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Admin · 9/09/2023 3:36 pm

03/29-
TUESDAY

If I mess up with my laptop, Pastor Pete takes my laptop. If I mess up with my phone, Pastor Pete takes my phone. That's our arrangement.

I'm streaming on my front porch playing RAID:Shadow Legends right now. It is 3:38 PM.

Admin · 9/09/2023 3:39 pm

03-30-
WEDNESDAY-PRAYER MEETING NIGHT

I'm very very very very very very very very depressed right now, despairing even of life, and feel my life has been a complete failure, and that I've failed all my friends.

But I must go on.

It's a lonely lonely lonely lonely life without Maggie or friends.

And with no one posting on my website after over a year, it brought me to the point of anger, fury, rage.

I broke my cookie sheet over my knee I was so furious.

A lot of things have made me angry today.

Colt sleeping out on the streets in the big city, and I could do nothing to prevent it.

Shane with deceptive angels telling him it's ok to smoke weed, and leading him from one piece of error to another, and I can't talk him out of it because he's too deep in it now.

Those are the main issues.

It seems all my friends are introverted. Or everyone's always too busy to talk.

And I can't seem to get away from my porn addiction.

The dreams I had last night tell me my past did happen. Memories lost, but not gone.
When will my life change? I was ready to lay down and die. I was laying on my kitchen floor wanting to just die, not caring if I went to heaven, hell or perdition, saying at least in hell I'll know what I'm suffering for, when I asked Jesus, if he were living my life, with my circumstances, what would he do.

He said, Journal. So I did. It is therapeutic to write down how I feel and why I feel that way. I feel a lot better.

But my problems are still there.
O Lord, please help me with my problems and help those loved ones in the best way You can. Amen.

I searched for Maggie May Savoie on a people search, found her parents' address and wrote her the following letter, which I am certain she will not see until she checks out this website which she hasn't yet.

She doesn't even know how to find me on the internet at all.
Here is the letter:

Dear Mr. and Mrs. Savoie, please forward this letter to your daughter Maggie May Savoie.

Dear Maggie,
It has been years since I last saw you at Meijer, but if that was you in Bates City, MO, then the last time I saw you was October, 2021.
I am truly sorry for the evil things I did and said to you in school. To be honest, if I had it all to do over again, I would not have done them, knowing what I know now, for I have grown up, matured.
I wonder if you ever think of me? We did have some good memories. My life since school has been one of ups and downs. I moved to Missouri, then back to Flint, then back to Missouri, and now live in an apartment in Oak Grove, Missouri and work part-time at McDonald's. On the internet, there have been some imposters who all pretended to be you, dear Maggie. For years I almost completely forgot about you, then an angel reminded me of you. At first I disregarded the experience, but circumstances pushed me into thinking of you again.

I have a website where I have written of you and to you in my Diaries on it. Some of the material in my Diaries I may be mistaken about, and I apologize if I am (I have been led to believe certain things about us, but it may be demonic sources or falsification of records), but God tells me that you, Maggie, are the only one who can tell me they are either true or untrue, and what you say, I will believe, because you know.

I am not vaxxinated, nor will I ever take it.

I do love you and miss you dearly, and hope to hear back from you soon.

1(816)933-7555
blsohlden@mail.com
200
SW 10'TH ST APT 4
OAK GROVE, MO 64075

My website is
www.maraandlukeforever.boards.net

~Love, Always Brently. Ciou.

It doesn't matter because Maggie is a married woman.

Conversation between me and Darth Elvis:

Brent"study36"FinalWarning"KoivV — Today at 11:25 AM
Hello, darth elvis. I did not see you on my website, were you planning on joining?
[11:25 AM]
And how are you?

darthelvis — Today at 12:04 PM
Hey Brent, I’m good thanks, how are you? Sorry been super busy with my new job and preparing for some gigs so not had much chance

Brent"study36"FinalWarning"KoivV — Today at 3:45 PM
I'm coming off of a deep depression. My site has been up for over a year and only, like 5 people have ever posted anything on it except me, and they posted like maybe one two or three things and never posted again. There are ALL KINDS of spaces for people to have conversations on my boards yet they are empty, and I get lots of site visitors. It's like there's some sort of bubble around my site preventing people from registering or posting. It's worse than frustrating.

4:10 PM Well, Joy just complicated things for me. She wants to put me in charge of my own money tomorrow, which means I will be responsible for reporting my paychecks to SSI, paying all my own bills, and budgeting my money so I'm never broke. Thank God I gave up soda!

Me to Shelly Savoie:

Brent"study36"FinalWarning"KoivV — Today at 4:12 PM
Is your full name Shelly Renee Marshall and did your sister once live in Corunna michigan? Tell me yes or no, or are you just going to leave me hanging?

If the answer is something like, no that's not me, then there's hope. That means the Maggie Savoie from my experience is not Maggie Kirkman of Colorado who is married to Ben Kirkman and has two kids and lives on a farm.

But I already know it's not, for that pic on Instagram is not the face I remember so well I can draw it almost on accident.

I put 0.67 ₵ in the mailbox to get a postage stamp for my letter.

5:03 PM More bad news: I owe a whole $278.61 to SSI as a penalty for supposedly not reporting all my wages, even though I have had nothing but a severe decrease in wages for many months! This made me so furious I raged and swore, yelled at God, accusing Him of being up there laughing at me, and threw my chair, before I finally calmed down and prayed for God to help me afford the repayment.

5:18 PM I told God that he was good and He's been nothing but good to me and I've been nothing but bad to you, and I believed it was Satan, not God, doing these things to me to test me as Job was tested. God is not laughing at me, he is empathizing with me because in me He feels my emotions, and sympathizing with me.

My life isn't going downhill, destination: hell. I just have a set of bad circumstances right now and God will get me through this. This too shall pass.

6:00 PM I dropped off my phone with Pastor Pete. Colt is staying in a tent with friends on the streets of Kansas City and missed another court date today. The other day, he had to go to the hospital for drunkenness. O MY FRIEND COLT! I asked Pastor Pete to go pick him up from Kansas City and bring him back to Oak Grove and drop him off and tell him to find a place to stay because he always does. I told him I would if I had a car, and I would just go do it and have no qualms about it. O GOD HELP MY FRIEND COLT!!!!!!! AND HELP SHANE TOO!!!!! SAVE MY FRIENDS!!!! AMEN!!!! Help Colt to be able to go back to the Bates City RLDS Church! Amen. In Christ's Name I pray, Amen!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I hate this stupid system! They intentionally get people addicted to drugs and alcohol then punish them, fine them and put them in jail for using!!!!!!!!!!

I accept my failures, O Lord, in Christ's Name I pray, Amen.

6:37 PM I need to learn to trust myself.

At Church I prayed desperately for God to manifest Himself to me and end my confusion, and after service I was administered to for my spiritual and mental and habitual problems in a beautiful administration by Brother Gordon.

I can't rely on my dreams nor can I rely on people, and an appeal to the Scriptures, Internet or good books aren't going to do me any good. O Lord, I lack wisdom and I need You to manifest yourself to me and tell me all the truth. I will send that letter and find out what happens. Hopefully, good will happen. I need thee O Lord! In my administration Gordon told me not to be afraid to Ask, so I am Asking you O sweet Jesus my Savior and Lord to manifest Thyself to me and tell me the truth about all these matters and to take away my addictions and cure my laziness and bless my website with regular posters! Amen!

Brother Von Brotherton reported to Mark and I that he saw Colt today in downtown KC in the vicinity of City Union Mission but couldn't offer him a ride because he was busy on business. I said next time you see him offer him a ride back to Oak Grove because he's better off here.

The number of words we possess and can use correctly is an index of our general knowledge.-Introduction to Musical Knowledge, Jones and Barnard p. 2

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Admin · 9/09/2023 3:42 pm

03-31-
THURSDAY

Later today at 9AM I need to walk up to Joy's so she can transfer the stewardship of my money to me at the bank, opening up a new bank account in my name and getting me a debit card.

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Ok, now it's time to think and be canny. I will have to always, always, always make sure that my bills are paid and my needs met before I even think of buying anything I only want, online or otherwise. And when my bills and needs are met, I need to take stock of how much I have in the bank and consider whether I even have enough to buy anything I justly want at all, or if I ought to wait until I have more money in the bank.

I have spent the last few hours streaming myself doxxing myself based upon the information freely available in my public Diaries and listening to and reacting to The American Diary of a Japanese Girl, by Yearnie Negucci, which I find fascinating, and I hope the best for this woman. It was written around the turn of the 20'th Century.

5:58 PM CDT I messed up on my laptop last night; consequently, I later gave my laptop to Pastor Pete.

At 9:30 AM this morning I Skyped Joy (because I didn't have my phone) and she said she wants me to call my Case Manager Haley to find out if Joy will get in trouble for opening an account up in my name and putting me in charge of my own finances. I told Joy I would do that when I had my phone back. She asked why I didn't have my phone. I said Pastor Pete took it because I messed up on it. She was upset because she said I have done this before and it didn't work.
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So I took a long nap until about 3:55 PM, then I started to walk to Pastor Pete's church with my laptop in my backpack to see if he was there, but he was not, so I went to Rick's to visit with him and use his phone. I called Pastor Pete who said he was coming into town later. Later Pastor Pete called me back on Rick's phone and I went out to Pete's car to get my phone and gave him my laptop. I told him to swing back by and pick up my phone too after I was done with it but he said he couldn't do that so I said I just had to trust myself that I wouldn't mess up on my phone again. Pete joked that if I did he'd poke my eyes out.

I don't think this is going to work out, and earlier more than once I had asked Pastor Pete to pay for Covenant eyes for me, since Joy won't let me purchase it.

On the way home from Rick's, I called Haley my Case Manager and left her a message to please call me back.

(THREAD CONTINUED IN DIARY 37, IN ENTRY FOR FRI , 04/01/2022
AD)

Now I'm typing this Diary update on my Chromebook. I walked up to Casey's intending to buy an X-Tra Large Dr. Pepper with the 0.98 on my PayPal card and some loose change. But it was out of order (Just the Dr. Pepper was out, nothing else) and I couldn't afford a 20 oz. I asked the cashier if he could go back to the stockroom and check to see if there was any more Dr. Pepper boxes in stock but he said he was the only cashier until 6:00 PM and he couldn't. It was 5:44 PM, and I didn't want to hang out in the store loitering for about 20 minutes, so I told him I didn't want to loiter so I'd walk around the block, but I ended up just walking home and forgetting about buying any Dr. Pepper today. When I got home I plugged my phone in and considered using some of my laundry quarters to buy a 20 oz of Dr. Pepper, but I told myself I could but I'm not going to do it because it's wrong. The Lord then said why don't you tell yourself that with porn, that you could, but you're not going to do it because it's wrong?

I sent my letter to Maggie, putting it with a stamp on it in the mailbox and putting the flag up.

Now Steve is hearing knocks and no one is there.

Joy wants to appeal the 278.00 SSI overcharge.

Tipped off by my friend Star Wars Politics, I started watching the Disney+ Marvel Series Moon Knight today on fast32. It's interesting so far. The guy works at a museum and has an olive-skinned girlfriend.

Admin · 9/09/2023 3:44 pm

04/01-
FRIDAY

In 4 minutes, I'm leaving for work.

My phone has been on the Newsmax TV App all night and still is.

I'll be taking my bike.

I'll eat a two fried eggs, a hash brown and a Large Dr. Pepper, no ice.

Bye4now. Ciou. It is 7:59 AM.

8:23 AM Watching Exodus: Gods and Kings on Tubi App. In addition to my hash brown, two fried eggs and Dr Pepper I'm having a cinnamon bun.

Around 12:04 PM CDT
Follow the songs and the movies.

Now the Ockham's Razor way of looking at what I think might be my past (and Maggie's) is that the things depicted in the movies by Hollywood that represent Maggie and I actually did happen, or will, the G-7 movies. Since that's the simplest explanation.

But sometimes Ockham's razor fails because sometimes the simplest explanation isn't true. If we always followed Ockham's razor, then a lot of the conspiracy theories that are true, would not be.

Hell plans 80 years in advance to bring down a champion and the number 80 has been given as my age in a dream either by God or another, evil, source. My age since 1983, my birth+years of time travel. Hell conceivably could have been planting these messages in movies to deceive me and make me believe things that are not true. This reasoning might be jumping through hoops.

It has already been established that yes, I do travel into both the future and the past by experiences I've had since my mind was hypothetically erased from certain past experiences such as time travel, Ludington and a hypothetical marriage to someone that my background check claims me to be committed to currently.

So to my way of thinking, it was conceivably possible because the things that were supposedly revealed to me in dreams and revelations from possibly God or myself or another, evil, agency, are possible because they are plausable and not impossible.

As Jack the Ripper, or Sir Arthur Conan Doyle said in A Study In Scarlet, When you eliminate the impossible, whatever remains, however improbable, is the truth. But that is a man's statement, just as Ockham's Razor is a man's theory, and could be erroneous.

Short of a direct manifestation from God or Jesus or an angel duly tried, only Maggie herself can tell me the truth of all this, for surely she knows.

But since then I have discovered that my delusions are for the purpose of demonic seduction and I don't need my delusions, but I do need Maggie.

If either her mind was also wiped, or I shared these experiences with someone else and not Maggie Savoie, or am married to someone else, then I can then only appeal to God, for an appeal to the Scriptures would yield only confirmation bias, and an appeal to the Dark Web would definitely break the internet, if handled by me.

This too is what satan wanted me to believe, for the act of believing these delusions and daydreaming was bringing about manifestations, both demonic and otherwise, that resembled Maggie or almost brought us together, but leaving an unbreachable wall up between us, breachable only if I give up my delusions and stop manifesting.

Haley called me back while I was going to the bathroom during a bathroom break from work, and I asked her if Joy would get in trouble for giving me charge over my own finances and opening up a bank account in my name. Haley told me that she would have to talk to her supervisor and that she would get back to me. So far, she hasn't. I surmise that she's probably still waiting for her supervisor to get back to her. (THREAD CONTINUED IN DIARY 38, IN ENTRY FOR SAT, 04/02/2022 AD)

1:28 PM Over many days (not every day) perfect Inspiration has come to me for the beginning of the Duel of the Heroes scene between Ob-Ewan McNobi and Manakin Streetwalker in The Revenge of the Sith Humorous Version, which came to me suddenly today in bits and pieces and I wrote it down and it dovetailed together into the Let Her Go, Manakin song, a parody of Frozen's 'Let It Go' and lyrical adaptation of 'Let It Flow', which is a parody of 'Let it Go'. I am also parodying myself, parodying my own lyrical adaptation of 'Let it Flow' and 'Let it Go', '(Won't) Let Her Go' which I recorded anew on a YouTube video, recording the song on my phone with my webcam, several days ago. Now I will work in earnest on Revenge of the Sith Humorous Version and try to complete it, and also, after that start TRoS HV, add some missing material to AoTC HV's Arena scene and possibly work on more of TPM HV also. I also had a lot of inspiration for the actual Mani/Ob-e duel I got from commenting on RoTS during a prequel watch party I hosted recently. It's hilarious material, but for now it's just in my head until I type it out in it's hilarious splendour later. Stay tuned.

If you want to remember something you forgot, start thinking about it or tell your mind and brain to think about it and eventually, maybe another day, it may come to you suddenly.

Okay, I went to www.darthelvis.co.uk/ then www.gettr.com before working on the Humorous Versions, showing my homeboy Darth Elvis some love.

I sent an email to Pastor James Williams or Jandor_Tarvin of www.theforce.net on his CoGiC website. I told him I have learned to balance my religious beliefs with Star Wars, and that the HV's were alive and well. I also told Sheiv the Wise to check my site later for updates to the HV's.

Thank God I remembered 'Elder James Williams'! There's only one online! Praise ye Gods!

6:02 PM I'm going to take my pills then spend one hour in The Word of God. I will time it, because when I don't, I shirk out of it. After the timer goes off, I can either choose to read more or do something else with my time after the timer goes off. I wrote a VERY LARGE portion of The Revenge of The Sith Humorous Version on my Mara/Luke Website today, ending with my Inspired humorous song, improved from its First Draft, with an added lyric and another lyric changed. I invited others to write more of the HV after my contribution. I would like to see other humorous talent displayed besides mine on the EPIC ending battles of the Script. After I take my pills, and before I set my Scripture timer, I will advertise the ROTS HV on Gettr and in several other places on the Internet, and to friends, soliciting writing talent. Then I will get into The Scriptures, starting with The Sealed Book of Mormon. Later I will likely finish Exodus: Gods and Kings on Tubi on my phone, then probably watch YouTube videos, Newsmax, or both.

6:14 PM I took my pills. Now it's time to solicit writing talent.

7:14 PM Ok, now I've solicited writing contributors. Now I will start my Scripture timer.

7:44 I read Scriptures for about a half-hour.

Ignatius to the Ephesians 2:1-8
Words of Moroni 1:25-27
LDS Doctrine and Covenants 1

I was about to look for porn on my phone when I told myself, I need my phone. So I watched something else instead.

Me to Darth Elvis today.

Brent"study36"FinalWarning"KoivV — Today at 8:03 PM
I listened to all the music on your site and watched a few of your YouTube videos. Excellence!
Going to get my Dr. Pepper now

Brent"study36"FinalWarning"KoivV — Today at 8:32 PM
I couldn't afford Dr Pepper so I got pizza instead
About to watch Wayne's World for first time

I'm doing good right now! If you have any comedic talent whatsoever, I invite you to try your hand at writing parts of this EPIC battle I am on. Quite a few before you have worked on our Humorous Versions. Let me know if you are interested. Please sign up for my website and allow me to repost your work with your permission on theforce.net in May of this year.
maraandlukeforever.boards.net/thread/69/revenge-sith-humorous-version-repost

Revenge of The Sith Humorous Version Repost | Maraandlukeforever
(AU) WARNING: SW SAGA AND POSSIBLE ST SPOILERS! Title: Revenge of The Sith Humorous Version Author: The Jedi Council and Mar
Brent"study36"FinalWarning"KoivV — Today at 8:45 PM

Nevermind. The plot of the movie doesnt seem interesting to me

I'm watching a home improvement show called fixer to fabulous Season 1 Episode 1 instead
I'm also listening to Christian music.

Brent"study36"FinalWarning"KoivV — Today at 9:23 PM
I'm about to listen to an audiobook in Russian as I read The Autobiography of Herbert W. Armstrong. I replied to some flatearthers trying to un-brainwash them.

I chose the children's storybook Snow White And The Seven Dwarves in Russian. Now it is reading the English version. The English Version is a different, Musical, kids' video. It's pretty good.

Keep pushing forward, keep pushing forward, there is light at the end of the tunnel. Commitment will help you fulfill your dreams.

The Autobiography of Herbert W. Armstrong, pp.1-3.

I got to see the Marrs family fulfill their dream of opening a 1890-era house Bed and Breakfast. They're still working on it in Episode 3 of this show.

I started playing the fun and excellent MMORPG Hero Wars, and solved a fun puzzle in the game.

Admin · 9/09/2023 3:46 pm

04-02-
SABBATH-SATURDAY

1:59 AM On the game Hero Wars, I have 221 Green Gems and 1,200,984 Gold Pieces.

1:19 PM I messed up last night and this morning with pornographic films on Tubi and Pluto TV Apps and confessed it to Joy. I can't give Pastor Pete my phone until Haley returns her supervisor's answer to me about whether Joy can put me in charge of my own money and bank account. Joy gave me 30.00 today and I got my meds and won 5 battles in the Hero Wars Arena on my computer desktop account. My account on my phone is on a different platform and server altogether and will have to be in a different guild than my laptop desktop account. On my phone account I'm just getting started in the game. I really LOVE the MMORPG Hero Wars and recommended it to a young mother at Walmart today while I was standing in line to get my ℞. (V)
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1:26 PM I have been watching/listening to The Life of Jesus as I have played Hero Wars and Journaled. Now I will go to a store and buy something after I call the library to try to renew my ChromeBook.

1:33 PM CDT I was able to renew my Chromebook until April 16, 2022 CE/AD.

On my Hero Wars Telephone App, I have 12 Green Gems and 17,578 Gold Pieces and 119 Energy. Unlike on the computer App, Ima gonna SAVE my gems, not spend them frivolously like I did on the desktop version.

On the laptop-desktop version I currently have 858 Energy, 1,486,338 Gold and 287 Gems.

Also, Joy has expressed that she's a little more open to waiting for me to get a new Payee at this point.

(THREAD CONTINUED IN DIARY 40, IN ENTRY FOR MON, 04/04/2022 AD)

9:10 PM All my shelves are emptied and my trash taken out, and I have created a new filing system to better organize my books and magazines.

My house is a royal mess and I am listening to Mark Strychyz preach at Bates City RLDS Restoration Branch on a CD.

Earlier today after work I walked to Dollar General where I bought a Blue 5 subject Notebook for Story Ideas and Diary 39, which I will start at or after Midnight tonight.

I called Paul Ludy later and arranged to buy a Purple Hymnal and a Remnant Hymnal, and called Nancy Green the Book Steward of the Oak Grove RLDS Restoration Branch, leaving her a message that I wanted to get RLDS History of the Church Volumes 5-8 back.

I need to keep learning about the Holy Spirit from the Scriptures and Good Books, Math, Music, Spanish, Russian, Spiritual and Physical Preparation, Morse Code and Ham Radio. Plus all my Good Book studies and the Scriptures. Time is running out but I have more time than I think I have.

I need to straighten out my priorities.

I watched a Trump Rally tonight in Michigan.

I'm watching Newsmax as I listen to Mark's Sermon. After it is over, I'll watch some of Mark Sohlden's videos to construct Against Haersis, and possibly, to learn what good Mark has to teach.

There is a lot I can type and post on my website tonight because I'll be up for a while because of all the Dr Pepper and the very high sugar content (72 grams, WAY more than in a bottle of Coke) of the bottle of Casey's Cream Soda I drank.

Mark Strychz preaches tomorrow morning also.

After Dollar General, I walked to the Catholic Church and I introduced myself to Fr. Brian and got a Catholic Bible from him.

Then I ate three shrimp and avacado tacos at a Mexican Restaurant.

The Lord tells me soon I will be a lot more careful about what I do and don't do on the Sabbath and on the Lord's Day, but there is a difference between the sacred and the profane, as Michael W. Savage taught me, and there are certain movies or activities that are appropriate only for days other than Saturday and Sunday, to paraphrase Him.

9:40 PM Buddhism is smoke and mirrors, as Ashly Scott Germaine taught me. I was about to start studying Buddhism, but Jesus shouted STOP, and told me there is no truth in it and it's a false way.

Admin · 9/09/2023 3:47 pm

04.03--
LORD'S DAY

12:39 AM For about the last 3 hours, I have put all the books and magazines that I intentionally scattered all over, onto my shelves.

My fiction I put in my room, inside the shelves of my writing desk (09/01/2022 Now all my fiction is on my main shelves and my library books and some of the other books that I am borrowing from various people/places are in my writing desk shelves-BLSKV). It looks all neat and organized now.

After Donnie's RLDS Sermon is over, I will play Hero Wars for a while. I am streaming. I need to find a way to share my screen on Restream, so I can stream Hero Wars.

I am really enjoying this Sermon by Elder Donnie!

Admin · 9/09/2023 3:50 pm

04-04-
MONDAY

9:00 PM THE DAY PREVIOUS
Introduction to Musical Knowledge, Jones & Barnard, pp. 2-8.

We need to find balance- - not just just as much good as bad, but to overcome bad with good - me and Paul Ludy

  Paraphrased from a Sermon by Karl Anderson

*I need to spend a significant amount of time unplugged from the world- no games, News, TV, Internet, phone, social Media, etc. "Be still and know that I Am God." Seek the fuller revelation. Be a watchman on the tower.

*As I said to Paul Ludy today, WWIII is going to suddenly come upon us. The news isn't going to warn us-only the Revelation of the LORD will give us sufficient warning.

*Those who cruise and coast along in life shall not abide a Celestial Kingdom.

Brief Synoptical Statements from a Revelation given through Karl Anderson Wednesday morning:

Wait not upon the endowment but move out in preparation...fear not for your life or for things that sustain you for I will be all your sustenance. . .There will be moments of great alarm when the world will be hurled into chaos. . .The world shall know I AM God. Even so.

Church was positively AWESOME! I met Paul and Sue, a wonderful older couple and all the way home had a lovely conversation with Paul Ludy. Before Paul and Dee dropped me off at home, I asked Dee to think and pray about becoming my General Music instructor (after Mrs. Lackey, Joy Soper, Elizabeth Valle Stix-Silvers, Gidget Phillips, Todd Moses and Steve Logan).

Commitment leads to the fulfilling of your dreams.

I have musical, film Directorial and Cartoonist, Priesthood and Missionary and Husband and Fatherhood Dreams, as well as owning CAVE-I and SPEAKVACANDPURPPARODY UN LTD and being a published author of both fiction and nonfiction books. As well as Philanthropy dreams.

As I sit and write in my Diary at my Writing Desk God gave me so Generously, for in Him is all things Good to provide, I am starting a new life full of dreams and dos, holiness and wonder and adventure!

"I want you to go FIVE DAYS (starting 4-4-022 CE) only writing in your paper Diary, Chromebook turned off and (I just shut it off at 9:25 PM (4/3) I had it closed only) phone only) phone only for calls. NO laptop."- The LORD.

"I the LORD am bound when ye do what I say, but when ye do not what I say, ye have no promise."-RLDS DC 81:3B

"We....made known to our brethren, that we had received a commandment to organize the Church; and accordingly we met together for that purpose, at the house of Mr. Peter Whitmer, Sen., (being six in number,) on Tuesday, the sixth day of April, A.D., one thousand eight hundred and thirty."-Joseph Smith the Prophet.

I had a heated debate with my neighbor Steve yesterday and today. He taught me some things.

I had a hot argument with Uncle Mark over the phone just now, after he made a pretentious prayer. He is mad, a buffoon, idiotic, assuming, a fool. He taught me nothing but tried to convince me it was okay to change the Scriptures after he told me yesterday man had corrupted the Catholic Bible!

He actually believes God will convince me the Book of Mormon needs to be corrected! A man had a Testimony that the Book of Mormon Restored Covenant Edition is just as it was received through Joseph Smith Jr's translation by the Gift and Power of God! Mark wants to steady the ark. If he were to touch it, all the plagues in the Book of Revelation would be added to him and his name would be blotted out of the Lamb's Book of Life!

He is positively mad and is unwilling to listen to reason, talking over me every time I begin to try to reason with him. He wouldn't even debate.

Even the Atheist Steve is wiser than him.

I want to read first 'Meditation and Prayer' by F. Henry Edwards, then 'Tell My People' by Walter Weldon.

I'm donating 'The Bible Code II' by Michael Drosnin to the Bates City RLDS Branch library. I'm going to offer to let Pastor Pete borrow 'Discovered: Noah's Ark!' by Ron Wyatt.

I need to remember to read my Maths Book and practice Maths. I have to remember that, to a point, I understood Trigonometry (or was it Vector Calculus? Or both? I forgot.).

Written 3/8/2022 CE

3:58 PM

"Germany is totally controlled by Russia"-Donald Trump.

Herbert W. Armstrong was right! Germany is becoming involved in the last days; but I feel that Germany shall rise to the top (under Obama) with a revived Roman Empire as it was in the 1940's.-- a Fifth Reich, so to speak.
A German Strongman shall arise if he hasn't already.

And what are Mark's heresies?

Well, two of them are, he wants to change 'lead us not into temptation' in the Book of Mormon to 'Suffer us not to be led into temptation' as it reads in the Inspired Version', which has the appearance of wisdom, but is folly, and madness.

The other is, he wrote an entire book about wanting to change every instance of 'White and delightsome' in the Book of Mormon to 'pure and delightsome' (Called 'Robber Barons, posted by me for an ensample of his madness in the 'Good Books and Periodicals' section of my Mara/Luke4ever website (not all his books are bad I don't think) which is madness and folly also.

The Scripture in RLDS Jacob 2:59, which reads, "O my brethren, I fear that unless, ye shall repent of your sins, that their skins will be whiter than yours when ye shall be brought with them before the throne of God."

destroys Mark's theory, because logically there is no other word but 'whiter' that could go in that verse!

And it applies all across the board!

And worse yet, Mark feels God has revealed these things to him!
So he didn't arrive to his conclusion by reason, but by false spiritual experiences.

I want to get a Duoey-Rheims Bible from the local Used Bookstore next time I get enough money for it.

Also, a book devoted to Calculus, to continue my maths studies, once I get that far.

*Geometry and Trigonometry- Step 3
*Archimedes-Step 4
*Euclid's Elements-Step 5
*Fluid Dynamics-Step 6
*Quantum Math-Step 7
Actually, I should get a Beginner's and Intermediate Algebra book, either from the library or Bookstore, or both, to prepare me even for the Maths book I'm on now.

Tyler, Della and Gordon's Grandson, was called to the Office of Deacon. I suggested to him that he read a Public Speaking book.
He is 21, and works at a McDonald's. Another man was called to the Office of Elder. Tyler was born in 2000 CE.

I had a good shower this morning, and another good shower just before evening Church at Kingsville Restoration Branch.

10:51 PM 4/3 still.

I find that food is most desirable now when I want one of two snacks between meals or at mealtime.

"....for I, the Lord, will judge all men according to their works, according to the desire of their hearts"- LDS Doctrine and Covenants 137:7-9

"....call upon me when I am near; draw near to me, and I will draw near unto you; seek me diligently and ye shall find me; ask and ye shall receive; knock and it shall be opened unto you; whatsoever ye ask the Father in my name it shall be given unto you, that is expedient for you; and if ye ask any thing that is not expedient for you, it shall turn unto your condemnation."-1835 Doctrine and Covenants 7:16

"...truth abideth and hath no end.." v.17.

7:07 AM Introduction to Musical Knowledge, pp. 9-10 (4/4)

7:07 AM Praise God! I work! From 9-11 AM to-day!

Before I called McDonald's, I prayed to God that I worked today. Then I called, and Megan told me, yes, I worked! Praise Gods!

I'm taking this Diary everywhere I go. It's therapeutic

   I'm looking forward to this five-day adventure with Thee! This is DAY ONE. A couple hours of invigourating work, then hopefully either during work or after, Haley will call me to let me know what her suporvisor said about whether or no Joy can put me in charge of my own finances. I'm glad Joy is willing to wait for Haley's answer. If she calls, I need to call Pastor Pete so he can come pick up my phone. If she doesn't call, then he can't take it yet.

(THREAD CONTINUED THIS DIARY, DIARY 40, ENTRY FOR WED,
04/06/2022 AD)

"...the whirl of desire transforms the innocent mind"-Wisdom of Solomon 4:12, New American Standard Bible, Revised Edition (Catholic Bible).

I'm leaving here at 7:30 AM and walking up to McDonald's, where I'll just have a free Dr. Pepper for showing up at work, then have my 10.00 of free food at lunchtime @11am.

GENESIS

According to the Priestly Source (which we know to be Moses (there is higher criticism claiming that Moses did not write Genesis, but that Genesis was an oral story passed down and written down by the Judges. This is ludicrosity, for the Inspired Version explicitly shows the author of Genesis to be Moses. I am rather surprised that the Catholic Church would go so far as to deny the Mosaic authorship of the Pentateuch!)) they take Genesis 1 from, they translate 'In the beginning God created the heavens and the earth' as 'In the beginning when God created the heavens and the earth', or, in other words putting the happenstance of vv.2-31 in the timeline immediately after Gen. 1:1, destroying the original intent of the Author.

Mark was right. It is a corruption. The word when does not go there. But according to Joseph Smith, Jr., it is more properly translated 'heavens and the earth' than 'heaven and the earth' (Lectures of Faith 5:Q.9.)

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What is the Challoner-Rheims New Testament?

The NAB-RE is based upon the Latin Vulgate.

Of the Latin Vulgate, the Introduction to the Inspired Version, says,

that the Latin translation was based upon Origen's translation.

Of Origen's translation, the Introduction to the IV says: (According to St. Jerome) "When Origen observed that there was less in the Greek than in the Hebrew, he did supply it from the version of Theodotion, and put an asterisk or star to it, to signify that this was to illustrate what was obscure." St. Jerome makes frequent mention of the additions, corrections, and SUBTRACTIONS made in the versions of the Septuagint, by Origen (who did NOT speak, read or even KNOW even Old English, by the way-BLSKV).***

Dupin says

"...the asterisks being either misunderstood, or entirely left out in some places, the additions of Theodotion were CONFOUNDED with the version of the Septuagint, which perhaps moved Jerome to say (not in English, need I remind you-BLSKV) that Origen had corrupted and confounded the version of the Septuagint." (The Septuagint, for those who don't know about the LXX Version (Septuagint) being the Greek Old Testament, a wonderful account of the commissioning making and approving thereof being in the Letter of Aristaeus which can be found on this website and in the Book The Lost Books of the Bible and the Forgotten Books of Eden, an Anthology of mostly True Scriptures but a few fables such as the Books of Adam and Eve, the vindictive and made-up Death of Pilate, the Complete sex u al asceticism-promoting fable Acts of Paul and Thecla and the entirely false Story of Ahikar (none of which will be found on this site unless someone else posts them. I would not delete them.-BLSKV))

Again, of the Vulgate, the introduction to the IV state,

"This" complete history of the Canon," &c., says:

"The Council of Trent

(Point of information: From Wikipedia:

"The Council of Trent (Latin: Concilium Tridentinum), held between 1545 and 1563 in Trent (or Trento, in northern Italy), was the 19th ecumenical council of the Catholic Church.(1)
((1) Joseph Francis Kelly, The Ecumenical Councils of the Catholic Church: A History, (Liturgical Press, 2009), 126-148.
Prompted by the Protestant Reformation, it has been described as the embodiment of the Counter-Reformation.(2)(3)
((2) "Trent, Council of" in Cross, F. L. (ed.) The Oxford Dictionary of the Christian Church, Oxford University Press, 2005 (ISBN 978-0-19-280290-3). (3) Quoted in Responses to Some Questions Regarding Certain Aspects of the Doctrine on the Church Archived August 13, 2013, at the Wayback Machine)
The Council issued condemnations of what it defined to be heresies committed by proponents of Protestantism, and also issued key statements and clarifications of the Church's doctrine and teachings, including scripture, the Biblical canon, sacred tradition, original sin, justification, salvation, the sacraments, the Mass, and the veneration of saints.(4)
((4) Wetterau, Bruce. World History. New York: Henry Holt and Company, 1994.)
The Council met for twenty-five sessions between 13 December 1545 and 4 December 1563.(5)
((5) Hubert Jedin, Konciliengeschichte, Verlag Herder, Freiburg, (p.?) 138
Pope Paul III, who convoked the Council, oversaw the first eight sessions (1545–47), while the twelfth to sixteenth sessions (1551–52) were overseen by Pope Julius III and the seventeenth to twenty-fifth sessions (1562–63) by Pope Pius IV.

The consequences of the Council were also significant with regard to the Church's liturgy and practices. In its decrees, the Council made the Latin Vulgate the official Biblical text of the Roman Church (without prejudice to the original texts in Hebrew and Greek, nor to other traditional translations of the Church, but favoring the Latin language over vernacular translations, such as the controversial English-language Tyndale Bible). In doing so, they commissioned the creation of a revised and standardized Vulgate in light of textual criticism, although this was not achieved until the 1590s. The council also officially affirmed (and for the first time at an ecumenical council) the traditional Catholic canon of biblical books, in response to Protestant exclusion of the deuterocanonical books.(2)
((2) "Trent, Council of" in Cross, F. L. (ed.) The Oxford Dictionary of the Christian Church, Oxford University Press, 2005 (ISBN 978-0-19-280290-3).)
In 1565, a year after the Council finished its work, Pius IV issued the Tridentine Creed (after Tridentum, Trent's Latin name) and his successor Pius V then issued the Roman Catechism and revisions of the Breviary and Missal in, respectively, 1566, 1568 and 1570. These, in turn, led to the codification of the Tridentine Mass, which remained the Church's primary form of the Mass for the next four hundred years.

More than three hundred years passed until the next ecumenical council, the First Vatican Council, was convened in 1869.")

(Point of information: The Deuterocanonical books are what the Protestants and Mormons call the Apocrypha:

I Esdras (Ezra)
II Esdras
Tobit
Judith
The Rest of Esther (with the word God in it) (or Greek Esther)
Wisdom of Solomon
Wisdom of Sirach
Baruch
The Letter of Jeremiah
The Song of the Three Holy Children (or Prayer of Azariah)
The History of Susannah
Bel and the Dragon
The Prayer of Manasses
I Maccabees
II Maccabees
III Maccabees
IV Maccabees
Psalm 151

There were at least 777 Books left out of the Bible.-BLSKV),

(held in 1540,) when it declared the Vulgar version authentic, did not thereby declare it as done by divine inspiration, neither a piece conformable in all respects to the original texts, or free from all errors.

Dupin continues:

"The critics have sometimes reformed the text, because they looked upon it as faulty; they have met with a sense that shocked them in the text, and which might be reformed by taking away one single word; they have determined that the text ought to read so and so, and have boldly corrected the text upon a mere conjecture."

-Intro. to Inspired Version of the Holy Scriptures, pp. 3-5.

The Book of Mormon, I Nephi 3:40, states:

"For behold, they have taken away from the gospel of the Lamb, many parts which are plain and most precious; and also many covenants (could this also, by extension, include DC 107, 109 and 110, removed by Conference Action in an Appendectomy just before the RLDS changed its name to the Community of Christ in 2001 CE?) of the Lord have been taken away; and all this have they done, that they might pervert the right ways of the Lord; that they might blind the eyes and harden the hearts of the children of men: wherefore, thou seest that after the book hath gone forth through the hands of the great and abominable church, that there are many plain and precious things taken away from the book, which is the book of the Lamb of God; and after these plain and precious things were taken away, it goeth forth unto all the nations of the Gentiles."

"This declaration is fully sustained by"

many "quotations from history, relative to the transmission of the Bible."

-Intro to IV, p. 3

The great and abominable church, which is for the most part I believe, the Roman (Latin Rite) Catholic Church are the stewards of the Latin Vulgate Bible and according to the words of the Book of Mormon in I Nephi Chapter 3, quoted above, the Catholic Bible based upon it will have many, many corruptions. The addition of the word when to Genesis 1:1 is only the tip of the iceburg, so to speak. I don't even think that was in the Latin Vulgate!

Gen. 1:2 It was changed from without form and void, to without form or shape-an entirely different meaning! 'and void' means 'unfilled'. 'or shape' means 'the shape of it was undefined.'
There is NO correlation between these two meanings. Once again, the corruption, of the Catholic Bible knows no bounds!

They took out the word 'The Spirit of God' from v. 2 and replaced it with a Mighty Wind! That's downright awful and borderline blasphemy! It probably is blasphemy! What possible reason would any Catholic scholar have for eliminating the name of The Holy Spirit anywhere from Scripture except, as quoted above, "that they might pervert the right ways of the Lord; that they might blind the eyes and harden the hearts of the children of men". And not all wind is God, so saying it was wind is not a replacement for God's name at all.

To out-and-out remove the Name 'The Spirit of God' from the Word of God is a putrid form of downright corruption!

v.3 They replaced the word 'And' (denoting a passage of time) with 'then', for 'And God' to 'Then God' making the action immediate!

Again this totally and completely destroys the original intent of the Author!

11:34 AM At my Count, I have been banned or kicked out from at least 12 places or spaces in my lifetime for various reasons. Actually 13 if you count Santa's Covert, and 14 if you count the second time Tom asked me to leave the Genesee District Library in Flint, Michigan, and 15 if you count the time I was suspended from my job at McDonald's for chronic tardiness and 16 if you count the time I was not rehired at the Walmart in Michigan because of my previous record of laziness and taking the easy way out at the end of my previous employment there in Missouri, and 17 is the time I was kicked out of Maggie's neighborhood in Bates City for disturbing her neighbors and 18 is the time I was kicked out of Richfield Park, 19 if you count Art II in 12'th Grade, 20 if you count Beginning =13.3333pxJournalism, 21 is World Religion Class which those IEP people wouldn't let me take because they thought I'd be 'intolerant', 22 if you count Theater I, 23 and 24 are Reading Lab I and II, 25 is Geometry and 26 and 27 if you count the first time I was banned from Rangers of Avalon Guild and discord server on Albion. 28: Being kicked out of the first Guild I was in in RAID: Shadow Legends for inactivity. 29: My first YouTube Account being deleted. 30 & 31: My Twitter account was suspended twice and possibly a third time, but I'm not sure. I was never put in 'Facebook jail'. 32: Meijer (2002) 33: Myrtyl Grove Trailer Park. 34: Another Trailer Park. 35: A Trailer in a trailer park. 36: When I was 19 I was kicked out of my Dad's house. 37: I was kicked out of Grandma Marge's house once. 38: I was kicked out of Aunt Merilyn's. 39: Once I was kicked out of Missouri.

How many of those was I welcome back to?

1&2&3 I was welcome back to theforce.net three times.

4&5 I was welcome back to Genesee District Library twice.

5&6 I was welcome back to Twitter twice (possibly 3 times). I remember opening a support ticket two of those times and politely asking for them to restore my account.

7 & 8 & 9 & 10) Rangers of Avalon welcomed me back to their server and Guild twice each before finally suspending me.

11) McDonald's welcomed me back to my job after my suspension.

12) Mark Nunn welcomed me back to the Oak Grove Restoration Branch of the RLDS Church after he heard that I was doing good at the Bates City Restoration Branch

(Mmm...baggler fries! Yum!) and after he had lunch with me at P.T's to determine my normalcy.

I will take up this life reflection later. It's 12:07 and my food is almost gone and I need to go home to my apartment. I'll be very busy for quite a few hours.
Also, l8r I will (Why does 'will' have the word 'ill' in it? because if you do your own will and not God's will, the results will be ill!) resume my Scriptures studies.

Kyle Katarn:

"Oh, I'm not a Jedi. I'm just a man with a lightsaber and a few questions."

Nar Shaddah bartender: "A lot of peoples have those."

Kyle Katarn: "Lightsabers?"

Barkeep: "Questions"

-My favorite line from a popular 90's Star Wars videogame, post-ROTJ, Legends. (EU)
(E-Explanded
U-Universe.)

I wonder if watery green lettuce is as alkaline a food, as, say, romaine, or purple lettuce is.

When my five days of being unplugged are over, I'll have to look that up.

Rabbits eat in, so it must be nourishing somehow. Go fig.

12:14 PM CDT Well, just before I leave the Crew room at McDonald's, I'll write my thoughts.
Well, either my letter is well on its way to Maggie by now or she has it and she's read it. Or it got lost in the mail, or was not sent because of the powers that be put a 'do not send' notice on it and voided the stamp like in my dream. (God forbid that I should succeed in getting in touch with her! It was all they could do to try to prevent me from walking to her house in October or devour me before I got there before I learned 1) that she was alive 2) that she lived in Missouri, NOT Michigan and 3) that she lived in a house in Bates City and 4) What neighborhood she lived in.

I learned from a regular at McDonald's that there is no McDonald's (or much of anything for that matter) in Bates City.) It's an extremely rural, little town.

Maybe Maggie, in moving there, was trying to get as far away from me as she could, assuming I still lived in Michigan (because she saw me at the Meijer grocery store they tore down, in 2014 CE), and chose a small town where there was no one for miles so she could live in isolation, used some of her vast riches to purchase a beautiful little large mini-mansion of a house, keep good housekeeping and all, but misses me dreadfully. I have to consider the possibility that she wants nothing to do with me and that we would never get along; that a relationship between us would never work out (according to Joy's either limited or knowing understanding of the situation) and that satan is the one who has been leading me to her and reminding me of her as Joy either knows or thinks, but a life of dreams tell me otherwise (but they could be lying, twisted; distorted; according to my base desires and the multitude of my daily business or from my own mind, etc). But I do consider the possibility that my dreams are only produced by lustful desires, no matter how Christian my dreams seem from Holy Spirit music playing in church and Maggie talking about God working all things according to his timing to Maggie singing a Restoration Hymn in a Soprano voice, to Maggie telling me she has wanted me from the beginning and shouting Glory, Hallelulia after satan lied to me telling me I was in hell, to Maggie telling me she has always been a Restorationist at a JCRB Conference, but despite the seeming Christianity of these dreams and the cryptic multipart message of Eddie Amor (Follow the Songs and the movies, High School lady, Be Patient, Digging in the mountains, Dr's and a Base, Messages on my computer), and the supposesd Confirmation of the Be Patient part by an angel through the Prophet Shane Mykel Jones, (and if one part is confirmed, doesn't it stand to reason that all of it is?) and Shane's constant admonition to be patient, and the Gemmatria of my Street Address and full name telling me to pursue my dreams and that 'she was hard to get,' all this could be a satan's tool, a prima facia argument for satan's and hell's grand Deception of Brent Lee Sohlden Koivopolo V they have been devising for over 80 years to get me to believe false things about myself and Maggie, either to drive Maggie away from me, lead me to my destruction whether or not Maggie is a factor in this, or both.

I met Jennifer, 25, just now. She has red hair and she asked me what time it was. But I'd take Maggie way over her but only if she is a possibility.

I have to consider the possibility too that she may be Maggie Kirkman in Colorado, married to Ben and with two kids and that the woman I saw in Bates City wasn't Maggie at all but a look-a-like.

I have to look at all things, not just this, realistically.

Ciou.

Bye4now.

3:38 PM CDT @laundromat And now, I resume my studies. . . .

v. 5 Two major corruptions here: 1) The word ''And', denoting a passage of time, was removed once and 2) Changed to 'then' in the same verse, giving an unoriginally intended sense of immediacy to the second clause of the 4'th Verse of Gen Chapter 1 (KJV) (1:7 IV).

Today, I had a little bit of an adventure of sorts, starring the police, Pastor Pete and me, and either a real or imagined male or female or male and female robber or robbers.:

ON the way home from work, I was directed to stop at Pastor Pete's church to see if he was there. When I got there, the door was ajar. I went into the church, thinking surely Pastor Pete or someone MUST be inside. But a search of every upstairs room yielded no results. As I checked the basement, I thought I saw a flashlight beam, which hurriedly switched off.

I called out that I swore I was calling the police and that they had better get gone, assuming there was a robber or robbers. I then closed a heavy-scrape-to-the-floor door to slow any would-be assailant or assailants (what if they he or she had a gun or a tire iron, etc.?) down from reaching me, then closed the door at the top of the stairs, the sought a door I could lock behind me to hide in lest the real or imagined robber or robbers should find me, but no door in the upstairs floor of the church that I checked could be locked. So I went into the Sanctuary and hid, and quietly tried calling Pastor Pete, left a message quietly, saying it could be a matter of life or death, then called the police. My clothes are done being washed. I need to put them in the dryer. Continued in a few. . .

4:35 PM My clothsies (the ones I didn't leave at home in a big scattered pile I'll put in a smaller, tighter pile later) are in the dryer. There was only one load, washer and dryer. Pastor Pete gave me both a ride up to the laundromat and a box of Toasted Oats I forgot to unload from his car the last time he took me to the Community Services League to get free food help.
To continue my story (I'll continue it later).

I talked to Shane Jones on the phone between putting my clothes in the dryer and now. He is furious at me for telling him the truth he needed to hear calmly. He yelled and swore at me; thinks erroneously that I'm just trying to control his life. I've heard it all before. The first several texts after I confront him to correct him are always full of justifications and excuses. Later he calls or texts repentance and reconciliation. The pattern never varies. I knew I was supposed to confront him because I caught him at a good time when he could freely talk. Thank God he got his phone back. He's allergic to pork now. I know from experience that it's not that difficult to eat a pork-free diet. I don't now, because I'm not allergic to it, nor is there any reason for me to not eat it. Joseph Smith, Jr. records eating whole hog in his Diary. But Shane is allergic, and his family is trying to force him to eat it because they erroneously think that he's making it all up. Lord, help his family to accept the fact that Shane has a food allergy and help them to honor, respect and accommodate that. Amen. 17 min. left on the dryer then I can calleth Pastor Pete and ask 'im whether or no he c'n come p'k mer up in one of his vehicles or if he's tied up in a meeting, cannot, and I then have to carry my bag'o clothes 'n cereal, soap a'd dryer sheets (which I just now remembered to put in, 2 sheets, reminded by my Diary (It's smart like that) over my shoulder (s) and walk home. When I get home, whether driven by Pete or walk, (It is a gorgeous, sunny day, but it was a tad chilly this morning) I need to call Larry Green about reobtaining RLDS Church History 5-8.

Me to Shane Mykel Jones:

5:02 PM Apr. 4

Shane, listen. I'm not trying to control you, only help you along life's journey as you help me along. My words aremuch weaker than my writing so I hope I can reason with you.
Sometimes if we justify wrongdoing long enough, our convicter becomes broken, or the part of us that senses the Holy Spirit's conviction becomes broken and we don't realize we have strayed until God an angel (a real one that you have duly tried as the Scriptures and prophet directs) or someone speaking into your life come and proves you. or tells you of your wrongdoing.
I've been playing the game of life for decades more than you have a lot more experience in the Christian life than you do. I know this what I am telling you from experience bud. The doctrine of endless justification dictates that main endlessly justifies and makes excuses for everything they do right or wrong. I only told you (cont'd l8r)

8:06 PM

"If Satan cannot stop you, he will get behind you and push you to exhaustion."- Pastor Calvin Ray Martin.
Nomatter how righteous the list of things Satan commands you to do are, it will inevitably lead to sin because of the nature if the instruction. When God tells you to do specific things, there will be a definite end to it-the LORD.

From 7-8 p.m. everyday the LORD has given me permission to type articles, Scriptures, Sermons, good books and Commentaries from my hardcopies. (Actually, this was not the LORD, but myself telling myself how to justify disobedience, for I was commanded to unplug from all electronics but making phone-calls, period.)

Pacing myself at one hour a day (as I justified it) is a slow build-up, which is better than a large winfall (copying and pasting large portions at a time from the Internet I told myself was forbidden, justifying it by saying I could type it.)

I also justified playing Hero Wars during this time the same way I justified typing, by telling myself I could, but it was limited.

8:13 PM CDT I am safe in my apartment. It is evening- dark outside. My door, my outer door and my inner door are shut and locked. I feel like Will Smith in 'I Am Legend', or 'I Am Insulted' or 'I Am Slapping'   N-E-Ways, to continue my longo talo, or my story

After calling 911, reporting the matter and telling them I was about to hide, I hid somewhere and called Pastor Pete and I got ahold of him. Apparently the cleaning lady had left the front door open accidentally because the trash was empty according to the Officer, and their truck was there which was the cleaning lady's truck according to Pastor Pete, who told me to check the trash can by the drinking fountain.

While hiding, and waiting for the police to arrive, I thought I distinctly heard both a footstep (which could have been the policecar door slamming shut) and a creaking door upstairs (which could have been another policecar door opening). When the police got there I showed my hands, and told them (In Scriptures when 'and' is used at the beginning of a verse or phrase or paragraph, it usually denotes a passage of time. So does 'And it came to pass', which was why it was so evil for the RLDS (way before it was CoC) in 1966 to remove that phrase for the reader's edition of the Book of Mormon.) that there was nothing in my bookbag but books and nothing in my pockets, but remembered that that was not the case, so I corrected myself and said "and pens, and a wallet". (I forgot about my phone, if my phone, if my phone was in my pocket at the time and I wasn't holding it (I don't recall at this time).).
(I did not have my jacket in my backpack until later, after I went to my apartment, just before getting a ride up to the laundromat from Pete). The police then told me to wait out by the car out there in the lot, and I did. Pastor Pete called me and I updated him. The police searched the church and came up to me at the car. They thought me a little loco judging by the circular motion one cop to his temple to another officer over by the church building. They let me go but I admonished them to check the building inside to see if anything was missing. They said they would. Pastor Pete brought me to the church later and the door was locked. We reasoned that the police must have locked the door.

Me and Shane Jones continued:....

....you were on the right path because for a while you had me convinced of it and we were on the confirming each others biased Confirmations crazy cycle for several months there. I'm sorry about that bud. Think and pray about this and remember to try the spirits like Joseph Smith taught us how to do and John commanded us to do in the Scriptures. God bless. Ciou.

Shane: 5:02 PM The elites are really really going through with their plans, and you telling me I'm on the wrong path is not right when you don't know what I've been doing these last few days, or hours, I have not smoked today or yesterday (praise God! But that's not the end of his sentence, unfortunately-BLSKV) because I have not been needing it (justification-BLSKV) you say I'm addicted I only smoke when I'm needing to relax and calm down which lately I've (that's like saying I only look at porn and self-pleasure when I'm needing it to relax and calm down-BLSKV) been mellow (until the next time he has to "relax and calm down". That's like saying I have no shame in looking at porn but you shouldn't worry because, I have not looked at it yesterday or today, but will next time I need to, but I haven't needed to lately-BLSKV) (He thinks like a kid!-BLSKV) I'm not high right now (until he "needs it", then he'll be high then-BLSKV) and these words I'm telling you from my spirit (not all spirits are in a righteous state--a man's spirit can be a defiled one-BLSKV), these are wisdom (folly that has the appearance of wisdom-BLSKV) I have gained. (He sounds like every addict who doesn't seek to give up their addiction to their drug or drugs of choice-BLSKV)

Brent V: 5:04 PM You are not on the wrong path about everything bud. We are all wrong about some things; right about others. It's called being human bud.

Shane: 5:11 PM You said the truth is stranger than fiction well I have really found that out lately bud, it has set me free, I have felt complete joy lately for the Great Spirit and his creation, these feelings, I have not had since I was a child bud, I feel these feelings again and it has softened my heart, I am living my mission, and yes its scary I will admit it because I don't want to face my destiny because I've been running, but my past came back to bite me in the b u t t, and when I finally completely surrendered my will the Great Spirit has lifted my curse of feeling numb and depression stopped, these Angels have been helping me conquer my fears, they keep telling me fear and courage is a choice and when I face these dangers and demons I'll admit it I don't want to face them, but then my guardians keep telling me I'm NOT alone they are with me I have people who watch over me and that gives me courage knowing that I'm not alone for he has given me allies that are numberless to me and then I get 4 Archangels at my command to protect (when I was in the Realm of the Dead I was in a worse hell than hell. The only reason I wasn't suffering is because I was righteous-the LORD 10:13 PM CDT-BLSKV) me and then Yeshua Hamashiach is there to bud.

Shane: 5:12 PM Yes, no one is perfect
I have my shortcomings too bud and that's why when I did Haniel immediately convicted me. (Apology accepted. It is 10:30 PM and God told me right now Shane is in the battle of his life and commanded me to pray for him, so I got on my knees at my altar and cried out to the LORD for Shane's protection, deliverance, that Shane will overcome and endure and that the LORD would give him strength.-BLSKV) (And I have prayed for him at other times today-BLSKV).

Shane: 8:13 PM You have to have faith in me and in these Angels and most of all in the Great Spirit bud.

Shane: 5:13 PM Shalom.

Brent: 5:16 PM If you were controlled by the Great Spirit, Shane, you would not have gotten so furious and told me to f off after I calmly tried to correct you. You must reevaluate what kinds of spirits you are entertaining. And God did tell you to listen to me.

Shane: 5:19 PM No you were in the wrong I could of told you that without getting like that. (That's like saying 'I could have told you 'sc--- you you rebellious woman, never talk to me again "in a kind, courteous way-BLSKV)

Brent: 5:19 PM You can have a very high and exalted false spiritual experience that seems wonderful. There is a beautiful side of evil and the devil masquerades as an angel of light and once I saw a purple pillar of a cloud of fire in my house that said I AM. Get low. And it was satan deceiving me. I have been enraptured to a place I thought was a heaven and it was a hell. Satan

Brent: 5:20 PM Can masquerade as a Holy Spirit like feeling (but not quite) just enough to full a prophet of God)

Brent: 5:20 PM Ciou

Shane: 5:20 PM Yeah well that was you bud, I have no had these issues lately.

Brent: 5:20 PM You don't know that. What you told me was off.

Brent: 5:21 PM Ciou Think. Pray.

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04/05-
TUESDAY

Me and Shane cont'd:

Shane: 5:21 PM: He works with everyone differently

Shane: 5:21 PM: Like I said I mess up my words sometimes

Shane 5:21 PM: I have a hard time explaining things rightm

5:21 PM Brent: Yes, but there is a life pattern to everything that is consistent always Bye. My phone is about to die.

5:22 PM Brent: Try the spirits. BYE.

Shane 6:09 PM CDT If I was wrong then other Christian would of told me I'm not right on the money.

Shane 6:09 PM Shane: Yeah you have a good one.

8:45 PM Brent: Weed no..chakras third eye no..angel messages from cards and web sites new age..the rest yes. The rest hold to. Deception is deceptive and not all strong feelings or feelings are from God. Good night. Research what Christians from Baptist and Pentecostal especially churches say about each of these categories of no no things. Think pray don't assume and don't and don't think all your feelings and experiences are of God no matter how strong unless they line up with the word of God and the prophetic utterances of the prophets (two you can always trust are Kat Kerr and Louise Fogel-Sharp.) and Godly (not just good) counsel from people you can have confidence in to give a correct answer about the topic you ask about..maybe not every topic however. peace.

9:03 PM CDT Brent: There's not a blamed elite hiding under every bush Shane now get hold of yourself and unplug from the world for a while. Your getting to the point of paranoia which isn't healthy. Relax. Take a deep breath. don't fear for your life nor for anything of sustenance for God will be all your sustenance. Just make due preparation for the bad times and hang in there. Love is triumphant over all Love is God and obedience the best sacrifice. There will be moments of great alarm as the world hurls itself into chaos, but the world shall know that HE IS God.

9:14 PM Shane: What do you mean unplug from the world.

9:19 PM: Brent: As long as we continue to gain knowledge we will continue to gain both wrong and right information and have a need to sort it out and try the spirits.

Brent: 9:26 PM: Unplug-no internet, games, news, TV, social media, etc for a set period of time you take to commune with God and seek the fuller revelation. In about more than 11 years time when WWIII starts, we won't have any warning. It will come upon us suddenly. The news will not give us a sufficient warning not even truth social Newsmax or putin gay fox diamond and silk firing evil Rupert Murdoch owned Fox. Only the revelation of God will give sufficient warning for that or ANY upcoming calamity. The promise of protection and sureness of salvation is only to watchmen on the wall. When you get your baptism and confirmation you will become a Child of the Most High and eligible for priesthood according to the gifts and callings of God. Prepare yourself. Study to show thyself approved, rightly dividing the word of truth. I have great confidence in you.

Shane: 9:37 PM CDT Okay, so what exactly am I supposed to do with the limited information I got with corrupted Bibles and BoMs.

Shane: 9:37 PM With no electronics, like YouTube, etc.

Brent: 9:38 PM Yeah

Shane 9:39 PM CDT I have no money to go no where either Brent I have not had a single dime to my name. I went 3 months with no money either. So I cannot go places either, I tried selling the Yu-Gi-Oh cards and the things God told me to get rid of and no buyers.

Shane: 9:40 PM: I trashed everything else.

9:41 PM CDT Shane: I got rid of allot of things this year, because of the advice of my guardian angels

9:41 PM Shane: Except my Bibles my BoMs etc.

9:41 Shane: And the stuff that won't sell.

9:42 PM CDT Brent: Well the Book of Mormon you have is not corrupt nor most of the DC and them and the Bible you have you can rely upon 100 % If the spirits have been telling you your bom rce is corrupt then they are lying to you. It is free with your allowance to get a library card and use Genessee District Library resources. You can renew books over the phone. Surely your grandma and brother have good books you can peruse And you can borrow books from any local church library and meditation and prayer and contemplation and thinking are free.

Shane: 9:42 PM And I have been training with my swords and guns again lately and have lost allot of weight and gotten stronger.

Brent: 9:43 PM That's good

Brent: 9:43 PM Don't give that up.

Brent: 9:45 PM If Satan can't stop you he'll get behind you and push you to exhaustion tell you to do a bunch of righteous things not let you let your guard down or rest make you paranoid and unneccessarily violent and it wil inevitably lead to sin.

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04/06--
WEDNESDAY

10:20 PM I just saw my Case Manager. We watched more of The Force Awakens. She says its 'not bad'. Next: Episodes II, IV. The Landlord came and signed his paper, and before he got here I signed a release. Haley said that as long as BFMA was fine with me getting my own bank account that her supervisor is fine with it but neither Haley nor her supervisor recommend I do it. Before Joy and I have the go-ahead, Haley has to get back with me.

10:26:17 I called Joy and updated her. (THREAD CONTINUED THIS DIARY, DIARY 40, IN ENTRY FOR , 0 / /2022 AD)

From 1:40-2:40 PM I am allowed to play Hero Wars daily for the next three days starting today.
(Actually, this was once more the doctrine of infinite justification as an excuse for breaking God's technology fast for me and plug back into the world.-BLSKV)

Me and Shane cont'd:

Shane: 9:45 PM It's not my guardian angels that told me about the corruption but my research from rabbis and christians who work for the Catholic church apparently a priest discovered the 777 books and asked about it and got excommunicated.

Shane: 9:46 PM They quickly shut him up immediately.

Shane: 9:49 A friend of mine sent me this email on a link which was taken down after being flagged

Brent: 9:55 PM Ok. If you try the angels and they pass the test, then I am wrong and you can trust them. Sandy hair. Demon. Wings. Demon. Feathers and gold dust not of the Lord in church Offer the spirit your hand. There are two kinds. Spirits and ressurrected beings Resurrected beings have a body of flesh and bones If the spirit or angel offers its hand after you offer it yours and you feel no fleshy hand or if it just feels absolutely evil though fleshy (it would have negative kee) its a demon or devil if you feel nothing or no fleshy hand or a evil nephilim or rephaim if the hand has negative ki
Secondly if the spirit or angel does not offer its hand you can trust it. Let it deliver its message. It is impossible for a righteous spirit to deceive by offering an immaterial hand. Thirdly if you feel not just SOMETHING, or virtue but a hand with good ki, its a resurrected being. Let it deliver its message. This pattern is consistent over the whole heavens.

Last night I dreampt that me, Ricky, Destiny, Dad and Mom (Rene') were in a car on our way to Grandma's old house in Michigan.

After we pulled into Grandma's Driveway, Maggie pulled in in her sedan.

After she got out I hugged her and introduced her to my whole family. I noticed she was taller than me. Then she took off and ran all the way around the outside of the house. I told her Destiny and I used to do that too. Maggie looked young, was free-spirited and energetic. But Destiny was still a little girl and Ricky didn't live in the right place yet. So the dream was not a representation of the future.

2:20 PM CDT I called Joy, who told me that my Tax Return deposit has not come in yet. We just have to wait patiently...I have about 300.00 in the bank and my phone and my Internet have to come out of that. I can't be given any more spending money until either I get another paycheck or my Tax Return is Deposited in the Bank.
I'm playing Hero Wars until 2:40 PM on my watch. (My digital timepiece). I have Church today. I was tired from dissipation today. I'm drinking water. At 2:40 I will have 8 fish sticks for lunch. For breakfast I had Frosted Flakes and water since I'm out of Almond Milk.

2:47 PM I'm making my fish sticks now.

2:53 PM The other half of my fish sticks are cooking. I filled my purple water bottle up and put it in the fridge.

Me and Shane continued....:

Shane: 10:05 PM CDT Okay I'll do as you say Haniel said to trust you and it'll be fun to have me test her to see my faith increase more.

10:05 PM Shane: She said it'll be a great lesson for me and the others agree 100%

10:21 PM CDT Shane: No matter how much I hate it Haniel told me to go back to the church she reminded me of my promise I made to Victor and my oath I made to the Great Spirit. She said he don't take to kindly to people breaking their promises and their oaths to him. She said I need to swallow my pride and remember my sensei's teachings and to remember my mission and that I am not alone that he grants me 4 Archangels for a reason, and that I can call on them anytime for protection, she said I need to stop trying to do this mission by myself and trust in the divine and my friends, family, my neighborhood, and my country that I am in the right place at the right time and that I need to stop trying to win this battle with just me. I am not alone and to stop being paranoid etc.

She told me people pray for me everyday for their concerns for me because of the promise they see in me and to not do it alone. The Great Spirit has been shaking me up since last year to get me to know I'm not alone.

10:23 PM Shane: And now I had a really big deja Vu

5:30 AM Tuesday, April 5, 2022 CE/AD Shane: Okay Brent the spirits not all of them but the guardian angels are of God, I'm completely sorry bud, I just repeated the

6:35 PM CDT 4/06/022 CE

I gave up my phone to Pastor Pete Winstead and told him to read the text chain between Shane Jones and I.

The other day, I let Pastor Pete borrow an RLDS book of Miracles. About a couple weeks to a week before that I gave him a Zion's Path Newsletter to read. And before that I explained the difference to Pastor Pete between a Restored and a 'Reformed' church.

Now I sit on my front porch waiting for Mark Strychacz to come pick me up and take me to Bates City Restoration Branch. I'm excited for the watering/blessing, Good Soil/trials/blessings from trials, flowery times ahead as the moon and stars shine upon my old life.

And here he is.

6:42 PM As I sit cellphoneless in Mark's minivan on my way to Church, I wrote down a phone number (not shown) in my Diary for him.

6:50 PM CDT We're at Church.

7:00 PM Prayer meeting is starting. Gordon is presiding. I said 'hi' to Don, Pat and another woman.

Gordon speaks of the nearness and love of God.

Hymn #224 Church of Christ in Latter Days Purple Hymnal.

Invocation

DC 83:7
Beware concerning yourselves.
Give diligent heed to the word of life.
The Spirit giveth life to every man that cometh into the world.
(paraphrased)

This is a congregational prayer.
Someone else's prayer may be my prayer too.

The Spirit of God enlighteneth every man that hearkeneth to the Voice of the Spirit.

Not one of us can judge everything that everyone else is going through. We have similarities.

God loves us just the way we are.
God made you.

Come to God with alertness and vision.

We won't see each others' vision quite right.

When we use (our gifts) it will be a blessing to other people.

Someone reminded Gordon of calling for names to pray for.

Healing of shoulder for a woman.

Everyone has gifts and talents-some of us are not sure of our gifts-Gordon.

CPAP, heart, shortness of breath, ears-a deacon.

possible amputation for a man.

Woman's son going through tough times. He received a blessing when he was administered to.

#351 Purple Hymnal Breathe on Me, Breath of God

Breathe On me, Breath of God,
Fill me with life anew

That I may love what Thou dost love
And do what Thou wouldst do.

Breathe on me, Breath of God,
Until my heart is pure,

Until with Thee I will one will--
To do and to endure.

Breathe on me, Breath of God,
Til I am wholly Thine,

Until this earthly part of me
Glows with Thy fire divine.

Breathe of me, Breath of God,
So shall I never die

But live with Thee the perfect life
Of Thine eternity. Amen

"I forgot to (sing in beat time.)
I'll remember next hymn."

Prayers.

Gordon reminded us to pray for the two men who have been called to the ministry.

Prayers.

"If we're one with Thee and others are one with Thee, then we can't help being one with another"- Paul V. Ludy.
(PAGE 154)

#441 Purple Hymnal The Master's Voice

"Saints seeking pleasure fail to build my Zion"

"Saints who are wise, the same will run the faster"

When Gordon was 6, he was old enough to appreciate his parents' conversion. He moved to a congregation in Kalimazoo. He found himself engaged in Home Ministry, etc. Don't be too harsh on someone who has made a mistake. Growth is a part of all of our lives. Sometimes by our life alone, sometimes be alert to share a testimony. You need to bear that when you're in other places.
I bore testimony to my classmates, didn't say Christianity or use name of Christ, but Classmates said "I never thought that way before" (Paraphrased) We never know how people will be turned by our testimonies. We need to be faithful.

Testimonies.

Dee: LDS Mormons wanted Grey Hymnal and 3-in-one, visited with Dee and Paul for hours. She's thankful to the Lord for that experience.

Paul: Keep the doors open.
Don't slam the doors.
There's wide variety in the Restoration.
Others' Testimonies can bless us.

Della: LDS Mormon missionaries put pressure on her. One looked like he had to tell her, he said the Lord wants her to be baptized. She had a strange feeling. He said do you feel something. She said yes. They continued to put pressure on her. They brought up her mother. She felt anger. Feeling would not leave. They asked her to promise to pray about it. When they walked out the door feeling was gone. That night she tried to, couldn't utter a word. She tried twice more. The Lord spoke to her and said "You know the truth." She ended with "This is His Church"

Gordon: He offers us the Gospel to give us eternal life, accepts our talents. Solicited Testimony, Prayer.
I am not sure of myself, but I am sure of the Gospel. The Lord has given me strength and ability to stand for the truth. We need to pray that we use the right language, but use (firmness?). We may not have (12 Apostles, etc.) but (we have the Truth?) (Not exact words I think.)

I gave my Testimony.

Mark Strychacz gave his Testimony.

Gordon: If you hold Truth, someone has gained (strength because of your testimony?) (Not exact words?)

#499 Purple Hymnal A Charge To Keep I Have

Benediction

Von Brotherton gave me a ride home.

I borrowed the Book The Memoirs of Joseph Smith III, President today.

I had Penne Pasta, Mayonnaise and Tuna for supper.

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04/07--
THURSDAY

I hope I was not scheduled to work today. If I was, I missed it.
I know I work tomorrow, probably from 9 AM-11 AM.

I messed up with my Chromebook last night, on YouTube, then dreampt that I messed up on a x-rated site right at the library as it was opening for business, tried to hide it, confessed, and Ken and Gina, who were working there, told me it'd be alright.

I spent all day daydreaming and fantasizing about being married to Maggie, as I slept in bed. It is now 3:40 PM CDT.

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