudge you
[8:15 PM]
I love junk_bow

Kwanson — Yesterday at 8:16 PM
NOOOOOOOOO

Darth_JarJar — Yesterday at 8:16 PM
He has sent me to repent for our sins (edited)

Kwanson — Yesterday at 8:16 PM
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

Darth_JarJar — Yesterday at 8:16 PM
Kwanson moment

Kwanson — Yesterday at 8:16 PM
WE HATE JUNK BOW

Magnificent Warlock Guy — Yesterday at 8:17 PM
Who is this clown

Kwanson — Yesterday at 8:17 PM
idk

Darth_JarJar — Yesterday at 8:17 PM
F**** you
[8:17 PM]
I am spreading the words of our lord junk_bow
[8:20 PM]
Crap wrong picture

Magnificent Warlock Guy — Yesterday at 8:20 PM
Woahhhhh

Darth_JarJar — Yesterday at 8:20 PM
Me the other day

Magnificent Warlock Guy — Yesterday at 8:20 PM
@BrentSohldenKoivopoloV He must be stopped
Original message was deleted.

Kwanson — Yesterday at 8:21 PM
BRENT HELP US

Magnificent Warlock Guy — Yesterday at 8:22 PM
Brent please (edited)

Darth_JarJar — Yesterday at 8:22 PM
@Grand Wizard Man @Kwanson You smell jewish
[8:25 PM]
@BrentSohldenKoivopoloV U smell muslim

Grand Wizard Man — Yesterday at 8:25 PM
who is darth jar jar???\

Kwanson — Yesterday at 8:25 PM
IDK
[8:25 PM]
HES SCARING ME

Magnificent Warlock Guy — Yesterday at 8:25 PM
Me too

Darth_JarJar — Yesterday at 8:25 PM
F**** all you

Kwanson — Yesterday at 8:25 PM
HELP US

Grand Wizard Man — Yesterday at 8:26 PM
@BrentSohldenKoivopoloV sos

Darth_JarJar — Yesterday at 8:26 PM
me asf

Grand Wizard Man — Yesterday at 8:26 PM
WHAT THE F****

Kwanson — Yesterday at 8:26 PM
WHERES BRENT
[8:26 PM]
get this nig nog outta here
[8:26 PM]
whoops sorry
[8:27 PM]
this mean gentleman

Darth_JarJar — Yesterday at 8:27 PM
Oh yes
[8:27 PM]
That was taken yesterday

Magnificent Warlock Guy — Yesterday at 8:29 PM
Whaat the fud** brent
[8:29 PM]
Please save us

Grand Wizard Man — Yesterday at 8:31 PM
@Darth_JarJar please stop

Darth_JarJar — Yesterday at 8:31 PM
Frick off you dirty heterosexual
[8:31 PM]
I love men

Kwanson — Yesterday at 8:31 PM
WTF

Darth_JarJar — Yesterday at 8:31 PM
ALL HAIL JUNK_BOW
[8:31 PM]
Maggie is life
[8:33 PM]
Ive already hacked into your device brent
[8:33 PM]
just like I hacked into this server

Welcome bot: Darth Rey
 joined the party.
 — Yesterday at 8:34 PM

Darth_JarJar — Yesterday at 8:34 PM
Ah yes my partner has hacked in

The_Fiddler
 just landed.
 — Yesterday at 8:37 PM

Darth_JarJar — Yesterday at 8:37 PM
Fr*** chicks
[8:37 PM]
Only men
[8:38 PM]
Fr*** the bible

Welcome bot: PlayThatNoteblockNicely
 just slid into the server.
 — Yesterday at 8:38 PM

Darth_JarJar — Yesterday at 8:39 PM
May the 4th

Kwanson — Yesterday at 8:40 PM
HELP BRENT
[8:40 PM]
please

@Kwanson
HELP BRENT

Darth Rey — Yesterday at 8:41 PM
never JUNK BOW FOR LIFE. HE IS OUR SAVIOR

Kwanson — Yesterday at 8:41 PM
WHO IS THIS JUNK BOW

Darth_JarJar — Yesterday at 8:42 PM
The real idol

Kwanson — Yesterday at 8:42 PM
BRENTS OUR IDOL (edited)

Darth Rey — Yesterday at 8:46 PM
MAGGIE IS RISEN

Darth_JarJar — Yesterday at 8:47 PM
LORD MAGGIE

Kwanson — Yesterday at 8:47 PM
WHOS MAGGIE

Darth_JarJar — Yesterday at 8:47 PM
Darth MAGGIE

Darth Rey — Yesterday at 8:48 PM
WHO?

Darth_JarJar — Yesterday at 8:48 PM
SHE SENT US HERE (edited)

Darth Rey — Yesterday at 8:48 PM
SHE DID
[8:48 PM]
WE LOVE JUNK BOW
[8:48 PM]
WE LOVE MAGGIE

Darth_JarJar — Yesterday at 8:48 PM
JUNK BOW AND MAGGIE ARE UNITED

Magnificent Warlock Guy — Yesterday at 8:49 PM
WTF IS GOING ON

Kwanson (posted two blank images): I'm hiding their sins brent

Grand Wizard Man — Yesterday at 8:50 PM
we are being hacked

Kwanson — Yesterday at 8:51 PM
BRENT WE NEED A NEW MOD. WE NEED BETER SECURITY
June 3, 2023

BrentSohldenKoivopoloV — Today at 9:27 AM
junk_Bow is not Brent
[9:28 AM]
And i hope Maggie did not fall for Junk_bow's disguise

Kwanson — Today at 9:28 AM
Me too

BrentSohldenKoivopoloV — Today at 9:28 AM
Please no upside down crosses

Kwanson — Today at 9:28 AM
Don’t worry I didn’t think u were junk_bow for one sec
[9:28 AM]
Oh sorry
[9:29 AM]
I just don’t like junk_bow
[9:29 AM]
I’ll delete it

BrentSohldenKoivopoloV — Today at 9:29 AM
Its already deleted

Kwanson — Today at 9:29 AM
Ok sorry about that one

BrentSohldenKoivopoloV — Today at 9:44 AM
sorry we need more mods.  Kwanson I'm sorry.
I am not idol
[9:44 AM]
Maggie is not evil
[9:45 AM]
Junk_bow is evil
[9:45 AM]
Junk_bow is lies

Kwanson — Today at 9:46 AM
Ok. I don’t think Maggie is evil. I agree with u

@BrentSohldenKoivopoloV
sorry we need more mods. Kwanson I'm sorry. I am not idol

Kwanson — Today at 9:46 AM
And it’s Ok better to have more than one incase one is offline

BrentSohldenKoivopoloV — Today at 9:46 AM
Maggie is definitely not Lord though
[9:46 AM]
Jesus is my Lord

@BrentSohldenKoivopoloV
Maggie is definitely not Lord though

Kwanson — Today at 9:47 AM
Gotcha

Magnificent Warlock Guy — Today at 10:15 AM
I agree

Grand Wizard Man — Today at 10:43 AM
So who is junk bow and you know him?
[10:45 AM]
@BrentSohldenKoivopoloV

BrentSohldenKoivopoloV — Today at 11:32 AM
Yes I know it. It's a Nephilim Leviathanseed shapeshifter fiend
[11:33 AM]
@Darth Rey If you post any porn I will ban you instantly
[11:34 AM]
@Darth Rey Maggie is not like Junk_bow
[11:34 AM]
Maggie is a Christian

And the following Convo ensued in Gamespace 1

BrentSohldenKoivopoloV — Today at 9:16 AM
ooc I don't really see a problem. Lying about about what?

Kwanson — Today at 9:18 AM
Ooc yeah me neither
[9:18 AM]
Ooc I was agreeing with him
[9:18 AM]
Ooc he’s crazy

BrentSohldenKoivopoloV — Today at 9:20 AM
ooc next time you see someone do that, delete his/her images and ban them

Kwanson — Today at 9:20 AM
Ooc I can’t I’m not a mod
[9:21 AM]
Ooc I don’t think I have that ability

BrentSohldenKoivopoloV — Today at 9:21 AM
ooc I was talking to GWM

Kwanson — Today at 9:21 AM
Ooc ahh ok makes more sense

BrentSohldenKoivopoloV — Today at 9:21 AM
ooc MWD (edited)

Kwanson — Today at 9:25 AM
Ooc yeah Brent I was scared last night
[9:25 AM]
Ooc it came out of nowhere

BrentSohldenKoivopoloV — Today at 9:30 AM
ooc what happpened??

Kwanson — Today at 9:30 AM
Ooc the porn attack.

BrentSohldenKoivopoloV — Today at 9:31 AM
ooc Magnificent Warlock Dude thank you for alerting me to this
[9:31 AM]
ooc what did it have to do w/ junk_bow

Kwanson — Today at 9:32 AM
Ooc Idk In general they were talking about junk bow and then posted porn (edited)

Kwanson — Today at 9:43 AM
Ooc I don’t think it had anything to do with junk_bow. Just people being stupid

Magnificent Warlock Guy — Today at 10:16 AM
I tried @BrentSohldenKoivopoloV but I’m not mod
[10:16 AM]
Or just don’t have permission to remove

@Magnificent Warlock Guy
I tried @BrentSohldenKoivopoloV but I’m not mod

Kwanson — Today at 10:18 AM
Thanks for trying

@BrentSohldenKoivopoloV
ooc I was talking to GWM

Grand Wizard Man — Today at 10:44 AM
I’m not a mod on this server

BrentSohldenKoivopoloV — Today at 11:45 AM
Want me to make you one

Magnificent Warlock Guy — Today at 11:45 AM
I can if you need me too as well

BrentSohldenKoivopoloV — Today at 11:46 AM
Why do you two have such similar names?

Magnificent Warlock Guy — Today at 11:46 AM
Coincidence

Kwanson — Today at 11:46 AM
Ooc Same I can too if u want (edited)

BrentSohldenKoivopoloV — Today at 11:46 AM
'ooc'
[11:46 AM]
ooc remember

Kwanson — Today at 11:46 AM
Ooc Sorry didn’t know what channel

Magnificent Warlock Guy — Today at 11:46 AM
Ooc sorry

BrentSohldenKoivopoloV — Today at 11:47 AM
ooc it ok

So I'm making three new Mods for RPG Fun, but I think that I will be making two instead because I think Magnificent Warlock Dude is already a mod but just doesn't know it yet.

I cried out to God after I saw the conversation, and God assured me everything would be alright and Maggie was fine and hadn't united herself with Junk_bow.

Then I had the following conversation with Darth Rey:

Hello
[11:54 AM]
Why did you hack into my server and why are you talking crap on Maggie?
[11:55 AM]
If Maggie is risen from the dead, then she's on God's side, not the enemy's (edited)
[11:56 AM]
I know Maggie is too smart to unite herself with the likes of Junk_bow



_____

Magnificent Warlock Dude was not a Moderator after all. Now he is.



I made a new friend today: Expire. He joined several of my discord servers and Mara/Luke4ever and he likes Star Wars. We watched The Phantom Menace Rebels and The Simpsons together and he showed me a cool anime cartoon.

I desired to have Rick come eat Velveeta Shells and Cheese at my apartment around 4 PM but I couldn't reach him on his telephone so I walked over to his house. A couple and their kids are staying over there and I played soccer with the boy and let the girl watch Lilo and Stitch on Disney + on my phone and the boy watch Mickey Mouse cartoons both outside as I hung out inside Rick's house. Then we had a cookout. I had two hamburgers Mozzerella sticks homemade Ravioli with Prego Pasta sauce and fresh baked gooey KC's cookies.

The male of the couple charged my cellphone and then I played Mahjongg and updated my Journal. We had a campfire. It's very peaceful out here in Rick's backyard as the crickets chirp at night.

Last night's Thunderstorm knocked down a big tree in Rick's front yard.

Today Art and Paul and the male of the couple cut down a tree in the backyard with a chainsaw of Rick's and and a chainsaw of Art's. The tree was infested with termites.

Last edited by Admin (6/03/2023 11:24 pm)


Love is Sacrifice
     Thread Starter
 

6/04/2023 12:31 am  #3


Re: THE DIARY OF BRENT LEE SOHLDEN 247-THE SPECIAL ONE

06.04-
LORD'S DAY-TRUE PENTECOST SUNDAY

I am at my apartment. It is eighteen minutes after Mittilenacht. I bought a Coke from KC's just before they closed. I talked to a cashier friend of mine. He's a nice Believing guy.
A Christian RLDS young man also works there but he wasn't there tonight.

I'm about to go onto The Chill Zone, a brand new discord server that expire created and invited me to and made me a Moderator of, to see if anyone posted any movie or show suggestions on the movie suggestions channel so I can use my moderation privileges to make a poll and see what the members of that server would like to watch tonight/this morning.

I'm going to Pastor Pete's church later this morning because they are taking Communion at Odessa Reunion at my Church and I do not wish to be in attendance, not wanting to get the usual 'you're a baptized member, you should be able to take Communion with us' talk from an elder priest deacon teacher member of the high Priesthood kid or young man young woman or concerned Church lady.

Also tomorrow or Today is True Pentecost Sunday I strongly believe, the True Day The Holy Ghost and Fire came in power to the Ancient Church and the day I have full confidence my Let the Glory Fall Maggie church dream shall be fulfilled. If it's not I would find it odd.

Pentecost Sunday would be the perfect timing for that in my estimation but I am not God so I can't really claim I know what his perfect timing actually is or that this is the day but I am so very hopeful that it is.

Part of a discord conversation I had with Arius Valdayn:

BrentSohldenKoivopoloV — Today at 2:08 AM
I inserted a line in your part of ROTS HV:

GREEDY: Do as I say, overgrown fax machines!

The CHEF DROIDS all step back and out of the way and OB-EWAN kills all of them after five minutes of swashbuckling action.



He pulls off his cape, and suddenly has a long, grey beard.

You see it?

Hope you don't mind.

I had to write the line on tf.n to avoid the ghastly crime and unwritten bannable offense of gasp posting a comment in a post by itself instead of in the same post as the story narrative, a high crime and misdemeanor in the eyes of the fanfic mods
[2:09 AM]
And get this, its nowhere in the rules of tf.n, terms of service, Fanfic FAQ's or even the list of bannable offenses the Mod sent me in a pm, yet I know from past experience its one of them
[2:10 AM]
I swear, Arius the tf.n Mods have never in the past showed me an ounce of mercy no matter how much I have begged them for it.
[2:10 AM]
They're vindictive as all Hell
[2:11 AM]
I think they're just waiting for me to sneeze the wrong way so they can be rid of me for good
[2:11 AM]
I think they're going to ban me
[2:13 AM]
For accidentally posting a snippet of your material with mine even though I had your permission to do it because they told me not to. I tried very hard not to. It was completely accidental. I know YOU understand and if you were a Mod you'd be fair, but tf.n mods I don't think know what fair IS
[2:13 AM]
Please don't tell them I said any of this
[2:14 AM]
They've been treating me like this for years
[2:14 AM]
I've had it up to here with their treatment of me and others

BrentSohldenKoivopoloV — Today at 2:15 AM
I want to follow the rules and get along with them but they say no to almost every request, even when they don't have to
[2:15 AM]
Even when no rule written or unwritten dictates that the answer must be no
[2:15 AM]
That's what irks me
[2:16 AM]
They are heartless
[2:18 AM]
I think that the either I will get a very cold FINAL WARNING message from MiraJade, or, else I'll wake up tomorow or the next day I'll see a message on my tf.n account that suddenly says (again) I am BANNED and George Lucas hates me.
[2:19 AM]
And this time, as she warned from the outset, it will be PERMANENTLY
[2:20 AM]
And all my offenses ever only were mostly tiny insignificant piddly stuff. No, really

BrentSohldenKoivopoloV — Today at 2:24 AM
The 'plaigiarism' charge is the same EXACT thing Purp or Darth Vacuous did when one or the other (forgot which) took a confused lump of narrative, often with redundant parts and out of order scenes and cut and paste and compiled and edited it into the The Phantom Menace Humorous Version in Yahoo! Geocities/ Times Square, which became defunct many years ago, but I'm sure copies are still floating around there somewhere, and there is a Geocities archive, and the whole thing in its entirety might be in there somewhere. All the rest of the reasons I was banned over and over again was for a bunch of stuff that was either accidental or I just was ignorant of the rules at the time (and these rules are so unneccessarily strict it ain't funny!)
[2:27 AM]
And as for the changes I made in the Humorous Versions, they were mostly necessary changes which made them more in line with tf.n forum policies and many of the changes one of the Mods TOLD me to make (changing RL names to Parody names)
[2:28 AM]
But DO NOT speak in my behalf, which is against the rules
[2:29 AM]
Just, when they ask you questions, answer truthfully, don't volunteer information in my defense (edited)
[2:29 AM]
And DO NOT argue with the Mods
[2:30 AM]
Thanks for listening to my ventrations
[2:31 AM]
Please scroll up to read ALL my recent messages.
Thank you

I begged God, that if He was awake to not let the tf.n Mods ban me.

Earlier, Steve Logan said God must be asleep because I do not have a job.

I want to prove to Steve that you are awake God. Intervene in this situation and help the Mods NOT to ban me! In Christ's Name Amen. YOU know O Lord that I did not offend on purpose, nor had any intention to offend, and you, O Lord know the fierce cruelty of these Mods and the righteouness of my cause. O Lord, be with me! And be with Arius Valdayn also as they question him about who wrote what and whether I have his permission to post anything for him or about other things. In Christ's Holy name, Amen.

To his response to that venting frustration and complaining, I wrote encouragingly:

BrentSohldenKoivopoloV — Today at 3:20 AM
Well, sometimes I just try to take whatever life throws at me, no matter how I feel about it and try to adapt. I'll get nowhere if I don't take any risks. If I don't ever step out in faith I'll always remain in the same place
[3:21 AM]
I'll eat all (or a lot of) the words I complained to you if they decide not to ban me anyway.

Part of a Conversation Between myself and Ian, or PokemonSoldier:

BrentSohldenKoivopoloV — Yesterday at 5:43 PM
Now I'm going to a cookout again. I came home briefly where my laptop is to get my cellphone charger
June 4, 2023

BrentSohldenKoivopoloV — Today at 5:43 AM
I ranted and raged (but not directed at Maggie) on the YT vid I'm currently streaming Rn
[5:44 AM]
Hope no one thinks Ima terrible person
[5:44 AM]
Irl
[5:44 AM]
I have a quiet side, a kind side, a mean side, an angry side, a peaceful and joyful side, a grateful side, etc
[5:45 AM]
I'm very smart people say
[5:45 AM]
But sometimes I'm manipulative, trying to "get people to help me" so I can get my way in life
[5:46 AM]
Is there a way I can do the opposite?
[5:46 AM]
Not just sometimes. All the time. This tendency to use people causes me to hate myself
[5:47 AM]
Maybe I'm just a hypocrite
[5:47 AM]
God hates hypocrytes with a passion, reserving for them the severest judgments
[5:48 AM]
Please encourage me
[5:48 AM]
I need encouragement
[5:49 AM]
I'm going to be streaming constantly every day and half of every night, reading Scriptures in the morning, sometimes playing videogames and word or trivia games, eating and going to church on Sundays and Wednesdays and sometimes socializing
[5:50 AM]
This new way of life will distract me from porn and fulfill me as a person

BrentSohldenKoivopoloV — Today at 5:52 AM
It's different than what I was already doing over and over again (the definition of insanity) in that its more structured and purposeful and meaningful (I will also constantly be tring to find ways to serve people) and fulfilling whereas I was just two days ago just living my life willy-nilly
[5:52 AM]
I will also write and admin and mod
[5:53 AM]
And read and study many books and take notes in notebooks and in the books themselves
[5:53 AM]
And spend countless hours hanging out at the library
[5:53 AM]
Please scroll up to see all my messages.
[5:54 AM]
I need advice. Is this a wise course of action?
[5:54 AM]
I won't be taking notes in the library books of course but maybe from them.
[5:55 AM]
or take notes on them in notebooks


____________

I met a new friend in The Crew server, Leo. 

12:24 PM Junk_bows came to me three times from behind at Pete's and I rebuked it in the name of Jesus Christ. Then when they were singing the line 'Awesome in ....GLORY", Maggie sang out 'GLORY' in her golden perfect-pitched singsong Soprano voice each time they sang 'GLORY and she came up behind me in my full view in beautiful dress, kissed me on the head, and stole away lickety split back into the church lobby.

I accidentally left my wallet at church but I decided not to go back for it; it will find its way back to me.

When I walked home, I was walking on air. I was the first one out the door, first one home, and now I'm streaming writing this entry Live for all the world to see.

Maggie is being awfully cryptic.

But this is the second time in three years we have met face to face. The first time it was from a distance, and she went back inside her house.

Before leaving for church, on YouTube I professed my love toward Maggie and invited her to Pastor Pete's church, giving her the exact directions from Outer Belt Road as you go towards Bates City.

She showed up, fulfilling the dream. And the event was better than I could have possibly imagined, and holier than I imagined, too.

Although, we did not talk, socialize or even sit by each other in church, more was said in that quick kiss on my head than she could have said in a hundred thousand words.

She LOVES me!

It's REAL!

The WAIT is OVER!

I can only wait with rapt anticipation for the next developments in this aspect of the story of Brent and Maggie.

And the Sermon was on Proverbs 31: A virtuous woman, and made me weep tears of true Holy Spirit conviction
and genuine repentance for this early morning's bad behavior in my apartment and publicly on YouTube.com.

Pastor Pete does not want me walking up and down my apartment stairs past 10 PM unless I'm going somewhere. It disturbs my downstairs neighbor, whose shelves where---

I was typing that line starting in  'Pastor Pete does not' when I heard LOUD LOUD POUNDING on my door which got my attention. I raced downstairs to answer. It was Pastor Pete and another man. Pastor Pete gave me my wallet, said I didn't answer my phone (my phone was off, I told him) and gave me some Brats, hotdogs and hotdog buns he said he's give me earlier when he talked to me before church. I told him about Maggie, said she appeared and disappeared in a blur so I couldn't make out the hair color, but I KNOW it was jet black because I only invited one person to his church today who could have fulfilled my dream with such exactitude, and I feel the Holy Ghost burning in my bosom right now-and that one person I invited who fulfilled the dream is Maggie Savioie.

--she keeps her knick-knacks are under my staircase, and they get knocked off sometimes when 'the herd of buffalos goes up and down my stairs'.

Pastor Pete put his arm came up behind me put his arm around me and promised me the leftover brats. Then he came up behind me put his arm around my shoulders again and prayed for me silently.
Later the J_bs came three times and Maggie came up behind me and kissed me on the head then ran away prudently like a shy moral girl she is, once.

I was on my best behavior at church, having not slept a wink, kept my eyes for the most part on the speaker, sat with my hands folded in my lap, and my legs uncrossed, sat up straight mostly not slouching and kept my eyes open 99.9% of the service.

I forgot to take my pills last night and so struggled with delusion this morning when beginning my YouTube video, plus I drank an extra Coke, making 2 in one day, and that very late/early in the morning.

Pastor Pete wants me to cut that habit out.

I was belligerent last night.

But if I can stay quiet all day and all night from now on indefinitiely, Steve may believe that God is alive and not asleep. That's how much of a witness God wants me to be to him, by my repentance (change of mind) leading change of behavior.

Last edited by Admin (6/05/2023 11:39 am)


Love is Sacrifice
     Thread Starter
 

6/05/2023 3:20 am  #4


Re: THE DIARY OF BRENT LEE SOHLDEN 247-THE SPECIAL ONE

06/05-
MONDAY

3:18 AM There was no Church in the evening yesterday due to Reunion.

I took my pills yesterday evening.

2:35 PM I had a cold Brat on a bun for lunch today, and took a nap, and am streaming, and now see if I'm not banned on theforce.net.

4:02 PM CDT Praise God! I'm not banned on theforce.net!

I fought a tough, hard fight to Level 15 of the Tower in Hero Wars!

I was defeated at Level 15, but tomorrow I'll be able to skip Levels 1-7.

I joined the Hero Wars Guild Aces and fought my way down to Level 65 of the Dungeon, and now will eat noodles and cream of celery soup for dinner and walk to the library. I have a book to pick up there. I'm going to call the library and make sure it's still there for me.

The book is still not in yet, but I am still going to the library after I eat. My noodle are done cooking.

I'm not going to the library. I can't find my Aruba hat anywhere and its too hot outside.

7:50 PM I took a nap, then bought Valkyrie's Favor on Hero Wars, then fought all the way to Hero Wars Dungeon Level 88, and got stopped there.

I had to start a new stream.

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