06/01--
WEDNESDAY

Yesterday I ate Taco Tuesday at Tepoz Mexican restaurant with a man named Pete, after CSL. After Midnight last night I watched Season 1 Episode 1 of Obi-Wan Kenobi. It is 1:33 AM. I'm taking a shower. My wounds need washing and I need to smell good.

Do not destroy the Kangaroo security device. It is the doorbell. Ring it.

~Thanks, your Brently Sohlden.

No we are and you are not dreaming I just typed this! Wake up, Warrior! That movie (s) will NOT manifest in the name of JESUS. AMEN.

Go AHEAD and eat a snack and watch TV, or visit a trusted friend. Do anything. These are trying times. I'm going to sleep on the safety zone-my loveseat


As I felt BEYOND HOME PLATE FORBIDDEN PLATE NUMBER 2 begin to be breached by the demon(s) I shouted "Forget me! Don't forget me and SAVE THE GIRL! Even if I'm destroyed! Now that the GIRL is SAVED, save me and destroy all my enemies in the VALLEY OF DECISION" and I clapped. As I sit and type this on the Chromebook as my gaming/straming laptop is updating, the demon(s) are still trying to breach my safety zone FORBIDDEN BASE NUMBER 2. Follow the songs and the movies and NOW would be a GREAT time to visit a friend if God gives the go-ahead, Pearl, Child of Light.

I'm going to start watching Obi-Wan Kenobi on my phone as I wait for dawn.

My laptop is done updating so I'm actually going to watch Kenobi Episode 2 on my laptop.



Hold On


Song by Phillip Phillips and Wilson Phillips



Lyrics


I know there's pain (I know there's pain)

Why do you lock yourself up in these chains? (These chains)

No one can change your life except for you

Don't ever let anyone step all over you

Just open your heart and your mind (Mmm)

Is it really fair to feel, this way inside? (Woah)

Some day somebody's gonna make you want to turn around and say goodbye

Until then, baby, are you going to let 'em hold you down and make you cry?

Don't you know? Don't you know, things can change

Things'll go your way

If you Hold On for one more day

Can you Hold On for one more day?

Things'll go your way

Hold On for one more day

You could sustain (You could sustain)

Hm, or are you comfortable with the pain?

You've got no one to blame for your unhappiness (No, baby)

You got yourself into your own mess (Ooh)

Lettin' your worries pass you by (Lettin' your worries pass you by)

Baby, don't you think it's worth your time

To change your mind? (No, no)

Some day somebody's gonna make you want to turn around and say goodbye

Until then, baby, are you going to let 'em hold you down and make you cry?

Don't you know? Don't you know, things can change

Things'll go your way

If you Hold On for one more day

Can you Hold On for one more day?

Things'll go your way (Oh, things'll go your way)

Hold On for one more day

I know that there is pain, but you

Hold On for one more day, and ya

Break free from the chains

Yeah I know that there is pain, but you

Hold On for one more day, and ya

Break free, break from the chains

Some day somebody's gonna make you want to turn around and say goodbye (and say goodbye)

Until then, baby, are you going to let 'em hold you down and make you cry?

Don't you know? Don't you know, things can change (Know)

Things'll go your way

If you Hold On for one more day, yeah

If you Hold On

Don't you know, things could change

Things could go your way

If you Hold On for one more day

Can you Hold On

Can you Hold On

Mmm, can you Hold On, baby

Won't you tell me now

Hold On for one more day, 'cause

It's gonna go your way

Don't you know, things could change

Things could go your way

If you Hold On for one more day, yeah

Can't you change it this time

Make up your mind

Hold On, Hold On

Baby Hold On


Source: Musixmatch


Songwriters: Attributed to Glen Ballard / Chynna Phillips / Carnie Wilson


Hold On lyrics © Emi Blackwood Music Inc., Universal Music Corp., Arlovol Music, Smooshie Music

1:30 PM Demon(s) assaulted me and the assault was thick, and I begged God for deliverance so I could sleep (for the demons kept me up again last night) and there was relief, and temporary deliverance, so I could sleep several hours as Book of Mormon and Bible cartoons played on my computer.


2:45 PM I'm out at the picnic table of the Oak Grove McDonald's. I'll be here for a good long while, enjoying the weather, restocking food and drink at the local QT until my battery runs out.



What does one write when they feel they are without hope. When they feel that the bottom has dropped out of their life, that through desire of a woman they got themselves into a situation there's no way out of, whether to let her go, damnation, or to pursue her, damnation. How could it be thus with the desire of one woman? Maybe I'm not seeing things correctly. The demons that haunt, giving me delusions unto distraction while all my mentors promise me that the actual woman herself is just a delusion or a fantasy when I know that is not the case. How else can I put this in words as demons take me into places Gods (save the Spirit who is everywhere) dare not go, and at this point i'm not even sure my reality is 100% real. Where is this woman whom I cannot stop loving, whom I am sure loves me in return but has an equally difficult time in reaching me as I have in reaching her, or at least that is the way I perceive it. Such a one as myself, baptized and confirmed by Holy Men who have lived over 2000 years on this earth, having talked with the Lord my God face to face, mouth to mouth, and who refuses to forsake a Holy Book three holy men of God have forsaken; an Apostle named Gary, a Prophet named Joseph and a Witness of the Plates to name some. Such a one as myself who accepts the doctrine of Baptism for the dead, eternal progression and plurality of Gods as pure doctrine from the lips of God's mouthpiece Joseph, and holds the RLDS traditon-rejected Book of Abraham as Holy Writ and Divine Scripture, commanded by the Lord not to forsake his love, now about to be consumed by his love for his love by demons who prevent our loves from being lovers. What does she go through? O I want to know her. Strange that I never got to know this woman yet feel like I have known her my whole life. I truly love her, want her, need her. And yet all hell and the powers of darkness and evil try to prevent our two loves from joining into lovers, and yet I never have gotten the opportunity to ask the real one how she feels about all this, or if I have I cannot know of the truth of that experience due to demonic obfuscation.
O Maggie May

A Rose by any other name would smell as sweet, as long as it were you.

No other woman or entity, even if she looks, acts or seems in every other way just like you, can replace you. There is only one you in all the entirety of the vast Sea of multiverses in all the Galaxies, dimensions universes and existences, only one girl I desire,

My Maggie May

~Your Brently

I need to go home because I felt a raindrop. You know how to get there. Ring the LEFT doorbell, big black button on the bottom of the black oval. You will hear a melodic sound. Ciou


- <3- ALWAYS, Your Brently

Just before I got home it started raining nuts and bolts, and I got indoors before I, my phone or my laptop got too wet.


At McDonald's I politely and calmly asked Christina my GM for hours and had a 10-piece Chicken McNuggets, and then I purchased a Large Dr. Pepper from QuikTrip, which I consumed out on the picnic table back of McDonald's as I gathered my feelings around and for and about Maggie and composed an essay on my Open Office Word Processor and then shared it with Maggie in my Diary.



Hey, I watched Kenobi Episodes 1 and 2 and I gotta say I loved Reva's character. I watched the whole two shows yesterday
[3:46 PM]
And the GI's not dead. Reva wounded him in the side, in a non vital area, incapacitating him as punishment for that gutter remark he made to her
[3:47 PM]
And I think Mas Amedda had a replica of Yoda's lightsaber made to make people think that Yoda's saber was now destroyed back in Vader comics no 1

Here I sit in my livingroom with a nice tall glass of grapefruit juice and an open, updated laptop, writing in my Diary, looking at a picture of my Lord Jesus weeping over Old Jerusalem, they who cast out the prophets and stoned them, rejecting not the prophets, but the LORD of Glory; the Man of War; the Prince of Peace.

As I lay on my bed, I practiced Hebrew, German and pre-guitar and read a sample of a High Republic Comic for the second time and took notes in and highlighted two Kindle books, one English, one Duetsch.

Gordon and Della are taking me to Church tonight.

10:21 CDT After Church, which was WONDERFUL, I had a sardine, Mayo and sharp cheddar cheese slice sandwhich on wheat bread for supper, saying a shheheyyahoo prayer for it before I ate it because I was trying it for the first time, started watching Star Trek Beyond on Pluto TV as well as Minecraft TV (which is where I settled after channel surfing) (I think that's keeping Jarvis entertained) and now I am watching the 'The Chosen' Episode Season 1X2 Shabbat on my The Chosen App on my phone.

I may get an AC Unit from an RLDS brother or sister. Paul and Dee Ludy drove me home tonight.

Now I'll take my pills and supplements. Earlier this or last week, I brushed and flossed my teeth.

06/04--
SATURDAY-SABBATH

After making my neighbor Steve mad at me when I tried witnessing to him with intellectual logic and reason after talking with him about dogs and telling him about Junk_bow, relating to him the fact that he was hypnotized and trying intellectually to disprove Darwin and prove God to him by demonstration, enraging him, after he told me he never wanted me to talk to him or knock on his door again or he'd call the police, and after I cast myself down on my bed and cried out to God for Steve's soul and Maggie's. I went down on my front porch and preached, telling the whole world about Ludington Missouri and the other facilities, and about Donald Marshall, but I was preaching in a gap between two stair and I knew if I stayed in those false steps,trying to fight back on my own, that I would be a sitting duck, so I went inside and locked the doors. Then Pastor Pete called me and warned me this was not a good idea and could get me kicked out of my house where I told him I would die, that if I left the safety of this residence for the streets that I would die both physically and spiritually was never in question, but he said that wasn't his call, and suggested I preach at church in the parking lot or on the front steps. Since this is what Fred suggested, that I find a place in town to preach and since the woods behind McDonald's are now off limits, I believe the way out is to sing and preach at the church parking lot, and if the police have questions, tell them their chaplain Pete gave me permission to do so, and my landlord Fred also suggested it. I'm leaving now to go do it. Come to my show, Maggie, like happened in I Can Only Imagine. The Church on 9th Street, Faith Community. And I'm leaving to start right now at 4:49 PM, after I drink water to help my throat be clear. Come to my show. It will be Bible only, and in the Parking lot. There wlll be lots of singing.


5:12 PM I just returned from preaching the first Sermon. I just started reading the King James Bible from the front porch steps of the church out loud and God opened my mouth and filled it and told me when to close my mouth, and told me when I was done with the sermon, and to go home, meditate and read the Inspired Version of the Bible. The songs were Calvary is the Sea by Steve Green and Hallelu Hallelu Hallelu Hallelulia praise ye the Lord at the end. The focus was on the Atonement, the Love of God, the simplicity of the Gospel, Bible illiteracy, not listening to false teachers and false prophets, and decrying the False Prophet lord Ra-el, warning of the Fake Rapture event, proclaiming that Christ was coming within two generations, and the Book of Revelation, and holding on to the Word of God. Now I will try to urinate, hydrate myself and do as God directed, viz, meditate and read the Bible.



During the sermon, it was sprinkling outside. One person came out to hear the sermon.


The sermon text of the sermon was Exodus 38:12 KJV



After I Meditate and read the Bible, I am to start a new YouTube Channel, Brent Koivopolo V, which is to be 100% devoted to the will of God, where I am not to SHOUT but am still to proclaim the Fullness of the Fullness of the Gospel worldwide and it will NOT be limited to Bible Only. The Lord promised that although everything I do on that channel will be for a purpose, and at his commandment, sometimes he will let me have fun on this new channel, and even play games sometimes, but it will be for a purpose, and if the past is any indication, I partly know exactly what He means by that. So after I hydrate myself, I'll meditate and read the Bible, then get busy creating a new email account and this new YouTube Channel Brent Koivopolo V. My Brent Koivopolo Channel is for doing what I want. If I preach there, I'm not as likely to have the power of God behind it. That channel can be more for entertainment purposes a lot of the time, but still can enlighten as it entertains, so still has Kingdom-building value.


The way out is to Surrender. Today I surrendered, in word and deed. Today I also surrendered to the Jedi Council Authorities and to Pastor Pete and Fred and even to Steve. I surrender everything and all to Your Grace, O Lord. Submission is the answer. And the way out.


I can ask to be unbanned on theforce.net June 1, 2023. I can't win unless I submit and surrender, then it's not me, but God winning, but as Obi-Wan wisely said, there are alternatives to fighting. 

06/06--
MOON'S DAY

9:00 AM Junk_bow is still around going around knocking on doors as before.

Yesterday I worked on formatting my Dungeon Screenplay 'Doctored', and started two new Round Robin Star Trek fanfics, The Great Star War and Ocean Trek.



10:55 AM I just found out Junk_bow is the totally evil alias Gabe Horn. I am not him. On Twitter I am @blsohlden.

WHY STAR WARS CAN NEVER MIX WITH THE MARVEL COMICS UNIVERSE


Marvel Comics Universe can never be a part of Star Wars. Their lines do not cross. Star Wars is not about Heroism, it never was. It is about Destiny, and about people who go through the Hero's journey to face their Destiny. Heroism, the way it is depicted in the MCU and in DCU, destroys people's self-confidence, making them stay oppressed and self-imprisoned, unable to have enough self-confidence to fight the Evil and throw off the chains of their oppressors. Who criticizes MCU, or tries to Cancel Culture it? No one. But Star Wars was almost dead in the womb. Star Wars has been tried to be stopped in its production and success by the enemy from the beginning, always the most criticized the better it gets. It's almost too easy to churn out endless MCU material but very difficult and slow going process to make high quality Star Wars. Mixing them would spoil both.


2:53 PM I just got off the phone with myt dear Aunt Carol. We talked Spanish, maths, and a little Hebrew, (loco/Mushugunuh), and reviewed how to order at a restaurant in Mexico if they didn't know English. I told Carol about how you could do maths with words concepts and ideas as well as numbers, and I recommended Carolyne Greenleaf's books to her and told her about Dad's Ear-tuning program, and recommended she call Dad later today and ask him about this polyglottal immersion language-learning system which I will promote on this site after I have lived the system for a couple of weeks. I need to get on the ball with it. I related to Carol how everything that exists can be expressed mathematically.

Actually I have more than one Twitter account, because Twiter keeps requiring me to make them, or at least that's the way I perceive it. They are usually some combination of bl or brent koivopolo or 888 or 555 or sohlden.

My phone is 17% charged.

They have said things like they want to put dr Strange Multiverse in Ahsoka and mix the multiverse with the World Between Worlds. I have let the whole world know today that that cannot be allowed.
On a side note, I believe some people or someone ought to make youtube videos about this Morsian Empire period of Star Wars history because I wanted to know about it and it's not anywhere on Youtube-study888 "Brent Koivopolo V"


I need to STOP CEASE DESIST drinking ANY SODA or "POP" because when I do I become belligerent and the Dr. Pepper (or any soda) demons in me scream my head off and I express my anger and wrath and rage wrongly and that could get me in MAJOR trouble. From NOW on I'll drink juice, water, shakes, and a LITTLE chocolate milk here and there.

BrentKoiV(GrikSpiceminer)NoLegcy — Today at 3:23 PM
I was banned for a year for accidentally double posting and correcting it immediately when I realized I did it every time without fail and promoting a fanfic not realizing I was doing so and never doing it again after I was warned.
[3:24 PM]
from theforce.net when I have a lot of work there to do still
[3:24 PM]
no mercy
[3:24 PM]
punishment not fit crime
[3:24 PM]
and no crime
[3:26 PM]
The worst accusation they made was I didn't read their FAQ's which I couldn't even find, and why, do I ask not put all bannable offenses for minor infractions in the rules where they belong. They have so many rules and regulations on tf.n its revolting
[3:26 PM]
I did read the rules and FAQ's
[3:27 PM]
But they didn't say they could ban someone for an entire year for soliciting feedback, accidentally double posting or commenting on and complimenting and giving constructive criticism on someones work without them asking for it
[3:28 PM]
And the rules and FAQ's for fan fiction shouldn't have dumb un common sense rules like that anyway.

The Morsian Empire — Today at 3:28 PM
Well at least that doesn't happen here

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BrentKoiV(GrikSpiceminer)NoLegcy — Today at 3:32 PM
On my website, maraandlukeforever.boards.net/ a fanfic and discussion board for both wars and trek with three different fun RPG boards (if people will try them) we have no such dumb rules. Please spread the word. We need regular posters. If no one regularly posts, no one else will either. This is an awesome site and we have no rules about advertising your own site on our site either, in fact we encourage it and even have a BOARD for doing just that, and sharing music, good books videos and more. Help wanted. I need administrators who will do their job and take it seriously, who are good with computers and have experience. I have two administrators who never make time to do anything with my site. (edited)

I am study888 on theforce.net aka study3600 aka Brent Sohlden aka Brent Lee Sohlden aka Brent Lee Sohlden Koivopolo V or @blsohlden on Twitter and Grik Spiceminer and BlakeFett Lee on Star Wars The Old Republic. I am not some random guy posting random stuff and clickbait like some would have you to believe


4:45 PM

THE MORSIAN EMPIRE

A little-known piece of Star Wars Lore/History is the Morsian Empire, which I can't find anywhere on YouTube. To prove it actually has a place in lore, here is a map of its boundaries:



I don't know much about this Empire, but I wish to learn. One person with administrative experience is so into it one of his entire discord accounts if he has others (or she) is just called "The Morsian Empire" or at least that's what she/he is called on the server called 'Fanon', where, among many other places, I advertised my website mara/luke4ever today, telling people why I thought they would like it compared to another well-known SW niche, tf.n, as I said above in this entry. What I wrote in this entry about MCU, heroism, self-confidence, my unjust ban and my identity and my website I shared in many SW and one non SW niche(s) today.

A constant barrarage of popup notifications that are gimme gimme gimmicks are flooding this Chromebook driving me to distraction trying to click off of them all, but every once in a while one of my notifications will be an alert to a good Star Wars-themed YouTube (Yow-Tube) video to watch. Notifications on my powerful gaming/streaming laptop, which is a blessing from God, are more focused on my personal preferences and interests.



Now, sometimes, like just now, the Notifications on my ChromeBook (now I'm typing on my gaming/streaming laptop Joy was kind enough to see to it that I had the correct memory capacity for to meet my needs both for gaming and streaming, what an angel ) will notify me of (why would ANYONE want there to exist a keystroke that anyone could easily do accidentally that highlights everything you just typed, maybe leaving a little and deletes it? Idk) an MCU-related video. (Just remember this: Save and save often!) A notification came up just now for the coming Thor offering Love and Thunder which I want to see in Theatres, but it is unlikely I will get that opportunity unless Maggie marries me before it comes out or while it is out (I wanted my friend Rob from McDonald's to take me to see The Eternals but he was not able).  Now, despite what I said earlier, a careful reading of those words will reveal that I feel the MCU would be just as spoiled by SW as SW by crossing it canonically with the MCU. I still like, enjoy and will watch the MCU and follow it and still reference it in the Humorous Versions and make MCU HV's, and am really looking forward to more Spider-Man movies (although they unceremoniously (SPOILER ALERT) kilt him off in Dr. Strange in Multiverse of Madness, I believe they can easily resurrect not only Spider-Man, but Vision and Tony Stark using the Multiverse Device and as a film and TV series maker I will see to it that this happens. Although MCU and SW don't cross at all, I still plan on writing and filmmaking in the Marvel Comics Universe (as well as making my famous DCU based satirical film, a parody of all things Batman, the farcial film Fatman), and you wouldn't know that about me (and it needs to stay that way (unless folks talk, which is a-ok) ) without either they had read my journals or seeing that I still somehow strangely support and publicly view and talk about both MCU and SW, just NEVER mixing these two universes except in humor and in noncanonical crossovers. Now, I do believe with all my heart that Star Wars and Star Trek do mix and like long lost twins separated at birth are a welcome part of each other, save for the noncanonical and asymmetrical and anomolous Star trek Discovery, and the episode of Star Trek animated series about Lucifer being a misunderstood good guy, (which Nichelle Nichols refused to voice-act in, but her effigy was in it in the Salem witch trials stocks) and the "transgender" character in High Republic must be retconned, placed in TWO ALTERNATE TIMELINES, one in which he is a he with a male spirit, and the other in which she is a she with a female spirit. Otherwise, that character and its storylines surrounding them MUST BE completely excised from the entire story and plot of Star Wars. I have spoken. This is only in my Diary, which many curious SW fans will undoubtedly see, for I have power to change the SW narrative that I specifically prayed for. The universe created SW. I did not, but I knew of Star Wars/Trek in premortality and God always had her in mind for this local earth to teach folks about the very REAL Force entity and what the purpose of Mitochondrions are and how to love and treat others selflessly and that Good and evil exist and grey areas exist and life is colorful. Star Wars also teaches us that some things are relative while others, including Truth itself, are absolutes.

6/08--WODEN'S DAY 2:00 AM I'm at Pastor Pete's church h in the basement. There is a tornado on the ground headed toward 24 highway. They can change direction. Blue Springs South. Lake Lotawana. Father save my friends Colt and Maggie and Pastor Pete and Jo's sister. Amen.
2:51 AM I'm home, for now. There is a severe thunderstorm warning for Jackson County until 5AM. I'm keeping my phone handy as I sleep in case there are any further developments.

I am Brent Sohlden. It is 3:25 AM. This is Star Wars.


4:37 AM I did some spiritual warfare.  I am VERY grateful that MCU is just fiction.



Isaiah 29:31-32 IV

31 For, assuredly as the Lord liveth, they shall see that the terrible one is brought to naught, and the scorner is consumed, and all that watch for iniquity are cut off, and they that make a man an offender for a word, and lay a snare for him that reproveth in the gate, and turn aside the just for a thing of naught.

32 Therefore, thus saith the Lord who redeemed Abraham concerning the house of Jacob, Jacob shall not now be ashamed, neither shall his face now wax pale; but when he seeth his children, the work of my hands, in the midst of him, they shall sanctify my name, and sanctify the Holy One of Jacob, and shall fear the God of Israel. They also that erred in spirit shall come to understanding, and they that murmured shall learn doctrine.

Isaiah 60:1 IV

1 Arise, shine; for thy light is come, and the glory of the Lord is risen upon thee.

God will accelerate my dreams.







6:29 PM I'm at Pastor Pete's church. Before church Pastor Pete lifted the curse off my website and prayed for my purity.

Last night there were two tornadoes, an EF-1 and an EF-2. The EF-1 was in Leawood. The EF-2 was in Buckner. Both were on the ground.

8:08 PM church was good. The sermon was on thinking correctly and the sermon text was in Phillipians.

I reconciled with Bobbie again after the other day I had said something very mean to her.

8:40 PM I had a pleasant conversation with Steve Logan out on the porch today after the other day I sincerely apologized to him for being pushy and provoking him to wrath.

06/10--
FRIDAY

Startling revelation:

Hylite is not Shelly Savoie and is not even Maggie's stepsister. Her account was hacked; hijacked while she was away, so now I'm back to square one. Not only did the voice I thought was her turn out to be a hallucination delusion or demon, not only did Hollow Champion, if that is Maggie, block me, but it turns out that I never was in contact with Maggie's sister. Now perhaps since discord messed with mine and Jordan's and mine and Shane's accounts, making us think we were blocked from each other, perhaps they did that to Maggie and me too if indeed Maggie is Hollow Champion but I have to be open to the possibility that Maggie herself blocked me because she wants nothing at all to do with me, but I doubt that, because she obviously recognized my face and knew it was me she was talking to and saw my video but I was only blocked when I knew or thought I knew that it was her and she knew I knew it was her if it is her. Maybe she didn't want me to talk to her except if she got to remain anonymous. Maye she's planning on communicating with me again now that she sees I have no more delusions.


  I submitted a story to the Dark Jedi Brotherhood's current fanfic writing contest. I can submit a second draft and will probably do so tomorrow. Tonight, I plan on watching 'Kenobi Episode 4' and then watching a 'Pink Panther' movie before retiring for the night.


Kenobi 1X4 was superbly awesome! I'll go to bed now and watch 'Pink Panther' l8r. G'night!